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Daddy issues | “and if you were my little girl, I’d do whatever I could do…”
cw: 18+ MDNI, 4.1k words (omfg), smut with plot, meanie!simon (he’s a crazy, asshole), Daddy kink out the fuckin wazoo, daddy issues (obvi), dd/lg dynamics, mentions of abuse, sexualization of ‘pa, kiddo’ (truly a case of if you hate it just scroll), oral (f receiving), dacryphilia, creampie, full nelson, age gap (reader mid-late 20s, Simon early-mid 30s), no use of y/n (I use [+]).
a/n: obviously influenced by daddy issues by the neighborhood (I know it’s not about this at all, take it up with god), also by take you down by sza :3
You weren’t used to being this needy in your entire life.
You swore you didn’t need anyone, let alone Ghost Riley. You’d been repetitively normal in all your past relationships.
But he’d run through your mind like the Flash going back in time— the older man ruined some of the circuits in your brain.
You’d two gotten into an argument, shocker, but this time over how you were acting. The usually chilled out girl who Ghost would call when he wanted to see his little kitten purr, was now desperate for every little bit of his attention. The blonde despised every bit of it.
“You’re bein fuckin greedy.” He told you, walking away from where you stood after you told you’d wanted to stay over again for another week. Of course, you easily followed right behind, attempting to match his long stride. You never could.
“By wanting to be with you? Aren’t boyfriends supposed to want to see their girlfriends? Supposed to spend time together? There are probably a million girls and guys with sweet boyfriends—“
“—Do I look like one of those buddy buddy, pretty boys you like to fuck to you, [+]?” He turned on his heal, luckily you didn’t crash into his chest like you usually did. His voice was ice cold, “Answer me.”
“No sir.” You mumbled, the air was thick, tightly wrapping around your vocal cords.
“Then why the hell are you bein so damn needy? I told you, I won’t give you all my attention. I’ve got my own shit to take care of and you want me to, what? Hold you on my fuckin hip like a baby?” Well, hey— “Stop bein a damn brat and get the fuck out my face.”
“ ‘M not askin you to take care of me Si, but, I just want-“
“—Cut the shit [+]. You’re pissin me off, why can’t you just fuckin listen? I hate the clingy, desperate shit, get it out of your damn head and get it out of my fuckin house.” He stormed off into one of the bedrooms with a slam of the door.
Simon never had to tell you when he was kicking you out. You’d always go on your own.
He swore if he saw you and you were still stuck on the idea that you had to cling to him, he was gonna rip you a new one.
Did you take him serious?
On a good day, never.
You’d be stuck thinking about how good he looked, blonde hair a mess, veins popping out his neck and his arms, large muscles flexing, face screwed up towards you— you’d lick up all the poison he’d spewed to you over and over. It’s funny, at times like that you’d just wanted to know, if he’d fuck all his anger into you? Maybe you’d cum so many times just from finger fucking you, you’d be a babbling mess, begging for more—
Delusional.
Maybe when he was actually angry with you, not when Ghost was aggravated to the point he didnt want to physically see you.
And at the absolute worst of times, you’d trusted his words. You stayed away for a couple weeks just as you were told because you so desperately wanted to be told how good you were when you got that call. How you weren’t a needy bitch, but the prettiest & smartest girl he’d ever been with.
And of course you could’ve heard those simple words from anyone in a ten mile radius, ask your online followers for a few complements and you would’ve gotten them like clockwork. But you needed to hear it from that meanie.
Did you have a praise kink? Perhaps.
Did you need men’s approval to live? God forbid.
You just wanted Ghosts approval. His rough hands from those long days of being in action to touch your body, the playful head pats you swore you hated it cause it messed up your hair, a good smack to the ass as praise when he instructed you on how to change a car tire, fat fingers trailing your back as you sat in his lap, reading those books you loved a loud. Gruff voice praising after you had such an amazing day at work— as if you’d been the one to align everything so it could all work in your favor. ‘Good job doll, you’re doin well for yourself.”
Those underlying daddy issues would tear themselves out of you— like some junkie, you craved to hear his praises, feel it on your skin. It tingled the ivory inside you like a piano.
You tried taking your mind off it, throwing yourself into work, hanging out with your friends, doing a stream or two just to see if anyone showed up, get your mind straight so you wouldn’t be so dependent.
But giving a stray attention then yanking it away would be plain rude.
Your brain was in turmoil, front of your brain started to thunk, thunk, thunk from how much you were over thinking. To top it off, your father had called you just as you’d gotten done having lunch with some friends.
It’d be a long fucking night.
“No, I'm not moving back to the US just so I can be married off to someone stranger. Are you crazy?” You practically shrieked once you’d heard your stupid father on the other side of the call. No ‘hello,’ ‘how are you?’ ‘It’s been a while’ just straight bullshit.
Something about an arranged marriage with the son of a businessman he was trying to partner with. You wanted to punch him square in his jaw— ooooh calm down. You were okay. It’s perfectly fine.
“It’s for the betterment of your future, [+]. Why am I the only one who cares about that? You can’t go playing around with dogs all day—“
“I have serious clients dad, famous ones. Rich one’s. I’m not grooming dogs for nothing, even talked about opening my own place.” You tried. It was your dream, something not even your boss knew about. But Simon knew, in fact, he was the one who pushed you the most about really chasing after what you wanted. He had the most faith in you, and you yearned to hear him reassure you right now. Even if it was just him saying, ��dont let those cunts get in your head, you’re my smart girl, aren’t ya? You know best.’
You would’ve killed to hear that right now.
Your father chastised, “A little grooming license isn’t a bachelors degree, is it?”
Oh. You blinked. He always had to take it there when he couldn’t get his way, because everything needed to go your father’s way or no one could be happy. You wiped your hand over your face in frustration, huffing as you continued on to your apartment, tuning out whatever the man was saying with ‘mmhm’.
Like a knight in shining armor but the opposing enemy, there the skull mask wearing man sat in his big black truck right in front of your apartment building. Simon didn’t even have to say anything when he caught your brown eyes, just motioned his head. ‘Come.’
Did he have to tell you twice?
You climbed in the car, heart pounding, not even listening to the words that were coming from the other side of the line because someone ten times more important had showed up.
“Where’ve you been?” He’d filled the cars silence in a hushed tone. Just enough so you could hear but your father couldn’t.
You fumbled around with your purse, looking at anything you could but the man beside you, “…You told me not to come over.”
“And you actually listened?” Simon griminced, eyebrow raised at you as he continued to drive.
Because usually, you’d show up even if you were the one who was mad. Ignoring him like he did you, even if you two were in the same space but you were still together. He’d still pull you in his arms, rubbing his head in the crevice of your neck because you were so damn cute with those eyebrows furrowed and pout.
“I didn’t wanna make you more upset this time.” You wanted to hide yourself but that truck left no room for it.
Well that didn’t work, did it? It just made him more annoyed. To the point Price had to tell him to ease up on the lower ranked soldiers during training. Even if he did push you away, you were a boomerang, always finding your way back to the older brute— a constant. You were a stray cat that would brush into Simon each time he gave you a little attention, a little food, a little love. And he liked it, his cute little thing that would ease his mind from everything even if you were a little annoying. Something to care for.
Like, a puppy? A kitten? No, more. Girlfriend? Of course. A step down to hell. His baby girl. His baby—
Before Simon could get another word out, the rambling from your phone the both of you were ignoring turned into yelling. His hand gripped the wheel with a scuff. Simon hated your father to say the very least, an annoying, prude that man was. He had a nasty habit of calling you and spewing utter bullshit in your ear, critiquing every little one of your life choices even though he didn’t raise you, didn’t pay for anything— he was just another entitled sperm donor. Simon had to tell you to hang up different times because he couldn’t stand someone talking to you like that.
It took Simon back to his own father, that abusive, psychopathic prick. Didn’t know what the hell he was doing with him and his younger brother, fucker always was on ballistic shit. Throwing things against the wall, putting his hands on anyone in that God forsaken house that breathed wrong, drinking non stop and the goddamn yelling. He didn’t want that for you— didn’t want to end up like that bastard. Simon cared about you too much, he wouldn’t let that happen. So in his fucked up way of caring, he’d push you away. Saying anything that came to mind, only meaning 61% what he actually said.
But that proved to be a new dead end.
Which led to a new resolution: he’d fix whatever issue went on in his head and keep you if it meant not having to see you very clearly, shut yourself down to cope or having to hear your annoying father talking down on you like an imbecile.
Ghost’s own head was reeling— he would never let anyone talk to you like you were an idiot. Couldn’t even imagine it. Yes, you were a little agitating, a little fucking dumb— but that was fixable. Nothing Daddy couldn’t fix. And if you trip and fall on your mistakes, the older man was right there to catch you. He’d refix your problems a thousand times over if he had to, why? Because he adored you to pieces.
But you weren’t an idiot, you can’t fix inherent incompetence.
His princess wasn’t incompetent.
That’s why every fuckin time you were on the phone with your father, which was already rare, he wanted to shove his booted foot right the man’s ass. Sew his asshole shut and keep feeding him, and feeding him, and feeding him. Water board the guy and show everyone how he was the fuckin embarrassment and not his sweet precious daughter—
Simon would try to hold whatever anger was festering this time because you, for your mothers sake, were trying to fix the relationship you didn’t break.
