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Why is it that Iām always the most dysphoric when my sensory issues are the worst I had to force myself to take off my binder and I canāt put on a sweater because Iāll overheat immediately and god I want to kill my uncle
#funny how the 14 yr old boy my mom thinks will end up in a racist discord group is the one who misgenders me the least#yes Iām talking about my brother (aka my momās sonā¦)#and no he definitely wonāt be racist??#idk where she gets that idea the middle/grade school we both attended was diverse and very anti racist#seriously why the fuck does she think her own child is going to turn out to be some asshole bully when there is ZERO reason to think so#like yeah he threatens us with nerf guns and hits random objects but he also has adhd and is hyperactive and oh. wait#thatās pretty fucking far from racism!#heās a little shit but heās my brother and it pisses me the fuck pff that my mom seems genuinely worried heāll turn out like that#also for any who didnāt see my earlier post#my uncle was misgendering me and saying slurs hence the desire to kill#also making incest jokes! didnāt mention that but he was also talking about that#at the very least he was against it. I just donāt want to hear anything even a little related to incest at my fucking grandmas house#I feel bad because I love my grandma and had a great time this week my uncle just has a special talent for making me want to disappear of#the face of the earth. and he lives with her#I must have jinxed it at some point because this week was going so well#I thought we could put our differences aside and maybe get along#but I guess the added prescence of his sibling#my mom and other uncle#prevented that!#uh rant over#going to keep watching anime and hopefully calm down
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michael mell gets bullied by an evil supercomputer.png this is not a michael gets squipped au btw lol i just wanted to draw smth silly. anyways i love this guy forreel <3
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#be more chill#bmc#bmc fanart#michael mell#bmc michael#hellooooo bmc fandom#(my voice echoes distantly along an empty hallway)#yeah idk be more chill pops up in my head every year or so and i go mentally ill#this time specifically i randomly thought of that sick as fuck bakunawa au#like dawg that one og fic was my first ever favorite fic on ao3#(bmc is the first fandom i even looked up on ao3 too)#soooo yeah i reread it and its one of the few things in this world that nostalgia didnt rose tint#its still banger i still love that fic to itty bitty bits#anyways uh rant over. bmc will never let me leave. help.
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sighh late night extra bc i got pissed off and what i feel she feels
#futaba sakura#persona 5#futabadoodles#i hateee neurotypical people#ive calmed down since then but i got screened for adhd and she dismissed me a lot for not being stereotypical enough#and the POSSIBILITY that it was anxiety even tho i said like ten times it wasnt. pissed me tf off i swear#and i wouldnt have been given any information on how to get a proper diagnosis if i hadnt been like uhh ????#and i thought this was like a starting point to being refferred to someone else to go thru the process but i guess not??#like i have been screened before girl ik š like i definitely have adhd and genuinely i think the only way im getting like#denied. would be w this stupid ass bs about not being stereotypical or struggling enough. anyways uh#i will be getting a proper diagnosis chatš«”#hopefully this time theyll actually look for both autism and adhd bc all the good ones do that šāāļøšāāļø#and i suspect i could be autistic but im FAR less sure on that one than i am adhd thats up to them to say ya know#rant over bye bye
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insane Australian postmaster outside storage room window. normal Tuesday evening in hermitcraft server.
Drawn during Skizz's last (20-2-2024) stream!
#hermitcraft#artwork#pachnychnysztuka#pearlescentmoon#pearlesentmoon fanart#I'm not tagging gem bc she's just in a doodle and a screeenshot here... sorry queen#but yeah to me Pearl always looks a little bit insane. as a treat#also ik that she was wearing her normal skin during that moment BUT reality can be whatever i want and what i want is more postmaster pearl#this is not very polished or good but uh um. fell today righhht on my wrist so I'm trying to keep it light.#sorry rant over i want to draw some Gem and Scar next. Specifically from his last episode#when she babysits him as he fights the wither hehe
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So I edited this post a few times since what I wanted to convey just couldn't come out, and then I stumbled across this explanation.
And all of this!
To continue with my own thoughts.
I'm not sure where the takes of Mel is more than Jayce's girlfriend or being reduced to just being at a man's side is coming from that is being spouted.... Meljay shippers know this?
