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Tw: death of a child, health conditions.
This isn't a happy story, but I don't think it's a sad story either.
(this is a story about hope, and love, and caring)
Life Worth Living
When my friend was sixteen, her daughter died.
(I think about her, sometimes)
My friend was born with health issues, and spent a lot of time at the hospital as a kid. She always stayed very short, and her heart was too big for her body. I met her when we were both 20 years old, and she worked as a pre-k teacher.
At her teens, she told me, she volunteered at the hospital she was treated at. She spent her time with the babies, especially those in NICU, or babies that were left behind in the hospital by their families due to medical conditions.
When my friend was sixteen, one of those babies was a tiny baby girl with a heart deficit.
(Things didn't look great for her. The doctors said she won't make it to her first birthday.)
And my friend?
She loved that little one with all of her heart. She went there everyday after school, spent weekends, holding the little one in her arms, playing with her, singing for her, just-
there.
It's hard to find a placement for kids with disabilities. Even (especially) if they are babies.
Who would like to be attached, and care for a kid that's going to die?
(My friend did)
And she loved that baby girl, with all of her heart. She wanted to give that little one a home.
And she was stubborn, and unstoppable, and willing to go through some bureaucracy shit.
And she did it.
She made it.
(She was allowed to adopt the baby.)
So she brought her new daughter home. She put her in her cradle by the window, where her daughter could feel the sun. She sang for her in a room that wasn't filled with beeping noises or the scent of antiseptics. In the night, she put the kid to sleep and turn off the light. So different from the hospital.
My friend brought her new daughter home -
and three weeks later, she died.
Her daughter died in a room with an open window, where she could feel the sun and hear the birds singing.
Her daughter died in her own cradle, with her own clothes, in a room filled with the scent of cooking coming from the kitchen.
Her daughter died at home.
Her daughter died before her first birthday-
(As all medic experts expected her to.)
Her daughter died loved, and cared, and home.
(Sometimes I envy her)
#love#family#found family#tw: death#tw: baby's death#death of a child#death of a baby#single mom#teen mom#heart disease#tw: mention of child abandoned#day of mourning#march 1st
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After seeing what you thought about the "dadmare" trope, I got a little curious and wanted to know your thoughts on shipkids. Like even if you don't know them all, just Nightmare having children as a concept, I want to know your thoughtssss.
Personally I had this whole spiel about Nm kind of being a manipulative parent that uses different types of manipulative tactics to get his kids to compete with one another. Just like- a way of getting them to spread negative for his own benefit. It's a lot to describe atm but that's the short of it hehe-
Tbh ship kids aren’t my thing, like I don’t hate them, just neutral on them, I don’t find them interesting shshhshs
And as for Nightmare, god forbid he actually becomes a parent dbdhhdhd, this bitch is way too emotionally immature for that to do well with kids
Like tbh my thoughts on this topic are complicated???
But in general, I don’t see Nightmare as a parent, like at all, he doesn’t strike me as someone who wants to have kids or start a family of his own, he’s literally a semi-god, self proclaimed king of negativity in the entire multiverse, extremely powerful and literally immortal, what would having kids add to him?
Like I think it’s an important question to ask: why would Nightmare want, let alone have, kids of his own?
Spreading negativity? He has 3 slaves for that, he can even do it himself thank you
A Familly? He already has a headache inducing twin, that’s one too many
A heir? Heir for what? He’s immortal, and his possessions and power belong to him, and he doesn’t intend on sharing or entrusting it to anyone else (not that anyone deserves to in his eyes in the first place, not even his own family and blood)
Nightmare sees no benefit in having kids, cons more than pros, they add nothing to him, but take so much away, effort and time and resources that he doesn’t intend on wasting in the first place
Like, even if it added anything to him, Nightmare’s just not the kinda person who even wants kids, he isn’t in the mood to pay attention to a weak pathetic child that couldn’t survive on its own
That being said, if he did become a parent, then he’s definitely not gonna be a good one, he’d be neglecting at best, and extremely abusive mentally, emotionally and even physically, at worst
Like believe me when i say that an animal has wayyyyyy better chances around Nightmare than a kid does (and that says a lot when it comes to Nightmare)
Nightmare never had an actual active parent in his own life, and the closest he had to a parent figure, was literally a tree, Nightmare’s too ignorant on the subject of parenting and was super neglected as a child himself to truly understand how to take care of his own
Like why would he become a parent when he doesn’t even fathom the prospect of being one?
Like the closest thing I can imagine Nightmare doing when it comes to parents/parenting, is read books regarding that, not to take care of his would never exist children but cause he’s curious, only to realize “huh, parents are supposed to hold you close and kiss you and encourage/ support and love you??? Sure mother would’ve done that had she been able to, surely she loved us as much as this book speaks of”
Hell, i’d say if Nightmare had a child, it’ll be completely accidental than an actual want/ decision on his part, and a horrifying one to him at that, like I can see Nightmare genuinely freaking out at the prospect of a child of his own, but not in the sense of “oh I don’t know how to be a parent, how shall I take care of you little one?” And more “I never wanted you in the first place why do you exist? You sure as hell would never belong to me” He’d literally abandon them, if he didn’t just immediately kill them
Not to mention, I don’t think Nightmare has the patience to deal with children generally, he barely tolerates the 3 adults living under his own roof
Yeah, Nightmare and children don’t mix well, keep them separated chchhc
He will hold no love or any attachment to his supposed kids, they will not even be in his radar
Does that mean I believe that Nightmare is incapable of love? No, I believe Nightmare is cable of genuine love in general and is absolutely capable of loving people, he loves his twin after all (even when he’s in denial of it)
It’s just that he’s way to blind to that love that settles within him, he’s too stubborn and too afraid, too in denial, and he stomps on any semblance of love, kindness and compassion he has cause he believes it’s irrational, that it’ll get him killed
Plus no one showed him any love, why should he? Not that Nightmare himself believes he’s capable of love, with the hatred consuming his soul, and with how he never truly developed any true love for anyone other than his twin, Nightmare fully believes he’s completely incapable of love
And so he still hurts the people he loves, he still hurts Dream, and he doesn’t hold much guilt for it, he enjoys it even, a sort of sick satisfaction at seeing those who are weaker than him groveling at his feet, a deep rooted hatred that overshadows that love inside him, he’s sadistic and crule and full of hate as much as he’s full of love
His love for someone doesn’t mean they’re safe from him, Nightmare’s better to deal with in a business manner than an emotional one (even when he’s a being that acts on emotion than brain)
Anyone has better chances of being safe from Nightmare if they make a deal with him and somehow convince him to agree on the terms in which they are safe from him in exchange for something he wants, than if they simply rely on his love for them
Cause Nightmare’s hatred always wins against his love, but Nightmare’s fair when it comes to holding his end of the bargain, he doesn’t appreciate deal breakers and it’s beneath him to do so, as long as the other party holds their end, he’ll hold his
In conclusion, keep kids away from this bitch xbbxbxbx
#anothers ask#nightmare sans#child abuse#child abuse tw#child abuse mention#child abuse cw#child abandonment
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CANNIBAL DAD
Dad! Bob x Baby/Kid/teen! Reader
Yes I have become a part of the Bob simps, BUT THIS IS NOT A FANFIC! No, THIS is Mista' Bob Velseb as a dad! Cause who doesn't want him as a dad? I know you heathens like me want him as a DA-, Ahem. Sorry for that. Anyway onto the post and enjoy! As a FYI some things may not be cannon.
Warning: Cannibalism, gore, mention of murder/killing, Abandonment, Cursing, Mentions of being drunk, Mention of trying to feed off of Bob (Don't.), Used as bait, knifes, bones, kid behavior but more unhinged
BOB VELSED
To say the least you're mother never even wanted you after getting drunk and sleeping with a notorious cannibal killer that was loose after he tried killing her one night.
Bob found out he had a kid when she just left you at the front door of his hideout in the winter with a simple note saying, " Here's your kid, I don't give a shit if you eat them or not but I'm not keeping them. " ( She didn't live long after that)
Definitely didn't know WTF to do once he got you inside (Man was not prepared). He stood in his living room holding you for about a hour debating whether to eat you or not.
Once you started to try and grab his sweater he decided to keep you and raise you, even if he was on the run or not you are his little ball of sunshine!
He sat on his slightly disheveled couch for about a hour trying to think of what to do. Sure he'd had one night stands before getting caught but THIS! This wasn't something he would have ever expected to happen as he looked down to the small infant wrapped in his sweater to keep them from the winter cold. He had just got back from killing that cursed woman who left you out in the cold but now he had no idea what to do, he was stuck between eating you or not.
Finally he decided to just eat you and as he went for his knife something snatched his 2nd sweater, he froze as his head slowly looked down at the small hands closed down on it as if asking to be held up closer to him. Slowly but surely he lifted you up and held you with one arm as his claw like hand went to grab your hands, you gave small coo's and babbles as you played with his fingers. He knew then and there he wouldn't let the world take you away from him.
Robbed a convenient store 5 hours after he realized he needs to get you food and supplies when you tried latching onto him. (Headlines were fucking CHAOTIC with the pictures and tape!)
Definitely experienced with some baby care knowledge. I will die on this hill.
Since he's on the run the house isn't in the BEST conditions. . . . . But he makes due with what he has and knows he can keep you warm through the winter!