He was off the rocker, yes, but he’d get the shit together. Quick. Somehow. For you.
Be good, good, be good, be good—
“—And I bet you’re still fucking around with that ass aren’t you, [+]? You can be such a fucking idiot, it’s time to grow the hell up-“
You weren’t a fucking idiot. Never. If Simon didn’t call you that, what made anyone think they had the right to?
He didn’t hesitate to snatch the phone out of your hands, “—Are you out of your fuckin mind!?”
His voice boomed, filling the car, not even your father was talking anymore. The only sound that could be heard was the engine and the tires rolling on the pavement.
“Ya don’t say shit to your own kid for a decade but now you think you can run her life because you got some money in your pocket? Money you haven’t even spent a single pound on her—“ there was a quick muffled noise from the other side of the phone but Ghost was faster, “I’m disrespectful!? I wish I gave a shit about what you think of me or what I’m doin with your fuckin daughter. She’s with me for good reason.”
“—The next time you call you’d better have one foot in the grave or I’m gonna find you and make sure you do my fuckin self.” The blonde pressed the red button on the screen, a few more taps to block the man who, the blonde man had decided, wouldn’t be in your life.
After putting your phone in your lap, his hand immediately went to the back of your neck and letting out a deep breath, rubbing the baby hairs with his thumb. Soothing you. You saw Simon mouth move but you didn’t hear what came out of it. It was like your ears were shot just for a second, your heart beating loudly, you had wrapped yourself in a daze whenever you’d talk to your father and this had to be the first time someone not only yanked you out of it, but fully and undoubtedly protected you.
“Kid.” he barked, more profound.
Your big brown eyes snapped over to him, your brain finally catching up to what was happening in the moment.
“You’re okay, ‘s okay. I’ve got you, gonna take care ‘f you. Promise. You want that? Want me to take care of you, hm baby?” His voice was so soft, inviting, pulling you into whatever he’d had set for you in his mind.
How could you say no, when all you ever wanted was to be Simons?
“Yes sir.”
Famous last words.
Like you’d ignited a flame, his brown eyes flickered with mischief.
Ghost, the usual menace, rough man was being cloying with you.
Leaving gentle kisses all over as he made his was down to the heat in the middle of your legs. Big hands roaming the rest of your body as he slid your black, wet, underwear off, throwing your legs over his shoulders and giving a nice smooch to your cunt.
“So fuckin pretty baby, ‘s all for me?” His tongue slide up and down your vulva.
“Y-Yeah,” you said breathlessly, eyes fluttering shut as Ghost lapped up every juice that was coming out of you.
The older man scuffed, slipping a finger inside your tight walls and slowly thrusting them. “ ‘yeah’? That’s all you gotta say? Don’t be stubborn with me doll, wanna be nice to you today.”
You felt a pinch to your thigh, a warning, “keep those pretty eyes on me swee’art, need you focused on me.”
Your head tilted itself to the side, nodding your head and biting your lip to contain your moan but it’s barely doing anything as you watch Simon slip another fat finger into you, pumping his fingers faster and finally going up to your clit, taking a little nibble of it and then talking it in his mouth.
“Fu- mmm- fuuuck- wait- Si- I- can I cum? Please? Can I?” You whimpered, peeking down at the brown eyes that were stuck on you. Ghost was smirking, almost enough to get a laugh out of him.
“Course baby, bein so good. Can cum as much as you want today.” His fingers curled just right at the perfect spot inside you and your walls flutter around his fingers. But he’s not stopping, course he’s not, the man has to get a good taste of you, get you cumming with his fingers, without his fingers, without sucking your clit— he sucking out every drop that leaves your cunt.
Ghost was taking his sweet time, as if you didn’t need him inside you desperately. You were aching for more after cumming a fourth time, bucking your hips only for Ghost to press down on them to keep you still.
He pulled his mouth away from you, face covered in your slick, “Jesus baby, cut it out, will you? Thought you wanted Daddy to take care of you?”
“D-do, I do. It’s just- just-“
“Don’t tell me you’re not used to it.” His ends of his lips turned up into a smirk, teasing, fingers rubbing your clit just enough to keep you wanting more yet slow enough to keep your attention only on him.
No. No you weren’t. He’d known that.
Simon usually manhandled you every which way and any position he wanted you in. Edging you as much as he wanted then giving it to you deep and leaving you breathless at every moment. And it’s not like you hated it, you loved every second of it. But this- this situation made your brain melt.
The older man just looooved that.
“Give me another, let me feel it.” His hands went to grope your tits, squeezing and pulling at them as he rubbed his face further into your pussy, completely devouring you whole. The blonde slid his long tongue back inside your hole, thrusting it just right. The man groaned as you pulsed around him, somehow getting sweeter as you fell apart.
He kept touching all over you, the curve your breasts, the peak of your nipples, the dips in your hips and thighs— ever so softly. As if he was revisiting a map he’d known like the back of his hand, making sure he knew every nook and cranny of you, the cause of every twitch, shake, and moan, the reason slick kept flowing down onto his tongue.
Why?
Well a good Daddy just had to know his baby well, shouldn’t he?
You should’ve known, there was no way Simon would ever be nice and go easy on you the whole time he was fucking you. But you were being silly, fantasizing about him slipping inside you and being gentle.
Your mistake for thinking a man so large in size, so brutal with words, with the biggest and fattest dick you’ve ever seen in your life would ever treat your poor pussy kindly :(. You always looked so perfect when he had you crying, so easy to bully, Ghost just couldn’t help himself.
“Si- Simon!” You yelped out, as he finally bottomed out inside your pink walls that were gonna chop his manhood off. He’d had you stuck in an inescapable full nelson, legs spread wide open and beefy arms hooked under knees, forcing your head down to look at the disappearing act of the century happening with his cock and your cunt.
“Look at the fuckin mess you’re makin kiddo, gonna get my thighs wet at this rate.” Ghost was plopping you up and down, up and down on his length, the loud sloshing sound of your sopping wet pussy filling the room.
“No- Si- aangh- it’s too much!” And it’s not like you could even push any of him away, as he thrusted up into you, making sure you took every single inch imaginable.
“Such a fuckin liar baby. What a fuckin liar you are, ‘nd you don’t think I’ve fuckin noticed that you won’t call me how you’re supposed to? Huh? Didn’t teach you to lie like that, did I?”
You’d internally cursed, slapping at his hand for some relief but your mouth only letting out moans. Yes, you were avoiding calling him ‘daddy,’ even though you’d call him that casually, it felt so off today after your falling out with your father. It made your head spin, because it wasn’t just a nickname anymore.
You were craving the missing hole you’ve been ignoring this whole time, to be filled with the man fucking you like a slut in his big arms.
“Told you I’d take care of ya, didn’t I princess? Promised you I’d be reaalll good to ya but— shit, your squeezing the life outta me— can’t be nice if you don’t treat your own daddy proper, can I?” You moaned at his words, shaking your head because this man was gonna make you go insane, tonight. Pushing you past the point of no return, and no, he wouldn’t let go of your hand while he’d did it.
He’d hold your hand and jump with you.
“Come on, call me how you’re ‘posed to kid.” He grunted in you ear, sucking on your earlobe, “Call the only man you’ll ever need, the man who’s fuckin your pretty pussy right, know you want to. Come on.”
He was egging on that delusion that sat, triple boxed up and in the farthest corner of your mind of your mind. Teasing, taunting you, probing at the thought that you swore you locked away that one time it slipped out of you mid conversation months ago.
But Simon remembered. In fact, he’d just needed the ‘okay’ from your plump lips because he longed to hear you call him that oh so sweet yet oh so sinful name once more. He wanted to be your number one. The man you relied on, someone that would never leave you like your father did. Better than your father, better than any one of those little boys you’d fool around with in the past. Damn it, and it was making you wetter.
“Paaa! You feel so good pa!” You mewled, throwing your head back on his shoulder in pleasure.
You felt that maniacal grin form on Ghosts lips on your shoulder, leaving a kiss on your neck— he was proud of you. It tickled something in his brain, scratched the exact spot where his own daddy issues lay. He wasn’t new to hearing a sex partner call him daddy during sex, maybe he exuded that energy— it was in his blood, Ghost didn’t know. But you just kept pushing the line, accidentally calling him that magic word when he’d praise you. And it stuck. You’d call him daddy like it was second nature. Looking up at him with those pretty brown eyes, obediently listening to whatever he had to say. That’s what all the fucking clingy shit was about, the needy, desperation of it all.
Wanting a father figure from a hell raiser— it was arranged. You were a good girl. Ghosts good little girl.
“Therrre you go princess, atta girl! Doin so good for me, cum on your daddy’s dick. Show me how good you are baby, milk me dry.”
You shook your head, belligerent sobs escaping you. You couldn’t believe you’d just call him that, of all things. And you tried to retract it, whining your way through your orgasm that left you trembling, Simon himself filling your tight cunt with every bit cum that sat in his balls.
“I- I- hicc- I didn’t mean to call you- hicc- I’m sorry.” You blabbered out, how sweet. How cute, you were trying to collect yourself. He pulled out of you with a roll of his eyes, flipping you onto your stomach, rubbing the tip against your hole that was leaking with the both of your cum. What a miraculous sight.
