#tw werewolf hatred

[castielsprostate]

🚘impala1967 FOLLOW

I truly think people people should just get paid to live a living wage without having to work themselves to death but that's cOnTrOvErsIaL

😈kingofphatass FOLLOW

arent you the guy that fucked his car??

🚘impala1967 FOLLOW

Omg that was litrally MONTHS ago!!!!! Let it go already, jeez!

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#why is the king of hell's pornblog on my post anywayy omg shoo #i litrally have a DNI in my bio

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Passed the bar! 📄🖋️ On my way to become a lawyer 💼👨‍💼 (for real this time)

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#so proud of myself #education #stanford #stanfordlawyer #officialdegree #someonepayoffmystudentloans

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wishing you were here...

👼thursdayangel 🦀📷FOLLOW

talk to me babygirl

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a black angus 200 grams grill smashed deluxe, farmed in north west-virginia

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#identified meat #meat identified 17391 #tw food

🧓jwinchester FOLLOW

dating is hard with your ex wife being resurrected for the third time. i keep running into her on my grindr dates. #awkward

⚔️notvirginmary FOLLOW

Stop blaming me for things I have no control over! That red tie looked ugly on you btw.

💼lawboyatstanford ✅✅ FOLLOW

gross 🤢

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#why can't my parents we normalllll #they already fucked up my childhood let me have my adulthood

🧛benwiththefang FOLLOW

a local werewolf pissed on my lawn. AGAIN.

🐺garthster🌓 FOLLOW

Well maybe if you stopped spraying your vamp hormones everywhere, local wws wouldn't feel so threatened! There's kids living here!

🧛benwiththefang FOLLOW

blocked and reported.

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#can't stand these beasts on my post #dni werewolfs

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idk i think i need to fuck that man some more...

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wrong account

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#fuck i keep doing this 😩😩 #@staff fix this issue!!!!!!!

[katiekatdragon27]

Dandy's World Roleplay servers are so wild and unhinged that it makes me come up with AUs. And yes, it's shinyshrimp. I'm so cringe <333

So, while in the roleplay server, I got into an argument with a Shrimpo as Glisten about not being able to see proper reflections though Glisten's face. Then a Goob showed up (my sibling) and asked if Shrimpo was a vampire. Then they asked if Glisten (me) was a vampire. Then we asked the Goob if he was a vampire, and he turned emo. And then I shared this experience with my friends, and they egged me on to make an AU about it lol.

Glisten: So. Is this the part where we make out, orrr-?? Shrimpo: WHAT??!

Dandy: No cuz it's genius! If they hate each other, that's two less annoying people to deal with! (He underestimated the power of enemies to lovers)

The general plot is Glisten is a monster hunter and Shrimpo is a human turned vampire-werewolf (he has no memory of how that happened btw). Glisten is specifically hired by Dandicus to hunt down and kill Shrimpo. Glisten manages to hunt Shrimpo down, but since Shimpo hasn't been non-human for that long, he puts up a kinda pathetic fight. Glisten puts Shimpo's arrogant ass in place and refuses to kill him so they can fight honorably. Shrimpo takes this personally lol and strives to get better at fighting so he can show up Glisten.

Badabing badaboom, enemies to lovers setup.

Dandy did not see that coming and it pisses him off lol.

Shrimpo: I HATE YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO- Astro (to himself): WTF is up with this guy?

This was a doodle recommended by an awesome artist in a server I'm in (dunno if they wanna be tagged lol). Astro being a moon moth thing causes Shrimpo to howl at him lol. Also part of the reason Dandy dislikes Shrimpo lol. Also also, Astro is a witch.

Also also also, here's the emo Goob my sibling became when discussing vampires. He unemos when he becomes a weredog lol.

Below is a buncha doodles all about Glisten (and his failing mental health).

TW FOR UNINTENTIONAL S.H. PROCCED WITH CAUTION:

You guys know Wiggle from Bugsnax? You guys know Millie from Helluva Boss? Yeah. They were the main inspos for this design hc lol (the buck teeth part not the insecurity part).

I have this goofy hc that Glisten's og design never intended to give him buck teeth. When being made, the ichor messed up and gave it to him. Learning about this is his first instance of feeling insecure about himself, and he develops the mannerism of covering his mouth when laughing (bc it makes his teeth really obvious lol)

And since Glisten now has buck teeth, that means Shimmer also gets buck teeth! However, her reaction to them was completely different to how her dad reacted to his.

I have this hc that Glisten can't handle backlash that well. With the machine messing up with his face (his teeth), and his general vibe being disliked by many people of the time of Gardenview (prob bc the 90s and very queer-coded kids' character didn't exactly mix well), he feels this crippling pressure to be the "perfect" version of himself.

If he deems you lower than him, your words don't matter. He doesn't care what you think about him

However, if he views you as an equal or higher, any kind of negative opinion said to him will be taken personally, and will either be repressed into self-hatred, or actively worked upon in order to be "better" (which ends up hurting him more depending on the situation.) His need for perfecting also makes him a workaholic when in a spiral, leading him to self-isolate and just kinda hide away from everyone for a couple days, and sometimes injure himself trying to get better on his own (he has a tendency to scratch his arms and face too, only fueling his need for isolation).

He refuses to open the door and get food outside, so ppl will slide him snacks and things under the door. People still care about him, but he'll never them see him cry.

Glisten has such horrid insecurity that he will never let anyone see. However, not everything is bleak for the guy.

Shimmer: Hey Dad! Guess what!? My teeth grew in! Now I look like you! Isn't that cool?!

She was not born with them unlike Glisten. Instead, they grew in near her "10th" birthday. She was very happy to have them. I like to think that seeing Shimmer be so happy to have a very sensitive trait of Glisten and loving every second of it helps him heal a bit of his insecurity.

After all, how can he hate a part of himself that his kid adores?

Kids don't fix everything, but they can aid in healing lol

Have a good one dudes^^

[moonysentropia]

remus lupin microfic · word count: 1003 · tw: light angst with comfort

We know what you are. You are a werewolf, right?

Their gazes were fixed on him, their expressions unreadable.

Remus knew this day would come. They were smart, they had obviously noticed how he disappeared every full moon, how energetic he was before it and how weak he seemed after. They hadn't said anything about the scars that kept appearing on his skin, but their eyes still wide opened a bit when they looked at him after a new one painted his face.

They had been his best friends, the only ones he'd ever had, and now they wouldn't want to be anymore.

He had grown used to loneliness, lived a bittersweet childhood. Mornings in the garden helping mum, afternoons in the living room learning to read with dad. They could pretend everything was normal, everyday but in the full moon, when his mother would cry cascades of desperation. My little boy, my baby, she would yell, and she wouldn't let go of Remus' body during the next few days, always stuck with him. He would smile at her and tell her that everything was fine, but his heart swelled with a deep feeling of self-hatred. He didn't want this. He didn't want to hurt his mother.

That's why he got used to spending time on his own, to supressing his deepest desires and to accepting his monotonous routine without crossing the limits of the cottage.

It was a mandatory isolation because of a condition he had been forced to have, never the opportunity to choose.

It is what it is, he thought to himself, and he just accepted the confinement, focused on the good things his parents did for him, because they loved him, he knew they did. Even if he didn't deserve it.

He thought Hogwarts wouldn't change anything, just another place where he would have to hide and fake his own identity, anything for safety, for survival.

Who would have known that his roommates would be the nosiest kids of the whole school, a gang of rude troublemakers that wouldn't leave Remus alone, no matter how much he tried to ignore them or how little time he spent at the dorms. Everytime they got a hold of him, they always ended up persuading him to take part on his silly pranks, and he wouldn't admit it out loud, but feeling necessary, being useful to them was a feeling he would get addicted too very fast.

How dumb of him, to open himself to them, to believe they would really love him for what he was, a monster in disguise. Stupid to think that he could be anything else, that he could actually become a valuable member of the magical world, have an opportunity to learn, to satisfy his curiosity and make good use of himself.

It was all over now.

'Yes, I am,' Remus answered calmly, and he noticed the fear in Peter's eyes and the doubt in James'. The only expression he couldn't understand was Sirius'. His brow was furrowed, his lips pressed into a thin line.

'I'll... just pick up my things,' he mumbled, slowly turning around, his brain working to assimilate that his only attempt to join the magical society had failed. He would never be able to escape who he was. He would have to be alone again.

'Hey, Remus.' Sirius grabbed his hand, forced him to look at him and, when he did, his expressión turned to one of surprise. 'Wait, why are you crying?'

Crying? What did he-

Oh.

He could now feel the breath caught in his throat, the lump on his stomach, the wetness on his cheeks.

It hurt. Why had life shown him something so great, so irreplaceable that he would now live the rest of his miserable life feeling empty, mourning those months of happiness where he had truly felt valued, special?

