#tw: depression mention

[here-comes-the-moose]

I know Thanksgiving hasn’t come yet, but I’m having my a depressive episode and was listening to my Christmas Playlist to cheer myself up, so here’s what I think each member of the Bad Batch’s favorite Christmas songs would be (religious and non-religious and yes I was raised Catholic as you can tell by the songs😂)

Non-Religious

Hunter- “A Holy Jolly Christmas” (because it’s my dad’s favorite)

Wrecker- “Jingle Bell Rock”

Tech- “All I Want For Christmas Is You”

Crosshair- “Santa Baby” (my favorite as an adult)

Echo- “Feliz Navidad” (my mom goes CRAZY for this song)

Omega- “It’s the Most Wonderful Time of the Year” (my favorite as a kid)

Bonus Phee- “Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas”

Religious

Hunter- “Ave Maria” (SPECIFICALLY the version sung by Luciano Pavarotti because it’s my dad’s favorite; may or may not tear up)

Wrecker- “We Three Kings” (because kids are always screaming along to this song when it’s sung at Mass for some reason)

Tech- “Adeste Fidelis” (I feel like he’d like the Latin)

Crosshair- “O Holy Night” (I am once again projecting onto Crosshair)

Echo- “Mary Did You Know?” (my mom loves this one)

Omega- “Angels We Have Heard On High” (she goes crazy for the thousand syllable Glorias)

Bonus Phee- “Adeste Fidelis” (same reason as Tech)

[flawedxshatteredxsouls]

@complicatedhearts

If Ginny wanted to see Marcus, she usually just had to climb up the rear wall of his home and knock on his bedroom window. Since moving into their neighborhood last fall, Ginny has done that often. However, when the two first began dating, that became more challenging because Georgia watched them 24/7. It annoyed Ginny but not so much Marcus. He didn't care — he still kept his window unlocked for her. Georgia or even his mom didn't have much say in that matter (even though they pretended to). Marcus would do what he wanted. He liked to be near her. Ginny understood him like no one else did (not even his twin sister Max); they were both fucked up. 

With Marcus lying in his bed, his dark chestnut eyes stared at the blank ashen ceiling. A small sigh slipped from the rims of his mouth before he drifted off to sleep in mid-day. Lately, his depression had taken over, and Marcus didn't want to be around anyone, espically Ginny. So as hard as it was to let her go (even though he loved the hell out of her), he had to. It wasn't fair to be with someone if he couldn't really be present for her. However, a day didn't pass when he didn't think about Ginny. Suddenly a tiny knock reached his window. A grunt left his mouth as his hand ran across his face through his hair. "It's open" The words fell from his lips in a groggy tone.

[quinnnhq]

quinn walked through the familiar halls of mckinley high, each step feeling heavier than the last. her eyes, once full of fire and determination, now flickered with uncertainty and fatigue. the weight of the past few months hung over her like a dark cloud, her new reality of single motherhood compounding the isolation she had endured at her parents’ house.

as she rounded a corner, her shoulder brushed against someone, jolting her from her thoughts. she looked up, her expression a mix of surprise and wariness.

"oh... hey," quinn mumbled, her voice lacking its usual confidence. she quickly looked away, hugging her books closer to her chest. "i didn't see you there."

[papermint-airplane]

Tag 9 People You Want to Know Better

I was tagged by @oasislandingresident! Thank you!!

Last Song: Knock by Lee Chaeyeon. It's the catchiest song imaginable and it will never ever ever ever leave my head. 😅 Knock na-na-na-na-knock knock knock na-na-na-knock knock knocking on yo-our heart 🤜🚪💖

Last Show: This is hard because I don't really watch shows much anymore. I mostly stick to YouTube and audiobooks...you know stuff I can throw on in the background because I have a million things to do and no attention span. However, the second part of the last season of Manifest just came out on Netflix and I'm fixing to lose my mind watching it, so let's say that one. Future show, last show, it's all relative, time is an illusion.

Currently watching: See previous lmao.