“No, baby you did. Don’t worry that pretty little head,” he cooed, slipping his dick back inside you, groaning at the feel of you. “pa’s got you.”
“Come on doll, wanna hear you,” He rocked his hips into you, the room filling with the smack, smack, smack, smacking of his balls hitting your wet pussy, ripples forming on your ass with every thrust.
Your brain was turning to mush, drool forming and dripping down the sheets of the bed. The only thing you were able to think of was daddy, daddy, daddy, pa, pa, pa. How good your pa was drilling into you like a maniac.
Simon’s hand wrapped around your curly hair, dragging you up to your knees as he continued to ram into you, “This allll my sweet little girl needed? Your pa to take care of you like a good daddy should. Fuck, that bastard couldn’t treat you right could he? Show you how a man’s supposed to treat you, huh?”
“Noooo sir- nghhh.” you keened, eyes rolling to the back of your head.
“Tha’s right princess, don’t worry though— I love you. Your pa loves you soooo. fuckin. much baby. No one’s gonna love you more than me.”
Those words alone is what set off your next orgasm, he was talking crazy, actually. And you loved every second of it, back arching even more so as you pulsated around his throbbing cock. He was still thrusting into you chasing his own orgasm, a string of curses leaving his mouth as you felt the tip of him spasm. He made you so full of him, you’d felt so warm all over.
“Shit, such a good girl for me, gonna take such good care of you from now. What do ya say?” He took you in his arms, laying you on top of him. You could feel his heart beating, chest heaving. Both of your skin sticky with sweat.
“Thank you pa.” You wrapped your arms him.
“Oh princess,” Ghost smiled, pressing his lips against yours, cupping your face with one hand and caressing it with his thumb, “you’re so welcome.”
a/n: it’s three people who are gonna read all this, me being one of them. If you liked it leave me a message or comment. If you hated it, idk. I’m just a big dadbf!simon enthusiast.
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you keep teasing hayden by calling him dad and he finally gets fed up with it and decides to turn the tables on you by making you scream for dad in your trailer 🫶🫶
MINORS DNI 18+ PART ONE ✩ PART TWO ✩ PART THREE NOTES: keep going im close—
"Who? Who, honey?" HAYDEN CHRISTENSEN goads, voice heightened by effort and breathlessness, fighting off the overwhelming sensation of every inch of his cock stuffing your guts. Big hands smack onto your ass, handling it to yank you back into his thrusts. He knows you like this, your pussy's slobbering all over him, sucking him back in every time he tries to pull out all the way. "Who's that you're calling for?" Clutching onto the sheets, you rip your face away from being buried to scream your answer as he relentlessly bullies your insides.
"Dad! Fuck— Dad! Feels so fucking good, soo fucking good. Please don't stop, dad, please!" you cry, you whimper, you keen. Rambling anything you can think of to appease him as you imagine bruises form inside of you. Your soft and sensitive tissue is swollen from abuse, being fucked hard by a dirty old man that's an expert at eliciting a reaction out of you. Serves you right for joking around.
"Calling me that all around campus like you fucking meant it. You want me to know you're a freak? Huh? Is that what you are?" A powerful scowl adorns his features, creasing his thick brows as he forms his tongue over his upper lip, condemning you as you plea.
"No! No! M'not! I swear!"
A particularly sharp thrust causes you to yelp, tensing your entire body. His large hand pins your head down by the back of your neck, using it as leverage to draw you back onto his cock, make sure you can't run away. "You wanna lie to your father? S'good way to get grounded."
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#tw vent#tw mommy issues#tw daddy issues#tw parental issues#tw anger issues#tw angst#i hate my brain#daddy issues#parent issues#parental issues#mommy issues#i hate my mind#i hate everything#i hate my existence#i hate my body#i hate my dad#i hate my mom#i hate my parents#i hate everyone#i hate everybody#tw depressing stuff#tw depressive#tw depressing thoughts#tw mental health#mentally drained#tw mental illness#mentally fucked#mentally exhausted#mental illness#mentally unstable
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Doc: Hey Mac baby you're doing a great job Hey Mac baby *pun* get it? *chuckle* Hey Mac, wait right here, I'm gonna go get you a chocolate bar. You got this, Mac baby! Good job Mac, you ready for some chocolate cake?
Fatherless people:

#crying reaction image#reaction image#Doc Louis#Punch Out Wii#not palestine#Dad Louis#dogbound rambles#tw daddy issues
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just need a man to treat me like a bimbo little girl. i think that will fix me.
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Intro Post
Mkay, so heres a intro post
I made this venting side blog cause too many people on my main kept getting offended cause im edgy af
This was also kinda inspired my main therapist, my homeslice, my pocket-sized Mick Jagger @oh-look-a-homosexual-punk-bitch
I'm trans masc so plz use he/him. I got by EJ or Jett, I don't really care which one you use.
I talk a lot about; SH, relapses, depression, ex stuff, dysphoria, daddy issues, stuff that pisses me off and so on
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human sexuality is so funny cause wdym since my dad was mean to me in my childhood i’ve developed a desire to be exploited, taken advantage of, and treated like i don’t have my own brain sexually….. ??????
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Took me less than a minute to come up with something new in what beats rock. Probably cus of a typo but still

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TW; Anxiety, throw up, arguments, mommy issues & daddy issues, and ableism (?)
Lowkey I hate New Years
It gives me severe anxiety and just overall makes me panic for some reason, and like every year my family and I play D&D together, and like sure it's fun, but my parents argue so much.
Not to mention my dad's friend was here and they were all (especially dad's friend) drunk. I always get uncomfortable with alcohol cuz of past experiences and stuff (they don't know this though)
Anyways, I was literally so stressed out I threw up three times, like a LOT.
Not to mention that I have extremely sensitive ears and can spiral into panic attacks without my noise cancelling headphones, and I was wearing them but (as per usual) my mom just made fun of me for it.
Later, during the game, my brother and I were talking to each other and my mom told us to stop and was like "It's too overstimulating"
like bitch how do you think I feel when I'm having a fucking panic attack because of the noises and you're literally making fun of me???
Jfc I just UGHH
#red rambles#tw throwing up#tw emetophobia#tw mommy issues#tw daddy issues#tw abelism#tw panic attack#tw anxiety#tw cursing
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Honestly?! This scene was everything to me.
I already felt very represented by nick, but this scene?
(tw: unresolved daddy issues incoming)
The way he tried everything to meet his dad in Paris. Seeing him for like 4min bc everything else is more important. Him feeling like he isn't enough. Him still being scared of how he would react... "Why doesn't he care?" (this one broke my heart) All this hits home...
But the way he stood up to David? AND HIS DAD? The way he is so happy with charlie, his life, HIMSELF!!! Watching this scenes made me feel so proud! This is incredibly and exactly how parents like his dad should be treated. For the future I do wish to find the strength to do the same, to be as brave as nick.
#heartstopper#kit connor#heartstopper netflix#nick nelson#nicholas nelson#charlie spring#gay#joe locke#elle argent#heartstopper netflix#char#birthday#bi representation#issues#tw daddy issues
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either i'm just a really bad person and my parents see me for what i am and tell it to me OR i'm actually NOT a bad person and it's actually my parents that are the problem...
#tw vent#tw anger issues#tw angry#tw angst#parent vent#dad vent#father vent#vent account#vent blog#vent post#vent#tw parental issues#tw daddy issues#tw mommy issues#i hate this#i hate my mom#i hate everybody#i hate my dad#i hate my brain#i hate my parents#i hate it here#i hate everything#i hate my mind#i hate my existence#maybe i'm the problem#maybe i'm projecting#maybe both
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I’m going around asking all of my favorite Joel + age gap girlies this question out of genuine curiosity… I’m 25 years old and I gravitate toward age gap fics because um they’re hot but I was hoping that someone who is good with words can actually put INTO words… why is it so hot?? I find it so hard to articulate to people when they ask me… in your own words, what is it that makes you wanna read/write them??
i’m flattered you think i’m good with words nonnie lol
well, short, surface level answer: because yes it is indeed hot
slightly longer, slightly deeper, slightly personal answer?
for me personally, it comes from some very, very deep rooted daddy issues. like yes my pops and i are okay now, but as a child, i had almost no relationship with him and what little relationship there was, was very problematic. putting my therapist hat on for a second here: for some people who have had that kind of experience, such as myself, wanting older men and being attracted to older men or the idea of them comes from the belief that with an older man, i will have all the things i didn’t have when i was younger such as emotional security and stability, reassurance, the feeling of being safe and protected. to me, that is HOT. because DADDY ISSUES lmao so that leads me to read and write age gap fics.
keep in mind, though, that it’s different for everyone. this is my honest answer about it as it pertains to me tho.
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requesting y/n x diluc and y/n has daddy issues and sees her deceased dad in diluc (maybe both had red hair and she can call him her dads name mid sex, you can choose a name for the dad if you want) thanks! 😊
good evening to you as well
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Pink City AU: Hunt for the Boxman
Chapter 3 - Fixing what’s been Broken
Hoonis and Dento team up amongst the discord and havoc of the Pink City to fix what they themselves and others have torn apart.
