#ugh this is not what i wanted to happen
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I know a lot of much needed change is coming my way. Although I am excited for the long awaited opportunities, I do feel heavily unsettled.
I think it’s out of heartache of what’s going to happen to a lot of people I won’t see again. They’ll forever be lost in the labyrinth of time. All I can do is move forward and hope my people stay with me.
#maddie speaks#pre-birthday existentialism but its weirdly heavier than normal this time#i have a bad habit of thinking TOO much sometimes#i think about the people I’ll never see again#even the childhood friends that disappeared#ugh this is not what i wanted to happen#and then my fears for the future#i also have a lot of worry for my parents#even with how bad they are for my heart and mind#i still feel sad of what happened to them and how all i can do is protect myself and have them fade away too#it really makes me sad since I tried everything I could…#i miss them for the good they did do and the memories#i just hope with the new life I have that it can be a happy fulfilling one#CAN SOMEONE THROW MEDIC AT ME#OR DEMPSEY#MAYBE EVEN CROW#I NEED TO HOLD ON TO SOMEONE THIS IS NOT GOOOOOOOOD
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a little anne sallow ✨
#idc what actually happens but Anne is cured once we vanquish rookwood#pls take this while I slowly work on my asks (I PROMISE ITS A WIP IM JUST SLOW)#also work has been so busy this week??? I am tireddd sheeesh#hogwarts legacy#anne sallow#fanart#would Anne like Val? I think no at first but I want them to be besties ugh Anne come back to school and forgive ur stupid brother 😫😫😫
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So how’s ride kamens going for you as I just pulled my self together long enough to read the other half of the current main story
I've been working on catching up on the event stories since they announced the upcoming main story update! (I totally bombed the last few events...they're so fast-paced and I just didn't have time...😭)
and then of course they went and dropped THIS on us today
(you don't understand, I LOVE Tajador and I already love the two blurry frames they've given us of non-silhouetted Kelka, I'm ready to absolutely lose my shit come the announcement/reveal(?) stream on Thursday --)
#art#ride kamens#ride kamens spoilers#october is officially NEW BOY MONTH#month of BOYS#i had suspected we were going to be getting some new guys eventually because. well. gacha.#but it's HAPPENING and oh my WHAT a strong start#me checking twitter and immediately turning into the beyonce meme: TAJADOR?!#hold on i'm contractually obligated to do the jingle#🎶 TAAAAAAJAAAAAAADOOOOORU 🎶#flashback to during the initial run of reveals when my sister was guessing ankh for every one because 'eventually it'll be right'#i can't believe it came true. i'm so happy#ugh i need to either grind out more seals for keys or see if anyone's uploaded the stories#i mean it's prooooobably not necessary to understand the main story but. i want to be fully prepared.#and i'm still a little salty about missing out on both birthday agata AND radical rollerbladin' araki#how dare they do this to me when i have DEADLINES >:(#...anyway get hype for part 2!!!!!#i hope we get powerup forms! just pile more stuff on top of these guys and watch them gently topple over#i still think leon should be allowed to henshin but. y'know. maybe as a big finale.#he will save us with the power of friendship and fresh-baked cookies
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But whose heart would not take flight? Betray the moon as acolyte On first and fierce affirming sight Of sunlight, sunlight, sunlight
#bg3#bg3 edit#bg3 screenshots#astarion#i have so many fucking FEELINGS about this scene#like the bathing in sunlight would be powerful enough#but it's freedom it's cleansing it's healing it's peace#in the context of what happened the previous night#he doesn't want to turn and look at the PC#his FACE when he has to#UGH#I could write essays#novels#epics
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[VARRIC] Let's just try not to do that again. Bianca hates being turned on her friends.
#daedit#da2edit#gamingedit#dragonageedit#andersedit#dragon age#da2#anders#edits#flashing gif#i understand why people didn't want to play from origins onwards and only tackled inquisition in preparation for veilguard#[coming from a da:o truther]#but on the other hand you're losing SO much interesting context and depth on not only the characters but the whole world lore at large#like this dlc links directly to here lies the abyss especially#and also gives so much insight on both the wardens and anders particular predictment#he's still tainted justice didn't change that#it's just another thing he had to outrun in life#ugh i love everyone so much i'm so ready for tomorrow#also that varric quote considering what happens in the datv prologue...... kms
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Tommy saying he has to leave after kissing Buck is something I have to talk about…
Because instead of just saying “yeah gotta go!” and leaving Buck to flounder and worry and feel used, Tommy does the opposite
Tommy wants to stick around, wants to be there, and wants to be with Buck. And he says so by the way he adjusts Buck’s shirt, by maintaining eye contact, explaining it, and Buck isn’t left to spiral right after the kiss.
