#tw: depression mention

[here-comes-the-moose]

I know Thanksgiving hasn’t come yet, but I’m having my a depressive episode and was listening to my Christmas Playlist to cheer myself up, so here’s what I think each member of the Bad Batch’s favorite Christmas songs would be (religious and non-religious and yes I was raised Catholic as you can tell by the songs😂)

Non-Religious

Hunter- “A Holy Jolly Christmas” (because it’s my dad’s favorite)

Wrecker- “Jingle Bell Rock”

Tech- “All I Want For Christmas Is You”

Crosshair- “Santa Baby” (my favorite as an adult)

Echo- “Feliz Navidad” (my mom goes CRAZY for this song)

Omega- “It’s the Most Wonderful Time of the Year” (my favorite as a kid)

Bonus Phee- “Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas”

Religious

Hunter- “Ave Maria” (SPECIFICALLY the version sung by Luciano Pavarotti because it’s my dad’s favorite; may or may not tear up)

Wrecker- “We Three Kings” (because kids are always screaming along to this song when it’s sung at Mass for some reason)

Tech- “Adeste Fidelis” (I feel like he’d like the Latin)

Crosshair- “O Holy Night” (I am once again projecting onto Crosshair)

Echo- “Mary Did You Know?” (my mom loves this one)

Omega- “Angels We Have Heard On High” (she goes crazy for the thousand syllable Glorias)

Bonus Phee- “Adeste Fidelis” (same reason as Tech)

[flawedxshatteredxsouls]

@complicatedhearts

If Ginny wanted to see Marcus, she usually just had to climb up the rear wall of his home and knock on his bedroom window. Since moving into their neighborhood last fall, Ginny has done that often. However, when the two first began dating, that became more challenging because Georgia watched them 24/7. It annoyed Ginny but not so much Marcus. He didn't care — he still kept his window unlocked for her. Georgia or even his mom didn't have much say in that matter (even though they pretended to). Marcus would do what he wanted. He liked to be near her. Ginny understood him like no one else did (not even his twin sister Max); they were both fucked up. 

With Marcus lying in his bed, his dark chestnut eyes stared at the blank ashen ceiling. A small sigh slipped from the rims of his mouth before he drifted off to sleep in mid-day. Lately, his depression had taken over, and Marcus didn't want to be around anyone, espically Ginny. So as hard as it was to let her go (even though he loved the hell out of her), he had to. It wasn't fair to be with someone if he couldn't really be present for her. However, a day didn't pass when he didn't think about Ginny. Suddenly a tiny knock reached his window. A grunt left his mouth as his hand ran across his face through his hair. "It's open" The words fell from his lips in a groggy tone.

[quinnnhq]

quinn walked through the familiar halls of mckinley high, each step feeling heavier than the last. her eyes, once full of fire and determination, now flickered with uncertainty and fatigue. the weight of the past few months hung over her like a dark cloud, her new reality of single motherhood compounding the isolation she had endured at her parents’ house.

as she rounded a corner, her shoulder brushed against someone, jolting her from her thoughts. she looked up, her expression a mix of surprise and wariness.

"oh... hey," quinn mumbled, her voice lacking its usual confidence. she quickly looked away, hugging her books closer to her chest. "i didn't see you there."

[papermint-airplane]

Tag 9 People You Want to Know Better

I was tagged by @oasislandingresident! Thank you!!

Last Song: Knock by Lee Chaeyeon. It's the catchiest song imaginable and it will never ever ever ever leave my head. 😅 Knock na-na-na-na-knock knock knock na-na-na-knock knock knocking on yo-our heart 🤜🚪💖

Last Show: This is hard because I don't really watch shows much anymore. I mostly stick to YouTube and audiobooks...you know stuff I can throw on in the background because I have a million things to do and no attention span. However, the second part of the last season of Manifest just came out on Netflix and I'm fixing to lose my mind watching it, so let's say that one. Future show, last show, it's all relative, time is an illusion.

Currently watching: See previous lmao.

Currently reading: Pretty much a similar answer. I don't have much of an attention span or time to sit down and read a physical book with my eyeballs anymore but I listen to audiobooks a lot. Right now, I'm finishing up Bare-faced Messiah by Russell Miller, which is a biography of L. Ron Hubbard, the creator of Scientology. It...explains a lot, let's just say that. 😬

Current Obsession: Probably a weird answer but my kitchen. 😮 Those of you who have read my insane ramblings lately (omg thank you but also I'm sorry lol) know that I recently embarked upon a depression cleaning quest in my house and while I'm not completely finished, my living room and my kitchen are ✨flawless✨ rn and I want to cry big sloppy joy tears every time I go out there. My kitchen in particular is my new happy place. It's been so long since I've seen clean counterspace. I can cook real food again! I've never enjoyed cooking in the past but I'm living for it right now. It's so nice to be able to move around and have everything be sanitary and organized again. THIS WAS PROBABLY MORE THAN ANYONE WANTED TO KNOW, SORRY lmao

Tag time! Everyone has probably already done this but let's see here. @softle0, @cozygirlsimmer, @hurricanesims, @cowplanty, @treason-and-plot, @simstryingtheirbestok, @frostedshore, @immdreamz, @ktarsims, @sharssims, @hazely-sims

I think that was more than 9 but I refuse to count because I'm a lil rebel. 😎 Love y'all!