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NOTICE: This AU is partially based on my ideas/interpretation. If anything appears to be inaccurate, I apologize. I tried to work with what little I had to make smth. I also took a few artistic liberties.
Another thing: THE PINK CITY AND IT’S CHARACTERS DO NOT BELONG TO ME!! IT BELONGS TO GOOSEWORX!! Some canon lore for The Pink City has also been implemented in this story. This is just an AU/story I made based on it. If you’d like to check out The Pink City series itself, check it out here!
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TRIGGER WARNING: This fic contains nightmares, threats, arguing, caps, swearing, an apocalypse, screaming, crying, death, stabbing, self hatred, and daddy issues. If you aren’t comfortable with these things, please don’t read this.
It hasn’t been long since the disaster that occurred live on television. Right on Bep’s show…
All she wanted to do was get her head back in the game. Get back into making her show. Forget all that had happened, forget that emotional breakdown with that… nosy little shit show host.
The stress hammers at Bep’s head like a mallet. She can’t help but stress over her show. How people will perceive her… all the disgust, confusion, rage…
It’s an absolute nightmare…
…A literal one.
Bep wakes up with a sudden gasp. She rises up and glances around, and hears her phone going off. She scrambles to her phone and picks it up. She holds the phone in her hand.
Her eyes squint angrily.
Someone’s calling her.
Hoonis is calling her.
…That blasted, dense man… the man the couldn’t help but press on about her deadbeat father. The man that couldn’t shut his trap about the person she hated with every fiber of her being.
The phone eventually stops ringing, going to the lock screen. Bep then goes into her messages and types out a message to Hoonis.
'Leave me alone'
Bep chucks her phone to the edge of her bed and lays back down…
…The nightmares continue to rage on in her head.
—
It’s the next day.
Everyone’s preparing for Bep’s next show. Setting up lights, doing sound checks. Everything must be perfect.
Perfect for her.
Bep storms around the small studio room, checking in on her employees. Although, she’s more uptight than usual.
“Hey!” Bep exclaims, pointing at a camera man. “Do NOT keep that lens cap on! I swear to God, you aren’t going to see the end of my wrath if you do!”
“Yes, ma'am!” The camera man says worriedly, fearing for his life.
Bep then turns to a sound guy, fiddling with the sound board. She storms to him, to which the employee responds by shivering in terror.
Bro slams her hands onto the sound board. “You better not fucking miss your cues, you hear me?” She says in a harsh whisper.
“Yes, Ms. Nemeni, ma'am.” Says the sound guy, his fear overtaking his voice.
Bep then turns to her small tech crew. Only few have actually stayed, including the team’s lead, since they need the money.
Bep struts over to the tech lead, Bendle. He quickly notices her approach.
“Bendle!” Bep begins. “Keep an eye on the tech team, please. We don’t need a light flickering or falling!”
“…Ms. Nemeni?” A tech guy questions. “Why are you always so hard on us?”
Bep averts her gaze to the questioning man. She forgot he was new here.
“…Well, that’s because I NEED TO BE!” Bep exclaims. “If I don’t keep you all in check, WE ALL PLUMMET TO THE GROUND!! We lose our AUDIENCE!! We lose our SOURCE OF PROFIT!! We mess up, we have NOTHING!”
“But why do you yell so much?” The tech guy asks. “I don’t think that’s a good work environment—!”
Bep proceeds to the yank the tech guy to her face. She stares him down, and he stares back, complete horror in his eyes.
“Sometimes I NEED TO BE LOUD!!” Bep exclaims. “I have to be the army general because people like YOU can’t get your work done! I need ALL OF YOU to get to work, RIGHT NOW, or so help me, I WILL TEAR YOU APART LIMB FROM LIMB!!”
Most of the tech team scatters to their positions.
All but one.
One of Bep’s most loyal employees. Practically her right hand man.
Bendle.
He stays in place, not even daring to move. Bep looks to the young man with fury. Bendle firmly glares to his boss.
“…Bendle?” Bep asks. “Didn’t you hear me?”
“I did hear you, ma'am.” Says Bendle.
“…Then why aren’t you moving?” Bep asks, voice seething with fury.
“Because I’m tired of the stress you put us through.” Bendle responds.
Bep quickly becomes infuriated and lost for words. As she stammers, trying to make a coherent sentence, Bendle speaks up again.
“You’ve done nothing but stress us out for ages.” Says Bendle. “You never seem to care about our emotional well being.”
Bep tries to retort, stammering, trying to make a good enough argument.
…But as she tries, a thought pops in her head.
“You’re a terrible boss, that’s what you are.” Says Bendle. “And I am so, so, so, tired of putting up with your shit. We all are. We could all leave, but we don’t. We need the money. If you want us to stay as bad as you do, why don’t you try to improve as a person?”
Everyone in the crew stares back at the brave man and his powerless boss. All Bep does is stand there, completely motionless, as a memory of old reappears in her head…
…A terrible memory. One that would make her seethe every time it popped up in her mind…
~~~
'Why not?'
'I don’t want to work on your stupid show!'
'But why? It’s done so well! You could get a lot of money!'
'It’s not what I want to do with my life!'
'But what about what I want for you?'
'What about what I want!? What I want to do with my own life!?'
'I am your father! You do as I ask!'
'But this is my life!'
'What about what I want for you?'
'…You don’t love me.'
'…What?'
'You don’t love me. You don’t care about me… you just wanted me for your stupid show!'
'No! I do love you!'
'Then why are you pressuring me to do something I don’t want to do!?'
'It would be good for you!'
'But what if I don’t want to do it!?'
'Then suck it up!'
'That’s what I mean! YOU DO NOT LOVE ME!!'
~~~
…That same argument… that same talk…
That same talk Bep had with her father…
…Darles…
The memory rings in her head. Reflects back to her...
Suddenly, a loud and thundering rumbling is heard from outside.
The ground begins to shake, causing equipment to topple and fall. The crew catches their equipment just before it hits the ground.
“The hell is that!?” A sound guy exclaims.
As the rumbling continues, loud bangs are heard…
Then, a sound that resembles the aftermath of a bomb slamming into the ground.
The ground vibrates even more, causing the crew to fall forward on their faces.
“EVERYONE!! GO!!!” Bendle exclaims.
As everyone scurries to the exit, banging is heard against the studio’s roof…
Suddenly, dark and inky tendrils protrude through the roof of the studio, quickly cornering the crew.
Bep watches as her crew is swiftly lifted into the air. Thrown against the wall. Chucked around the room.
…And slowly becoming disgustingly distorted.
Losing their logic and reason. Losing their ability to think. Losing their ability to keep a proper form.
Corrupted.
“Come on!” Bendle exclaims, running to Bep. “We gotta go!”
As Bep turns to face Bendle, she watches as Bendle is lifted into the air through the hole in the roof. Bep watched as the young man is carried into the sky.
And Bendle watches as Bep becomes further and further away from his view.
The tendril carrying the young man comes to a halt. Bendle quickly turns his head around.
And comes face to face with something that would forever lurk in his nightmares.
A thin, magenta-suited man with a box for a head, said box being covered in a black ooze with spider-like legs protruding from the sides of the head. Front and center, looking directly into Bendle’s soul, colorful yet petrifying eyes. The types of eyes that haunt you while you sleep.
…Bendle feels as if he could pass out.
Suddenly, the tendril holding the young man up slams him back down into the building.
Bep watches as the man falls back to the floor of her studio, complete horror in her eyes. A crater is created in the floor of the room she stands in. Bendle lays practically unconscious, his body glitched and distorted.
The young man slowly brings an arm up. He then begins to rise to his feet, much to Bep’s horror.
Bendle isn’t who he was anymore. None of her crew were.
They were all like mindless, bugged out zombies. Completely void of whatever proper mental state they had left.
Bendle stares at Bep, his eyes a bright blue aura. His body glitching and distorting beyond what Bep can comprehend.
Bep swiftly turns to the exit and scurries out of the studio. She runs almost aimlessly through the halls and eventually skids to a stop by a closet. She shoves herself into the closet and shuts the door. She sits back against the door and curls up into a ball.
…She begins to sob.
…All of what she had caused her employees… the anger, the fear, the stress…
…She had become the very person she hated…
…Her father… the one who caused her all the stress, the pressure she endured…
She had done the same…
…What had she wrought…?
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It hasn’t been long since the carnage had started to rain down upon the Pink City.
Hoonis huddles away in his home, within a closet, protecting himself from the danger outside…
He can hear all of it.
All of the screaming, crying, bugged out terror. People getting slammed against buildings. He can feel the quaking hits against the walls outside.
…It’s terrible.
At least he knows Dento’s safe in his home, with his family… very likely mourning Elain.
…Poor Elain…
She had been taken by Darly. Lord knows if she’s still okay, wherever she in sky she was. Wherever in that void she was… maybe she was okay…
…Although, it may not be likely.
Darles— or Darly, is not the man he once was. He’s been bent to Darly’s will. Insane, sick in the head… Hoonis can only imagine what he’s done with her…
…He needs to get her back. Get Darles back… that was what he settled out to do anyway, find Darles and just speak to him. Just that time… but Elain, she and Dento had helped him. He was grateful for them. They were his friends.
…He can’t sit in his closet like this. He had to do something to help his idol and friend, along with the dying city outside.