He doesn't know how to handle you crying so he usually keeps a victim alive for help until eventually killing and cooking them. Can't have anyone see him be a softy
You're toys and chew toys consistent of bones, anything he steals off victims, his horns (Yes. He gives you the horns.) Any and all clothes, blankets, and victim hand's (Don't question how it stays fresh. . . .)
The girl kept screaming for bob to let her go as he made his way to his hideout, he was slightly running since he had gone out pretty far in the woods and was worried you had hurt yourself. He opened the door and could hear the little screams of his ball of sunshine, " I-Is that a baby? Oh god please don't hur- " " Quiet! Now I need ya' help and your gonna' help me or else I take ya' eyes and SHOVE 'em down your throat! "
Bob dragged her closer to the screaming as they entered and saw a little baracade of blankets with you in the middle screaming and crying. He let go of the girl and gently picked you up while turning to the girl slightly panicked " They been cryin' for 6 hours now and I can't find what's wrong, Now help me so they can stop! " she made her way towards you and held you close as they started to try and calm you down, which proved difficult from bob death staring them.
Slowly but surely you calmed down and looked up at the girl " Th-There we go, just tired aren't you? " she slowly rocked you back and forth to sleep as bob loosened up before taking you back and mimicking her movement while talking to you. She slowly made her way out of the door and bolted for the front door ' Finally! Freedo- ' it was short lived as they were yanked back by their hair and had their mouth covered " Now where do you think yer' goin'? I can't have you living after what you saw. . . . " she screamed, but being muffled, as bob dragged her to the basement.
As you grow older into the time frame of crawling or walking he had to start buildin' baracades!
Man saw you crawling for the first time and was starstruck! Until he noticed his knife hanging a LITTLE too close to the edge. Baracade numbro 1!
Now seeing as you are the child of a man who most definitely has ties to a certain cult and is definitely non-human in some way can he REALLY be surprised the first time you crawled on the ceiling and were over him while he tried to sleep?
Yeeeaaahhhh wall crawling? Be glad you haven't been stabbed or accidentally thrown when you fall off at random points
In total there are 13 baracades and 5 wall crawling stoppers (He got proper baby proofing materials later down the road, don't worry)
Ontop of the wall crawling is the, and in order of how he found out about them, Glowing eyes, Locking your jaw on anything that's flesh (R.I.P finger's from the chew toy) sounds like a demon escaping everytime you cry, demonic animal noises, and then finally you having surprisingly sharp teeth!
Bob held a camera as he set it up while setting you across the room " Ok, Come to papa! " you looked at him dumbfounded for a minute before starting to attempt to make your way towards him " That's it! Ya' can do it! " finally you started to crawling and his eyes got star's in them " There you go! Come on! " you were about half way before the lights went out and both your eyes started to glow " Oh shi- " before he could finish he heard you on the walls making those demonic noises that stuck in his nightmares " SHI-SHOOT! WHERE'D I PUT THE NET!!!! " he grabbed the little net bed as he tried finding you on the wall's.
" (N/N) WHERE ARE YA'! COME OUT FOR PAPA! " he went for the kitchen first until he heard you crawling on the ground in the living room then on a wall again, he went from room to room with you one step ahead of him until finally he decided to return on the power and look for you. " There now I can- " he covered his ears at the screech you let out from your guys room
' NoNoNoNoNoNoNoNo!!!! ' he slammed open the door expecting to find blood from you getting his knife but instead found a broken bone and slightly chipped tooth. He let out a sigh of relief before cradling you and trying to calm you down ' I really gotta' get 'em some soft chew toys. . . . '
When you got to the stage of being able to speak and stand he is the type of man to try and make you say Dada but instead you say Mama. Also becomes VERY protective and cautious once you start walking.
Around this time he'll try to hunt more since when you were a baby he couldn't leave you alone so he was limited to hunt around him instead of far out. Also will refuse to take you with him no matter how big of puppy dog eyes you give him.
Never excluded sneaking out and following him when he didn't take you!
It was 8:00 and bob had finished getting his hair slicked back and painting his face, you were put to bed and should be asleep by now. He had been hungry for about 4 weeks now but can you really blame him? He had to take care of his little ray of sunshine that's you! " * Sigh * Finally, I can go out and get me some meat. Don't need to worry about littl' (Y/N) tryin ta' come along eitha' " He made his way out the front door not noticing two glowing eyes watching on the ceiling or hearing the little demonic giggle that came out of you while following after Bob.
------Time skip------
Bob pinned his victim onto the wall while digging his knife as far as he could into their abdomen while letting out a holler of laughter. " HAHAHA HAHAHA!!!!!! Oh how I've MISSED this! " he pulled the knife out as the victim sprayed blood from his mouth onto his clawed hand, they dropped limp as Bob released them to the ground before pressing his knee down into the wound while placing his knife into their neck. " Did you know- "
" MAMA! "
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" W-Wha- " before the victim had more of a chance to speak bob squeezed their throat to make them pass out before turning to their littl' sunshine who ran up to him while making grabby hands " Mama mama!!!! Up up! " he picked you up with a big and slightly concerned smile, " Now how did you get here littl' lamb! " he could be mad another time. Rn, he just needs to take you home and bring the body with him " Mama, can I help? " bob was caught off guard but slowly he gave you a soft smile " Of course ya' can, just help papa with the body. " " MAMA! " he would have to find a way to break you out of the ' mama ' thing eventually, all that mattered at the moment was getting home and avoiding the approaching police.
He tries and take you out with him on peaceful walks and sometimes hunting since you will also most likely pick up cannibalism from bob and have his more sadistic traits, but you can cover them well like him too.
Since you now talk and walk he of course brings you little trinkets and gives you you're own room if you want one! If you don't he will build shelves from already broken ones or steal one for all your little gifts and finds. ( Has a secret compartment in his sweater where he keeps your drawings for himself 🤭)
He let's you keep whatever you want from a hunt and if you want something from a store he'll make sure to dress you up and wear a disguise so you can go shopping.
He also tries his best to pick up on sewing and knitting for you and himself. He remembered how much you loved watching people make things but never brought it up because you were so shy about it, so he surprised you with a semi wearable scarf! Since then he's been trying to do more but still needs practice.
You were waiting at the door for bob to show up again, you sadly couldn't got hunting with him but he promised to bring you back something special! Slowly you were loosing the battle of sleep until the door opened " Mama! " you never let him live the name down as you tried to jump up on him " Hey! How'd my little hell spawn hold up da' fort? " you straighten up while saluting to him " Guarded and secure! I even caught you a present! " you ran off to bring your gift over as bob set the multiple bags down on the fixed dinning table.
As you came back bob was slightly shocked to see the heavily bleeding and unconscious person you dragged along with you " I saw them in the woods lining the house and they tried to break in! " bob let a smile adorn his face, on that didn't look so crazy and forced, before picking you up and spinning you around as you giggled " Hahah! That's my girl/boy! " he set you down in a chair before pushing the bags towards you " Now you remember how I was gonna give you something special? Weeelllll I noticed you eyein' a few things in the store that you didn't grab sooooo- "
He didn't finish before you tore into the bags and started making excited demonic animal noises " Mama! Thank you! " you lunge to bob as he caught you and returned the hug " Anythin' for you my littl' sunshine. Now, how about I start dinner'? " " Yay! Dinner! "
Getting about 5-8 years old he allows you to venture out on your own but not to far to where he can't find you, but still you get to explore none the less. Of course you bring back things you find to bob which he cherishes with his life and makes sure to get you something back.
Buuuttttt your also a little rebel so you usually decide to go a LITTLE farther than allowed without him knowing.
This is also how you come across skid and pump one of the days you get lost and Bob's loosing his shit trying to find you and telling himself you're alright
Of course you make friends with the two and when you tell bob he is in a bit of a crossroad considering he tried EATING them last Halloween, But their your friends and he'll accept it eventually!
Are they allowed at the house? HELL NO! (Still sneak 'em in tho)
When he has a re encounter with the four people from last year because you were waving goodbye at the edge of the woods and he popped up to scold you for going out so far until seeing the four across the street. Cue awkward silence
Bob saw you waving towards the sidewalk across the forest and came up behind you with a worried but angry look " (Y/N) (M/N) Velseb. What are you doing out here? " " Mama! I was waving goodbye to my friends! " Bob turned to the sidewalk and froze as he saw the two familiar pumpkin and skeleton kid with two concerned parents. " Mama, can they come over for a play date PLEEEAASSSEEEEE!!!!!!!! " bob looked down at you with the biggest puppy dog eyes he could have imagined and felt his heart tighten as he looked back and forth between you and the others, finally he let out a sigh while looking at you " Fine. They can come but ONLY if you agree to tell me when to expect guest. Got it? " " Mhm Mhm! I got it! "
bob let out a tired sigh as you turned to tell skid and pump they could go over before happily climbing up to sit on his shoulders as you headed back leaving two very confused Lila and jaune behind with skid and pump feeling excited to have a new friend.
Now as I said, rebellious kid. Meaning you have gone into town which results in you getting both almost kidnapped by frank and having some very scary encounters with others.