People are annoyed and confused to see what was set up from S1 until S2 Act 1 and the sudden a disconnect of how we got to know the relationship was handled and their final conversation. Most of us would've been fine (I know I would) with the breakup if it wasn't so off and lackluster.
It didn't feel like Mel and Jayce, granted they went through the trenches both physically and mentally, but that understanding is only being applied to Jayce in how he behaves. Mel is just a bystander and has to take it, and she was never like that. Or did her time trapped by the BR just make her numb to everything because she feels so much and hasawakenied as a Mage and empath? If so, the writers did shit to make it clear, and we have to fill in gaps and explanations with headcanons.
Most importantly, Mel only gave and gave to others (professionally, non proffesional, platonical, familial, etc) but got nothing of the sort in return.... not even a hug, a hand squeeze, a how are you nada. That apology she got was, again, so offstandish. I didn't expect Jayce to cry out or be a lovey dovey anything, but he was more heated to scold her a beat. Mel barely got a word out there, too, to explain her side. She doesn't even fully understand her powers...
Also, in regards to interactions, why didn't we see a moment between her and Caitlin? When her mother died, Mel told Jayce to go to her, and had she seen how Ambessa did what she did, Mel would've shut things down, too. But we couldn't see the two of them bond over having lost their mothers?
No one in Piltover was concerned with their influential councilor who went missing for weeks/months? It would've been nice had we seen her and Shoola as the last ones standing or talk about the future of Piltover and the convo moving to Mel returning to Noxus and leaving it in the people's/their hands, but not a lick.
We just see her board a ship because she now has the weight of the Medarda line (who she needs to build from the ground up while the Black Rose is still out there and likely has to deal with more politics in Noxus that is more on the violent side) on her shoulders to a country she's been exiled for who knows how long.
Mel is getting to terms with her powers, her legacy, but even with her mother, Kino, Elora and now going back to a country she was exiled from, AND having to lead a faceless army. WHERE IS HER COMFORT!?!?! Who does she have to share all of this with above one minute.
It also doesn't help that people (yes, shippers mostly cause one scroll on your page they barely talk about Mel outside of ship. Not even about the popular 'she has a larger storyline' takes. Just invalidate why Meljay doesn't and never would work or was always doomed takes in response to OG shippers sharing their grievances.
There is weird and fake trolling in the meljay/mel tag when the same people never had something to say about her/ any of her relationship up until the finale and the last few Meljay scenes.
But now everyone can supposedly yap as some fake intellectual and shade others' people being annoyed, sad, and disappointed in the WAY it was written to THEM for their ship.
Meljay shippers literally had to create a niche tag because the main ones are being spammed with bad take after take and where Mel/Meljay is undermined while claiming it is all in balance in the end. Is that not insane?
Please, miss me with that. It is irritating and condescending.
Shippers in fandom love love and just a relationship in general. This is nothing new so why all these bad fate takes? They are allowed to vent their frustration on how the story for their ship is handled. Most of the same shippers also have an analysis of the characters' they ship and larger storyline that was set. Act 3 plot lines were squeezed in such a way with so many minutes left. I am still of the opinion that we should've gotten either 3 or 6 more episodes to tie all the stuff together properly since the writers themselves decided to introduce all these storylines. There was just a disconnect and OOC behavior in Meljay that wasn't expanded upon in a better way imo.
#meljay#jayce talis#mel medarda#meljay breakup is so mature#uh yeah theyre grown??#i know what you are#was in my drafts and I'm just over the bad takes#glad to see that now that more and more people see that it was whack#doesn't help that lame video came out#but it is getting traction and people are calling it out which is goos#its always why focus on relationships and ships when its in your favor#its hypocritical and fake#block me if you want but the takes ive seen are just not genuine at all#first and last rant (maybe not) about this#gonna focus on getting into the whole noxus lore to understand what we can expect for mel and her journey onwards#that and fix it fics
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Naruto au where Jiriya comes back to Konoha to adopt Naruto like he promised to do but somewhere along the way they get Tsunade back in the village and Tsunade becomes Sasukes caretaker (She adopts him but neither are comfortable calling eachother mother and son yet so they stick with "The Lady in my house who cooks bad" and "the brat who doesn't appreciate good meals when he sees them")
Then at some point when Naruto and Sasuke are genins Jiriya and Tsunade get married and now Naruto and Sasuke have to live together. There's a really emotional scene of Sasuke having to say goodbye to his old home and its like "oh god its really all over they're not coming back I'm not coming back I can't just leave them behind I need to let go but I just can't do it" and Tsunade calls Sasuke her son for the first time and he totally doesn't cry!!!