Currently reading: Pretty much a similar answer. I don't have much of an attention span or time to sit down and read a physical book with my eyeballs anymore but I listen to audiobooks a lot. Right now, I'm finishing up Bare-faced Messiah by Russell Miller, which is a biography of L. Ron Hubbard, the creator of Scientology. It...explains a lot, let's just say that. 😬

Current Obsession: Probably a weird answer but my kitchen. 😮 Those of you who have read my insane ramblings lately (omg thank you but also I'm sorry lol) know that I recently embarked upon a depression cleaning quest in my house and while I'm not completely finished, my living room and my kitchen are ✨flawless✨ rn and I want to cry big sloppy joy tears every time I go out there. My kitchen in particular is my new happy place. It's been so long since I've seen clean counterspace. I can cook real food again! I've never enjoyed cooking in the past but I'm living for it right now. It's so nice to be able to move around and have everything be sanitary and organized again. THIS WAS PROBABLY MORE THAN ANYONE WANTED TO KNOW, SORRY lmao

Tag time! Everyone has probably already done this but let's see here. @softle0, @cozygirlsimmer, @hurricanesims, @cowplanty, @treason-and-plot, @simstryingtheirbestok, @frostedshore, @immdreamz, @ktarsims, @sharssims, @hazely-sims

I think that was more than 9 but I refuse to count because I'm a lil rebel. 😎 Love y'all!

[ask-starverse]

Hello! welcome to any and all to...

{ ~StarVerse~ }

a multiverse with a lot of interesting inviduals and some hidden secrets and lore behind it all!

a multiverse mostly consisting of fun, silly stuff! though, it can be serious too.. :)

but who am i to try and spoil that? ah of course! one of the mod's after all!

ah yes- there is not only one, but TWO people managing this blog (+ account!) and doing all the handiwork here!

let's see...

Mod Star 🌟

and...

Mod Kurokin 🎶

two different people, two different personalities...

oh what am i doing, trying to be all cryptic and mysterious? that is laughable, even for me! i am not even close to that irl...

as of right now- no characters are yet open for questioning at the moment! but you can ask me and kurokin about anything that may intrigue you-

-or you are simply curious about us! that is fine as well, just keep the asks civil and we won't have any problems now, oki? we don't want to cause any drama here at all, so please don't start one..^^'

ah, silly me..i haven't properly introduced myself! (technically)

i am one of the mod's here! specifically mod star, of course! here is what you should know about us!

♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡

Mod Star 🌟

the pronouns i use are Ne/Nem/Nemself! but you can use they/them and he/him! i don't mind ^^

i am a person who..simply doesn't even know what they're doing- i just go with the flow and sometimes it works-

i am a minor, and so is kin, so please don't be weird about..well, everything really.

i am a trans nonbinary using neopronouns! and..well, a questioning aroace person who is also pansexual! ..tho i may be questioning that part too.

i am also a writer and the creator of this multiverse! ..it's actually not a new multiverse- it's a pretty old one that i finally found the courage to make a blog about!

...kinda nerve-wracking actually.

but i won't let that stop me! i want to at least try and let myself be comfortable with what i do- and right now, i want to do this!

whoops- coming back in on rambling about myself!

i am NOT comfortable with nfsw/suggestive asks, heavy gore, slurs, etc etc.

and i am not comfortable with people that are pushy and try to force me or kin to rush things because- again. me and kin are MINORS, who go to SCHOOL (it doesn't matter that we have vacation right now) you guys have to be patient for an update/new post, alright?

♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡

Mod Kurokin 🎶

My pronouns are He/Him or They/Them

I have social anxiety, so I get very nervous when meeting or talking to new people at first, but don't worry about talking to me though since I always respond, and I'll get comfortable eventually.

I actually use Microsoft Paint on my laptop when drawing, I've been using that to draw for 6 years now.

♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡

🚫⚠️Boundaries + DNI's + Info⚠️🚫

do not start fights, nor drag me and kin into them at all. this goes for any drama that happens.

dni if you are a pro/comshipper, maps, a predator, someone who wants to cause trouble or be an asshole. this will result in a block, i'm sorry but if you won't respect boundaries, a block will be your result at this point.

pls don't tag this blog in any posts- just the two blogs that me, star, is using currently ^^'

if you want to make fanart, go ahead! just don't make it suggestive or nsfw (especially about the characters on this blog ^^')

don't be pushy about updates, or force us to rush things, be patient pls..

i (star) will delete any asks that seem fake or even harmful towards anyone on this blog. so don't even try.

and i think that's all for boundaries + dni's ig? will update if need be.

this blog is sfw, but there will be heavy topics like depression, SH, SA, ED, and a lot more perhaps? i genuinely don't know myself, but look out for any of those!

nothing is canon in..well, everything. designs, personality, behavior etc. but then again, not every interpretation is canon, now are they?

do know there will be use of gacha to come with answering asks! mostly in comic form, technically.