And after Buck’s little “okay” that still holds a sense of awe and maybe not being super present (which can’t blame him, I mean have you seen Lou), Tommy still assures Buck of his place by asking for a date.
It’s all these things that add up to Tommy making sure Buck is a priority and Tommy will keep that as a promise.
Buck deals with abandonment and not feeling right in the world, and Tommy is there to say “hey, in this world, in my world, you can feel safe and free to be you.”
#ugh I am such a Tommy girl after the last episode and it can’t handle my feelings#bucktommy rn is my world#like yes yes buddie I still want eventually#but this relationship with buck and Tommy?#I love all of it and want more of them because Tommy is such a kind person and buck deserves to feel that love#even if Buddie doesn’t happen#I’d be ecstatic for buck and Tommy to stay with each other#(honestly unsure what they plan to do with Eddie with the bitch Edy)#anyways ramble over#for now#911#911 spoilers#evan buck buckley#evan buckley#911 abc#911 on abc#911 on fox#911 fox#911 s7#911 season 7#bisexual evan buckley#tommy kinard#bucktommy#s7#season 7
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Another JMart fanart but cute this time!!!
#Jon sims#Jonathan sims#martin Blackwood#JMart#Jon/martin#MistyEyes#(i know its not their ship name but god damn it I thin its cute)#sweet#cute#fluff#I just want them to be happy#omfg let them be happy#I just finished season 3 and oh my god!#Tim my boy!#i knew what was gonna happen cuz of spoilers but ugh!!!#my guy#my art
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Sylvain~
#I wanted an excuse to draw sylcedes stuff and the lighting for this part is just delicious#*points at armor* are you proud of me#also the moony expression he has just 🫠#fellas what happens when the heartbreaker falls for supreme wife material#genuinely#ugh I just#my heart#fe3h#three houses#fire emblem three houses#fe3h fanart#fanart#art#digital art#my art#Sylvain#sylvain jose gautier
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I'm curious, how would your Suns design look during more serious situations, such as one of the Spearmaster broadcasts?
something like this
and now for a (slightly long) addendum: i know i depict SRS as jokey and kooky, but when it comes to not shitposting and actual characterization, i have Thoughts and Feelings about them. the entire story, they just want to do what they hope will help the people around them, even though it all ends up horribly, HORRIBLY wrong. that's tragic, and it has my interest. considering the heaviness (and intrigue) of SRS’s storyline, for me to only ever depict them as a goofball be way too shallow of me, and unfaithful to their canon characterization.
so to answer your question: they hold themselves together, of course, but the shame, regret, and embarrassment is still evident.
#i dont wanna get my characterization of srs from other peoples headcanons#but im admittedly a little too preoccupied to sit down and meticulously comb through their dialogue to see what each sentence reveals#my srs personality is usable but its not as detailed and tailored as id like it to be yknow#cause. just. MAN i really need to sit down and obsessively pore over those broadcasts and pearls sometime okay#also not saying that looking at other headcanons is bad. it set me straight way back when on a couple of my own minorly dogshit ones i had-#-when i didnt have a full grasp of the story#but i also just want to come to my own conclusions on srs#UGH. rain world is so good. the horrible events that happen dont happen because of some big bad shallow villain#but just people making bad decisions sometimes. because of concern. because of desperation. because of love. which happens with people.#auuuugh#my art#ask#rainworld#wait why has this been sitting in my drafts for over a week? be free my child. ill schedule this to post in an hour or something#seven red suns
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the unspoken broflovski family curse
#added the doodle late oops#taikko art#dont ask me what happened to my old sketchy painted ish style when i first started making sp art#did you know?? that i enjoy?? not? hurting???????????#its south park let me take it easy ugh finally i can draw in a style thats easy rottmnt artstyle kicked my ass#'why is kyles son wearing a different outfit?' i headcanon that kyles daughter is actually wearing hand me downs from him!!#i desperately need confirmed names omfg#I LOVE CHARACTERS WITH BARELY ANY CHARACTER TO THEM!! IT MEANS I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT!!#me when i get to slap personalities and headcanons on characters that were on screen for less than a minute <3#i need to read peoples headcanons on them please im so uncreative and i need to eat i am NOT self sustaining#south park#south park art#south park fanart#sp fanart#sp art#sp fandom#south park fandom#south park post covid#sp post covid#post covid#kyle#kyle broflovski#sp kyle#south park kyle#pc kyle#post covid kyle
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*slams door back open and comes back into the room*
Ok you know what, no
You know what also doesn't make sense?? People are translating or clarifying the offer katsuki made and saying he was asking Izuku to be a SIDEKICK, and not open/partner at an agency.
But you know what, that doesn't really make sense either!
Bc they're also saying that in the MHA universe, sidekicks do not get hero ranked. And in the case of being katsukis sidekick, Izuku would be working under Katsuki.
So hold up!
