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That is an arrow straight to the heart. Myungha is struggling so much and he really doesn't know how to be loved or cared for, he only knows how to give and to protect and to help but not how to accept anything in return, how to share himself or his fears or his dreams, only how to work for other people's.
And to have it reversed in the real life version? To have her tell him he doesn't know how to love and to have Sangweon tell him he doesn't know how to be loved? Oh, my heart.
#love for love's sake#bl drama#bl series#asianlgbtqdramas#asian lgbtq dramas#korean bl#kbl#korean bl drama#korean bl series#kdrama#kseries#ugh my entire heart
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God I love Dustin Henderson so much man, I know Will is in love with Mike because only a deeply down bad homosexual would be able to say Mike “is the heart” when Dustin is alive and in the party. Dustin is the one constantly mediating in S1 between Mike and Lucas, he’s even insecure of his own newness to the group when he conciliates. Because even though the party are all HIS best friends he is able to rationalize why they might have a hierarchy based on seniority. Mike makes it clear that isn’t the case. It’s partly why Dustin is quicker to accept Eleven and partly why he’s so open to including Max “as the new kid” because that was him once. Dustin’s iconic “she’s our friend and she’s crazy!” Dustin and Lucas having parallel deviations from their code of honor in ST2 and Dustin being (so dramatic ik) literally ready to fall on the sword for his misdoings. Dustin basically involving Steve out of necessity but then cultivating that relationship to make Steve a good friend, Steve who had the shittiest friends in high school and attention for all the wrong reasons. Steve never had a true friend in his life and then some 12 year old basically gave him a crash course. In ST3 when Dustin earnestly challenges Steve’s socially conditioned need to be seen as cool only for Steve to become bffs with a band geek. A band geek who is also a lesbian that Steve would rather be seen as a rizzless hack of a womanizer than out her to anybody, even Dustin. All of Dustin and Steve. Dustin going from calling Steve a douchebag, to Eddie saying the kid worships him and thinks he’s a total badass. Dustin who in ST4 is once again demolishing social norms of high school vs middle school because FUCK, his friend is in middle school! His friend Erica, his comrade Lady Applejack, is a black girl in junior high and he dgaf what anyone thinks about it. ALL OF DUSTIN AND ERICA. Dustin teaching Erica to embrace her inner nerd, to Erica staunchly declaring “I’ve bled with him!” When asked if she knows Dustin. Dustin who is the FIRST person that Max goes to when shit hits the fan in ST4 because god damn dude Dustin is the heart. Dustin’s unwavering support of Eddie even when the evidence is stacked against him, Dustin always believed in Eddie Munson. Dustin is the only one who truly offers Wayne condolences. He is the friend of all friends. Dustin is constantly carrying the party through crisis and discomfort, he’s dedicated, he’s unabashedly caring, and he’s the character that is able to socially move across the board in every direction. I fuckin love this little curly haired drama king because these geeks would be LOST without him!!! If Dustin isn’t the heart; he’s the Central Nervous System, he’s the nucleus, he’s fucking vital to not only the party but every other tertiary character of importance. He’s constantly inspiring and providing direction. He��s a goofball, he’s wise beyond his years, he’s a lover and he’s a fighter, he always has a plan and he always has a bad idea, he’s the voice of reason and the resounding falsetto alarm of things gone wrong, he’s never done anything wrong ever in his life, one time something ate his cat but besides that. He’s my heart of the show damn it!
