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be-good-to-bugs · 1 year ago

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in another life id of done wrestling

#the bin #literally always wanted to. maybe cause im a lesbian lol #but alas i have joint disorder and also other disorders so its not possible :(#its fun. i did some once and it was fun and i always wanted to do more but didnt have the opportunity #literally i dont think anybody would guess this about me based of how i am usually bc of my demeanor but like #ugh. it makes me sad #i have like 0 interest in most wrestling stuff bc theres just. so many issues with it (misogyny for the most part) but womens wrestling is #cool a lot of the time. idk. wrestling that really puts the performance part into it. cause its like. not just ppl beating each other up #tho it is that too (and thats fun also lol)#i dont talk abt it much anywhere but i should more i think #my sisters sort-of-ex-boyfriend/current best friend is really into wrestling and its made her interested so ive been thinking abt it more #bc im finally gonna have someone to be into ut with me #like. just LOOK at womens wrestling and tell me its not cool. u cant. its gr8 #and the clothes are super cool like wow #also its like so fucking gay like oh my god #why does god hate me and everything i wish to do and be?#me as a child deciding not to do wrestling bc my body is in constant pain for some reason and i feel dizzy a lot so itd a bad idea #and then doing gymnastics instead which just fucked up my joints real bad #well. at least i didnt get to do ballet. i wanted to so bad but itd of messed me up even worse 4 sure #tbh the main reason i didnt do wrestling is bc i knew my mom wouldnt get it and would prob say no and think its weird cause she had #expressed that she didnt get it before. but i guess in the long run its good #ugh whyd my childhood crush have to do gymnastics. my being gay only made my joints worse! noooooooo

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sgtpeppers · 2 months ago

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David Angus and Ian Hart as Brian Epstein and John Lennon in The Hours and Times (1991)

"Maybe we torment each other."

#john lennon #brian epstein #ian hart #david angus #the hours and times #mine #it made me ACHE #i need to yell at someone about this film ugh #'i'm always making allowances for other people' writing this was evil!#perfect genre of film is 'people are sad and stare longingly at each other a lot'#john #brian #jb

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ruporas · 1 year ago

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wolfwood redraws (ID in alt text)

#nicholas d wolfwood #trigun #trigun maximum #tw blood #going to be talking vol 9 spoilers in here pls do not read if u have not read it!!#wolfwood my beloved. he's such a battle genius with such strong survival instincts and incentive to fight. it makes me so sad but also #it's just the way he's been able to live for as long as he has [explodes]#midvalley calling him a demon/devil (iforget which word) and livio being like “victory seems impossible” when faced against him aughhh AUGH #he's clearly not invincible - vol 8 proved that when he almost did get beat if not for vash swooping back in... but the way he carries #the battles really makes it feel like it. especially whenever he “revives” for the sake of protecting another person. i.e. him getting #back up to defeat livio - him battered and worn from the fight but then pushing his body to get up when chapel aimed at the orphanage #and then despite the blood gushing out of him he still regained cautiousness to defend razlo at the end.... ugh.... ugh.....#anyway... i love how nightow draws ww - these were fun to do. ive been meaning to do these redraws esp from vol 9/10 #and maybe ill go back to do redraws from his previous fights. all and all i just need to get down how he uses the punisher properly #ruporas art

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deoidesign · 2 months ago

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My comic is so pretty...

The hiatus is letting me take a little extra time on these episodes, and I'm definitely putting it to good use!!!

#almost done with my 8th episode... which will give me. two weeks. of buffer...#id really like at LEAST a month... but to be more comfortable id like two #which means 2-6 more episodes before I come back!#I've got about 7 weeks so its possible. but i do still have to finish book 4 #so much to do ..........#I decided for my next comic im doing 3 updates a month.#having 10 days instead of 7 to make an episode is such a huge huge huge difference...#difference in quality and in my health!#anyways the comic is really pretty im really happy with the work im doing rn #the environments especially. im getting to spend a nice amount of time on them and theyre turning out so nicely #its nice to be able to write with a lot of different environments and not have to redo panels when I get to them cause of time #cause every time theres a wild angle? you need a new background...#so sometimes. often actually. there just isnt the time to make the backgrounds for those and i have to make them more flat...#which is fine. it doesnt really affect anything narratively. but. idk. it's kinda sad right?#anyways yeah! 10 days will be much better.#36 episodes a year is about what ive been uploading with my hiatuses on the weekly schedule anyways!#so might as well cut out that super stressful middleman and just commit to that #52 a year is just such a huge difference and i have to accept its not possible to me #i will hurt myself trying to do that. and i want to make comics my whole life!#so i cant push myself that hard now and sacrifice my future. we're gonna go slower after this...#anyways yeah cant wait to come back but also time. if I could get an extra week like a secret one just for me #where theres no chores no nothin just me and my work #thatd be great! so go ahead and do what you gotta do to give me a little pocket dimension #me: ugh i want to return right now...#the more logical me: NO we need the time to finish everything!!!!!! NOT right now!!!!#time and time again #ttawebcomic #comic panels #hiatus stuff #adam and steve

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mlobsters · 10 months ago

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supernatural s1e16 shadow (w. eric kripke)

I want us to be together again.

be still my beating heart part 2 of ∞ || will he stay or will he go part 1 of ?