Forest of death but Sasuke Sakura and Naruto already know who Orochimaru is, Sasuke knows absolutely not to trust him so the curse mark doesn't really affect him too horribly but it does lead for a lot of tension in the group. Also after being the girlboss she was born to be Sakura decides she can't be protected anymore and bc Tsunade is like, right there she asks her if she can be trained and Tsunade says yes obv. Hiruzen dies purely because i hate that guy but Orochimaru also dies to Jiriya and Tsunade also because I really really hate him too.
Theres the time when Kisame and Itachi visit Konoha and Itachi hears Naruto refer to Tsunade as his mom and Sasuke as his brother and hes GOT to know what's going on so he spies on them and learns that Sasukes been adopted but he sees this moment of Tsunade announcing she's pregnant (what a shocker she was š¤ that close to never having to worry about pregnancy ever again but Jiriya just couldn't keep it in his pants for another 2 years, the manwhore.) And itachi sees Sasuke realising he's gonna be an older brother and being super happy about it saying he's gonna be the best big brother ever (Hades hangs his laundry on the bar its so low all he's gotta do is not kill everyone and he's already better than Itachi) and Itachi is like "ah man but how's he gonna get stronger there's no hatred in there i need him to do my suicide for me!!!" But Jiriya noticed he was there and confronts him a little later but see Jiriyas a little smarty pants and has been living in Konoha for years and always knew there was something fishy with the massacre and danzo so Jiriya just bluffs his way to the truth (Phoenix is that you?) And he's like "look Sasukes ur brother but he's my son now, he has enough nightmares and enough trauma and enough trust issues to last him a lifetime feck off and if you wanna die so bad then kill yourself and don't use your brother as a tool for ur suicide" <- I may be projecting a bit but ANYWAYS Itachi and Kisame have to leave Konoha bc Naruto is under watch by Kakashi, Tsunade and Jiriya and they are NAWT winning that fight.
Skip to shippuden era Sasuke v/ Itachi fight but Itachis been skipping out on his meds!! (He did it because he's a nerd loser guy who thinks "oh man sasuke isn't angry or filled with hatred and overall living a really terrible and unfufilling life he's probably so weak i need to stoop down to his level") Oh no so hes really super sick and Sasuke has picked up a lot from Tsunade so he knows Itachis time is near and although Sasuke really wants Itachi dead he's like "fuck it, dude you absolutely ruined my life and gave me trauma I'm never ever going to recover from sometimes I still wonder if my friends or family are going to turn around and kill me do you know how fucked that is why the hell did you even do that I don't want some bullshit excuse tell me" like he absolutely chews that loser (derogatory) out and Itachi is like, "kk ill tell u everything" and Sasuke is RUINED and he takes like a long 30 minutes of silence between the two just sitting there for Sasuke to go like "Itachi, I don't... think I forgive you. But I understand why you did it. I would have done it too" And its very emotional!! That moment is all Itachi needs bc he was sort of barely clinging onto life as it is and now that he's got peace he can finally die and they share a really sweet moment before he goes :(
And when Sasuke gets home and cries, (this time he can admit it cause he's a big boy now and understands it's okay to feel) to Tsunade he calls her his mother for the first time and its so ahaishahabnabsjsjnd
Anyways they all lived happily ever after the end no wars no nothing all over bye bye
#naruto#naruto shippuden#naruto uzumaki#haruno sakura#itachi uchiha#uchiha massacre#sasuke uchiha#tsunade senju#Jiriya#Naruto au#Au#orochimaru#When orochimaru dies they all sing that one wizard of Oz song āThe witch is deadā#Buy they can't make it a national holiday because that's the day the Hokage died and its a wee bit disrespectful ngl#Though personally I celebrate both deaths with a smile on my face#Uh oh I went on a wee rant there whoopsies hahaha eughhh#The only war in this world is the 1 over the dinner table when Sasuke is desperately trying to stop Naruto from putting ketchup on his food#Sasuke worked hard on that please don't ruin it Naruto#The child was a girl BTW and they spoil her to the max degree but she just likes kakashi more#(Kakashi despises children and wants her AWAY)