…He needs to find Dento…
Wherever he lived…
Hoonis goes through his pocket and grabs his phone. He texts Dento.
'Hey. What’s your address?'
…For a bit, nothing.
Then—
'What do you need it for?'
'I want to talk to you. I’ll explain when I get there'
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Hoonis scrambles through the streets of the Pink City, trying to evade whatever could suddenly decide to chase after him and get to Dento’s home.
Nothing really seems to be on his tail… at least, for a time.
The glitched citizens roaming amongst the carnage quickly take notice of the one unlike them. The small group eventually forming into a mob of people.
Hoonis doesn’t dare look back. He continues to run, not even paying attention to where he’s going.
He needs to hide.
As he turns into another street, he swiftly slides to his right and enters a random building. He shuts the door behind him and rushes deeper into the building.
As he runs, the place quickly becomes familiar…
…Bep’s studio…
…Surely if she doesn’t notice he’s here, he’ll be fine… right?
He rushes down a hall and enters the closest room to his left. He slams the door shut and slams his back to it.
“…The fuck are you doing here?” A voice asks from Hoonis’ left.
Hoonis glances to the voice’s origin. His eyes go wide.
Bep is looking directly up to Hoonis, her eyes watery with tears… what happened to her?
“…H-hey, Bep.” Hoonis says worriedly. “…Sorry. I didn’t know I had—“
“No, no.” Says Bep, softly. “You’re fine… they likely won’t find us here anyway. They don’t have any of their sanity left, it seems.”
“…Are you alright?” Hoonis asks as he sits himself next to Bep, since he knows he’s now allowed in the room.
“…I’m sorry.” Says Bep. “For… breaking out at you the yesterday.”
Hoonis suddenly appears surprised. He never expected to hear her apologize. Before he can speak, Bep continues.
“…It was wrong.” Says Bep. “I only inflected hell upon you… just as I did to everyone else… just like my father…”
“…What do you mean?” Hoonis asks. “I-if you don’t mind my asking, heh.”
Bep quickly appears hesitant…
She can’t keep it away forever. She’s done that long enough.
“…My father, you know him, along with what he did, if you rememeber. He— he didn’t want me to do what I wanted.” Says Bep. “What I wanted to do with my life. He wanted me to continue his show, and I didn’t… I’ve felt for years that he never truly loved me because of that. Despite my efforts to separate myself from him, I think I only became him.”
“…How?” Hoonis asks.
“I-I stress my employees out constantly. I never give them time to relax, take a mental break.” Says Bep. “I’m pushing them beyond their limits, and I was completely blind to it… my father did the same to me, stressed me out to my breaking point… I did the same to my own employees… I’m just as bad as my father…”
Hoonis almost couldn’t fathom what he heard.
…He knew Darles loved his daughter, he said so himself… he never intended this.
“…He never intended you to be upset.” Says Hoonis.
“What?” Bep asks, almost fiercely.
“I-I-I’ve seen him.” Says Hoonis. “He said he loved you with his life— he feels genuine guilt for what he caused you.”
“How do you know that?” Says Bep. “You’re making that up, aren’t you?”
“…He’s up there.” Says Hoonis, pointing upwards.
“I-I don’t understand.” Says Bep.
“In the sky.” Says Hoonis. “He’s stuck up there.”
“What?” Bep asks.
Suddenly, banging is heard. The corrupted have found them.
“SHIT!” Hoonis harshly whispers. “Take my hand!” He whispers as he turns to Bep.
Before Bep can even retort, Hoonis rushes out of the room. He barely escapes the corrupted hoard, just before he can even get hit. He and Bep eventually scurry out of the studio and into the outside world.
“Look up!” Hoonis exclaims, looking back to Bep. “Do you see what I mean now?”
Bep’s eyes go wide as she looks upon the carnage. Buildings are cracked or partially crumbled. Citizens limp around the streets, completely void of an actual mental state. As she gazes upon the city, she spots something in the sky.
…Someone…
The figure is faint, yet close enough to be visible. A man with an eye-covered box on his head, coated in a thick black ooze with spider-like legs sticking from it’s sides. The physique of the man is thin. Familiar…
Darles.
Bep can only pray that he won’t see her.
Suddenly, Hoonis and Bep find themselves in darkness again. Hoonis found an unlocked door to a nearby building. They’re safe now.
The duo quickly sits themselves down, breathing heavily.
“…I-I saw him.” Says Bep. “…What the fuck happened to him…? You know, don’t you?” She asks, turned to Hoonis.
Hoonis hesitates before finally finding what he wants to say. “…He’s a god now.” Says Hoonis.
“…WHAT!?” Bep shouts.
“Shh!” Hoonis hushes. Bep silences, letting Hoonis speak again.
“…He made a deal with these gods to make his show succeed.” Says Hoonis. “They took him, as part of their deal… and now he’s a god.”
Bep quickly appears suddenly confused. How did he even come across them in the first place? What are these gods?
“…He only gets worse…” Says Bep. “…He can’t improve… and if he can’t, then I can’t either…”
Hoonis processes her words… if she feels she’s like him, and he can’t change…
…She won’t change either…
“…Don’t think that way.” Says Hoonis.
“Why?” Bep asks, voice strained. “I’m just like him. I-I’m part of him— his genes are in me… I can’t change, just as he can’t…”
“Both of you can change, I know that.” Says Hoonis. “…Even if I have a terrible father who never loved me, who is a lost cause… whose to say your father can’t change? Why not give him a chance? Give yourself a chance?”
Bep processes Hoonis’ words…
“Why not try to actually change instead of wallowing in your guilt?” Hoonis asks.
…Why not change when you still have the time to do so in your life? Why not work to be better? Why not learn to grow as a person?
Suddenly, Hoonis places a hand on Bep’s shoulder. Bep swiftly turns her head to face the show host, her eyes wide with shock.
“You can do it.” Says Hoonis. “Just try.”
Bep hesitates before placing her hand onto Hoonis’. She doesn’t say anything, she only nods… she will try. She wants to try. She can only become a better person if she’s willing to try.
…Not only can she change… Darles can change…
The only way to know was to see him again… if she got to truly see his guilt… she wouldn’t believe it unless she actually saw it before her. To start her change, she can actually be less judgmental. Unlike Hoonis’ father… maybe her’s can change.
…Although, she appears hesitant to believe it. All that had happened in the past stays with her. All that she had done stays with her. Hoonis notices her hesitancy as she looks down to the ground.
“…I know that your hesitant...” Says Hoonis. “But I know you’ll see change in him, you’ll see change in yourself too. I promise.”
Bep doesn’t respond, appearing uncertain. Hoonis quietly accepts it and pats her shoulder… he knows she’ll see it. He knows so… he then gets to his feet and rushes out of the building and back into the city.
…Bep is conflicted… Can she change? Can Darles change…?
…All she can do is wait… All she can do is try. Instead of wallowing in your sorrows… she can’t sit here in guilt forever, right? …Just be less stubborn for a second. You can start your change there.
…Yes, she can change. She wants to change.
She just has to wait and see if he wants that change too.
As Bep sits, she hears a sudden banging on the door leading inside the building… along with the sound of bugging static…
—
Dento sits in his home, on the couch, moping quietly. Danina sits next to him, giving him comfort. Despite the assistance from his sister, Dento can’t help but feel like garbage.
If only he had known Elain would do that to herself, act ignorant toward her pain… he should’ve known… if she had known… this wouldn’t have happened.
If both of them knew…
“Oh, dear!” Says Dento’s mother, who is pacing around the living room. “Oh, where is your father!? I called him, he hasn’t come home—!”
“Mom!” Danina exclaims, cutting her mother off. “He’ll be home, I’m sure of it.”
“Who knows what danger’s out there, Danina?” Says the mother. “He could’ve gotten shot, or beat up, or—!”
Suddenly, someone knocks on the door.
“See?” Says Danina. “He’s home. You can shut up now.”
The mother seems to ignore Danina’s remark as she hurries to the front door and unlocks it. Suddenly, someone no one, except Dento, expected to see.
Hoonis slams the door open, causing the mother to get smacked onto the wall. “Where’s Dento!?” Hoonis exclaims.
“Where’d you come from!?” Danina questions as Dento swiftly moves his head to face the show host.
Hoonis closes the door behind him and notices Dento’s mother behind it. He gasps a bit as the mother recovers, completely fine yet dazed. “Sorry, ma'am!” He says.
“…Y-you’re alright, sir.” Says the mother with a slight chuckle.
Hoonis’ eyes quickly notice Dento sitting on the couch next to his sister. He rushes over to the Bounty Hunter, who jumps back in fright.
“Dento!” Hoonis says in a hurry. “We gotta talk, come on!”
“Hold it!” Says Danina, putting a hand in front of Dento as if to protect him. “What do you need him for?”
“You suddenly barged into our home without a purpose to be here.” Says the mother.
Hoonis turns to the mother. “I need to speak with Dento, miss.” He says. “It’s an emergency!”
“A-about what?” The mother asks.
“…I-it’s a lot, I’m sorry—!” Hoonis begins, before being swiftly cut off.
“You’re sending him back out there, aren’t you!?” Danina exclaims. “You’re crazy if you think he’s going out there, it’s a war zone outside!”
“I know, but I need him for this!” Says Hoonis. “It’s for a friend of his!”