Roy is a perfect example! Your first interaction was scary as shit for all of them cause you decide to pull the same did you know your old man pulled on them! Doesn't help you also have a Southern accent like him with a more deranged smile. Safe to say he don't wanna try shit with you
Other interactions that were tense at first are Frank, had tried bribing skid and pump with candy and you pulled off a head tilt with a smile which sent him driving, Dexter, you had met him when bob grounded you and he tried coming in through the front door, the cult, they had no clue of any ties between you and bob so they thought it was a good idea to try kidnapping you! Fucking. Not. Never came back to the house, and finally! Jack and john, you can use your imagination 🙃
Now of course once Jack and John find out you two are blood related (after you went to the police station because you lost bob on one of your hunts) they use you as bait every chance they get! Doesn't work out well though 🙂
You were currently sitting in a cell scared out of your mind and making the most eardrum bursting screeching anyone can imagine as you try to clue bob where you are. " Jesus! How the hell did that phsyco get laid and have this thing birthed! " John complained as you stopped and threw one of the pieces of the destroyed cell bed at him, he quickly ducked as you start giggling uncontrollably " That's not important! What is is that he shows up to try and get them out so we can catch him. " you started to actually loose your breath as you finally looked at the two with tears in your eyes while speaking " You can't catch mama! He's just gonna escape! "
You stopped laughing as the power went out and your eyes glowed as you started jumping up and down " Mama's here mama's here! " both men drew their guns as the turned on their flashlights trying to find him " Jack, get to the breaker box and turn on the- " before John could continue he was thrown across the room as Jack turned his gun and flashlight towards him, and oh BOY was bob pissed. He was in his signature costume drenched in blood and guts from what the flashlight showed.
" Did you know? " his voice was strained as his glowing eyes turned to jack before he was being held up by a claw around his throat " That you neva' fuck with a man who would do anythin' for his KID. " he blocked off more of Jack's airway before feeling a bullet got through his chest and hit Jack in the leg " MAMA! " you panicked slightly as you watch bob drop Jack and face towards the cowering John while smiling more pissed than ever " I'm alright sunshine! Just close yer' eyes and ears for me, well be home soon. " you followed his instructions as he lunged at John more determined than every to rip him piece by piece for putting you in a cell and trying to use you as bait.
This next section is for girl things, I'll do one for the boys but girls gotta be done first so I can get it out of the way
You have now entered teen years (11-18, sorry if you disagree) and guess what? You now have a period! Yaaaaayyyyyyyy........ Yeah god have mercy on anyone who hears the screams of demonic pain in the woods or enters the woods.
Bob has no experience whatsoever ever dealing with this subject so he is going to probably be the equivalent of a new dad panicking that his wife/girlfriend went into labor.
Tell him exactly what you need or this man will pop back up at the house with a human sacrifice ready for you to consume if it means he's safe from your wrath.
Be thankful he never dropped his sewing and knitting hobby cause you getting custom shit if it's certified help material
Bob had been pacing back and forth as he tried to think of how to help you as you were currently curled into a ball on his bed with blood all over your legs. He knew this day would come but he didn't think like this! Slowly you started to groan again as bob heard the slight clicks in it " Ok bob, what do you remember your ma' telling you and how ta' handle it. " he perked up when he thought he heard meat painfully came out of your mouth " Ok, I'll be back sunshine. Just stay tight and I'll bring ya' somethin' to help. " he exited the house now on a mission.
------Time skip------
You had been waiting for bob for about a hour now, the pain wasn't there anymore so you found it easy to shower and go about trying to stop the blood from getting everywhere. " I wonder why dad's taking so long..... " you chuckled slightly as you remember how you'd always say " mama " instead, just then the door opened with bob having a giant bag in his mouth while dragging a body behind him. He set the bag down before placing, who you recognize as a cashier, on the table.
" Ok I got whatever I could possibly think of before the police arrived and took me to a cell. " bob started pulling out all sorts of materials to help you before turning to look at you to see you facing the body " Dad, why did you bring a cashier? I thought we had enough meat? " he picked up the cashier before turning to you with a smile " For a offering so you don't kill me of course! " you almost laughed before composing yourself and looking at bob " Dad I don't need a sacrifice! Why in the world would you think I need a sacrifice???? " he scratched the back of his neck as you face palmed yourself not believing what was happening right now. " It's the thought that counts dad " you gave bob a hug as he hugged you back before turning to the now conscious cashier and punching them unconscious.
Hormones is 100% something he can't help you with even if he tried, but he's 100% gonna be your gossip buddy and do runway modeling for you if you pick up a habit of designing clothes or do things to help in anything you pick up (I can't help but imagine him striking a pose with duck lips as you laugh your ass off at his attempt at looking hot in a dress you made)
Having " The Talk " has got to be the only other time you've seen him visibly have to take more mental breaks than when he told you about cursing. Man was praying you'd stay little forever
He makes sure you drink your setting boundaries and respecting people who respect you juice 👏! (If you a Top he's gonna give you the finest gentleman juices in👏the👏world👏!)
One thing that's a constant he tells you is that no matter who or what you want to date he's gonna be happy as long as you are, so long as they pass his test! Also tells you if you do a secret relationship you better make it worth keeping it from your old man! And if they do something to hurt you or they weren't worth it YOU will be able to get all the revenge you want!
He really is just that dad who may not know anything about what happens when a girl matures but will happily try his best ever thought he knows absolutely nothing. Just don't bring up people drama cause you both gonna go and kill that person for dinner.
Bob heard the house door slam and saw you running up the stairs mumbling nope under your breath on repeat and red faced. He set down his book and glasses as he made his way up to your room that he gave you once you become 11, hearing you pacing and panicking made him slightly jog up and knock on your door as softly as he could. " Littl' lamb? Are you alright? Ya' ran up the stairs and were kinda' red. " " I-I'm fine dad! Nothing's wrong! " Bob was about to say alright but then something struck him like a hammer as he realized what was going on ' Right, she probably has a crush or her hormones must be going crazy. ' he opened the door as you stopped pacing and looked at him with some slight panic but tried to play cool as you smiled at him
" (F/N). I think it's time I talked to you about something. " you visibly tense as you sit on your bed while bob sits to your right " What do you need to talk about? " bob could see how tense you were before letting out a sigh and placing his hand on your shoulder " Listen kid, I know it might be hard now with all ya' hormones and feelings going haywire right now but, no matter what I'll always give ya' the same love I give ya' now. "
It was confusing to understand what bob was saying but you guessed you got it " Thanks dad? " that's when bob put on a smile before getting serious " But just so you know, if anyone hurts ya' or don't pass my test I ain't hesitatin' to kill 'em. And make a secret relationship' worth it! " finally you got what he was saying before and start laughing while bob tried to stay composed " I mean it! And make sure to get me some grandkids! " you laughed harder as bob slowly joined in.
Finally you both calm down and you give bob a hug as he wrapped his arms around you " Thanks dad. . . " " Anytime sweety'. "
Ok now that I've ran out of ideas for the girls it time for the boyz!!!!!!
First and foremost he is 10000% more prepared for this than anything for a daughter, I mean he had to go through this as well!
Boners and stuff of that nature is the easiest talk he's ever had to talk to you about. Man probably will give you the secret holy grail of how to hide a boner in any type of pants in this world
He still has the sewing and knitting hobby and I see him just crafting shit every teen boy would need to survive teen years. (ESPECIALLY if you get achne!)
He also gotta show you the groom my friends 🤌
It was around 10:00 and bob was on the verge of passing out from watching Kitchen Nightmares
(Fight me but he definitely watches it)
Until the scream of his son woke him up and had him running upstairs. He slammed open your rooms door as he searched around to find you sitting with the blanket over your head " (M/N)! Is everythin' alright!?!?!?!? " He made his way towards you and tried pulling down the blanket but you retracted and pulled it further on " Yup! Just a nightmare! " now bob knew this to be a lie so he had to think for a minute until remembering how old you were now.
" Son, pull the blanket off yer' face. It can't be as bad as some of the victums' I've seen. " Slowly but surely you pulled the blanket down to your shoulders as bob sighed with a slight smile on his face making his way towards you " Son I know you probably already know what's happenin' and I know this is probably scary but it's not as bad as it could be! " knowing how embarrassing but comforting this would be he pulled out a photo and handed it to you. " No way. Is that- " " Yup! That's my' freshman year picture. . . . " It showed a much younger bob with much longer hair than what he has now, slightly skinnier but still chubby body, and OMG he had a punk phase.
(YUP!, I feel like starting shit and just like with Kitchen Nightmares you can fight me because I'll die on these hills!)
But the one thing that had you in shock was to achne that lightly went all over his face " Go on, get it out yer' system! " and get it out of your system you did. When you finally calmed down as bob re-took his very much embarrassing high school photo, you look up at bob as you sideways hug with a smile on your face " Thanks dad, you really are the best dad someone could ask for. " Bob smiled as he hugged you back to the best of his abilities " Anytime. Now I gotta show ya' some tricks I learned for groomin'! "
Now, same rules apply with hormones. He may be able to give advice but he's not going to be fully there. Also applies with the interests, he will play basketball like he's 19 again until his leg gives out and your now trying to get him in the house so you can have him sleep like he's 80.
" The Talk " was so weird for you because he was bringing shit up that you ain't never fucking image goes with puberty. He just got no filter between what is happening simplified and what's happening with too much detail!
You getting your respect women juice and your gonna get your beat anybody's ass if they disrespectful juice! Man raising a gentleman! (If your a bottom he's gonna make sure your a power bottom, Mama don't raise someone who don't say what they want)
Dating rules and secret relationship rules still apply along with the revenge. This man is VERY supportive
He's all and all better at handling a boy than he is at handling a girl because this man is one of the most unprepared people possible for a daughter than you can ever imagine.