also, when asks are open to any characters, pls know you have limited questions for them! and if they are similar, i will have to screenshot and put them together!

currently-

you only have 10 questions to ask any of the characters here!

yep, 10! originally i was gonna do 15 but i thought it would be too much for me and kin. so 10 it is, unless i change my mind.

tho, any questions you have for me and kin are unlimited! ask as much as you like of us! we don't really mind at all ^^

[risingsouls]

[when that random tsunami of depression hits ya]

[xtinyslip]

charlie had always had the biggest respect for carlisle and his contribution to forks. there was no other way to say it, he’d never had a bad word to say about him or his family. as far as he had known, they were respectful, kept to themselves and kept out of trouble. however, his mindset on that had CHANGED after how edwards actions had deeply hurt his daughter. in fact, he’d never see anything like how she’d been and he knew depression. this had been something else entirely and the thought she could go back to that, it scared the actual crap out of him. all he wanted was for her to be alright. of course, he was surprised to see that the doctor treating him was carlisle. did this mean he wasn’t alone? his family was with him? “kept telling them it was fine, it’s just a graze but the rule book apparently states that any injury at work needs to be officially checked out.” nodding his head. “surprised to you know… see you?” after your family just took off in the middle of the night? come on, who does that? “just you here I hope?” @fcdcdmcmories

[cryptidwithwings]

depression is over im in my mindfulness era again

[emotionaleating]

pls don’t flirt with me i want to be nonchalant so bad but i unfortunately crave connection so intensely that i will give you my entire soul and forgive you over and over until i’ve lost myself completely and feel like i’m drowning

[flawedxshatteredxsouls]

@entangledmuses

While Marcus lies in the sand at the beach, his dark chestnut eyes stare at the blue sky, followed by a heavy breath of air skating from both rims of his mouth. As he remained motionless, his harrowing thoughts ran through his mind aimlessly. Lately, Marcus's depression had been consuming him, and because of that, he didn't really want to be around anyone (not even Ginny or Max), leading him to come here.

With the blistering sun hitting both sides of Marcus's cheeks, tiny droplets of sweat fell down his forehead. He scrunched his eyes and asked himself why he was even here. Marcus didn't usually like the beach — it wasn't his thing. But lately, everyone repeatedly asked him about his mental health, so it's better just to get away. He knew they were trying to help, but it didn't. In some ways, it only made him feel fuckin worse. Suddenly he saw someone approach him.

"What?"

[styxhuntress]

The way Buck is treated is absolutely heartbreaking.

On the surface yes, maybe the 118 does look like a found family unit. And most of them have a good family bond with one another. But not with Buck. (Long rant below the cut)

Buck has the biggest heart out of anyone on the show. He is constantly going out of his way to help people. This is particularly prominent with Eddie, but he does this for so many characters.

He lets Hen, Eddie and Chim stay with him during the lockdown, never asks them to help pay rent, and then later lets Albert stay with him with no complaint.

He is constantly babysitting Chris and later Jee while their respective parents go do other things, and while he clearly loves spending time with them this is definitely a massive favor on his part because babysitting kids is hard work.

He is always there to support them when they need it.

He’s the one that prompts them to check on Bobby in season 1.

He is there for Chim as best he can when Maddie leaves.

When Maddie shows up at his apartment in Season 2 he doesn’t get angry with her for essentially breaking into his home and helping herself to a bottle of wine. And instead helps her settle down with a safe new job and becomes her shoulder to cry on during this period.

He drops everything when Eddie asks for his help, when Eddie mentions issues with childcare and paperwork for Chris Buck introduces him to Carla.

When Eddie has to bring Chris to the station Buck calls ahead so Bobby can get permission.

When Eddie gets shot Buck takes over Chris’s care without prompting.

When Eddie has issues with parenting Chris he calls Buck for help and Buck helps.

When Eddie has a meltdown and takes a bat to the wall, not only does Buck drop everything and run to help him, he also goes further by taking eddie to see the kid they saved the day he was shot.

Whenever Eddie needed anything Buck was there.

When Eddie desperately needed a sub letter so that he could move Buck went and took over the lease.

When he found out Eddie was moving he went and did what he could to help him despite being devastated.

Whenever anyone needed anything, Buck was there. And Buck was always happy to do it.

But when Buck was feeling abandoned after the embolism no one reached out, instead Eddie dumped Chris on him under the pretense of getting him out and about and stop moping for the day.