You mean to tell me that Katsuki, who wanted to compete with Izuku, and race him to the top, who has long, LONG since gotten over his desire to put Izuku in his place/lord over him/boss him around,
You mean to tell me he wanted Izuku to be his SIDEKICK?
How can they compete like that?
Why would he want Izuku in a position where he couldn't compete on an equal ground? That was what he always wanted and worked for.
I'm just saying it's fucking weird that thats what katsuki asked for, because that's not what Katsuki has been trying to work for.
Isn't Katsuki wanting him to be a sidekick under him kind of defeating the purpose of his development, of the whole 8 hear process he went through to get Izuku back out into the field? Is this not inconsistent?
#the math aint mathing#what happened here#what is the truth#bakudeku#yhe epilogue continues to plague me#ugh i need to wait until the official thing comes out but dammit#retconning Katsuki??#if anything izuku should be a freelancer#until maybe some years and experience down the line that they want to think about an agency or partnership#idfk man this vexes me#why did hori write the ending like this#i can SEE katsuki asking him to be his partner.#but sidekick makes no sense after all his development.#BE MY SIDEKICK IZUKU was for back when they were children and katsuki had a superiority complex#i thought forsure that we were talking about a PARTNERSHIP here#or at least working in the same agenxt#bc it is unclear if katsuki owns an agency at this point or if he is working under an established kne#but hes still fairly young so idk??
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my fave chengxian reconciliation scenario is wei wuxian slowly realizing that the life of a wanderer isn’t actually what he wants and lotus pier is his home and more clearly, living in a world with jiang cheng but not actually being something to jiang cheng isn’t what he wants either
#chengxian#text#liztalks#I’m just ugh sad girl chengxian hours#I think a lot about the ending of mdzs and how it doesn’t add up#I fee like if it actually took the time to let wwx grieve to heal to think about what happened#wwx would realize he’s using lwj to run away and to hide from his past#I love the fics that give him a few years to get situated with the world#the introspection of what he did and what he now wants and needs#and not to slander lwj but it isn’t him lmao#don’t even get me started on if wwx found out about jc’s sacrifice#mxtx is a coward for not doing that reveal bc she knew that the endgame would have been chengxian lmao#okay I’m delulu ignore me
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Jason Sudeikis as Ted Lasso Season 3 » Casual Sweaters/Jumpers
#Ted Lasso#Jason Sudeikis#Theodore Lasso#*mine: gif#tedlassoedit#sweater/jumper game#ugh you idiot with that face#stop staring at me swan#here's a gifset for the sweater/jumper lovers out there and sorry this is a long post. I just couldn't make up my mind on some of these#I spent way too much time overanalyzing the casual sweaters/jumpers. I was trying to only show each one once but then just gave up#deep dived research on the Todd Snyder site that's the kind of overanalyzing that happened#there is a lot of lighting messing with colors and for sure there are some repeats in this but whatever#I had this idea way back when we saw the variety of color sweaters/jumpers for S3#but after the end of S3 I lost a lot of feelings for this show#my motivation for giffing this show is not so strong anymore but there is a part of me that still wants to maybe try a layout set#I'm thinking of doing all 3 seasons and just an overall sweater/jumper encompassing gifset. both the work and casual together#kind of meh on how some of these turned out ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#it might be the added switch to the new editor and that all of these have been turned into gifv nonsense#also couldn't get the caption font to do what I wanted in html or at least it looked alright in drafts but not in preview#PS: thank you talldecafcappuccino for reading/helping with my color debate/same vs not same sweater/jumper nonsense
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ive been replaying kh1 (going thru the whole series on steam since i never got the chance to play all the games) and i was struck by something a bit odd. i have been dyinggg to talk about it
it's about kairi and her past.
i don't think she's a replica or construct necessarily
but in kh2 there's a parallel drawn between her and sally in halloween town; and the same i think could be true in kh1.
sally is a Frankenstein monster/doll made by the doctor. the entire plot of Halloween town centers around the need for the dr to make a "heart" which requires memories from Sally (the scene of her picking the forget me nots looks a lot like kairi holding a flower for aqua too)
sora takes interest in the project to restore a heart to the heartless too because of his desire to restore Kairi's heart.
i havent really come up with a coherent thought about what this means.
but given that we know kairi was experimented on in a way that involved her heart, it just seems suspicious that this parallel was made twice to her and a doll that was stitched together and animated by a mad scientist.
shes also compared to chirithy in kh3, which from my understanding were created by MoM for keyblade weilders; and to Pooh, who is a toy/story book character that came to life
given too that Kairi already has a weird thing going on with her heart, it just seems possible that theres something..more to it that i have yet to piece together. and its driving me crazy
NO, WAIT… ANON YOU’RE COOKING. Idk what it all means either, but those parallels are so good and so true. Cause there definitely is something artificial about Kairi’s heart, even if just partially. It was experimented on, like you said, and it looks completely different than the organic hearts we see, and I suspect that’s why we’ve never seen Kairi’s heart station. Because it’s (at least partially) artificial. It would look totally different than all the other heart stations and would probably give away what’s going on.