Bob had set down some plates as he made his way up to your room knowing you would have sneaked into the window to avoid him, but can you blame him? He's gotta worry when you have a temper that's almost got you and sometimes him caught (But he's proud). Getting to your door he heard you throwing things around the room while talking to yourself. He knocked as loud as he could which caused the room to go silent. " (M/N)! I'm coming in the room! " " Dad NO! "
Bob opened the door to a absolute mess, everything was thrown about or some destroyed as you stood in the middle gripping at your hair " (M/N)! WHAT'S WRONG!?!?!? " Bob ran to you, grabbing your shoulders and turning you towards him. You froze and went stiff as you started to well up tears " N-Nothing I just- I- " bob wrapped you in a tight hug as he tried to calm you down while you cried, calming down bob looked at you again and asked what was wrong. Letting out a sigh you looked away from him " I. . . . . I got a crush...... "
Bob got a smile on his face as he let you go and put his hands on his hips " Well who's the lucky gal'! " You rubbed your arm feeling nervous as bob looked confused, then he slightly went wide eyed as he let out a sigh putting his hand on your shoulder " Son. Listen. " you tensed up expecting the worst " I don't care who ya' love or what ya' love. Your still my kid. I'll be there for ya' no matter what. Just know if they dare hurt ya' anyway possible or don't fly with me I'm killing 'em. "
You smile as he hugged you, slowly returning the hug and looking up at him " Thanks dad...... " " Of course, just get me some grandbabies! " you laughed while going red as bob joined in with you before letting you go " Now, tell me about the boy who got my littl' devil's heart! "
Now gender neutral teenage stuff because I've got what needed to be divided slightly (Of course it's gonna be short so I can end my misery because my fingers hurting)
Kidnapping and going out hunting is going to be the most common things to happen.
Bob doesn't always go to your rescue every time though cause you handle yourself pretty well sometimes, RIP Jack and John's goddamn wallets from the hospital trips 💀
You honestly just get alot more freedom than expected but he still worries so you always gotta keep him updated every 6 hours
Bringing anybody home you like so he can meet them or a photo is a MUST. Don't want them getting accidentally killed!!!! Although it might sometimes be on purpose......
I imagine him starting to get you to be more social and him also trying as well while also being in disguise (I realized I forgot to mention this but bob will age just not as quick as you think he will)
You both walked down the park path making jokes and enjoying some quality time before night, since bob or you both would leave on your own seperate hunts. Sitting on a nearby bench bob gave you a tired lazy smile as he tried to catch his breath " I told you the hoodie was a bad idea. Besides nobody's here! " you opened your arms to make a point as bob let out a breathy laugh " I know kid, but I ain't as yong' as I used to be. I'm almost 100 you know? " you rolled your eyes at Bob's over exaggeration before sitting next to him " Lies. You look like your in your 60's. "
" Oh really? " bob looked at you before narrowing his eyes " How old do ya' think I was when you were a kid? " you crossed your arms as you looked at him " 34 " bob gave you a smile before leaning back on the bench " Wrong kid, 61. " you sprang up from your spot and got in front of him " WHAT!?!?!? How are you just now getting streaks of gray in your hair!?!?!? "
Bob let out a short laugh before looking back up at you " Have ya' ever wondered why ya' can do what you can do? " " Yes but I ju- " then it clicked " You were a cult member!?!?!?!? " bob stood back up again before giving you a smile and walking into the woods " It's almost night. We betta' head back. " you stood in stunned silence before quickly running up to bob sputtering on your words " HOW CAN YOU BRUSH THIS OFF!?!?!?!? "
Now to the faithful day somebody steals his baby's heart! Aka the day he becomes the most hardest man to please when you try dating someone.
Partners are a VERY hard thing to come across when you are the daughter of a notorious killer and killer yourself, plus the police and everything doesn't help either.
So saying you ACTUALLY found someone who isn't trying to collect some sort of bounty or apart of the cult he is V E R Y on guard. The first interaction feels like a stand off in the wild west between the two.
Now of course he'll want to know how you met up, so for your sake and theirs lie. Say you met in the park or somewhere instead of the truth which is you saw them on a killing spree and they saw you.
Staying for dinner is like a spin the wheel for how you will compromise dinner with bob. Human meat is DEFINITELY off the table so finding a substitute is key to them actually staying.
Overall this man ain't gonna chill until he's certain they can be trusted
The air in the room was heavy and felt like a snake, almost ready to tear out the poor boy/girl next to you who had a all cheery look. Bob sat across from you two and was silently death glaring them while you tried to think of a way to defuse the situation " Dad, this is (R/N). There my Boyfriend/Girlfriend. " bob looked at you briefly before looking back at the boy/girl next to you " So, (R/N). How did ya' meet my daughter/son/kid? " he was trying to scare the kid in hopes he'd give bob a reason to gut them on the living room floor.
" Oh! I had met them one night when taking a stroll around the park, they were alone and I was curious so I introduced myself and the rest is good memories. " you could hear the imaginary hammer hit one nail into a coffin with their name on it as you decide to quickly chime in to stop another one being hammered " It was after I left to hang out with Skid and Pump! It was beautiful outside and I didn't want to head home just yet. We hanged out for a while until I headed back and we just kept meeting up there. " That's when Bob's eyes got a sadistic look before he started rapid firing questions at your boyfriend/girlfriend.
" How often would they stay at your house? "
" Sometimes for 2 day's. "
THUMP. 2 nails
" How did ya' know where to meet up? "
" They would text me when and where before 6. "
3
" How did ya' already know where we live? "
" I've been inside before "
4. Bod started going for his knife.
" Do you know what we do for a livin'? "
" I've been told "
5. You kept your hand stead on your own knife.
" Do ya' know who I am? "
" Bob velseb. Wanted serial killer and cannibal. "
6. Bob started drooling as he prepared to stab him.
" And tell me young' man/woman. Where exactly do ya' work? "
" The butcher shop right by your old restaurant! "
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Bob smiled and looked towards you " They can stay fer' dinner! " you let out a breath you didn't know you were holding as you hugged bob with a goofy smile before turning around and saying " Welcome to the family! "
FINALLY!!!!!!! FUCKING. FINISHED. This has been in my drafts since 2022 and I have poured way too much energy into this that I'm about to cry in joy for finishing.
Anyway I hope you enjoy this read and that it isn't disappointing for how long this has taken me. Request are open and pinned with all my rules and such if you want to request something. BYE!!!!!
#spooky month#bob velseb#spooky month bob#skid and pump#spooky month lila#spooky month john#spooky month x reader#dad headcanons#bob velseb x reader#fluff#some angst#unhinged behavior#kid reader#teen reader#child abandonment tw#tw cursing#period mention#mentions of murder#mentions of gore#tw drunk#canibalism#brain rot#please read#request
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The man who played God.
Rewritten backstory! TDLR is Lune and Sol were supposed to be Vessels for these two gods to possess and save monsters. But Lune didn't come out right. Uhh TW for implied CSA, and child abandonment!
I purposefully also based Gasters skull off Papyrus, to more so show why Lune is afraid of Papyri. They... let's say Lune say Gaster without his mask alot.
The year was 20XX, underground, and a man named WD Gaster had a dream. To honour the God's that created monster kind, with a vessel worthy of their immortality. To hope they would come as ANGELs and save monster kind.
The man created two SOULS. One he created after painting of the Goddess in her mortal form, the Axolotl—That symbolized her healing and MERCY.
The other, after the warrior of the God, the Phoenix. Symbolizing strength and DETERMINATION.
As the two souls were created—One came out so... Perfect. The perfect vessel for the God that gifted the sun. The perfect skeleton that took resemblance of Gaster himself, he dubbed that one, Sol.
The other, which would've been named Lune, came out weak and unfinished. The thing wasn't a perfect vessel, a perfect sacrifice, it was a mistake. He wouldn't even talk to it.
So while Sol was shown off, pranced around, and treated as highly as the crown by monsters, beloved.
He never did say a word about Lune. No, no that one, would remain in a small cell in his laboratory, on the lowest level. He would use it to relieve his stresses, he had no wife after all and it was useless otherwise.
And eventually. The God did come, though not thr Goddess. But one was more than enough to free monster kind, breaking thr barrier.
Leaving Lune alone in the lab.
#tw csa implied#tw csa mention#tw abandonment#tw child abandonment#tw child abuse#tw childhood trauma#Gaster is an ass-#lunarsona#skelesona#rambeling#backstory#Now Canon backstory#Utmv#AxoskeletonTale#<- FINALLY HAVE A NAME FOR THE AU!!#It's a play on exoskeleton lol#Art#My art#Gaster au#Utmv au#Utmv oc
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Monitoring Kasha 4/4
All of these things set upon Kasha an increasing urge to flee with Lycara. This urge was nearing a point of no return when she caught a strange scent in the wind and had seen someone meeting in secret with Meena. Kasha sat on the balcony with Lycara cooing and smiling at her.
“I don’t think you’re going to do well with Meena… but I don’t think you’ll do any better with me. I don’t know what to do little one. You’re so small and innocent. Your brothers are already trying to spar with each other while you can barely keep your head up. Maybe you’re just a normal human child?”