He would have to say goodbye, to leave without a return ticket, to accept an isolated future without pranks, chocolate frogs and races in the hallways. A future without a small bulge joining him in bed at midnight, a quiet I had a nightmare and the smell of pine and sweet sweat crawling up his nose, black long curls tickling his nose and-

A hug.

Sirius was hugging him. Strangling him, to be precise. His long arms were pressed tightly around Remus and his forehead collided with Remus' so hard he had to squeeze his eyes for a second. He was overwhelmed by pine, citrus and something stronger, maybe leather.

'We will help you!' he shouted, and Remus unconsciously grabbed his waist to avoid falling down.

'What?'

'You are still our Remus, our friend. You are a Marauder, and Marauders never betray each other.' His words were said with such confidence, determination rolling on his tongue, Remus felt something honey-like bubbling on his chest.

'That's right. Your secret is safe with us, Rem,' James added behind Sirius, giving him a gentle smile and a pat on the shoulder.

'Yeah, I guess if you haven't killed us until now, you won't probably do it soon, right?' Peter shrugged, and James gave him a light smack on the neck. 'Auch! What? I'm just saying!'

As he saw James and Peter bickering and Sirius' beaming smile too close to his face ���he wouldn't move, thought—, Remus knew it would be okay.

He didn't have any proof, he should be afraid, he should... but he couldn't. Because those were his friends, and he was supposed to trust them, right?

Even if he was a monster, they had made him part of the group. When Peter saved him a seat to play cards after dinner, when James made him his favorite sandwich for breakfast if Remus overslept, when Sirius told him his deepest secrets while they looked at the night sky on the Astronomy Tower, he couldn't deny it.

He was a werewolf, yeah, but he was also a Marauder, and that surely made everything better, because he would never be alone again.

[mundrakan]

Prompt: Champagne (probably so un-fluffy that it touches fluffy on the back)

@wolfstarmicrofic - 179 words

TW: infidelity, cowardly Remus, internalized homophobia, self-hatred, betrayal

“A bottle of champagne for the newly weds!” Sirius spit and set the glasses down on the table with such force that even with their indestructible charms they almost shattered.

Tonks looked in surprise at her uncle, frowning in confusion, right until she caught her new husband staring in dread. “What... what is going on?”

Remus shuffled his feet. “I can explain.”

“So can I,” Sirius seethed with such venom as Tonks had never heard from him. “Your dear coward of a husband there would rather make you unhappy alongside him than accept a part of him he always despised.”

“The... the werewolf?” Tonks scoffed. “I can handle that.”

Sirius looked at Remus and nodded. “Sure. And the other thing too. But don't come to me and cry about it, when he leaves you in a fray to chase something even more 'normal'.” With that he turned around and left, not even looking back.

Remus was white like a bedsheet, and only on Tonks insistence managed, just barely to stutter out: “Angry ex.”

That sounded ominous.

[sntsvictors]

case     file          :          victors     ,     corvina          

1973     ,     columbus , ohio        

basics.

full name . . . ; corvina victors

nicknames . . . ; cor, raven

association . . . ; none

species . . . ; werewolf

birthplace . . . ; ohio

occupation . . . ; florist

date of birth . . . ; october 31th, 1973

status . . . ; single

sexuality . . . ; lesbian

pronouns . . . ; she/her

languages . . . ; english , latin , spanish (latina ex wife effect)

to note . . . ; she is not sane

scars . . . ; has claw marks going down her neck to her chest

tattoos . . . ; has a rose on her ribcage

piercings . . . ; nipples

positive traits . . . ; loving, easy-going, loyal, adapt, intelligent

negative traits . . . ; temperamental, impulsive, manipulative, reckless, unstable, violent

connections . . . ; riven victors . . . son

bioggraphy

TW: Violence, Blood, Domestic Abuse

Insanity is a word vastly used to undermine the works of bright powerful witches taken with dark magic, loosely hanging from a thread without real meaning ⸻ Or it is what Corvina would tell herself when she could feel her mind slipping past lines she dared not willingly cross, falling into an abyss right beneath her left foot. The world of an illusionist is a fake one, standing on pillars of crafted lies and manipulated dreams ⸻ It was so terribly easy to lose sight of reality when her fingertips were black-stained by the nightmares she created. So no, Corvina Victors is not insane, thank you very much. 

Stranger in a coven of strange women ⸻ yes. But there wasn't anything alarmingly off about her; an only daughter of an only daughter of an only daughter of an ⸻ There were no boys born into the Victors's family. Men are disposable tools witches see no use in other than the sperm in their ball sack. It has been this way since the first Victors hung from a tree in Salem ⸻ hurt, alone, betrayed by the one she trusted the most. The hatred diluted each passed generation, but the ways of the Circle of the Reverie remained unchanged. They would not prevent their girls from marrying good-hearted men, of course ⸻ but a warlock isn't allowed in the circle no matter how much love he holds for the witches. It is safer this way, the elders would say to their grandchildren, who would then become elders themselves, passing the belief on and on. 

Corvina did not question it ⸻ blindly trusted the words of her mother, grandmother, many aunties in their little makeshift village of support. She had no interest in men save for the kind boy by the river, fetching her shawl in the cold frigid waters for her. And even then, nothing but platonic love coiled around the two of them. He didn't know of the powers she possessed ⸻ the leisure walks she would take through his dreams, the deadly nightmares she enjoyed plaguing in the minds of those beneath her. People die in their sleep all the time, there's nothing amiss when a wife wakes up to find her husband lying cold next to her ⸻ and if she is secretly thankful for that, how his heavy hands can't touch her anymore ⸻ well, you are welcome. 

Of course, one cannot control a tornado ⸻ the more Corvina took, the less of herself was left. She had been a prodigy from the moment she was born, starlight on her fingertips and death in her lungs, singing her to sleep. But the burden is one that leaves a void inside one's soul, and Corvina wanted more. Always more. Not only deserving men felt the full grip of her wrath, but any who dared cross her path. When her mother passed away, eyes turned to Corvina as if she had been the one to kill the beloved. She didn't. They knew too. But they feared her, some. They loved her more. 

At eighteen, leader of a coven mysterious as they are dangerous. At twenty, pregnant with the heir of all her power and ambitions. Science truly was beautiful. Her best friend provided doctors with the missing piece of the equation, and poof ⸻ they were planning to co-parent the most loved baby in the universe. Of course, maternal instincts didn't hit her easily. Truth be told, by her last semester she had begun thinking she could not love the alien feeding off her body. And then she held him in her arms ⸻ covered in blood, pink, screaming ⸻ Oh Riven, you are extraordinary, are you not, my little love? The first boy to be born from a Victors's witch, and of course he was hers. Only she is powerful enough to break the cycle, only her Riven is special enough to start a new one. She took to him like water takes to the river, and loving Riven became the easiest thing she ever did. 

Of course, the more he grew, the more his powers manifest, the more hers did ⸻ and her so once called best friend showed her his true colors, dripping of resentment and jealousy. Motherhood changes people in ways one could not understand. Away from her coven, lost, and for the first time scared, Corvina took the abuse in silence if it meant her son could have a stable household. If she knew what awaited her, she wouldn't have. 

Insanity is merely a word ⸻ No. She felt insanity heavily upon her, on her tongue, in her throat, when she was buried in a shallow grave ⸻ bleeding from wounds she could not see, feeling life physically leave her. She felt rage. Anger. Whatever last thread holding her sanity together disappeared, then, like a ripped worn wool sweater. Corvina doesn't know how she survived. There are days she fully believes she didn't. Necromancy is a beautiful thing. And she is a lucky woman to have been buried near the haunting place of a rather skilled one. And when the wolf found her, well ⸻ Losing her powers hit her hard. It’s why, she believes, her mind fractured. Her memories were hidden behind a fog wall she didn’t want to breach, her full moons a thing of agony and bitterness. But she marched on. 

Her wounds healed, and she built a life for herself she was quite proud of. But then her fiancé broke their engagement off. The heartbreak, perhaps, was the catalyst of it all ⸻ weeks after the break up, she found herself wandering through a primal haze she has never felt before. Hunting people. Killing them. One victim after the other, she grew stronger. More like herself. And the more like herself she was, the more she remembered them ⸻ Her Riven. The murderer. Tracking them down was hard, but necessary. It is lucky they were both in the same city, now. Revenge will taste sweet with Riven by her side.

[asterekmess]

Hi, Tali! If you don't mind answering, what do you think of the Jewish Stilinski / Gajos Family headcanon? What about the headcanon of Stiles with ADHD and autism? Finally, do you have headcanons focused on Teen Wolf werewolf culture? For example, I find it interesting that, based on ravens and their symbiotic relationship with wolves, werewolves think of ravens as good luck charms or even allies. Perhaps, they will call someone particularly close to them who is not supernatural, their raven. I don't know. I find the apparent hatred, or reluctance, that the series portrayed for born werewolves rather sad. Thank you so much.