#he’s my pookie and no one will ever do it like him#dustin henderson#stranger things#steve harrington#robin buckley#lucas sinclair#erica sinclair#Mike wheeler#eddie munson#yes I’m rewatching ST again#Dustin is incontestably the nucleus of the entire party and extensions of the Hopper-Byers family#dustin stranger things#scoops troop#this is a Dustin Henderson appreciation post because yall are not doing enough for my boy#honorary mentions him shitting on Keith for thinking he has a shot with Nancy#to him literally being ready to die with Steve in ST3 in the elevator and Steve being like ugh ok??#just a little NIGHT SWIM#no disrespect to Bylers but Mike’s ass is only the heart to Will!!! Max Mayfield approved this message
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here to say ily your brain is beautiful and i’ve been thinking about art donaldson’s mile wide mommy kink literally all day…….. half the time he’s so fucked out he doesn’t even realize he’s saying it, he just needs his mommy so bad <33
fawn UR brain is beautiful oh em gee im giggling
art is legitimately thee most depraved boy ever when he’s got your fingers inside him (curling and playing with all his special spots), or your perfect hole wrapped around his useless cock, or your strap fucking into him with each harsh roll of your hips <3 his blonde curls bouncing and sticking to his forehead + his temples while he drools and lets his eyes roll back into his head ..
and when the word “mommy” slips off his tongue like honeyed silk, but with the slight tang and bitterness of his embarrassment, it makes it all the more satisfying when you realize how much of a mess he really is for you.
all for you. only for you.
and art’s moaning it like a whore, too. his cheeks burning bright pink with shame that only fuels his arousal, pearly beads of precome dripping from his parts. it’s truly a sight to behold.
you reach down and pull back on a handful of his hair, forcing his head back. his adam’s apple bobs as he swallows and whines, and he just looks up at you with the most desperate expression ever.
please love me.
please touch me.
please kiss me.
please fuck me.
please don’t leave me.
but all he can muster out through the orgasmic haze fogging up his brain is—
“oh, mommy… mommy.. m-mommy… gonna come..”
at least you don’t expect him to be smart when you’re mercilessly pulling climax after climax from his convulsing cock.
he’s grateful for that.
he’s grateful for you.
“mommy… love you.. please..”
#🌸 - ask prompts#💌 - mutuals#MOMMY KINK ART MY EVERYTHING MY HEART AND SOUL ! !#fawn u get it entirely ugh. <3#the whole time he’s fucking himself on your strap he’s moaning mommy mommy mommy mommy !!#like he starts to cry !#he sobs actually !#bc it all gets too overwhelming for his fuzzy head and he just needs you to tell him it’s ok and that he’s doing good :(#art donaldson smut
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I feel like The Phantom of the Opera can be a metaphor for how society shames women for their sexual desires. Women must aim to be chaste. The Phantom represents Christine's sexual awakening, while Raoul represents her innocence.
Christine and Raoul met as kids; he is the light, "the good guy", chastity, etc. He is everything to be loved in the open air, in the light for all to see and approve of. Meanwhile Erik is darkness, "the bad guy"; he is the passion kept in the night and out of sight. He lurks in the darkness and is everything to be feared, but also everything to be loved with great passion. The kind of passion that is often shamed when it is women who pursue it.
Ultimately Christine chooses the light (what she is expected to choose), over the darkness (the passions and desires a woman is often shamed for).
I always hold the interpretation that the one Christine truly loved was Erik; she only chose Raoul because she was pressured into making a choice, and, well, see my points above.
Plus Erik became all homicidal, oops. But I know she did love him.
#The phantom of the opera#I imagine this must have been analyzed to death before but I just wanted to add my two cents#and maybe someday I'll expand on it and write more#it's just that I rewatched the entire musical right now and ugh my heart#I love this musical#It's still up on youtube you all better watch it before they unlist it again#Christine x Erik#Christine x the phantom#Erik x Christine
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Percy and Annabeth’s friendship is literally everything
Don’t get me wrong i’m a huge percabeth shipper but their FRIENDSHIP!?!? I will go feral for it always
I absolutely adore how the show is laying out the grounds for their relationship and the journey they will take and how deep friends they are becoming. And the actors are doing so well portraying this too!