When Maddie left, no one thought to ask Buck how he was doing. Instead they focused entirely on Chim. And when Chim punched Buck no one at any point stood up for Buck, instead going on about how Chim is under a lot of distress right now as though Buck isn’t also feeling the loss and worry of his Sister up and leaving.

When Buck filed the lawsuit they almost all immediately went and put all the blame on Buck. Hen was the only one to point out that they were all Buck had, that he had no other family outside the 118. Despite that they still punished him, Eddie taking his anger out on Buck because the lawsuit meant Buck couldn’t bail him out and he couldn’t spend time with Chris and never once saying he missed Buck too. He was pissed because Buck couldn’t drop everything and help him. He was accused of being reckless and impulsive and using their own issues for his own gain and for being selfish and stupid and exhausting despite the fact that he was being treated unfairly. He was hurt, and alone and just needed a hug.

When Buck found out about Daniel and distanced himself from Maddie, Chimney started borderline harassing Buck trying to get him to talk to her, despite a) Buck having had a major bombshell dropped on him, getting his entire life put into a new perspective based on this information, and finding out why his parents treated him the way they did and so needing to process, and B) Buck repeatedly setting boundaries and saying he needed space to process and he’d talk to Maddie when he was ready. Chimney completely ignores Buck’s boundaries as though what Buck needs or wants doesn’t matter because Maddie is upset and wants to talk to him, and only her desires and emotional well being have any level of importance and despite asking for space she literally ambushes him at work to force a conversation he is not ready for. And no one else tries telling Chim to leave Buck alone, and then Eddie only has a half assed conversation with Buck despite being his so called best friend, where he basically dismisses Buck’s feelings and tells him he’s over reacting.

When Eddie was leaving and Buck was upset he was repeatedly accused of making it about himself, being selfish, unreasonable, unsupportive and a jerk when he literally just found out from nowhere that Eddie made a down payment just overheard his best friend basically dismiss their friendship (“I have no ties here, everything that matters is in Texas”) he gets judged and berated for being upset, as though he’s not allowed to have feelings, and when he tries to apologize for his snarkiness gets once again berated and when he finally tells Eddie that he took over the lease and thus he can move, aka the ultimate supportive action, not once does Eddie apologize.

When Buck breaks up with Tommy no one bothers to really check in with him on a deeper level, instead they dismiss his wants by stealing his phone so that he can’t call him and then no one brings it up again despite him clearly still being devastated for every following episode.

When Buck gets SA’d by the therapist he is immediately getting made fun of, and accused of being a manwhore and essentially blamed for being assaulted. No one ever, not once, bothers to wonder if he’s doing alright.

And when Buck is still waiting for Abby to come back rather than being supportive or anything like that he gets laughed at for living in his girlfriend’s apartment and being dumb enough to think she’ll come back.

When Eddie gets a new friend he immediately starts spending all his free time with that friend and never inviting Buck, even if they were planning something Buck would enjoy, instead asking if Buck can babysit (his kid is 14/15 at this point and just because he has CP I still think he can spend a couple of hours home alone. He’s not bedridden or anything.) and basically ignoring his supposed best friend in favor of his shiny new friend.

Whenever Buck needed anything he was laughed at, belittled and dismissed. They constantly take advantage of his kindness. Buck gives and gives and gives to them and gets nothing back. He is only wanted when he can be useful and when they need him. They take and take and take and the second Buck needs even a small amount of empathy or help he gets accused of being selfish, needy, exhausting, of making everything about him, of overreacting. He is essentially told, over and over that he is not allowed to have feelings or boundaries. He is not allowed to need help he can only give help. He is only valued when he can do something for someone else and godforbid he ever ask for the same consideration because otherwise he’s being needy. He makes everyone else his priority and never is he anyone’s priority in return.

Until Tommy anyway, he finally had someone who would take care of him, who acknowledged his feelings and showed him they were valid, who clearly adored all of Buck and never asked him for anything and indulged in his quirks and who was happy to be there for him, who complimented him and who overall clearly adored Buck. Even before they were dating when Tommy saw that Buck clearly was feeling left out he went over to his place to apologize, despite not actually doing anything wrong himself.

I seriously think that if Tommy saw how they all treated Buck he’d lose the delusion that they are basically a family really fast and promptly get pissed on Buck’s behalf. He’d also do everything in his power to help Buck realize that he matters as a person.

[lostmf]

I’m not sure I deserve it ..