There's a lot of questions here, so i'll go through them one at a time!

Jewish Stilinski/Gajos Family headcanon: It's not one I personally follow; while i like to try and incorporate a little more polish culture with the Stilinski family, I don't really do religious aspects (and yes i know that you can be culturally jewish without being religiously jewish, but it's also not part of how I view him). But i do love the idea, and of course heavily support others bringing it to life for themselves! Admittedly, if I were to make anyone in tw jewish, I usually see Coach as jewish? I don't even know why? It's just permanently there in my brain. o.O But I think that there's a lot of depth you could go into making Stiles/the Stilinski/the Gajos family jewish, and so much that could be added to his character and his parents that way! ADHD & Autistic Stiles: I'm assuming you're specifically talking about him being ADHD AND Autistic, since the ADHD part is canon. And again, while it's not something I personally see/headcanon, I'm still very supportive of others hc'ing it. Autistic characters are rare, and well-written autistic characters even more so. Rep in general for Autistic people is abysmally hard to find if you're looking for canon rep, so I have no hardships with those who hc they're way into getting some. There's plenty of things/behaviors/ideas about Stiles that would support that hc, and people exploring that is awesome! I mean, honestly there's not really headcanons that I don't support, since they're headcanons and people can think whatever it is they wanna think. XD Whether or not I share those headcanons is a wildly different story. XD

Headcanons focused on TW werewolf culture/customs: I have SO MANY. The problem is that I have so many, and they're such integral parts of how I view things, that it's genuinely hard for me to identify what my hc's are, because they're basically canon to me. There's pack bonds being a real, magical thing with physical effects on wolves (this isn't canon, despite what cora says about losing pack members being like losing limbs, and what they say in s2 about packs with more wolves being literally stronger faster, etc. They never say a pack BOND is a thing). There's the Alpha Imperative to protect and care for the pack like essentially a parent, paralleling real life pack structures. That it's not about being dominant, it's about being a Guardian/Caretaker for the rest of the pack. That there's a reason why someone wouldn't WANT to be an Alpha, that there's some kind of downside to all that power, or at least a responsibility that some wouldn't be willing to deal with. The idea that werewolves can't use magic. that you can either be magic, or have magic, and since werewolves ARE magic, they can't control it, unless it's werewolf specific, like the stuff with their claws, etc. So a werewolf couldn't cast a spell, but a witch could. The idea that having control isn't about Not Shifting, it's about being able to CHOOSE whether you shift or not. A fully shifted werewolf isn't less in control than a non-shifted one. If a non-shifted wolf CAN"T shift? They have no control, just as a wolf who can't HELP shifting has no control. True Control is about being Balanced in your ability to choose which way you sway in the shift. And continuing on from that, there's the idea that Werewolves aren't half wolf, half human. They're ALL werewolf, and there's no inner wolf they're fighting for control with or humanity to cling to. There's just…Them. Bitten wolves have new urges that they might Personify as an inner wolf, but especially bitten wolves DONT have that, because why would they? Heightened senses/alternative forms of communication being a THING for werewolves. They go off scent, sure, but also they speak with Body language and read emotions in your stance. That Derek and the Hales might not actually be so damn succinct and non-communicative as everyone assumes, and maybe they're just speaking a different language? Shifting as a general form of communication and behavior. The same as smiling or glaring, having eye flashes and showing fang being a Part of how they talk. It's not necessarily intimidation tactics, it's just…another form of squinting their eyes or winking or whatever other facial expressions humans use? They just have more options bc they have more facial features to work with. Full moons being a sort of….not holiday, but a Custom to werewolves. It's not just a horrific night of torture and pain. It's a night when wolves feel powerful and full of energy and magic and whether they have full moon runs or bonfire nights or parties, or even just mandatory pack nights, having the full moon mean something other than agony. Having a CONNECTION to the moon! Whether they see it as a deity or in general have a cultural respect for nature as a whole or just Feeling something standing in the moonlight, full moon or not. This thing that's so huge to them, having some other effects/meaning something to them!

There's loads more, but i also like your idea about ravens and connections to wolves! I actually have a wip that talks a lot about that concept ^_^ And you're right, it was really sad and disappointing that a show that was supposed to be about werewolves, treated them like the enemy and every glimpse we got into their culture just revealed more violence and hatred and viciousness and just....2 dimensional animalistic propaganda bullshit. Half the stories we heard about werewolves came from hunters! Also, apologies that this response keeps getting longer, tumblr wasn't letting me fucking post the reply bc i guess it was too long?

[liamgallaghermpreg]

Happy WW!! I always see you talking about ABO dynamics so I gotta ask: have you ever thought about a Supernatural + Teen Wolf crossover? If you were now CEO of the CW how would you make that play out? (Lets pretend in this make believe land that incest is allowed on tv lol)

this is a wild ask and i'm obsessed thank you. have i ever thought about it? no. am i thinking about it NOW? absolutely yes

(also fwiw there is incest in riverdale lmao, which leads me to believe that the cw is down to clown with it as long as it's m/f lol but i digress)

ok so. one thing about me and teen wolf is i ship everything. i've only seen 1-3b (i dipped when allison died moved away) and i rewatched 1-2 at the beginning of the pandemic. i forgot how fucking wild that show was?? ANYWAY!! here's a couple character interactions i'd love to see:

sam, meet lydia: lydia would initially be interested in dean, the charming, good-looking older brother, but quickly realize that sam is the one with the brains that line up more with hers. dean is smart, absolutely, but sam is more interested in typical academics, and lydia is a genius. they'd chat. they'd get into the lore (once sam does lydia a couple favors, of course). i fucking love lydia martin, she is a forever girl to me, and despite TW being an MTV show, lydia has deep flavors of sam. s2 lydia, hearing voices and visions, not knowing what's wrong with her, learning a dark family past, a harbinger of death...yeah, they'd have plenty to talk about and i'd LOVE to see these two as fast friends that nobody quite understands. sam hiding that lydia is a banshee from dean so that he & john don't hunt her...ugh <3

dean, meet peter hale: we know that dean loves a good looking father figure ;) and peter is so manipulative and creepy – he'd absolutely sniff out the J/D going on (incestuous family meet incestuous family) and use it to piss dean off during fights. i imagine this as an endless chase; peter is so good at getting away and dean is so upset with himself that he keeps losing him and getting toyed with in the process. can you imagine peter's flirting? also, with all the peter + lydia stuff happening, this would add another layer on top of it, when you have sam's friendship with lydia.

john, meet chris & kate argent: ok. incest recognize incest. what the hell was going on in the argent family lmfao bUT ANYWAY i would LOVE to see john talk with these other hunters who all three have such different interpretations of their "codes." i would love to see who john sides with – is it chris, who only hurts those who hurt others, or kate, the vicious fighter who doesn't think twice about hurting any werewolf? i would love to see the fallout of john siding with kate first only to see how that drive has corrupted her into the evil that she is.

dean should hook up with...marin: this would be so fun i think. she's smart and beautiful, which is enough to draw dean in, and she can keep up with him. he can talk to her about the supernatural world, but oh man imagine the fallout of finding out marin is working with deucalion, dean turning on her, and then finding out that she was actually double-crossing him! the self-hatred that would ensue. would they get back together after? who knows...

sam should hook up with...stiles: i almost said allison but scallison is my otp so i can't break them up lmao. i want sam & stiles to have their bi-curious phase with each other. a messy baby dom 4 baby dom virgin 4 virgin moment at one of those raves. they're both secretly constantly competing to be the smartest person in the room and stiles is sooo jealous of sam's friendship with lydia yet fascinated by him. tension off the CHARTS.

john should hook up with...melissa: hELLO? this would be so hot. while i do ship melissa/sherriff stilinski, i love the idea of this ill-advised hookup lmao. both single parents looking for a good time, john unaware that her son is one of the werewolves he's hunting, maybe rafael (her ex-husband) has it out for john bc the winchesters have gotten themselves on the FBI's radar?

oh there is SO MUCH fun stuff you can do with this crossover, also sam would love dr. deaton i think, and dean and jackson do get in a physical fight at some point and dean kicks his fucking ass lol

[straydogkins]

General reading for Rei Skauma

General disclaimer: I hope these make sense to you, but you always know yourself best what is and isn't true to you and your canon. As per usual we rolled three times and asked for a general reading of your timeline.

As always: Please heed the TW's in this, part three talks about vague feelings of self hatred and separation of ones identity.

The Shufflemancy says...

HOWLING by odotter FT Hatsune Miku and Gumi | Lyrics

Howling is a song about a werewolf who is portrayed by Gumi (I am assuming she's a werewolf based on the lyrics and music video) and a Vampire portrayed by Miku (I am assuming again based on the music video and lyrics). The song goes on to show them 'hunting' the other by using their natural instincts.