[ask-starverse]

Hello! welcome to any and all to...

{ ~StarVerse~ }

a multiverse with a lot of interesting inviduals and some hidden secrets and lore behind it all!

a multiverse mostly consisting of fun, silly stuff! though, it can be serious too.. :)

but who am i to try and spoil that? ah of course! one of the mod's after all!

ah yes- there is not only one, but TWO people managing this blog (+ account!) and doing all the handiwork here!

let's see...

Mod Star 🌟

and...

Mod Kurokin 🎶

two different people, two different personalities...

oh what am i doing, trying to be all cryptic and mysterious? that is laughable, even for me! i am not even close to that irl...

as of right now- no characters are yet open for questioning at the moment! but you can ask me and kurokin about anything that may intrigue you-

-or you are simply curious about us! that is fine as well, just keep the asks civil and we won't have any problems now, oki? we don't want to cause any drama here at all, so please don't start one..^^'

ah, silly me..i haven't properly introduced myself! (technically)

i am one of the mod's here! specifically mod star, of course! here is what you should know about us!

♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡

Mod Star 🌟

the pronouns i use are Ne/Nem/Nemself! but you can use they/them and he/him! i don't mind ^^

i am a person who..simply doesn't even know what they're doing- i just go with the flow and sometimes it works-

i am a minor, and so is kin, so please don't be weird about..well, everything really.

i am a trans nonbinary using neopronouns! and..well, a questioning aroace person who is also pansexual! ..tho i may be questioning that part too.

i am also a writer and the creator of this multiverse! ..it's actually not a new multiverse- it's a pretty old one that i finally found the courage to make a blog about!

...kinda nerve-wracking actually.

but i won't let that stop me! i want to at least try and let myself be comfortable with what i do- and right now, i want to do this!

whoops- coming back in on rambling about myself!

i am NOT comfortable with nfsw/suggestive asks, heavy gore, slurs, etc etc.

and i am not comfortable with people that are pushy and try to force me or kin to rush things because- again. me and kin are MINORS, who go to SCHOOL (it doesn't matter that we have vacation right now) you guys have to be patient for an update/new post, alright?

♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡

Mod Kurokin 🎶

My pronouns are He/Him or They/Them

I have social anxiety, so I get very nervous when meeting or talking to new people at first, but don't worry about talking to me though since I always respond, and I'll get comfortable eventually.

I actually use Microsoft Paint on my laptop when drawing, I've been using that to draw for 6 years now.

♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡

🚫⚠️Boundaries + DNI's + Info⚠️🚫

do not start fights, nor drag me and kin into them at all. this goes for any drama that happens.

dni if you are a pro/comshipper, maps, a predator, someone who wants to cause trouble or be an asshole. this will result in a block, i'm sorry but if you won't respect boundaries, a block will be your result at this point.

pls don't tag this blog in any posts- just the two blogs that me, star, is using currently ^^'

if you want to make fanart, go ahead! just don't make it suggestive or nsfw (especially about the characters on this blog ^^')

don't be pushy about updates, or force us to rush things, be patient pls..

i (star) will delete any asks that seem fake or even harmful towards anyone on this blog. so don't even try.

and i think that's all for boundaries + dni's ig? will update if need be.

this blog is sfw, but there will be heavy topics like depression, SH, SA, ED, and a lot more perhaps? i genuinely don't know myself, but look out for any of those!

nothing is canon in..well, everything. designs, personality, behavior etc. but then again, not every interpretation is canon, now are they?

do know there will be use of gacha to come with answering asks! mostly in comic form, technically.

also, when asks are open to any characters, pls know you have limited questions for them! and if they are similar, i will have to screenshot and put them together!

currently-

you only have 10 questions to ask any of the characters here!

yep, 10! originally i was gonna do 15 but i thought it would be too much for me and kin. so 10 it is, unless i change my mind.

tho, any questions you have for me and kin are unlimited! ask as much as you like of us! we don't really mind at all ^^

[enjomo-arch]

The  art  I  reblogged  inspired  me  a  lil  for  a  small  meta.  tw:  for  self  -  injury  mention  further  ahead.