JUST UGH THEYRE BEST FRIENDS AND IM SO HERE FOR IT
#I will say my one complaint is that I feel like grover is left out and I wish that they would focus on his relationship with the other 2 mor#but UGH platonic percabeth has my entire heart#(as does romantic percabeth but their friendship is so important to that)#rant#percy jackson#annabeth chase#walker scobell#leah sava jeffries#percy jackon and the olympians#pjo series#pjo tv show#percabeth#pjo
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LOOK AT HIM. LOOK AT MY BOY
#SIXOFCLOVERS THANK YOU FOR MY ENTIRE LIFE#THANK YOU SOOOOOOOOO MUCH I LOVE YOU FOREVER#NEW FAVORITE PERCY DESIGN UNLOCKED. OH MY GOD. LOOK AT MY BOYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY#percy de rolo#cr#cr1#look at how his eyes get so big and full of love when giving vex the title#look at the heart shaped reflection in his glasses UGH
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#oooof... it's officially my birthday#and i always have bad anxiety the entire day#just seeing the date on my phone or ipad makes me wanna vomit :///#i just hate it so much....#i know it is dramatic but yeah.. :(( i just dont feel good at all and i never do#it's such a deep feeling of that i am so very unimportant#and all i am is a worthless burden on everyone and i should've never been born#i fantasize abt being important and revered and like...#i feel embarrassed even saying it lmaoooo but i fantasize abt my birthday being inportant#even if i know that as an adult and the older u are the less big of a deal birthdays are#it's just that i missed out on sm of it... so i still wish for it#but i feel silly for even feeling that way bc im asking for too much to be important at all#i feel demanding and unfair and expectant and#it is so much easier to just hate myself and wanna die lmao#rather than ...... disappointment and sadness... even after all of these years i still feel so saf#SAD******#and i see my old friends having birthday parties and dinners with a lot of guests on their birthdays#and they still post on eo's walls and like#i wanna cry..... bc i cant even imagine more than one person doing that for me and barely even that tbh#and ppl.. allowijg ME to be important and centered for one day...? thats batshit insane never would happen#allowing******#i know its oversensitive and dramatic and every year im like god shut the fuck up crybaby#u havent been important for years and years and years get over it%#!!!!!* and i try to do that but still every year i get so unbelieavably depressed#excuse me for still having this childish need to want to be important#the way see all of them be.... 🙄 ugh anyway#i wanna die so i can stop being a bother and a burden and suffer everyday bc im not allowed to exist 🙏#im really trying to be brave and shut up abt it but my entire chest burns and my heart aches i feel so so so bad i just wanna cry but i cant
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recently every time i read an Aldis Hodge interview and he's geeking out like 'i got married!!!!! i have a kid!!!!! i'm going to be in [insert title of next coolest project here]!!!!!' my thought process is just 1. congratulations, ofc you're geeking out (as you should) and 2. do you need a third
#for legal reasons that last part was mostly a joke but truly. i'm so so happy for him and how far he's come in his career#the marriage thing is fairly recent i think but he's been talking about the kid since his Black Adam promo run and just. you can#see it on his face how happy he is and ugh. God knew if i had been of coherent age while the OG Leverage was airing i would have#been downright insufferable about his ass. as it is i'm still unsufferable sksksksk#this post brought to you by me going from watching a fluffy light-hearted fake parenting trope romcom to pass the time to#somehow getting my hands on Marmalade and uh. well. Marmalade is definitely Marmalading. spoiled myself in advance#by accident through one of those very interviews but i will push through anything for Aldis spoilers can f*ck off to hell#plus the bonus is that by pushing through i got to see him be sexy af on screen even if he was [redacted]. also i need a tape of him#just cursing through the entire film he was going through it towards the end fr fr
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words will never be able to express just how much solace and comfort the submarine soundtrack brings me 💙
#when my heart’s feeling a little vulnerable around the edges or i have that pull of sadness in my chest#it just soothes me and brings me home to myself like nothing else#those songs have such a special magic to them ✨#that whole ep honestly feels like the kind of hug you're aching for when your hurt is hurting or the world feels a little too loud#ugh what i wouldn't give anything for an entire discography of alex singing soft acoustic songs about love 🥺#submarine ep#alex turner#lulu posts
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on the floor in a heap sobbing my lil heart out
#idk if this counts as spoilers but#bnha spoilers#mha spoilers#ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh UGHHHHHHHHHH#i haven’t watched the episode for today because i’m insanely busy but#i will watch it tonight when i come home waaaaaaah#please he’s so :(((((((((((#i love him so much i love him with my whole entire heart goodbye#clari chatters
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hey you like stepfather jace, but what about
actually adaine's father, jace
adaine, who has the one weird elvish ending, that the rest of the family doesn't wen/wyn versus adaine's -e.