My analysis:

You (probably as the vampire- although maybe not in the literal sense) and someone else (there werewolf) were probably in a heated and intense relationship, I can't say if it was long term or not based on this song alone.

Ngl this is funny to me because of Koga's mere existence, however I don't want this to be the only thing that points to a possible romantic relationship between the two of you- You know yourself best and so forth.

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Regretful Promise by Spores-P ft Gumi | Lyrics

This song is about being manipulated and lied to, told from the perspective of a princess who was tricked into giving him her soul for three months. The demon then starts killing people she's close to (including her family) in an attempt to guilt trip her into staying with him forever. Although this song is specifically about her running away from the demon and plotting to be free from him.

My analysis:

From my POV this could link you being in a situation where you wanted to (and eventually did) run from which felt like your soul was literally sold and/or trapped by whomever you sold it to.

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ENEMY by Dasu ft Kagamine Len | Lyrics

This song used to have an offical meaning, while the document has been deleted while looking around online, I found that it might represent the inner psyche of a boy who hates himself and his thoughts, seeing them as an 'enemy' to himself and being hateful towards that part of him.

My analysis: I don't think you liked yourself (or at least a part of you) very much. You probably viewed yourself as a problem or an 'enemy' to those around you. You couldn't understand that side to you or why it would do the things it did.

As a disclaimer this song isn't about being a system (as far as I know), however in psychology it's common to separate yourself into different 'parts' which is what I believe this song is referring to.

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Overall analysis

From this reading I'd say you had a romance that was very strong, was manipulated and hurt by someone (or something like a cooperation) and because of that you didn't like the part of you that allowed these things to happen.

Honestly these are all very different and vague topics, so you would know best what they all mean but that's the general vibes I'm getting.

[ballparkscubicle]

New Argenti Lore

Tw: sexual assault, child abuse, violence, cannibalism, physical abuse, mental abuse, gaslighting via mind control

Rowan takes Adonis as his knight and gives him his name (Adonis was previously called Mail). They take a year to warm up to each other. In that year, Rowan almost takes Adonis’ eye out. In year two, they've become friends, and by year three, they are crushing on each other. In the ten years between them meeting and Rowan succumbing to the curse (The Fall), they dance around their feelings for two more years until they end up getting drunk and sleeping together. After that, it cements their unspoken feelings. 

Rowan sleeps with nobles to keep them in check, and one in particular abuses him, but he is unable to get rid of him due to the duke being very powerful. Adonis hates this but can't do anything, so he just takes care of Rowan after the times he sleeps with a noble.

They find an orphaned six-year-old werewolf and take her in (Mila). Rowan visits his soldiers on the battlefield, and during one of these visits, he and Adonis are ambushed. The men force Rowan into sex to protect Adonis. Rowan is able to kill the men (due to the curse he's very strong but prone to injury easier), and the next day they arrive at the camp where Rowan is taken care of by medics, while Adonis decides to return to his mercenary band (The Band of Iron Chains).

After about a week of being catatonic, Rowan sends his men to bring Adonis back, as well as hiring the mercenary band to fight a battle he knows they'll lose. The Band of Iron Chains is wiped out, turning an already angry Adonis on Rowan. Adonis leaves again after saying he hates Rowan. Rowan spirals (locking Mila in her room for a month) until it sinks in, causing the man to fall into despair, triggering the curse (Rowan turns into a dragon). Mila is freed by a maid and escapes into the woods.

For three years, Adonis wanders the kingdom as a rival one takes over, and Rowan, stuck in his cursed form, terrorizes the mountains. After year one, he reunites with Mila and, later on, forms a party of five others. Meanwhile, Rowan is somehow broken from his cursed form. Once Rowan is back, he takes his kingdom back and begins searching for Adonis.

Adonis starts to pull Rowan into his dreams due to gods being summoned by those who call out to them in their dreams. Usually, Rowan would be pulled into multiple people's dreams, but Adonis’ longing is so powerful it sucks the god in completely. This is after Adonis is given the Silver Angel's armor. This armor prevents fatigue in battle and pain but slowly kills the wearer by draining their energy. Rowan is not happy about Adonis wearing the armor or that he is pulled into Adonis’ dreams, and Adonis is mad, too. Both are in denial of wanting the other that much.

In the dreams, Adonis isn't in full control of himself. His subconscious is controlling his actions. There is also the manifestation of his worst traits or the ram. The ram is everything Adonis tries to hide from. His emotional pain and burdens. Most importantly, his hatred and anger. The ram is constantly in the back of Adonis’ mind, and during the shared dreams, it will sometimes appear. One time, it manages to separate Adonis from Rowan and attack Rowan. Sexually assaulting him and leaving him surprisingly “happy,” as it actually caused him pain. He wants it to hurt him again. He needs it to hurt him. Adonis in the dreamscape is scared for Rowan. He doesn't want to see him hurt even if, in his waking mind, he's convinced himself he wants to kill Rowan.

Adonis eventually is found and captured by Rowan. Separating him from his party and Mila. Rowan forces Adonis to become a paladin so he is able to control him completely. Adonis being in this perpetual hazy state where he doesn't remember Rowan sending his mercenary band to their deaths and is completely compliant and docile with Rowan

He doesn't remember Arlo or anyone in his party other than Mila. Who Rowan claims ran away, but Adonis doesn't believe that wholeheartedly. Sometimes, he has nightmares of his time before reuniting with Rowan. Adonis doesn't understand them.

On top of the haze, Adonis has blackout rages when he sees something that should trigger a memory. He kills a lot of people during these, only able to be subdued by Rowan. After these episodes, Adonis is chained up and locked in the dungeon for several days until he is safe. Rowan starts letting Adonis have violent sex with him to get out his anger. Afterwards, Adonis feels guilty about it, and Rowan will use that to manipulate him.

Arlo only sees Adonis when Rowan makes public appearances, and he's dressed like a noble with what is obviously a collar around his neck. Adonis never leaves Rowan's side in public, and rarely in private is he alone. Arlo and the traveling party work to get to Adonis. Aisley, a powerful witch, is able to locate him but can not break the haze Adonis is in. Rowan is in complete control of Adonis and can't be killed in a meaningful way, as he reincarnates. Arlo and his party end up joining an underground rebellion and getting to the castle. Adonis goes with them in an attempt to keep Rowan safe, but Aisley kills Rowan's vessel without him knowing to buy time to escape. 

They party goes to a neighboring country. Arlo and Aisley work on cracking the barrier, keeping Adonis’ memories locked away. Adonis is surprised to see Mila is with these people he feels he should know, but he's still on edge. The rages get worse, and Adonis isolates himself most of the time. Arlo is his only friend. Adonis finds himself instantly protective of Arlo and eventually realizes he loves him. Arlo calms him down in a way no one ever has. In fact, Arlo is able to snap Adonis out of his blind rages.

It takes Rowan a year to reincarnate, as he has to wait in the astral realm for his vessel to reform. On the outside, his body is encased in an egg shell. For him to be reborn, his destroyed body had to be fed the blood of humanoid races. The egg has to be immersed in blood. The paladin generals take care of this. 

When Rowan is reborn, he immediately knows where Adonis is and raises an army to intimidate the king of the neighboring kingdom into letting him into the borders to search for Adonis. Which isn't hard to do, being that Rowan hasn't lost one battle after his return to the throne and commands lesser demons. It's rumored that Rowan isn't human anymore, but many other countries do not believe this.

When Rowan finds Adonis, he forces him back, but lets him bring Arlo after seeing how attached Adonis is. He only cares about having Adonis back. Aisley is gone at this point as they needed to get a rare herb. Leaving no other option than to follow Rowan's command. Arlo manages to get Mila as well, before they are taken back to the castle. There, Adonis is never allowed to leave Rowan's side and can only see Arlo and Mila if supervised. Rowan starts to see Arlo as a pet due to his efforts to win the god over. Mila has to learn that Rowan doesn't have a fatherly connection to her anymore. She ends up having only Arlo to look to for good parental behavior, as Adonis is absent or not himself most of the time.

Adonis is discontent but trying his hardest to make things work. Because of his inner darkness, he's still very volatile. He needs either Rowan or Arlo to calm him down. He ends up in the dungeon a lot after being back at first. 

Rowan eventually lets Arlo sleep in his and Adonis’ bed as he comes to care for him like a dog. Meaning he lets Adions be alone with him. It takes Adonis yelling at him for Rowan to start pretending to be able to love Mila like he once had. He is eventually able to love her as if she were a possession of his. Rowan is able to get Arlo to become a paladin in order to protect Adonis properly. Rowan has no intention of controlling Arlo the way he does Adonis. He simply knows that if Arlo dies, Adonis will have a very bad mental break. It's rather easy for Adonis to convince Rowan to fully integrate Arlo into the relationship, as Rowan is fond of him.