Ace  does  have  scars,  many  of  them  actually.  Some  are  after  battles,  some  are  simply  artificial  scars  he  got  during  hunting  animals  in  his  youth  and  some  of  them  are  a  result  of  him  feeling  hopeless.  He  has  self  injury  scars  along  his  thighs.  Self-injury  was  a  harmful  way  for  Ace  to  cope  with  emotional  pain,  sadness,  anger  and  stress.  He  started  as  a  10  year  old  and  sometimes,  still  happen  to  cut  himself  during  adulthood  as  well.  While  self-injury  may  bring  a  brief  sense  of  calm  and  a  release  of  physical  and  emotional  tension  for  Ace,  it's  usually  followed  by  guilt  and  shame  and  the  return  of  painful  memories,  self  -  sabotaging  reflection.  

Ace  has  depression,  as  hard  as  it  is  to  believe  when  people  throw  a  small  glance  at  him  and  his  ever  so  optimistic  -  looking  smile  he  still  feels  angry.  He  spends  nights  alone,  reflecting  and  getting  more  and  more  furious  at  himself,  blaming  himself  and  his  anger  finds  a  way  to  cope.  Sometimes  it's  burning  something,  sometimes  it's  breaking  things  around,  smoking  and  the  last  way  is  self  -  injury.  While  he  promised  to  himself  to  not  do  it  often,  only  as  a  last  option  to  give  a  release  to  painful  emotions,  he's  not  proud  of  this  and  if  anyone  ever  saw  these  in  any  circumstances  he'd  feel  absolutely  ashamed  of  himself.  He's  already  mad  whenever  he  has  to  pull  his  pants  down  to  see  them,  reminding  of  a  hopeless  child,  then  teenager  and  now  an  adult  who  can't  stop  the  pain  of  grief.  Altrough the scars aren't big or wide, little lines that are noticeable it feels wrong to show anyone how weak he can feel.

whenever the feelings of worthlessness, loneliness, panic, anger, guilt, rejection and self-hatred spiral into a mix of complex emotional outburts does it to manage or reduce severe distress or anxiety and provide a sense of relief or Feel a sense of control over the body, feelings or life situations ( such as ace getting indirectly , verbally or sometimes physically bullied by adults , like them reducing his feeling of self - worth or in some cases putting out a cigarette on him, living in constant distress regarding his identity and family heritage, feeling of being lost and lacking proper information about biological parents which made ace feel different than others because he couldn't find a way of knowing who he really is. )

[risingsouls]

[when that random tsunami of depression hits ya]

[book-of-baba-fett]

Is the next chapter of IA coming soon??

hi anon. not trying to be rude here, but there are so many other ways you could have written that question to not come off as demanding.

I would love to be able to give you a date, but it's not where I want it to be yet. I have about 1 and a half scenes left to write, and honestly I want to have the following chapter written more before I post it so I don't have as much of a gap in between. depression is a bitch, and it takes the joy away from hobbies I truly love so i'm sorry i'm not writing fast enough.

[cognosentient]

Perceptor has come out of his self-imposed isolation. He had, of course, spent the holiday by himself and somewhat holed up in his lab for a good while. Afterwards, he’d fueled and quite simply blitzed himself into a stupor in front of his heating unit in his quarters.

The hangover the next morning had not quite been worth it, but he had methodically taken care of that too. For now, he’s shaken off the holiday doldrums and is currently back in his lab, working on a personal project. He’s set an alarm to remind him to fuel up halfway through the shift. 

Emotions, he decides, are useless things that get in the way of scientific progress. Perhaps, despite the horrific Empurata—

— Shockwave had it right. 

[xtinyslip]

charlie had always had the biggest respect for carlisle and his contribution to forks. there was no other way to say it, he’d never had a bad word to say about him or his family. as far as he had known, they were respectful, kept to themselves and kept out of trouble. however, his mindset on that had CHANGED after how edwards actions had deeply hurt his daughter. in fact, he’d never see anything like how she’d been and he knew depression. this had been something else entirely and the thought she could go back to that, it scared the actual crap out of him. all he wanted was for her to be alright. of course, he was surprised to see that the doctor treating him was carlisle. did this mean he wasn’t alone? his family was with him? “kept telling them it was fine, it’s just a graze but the rule book apparently states that any injury at work needs to be officially checked out.” nodding his head. “surprised to you know… see you?” after your family just took off in the middle of the night? come on, who does that? “just you here I hope?” @fcdcdmcmories

[cryptidwithwings]

depression is over im in my mindfulness era again

[flawedxshatteredxsouls]

@entangledmuses

While Marcus lies in the sand at the beach, his dark chestnut eyes stare at the blue sky, followed by a heavy breath of air skating from both rims of his mouth. As he remained motionless, his harrowing thoughts ran through his mind aimlessly. Lately, Marcus's depression had been consuming him, and because of that, he didn't really want to be around anyone (not even Ginny or Max), leading him to come here.