and jace, who has the same -e suffix.
adaine, who has always felt different from her family and she *is* different. she's not an abernant
and jace, who maybe doesn't know it until the abernants leave. and now he's trying to pursue a custody case bc he's a better father than his or angwyn. and yet, he's still trying to ressurect a dead goddess and is in trouble w/ porter
idk i just think it would be an interesting wrinkle for them
Hey. You stop that (please never stop).
I'm rewatching sophomore year and so far (up to end of ep 11), Ragh has specified three times that it was Jace he saw talking to Arianwen. About what? Well, it's Arianwen telling him that Adaine's his daughter, obviously.
And at first Jace is fully ready to just scoop her up and take her in but then he finds out Jawbone beat him to the punch and Jawbone - who is an ex-drug dealer/addict with so much past - seems like a much better father than he could ever be. But he is never gonna let a kid think he abandoned them, even if it would be for the best.
Trying to figure out how he's going to go about this without making Adaine's life even worse. Meanwhile Porter's pissed because Jace is just so distracted. Like, one of the good things about Jace is that he doesn't really have anything serious going on in his life and now he has a daughter?
Anyway, Adaine ends up with two dads that love her (Jawbone and Jace in some weird shared custody arrangement) and maybe the events of junior year get avoided and maybe I have another thing to add to my to-write list.
#you know I think I like Jace as Adaine's dad more than I like the Jace/Arianwen ship itself now#she appreciates magic differently to how her family does and he *gets* that#and he might not get anxiety entirely but he gets the lack of control and the panic and ugh#and he'd get her a much better focus than a frigging orb#my to write list is so so long#dimension 20#fantasy high#as always your asks fill me with joy but at the same time this broke my heart#jace stardiamond#adaine abernant
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There is just something about this shot, this shot of two queer character in a queer room in a queer club talking about their relationship problems and weeping over pretending to like a food for someone else that hits the kind of gentle realism I adore. They are real people and real characters and really queer and so full of love and youth and the way we see how they grew up but didn't at the same time which really is how life goes.