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#x men#x men the animated series#rogue xmen#scott summers#x men cyclops#xmen gambit#remy lebeau#xmen jean gray#jean gray#xmen tas: s4#yeah so uh#while storm logan n jubilee are out#jean is still fighting over the kitchen with remy#GOING AS FAR AS TO THROW THE FOOD AT HIM#well trying to#HEY JEAN INSTEAD A ARGUIN WITH REMY HOW ABOUT ASK ROGUE N SCOTT WHAT THEY THINK INSTEAD OF WASTIN THE FOOD YER SUPPOSED TO BE PREPARING#GODDAMN#NOT EVERYONE CAN EAT THE SAME BLAND ASS SHIT YOU AND YOUR BLAND HUSBAND FROM NEBRASKA#dude shes from new york im pretty sure they got at least some assemblance of flavor in their food#like come on man#ROGUES FROM MISSISSIPPI IM PRETTY SURE SHED BE MORE HELPFUL THAN JEAN#sorry about the ranting i just cannot get over jean being defensive about being the cook than logan is about the mansion
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btw i will forever recommend just. refusing to engage in discourse. its free its easy and you literally arent missing anything LMAO - 99% of discourse on here is just on the most pointless petty shit that literally doesnt mean a single thing to anyone in real life (i am looking directly at you "pRo/AnTi" shippers), and the other 1% is genuinely important shit... that isnt going to be solved in any productive way by insulting '''the other side''' online. arguing with strangers online never changes anyones mind all youre doing is making yourself *and* your cause look annoying as hell :thumbsup: maybe chill out. find a hobby.
#dont even get me started on how apparently this entire fucking site has never heard of nuance in its life#im ngl dude i think if youre boiling down a complicated topic to 'well this is the good side (my side) and then the BAD EVIL SIDE'#and putting anyone who even slightly falls out of line with your beliefs on the evil side#like. thats not gonna be productive in the slightest right. you understand that right#if you wanna have meaningful nuanced discussions with people you actually know about serious topics then go for it!#just dont drag random strangers into it#if i have to see one more post with dumb bullshit acronyms that everyones expected to know that insults anyone who doesnt blindly agree wit#them i stg#'if you dont agree with this then clearly youre a [evil side] who hates [group] and does [bad thing]. theres no other logical explanation#for you possibly not agreeing with me'#and theyre talking about the most obscure insane discourse youve literally never heard of before thatll be flooding your dash for the next#month#had to unfollow a really good artist because they just kep reblogging the most aggressive 'every [evil side] sucks and hates [good side] an#doesnt care about them and wants to oppress them'#(said '[evil side]' wasnt even a moral stance it was literally just something you were born as. like. you get how thats fucked up right)#which uh. sucked! especially since i was part of that [evil side]#anyway midnight rant over tldr uhhh discourse stupid go get hobbies#and if i ever mention what discourse topic inspired this post ill probably get torn apart LMAOO#(hint: its one of the stupid pointless ones)#me.txt
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I just now realized that I may or may not have made a mistake. Um. If I made a mistake I am quite possibly fucked for like a year lmfao
#uhhh i may or may not have signed something i did not read properly. i thought it was just an info thingy#but it may have been the fucking JOB CONTRACT. WHICH I SHOULD SIGN AFTER MY 3RD MONTH TRIAL PERIOF#PERIOD*#if it was the actual contract then i dont know what to do actually?#because like. im still in the 3 moth period. in that time i should br allowed to quit the job at any point#however if its already signed can i still quit???? or am i gonna have to actually resign and wait 3 months till i can quit#MAYBE THIS WONT MATTER EJTHER WAY BUT IF I GET INTO COLLEGE ID LIKE TO LEAVE THIS JOB-#if i dont get in im staying lmao but now im STRESSING OUT#and i left the god damn paper at WORK. so i have to read it properly tomorrow when i come into work#but uh anyeay#excuse me not understanding how any of this shit works lmao#stiff talk#k rant over
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And in the end we found our stage We gave these words of strength
#black veil brides#bvb#andy biersack#andy bvb#wretched and divine#wretched and divine bvb#vale#vale bvb#maeve.gif#guy of all time š¤#valeposting#flashing tw#tw flashing#(if anyone needs a specific tw for these please lmk!!!)#anyway uh yeah new idea dropped#credit given where credit is due shout out to miwtual's glitch tutorial#literally could not have done this gifset without it#fun fact there were about ten different versions of the text i tried before i finally settled on this one#shout out to sam for helping me through my creative block#would love to have the text transition but i am not at that level yet#ok tag rant over now prommy#wait one more actually#IN THIS HOUSE WE LOVE AND APPRECIATE ALL VALE SONGS YES EVEN INCIPIENS AD FINEM#ok now i'm done