“Wha— oh, her?” Danina asks, knowing who Hoonis’ referring to. Dento quickly notices who he’s talking about as well.
Elain.
“Yes!” Says Hoonis. “I need his help to get Elain back!”
“He’s mourning right now.” Says Danina. “I don’t think he’d—!”
Suddenly, Dento hops off the couch and walks up to Hoonis. He looks up to the show host with a stern expression. He wants to help, even if he’s in mourning.
Elain is his friend. Even if she hurt him, he knows she didn’t mean it… they can speak about it later. Learn to improve…
“Are you sure?” Danina asks.
Dento locks eyes with Danina and nods.
“It’s dangerous out there, hun.” Says the mother to Dento. “I don’t want you getting hurt.”
Dento looks to his mother and shakes his head. He lowers his hands from the top of his body to the bottom, displaying what he was wearing: Bounty Hunting gear. He’s a Bounty Hunter. He’s seen a lot of terrible things in his life. If he can handle taking down a bounty, then he can handle this.
“…You have faced a lot in your life.” Says the mother. “M-maybe I should let you go.”
If Dento had a mouth, he’d have the biggest smile on his face. He slowly nods to his mother. He rushes to his mother and hugs her.
“…Oh, my little boy.” Says the mother. “Your father would be applauding you right now.” She picks Dento up into her arms and hugs him back.
Danina then gets up from the couch and head to her family. She faces Dento. “You better come back alive, you hear?” She asks.
Dento looks to Danina and nods. He wraps an arm around her, giving her a side hug.
Hoonis looks at the scene tenderly… he can only wish he and Bep’s families had that bond… even if his father can’t change, Darles can. He can see it in him.
They just need to find a way to get him back.
Dento separates from his family and the mother sets him down. He rushes over to Hoonis with a confident look.
“Are you ready, friend?” Hoonis asks Dento.
Dento nods confidently. He’s ready.
Hoonis nods back, then looks to Dento’s family. “I’ll be sure to bring him back. He’ll make sure of that too.” He says. Dento nods in response to Hoonis.
“Just be careful.” Says the mother. “Please.”
“We will.” Says Hoonis. He then turns to the door and points at it triumphantly. “To the city!”
Hoonis and Dento rush to the door and swiftly exit the house and rush into the city. Danina and Dento’s mother wave them goodbye as the rush out of the door.
“We love you, hun!” Say the mother.
“Don’t get yourself killed!” Says Danina.
—
Hoonis and Dento scurry behind buildings and through alleys, trying as best as they to avoid any of the mindless civilians roaming the streets. None of them seem to notice they’re there, walking in straight lines like NPCs, completely lifeless and without their free will.
As Hoonis and Dento run though, they slow down and come to a stop, right behind a vacant building, as if realizing something.
Hoonis turns to Dento. He leans down to the Bounty Hunter’s level and whispers. “…What are we gonna do?”
…Dento eventually shrugs, unfortunately uncertain… neither of them thought far ahead. Just how were they going to take down Darly and end this carnage?
Suddenly, two floating hands appear behind the show host and Bounty Hunter. The hands swiftly grab their backs and lift to the air. The duo then gets pulled away from their spot at a tremendous speed, they can barely process what’s happening to them as they suddenly enter a forest.
The hands quickly come to a halt, causing the duo to jerk forward slightly. The hands slowly lower the two to the ground, back on their legs, only for them to immediately fall to their bottoms. As they recover, the hands retract, and a slight rustle is heard from the bushes in front of them.
From the bushes, an old companion appears.
Hoonis and Dento see Vondu exiting the small pile of shrubs, another familiar person in a third hand’s grip.
The librarian.
“You! It’s you!” Hoonis exclaims, pointing to the Bounty Hunter and cult leader. Dento only stares, not looking shocked, although he is.
Vondu plops the librarian down to ground, although not as gently as Hoonis and Dento were placed. The librarian thuds to ground with a grunt. His gaze shifts to the show host and Bounty Hunter.
Suddenly, breaking the slightly uneasy air, Dento’s phone vibrates. He takes out his phone and spots a text from Vondu.
'He can tell you everything you need' One text reads.
Another text suddenly comes in. 'I heard you from here. I know you want this carnage gone'
Vondu then gazes to the librarian, his look demanding. He needs the cult leader to speak.
The librarian appears hesitant, not wanting to speak of the secrets of the Elders. He turns to Vondu, wanting to retort against him, before Vondu swiftly pulls back his coat, revealing his mighty gun artillery underneath.
The librarian shrieks. “Fine, pest!” He says. “…I shall speak of true word.”
The librarian turns to Hoonis and Dento, who await an answer. He steps to the duo, pulling out a ritual knife from inside his robe.
The librarian holds the knife before Hoonis and Dento. “Pierce the leech that sits on the showman’s head, and the world will be cleansed of this carnage.” He says.
Dento gradually takes the blade in his hands. He stuffs it deep into the pockets of his Bounty Hunting gear.
Hoonis turns to the librarian, appearing grateful. “Thank you.”
The librarian doesn’t seem to respond. He’s not happy that he had to share any of that. He’d rather live to preach of his gods than be dead.
Vondu then swiftly swipes the librarian in a jar… he’s a bounty. He averts his ominous gaze from the jar to Dento and Hoonis, who stare back.
“…T-thank you, sir.” Says Hoonis. Dento nods, also saying thank you.
Vondu continues to stare before ominously creeping back into the shrubs. Hoonis and Dento slowly back away before Hoonis suddenly dips the scene, sprinting away. Dento quickly follows.
As they run, they spot the faint figure of Darly hovering over the Pink City’s center, the world appearing slightly distorted and apocalyptic, the large gaping hole in the sky aiding the terrified feeling within them.
—
Dento and Hoonis stay hidden behind a building, away from the pedestrians. They peer over to the street, not seeing anyone, but the carnage being most apparent.
“…We still don’t have a plan.” Says Hoonis.
How were they going to get to Darly? It wouldn’t be easy to get to him, since he’s so high up… what would they do?
Suddenly, Dento looks to Hoonis with a stern gaze. He places the knife in front of the show host and swiftly bolts away.
Directly into the street.
Hoonis peers over the building with a gasp. “No! wait!” He exclaims to Dento. His plea falls on deaf nonexistent ears as he watches Dento bolt into the street.
As Hoonis desperately watches Dento bolt away, he feels something tap his shoulder. He turns and yelps at the sight of Vondu suddenly appearing behind him.
“You!” Says Hoonis. “What are you doing here, friend?”
Vondu points forward, and then glances to Hoonis, asking what he was looking out to the street for.
“…Dento left.” Says Hoonis. “He’s entrusted me with the dagger… I don’t know if I can—!”
Vondu places a hand on Hoonis’ shoulder, as if to console him.
Hoonis sighs. “…You’re right.” He says. “I need to do this. That isn’t Darles… I will do it! I have to!” He says as he turns to Vondu with confidence in his eyes.
Vondu nods. He then averts his gaze to the street ahead. He steps to the alley’s edge and peers over the building to the street. Hoonis huddles just behind him as watched Vondu and waits for him to act.
Vondu then points upward toward the city’s center, having spotted Darly a decent distance ahead.
“…What about Darles?” Hoonis asks.
Vondu looks back to Hoonis and points at the dagger, then points back to Darly.
“How am I going to get there?” Hoonis asks.
Suddenly and swiftly, Vondu picks Hoonis up and holds him in the air, as if preparing to chuck him to Darly.
—
Dento’s been running for awhile. His legs hurt, but he’s willing to do this… if Darly has Elain, then wouldn’t that make Darly want Dento too? If he wanted her so bad, and since he seemed to know a lot about her, he’d know Dento is Elain’s crime fighting buddy.
Dento runs through the street a bit, before stopping and coming to a halt. He turns a heel and stares upward, directly up to Darly.
…He’s offering himself up as a sacrifice.
Darly is so high up, Dento can barely see him… yet he can feel those petrifying eyes staring down at him…
Then, something pushes Dento down to the floor. He can barely process what’s happening as he slams onto the road… Dento’s eyes then come upon a horrifying sight.
Elain.
Elain remains on top of her former partner in justice, keeping him pinned to the ground. She then picks Dento up by the arms, letting him hang in the air. Dento only stares in shock and disbelief, looking deep into Elain’s dead blue eyes.
…What had happened to her?
“Well, well, well!” Says a voice from above. An awfully familiar one.
Darly.
Dento looks over Elain’s shoulder to see Darly looking down to the ground, looking upon his partner and her former friend. “Look at who we have here!” He says. “The puppet’s little partner? Coming to be almighty and safe his friend? Delightful!”
There is then a suspenseful, long pause…
“DESTROY THE PEST!!” Darly suddenly shouts. “BEAT HIM UP!!”
Suddenly and swiftly, Elain begins punching her former partner across the face. Dento can barely avoid Elain’s attacks as she swiftly chucks him into the air and kicks away with a leap.
Dento skids to the ground, his back grinding against the road. He slowly picks himself up to see Elain quickly approaching him. He swiftly pulls a gun out from his side… but hesitates.
He’s never had to shoot someone such as Elain. He didn’t like the thought of it.