#IDK WHAT IT MEANS BUT AUGH….. KAIRI IS SO INTERESTING. OR SHE COULD BE#kingdom hearts#there’s also parallels between her and subject x… which is another mystery#but we know she was experimented on by xehanort and co#and isa and lea were trying to save her#ugh it would be so cool if kairi takes over as protag in reality/the disney fairytale universe#i do not expect to really see her at all in kh4. but it would be fun to get one of those in between games that shows what’s happening on#that side while sora and riku are running around in unreality/quadratum#i would love to get a game where you can play as kairi and she goes on an actual mission or something#with some other characters like ven and uh well roxas and xion just want to be schoolkids i think#and idk what namine wants to do. so maybe lea? the three wielders in training (that we know of)#but so that way we can find out more about kairi and the lore she’s connected to and get to know her a little better#20 years and we still hardly know anything about being a princess of heart…. rip
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so i just finished reading wonder woman: the hiketia and as much as i love batman, i have to judge a little because would it have killed him to listen before attacking?
#wonder woman#diana prince#wonder woman: the hiketeia#bruce wayne#batman#dc comics#dc#like it wouldn’t kill him to just listen#i really enjoyed diana beating him up#good on diana for kicking his ass into yesterday he deserved it 100%#i feel so bad for danielle wellys and her sister#this is what happens when you let a man dress up as a bat to fight crime smh#he thinks he’s so invincible and that he can do whatever he wants#bruce baby being stubborn is not always good#kinda iffy on the ending because i think it could’ve been longer#ugh brother ugh#danielle wellys
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I don’t remember if it ever came up, but now that Akechi has his memories of the last timeline back, did he have Confidants then too?
hmm.... i think i kept meaning to bring it up, but since shuake are in divorce mode and Ren's the only one who would know to ask, it keeps slipping me by
and in all likelihood it will keep slipping me by, so I'll just provide an answer here:
ehhhh yes and no? I would say that he DID unlock the Justice confidant, smiled very brightly and thought "what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck" but i'm going to pull this out of my ass right now and say that it didn't happen at the TV studio like it did for Ren, but rather after their first game of billiards, since that would be the tipping point for Akechi having genuine interest in him beyond just "that's the guy that's so fucking dumb he announced his criminal activity in a hallway"
of course, this timeline the Justice arcanae activated at the same time, both because of the established precedent of Sumire and the things she'd spilled to Akechi, but also because of last timeline Justice Confidant Fuckery, as it was wont to do in early fftsr.
I keep going back and forth on whether he would have unlocked the Moon or the Devil in the first timeline. I definitely think that Akechi would have had far less interaction with the Velvet Room, to the point where they stopped bothering him at all, maybe even the entire year, since he was on-track to play his role perfectly. This time, though; even though Yaldy wasn't entirely in the know at first, he still noticed that somthing was up with time. Plus, his chosen champion kept making friends and that was a real pain in the ass.
Hm okay actually i'm going to make a call about the Devil/Moon situation. Since i've established confidants as "connections that will change fate (for better or worse)" I'll say that Akechi did get the Devil, but skipped Moon. The OG timeline was a very bleak place for Akechi HAHAHA.
He definitely was Not Thrilled by this outcome, and put all his energy into ignoring it was happening. He honestly probably thought he was hallucinating, since the Velvet Room never confronted him on it lmao.
annnnd that's it! I really did mean to bring it up at some point, but, alas. Maybe one day Ren will get curious. fhsdjkdf i remember that Sumire and Haru know about the arcana and that Akechi has them, but I can't remember for the life of me if Probably Sumire shared that information with Ren. I'll have to check
ty for the ask!
#asks#fftsr#I think I *intended* to have a moment where Sumire was like#“oh haha i'm Goro's Magician. What am i for you?”#but i can't remember if i only thought about that scene in concept or if I actually wrote it#I'm pretty sure I only thought about it since i can't think of a Ren and Sumire interaction that would have allowed for something like that#especially in the early days after the timetravel nonsense was revealed since everyone was stressed and mad at each other#maybe i should still write it HAHAHA it would be a cute scene#the reason why that's relevant is because that would be the only feasible reason for Ren to find out that Akechi has confidants like he doe#i mean he knows Akechi has access to the Velvet Room so thta might be enough to force him to make assumptions#but not a confirmation#hold on now i'm vaguely remembering other scenes that might have happened#UGH now i've gotta comb through all the chapters after 45 if I ever want to write this scene LMAO
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