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supernatural s11e23 alpha and omega (c. jay gruska)
making another little silly gifset so i was in 11x23 for the hug and. that music. i do not like it! so anyway i got an idea for a song i'd like to try swapping it out with, see how that makes me ~feel~
which means i gotta get the bluray for this part of the season ripped so i can get the 5.1 audio and hopefully turn off that channel ugh effort.
#supernatural#spn 11x23#spn musical score#jay gruska#gruska's biggest hater#i'm sure (hopefully) he's a fine human i just did not like his music on this show. actively and often strongly disliked#ps jared is so good at these emotional scenes goddamn#i also have an idea for a little lost in translation edit??? because i can't get it out of my head every time i listen to the song#but that hopefully will not take much time or effort. relatively#because Z E R O audience for that 😂
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supernatural s12e6 celebrating the life of asa fox (w. steve yockey)
part 2 of 2 || dude, don't tell mom jody about my hentai 😩
jody and the boys part 4 of ?
#supernatural#spn 12x06#jody mills#sam winchester#dean winchester#sdjody#spn gifs#supernatural gifs#spngifs#mygifs#steve yockey#the chuckles out of sam in this scene melt my heart and the teasing dean and the sheer glee of jody's reaction. it's just so good#this is the kind of funny that works for me! not super embarrassing or awkward or physical
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supernatural s12e6 celebrating the life of asa fox (w. steve yockey)
part 1 of 2 || so proud of himself, couldn't wait to tell mom jody
jody and the boys part 3 of ?
#supernatural#spn 12x06#jody mills#sam winchester#dean winchester#sdjody#spn gifs#supernatural gifs#spngifs#mygifs#steve yockey#this was the kind of comfortable family support and teasing i always wanted for them#they just played off each other so well and really made this family dynamic work
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as I scramble to get some headphones on while one of the kids crunches on a snack, the true misophonia nightmare of my teens was the school store selling gardetto's snack mix bags and a particular classmate got one and ate it in the classroom every day without fail. trapped and nuclear crunch levels
#and this was in the 90s before there was a name for it and my family just thought I was being dramatic or whatever#misophonia#personal
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supernatural s12e22 who we are (w. robert berens)
Aw. You wanna play mother to my son? He's all yours.
jody and the boys part 2 of ?
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perpetual question about chest aching and tightness with breathing and standing: anxiety, asthma or hypermobility related muscle fatigue
#personal#took my inhaler because i was also coughing a little bit and heyo it doesn't feel like i need to constantly be#stretching tired muscles around my spine. and deep breaths don't ache and are easier. imagine that!#it does make me wonder how many times i wrote something off as anxiety or muscle fatigue when i could have just taken my inhaler 🤪#but i also am moderately convinced my asthma worsened in the past 5 years
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listening to this and forever associated with the roller rink went to as kids in the 80s where they'd play it and everyone would try to do a little hop while skating
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my lady of the forest looking so pretty in the dappled light
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supernatural s11e3 the bad seed (w. brad buckner, eugenie ross-leming)
who brought the janky subaru to the mega coven? rowena looking fabulous per usual. oh, i guess she's in a ... scrapyard? keeping it classy
i think i might need to go back to being a little bit high to watch this show. downside is it messes with my ability to remember a bit more than my usual garbage memory (though it is mostly offset by making these posts). upside.. easier to let things roll off my back.
SAM Well, God kicked this thing's ass once before, right? DEAN Yeah, it'd be nice if he put down the Mai Tai and show up for work. CASTIEL I wouldn't count on it. SAM It's possible he's around. Closer than we think, you know? DEAN What makes you say that?
dean not talking about his ~bond~ with the darkness, sam not saying how he had some freaky flashbacks after praying to god. and almost dying from the zombie juice. sigh. i don't like complaining this much either!
DEAN Come on, Crowley, pick up. I've left you a dozen messages. Why isn't he answering the phone? SAM Because he's a dick, and that's not breaking news.
lol good one, sam
DEAN You know where you are? What's the date? CASTIEL Earth. Several billion years from the beginning.
there's the snarky cas i can get behind
i am 90% convinced they foley'd in a sloshing sound when he initially sat up, but the clinking chains and the groaning has me not totally sure
LOL sam pulling his hand back slowly during this explanation. also good job with the captioning an accented e netflix :p
little angel and demon worker bee bonding at the bar about the bosses being useless, how very good omens

using my boop boop 10+ year makeup fixation i'm like, I KNOW THIS.
that ultra thin compact design is unusual and screams luxury. searching the brain archives and i'm fairly certain that's a marc jacobs bronzer or contour compact. not that i ever bought or used one. but 2015 for sure was still in the thick of the fixation which included lots of beauty youtube
anyway.