#the new employee#koreanbl#korean bl#koreanql#korean ql#korean drama#kdrama#korean series#kseries#bl drama#bl series#ql drama#ql series#ugh these boys#ugh my entire heart
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i know i talk a LOT about glenn and nick respectively and together on here but goddamnit i just relistened to the episode where they glenn meets nicholas after prison and i cant get how tragic it is out of my head. spending almost twenty years in prison to protect your son from harm, from having to most likely face being orphaned. spending all that time trying to escape with only him in your mind because he is all you have left after your wife died years ago and when you finally meet him again he looks at you with disgust and the son you once loved so much is effectively dead and buried. hes got a new dad who you KNOW, factually and objectively because it was ordered by a court, did a better job raising him than you did with your son. you did try but eventually you ended up repeating the patterns your own parents left in your life and thats not good enough. your son ends up in an objectively better position without you, without needing you anymore despite everything you did for him, and you can do nothing but accept all of that
"glenns not stupid, he knows morgans death affected nick. he doesnt want him to have to go through it again" and (ron): "your son.. sucks now" (glenn, grabbing him from the collar): "you say that shit to me one more time." and "this is the first time ive seen- [the sunlight]"
#can you tell who my favourite dad is. can you#UGH ITS JUST LIKE. ITS SO FICKIGN GOOD#it makes me scream genuinely im so giddy about it in aGSHVSHEBSKFKDJDK#wont tolerate no glenn hatred here btw genuinely i love that man with my entire heart!#he was the worst dad but like LMAODJSKD#no but fr#IMAGINE. losing your wife in a car crash#and struggling to raise your son alone now#for years#thinking (hoping) that youre doing a good job#only to find out you were not only a bad parent and someone else ended up raising your boy better#AND for that guy to also not have lost his (your?) wife#youd be thinking what did you do so wrong#youd be thinking maybe her death too wouldve been avoidable#and then you just have to. live with that.#MAN#dndads#dungeons and daddies#glenn close#nick close#nicky freeman#nick foster#jodie foster#henry oak#darryl wilson#ron stampler#dungeons and daddies spoilers#dndads odyssey
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Not me creeping up to the wordcount of the fourth longest book ever written
#A Reflection of Starlight#AROS#valvert#fanfic#writing#Hey I switched back to LibreOffice again after setting up my new computer#(RIP my old computer's installation of MS Office 2009)#And also my old computer in general as it is now giving me the blue screen of death upon boot#but ANYWAY#does anybody know how to make LibreOffice stop highlighting formatted areas? BC with Dark Mode it's highlighting white text#which makes it impossible to read my footnote and page numbers#Also I CANNOT believe this program was coded to be so that 'Ignore' and 'Ignore All' options only do so for the CURRENT SESSION ONLY#Like what in god's name???#I spent 3-4 hours reformatting AROS after converting it only to learn that all the 'errors' I told it to ignore just popped back#the second I reopened the document like jesus christ#Why even offer those options if it doesn't do it permanently for that document file#HHHHHHHhhhhhhHHHHHH#I then spent another several hours being forced to change the language formatting to French for all the French bits#JUST so it would stop underlining all of them in red#And there's no way for me to get rid of the underlining on things like cut off bits of dialogue#bc they are NOT proper words and I refuse to add them to my Dictionary (thus polluting it) just to get rid of them#Ugh#So anyway remember years ago how I joked about what if I accidentally wrote a fanfic longer than the source material itself#That being one of the longest books ever written (technically THE longest book ever written#if we're counting the FRENCH version of it and not the English translation#And yeah I know I technically split AROS into 3 books but that was only for reader convenience#It's still one book in my heart#And also because I think it would be REALLY funny to surpass Hugo's wordcount#Which is entirely plausible bc in English it was only about 531k so I only a little over 100k off and I think I can easily make that#with the material I have left to write but is already mostly plotted out
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SCREAMING AND BITING AND KICKING!!!!! THEY COULDVE BEEN FRIENDS IN DIFFERENT CIRCUMSTANCES!!!
#I say screaming and kicking as I am wheeled away to sleep against my will#I’m going crazy I’m going crazy#Genuinely hurts my heart to think about#This is about Alex and Tim.#marble hornets#Oh my godddddd#This is so sick and TWISTEDDDD#THERE WAS A LOT OF MISUNDERSTANDING BETWEEN THE TWO PRE HORRORS BTW BTW ANS NOT TO MENTION JUST THE OPERATOR SICKNESS DOING ITS THING LIKE#UGH IDK#My entire perspective on Alex kralie character fucking shattered and broke the moment I read through the old marble hornets website#And looked at his blogs#:(((((#He’s so much more sad to me now fuck you#Okay gn#sol rambles#sol rants
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"you, you, you" // Happy Place - Emily Henry
#this book has my entire heart i love it so much#emily henry#happy place#emily henry happy place#harriet x wyn#mine#ugh she does it again#i didnt want it to end
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