It becomes easier to raise Mila when Arlo enters the relationship. Things calm down, and Adonis' violent episodes calm down.

[matoitech]

i have massive hatred for omegaverse bc ppl think it’s interchangeable with werewolves and tag their fics w ‘werewolf’ when they actually mean omegaverse and mpreg and whatever the hell like dont u dare say this is the same thing.. werewolves did nothing to deserve this

[verse-macabre]

+×+ The Crossroads +×+

You are not me, I am not yours

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My instincts tell me to gnash my teeth and tear into you while yours wish to bestow gentle, deceptive kisses to break down my defenses

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Pacing in circles and searching for something, anything to make sense

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What do you hope to gain from this saccharine passion of yours?

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I can't believe it to be genuine, it is too unlike what I know love to be

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Caught in a gust of wind, I'm not sure if I can trust my intuition

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A mysterious place with no name

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Trapped with the overwhelming urge to cough up whatever is causing this heaviness in my chest

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I'll cut you down in ways you never thought possible

[rainforest-daisies]

The aftermath(the diary pt. 2)

Character: Remus lupin x Reader, prev. James potter x reader

Synopsis: after James rejected you, you found new love with a certain werewolf.

TW: none? Maybe OOC lily?? 

A/n: THANK YOU ALL FOR GIVING ME SM SUPPORT ON THE FIRST CHAPTER!! That genuinely made my day seeing all of those comments!

Pt. 1

It was pure torture, walking the halls after everything that happened.

Pure torture.

Someone let it slip that you were rejected by James potter, the one infamously dating lily evans. And it was sickening seeing them together.

Well, at least it was sickening a few months ago.

After that fateful day in the dorm, and the library, and the halls, you vowed to yourself that you were to find someone else. Someone that actually loved you. Turns out, that’s a lot harder than you would expect.

You would go on dates with guys here and there, but none of them made you feel the same. That was, until a famous werewolf asked you out; Remus lupin.

Now, maybe it was an act of revenge on James, dating one of his closest mates. Or maybe you truly did feel comfortable with Remus, like you two could have what James and lily have. Only time would tell, though.

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James first spotted you two holding hands walking to class, his attention on lily was swayed to you. 

He was jealous, but he would never admit that. He loved lily, sure, but she couldn’t make him laugh like you do. She couldn’t comfort him like you do. He learned this when it was too late, Because you were falling for someone else.

Lily could tell he wasn’t himself anymore. He was barely kissing her, barely talking to her, hell, barely even looking at her. Because he was too busy looking at you. Her sadness became jealousy, that jealousy turned to rage, and that rage turned into a burning hatred for you. Because he loved you, not her.

While you and remus’s relationship grew stronger, James and Lily’s grew weaker. They both used the excuse that homework was getting the best of them both, but it seemed like everyone in the school knew that wasn’t true. 

The golden couple wasn’t the golden couple anymore. 

James was spending his time daydreaming of you, hating himself for the harsh rejection months ago, but you didn’t hate him anymore. You thought he would be happy that you were over him, dating someone else. Clearly not.

You noticed the stares from him, just as everyone else noticed them. You weren’t going to forget your loving relationship for someone who didn’t want you. And sure, you were breaking his heart in the process, but giving him a taste of his medicine was quite fun. 

“You alright? You seem out of it…” Remus stopped walking, which stopped you. He didn’t know you were looking at James until his sight trailed to his, looking him straight in the eyes. Remus’s arm wrapped around your frame, and continued walking.

Remus saw how heartbroken you were after the rejection. He comforted you, he helped you love yourself again, he treated you better than you had ever been treated, and that made you love him. He would yell at James if he could. How could he have been so stupid to say no to the sweetest person in the world? There must have been something wrong with him. 

But that didn’t matter anymore. That hurt that you felt for weeks? That was gone. The love you felt for James was nothing compared to your love for Remus. 

That love was enough for you.

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[unravellingsilencehq]

“Oh, Merlin, tell me, does THE MOON get what he deserves?” He is in THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX & CLOSED to finding out. 

— he walks through the world as ;

name → remus lupin pronouns → he/him identification → cis male year of birth → september 1959 - september 1960 face claim → joe keery blood status → half-blood (werewolf) sexual orientation → up to applicant occupation → photographer for the department of magical law enforcement at the ministry of magic future information → n/a

— he is best described as ;

The person to offer you the last square of CHOCOLATE, nibbled SECRETLY in the light of the fridge, with a nudge and a TEASING SMILE. COMFORT in human form, he is your favourite woollen JUMPER you search for on COLD NIGHTS that still fits despite how you’ve grown. QUIET & CAUTIOUS like the EVENING, he is the fun MEMORIES in the DARKNESS and the MYSTERIOUS HOWL that ECHOES in the MOONLIGHT.

— his story starts with ;

tw: death

A man whose heart is filled with gentle warmth and kindness, anyone who calls Remus Lupin a friend is incredibly lucky, although they are within a select few. Born to a muggle insurance office from Cardiff who fell in love with a wizard, Remus was raised in Cardiff. As a young boy, Remus was curious and eager to learn about the world. Lyall Lupin captured Remus’ imagination from an early age.  A senior advisor for The Department for the Regulation and Control of Magical Creatures, Lyall’s knowledge of magical creatures was unchallenged and Remus grew up searching for mermaids in Cardiff Bay and looking for werewolves in Wenallt Forest. Little did Remus know that it was a werewolf who would eventually come looking for him. Around Remus’ fifth birthday a number of muggles had gone missing in Cardiff, their bodies mauled in what the authorities thought was an animal attack, but Lyall knew better. A werewolf was on the loose, and Lyall had an idea of who it was. FENRIR GREYBACK [maker/adversary] had told the questioning committee he was simply a wizard in the wrong place at the wrong time, but Lyall knew the signs of lycanthropy and would not so easily be fooled. 

Lyall voiced his concerns at the trial, suggesting Fenrir be detained till at least the next full moon, losing his temper in the process. Fenrir was released and disappeared back to Cardiff without a trace. He would not forget Lyall’s comments and on the next full moon crept through his son’s open window and bit his small body savagely. Remus awoke writhing in pain. He doesn’t remember much from this period of his life but the severity of the bite which was still etched into his skin and the werewolf venom coursing through his veins was his first living memory that haunts him to this very day. His life was changed thereafter and sadly he can remember no different. His parents tried desperately to help him, fashioning chains in the basement to keep him safe during the full moon. So began his story with self-hatred. Remus despised what he had been turned into, he had learned about werewolves. They were spiteful and wicked and now he was infected with their same cruelty. He tried everything to stop the transformations but sheer willpower was not enough and after too many comments had propped up from his school about strange marks on his body his parents were forced to pull him from school. 

Like his father Remus had shown magical promise, leaving his mother and father worried about how he would be educated due to his condition. Lyall’s good friend ALASTOR MOODY [friend] had suggested Lyall be candid with the headmaster and it was due to the persuasive powers of ALBUS DUMBLEDORE [leader/former headmaster] and a firm promise that he would keep an eye on Remus that he was allowed to attend Hogwarts School alongside his peers that following September. After the bite, Remus had learned to keep himself to himself. It was better to not attract attention to himself, which was fairly difficult at times. At his core, Remus was a fun loving, intelligent and witty boy, which to the joy of his classmates he showed in the odd moment. His first friend at school LILY EVANS [close friend], was more perceptive than most eleven year olds and had learned the key to friendship with Remus was not to ask too many questions and make clever quips quietly to one another about the assigned reading or their less academically gifted classmates. It was perhaps this friendship with Lily that first put him on the radar of JAMES POTTER [best friend/housemate], though he knows now it was a multitude of things. 

His dorm mate was one of the most popular students in his year, amongst his friends and fellow dorm mates PETER PETTIGREW [best friend/housemate] and SIRIUS BLACK [best friend/housemate]. Although they got on the nerves of a fair few people, Remus landed on the side that he found them amusing and enjoyed their casual chats before bed and silently appreciated their attempts to get to know him. Their persistence to know him was the best thing that ever happened to Remus and although the most terrifying thing in the world was waking up in The Shrieking Shack after a full moon to find all three boys staring back at him, he has to this day never been more grateful for a singular event. For the first time he has true friends and the marauders came to know and love him even better than his own family. They didn’t care about his condition, in fact they learned to become animagus to accompany him on the full moon. Remus came into his own, a brighter and happier boy who would partake in practical jokes and parties by The Black Lake the boys became known for. Hogwarts was a happy time for Remus, a safe place to learn about himself and have responsibility given to him. 