Lycara just cooed and smiled at her while tugging on her braids. Kasha shook her head, “I am lost, little one. I need to do something… We could go back to her; she may forgive me now that I can access my form again. She’d be a good mom, I think. Yeah, I think we’re going to go see her. I can’t let you go with Meena… I just can’t. Cat will take good care of you, she did me.” She held onto Lycara tightly while she planned their escape.
#sims 4#ksu#sims 4 story#ts4 story#ts4#the axiom conclusion#tac#Kasha#Lycara#adoption plans#child abandonment tw#child abandonment mention
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Was anybody else raised by a father who simultaneously: hated, was repulsed by, and was scared of them resulting in them being neglected and ultimately abandoned even though he was in no way forced into creating you.
And then found Mary Shelley's frankenstein and both gripped on to and internalized everything about it. The idea that your a monster and a victim and that your broken and unlovable and that its all your fathers fault.
That if he just cared you you wouldn't have turned out so hard to love. That being loved no matter how much you work on yourself feels down right sisyphean.
And that in a way you and the creature are one and the same.
(I promise I've never killed anyone I swear)
And your anger tastes so bitter cause if he just tried a little bit you wouldn't be so damn angry all the time.
(He's been gone forever and still your not free of him)
To the point that you wanted a "I am thy creature, I ought to be thy adam" tattoo that you eventually gave up on.
Cause goodness it's like I gripped onto the book to get the validation my father should have given me. That's why I keep rereading it despite crying every time.
And it's not like my mom's dead or not around. She did her best. Shes just to kind and good to ever understand this. And the worst part is I adore my mother. She didn't even know.
How could I tell someone that's enough, that they aren't enough
(But she wants to know why I'm so angry and gloomy and self depreciating. As if my father didn't hate me. )
And I tried to find perspectives of the book from the standpoint of a abused, neglected, or abandoned person and found very little. I don't wanna gatekeep Frankenstein but like... how?
In America alone there's about 7000 abandonments a year of children
(Acording to Google dont hold me to this)
Basically scholars and teachers perspectives are nice but I would like to hear more people who were traumatized as children talk about Frankenstein, cause though I don't endorse what the monster did, (and I'm not saying traumatized people are murderers) I feel like we have a unique perspective that can't exactly be learned.
Also is it abuse to hate your child enough that they relate more to the so called monster then to victor
#tw childhood trauma#tw ptsd#tw neglect#tw abuse#tw child abuse#tw trauma#tw abandonment#tw father mention#tw hating your child#tw child demonization#mary shelly's frankenstein#frankensteins monster#victor frankenstein#mary shelley#tw anger issues#rant#personal rant#very specific#specific rant#mental illness#tw crying#tw religious themes#tw mother mention#some people call the monster adam#tell me if i miss any tw
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Baby Eclipse: I wuv you, Daddy. Uppie?
Kill Code Moon: Go ask your mother.
Baby Eclipse, waddling up to Blood Moon, grabbing onto his pants: Mama! P’eeeeease Mama? Uppie p’ease?
Blood Moon, melting: Twin he claims us Mama!
Harvest Moon: Pick him up, he is crying!
Blood Moon: Come here, little one. *picks him up and let’s him cling on, sniffling and snuggling close*
#five nights at freddy's#fnaf#sun and moon show#sams#baby eclipse#fnaf eclipse#kill code moon#fnaf bloodmoon#fnaf harvest moon#incorrect sun and moon show quotes#incorrect sams quotes#incorrect fnaf quotes#incorrect quotes#source: my brain#tw neglect mention#tw child abandonment mention#tw child abuse mention
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CHARACTER INFORMATION
face claim: ana de armas
full name: mariana flores
nickname(s) / goes by: mar, mari
pronouns & gender: cis woman (she/her)
sexuality: pansexual
birth date: april 13th, 1989
birth place: jacksonville, florida
occupation: barista
work place: beanz
pets: binx (black cat)
relationship status: single
PERSONALITY
mariana has a spitfire type of soul. her sense of humor consists of sarcasm and dark jokes. she doesn’t ride for many, but when she does, she will ride or die for you until the end if you can slip between the cracks. she's the kind of person who you can call at two in the morning for anything and she'll always pick up the phone.
BACKGROUND / BIO
triggering / sensitive content warning: alcohol addiction mention, child abandonment mention
it began when tracy met diego flores one night while she was attending one of his concerts. diego was a heavy metal, rock and roll, lover to the very core of his heart. while tracy was a doe eyed beauty with a smile that lit up any room. it was supposed to be a one night stand, but it turned into fourteen years of a whirlwind of a relationship. much to diego's dismay, his daughter, mariana entered this world one fine spring day in 1989.
for the first two years it seemed as though diego had begun to turn his life around for his little girl, but he remained unhappy being stuck in one place for so long. all of it came crashing down shortly after mariana’s second birthday. her father couldn’t continue to give up life on the road, the music, girls, or drugs and chose to give her up instead. the moment he left, her mom had never truly been the same. she was lucky that her mother was a strong person who picked her chin up and continued to push forward for them both. deep down mariana always wondered if things would have ended differently for them had she not been around.
much to her mother's dimay, mariana inherited her father’s love for music. her mother tried to influence her to focus her energy elsewhere, but eventually did cave in. when mariana was fifteen she joined a punk band with a group of friends and offered her skills on the guitar. she even got her first piercing, but she got in trouble because her mom did not realize mariana meant an industrial piercing when she asked permission to get one. mariana was growing up quicker than her mother could keep up with, being the social butterfly she was, she figured it was better to simply go along with most of the stuff mariana threw her way. and she simply did not have the energy to fight against most of it, though mari usually did not give her mother a hard time anyway.
the older mariana got it became clearer and clearer that her mother was not okay. bottles upon empty bottles would start to pop up suddenly while mariana was cleaning, then slowly she realized how her mother was coping with the loss of her father all this time. at the age of seventeen mariana was forced to move to NYC and finish school off there at an aunt’s house while her mother focused on getting back on her two feet. that never happened and mariana hasn’t seen her mother since. she eventually went back to jacksonville, florida in search of her but always came up short in the end and eventually accepted that she just didn’t want anything to do with her.
now a days she has settled in brooklyn, new york. she is working as a barista at beanz and she loves it. and she has a cat named binx, of course he's a black cat.
HEADCANONS
loves to write & read. she's always looking for a good book recommendation.
loves lavender & honey anything.
loves creating new drinks for work.
loves a good smoke session.
loves to drunk game/listen to true crime stories.
loves horror & 80s rock and roll.
more to be added.
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To start this post off: I know this seems like a weird crossover fic; HOWEVER, warning before people begin reading: this fic contains major character death, mentions of su*c*de, SA, s*x and s*x work, murder, blood, abandonment, child neglect, child ab*se, and emotional ab*se. If any of these make you uncomfortable, I would suggest finding another fic to read.
While this crossover seems really weird to some readers at a glance, this is a very serious fic that covers the topics mentioned above.
Ok… I am having some issues with the Apprenticeship AU (specifically dealing with writer’s block), but this is an AU and crossover fic I have not been able to stop thinking about. There are planned to be 15 chapters in total. First chapter is out now. It’s something that I really like, and I can’t wait to work on this story moving forward while I figure out how to tell the story I am wanting to with the SMG4 Apprenticeship AU.
So in the meantime, I’m going to be updating this one a lot more frequently during my recovery time from eye surgery, so… yeah.
No, I have no abandoned the Apprenticeship AU (and I am also planning on posting both fics on AO3 eventually, but I was writing them originally on WattPad so… yeah. Give me time to put those on AO3 for those who don’t have WattPad).
Basic rundown of this Space Pirates AU:
Crossover between SMG4, TMNT 2012, BABQFTIM (only Quest!Cuphead and Quest!Mugman are in this fic tho and no I do not support the original AU’s creator), Cry of Fear, Borderlands, and my OCs in a scenario inspired by the show Firefly.
This takes place during TMNT 2012 Season 4, when the group is in space (duh). This AU deals with very difficult topics, especially when regarding how I feel about a certain character from the 2012 series *cough* April *cough* and how she was handled, especially with her relationship to other characters, especially when one of the characters canonically died on screen from her hand.
Basically, this is a “What-If” scenario with a lot of angst, but also a fun found family story surrounding our lovely pirate crew, as well as a fun twist that is revealed at the end of the first chapter and will be explained more throughout the fic.
Again, I know this seems like it would be a crack fic, but it is taken seriously and I am actually taking this story seriously. To be honest, if this story wasn’t so rooted in the story of TMNT 2012 season 4, I would likely take this and make it its own thing. However, I do hope people do give this fic a shot (unless any of the topics I mentioned at the very top of this post make you uncomfortable, in which case I am perfectly fine with you skipping this one for your own mental health).
So… yeah. This is not a crack fic. It’s just me telling a story with a bunch of different characters from different continuities as if they’re all from the same one.
#my writing#smg4#tmnt 2012#babqftim#borderlands#inspired by firefly#ocs#cry of fear#contains background SMG34#tw abuse#tw sa mention#tw blood#tw abandonment#tw child neglect#tw child abuse#tw emotional abuse#tw sui talk#major character death#tw sex work#tw sex mention#tw murder#kind of crackship type background relationships#background oc x canon#quest cuphead x 2012 Donnie#it makes sense in the context of the fic don’t worry#implied apriltello exes#kind of…#it makes sense when you read it I swear
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⏤ Introducing ELIZABETH BEAUFORT. Word on the street is they are a STRIPPER / MODEL, having been around for 4 YEARS. Though they are OBSESSIVE and COMPULSIVE, they can also be OPEN MINDED and GENEROUS. In the chaos of New York City, they’re sure to fit right in.