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i swear to god being a floch fan is so exhausting because one side of the fandom refuses to see any depth in his character and hates him blindly cause hes an antagonist and the other side is all "eren was right" "get rumbled stay humbled" jagerist dipshits that act like floch was this chad amongst mortals and its like no. can we give him some depth please. hes not the spawn of the devil (well depending who you ask in canon uhhhh) and hes not sume ultra sigma alpha jagerist either. hes a secret third thing and that thing is a pathetic loser boy with a really fucking hot voice
in all seriousness though his character is so well written just to have people simplify his character really poorly and inaccurately on BOTH sides. ugh. let me have an intelligent conversation about him please
#aot#aot rants#attack on titan#snk#this was originally meant to be a joke post complaining about how no one else in this fandom wants him as bad as i do but uh.#the demons took over and now i have yet another post about him#they call me the philosopher#they call me the thinker#floch forster#floch they could never make me hate you
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Yknow I donāt think curly is as bad as Jimmy or knowingly helped him steal IDs or whatever. But I doooo think people going āthe good intentioned thing means thereās no action he couldāve taken to know abt Jimmy before canonā is missing just how much you can rationalize yours and others behaviors. Especially if you want to see the best in them/yourself.
Which can lead to MORE rationalizing because sunk cost fallacy, to become better you have admit you were worse. And a lot of people arenāt willing to do that, or even think about the possibility they might need to be doing that. (Jimmy is basically doing this x10)
Iām just saying, in the interview she ALSO later says āā¦people like [curly] are defending perpetrators or use their power to cover up for misbehaving friends while still thinking they are doing a good, generous thing.ā as we can see with Jimmy, you can rationalize anything to any extreme to convince yourself youāre doing good if youāre dead set on it.
Curly can genuinely have good intentions, want to help Anya, but still be *willfully* ignorant. You donāt have to be fully cognizant of WHAT youāre ignoring to be willfully ignorant, in fact thatās pretty counterintuitive to the term. But I do think curly couldāve chosen to dig deeper into this beforehand, but was afraid of what heād find. So he held off until the problem became too big for him to be ignorant about. To quote the interview again, āgood intentions donāt mean much when the situation has already gotten massively out of hand.ā
#mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#mouthwashing analysis#people say they want a morally grey character and then as soon as they get one they neeeeed to be able#to shove him into a Fundamentally Good or Fundamentally Bad box#because thatās what the game was going for /s#he fucked up! big time! but he wasnāt betting 50 dollars over stealing Anyaās id or whatever the fuck that analysis tried to claim either#people see a game that goes āuh oh be careful about what harmful systems you might be perpetuating even if youāre a victim to is as wellā#bc itās a great systemic critique#and go āoh well I could never participate in a harmful system. I am Good and Pure you see. how can I be both exploiter and exploiteeā#very easily actually#bravo you missed one of the fucking points of the game#ok done ranting in tags now sorry
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despite this volume being stick or twist, the most exciting part for me was the split second I thought that Stefan and Chen's "wild night" was gonna lead up to them hooking up with each other
#like i dont know why they would add it and where it would even go but i was just uh wait a minute??? whats going on#also somehow them actually having met each other and having beef outside of MC makes the story make less sense#especially bc i dont think chen ever mentions it pre casa which is odd#anyway#litg#litg s9#rambling#i also have qualms with how stick or twist was just brushed over pretty quickly in favor of kat drama but that rant is for my long post
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"STUPID FAGGOT LITTLE COCKSUCKER" will never be unfunny to me bc im afraid if it does become unfunny people will become misogynistic towards Yukari again, it LITERALLY fixed fandom's interpretation of her as inaccurate as it is.