He graduated with outstanding results, having been a prefect and with a loyal and brilliant set of friends, completed perfectly by MARLENE MCKINNON [close friend], DORCAS MEADOWES [close friend] and MARY MACDONALD [close friend]. Upon leaving Hogwarts at eighteen, all of the same fears he had aged eleven flooded back to him. With no Dumbledore to look out for him, Remus knew he would have to manage his condition alone in the workplace. Accepting a job at The Ministry of Magic as a crime scene photographer and analyst and moving in with James, Sirius and Peter. What had happened to Remus had changed his life forever and instead of letting it force him into depression, he used it as the catalyst to drive him forward. His expertise was vital to The Department of Magical Law Enforcement, especially in the wake of the death of BOOKER BAGNOLD [person of interest]. A suspected killer werewolf was on the loose, but the case did not quite add up to Remus, who knew exactly what it looked like to be attacked by a werewolf. 

Remus tried his best to get ALICIA AVERY-JONES [boss] to see to reason that Booker hadn’t been killed by a werewolf at all, but not wanting to draw attention to himself was forced to drop his quest and help The Ministry rule werewolf SILAS CRUMP [person of interest] as his killer. Three years on, Remus knows more. Now a member of The Order of The Phoenix alongside his friends; he knows that something much darker is at play and Silas Crump sitting in Azkaban weighs on him more heavily each day. With the guidance of FRANK LONGBOTTOM [mentor], Remus has been privately looking into Booker’s death for The Order; believing it might help establish some leads as to who may be hiding in the army of THE DARK LORD [adversary]. But with hate towards creatures on the rise and The Ministry trying to crack down on registration after the disappearance of ROSALIE FLINT [person of interest], Remus must try his best to help the cause he believes in without ruining his life and painting a target on his back, especially when there are those who can’t be trusted like SEVERUS SNAPE [adversary] who know his secret already. 

— he is a LEVEL 6 WIZARD & LEVEL 6 WEREWOLF readied for war ;

[asterekmess]

Did you ever watch Buffy? The first episode where Anya was introduced was titled "The Wish" and all I can think about is if Scott McCall had ever run into a pure Sidhe where they offered him a wish. Instead of, "I wish Buffy had never come to Sunnydale." It would be more, "I wish I was never bitten to become a werewolf." But just like all feaye tricks, the outcome is more, his Dad ended up with primary custody rather than his Mom and he was forced to leave BH. And then Stiles ended up more friends with Heather and others. And while Scott's life is worse, when he tracks down the others he finds all of theirs are greatly improved.

I think about it a lot and how Scott never really dealt with the consequences of any of his actions, everyone else did, and how an episode or mini-arc could have fixed a flaw in the show's design. I mean, we were already dealing with a lot of Celtic lore, why not someone from the Sidhe courts?

I have no idea why this took me so long to answer, so apologies for that. <3 I did watch buffy! I've seen all of it, and all of Angel as well. XD

I remember 'The Wish' episode, and whoooo boy it gave me chills. I loved how big the butterfly effect was, how something that seemed so small, something that Genuinely seemed to be the cause of a lot of problems in Sunnydale, ended up being so important to how things had progressed. Because, yeah, you would think Buffy not coming to Sunnydale would be a Good Thing, right? Sunnydale didn't have all of these insane issues before she arrived. It was quiet, and nothing big or scary ever happened. Her arrival matches perfectly with when everything started going absolutely nuts, so whatever selfish ideas Cordelia had, her thought that Buffy not coming to Sunnydale would be a good thing, makes sense. Except that, as she finds out, she's entirely wrong. Buffy's arrival was a lucky coincidence, or fate, whatever your taste leans toward. She showed up right as things started going nuts, and she kept it from going SO MUCH MORE NUTS.

Now, moving on to TW, it is a fascinating mix of being the Exact same situation, and the exact Opposite. I'll add a Read More, cus' holy god is this a lot of Rambling.

Because Scott wishing not to have been bitten...yeah, the bite Did improve things. But it improved things for him. He would absolutely regret making the wish, just like Cordelia did, because he would realize how many good things the bite had brought with it. BUT, conversely, he would have to realize how many good things the bite had brought for him, not for other people, and how their lives either wouldn't have been affect, or might've even Improved without him being bitten. Without the bite, Scott wouldn't have gotten on first line, period. His health issues made very clear in the five minutes he had them that any kind of stamina based sport was just out of the question for him. If he is unable to walk through the woods at a moderate pace without needing to grab his inhaler and stop against a tree, he just plain cannot play lacrosse for two or three hours of running at high speeds and working a bunch of muscles in his upper body. He likely wouldn't have gone out with Allison, because he would have no convenient way to get her attention. Furthermore, he wouldn't have the extra senses that both impressed her on the lacrosse field, and told him about her 'family dinner' the night of Lydia's party. (I've discussed this before, but... While it's true, Allison would have still brought him the dog; that dog would likely have attacked him, and his chances with her would have been shot in the foot when they both got in massive trouble and he likely had to go to the ER for stitches or something. Without Allison or first line, he wouldn't have started hanging out with the 'cool kids,' and quite frankly, wouldn't have had anyone to help him study for the classes he was struggling with. It's true that he also wouldn't have had werewolf things to worry about, or even a girlfriend to distract him from homework, so maybe that wouldn't have been such a huge issue, but still.

If we look at other people's lives and how They would have been affected by Scott not getting the bite...well, let's talk about that.

Stiles didn't get on first line because of Scott, or because of a werewolf bite. Or even because of the werewolf bullshittery occurring in town. He was put on first line because of his abilities, and even after being taken OFF first line for missing the game, he was put Right onto the field in the next game, chosen OVER other players who were perfectly viable options. Which means, he still would've ended up on first line. Allison wasn't interested in dating before she met Scott, and part of her draw to him was based on how 'different' he was. He knew things she didn't know how he could know, he had a weird ability to calm a furious, injured dog, and he had charisma that was ALSO gained from the bite, since being on first line made Scott Much more self-confident. If she didn't end up dating him, it's likely she wouldn't have dated at all. Which would mean no hiding from her parents, no strange conflicts of interest, AND, interestingly enough --depending on her involvement in the murders, etc that would still be occurring in town--no night in the school that would scare her bad enough to ask Kate for extra help and tip her headfirst into hunter training. AND, even if she DID still end up getting those lessons from Kate? There would be no bitterness to fuel her behavior at the end of season 1.

Allison was Traumatized after Kate showed her Derek on the grate. She was horrified, and didn't know what to do about it, and while we can ramble all we want about the morality of her not confronting her family (whom she's just discovered is willing to electrocute people) about it, the fact is that she pushed the thoughts aside to stop freaking out and went to that dance. Where she found out Scott was a werewolf, and was So fucking Betrayed that she was willing to help Kate catch him and Derek. No Scott, no betrayal, no willingness to help Kate recapture the miserable man who'd been chained up in a basement.

If we go back to that specific night, and try to unfold the events from there if Scott hadn't been bitten, things get a little complicated, but I'll take a few artistic liberties. Scott isn't bitten. Presumably, he just happens to get out of the woods in time, or he gets caught with Stiles by the sheriff, or doesn't go to the woods in the first place. These all change the possible outcomes of that night. If he hadn't gone in the first place, and Stiles went alone, would he have been bitten instead? Would Scott have been dragged into all of this anyway, but without the protection and boost of being a werewolf and cured of his asthma? If he weren't the one bitten, and he saw everything Stiles gained from it, would he still have such a hatred for the bite? Or would he want it, like Erica did, to cure him and make him powerful and cool? But, let's assume Stiles doesn't get bitten either. The second half of Laura's body still hasn't been found, and Stiles has no reason to fear running back into the preserve the next day, and no real punishment from his father as far as we can tell. So, does he go back to look again? If he did, he would run into Derek, because Derek would still be there after retrieving Laura's body himself. He would see Derek and still recognize him, and from there, things might spiral, still involving Stiles in the supernatural, and it's likely Stiles would try to involve Scott, and Again we get hit with "Would Scott want the bite, if he hadn't gotten forcibly bitten in the first place?" The answer is probably yes. He wanted to be cool, and popular, and on the lacrosse team. He wanted everything being a werewolf gave him. BUT if we're looking at this wish as similar to "The Wish," then no matter what, Scott won't be bitten. He'll be transported to a new world where it just never happened, and he'll be human, and forced to watch everyone around him be just plain different. Scott not being bitten would isolate him from Stiles, if Stiles got involved in the spn anyway. We SAW how Stiles cut off his other friends once the spn starting getting in the way. He and Harley? We have no clue how close they were. They were close enough for her to tease him about his crush on Lydia, for her to wander up comfortably to the locker and talk to them. And he cut her off as soon as the werewolf stuff hit. What if he cut Scott off? To protect him, if nothing else, like he did his own father. Once he realized the danger involved, I doubt he would be willing to put Scott in harm's way.

So, Scott would not only lose first line, lose his girlfriend, lose his popularity, lose his health and strength and heightened abilities, lose his 'importance' to the goings-on of Beacon Hills, but he would also lose Stiles, who seems to have been his only friend, unless he also had a relationship with Harley.