(aka the first time i had a full-tilt meltdown over this show)

#supernatural #eric kripke #spn 1x16 #sam and dean #sam winchester #dean winchester #mygifs #spngifs #sam and dean mush #how to feel about your brother #willhestayorgo #samdeanheartsquish #like watching soon to be exes-the relationship is clearly over and one flaying themselves open showing their squishy insides #trying to make it work but the other is gently shutting them down and saying it's over #wholly lost my shit about this. late enough in s1 where we know this is A LOT of (too much?) emotional vulnerabilty for dean #but also way too early in any show's run to expect this level of emotional vulnerability and guts being strewn about #truly threw me for a loop. but it certainly set the stage for where they would go with sam and dean over the years #Dean's little eyebrow raise to the “I'd do anything for you” and sad half smile “could be” just punch me in the gut #and that sweet open expression talking about being together and a family again. ugh. such a rarity to see that on him #and Sam's “i don't want them to be” absolutely crushing. in the kindest manner.#but by the end dean's got his walls back up. oh my heart.

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dandelion-roots · 4 months ago

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[Image description: a digital drawing of sklonda and pok gukgak from fantasy high, two goblins with shoulder length straight hair and short curly hair, respectively. they're touching foreheads and embracing, both of sklonda's hands in pok's hair, while one of pok's hands is moving sklonda's bangs off her foreheads and the other is clutching at her waist. we only see sklonda's face and the look of silent grief on it. in the background on pok's half is a stylized dragon's mouth with teeth digging into his shoulder, and on sklonda's side are sheets of paper. over the background on the left is text that reads, it's okay, and then on the right side in brackets it says, (it'll be ok). End image description]

#sklonda gukgak #pok gukgak #fantasy high #fantasy high sophomore year #eyestrain tw #just in case #sklonpok #fhsy #a huge thank u to other artists on my dash who also indulge in making art that is truly for all of 5 people #and most of all for themselves #it reminds me i can just draw whatever i want and my own enjoyment is merit enough #mwah mwah #also hi. i don't know what to caption this so it'll stay captionless #there was a version of this drawing where sklonda was crying but this 'silent grief' is just. more potent #that kind of like. sadness but also acceptance #i miss you but i wont forever clutch onto you. ugh #i like the little space between them because. is one of them pulling away? both? we need to let go for now (i will keep holding on)#(how can i ever fully let go. do i have to?)#its 2 am and i need to sleep but man. grief is a Beast

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muxhroom-marx-markiplier · 3 days ago

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au where chris is able to actually get to josh in the shed before josh gets dragged into the mines cuz its soooooo mean and rude and bs that he isnt able to in the actual game

#until dawn #josh washington #chris hartley #climbing class #digital art #art #that dont move sequence that is hardwired to be failed every time #so so mean #josh deserved to be saved by chris #at least in one route #chris deserved to be able to save josh #it makes me so sad #also chase scene with the both of them #we shouldve gotten that ugh #i wish chris and josh had a route where they could reconcile their friendship #UGH

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skyenish · 7 months ago

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*evaporates into thin air to avoid social interactions*

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blossoms-phan · 1 month ago

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reacting to tatinof is such a cute video like the radical self acceptance. they really did that. brought joy to so many peoples lives that are still here today but also the splinge communication moment will always be famous

#i genuinely don’t understand people that are like ugh it makes me sad that dan is ashamed of everything from the past and puts it down #he was allowed to want to focus on creating his own thing and being proud of it in the moment #but you can’t listen to him talk about the joy of bringing back the gaming channel or tit or this video and not think that’s the same dan #who loves his audience and celebrates what they’ve created and happily sinks into the dan and phil brand now bc they didn’t need to run away #they brought it back when they were ready #dnp #dan and phil #phan #tatinof #randomthots #dnpgames

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whatevahwhatevah · 2 months ago

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I don’t know how I want to draw him anymore

#eric cartman #studies #very ugly ones too #hello #im still very much on hiatus as my mental health is horrible #I can’t even draw anymore without feeling awful #ugh this makes me so sad :(#I miss the community #I miss you all

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uncanny-tranny · 22 days ago

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Something I haven't experienced until now is being gendered correctly (and very consistently gendered correctly) while also being deadnamed. There's something very funny about that - kind of camp, even. It sounds like I'm a drag performer who has a very interesting choice of stage name

#trans #transgender #lgbt #lgbtq #ftm #mtf #nonbinary #wait. drag performers are just human-themed furries huh...#all down the line we want to be furries i think. an OC is just a fursona but with even more tragic lore #i still dont like my deadname (so lets not necromance it) but i will say my dad truly conjured his inner suburban white mom when i was name #it makes me feel like dr. frank n furter but ofc in a good way #ugh i still need to watch rocky horror but watching it alone sounds SAD #i love reading through medical notes (where i saw this). they're just yapping in there. and you can look at it later........