She may have hurt him, and was still hurting him now, but he knows she doesn’t want any of this… she never did…
Before Dento can even move again, Elain throws him into the air once more. While Dento falls through the air at the absurd high altitude he had been thrown to, Elain mercilessly begins to smack and slap him around like some kind of toy. As the two approach the ground, Elain holds onto to the barely conscious Dento, allowing him to fall back to the ground first.
Elain holds Dento down to the ground. They lock eyes again as Dento hears an evil maniacal laugh approaching them. Dento turns his head slightly to spot Darles slowly descending to them.
“Pathetic!” Says Darly. “You couldn’t even lay a scratch on her! And I thought you were good at beating people up! Ha!”
Darly then goes into another round of awful laughter. As Darly laughs, it descends into an odd shriek.
As Dento stares upon Darly, he waits for Hoonis to strike…
Nothing.
…Until he suddenly sees the show host slam onto Darly’s back, the dagger in his hand.
“What in the FUCK!?” Darly shouts. “GET OFF OF ME!!” He exclaims as he struggles to get Hoonis off of his back.
“I’m doing this for you, Darles!” Hoonis says in an overly dramatic tone. He holds the dagger just above Darly’s head, but he appears to be shrouded in anxiety…
He just can’t do it. Not to Darles.
A tendril then yanks Hoonis of Darly’s back, causing the dagger to almost fall out of his hand. Just as he clings onto it’s handle, another tendril yanks the dagger from Hoonis’ hand and brings it to Darly to inspect.
Darly inspects the dagger in a cartoonish manner, rubbing his chin with his hand. He then turns to Hoonis. “Ah!” He says. “Publicly executing me, I see? How futile!”
“Why can’t you just stop this?” Hoonis asks, a terrible tinge of desperation in his voice.
“Unlike you, I’m not letting my feelings get in the way of what I need to do!” Says Darly. “That ungrateful man must see what his gift can bring onto himself! You are only a hindrance in what he needs to understand what a TRUE celebrity is!”
Darly then turns to the tendril wielding the dagger— he notices it has suddenly disappeared. His eyes glance around, wondering who could’ve taken it.
Suddenly, a large entourage of bullets soar through the area, causing Darly and Elain to retreat, Elain taking Dento with her as she hovers into the air and stops beside Darly. As Hoonis is brought into the air, the tendril he’s in gets shot at and eventually disappears, causing Hoonis to fall to the ground. Hoonis lifts his head, spotting a quickly approaching figure.
Hoonis sees Vondu rushing toward him, his artillery of fire arms revealed. The guns continue to shoot, as if they have unlimited ammunition. In one of his floating hands is the dagger. He had taken it when no one was looking. He stuffs the hand holding the dagger in his coat.
Vondu stops in front of Hoonis and glares at him, angry that Hoonis didn’t do his job. His eyes are like daggers staring directly into Hoonis’ soul, piercing his very spirit like a red hot spear.
Hoonis flinches. “I just couldn’t!” Hoonis says desperately. “I’m sorry!”
Suddenly, pedestrians begin flooding the streets, racing for the sane people standing in the road. Vondu begins to fire his artillery aimlessly at the hoard. All of them trip and fall as the bullets pierce their skin, only making holes with no blood seeping from them.
Hoonis stays huddled behind Vondu, not certain of where to go. Out of nowhere, a tendril grabs Hoonis by the waist and pulls him up to Darly.
“Three little lackeys in one day?” Darly asks himself. “What a show!”
On the ground, Vondu continues to shoot at the pedestrians. Most of them have been taken down and lay on the ground unconscious. With a few more shots, the city goes dead quiet. The zombies remain on the ground while everyone else stays entirely silent…
…Until the sound of another hoard is heard.
Vondu swiftly turns his head around. He spots a few bugged out office workers chasing after an unarmed woman. As he watches, and before he can swiftly react, he suddenly gets pulled into the air by a tendril. As he gets pulled away, the dagger falls out of his coat.
“You’re too slow there, pal!” Says Darly. “There’s nothing you can do! This world is MINE!! And MINE to own! …Now, where is that dagger?”
Tendrils then begin to shake Vondu, causing various random items to fall out of his coat.
…All but the dagger.
Down at the ground, Bep continues to run from the workers. She had been running from them for who knows how long, but she still tried to run away from them.
As she runs, she spots a dagger sitting in the road. She bolts to it and swiftly grabs it, holding the weapon triumphantly in her hand. She rushes to the zombies and begins to ruthlessly stab them until they fall unconscious.
“Where is that dagger!?” Darly shouts into the air.
Bep turns. Her eyes quickly face the demented man hovering above her.
Darly’s eyes swiftly glance down to the woman on the ground. He spots the dagger sitting in the woman’s hand.
Darly wants to attack… and yet, he doesn’t… he only stares at the woman. Not with any anger, no… he stares on with regret.
…He could never hurt her… not again. He had yet to attack her all this time, and he wasn’t doing so now.
His feelings are getting the better of him.
“No!” Darly suddenly shouts. “Let all your MORTAL compassion die down! You do not need it! WE NEED THAT DAGGER!!”
Suddenly, tendrils shoot from the sky hole and launch forward to Bep. She barely avoids them and begins to run… until the tendrils halt.
Bep continues to run, not trusting the tendrils sudden stop she sees as she turns back. She faces forward, running forward.
As the sane trio in Darly’s grasp watch Bep scurry, floating hands from within Vondu’s coat hurry toward the woman and pick her up. The hands carry Bep away for moment, out of sight from Darly as he struggles with his head.
Bro is swiftly hovered over the Pink City and swooped over to a safe distance behind Darly, before halting. A hand taps the dazed Bep’s shoulder. Bep turns to Vondu, the source of the hand. Vondu points to the dagger, then to Darly’s head.
Go for the head.
Bep, appearing slightly confused but determined, nods. Bep is slowly lowered to Darly. Once she’s there, the hands let go of the woman, allowing her to plop onto the demented man’s back.
Darly suddenly shrieks and hovers away from his captors, trying to get Bep off of him. Bep can barely hold onto Darly, but she tries to keep herself clung to him.
“GET OFF OF ME!!” Darly shouts. “HE DOES NOT NEED YOU!!”
As Darly says that, Bep becomes uncertain again.
She could totally jump off and end this fight now…
“…Tell me you love me, damn you.” Bep says desperately. “Show me that you can change… please.”
…Darly then goes quiet… before suddenly speaking again.
“…I loved you with my life, Bep.” Says Darly. “I didn’t want this, I did it to myself… and I fucking hate myself for it… please, understand me, when I say that I love you with all my heart… you are my daughter, and I love you.”
…Bep only stares upon the back of Darly’s head. She notices that Darly is beginning to slow and hover back down to the ground.
“I wouldn’t be letting you shank me in the head right now if I wasn’t willing to change for the better.” Says Darly. “We can end this hell, and start over. Right here, right now.”
Bep continues to stare…
If she wants to change, she has to prove it. Take his word… she knows he wouldn’t be saying any of this if he didn’t truly care.
her expression goes stern. She slowly lifts the dagger…
…Then she strikes.
A hard blow directly to the back of the parasite’s head. Darly shrieks with gut wrenching agony… the city then begins to distort and bug out. Colors and unknown sounds fill the Pink City grounds as the world practically falls apart…
…Then…
…Nothing but darkness.
Horrendously quiet, deafening silence…
…And then… light.
Everything in the Pink City is quiet, practically dead, but it isn’t. Everyone that was once a dead brained zombie lay in the city’s center, so do the saviors of the city and the mad man. Everything is quiet…
Until everyone slowly begins waking up…
Everyone glances around. It’s like the entire universe suddenly reset… whatever god or legion may have allowed this change, they are eternally grateful for it.
As everyone wakes up, Darles slowly rises to his feet, the parasite no longer clinging to his head… his deal was broken, and the damage it caused was undone… he could actually change, even when he never thought he could… he can now.
Everyone in the city, including the idol hunters and Vondu, look upon the scene.
As Dento stares, he has a swift realization… he turns his head…
Elain stands directly next to him… Elain slowly processes the eyes looking to her, but she slowly sets her eyes back down, appearing ashamed.
…This shame stays, until Elain feels something cling to her side. She looks down to see Dento tightly hugging her leg, being too short to reach any higher. Elain only stares at the sight, appearing to be caught off guard by the sudden act… she wasn’t expecting this at all.
She expected he’d be upset with her, not even daring to look her in the eye, but he isn’t.
All Dento could focus on in that moment was his closest friend being alright. He could care less about what had happened, what they both caused.
That was in the past now. And they were going to use the future to improve. Change for the better.
Darles, in the crowd of citizens just coming to, stands in almost complete disbelief… it was done… he could actually try and live his life. A second chance…
“Darles!?” A voice shouts from the crowd. “Oh, golly, where’d you go!?”
Darles quickly recognizes the high pitched sound. His eyes dart around, trying to spot the voice’s source.
“…T-Thlouretta?” Darles exclaims softly into the crowd.
Suddenly, Thlouretta pops out from the crowd, appearing panicked. Her eyes glance around, until they halt onto the tall suited man in the middle of the crowd… a smile creeps up on Thlouretta’s face.
“…Darles?” Thlouretta asks in disbelief. “Is that you?”
“…I-I’m all that’s here now.” Says Darles.