— BASICS
Name: elizabeth "lux" louise beaufort
Nickname(s): "lux" ( preferred nickname and stage name ), "liz, lizzie" ( family members only )
Age / D.O.B.: 30, July, 2nd 1994.
Gender, Pronouns & Sexuality: Female, she / her, heterosexual.
Hometown: Sydney, Australia
Affiliation: Civilian
Job position: retired Stripper @ GF / artist / performer/ model ( temporarily unemployed )
Education: Dropped out the second year of Arts and Media
Relationship status: dating Alexander Calder.
Children: 2 ( twins, beau and lilou age 2 ) + ( 2 in the oven )
Positive traits: (5) open mind, kind, patient, flexible, resilient
Negative traits: (5) obsessive, compulsive, impulsive, enigmatic, awkward
Personality: INFP mediator
Height: 1,68m / 5'6" ft
— BIOGRAPHY
TRIGGER WARNINGS: murder, death, child abandonment
What happens when a French gardener Claude and a socialite divorced Estella became lovers? This is how Elizabeth came to the world. She was born in Australia, Sydney. Her grandparents by her mother side, wasn't thrilled with the news. But they tried to make it, their romance and their little family. At the age of 5, Elizabeth and her parents moved to U.S. seeking for the 'American dream'.
Arriving in the States, they tried to adapt to the new life, but Estella wasn't very happy. She misses her old life in Australia where she had everything and there had to battle to get her things. Eventually, the fights became constant, and Claude tried everything to fix it, although he didn't have the budget to give what his wife wanted.
When Elizabeth was 6 years old, her mother said she was going on a trip and would back. And she never back. She abandoned her, and her father. A few years later he signed the divorce paper she requested.
Years and years later, she met a guy named Jack, and the pair quickly became infatuated and rushed to a wedding (both needed money). He was a mechanic, and she wished to become an interior designer one day.
A tragedy of destiny came when her husband was brutally murdered, a few days before the twins were born. The killer mistook him with somebody else. He wasn't the target. After the death of her husband, it was hard to raise her children and she felt bad for all the effort her father was making for her, and his grandchildren. She did a lot of odd jobs to help her children and her father as well, this is when she met someone, who suggested her work in a club that was looking for new strippers and paid well.
She went to get information and decided to give it a shot. It was the fastest way to get money and paid well. At home, people are unaware of what she does for work, and she would rather things be kept this way. Her father helps her with the twins.
⏤ TLDR // TRIVIA HC
her mother abandoned her when she was a child.
her husband was murdered by mistake.
mother of two (twins) a boy and a girl named lilou, and beau, age 2.
her father helps her with the grandchildren
did a lot of odd jobs and still does some odd jobs
her twins are colorblind and both have heterochromia in their left eyes.
her father knows she is a stripper but he pretends he does not know it, and she pretends to her father that she does not work as a stripper either.
the twins aren't biological children from her late husband.
she still wishes to be an interior designer or work with media or have her own drink company.
— WANTED CONNECTIONS:
TUTOR. There were moments her father wasn't exactly fittable to take care of her, so this character probably was bestie of her father, and decided to take her under the wings when things get ugly in her household.
UNLIKELY FRIENDS: She is the rain of sunshine to y/m.
— TAKEN CONNECTIONS:
Acquainted: Tristan, Flynn
Close friends: Izara
Childhood friends: Beth
Clients: Hans
Her late husband's friends: Jack, Izara, Ric
Co-worker / Boss: Via
Parents friends: Korra
Ride and Die: Ric
Twins' Father: Alexander Calder.
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do you ever experience a wild moment of sudden empathy for everyone in the world. like yeah i knew a guy who bullied people a lot, and who i really used to hate, but then i found out he got beaten by his stepdad and watched his sister die a horrible and graphic death first-hand, and suddenly the hate didn't come so easy. yeah i knew a girl who abused me for the better half of my life, but looking back, she also definitely had no one in the world who loved her, including her own family. my issues with her are a lot more personal, but i just don't have it in me to really loathe her the way i once did. i've never had a good relationship with my father, but he never had a parent worth looking up to. and i'm not saying any of that trauma excuses being a horrible human being, and i'm not saying you have to forgive everyone who ever wronged you, or even really that you should.
but i guess i'm saying maybe i forgive the people who wronged me.
#dear diary#diary#diary entry#digital diary#girlblogging#coquette girl#female insanity#femcore#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#tw abuse mention#tw abuse#tw child abuse#tw child death#tw childhood trauma#tw family issues#tw child neglect#tw child loss#tw child harm#tw child abandonment#tw physical abuse#tw physical violence#tw physical harm#tw emotional abuse#tw psychological abuse#tw bullying#cw bullying
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Could you share some tsau hashirama hcs :*
Former Judo champion and model (he still gets modeling offers, but he’s enjoying his retirement)
Ultimate golden retriever with a side of dramatic flare
Passionate lover and friend. Adventures are always calling his name~
But, a quick rewind into his past!
He met Madara in middle school and the two quickly became inseparable
He was much more peaceful than Madara and often deescalated confrontations when others would try to press for a fight
The two would often pull pranks, steal Tajima’s car for joy rides, and go to the lake to hang out and talk about their lives
He helped his little brothers any way he could in school and getting out of trouble with their father, who was more of a commander than a dad
But none of that matter. in the school and his father’s eyes, he was a delinquent who had luck on his side because of his associations and slacker behavior
Something Madara laughed at, because Hashirama was too soft for his own good considering he was already 8 years deep in his Judo training
By the time he was in highschool, he was acing test, breaking dress code, and skipping classes to hang out with his friends
That’s how he met a friend of a friend that turned his life upside down. She was blonde, gorgeous, and made him feel special. Which of course made him skip even more classes
It got to the point that the class president, Mito, ended up scolding him about his behavior even more than she did Madara
Side note: he absolutely had a crush on Mito since starting highschool, but they always seemed to be more enemies than even friends
Madara was nice enough to get her to take a picture with him for Hashirama. And Hashirama cherishes it
reality didn’t hit him until his gf came to his house and told him she was pregnant. They both got yelled at by his father, but Hashirama was sure he could find a job and make things work
And he did find a job and started saving what he could
Everything seemed fine. She withdrew from a school to homeschool and also work a bit. Hashirama made sure to visit her everyday too
Keeping his worry to himself, he just reassured her that they’ll be okay if they just try
He was heartbroken when she called things off and even more devastated when she refused to see him when he came by
And completely crushed when he answered the door to find his child and a note stating she was leaving Tsunade where she belongs and will not be back.
Her family completely skipped town and no one knew where they went
His parents were livid, with his father wanting to throw him out, but his mother and brothers took to their new addition quickly and voted for Hashirama and Tsunade to stay
Even tobirama would smile about her little coos
Madara bought her a crib, diapers, and some formula. He even offered him a spot amongst the Uchiha as a way of getting his own money.
He loved his daughter and wanted to be a good father to her and if that meant he had to drop out and work for Tajima, he would.
He was shocked when Mito came to his house to visit, then he remembered she was the class president and he’d been skipping school for awhile now.
He was ready for one of her lectures, but she simply asked if he needed help. She heard a rumor Madara was offering him a “deal”, but.. he had real promise and he shouldn’t throw that away when Tsunade was counting on him.
So get his ass back in school and keep training. It’s a little boring not having her rival to beat in scores.
She even offered to watch Tsunade on her days off. Turns out she lived alone and didn’t do much outside of work, crochet, and study herself.
Its thanks to her that he ended up getting a better part time job at the same store as her to help provide for his daughter without the risk of jail time
Mito’s cramped little studio apartment became Hashirama (and Madara’s) new hangout spot as the three grew closer
Seeing them bond with Tsunade was so special to him and sometimes funny. Especially when they’d argue about who was Tsunade’s favorite
They also got the good girl to let her hair down a little and all made out for a bit before she kicked them out for talking dirty to her
It was Madara but Hashirama was guilty by association, so he had to go to that day. They apologized and things went back to normal
It’s thanks to them both that he graduated
Started doing some lucrative modeling after he was scouted
Became a Judo champ
Got him and Tsunade their own little place
And finally asked Mito out over ice cream she said yes. He then tried to ask her to marry him and was told they need to take it one step at a time 💀
As a dad, he spoiled Tsunade since she was born and encouraged her to stick up for herself but if she couldn’t, she can always tell him, Madara, or Mito and they’ll handle it for her
He was also very excited when they were expecting and got Tsunade super excited too
He was devastated when he realized Tsunade had a first crush and even worse when Nawaki was caught kissing some other kid at school. Do they not know what he went through? He just wanted them to stay innocent forever. Why are these kids so fast 🥲
Tsunade was so independent and bold. He made a lot of mistakes when he was first starting out as a dad, but he made up for that with affection, quality time, and shopping sprees.
He encouraged Nawaki’s kindness and bravery. If Nawaki had a game, he was there. If he had a debate, he was there. He never missed a chance to root for his little guy
He’d always wanted to travel a bit and Mito gave him the go ahead to do so. The kids were older and she was working on her next novel. If she needed help, she’d just call Madara like always. No problem.