Okay, I've rambled enough about the what if's, so let's talk about the Reason why this wish would go so badly for Scott, in such a different way than it went for Cordelia. Cordelia, first off, wished that someone Else would not have/do something, rather than wishing for herself not to have done something. She watches how fucked up the world gets, and how much worse her life is without Buffy around to save the day. Scott wished for Himself not to have done something (even something passive, like 'get bitten') and would have to watch how fucked up his world gets, and how far behind he would fall. The other's lives might not necessarily get better, because Peter is still on the loose, and the hunters are still there, etc etc, but they would still Progress, while Scott would stay stagnant.

And WHY is that? Because Scott isn't important to the story. It DOESN'T start with him. That's the Whole Point of his character. He is supposed to be the 'everyman' who gets dragged into crazy shit and becomes integral to things that he wasn't ever meant to be a part of. The guy who wanders into becoming King or 'The Hero' that will save the world, even though he's just a small lad from a tiny town, whose highest prospects were "get on first line."

He was NEVER supposed to be Buffy, or if he was, it was done Very Badly.

But Beacon Hills WASN'T a quiet town before Scott was bitten; however much he might've said 'nothing ever happens in this town.' It was FULL of bullshittery and magic from the very beginning. There was the fire, and Paige, and the blinding of Deucalion, and the death of Alexander Argent, and the Nogitsune in the internment camp nearby. All of these things were around So much longer than Scott's bite, and they'd been affecting the world that whole time too. Because yes, in Buffy, the master was There before she was, but he was literally rendered inert by the situations he was in. And the things he'd done happened Centuries before, not six years. There is a difference. Sunnydale was Not Known for the insane number of weird deaths. Beacon Hills was. And aside from the Nogitsune, every single fucking thing that happened in Beacon Hills, was attuned to the Hale family in one way or another. Deucalion's blinding occurred during a meeting on Hale land, because Talia was known as a wise leader, etc, in the area and other wolves flocked to her. Deucalion biting Argent seems unrelated (if you even believe Deucalion did that, despite being a fucking pacifist before Gerard blinded him), but again, it occurs just a couple hours away from Beacon Hills, which is Hale Territory. The one who plays the Buffy role here? Who shows up at just the right time, and launches themself against an endless wave of evil, with slightly enhanced senses and a thorough need to do good and not back away from things that 'aren't they're problem'? The actual hero who is somehow tied to everything going on in ways even they don't understand? Was Derek. The guy who entirely unwittingly allowed Julia Baccari to survive, because he was trying to be merciful to his first love. Who entirely unwittingly was manipulated into giving up information that let a hunter kill his family. Who followed his sister back to town after six years of just trying to survive in New York, fell into a fucking tragedy, and decided to stop the bad guys anyway, even though he knew he didn't stand a fucking chance.

And as annoyed as some might get. The 'everyman' who stumbles onto the set and accidentally becomes integral to the saving of the world? The one whose ambitions are small and who expectations are smaller? Who is misunderstood, and has abilities that aren't recognized or appreciated, that doesn't really fit in, but tries their best anyway? The literal Angel to Derek's Buffy?

Is fucking Stiles. The son of the sheriff who just could not let it go when he discovered there was something funky going on. Who hung around on the edges, even though he wasn't really wanted, because he needed to help. Who ended up saving Derek's life over and over, and becoming so important as to be Derek's anchor? Who literally WENT DARKSIDE and HAD TO BE NEARLY KILLED, even though Derek didn't to kill him???

I know how it sounds, but JD SAID he took inspiration from Buffy. The issue is that his parallels are between DEREK AND STILES, and BUFFY AND ANGEL. Respectively.

Derek might act like the broody bad boy, but it is STILES' mentality that matches Angel's behavior, and it's Derek who matches Buffy.

I'm so fucking off track. Scott would be miserable if he ever managed to get a wish and used it to keep from having been bitten. And it would be sad. I would feel bad for him, had I watched something like that happen. Seeing him realize that most of the good things he had, he only got because of the bite. That Stiles would still be on first line, that Lydia and Jackson would still be the popular kids. That Allison wouldn't know he existed, or if she did would avoid him entirely. That Jackson would never have been turned into the kanima in the first place. That everyone else would move on and up in life, and he would still be standing at the bottom step. Because it wasn't his actual limitations that were holding him back, it was his refusal to accept them, to work with them, and to just plain stop Envying Everyone Around him, and start living his own fucking life instead of trying to steal other people's.

Scott wishes he were Cordelia, and I promise that would backfire too.

[aftgficrec]

Dragon/Magical/mythical AU pretty please 🥺

There are just so many aus with magic, mythical creatures and fantasy out there! We’ve put a small collection together here, and you can find more in our previous recs as well as under our fantasy tag (see below). The fantasy tag is under AUs. - S

Also see...

supernatural compilation here (see top of post for further recs)

fantasy aus (with dragons!) here

HTTYD/Dragon!Andrew aus here

new/fave fantasy fics here

fave fantasy fics here

Neil as a fantasy creature here

andreil shapeshifters/soulmates/omegaverse here

long fae/magic aus here

magic/urban fantasy aus here

Neil with wings and lots of magic here

werewolf!Andrew here

fairy tale aus here

staff recs may 21 - mermay here

Greek mythology aus here

‘Spun Like Gold’ here

‘On Dragon's Wings (Under the Blue)’ here

‘Imp’ here

Of Smoke & Bone by wishbonetea [Rated M, 23905 words, incomplete, last updated Sept 21]

In general, Neil Josten managed to keep his two lives in balance. On the one hand, he was a nineteen year old art student in Prague with a part-time job in a mostly-normal coffee shop. On the other, he, Allison, and Renee worked for an inhuman creature, running errands in exchange for wishes. For the most part, these two lives rarely intersect. But it's fair to say that the Foxes bring their own brand of trouble, and Neil's two lives soon start to collide.

tw: violence, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: recreational drug use

little ghost by redskiesandsailboats [Rated G, 5224 words, complete, 2021]

Everything comes with a price.

He should have known.

All of them should have.

But that’s the thing about hope.

Sometimes, if you let it grow past a spark, it’s so bright that it’s blinding.

Or: the one in which there is a quest with dubious guidelines, a ghost with an aversion to names, and a hero who never asked for any of this, but he keeps his promises anyways.

tw: implied/referenced abuse, tw: implied/referenced murder

Our Liminal Souls by glowingbee [Rated E, 27352 words, incomplete, last updated July 21]

Neil Josten doesn't believe in Gods, ghosts, nor destiny. If there is anything he has come to believe from years of out running certain death is that, firstly, not even a perfect utopia can protect everyone and second that everyone dies alone. A born wizard with a need for adrenaline, Neil knows he can only protect himself by learning combat, languages, and magic by participating in academic tournaments that are intense physical, magical, and psychological tests that honor their lineages of magic and otherworldly-given powers.

A lapse in Neil's plans securing his passage to his next hideaway has him dumped onto the world-stage of collegiate magic tournaments after being contracted to a high-profile A1 tournament court shadowed by recent suspicious deaths and a secretive court. Neil runs the risk of his secrets finding him before he can even begin to make sense of his invisible ties to his new teammates' own pasts and deciphering strange dreams that haunt him of mother's last moments.

tw: violence, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: implied/referenced torture, tw: blood

From The Ashes by tigerrlilyy [Not Rated, 4482 words, incomplete, last updated May 21]

After spending his entire life on the run, the death of Neil's mother throws him into a world where he's being hunted by dragons and a lot of people are wanting to see his blood spilled.

That is until he's whisked away to a special school for people just like him where he meets the beautiful asshole Andrew Minyard who seems to have a burning hatred for his existence the minute he steps foot in the school.

To top it all off? Andrew's a dragon. A dragon who wants him dead.

tw: violence, tw: minor character death, tw: blood, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: implied/referenced child abuse

Fang and Stake by darkbluebox [Rated T, 2658 words, complete, 2020]

For most hunters, it would have been a wet dream: his quarry beaten, bleeding, trapped and prone before him. He might as well have been holding a stake on a silver platter. If it had been any other vampire in the world, Andrew wouldn’t have hesitated to drive the splintering chunk of wood through his chest and be done with it.

Unfortunately, Neil wasn’t any other vampire.

tw: blood, tw: implied/referenced abuse

you hit me like a vision by paleromantic [Rated G, 2181 words, complete, 2019]

Andrew opened his mouth, closed it again. “Uh, who the fuck are you?”

The man blinked, and underneath him in the water Andrew swore that he saw something moving, a quick swish under the water every once in a while. He had auburn hair like red that had cooled in the pale spring sunshine to a duller brown, and when the sun caught it it turned to copper. “You can call me Neil if you’d like, I live around here.”

BITE by poetatertot [Rated M, 23338 words, incomplete, last updated Sept. 2019]

Nathaniel was terrified. A hulking mass, all bristling fur and slavering jaws, stood and stared back at him. It was greater than any man—greater than any raven-shifter he’d ever seen. It was massive.