is it inaccurate? Yeah, obviously. Is it funny? YES. Is it better than the old persona fandom view of calling Yukari a bitch for just being a teenage girl? absolutely. I'd much rather have hater Yukari jokes than those uh. "interesting" takes about how she acted in the answer
EDIT 3/10/24: here's the tags incase someone reblogs it with just #persona or smth bc half the post is in the tags
And this one for good measure
#a lot of people esp a couple years ago called Yukari a bitch when she's just a teen girl and that's so unfair#ESPECIALLY IN THE ANSWER.#people treated her like she was literally satan for grieving over someone she genuinely loved and held dearly#imagine grieving over someone you loved (and were implied to be the romantic interest of) and some bitchless motionless mf just calls you a#- bitch and treats you like literal satan for the sin of....#... uh hold on [reads paper]#...being a little irritable when grieving (understandably so too)#augh i hate persona fandom especially personatwt#persona 3#megami tensei#megami ibunroku persona#persona#persona 3 reload#persona 3 fes#yukari takeba#yukari persona 3#rant post#fandom discourse#persona discourse#persona 3 the answer#persona 3 yukari#discourse#fuck it what if we called yukari discourse yukourse it'd be funny
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One thing that I'm afraid about for the next Zelda game is that nintendo is clearly going down the botw route for future titles. I loved botw and totk, but to me these two games HIGHLY prioritized gameplay rather than story. Ocarina of time created a formula for its future zelda titles that in my eyes prioritized story over gameplay (now the quality of the stories could be debated aksjdbakbd)
Overall i just hope the zelda team finds a REALLY good balance between the two
#totk's story WAS better told than botw#but....i did sort of enjoys botw's story more simply because of the story building#that totk really lacked#example: it was fun to imagine the shit that happened 100 years ago#rather than zelda's time in the past with the Zonai#and i will forever say the mystery of the Zonai was really killed off. I loved Rauru and Mineru but i feel like....#the story would've been the same if they weren't Zonai and we just hylians#you know what i mean?#anyways#is this a rant? kind of#pre-calamity era had sOOO much tension and emotions that I loved thinking about#zonai era....kinda didn't#it attempted to but i couldn't really connect#i wish there was a scene between ganondorf talking to zelda just so she could be like āholy shit uh this is dangerous.....ā#OKAY RANT OVER NOW FR#Sorry for sooo many long posts today#a lot of my mind#zelda#totk#botw#loz
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"or dealing with a family member who erroneously believes that Game of Thrones isnāt very good" I don't know how to tell you this but... it isn't very good. go read asoiaf and maybe then you'll see the truth.
#the rest of this post was very good very helpful good post btw but this made me pause cause uh. well im a hater at heart if you didnt know#game of thrones is bad because it simply doesnt understand all the complexity of george's work#it relies on shock and violence to get the point across and dismiss much more emotional scene to make them badass instead#it lacks the subtle horror that george's books have because all they saw when reading it was the obvious big horrors#which isnt something an adaptation should gloss over but there are many details than when taken out#take out emotional payoffs in service of big blood bath. anyway#like 'the lannisters send their regards' or arya emotionlessly killing poliver with one quick cut of her sword cause she wanted to#or the change from bolton reigning over harrenhal to tywin becoming arya's wise daddy figure for some inconceivable reason#stripping that arc of every social commentary and gripping moments#anyway why am i ranting so much in the tags. oh yeah cause im a hater its in my dna#oh and also they fundamentally misunderstood some characters which i feel fine and normal about#and wrote off some of the best ones#asoiaf
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