He was happy when Mito said she was expecting and it was Madara’s. The three of them had been a thing for a long time now and he did encourage them to have phone sex with him quite a few nights while he was out of the country.
He also knows Madara feels a bit jealous and can feel like he’s far from their thoughts /life at times, so he was sure it would make him really happy too.
Welcoming Michi was a new experience for Hashirama. She was his daughter, but also Madara’s flesh and blood. She was the first kid he had that Tobirama didn’t take to immediately and Madara made sure their home had everything and more a princess could need
They even got a new and bigger house with a live bodyguard Hashirama and Mito didn’t think it was necessary, but Madara insisted
He treats Michi just like his other kids and made sure to be present for all her big moments too
Made Tsunade take hundreds of pictures when she graduated with her medical degree holding back tears
Cheered a little too loud if you ask Madara for Nawaki graduating the police academy
Cried at Michi’s wedding because she was just “a baby” and he doesn’t know Neji well enough to fully trust him with his baby girl
In his older years, he prefers relaxing in the same room as Mito (and Madara) while she types
Trying new recipes he finds on the internet with Kawarama and Itama they force Tobirama to FaceTime and try the recipes with them.
Doing barbecues once a month with the “kids”
Dancing with Mito to some of their favorite songs with some good wine
Also he can smack her butt freely because they’re empty nesters
Getting spoiled at Madara’s no because madara has everything at his house. EVERYTHING. It’s basically a local vacation for them.
Sleeping in because he knows he can now
And reminiscing about all the fun and mishaps he’s had in life with his friends and family
#ask#tw suggestive#tw child abandonment#tw pregnancy mention#tsau: senju hashirama#my art#tsau: uzumaki mito#tsau: uchiha madara#he still has that picture
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I KNOW I'M LATE BUT I SAW PARENT TALK AND YOU KNOW I ALWAYS GOTTA TALK ABOUT ROSA'S PARENTS
Long story short
Rosa's father abandoned Rosa's mother cause he wasn't ready for a commitment/family. Rosa's mother was super devoted and heartbroken, turned that devotion to Team Plasma. Rosa was born into Team Plasma. Rosa's mother came to resent and hate Rosa, often trying then once succedding in abandoning Rosa. Rosa loves her mother but never knew her father.
Rosa's mother(Wynona) and father(Adone) were a short term fling, Wynona wanted it to be a much longer more serious thing. She was fully prepared to devote herself to Adone and start a family with him. But Adone didn't want that kind of commitment and left Wynona upon realizing she was pregnant. This devastated Wynona who had ran away from her family for Adone and was now without any sort of support system.
Wynona blamed Rosa for Adone abandoning her but wanted to keep Rosa in case Adone ever came back. So they could be a proper family. However a few weeks after Adone's abandonment Wynona met a Team Plasma recruiter who offered her community and a support system that Wynona felt she had never had before. Wynona jumped at the opportunity. Wynona was given a home in the Team Plasma commune and Rosa was born in the commune.
Now that Wynona had a community and "support" system she grew paranoid that Rosa was going to make the commune abandon her. So repeatedly Wynona attempted to abandon Rosa either in a city or in the woods. However each time another Plasma member would find Rosa and return her to Wynona or Rosa herself would find her way back to Wynona. Over time Wynona began to resent Rosa more and more for this.
Wynona finally managed to get rid of Rosa by leaving her in an abandoned house in Aspertia City upon the disbanding of the original Team Plasma. Wynona had heard rumors of another faction of Team Plasma that still existed and was focused on joining that faction without the threat of Rosa by her side. By this time she was fully devoted to Ghetsis.
Rosa loved, still loves, her mom more then most anything else. She waited in Aspertia City for years for her mom to return. When she finally began to realize her mom might not be coming back she decided to find N, reform Team Plasma, find her mother and bring her family back together. What she didn't expect was for her entire world view to change or to discover how much her mother hated her.
Throughout Rosa's journey she ran into her mom three separate times. Each time Wynona threatened her, told her to stay away. Two times Wynona actually attacked her and on the final time Wynona would have killed her had Rosa's friends not shown up.
Wynona was arrested by Interpol for her terrorist activity within Neo Plasma. She is currently held in a high security prison by Interpol. Rosa still visits her often, Rosa still loves her very, very much. Sadly Wynona's hatred and resentment for her child has only grown over the years.
Upon Rosa's visits she refuses to speak with Rosa or even look at Rosa. Often times she won't even come out of her room for visiting hours. Only doing so if made to do so. If she had it her way she'd make sure she never saw Rosa again.
#❃ headcanons ❃#abandonment w#child neglect tw#child abuse tw#cult mention tw#violence tw#ask to tag#((Rosa's mother turned Rosa into a self fulfilling prophecy#thx for coming to my ted talk))
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WHO: Eagan (@endlessreruns) and Knightley SUMMARY: Knightley breaks the news to Eagan about Howl and they react as well as can be expected. TW: Violence, panic attacks, child abandonment mention
Knightley had rolled his sleeves off, having gotten most of the water off his arms but he still had a few red splotches scattered on them. He'd debated stopping by the clinic to get some ointment from Zarina, but the pain was manageable and he needed to talk to Eagan. Knocking on her door he ran a hand through his hair, "Hello, the pain medication still working well?" he asked when she opened the door.
"oh yeah it's-" Eagan paused as she caught a look at the red splotches "did you need some of that stuff Z made for that?" she asked as she stepped aside for him to come in. There was plenty to spare.
Knightley had been watching the way Eagan move, about to ask how they were feeling before pausing. "I wouldn't say no if you still had some," he said following them in. "I did need to speak to you, if you have a minute. I had a…chat with Howl today."
"oh that fuck? What about?" Eagan asked curiously as she moved to grab the jar from where they'd been storing it. "Here" she said upon her return and holding it out for him to take. There was still some, but it was clear plenty had been used already.
Knightley took the jar with a grateful nod, using barely enough to cover the marks mostly to keep others from worrying. He was looking at his arms as he spoke, "You. I asked what happened to his face and he had a whole rant against you," he said glancing up at her. "And your mother," he added, "Even called you a quote little bitch wolf." There's not many but looking at Eagan he can see the similarities gauging their reaction.
Eagan didn't care much that Howl had ranted about her. She didn't care much when anyone did, but then Knightley mentioned he'd said something about their mother again and her fingers curled into her palms creating a fist and a half down at her sides. The next bit of information caught her by surprise though. "Where would he get that from?"
While he hadn't felt particularly guilty for what he'd done, Knightley felt more satisfied based on Eagan's reaction. By now he might as well be direct with it, for both their sakes. "From being there when you were born considering he's your father…well biologically that is," he said, "He confirmed it when I realized and confronted him."
"No" Eagan shook her head. "I know who my biological or whatever dad is and he's dead. Has been for over twenty years"
Knightley briefly grimaces, "He said he signed his rights away," he said keeping voice even, "That he was called about you twice." He'd thought it over on the way, once for Eagan's parents and another for their grandparents more than likely.
"no" Eagan shook her head once again. "No, no, no. That's - " a hand moved to push up through her hair. "no"
Ah there's the guilt, Knightley thinks idly. "You said it felt like he knew you..," trailing off, debating what to say for a moment, "Look biology aside, this just explains his comments, but it doesn't mean he has any claim over you or that you have to acknowledge him at all."
Eagan shook her head again, this time not saying anything as she began pacing some about the room. It was followed by a sudden scream, an almost guttural "Fuuuuuuuuuuuck" as her fist connected with the closest wall. Again and again and again.
If he was anyone else, Knightley might have jumped when she screamed. The grimace is back when he notes which hand they're using to punch. Moving over to them, he knows he should grab her but she doesn't like touch 90% percent of the time. Instead putting his own hand on the wall to catch their fist, wincing more from the feel of liquid in his hand, knows they've likely started bleeding. "Eagan…," he wants to ask them to talk but that's unhelpful so instead opts to say they only thing he can offer right now, "I shoved him down a flight of stairs."
Eagan clenched her jaw as a punch landed, hitting against flesh instead of the solidness of the wall. "is he dead?" The words come out before she can even register them
Knightley bit back a sigh and slowly shook his head. "No he's not…I wouldn't have done that without your knowledge," he admits, "Do you want him to be?"
"I don't know." Eagan wasn't sure what she wanted or even what she was feeling. Not really. It was all just so much at once. "what did I do?" they asked running her hand through her hair again, getting some blood in the brunette strands. "what did - why didn't - why didn't he wan-" Eagan had been shaking her head as she spoke but didn't finish.
"Little Wolf," Knightley said softly, partly to get their focus back and partly because he needs to have that back. The brief flash of anger is there over Howl trying to have even that small bit of control over Eagan. "From what you've told me, you couldn't have been more than a baby. You didn't do anything, he's the one who left," his tone firm as he looks at her, "He's the one who missed out."
The use of the nickname brings her attention back to Knightley. "Then why did he fucking care enough to do this?" Eagan asked, gesturing to her face. It's not the only physical evidence of whatever Howl had against her, but it is the most visible.
"I don't know, he seemed impulsive and petty," Knightley replied. Looking at her face has his hands twitch at his sides, slowly curling into fists. "Most things we'd have to ask him, which if that's what you want we can arrange. I'm just not sure you'll like any answer he gives."