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krytus · 1 year ago

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[pathetic little meow meow voice] i'm not a villain!

#nimona #nimonaedit #ballister blackheart #HE'S BLACKHEART.... TO ME #also i'm not double tagging. there's only like five nimona girlies anyways #s.gif #UGH the way this character design is growing on me. the eyebags. the stubble. the grey hairs. man of my fucking dreams.#he is going to be soso pathetic and make me sob like a bitch #also LOVE how chunky the armor is. mwah. get that form fitting shit out of here my man goes clank clank #ALSO ALSO.... HIS LITTLE WORKSHOP.... MWAH #my special little nerd knight sad pathetic man sopping wet kitten #everyone unfollow me i need to be alone with this man

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gizmosnandor · 1 year ago

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Laszlo trying to find a new person to fixate on bc Colin is no longer his son is devastating to me

#like i know its no longer a major plot point and its a shit and fart show but UGH ITS MAKING ME SAD #wwdits #wwdits s5 #wwdits spoilers

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gay-episode · 4 months ago

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Ok but imagine Will and Mike only going out on double dates with Lucas and Max because it makes them just look like a group of friends going out so they don't have to worry about being unsafe

#bleghhhh #especially while still living in hawkins #like no way they would feel safe going out somewhere on their own #ugh its so sad it's making me sick #byler #mike wheeler #will byers #byler hc #byler headcanon

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msnihilist · 2 months ago

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So, I wasn't going to say anything about this because responding to anon hate doesn't accomplish anything, but this one I got this morning stuck out to me, and it's just because of one line.

"...someone you hurt is gonna expose you for every single evil thing you've done."

It's just such an interesting thing to say to someone you don't know and never will know.

I mean, I'm a normal person. Raised by parents who loved me and tried their best. Participated in middle school plays. Had high school drama. Tried an instrument for a year. Juggled college and a job. Lost some people. Y'know, ordinary life experiences for someone my age.

I haven't done anything "evil," believe it or not. I'm a good boy who obeys laws and I don't enjoy hurting people.

If you talked to old friends who ended it on bad terms with me, I'm sure they'd have a whole list of my bad qualities. Off-color jokes that I made, selfish decisions, accidents that snowballed.

But that's just... Normal? I'm sure this anon has done bad things, too. That's just life.

When I was five, I punched my little brother so hard that he got a bloody nose. Is that "evil"?

When I was nine, I stole some loose change from a friend of mine. Is that "evil"?

When I was fifteen, my friend told me that she was planning to commit suicide in December, and I was scared so I told her parents even though she expressly did not want them to know. Is that "evil"?

Fandom antis are so fascinating. The use of the word "evil" says all that I need to know about how this person thinks; enough that anything else they think is automatically worthless to me.

People can't be split into good and evil and, even if they could be, you can't tell that about someone just because of what art they create.

Would it make you feel better if I was "evil," anon? Would you feel vindicated if I hurt people, if I caused suffering in the world, if people had their lives ruined by me, all because I write about the "wrong" fictional characters kissing? That's pathetic, and sad.

I hope you find happiness in your life, anon. Seems like you need it.

#anon hate #proship #this ''evil'' nonsense. ugh. antis and christofascists come from the same school of thought #i have actually gotten quite a few anon hate messages recently all from the same person (or group of people)#and it's gone from amusing to just. sad.#like i wake up in the morning and have things to do and friends to talk to and hobbies I want to indulge in #and these strangers have nothing better to do than try and make me feel a little bit worse about myself #it's so pathetic i almost feel bad for them

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mushroominaforest · 2 months ago

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me when the feelings get hurt

#hahahahahaha i feel sad #i dont like feeling sad #ugh this is so stupid #i know im overreacting #but I feel sick #i hate when i feel like this #why did he have to say that #i was happy #one comment should not make me feel so horrible #i wish my brother was here #he always knows how to make me laugh when someone hurts my feelings #he makes me feel like im worth something #but i just feel worthless right now #because of something someone said #its so stupid #why did it have to hurt me like this???#im supposed to be tough #Mushroom complaining

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