With the blistering sun hitting both sides of Marcus's cheeks, tiny droplets of sweat fell down his forehead. He scrunched his eyes and asked himself why he was even here. Marcus didn't usually like the beach — it wasn't his thing. But lately, everyone repeatedly asked him about his mental health, so it's better just to get away. He knew they were trying to help, but it didn't. In some ways, it only made him feel fuckin worse. Suddenly he saw someone approach him.

"What?"

[emotionaleating]

pls don’t flirt with me i want to be nonchalant so bad but i unfortunately crave connection so intensely that i will give you my entire soul and forgive you over and over until i’ve lost myself completely and feel like i’m drowning

[milyanoo]

Th1nsp0

[enjomo-arch]

(  flame  command  :  hembralfa  )   //    [  ♠ @hembralfa   ]

what does ace hate about himself ? what does he love about himself ?

ace  practically  hates  in  himself  ...  everything.  although  he  doesn't  seem  like  the  kind  of  person  who  would  be  concerned  about  himself,  ace  has  been  going  through  his  life  quite  hard  since  his  very  birth.  growing  up  in  the  village,  he  didn't  quite  know  who  he  really  was.  the  only  thing  that  was  familiar  to  him  was  who  his  father  was,  which  ace  himself  was  not  proud  of.  he  tried  to  find  out  more  by  asking  adults  in  the  main  town  on  the  island,  but  the  only  answers  he  got  were  like  poison  poured  into  his  mouth.  every  time  the  name  roger  came  out  of  his  mouth,  ace  was  repeatedly  confronted  with  the  opinion  that  he  was  the  ultimate  criminal.  and  his  child  should  not  be  allowed  to  live,  his  child  is  a  devil  exactly  like  his  father  and  should  be  killed  on  the  spot.  ace  had  heard  so  many  times  that  there  was  bad  blood  running  through  his  veins  that  he  began  to  hate  himself.  

he  didn't  know  quite  who  he  was  angry  at,  whether  at  his  father  that  because  of  this  he  now  had  to  suffer  or  at  himself  for  what  he  was  born  to  be.  ace  was  convinced  that  the  fact  that  he  was  alive  was  simply  a  sin.  therefore,  he  wants  to  find  an  answer  to  the  question  of  whether  the  fact  that  he  is  alive  is  good  at  all.  not  to  mention  that  he  heard  the  opinion  that  his  mother  had  to  pay  with  her  life  so  that  he  could  be  born.  she  bought  his  existence  with  her  own.  ace  has  a  very  severe  case  of  depressive  episodes  in  which  he  cannot  cope  with  his  own  weakness,  hatred,  anger.  imposter  syndrome  is  added  to  this.  all  in  all  ace  hates  his  weakness  about  his  whole  bloodline.

and  what  does  he  like  most  about  himself ?  maybe  the  fact  that  he  is  a  very  dedicated  person  indeed.  he  is  incredibly  loyal  and  would  give  his  life  for  his  crew,  for  his  father  who  adopted  him,  for  his  brothers.  his  bravery  reaches  truly  stellar  levels,  never  in  his  life  has  ace  ever  escaped  from  a  battle,  no  matter  how  many  days  he  has  to  shed  blood,  sweat  and  tears.  if  he  is  able  to  defend  those  closest  to  his  heart  then  it  is  worth  every  drop  shed  to  be  able  to  turn  the  scales  of  fate  in  his  favour.  he  loves  that  he  can  be  strong  for  others,  he  wants  to  be.  

[briarrosedahl]

💙

𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐄 the sleepover night at Laurie's chambers, Martina was prohibited to step on the French's quarters, or even to talk to her fellow's French pals (Laurie and Eliza), and her prized possession was taken away from her (her ring that was her stress reliever). It had been days since she hasn't left the bed or eaten properly (some days she just didn't eat). Martin (Aldo), her personal bodyguard, is tired of seeing her like this and picked her up, and brought her to the gardens to be in the fresh air. ❛ Your royal highness! I know you are mad, but you need fresh air. Besides, I'm being paid for your well-being too. ❜ Aldo, her guard states, she was still in her pajamas. ❛ I want to see my friends! ❜ She grumbles. ❛ I want to see my wife but I'm stuck with you, and my Majesties. Make new friends! That dolphin, shark, whale or whatever is that sea animal man , is NOT your friend. We both know it. Even the tree and plants knows it. ❜ He replied, as he tries to fix her hair, which was so messy, he gave up and made some noise to call Salma's attention and hides behind the tree, to seems as if Martina was the one calling her attention.

@reinaxc​