Impulsive and petty. Both traits Eagan had inherited to varying degrees. The man owed her answers. Not just for her but for her mom, but at the same time Eagan didn't want to see this man again if they could help it. For a moment nothing was said again, as she went back to pacing frustratingly, and eventually grabbed hold of an empty glass that hadn't made its way back to the kitchen and chucking it at the wall opposite of Knightley, watching as it smashed and shattered against the wall.
Knightley stayed silent watching them pace back and forth through the kitchen and living room. He'd moved to grab a first aid kit from a kitchen cabinet, glancing back when the glass hit the wall. His eyes flickered down to the glass on the floor before back at Eagan. Going back to the kitchen he came back out and held out another glass towards her.
Eagan didn't even hesitate to take the second glass and repeat the motion. Throwing it at the same wall, this time letting out another frustrated cry. One to rival the one that had been released before she'd begun punching the wall.
There was a small part of Knightley that almost wishes he hadn't told them. Wondering if Eagan would have been better off living in ignorance. "Do you want Mo here tonight or should I have him over?" he questioned keeping his tone even, one of them needed to stay level headed.
"yes. No. Ye- I don't - " Eagan shook her head, her chest starting to move up and down in a rapid manner as she felt her chest start to tighten and her hand moved up to grab at her shirt. "I can- I can't-" Eagan inhaled a sharp, struggled breath.
As much as he wasn't sure, Knightley moved closer, putting a hand lightly on her arm. "Take a breath and hold it," he said making his own breathing more obvious, "You're not alone with this, I'm only leaving if you ask me to."
Eagan did as Knightley said, taking a deep breath and then holding it there. Repeating the way the other was breathing. "I'll - I'll be fine" she said slowly between breaths. "You don't. have to stay"
"I might not have to," Knightley replied still keeping his breathing obvious. "But I want to," he said earnestly, letting out a small sigh he moved his hand to the back of Eagan's neck. Brushing his thumb along their hair, "Like I said, not leaving you alone little wolf. You're still one of my priorities."
"I shouldn't be this way, right?" Eagan asked looking at Knightley "about this. About him. I shouldn't care. He didnt. Doesnt. Why should I?"
Knightley was still brushing their hair, waiting for them to pull back if they needed to. "Because as much as we want want to act indifferent, we all want approval," he said, hesitating before giving a small shrug. "You're aware of what my uncle tried to do…I shouldn't miss him, but there are days where I do…You can care and hate him at the same time."
Eagan swallowed. Not wanting to think that she wanted his approval. Before now she hadn't even known that the man they thought was their biological father wasn't. Before the day at the art festival hadn't known Howl even existed. "Do I look like him?" She asked after a moment
For a brief second Knightley thought about how much Jaiden had asked the same thing. Tilting his head and looking at her, he slowly shook his head. "If you want my honest opinion, you have a similar jawline and nose shape, but overall I'd say no. I never met her but I assume you take more after your mother, which I'm grateful for."
"can you fix those? I know if you break your nose it doesn't always look the same after."
Knightley blinked before giving their neck a squeeze. "To be fair you might've broken his, and if you didn't I have no qualms over changing his nose shape over yours."
"Really?" Eagan asked, there's a slight laugh in her voice as she did. "Good he deserves it."
A grin tugged at Knightley's lips and he dropped his hand off them, shaking his head with an amused huff. "He was also complaining about it," he said, "Not sure the fall down the stairs was any help with that."
She smiled as another slight laugh came out. Eagan took in a deep breath and then released "sorry about all this. For being like this" she apologized
Knightley tilted his head again brow furrowing, his eyes flickered to the kitchen then back to them. "As much as I enjoy our talks of microwaves and babies, I do also just enjoy your company," letting out his own slow breath, "I don't like seeing you upset or hurt, if I'm able to do anything to help when that happens, I want to."
"You don't have to, but can you stay til Mo gets back?" Eagan asked after a moment. Her eyes then went to the floor where the broken glass was "I should probably clean that up too, huh?"
"I can do that," Knightley agreed before also glancing at the glass. "How about you sit for a second, just let me get it this time, alright?"
"oh umm yeah okay" Eagan nodded "there's a broom and pan in the food closet in the kitchen"
Knightley managed to keep the surprise off his face when they agreed, letting them sit before going about cleaning the glass. "Sure you'll be fine with just Mo tonight?"
"yeah I'll be fine" Eagan nodded "you really don't need to worry about me so much, Knightley"
Knightley was dusting off their hands and tilted his head at them. "To be honest I'm not use to worrying about someone the way I do about you, if I'm ever being overbearing about it just let me know."
Eagan gave a nod to let him know that she understood and that she would let him know if and when that occurred. "If you're hungry there's some stuff in the kitchen that you can just eat without having to cook or whatever"
Knightley gave his own nod and even if they hadn't asked for anything as well, still made food for them both to eat while they waited for Mo to come home after work.
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— BASICS
Name: Alexis Hartwood Age / D.O.B.: 29/ 12.1.1994 Gender, Pronouns & Sexuality: Cis woman, She/Her, & Pansexual Hometown: Miami, Florida Affiliation: Civilian Job position: Singer/Actress Education: Criminal Justice Degree Relationship status: Single Children: 0 Positive traits: ( kind, ambitious, adventurous, confident, uplifting) Negative traits: ( brazen, impulsive, jealousy, slightly materialistic, temperamental )
— BIOGRAPHY
child abandonment tw, drug use tw, knives tw,
Alexis is her actual name, but she goes by Lexi. She was born to a fairly normal family, with fairly normal lives, but she possessed a very unusual gift. From a young age, she discovered that she loved to sing, not only that, but she was also very good at holding a tune.
Her father went out for 'a pack of smokes' one night when she was eight, and she never did see him again. Alexis was sad for a long time after he left, but she also very quickly began to take after her mom. Her mom never faltered in front of her, in fact, she got stronger than ever and even pushed for Alexis to continue to sing. She would work two jobs and doubles constantly to pay for her daughter's music lessons, and in return, Alexis did everything she needed to succeed. Her grades were nothing short of perfect, she was actually a very bright young lady, she didn't let herself get distracted when it came to her music, and she kept out of trouble as much as possible. She wasn't a saint, per say, but she was good at covering her tracks.
Alexis grew up a very social butterfly. She made friends anywhere she went, though she kept most of them at arm's length. The only person she truly trusted growing up was her cousin Elizabeth. Elizabeth was the only one to know her secrets, her dreams of being a singer, saw her struggle between pretending to be okay with every day her father remained absent to the way she sometimes didn't sleep for days because of her busy schedule. And she was around when Lexi tried drugs for the first time, during a party she had snuck out for. Needless to say, Alexis has always had a spirit that craved more than what the world was trying to feed her. She knew she was meant for more, and she stopped at nothing to achieve it.
It was only when she landed a gig at a very fancy hotel, at the age of nineteen, that her big break finally came. This is what she did for a couple of years. Hang around the wealthy enough, so long as you've got something to offer, you're bound to get somewhere eventually. She was discovered during one of her shows, and the rest became history. Of course, her mother was there to make sure her daughter got the best deal during the negotiation process and Alexis found herself singing a five-album deal.
The moment she could, Alexis used her newfound money to help her mother. They moved to Los Angeles, and Alexis became Lexi Hartwood. She went on to work in some small projects, featuring her voice in songs by bigger artists, writing her own music, and putting in hours upon hours in the studio. As she began to grow in Hollywood, so did her circle of friends. She appreciated the fine things money could buy you and she didn't really care what other's thought because of that.
She's currently residing in NYC, has been for a little bit now, and working on her next upcoming album.
Headcanons:
Lola is her ex-girlfriend. They were inseparable, until life took over. She cares deeply about Lola and she would absolutely come after anyone who even looked at her wrong. There is a lot of unfinished business there and it causes a lot headbutting these days whenever they are around each other a little too long.
She has an obsession with knives. If you ask, she will happily show you. From pretty ones with pink rhinestones, heart shaped gems, to ones that have the blades designed like butterflies. She has a nice collection, and often carries one on her at all times.
She can come off very brazen to people, but she honestly means well. There is a heart underneath all of the walls she puts up.
Sebastian and Vanja are some of her favorite people in the world. Seb does her nails, while Vanja styles her hair. She's obsessed with their little gossip sessions and always looks forward to her appointments at the shop. She will always bring a bottle for them to all enjoy while she fills them in on all the dirty secrets of her Hollywood friends.
She loves horror movies, and fantasy. She's obsessed with LOTR and Ghostface.
She's a party girl and is always looking to just have a good time.
Pintrest for more vibes.
— WANTED CONNECTIONS / PLOTS
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Baby Eclipse: Uppie. Daddy, uppie.
Kill Code Moon: Ew, no.
Baby Eclipse: Daddy?
Kill Code Moon: No.
Baby Eclipse: *grabs for Harvest Moon and Blood Moon* Bud? Bes?
The Twins: *fight over who gets to hold him first*
Blood Moon: He said my name first!
Harvest Moon: He’s reaching for me!
Baby Eclipse: *giggling at his brothers*
#five nights at freddy's#fnaf#sun and moon show#sams#baby eclipse#fnaf eclipse#kill code moon#fnaf bloodmoon#fnaf harvest moon#incorrect sun and moon show quotes#incorrect sams quotes#incorrect fnaf quotes#incorrect quotes#source: my brain#aka my missing midnight post#from october 22#tw child abandonment mention
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