CROWLEY That's God for you. Not really thought out. The whole big bang thing? More of a big bust. I mean, boom, bang, stars, evolution, Taylor Swift. I'm guessing you'd have done things differently.
again, how does this jive with other gods?
getups are reminding me of the airport scene disguises in 12 monkeys (1995) crossed with dodgson from jurassic park. i know it's all generic but brain's always trying to find connections


very nice handwritten instructions they left cas with
ooh a slightly messy desktop, zooming in with glee. *come on, untitled 1 and 2, make a comeback!* shame. but it's all on-brand. and that chonky hard drive, 1.5+TB
i know the fetishizing asian women is dean's Thing, but could we please PLEASE fucking drop it.
are we gonna odd couple our way to all work together against amara?
i thought he was familiar, it's rafe from the magicians!
the magicians s2e13 we have brought you little cakes - sergio osuna as rafe
ROWENA You wouldn't think a road trip with two such strapping lads could be this tedious. Shall we have a wee sing-song?
oh, see, sam is not telling dean so many things i've lost track. almost dying and talking to god and getting an answer-ish, deal with rowena to remove the mark paid with crowley's (unsuccessful) death, what else
SAM Look, I was gonna tell you. Obviously, nothing ever came of it, so I-I figured there was no point, you know? DEAN No point, huh? ROWENA I-I mean, I see what Dean's saying. Your wee pal Castiel wouldn't be in this pickle if you'd done what you'd promised. I would've had no reason to cast the attack dog spell if Crowley were already dead. Excellent point. DEAN It's not my point. Sam knows my point. Keyword -- secrets. ROWENA Ah, well, I'm just glad I got the conversation flowing. Family relations are a speciality of mine.
can we just get rowena to spill the beans on all their bullshit lies and be done with it?
this show will make any excuse to beat the shit out of dean and get him on his knees, bleeding
SAM Hey. You should keep applying that. DEAN Thanks, mom. You just keep the beers comin'.
like you wouldn't nag sam the same way
CASTIEL Dean, I can fix that. DEAN No, no. It's fine, Cas. Besides, I had it comin'.
doing penance, how very dean. had it comin for what now? trying to scroll through dean's latest fuckups but keeping track of his with sam and the world at large (and sam with him and the world) and castiel apparently is Too Much.
ah i didn't notice until scrolling through the trivia bits on the wiki that jackles directed this one too
#was just lamenting to myself that i'm not sure i can ever fully rewatch this show because it stresses me the fuck out#laughing at my own comment here that maybe i need to go back to being a little bit high to watch it for similar reasons :P#i was looking for the ep number because fucking reference business good god. and all i remembered was rowena in a scrapyard doing coven shi#DODGSON! DODGSON! WE'VE GOT DODGSON HERE!
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i have made no progress committing to a reference for sam in this painting but have made myself cry over pamela again 😔
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the last viking (2025)
He's got a diagnosis. Since he was a child, Manfred has felt persecuted—
for @archivegeo
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supernatural s12e22 who we are (w. robert berens)
Aw. You wanna play mother to my son? He's all yours.
jody and the boys part 2 of ?
#supernatural#spn 12x22#dean winchester#jody mills#mary winchester#brainwashed version. she was very good at being cold and creepy and full of smiles#supernatural gifs#spn gifs#spngifs#mygifs#sdjody#robert berens#i have a lot of feelings about jody's relationship with the boys#i just wanted so much for them to have some family they could lean on and be teased by and support in turn#and i think we got glimpses of it that felt real and true. some of my favorite bits of later seasons were just family stuff btwn them#forever in limbo working on this reference for my painting and i've got a pile of clips to gif i made while looking for stuff :S
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don't let this flop. monty python watchers what phrases have had the most impact on your lexicon. for me it's "what's all this then" and "other than that, perfectly normal"
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cleaning off a little dust from bottom of my mouse and vague memories of the old style mechanical mice with the little ball at the bottom. they'd get so grungy. did all of the IT for a small office way back when so i was occasionally cleaning other people's mice and keyboards. the heavy lotion users *shudder*
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the last viking (2025)
He's got a diagnosis. Since he was a child, Manfred has felt persecuted—
for @archivegeo
#the last viking#den sidste viking#mads mikkelsen#mygifs#for repeat viewing pleasure#my diagnoses also sometimes make me want to disappear through a window
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Professor Casey on tiktok - here @cfiesler
transcript:
Hey, so remember how thanks to DOGE my NSF grant on AI education got terminated? No, really, that's me in The New York Times. So I've spent some time over the past few months feeling angry and sorry for myself, but also doing this. One of the outcomes of the grant was going to be more educational content about AI for social media, created by students, actually. But I've been doing this for free for the past five years anyway.
So I've been working on post hoc curation of the hundreds of short form videos about AI, ethics, and policy that I've made. And I've also been creating new ones to fill in gaps and creating this sort of syllabus, with links to videos on multiple platforms. Further reading, explanations, these kinds of things. And my intention is for this curated archive to be more helpful, particularly for teachers, but also just for people who want to learn in a more systematic kind of way. So I would be really appreciative of any support where support is mostly just sharing about this.
My grant termination is especially ironic because the White House says that they care a whole lot about AI education. But I also suspect that why I think it's really important that people learn about AI is very different than why the White House thinks it's very important for people to learn about AI. And what I'm doing now has much more of an ethics focus than the content that would have been created from the NSF funding would have had. Because I can do what I want.
So spread the word and also tell me in the comments what you want to learn about.
https://bit.ly/ai-ethics-syllabus (Google doc)
#education resources#she said aimed at teachers and anyone who is interested and now that her grant was terminated she can do whatever she wants
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