[citricacidprince]

I’ve been projecting into these two since I was 10 and shall continue to self project until I’m dead 💥

[betterluckthenexttime]

[whotfelsewantedtobelynnyx]

Chat, I regret to inform you that I have added a new hyperfixation…so…

Agatha All Along Incorrect Quotes!

Alice: Hold the fuck up.

Also Alice, crawling into Lilia’s lap: It’s me. I’m the fuck up. Hold me.

Rio: I have an idea!

Jen: No murder.

Rio, sighing petulantly: I no longer have an idea.

Lilia: I have a bad feeling about this…

Agatha: What do you mean?

Alice: Don’t you ever get that little voice in the back of your head that tells you if something is going to get you in trouble?

Agatha: No.

Jen: That actually explains so much.

Lilia: As far back as I can remember, I’ve always had this little voice in my head telling me to “live it up today, because there’s not gonna be a lot of tomorrows”.

Agatha: You do realize there’s medication designed to get rid of those kinds of voices, right?

Teen: A bird flew in through my window and I’m trying to befriend it.

*later*

Agatha: Why don’t you quit bothering me and go talk to your bird friend?

Teen: Matthew and I are not speaking at the moment.

*the coven, huddling together behind a makeshift shelter to shield themselves from repeated gunshots*

Alice, hastily shoving the others behind her so she can return fire: Agatha, do you have any idea who would want to shoot you?!

Agatha, squashed between Jen and Rio: Many people want to shoot me. I take great pride in that!

Jen, glaring at the group as she hands over bail money:

Alice, tapping her shoulder: What about Teen?

Jen, glaring more: I’ve got to bail him out too? Where’s Agatha?

Teen: No one called her. We used Lilia’s phone call to call Alice and Rio’s to call you. Then Rio used my phone call to vote for American Idol.

Rio: :)

Jen: Rio isn’t answering her phone.

Agatha: Here, I’ll try.

Jen: Alice and I have tried six times each, what makes you think that-

Rio, picking up on the first ring: Hey, sweetheart.

Agatha: The ends always justify the means!

Jen: Do you know who said that?

Agatha: Was it Oprah or someone nice and great like that?

Jen: It was Machiavelli. A decidedly non-Oprah like person.

Jen: I bet you didn’t even finish the thing I asked you to get done!

Agatha: For your information, I most certainly did! Got it done last night!

Teen, whispering to Agatha: You didn’t get it done, did you?

Agatha, whispering back: I don’t even know what she’s talking about.

Lilia: I am at a loss for words!

Teen, glancing at the camera like his mom like he’s on The Office: Despite being lost for words, Lilia yelled at us for the next 45 minutes.

Agatha, carrying Señor Scratchy out of the room:

Señor Scratchy: *snuggles under her chin*

Agatha, kissing his head: You are being punished. Please stop being adorable. I love you.

Teen: I got a trampoline tent for summer sleepovers!

Jen, whispering to the other adult witches: …think of all the sex.

Alice: There are two types of people.

Rio: If you wanted to eat someone, you could put a fire under it and slowly roast them :)

Lilia: …three. Three types of people.

Jen, cautiously: I can’t believe I didn’t notice this before, but…Teen, you are a little crazy.

Teen: Aren’t we all a little crazy here, Jen?

Jen: No, I mean you’re aging-ballerina, child-chess-prodigy, professional magician kind of crazy.

Teen: It’s my mom’s fault. You know, we come from a Jewish family, but she used to tell me the reason Santa didn’t come was because my room was too dirty.

Rio: I’ve come looking for trouble. And if I can’t find trouble, I WILL create some.

Alice: Do you trust me?

Lilia, smiling proudly at her: Yes.

Alice, who has been completely panicking: Wait, what? Why?!

Agatha, awkwardly glancing around for help: Er…Alice, I’m gonna be honest, I don’t know what to say to people who are crying. So I’m just gonna hope that the tone of my voice makes you think I do, okay, sweetie?

Alice, sniffling: …thanks, Agatha.

Agatha, patting her on the back with a bit too much enthusiasm: No problem, kid.

Lilia: I told Agatha about it weeks ago!

Teen: She WHAT?

Agatha: What??? Lilia says insane shit all the time, how was I supposed to know this one was true?!

Lilia: Bank accounts are a sham created by the shadow government!

Agatha: SEE?!

BONUS:

Wanda, watching from the afterlife: so…when exactly do kids grow out of that whole emo, rebellious stage?

Lorna, shrugging: I don’t know. Alice is still in it.

[emotionaleating]