“Fox,” he breathed.

tw: violence, tw: implied/referenced abuse

A Midsummer Night's Fib by NachtGraves [Rated G, 3620 words, complete, Andreil Week 2018]

Neil doesn’t know why he did it but Nicky wasn’t going to quit and Allison had her phone out with that plotting gleam in her eyes and Dan and Matt were looking at him in certain ways and he just blurt it out: “I’m going with Andrew.”

Ouroboros by ANEMONEXVI [Rated M, 34420 words, incomplete, last updated Nov 2018]

“I don’t have any desire to be part of a group of rebels who aid townspeople and give warmongering nations the metaphorical finger,” Neil stoked his words with distain, hoping to discourage the group into the short version of the conversation he knew they were trying to have.

...

With no time to grieve the violent death of his mother, Neil finds himself alone in an unforgiving land with a heavy target on his back. In his aimlessness he encounters a group of roguish crusaders, The Foxes. A team of misfits who attempt to work together to bring peace to nations or peoples in crisis. And they want to recruit Neil for his rumored illusory magic.

But Neil's magical lineage doesn't speak of subtlety and he can't afford to catch any unwanted attention.

A roughshod fantasy/magic/government intrigue/familial drama/torture/mental and physical healing/aliens/ saga

tw: violence, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: cannibalism, tw: blood/gore

what light tastes like by knoxxed (badmatch) [Rated T, 6516 words, complete, Aftg Exchange 2017]

Los Angeles is Jeremy Knox’s frown of concern whenever Jean pushes himself to the point of strain, the delighted grin when Jean surprises him. It’s cat fur being one more reason to stop wearing black.

Los Angeles is Jean never once being asked to confirm or deny who or what he is.

Los Angeles takes some getting used to.

(urban fantasy AU)

A Natural History of Dragons JereJean AU by @rhododendronbeware [tumblr, 2020]

- Jean Moreau only ever wanted to study dragons but instead he gets married off to Riko Moriyama to pay off his family’s debt.

Art

Demon Neil by EstaVS on deviantart

winged neil by @mistykaru [tumblr, 2021]

demon andrew by @mistykaru [tumblr, 2021]

[bvstdknvckles]

( JACOB ELORDI, 20, HE/HIM ) class is in session for ALIX CRAWFORD. the student file says they are a WEREWOLF and that they belong to HOUSE FLARION, currently being a SECOND year, where they’ll study HEALING MAGIC.  |  c, 29, ast, she/her.

BIOGRAPHY

- alix was born and raised in calais, maine. his mom was a lawyer and his dad owned a carpentry business.  - though both of them were witches, and proud of their history, they had both chosen professions outside of magic. - his twin sister avery was probably the person he was closest to growing up, that or his paternal grandmother who also lived with the family.

- when he was in middle school, he was suspended after a fight with another kid in his grade.  tw therapy / violence mentions  since then, he has been seeing a therapist regularly to develop healthy coping mechanisms and outlets for some of his anger.  he mostly has a handle on it but there have some relapses. - he was always athletically gifted, even from a young age. he was the starting quarterback on the high school team and though his father wanted him to take over the family business, he always had his sights set on the NFL. he had a plan; go to a small college to save money, have recruits come out to see him, and transfer to one of the best schools with high draft rates. from there he’d be set, his life on the correct path. unfortunately things didn’t work out that way. - the summer after graduation, just weeks before he was set to go to college, he was at a bonfire with some friends. he was drunk, mouthed off at the wrong guy, and one thing led to another and he got bitten by a werewolf. at first he tried to deny it, even as the full moon approached, but by the time that fateful night rolled around there was no denying it.  as every bone in his body broke, anguished screams drowned out by the angry metal music he was blasting out in an abandoned shack near their house, he knew that this was something he’d have to keep to himself.  their parents could never know. witches themselves, you think they would have supported him... but he knew them well enough to know that they would hate it. even if they said they supported him, were there for them, he’d always see the pity in their eyes and he couldn’t deal with the thought of it. he swore his sister to secrecy, lied and said he had decided to go to arcanas of his own volition — they were witches after all — and that college could wait a few years. they were shocked but the lie was believable.  - he was an angry dude even before he got turned so that’s only been amplified since becoming a werewolf. he’s your stereotypical angry werewolf, i know, who sometimes doubles down with a heap of toxic masculinity. he’s on the soccer team and takes it very seriously and is constantly getting yelled at for tackling like they’re playing touch football and being too aggressive on the field.  it’s also not uncommon to see him pop off for little to no reason.  he’s still a baby wolf, he can’t control everything yet, and his emotions are all over the map as a result of it.   - tw: internalized homophobia  he’s always carried a lot of self-hatred around in him. it’s like his brain’s stuck on what he thinks he “should” want, and tries to manifest it so aggressively that he almost believes it. he’s had a long term girlfriend for years, someone he’s known since he was a teenager, and while they’re... not horrible, together, there’s no spark there. no chemistry. if he were being honest, he’d know it’s because he’s always felt about guys the way he wants to about girls but he’s not ready to come to terms with that just yet.  - despite the anger and the aggression, he’s actually very intelligent and introspective. he loves poetry and shakespeare but these aren’t things very many people — if any — know about him. - tw: substance abuse ish  alix also lowkey highkey takes calming potions infused with wolfsbane to chill him the fuck out sometimes. they numb him, hurt him, but they keep him from flying off the handle when things are getting really bad.  he’s extremely good at potions and always found that it and alchemy come by him relatively easy. 

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AT A GLANCE

name: alix vaughn crawford.

age: 21.

gender: cis male.

pronouns: he/him.

sexuality: he’s definitely gay but he’s currently in the denial stage and therefore things that he’s heterosexual.

place of birth or where are they from: calais, me.

occupation: arcanas student / aspiring athlete.

APPEARANCE

faceclaim: jacob elordi.

height: 6′5″

physique: athletic/muscular.

eyes: hazel.

hair: light brown.

piercings: nipple piercing (left), hoop in his ear. 

tattoos: n/a.

scars: just the bite from the werewolf that turned him.

birthmark: he has a freckle/beauty mark on his upper chest beneath his pec. 

fashion style: sporty luxe? sweatpants and plain tees when he's staying in, fancy looking button downs with a leather jacket or his varsity jacket when he's going out. skinny jeans, never baggy ones.  will wear joggers and sweatpants though. impressive sneaker collection. 

perfume: 'eros' by versace. 

accessories: he's got an apple watch he wears that tracks his heart rate and shit. aside from that he's not big on accessories minus the thin gold chain he wears under his clothes.

INTERESTS

hobbies: sports, video games, drinking, amateur carpentry. 

food: big pasta guy. loves carbs. ribs/chicken/deep dish pizza. favorite candy are starbursts. 

drinks: whiskey drinker, dr. pepper soda main. places: disney world. the family went every year since he was 3. 

music: alt rock. (imagine dragons/nickelback/citizen soldier/marianas trench) 

series: succession, friday night lights, weeds, smallville, killing eve, you're the worst, the politician, manifest. 

podcasts: inside of you with michael rosenbaum, stuff you should know, ESPN daily, stay hot: a sports podcast 

movies: eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, whiplash, the dark knight trilogy, the original spiderman trilogy, the amazing spiderman movies, the fast and the furious movies, when the game stands tall, we are marshall, remember the titans, the longest yard 

literature:  he'd never admit it but he's into poetry. the only thing he'll admit to reading is probably harry potter.

PERSONALITY

positive traits: determined, hardworking, resilient, charismatic, entrepreneurial 

negative traits: stubborn, hot-headed, impulsive, impatient, selfish, overbearing, lacking empathy 

how do they appear to other people? tbh his height makes him come off very intimidating. he has a tendency to be very serious when he's focused, and comes across pretty abrasive if you don't know him that well. he does have a wicked sense of humor though so when you get to know him, he's not quite so sharp around the edges. being a werewolf however does unfortunately make his temper run hot, even hotter than it did pre-bite, so when he gets mad? he gets mad. he does have coping strategies but they don’t, uh, always work. 

how do they act when they're alone? tbh he's pretty chill. quiet, reads, or does something with his hands to keep himself occupied. 

zodiac sign: gemini baby / june 16.

mbti: ISTP

MENTAL

education:  graduated from high school in calais, me.  he fully intended on going to college in portland after graduation but he ended up going to arcanas instead. 

literacy: well-educated 

languages: english, spanish 

disorders: adhd, generalized anxiety, and no official diagnosis but he has been in therapy for years for anger management issues / aggression.   

phobias: enclosed spaces, serious injury, his own feelings lol

CLUBS & CLASSES

track team, soccer, writing & poetry 

specialty magic in alchemy & transfiguration, healing magic, potions, & spell casting.