Thlouretta, still smiling, slowly walks over to her old friend. As she stops, Darles gets down on one knee to be close to her height.
“…I missed you so much.” Thlouretta says softly.
“I did too.” Says Darles. “…I’m so sorry I left… but now that’s behind us. I can actually live again—!”
“Dad!?” Another voice shouts. Darles and Thlouretta look back to the crowd as Bep races through the citizens, marching directly towards her father. Bep gives Darles a stern look as she approaches him. Thlouretta steps to the side to give them so room.
Bep’s expression the softens. She’s almost in disbelief at what she’s seeing… her own father, actually willing to change. Bep and Darles exchange the same soft but awkward look.
“…I’m sorry, my daughter.” Says Darles. “I did you wrong, and I didn’t know… what I did was stupid… I can’t change what I did, but… I can at least change now, right?”
“…Yeah.” Says Bep, voice cracking slightly. “You can… so can I.”
The crowd softly gazes upon the the three in the center as Bep and Darles tenderly look to one another before Bep slowly brings out her arms, appearing hesitant. Darles never liked physical contact, and she knew that.
To Bep’s surprise, Darles tightly clings to his daughter in a hug. Bep gradually wraps her arms around Darles. Everyone begins to gush at the sight, including the idol hunters. Vondu though still appears stern, as usual.
Hoonis would love to ask to speak with Darles, but he believes he should give him time… he may not even want to be in showbiz anymore.
That doesn’t mean he still can’t speak with the showman… maybe, with time, he could befriend him.
—
It’s been a few days since the apocalypse had happened.
The Pink City has gone back to its regular cycle, for the most part. Some still appear traumatized by the attack, but with time, they will improve. A bunch of news reports had come out on the situation and it’s causes. Some didn’t pay attention to them, not wanting to think about the treacherous day.
Elain and Dento sit in their apartment’s kitchen, quietly eating the breakfast Dento prepared. Dento turns to Elain, who appears to look ashamed.
Suddenly, Elain’s phone goes off. A message from Dento.
'You ok?'
'No'
'Whats wrong? You can tell me'
'I feel horrible'
'Why?'
'All that crap I did to you. I hurt you'
'Yea?'
‘Why do you still keep me around after all I’ve done to to you?'
'Bc you are my friend Elain. I care abt you'
‘Why? I hurt you?'
'Bc you’re my friend'
'Friends care for each other. I know you care abt me. You didn’t mean to hurt me'
'You were just being stupid. I was too, but ppl do stupid shit all the time'
'We just have to learn how to improve'
'You get me?'
Elain appears hesitant to respond. Dento gives Elain and stern look and rises from his seat. He walks to Elain and jumps into her lap. He rightly hugs her. Elain is swiftly taken aback.
Dento picks up his phone again.
'You weren’t telling me things you should’ve'
'And I wasn’t paying enough attention to you'
'We both did smth dumb, but that doesn’t mean we can’t change'
'We just gotta learn from what we did. I know we can do that. Work together to change, just as we always have'
Elain looks to the messages from Dento on her screen as Dento remains in her lap. Dento turns to face Elain, giving her a look that says 'You get me?'.
Elain turns to Dento, still appearing hesitant, before Dento gently hugs her… a realization then comes to her. It all finally hits her.
She can change. She will change.
Change for the better.
…Elain gently returns the hug, promising to Dento that she will change for the better. And she imagines Dento promised the exact same thing.
They make a great team.
—
After preparing for the day, Hoonis exits his apartment, heading to Bep’s studio. She was quickly beginning to get her show back together after the tender meeting with her father, and she was having her first new airing that morning.
As Hoonis steps away from his small apartment complex, he pulls out his phone and goes into his contacts. As he finds Bep’s contact, he gazes upon the contact for his father.
…Unfortunately, not everyone can change. Not everyone wants to.
Hoonis swiftly deletes the contact from his phone. He doesn’t need that sour, unchangeable man in his phone anymore.
Hoonis presses on Bep’s contact, and his phone begins to ring. It takes a moment, but Bep eventually picks up.
“Hello, Bep!” Says Hoonis. “Are you ready?”
“Almost.” Says Bep from the other line. “Give me a moment.”
“Alright, see you in a bit!” Says Hoonis.
“You too.” Says Bep.
Hoonis hangs up and proudly struts down the street to Bep’s studio.
—
Bep sits in a small dressing room, prettying herself up for her first airing in days. All while she prepares herself, Bendle stands outside, directing the crew.
Suddenly, there is a knock on the dressing room door.
“Who’s there?” Bep asks her from seat.
The door slowly opens, allowing Bendle to peek through the door. “Someone wants to see you, Ms. Nemeni.” He says. Bendle steps aside and lets the guest in.
Darles steps from beside Bendle and slowly enters the dressing room. As he approaches Bep, Bep turns to Bendle.
“Thank you, Bendle.” Says Bep.
“No problem, Ms. Nemeni.” Says Bendle. He shuts the door, giving Bep and Darles privacy.
Darles turns to face Bep. If he had a mouth, he’d have a wide smile on his face. “You look wonderful, Bep.” Says Darles.
“Thank you.” Says Bep. “I appreciate it. You look great too with that new look.”
Darles looks down at himself. He had bought a new suit and tie, the suit being an emerald green and the tie being an vibrant yellow, colors contrasting and pairing with his body tones of teal and magenta.
“Thank you!” Says Darles with a slight chuckle. “I thought it would be a nice change. I’m not wearing that old shit suit anymore.”
“Hey.” Says Bendle, peeking through the door again. Darles and Bep turn as he begins to speak again. “You’re almost on. And Mr. Boogie’s here.”
“Thank you, Bendle.” Says Bep. “We’ll be out shortly.”
“No problem.” Says Bendle as he exits.
Bep notices Bendle didn’t call her 'Ms. Nemeni' like he should’ve…
She doesn’t mind though. She knows it was an accident.
She had changed. She no longer snapped at people.
She changed for the better. Something she never thought she could do.
Another knock on the door is heard. “Come in.” Says Bep.
Hoonis peels in through the door. “It’s about to be showtime!” He says. “Come on!”
Bep and Darles look up to each other with confidence. They both them head to the dressing room’s exit, now being backstage. They stand next to Hoonis, who stands next to Bendle.
“I’ll let you know when you’ll be on.” Says Bendle.
The trio nods. Bep then looks to the crowd, gazing upon them with wide eyes.
“You ready?” Hoonis asks Bep and Darles.
Bep and Darles nod confidently.
Suddenly, intro music is heard.
“You’re on!” Bendle whispers.
The trio then slowly walks out onto the stage and take a seat as the intro music ends. They all look out to the audience.
“Hello, again!” Bep announces to the audience. “It’s been awhile! Welcome back! Today’s very special, as I have not one, but two guests here today! Do you two want to introduce yourselves?” She asks as she turns to face Hoonis and Darles.
“Hello, everybody!” Hoonis dramatically exclaims to audience. “I am full-time show host Hoonis Boogie! A pleasure to see you all again.”
Darles appears slightly hesitant to speak. “…Hello.” He says. “I am Darles Nemeni, former showman and Ms. Nemeni’s father. It’s nice to be here.”
“Today, we’ll be interviewing these two beacons of entertainment, discussing their lives since the recent apocalypse and where they’re going from there. Do either of you have anywhere you’d like to start?”
“Oh, well…” Hoonis begins. “I’ve been fine, mostly… nightmares are a pain, but that’s life! Am I right?” The audience chuckles.
Darles chuckles softly. “I’ve been okay.” He says. His eyes trail off a bit. “I’ve been at home, getting used to… living again… it’s refreshing.”
“Since recent news broadcastings after the initial attack, most people know about the involvement you two had in it.” Says Bep. “How do you feel about that?”
“…Weird.” Says Hoonis, chuckling slightly. “I never thought I’d be a city-wide hero. Now my dad can shut up about me being a failure!” The audience laughs, with some cheers sprinkled throughout.
Darles’ gaze averts again. He appears ashamed. “…I was almost surprised no one looked at me funny.” He says. “I caused that mess and yet… I’m not being attacked.”
“I think that’s because they saw that you wanted to change, dad.” Says Bep.
Darles chuckles. “…Maybe.” He says.
Bep then turns her head to face the audience. “To my audience, I want you all to know this.” She begins. “Anyone can change, if they’re willing to. To truly change means to show that you want to change, you want to be better. And that’s what my father and I have set out to do.”
“Not everyone can change, and that’s okay!” Hoonis butts in. “Focus on the ones who actually want that change. Like Darles and Bep here!”
“Exactly, Hoonis!” Says Bep. “You took the words right out my mouth.”
“…I may have another chance, but not everyone gets that.” Darles butts in. “Use whatever chances you have to improve. It’s good for you, for others.”
Bep nods. “You have the opportunity to change for the better.” She says. “Use it.”
The sound of the outro music then cuts through the motivational air. The interviewer and showmen look to the audience.
“Oh, it’s time for a commercial break!” Says Bep. “We’ll see you all real soon!”
As the outro music comes to a close, everyone who had been watching is left in a quiet awe.
Anyone can change. Everyone has the ability to be better, but not everyone can be better.
Such is the way of life.
Imperfection is very prevalent in our world, but that shouldn’t stop you or others from seeking great things.
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