#tw body dismorphia

[pollyannawog]

Kieranpon doodles.... (Mostly based on my fic)

Original AU by @shima-draws

[i-am-a-living-god]

AAAAAAAAAAAH I'm going absolutely insane about this fic I'm reading! And some of the descriptions from chapter 7 painted such a delicious mental image, I just had to draw it.

Anyway, go read it if you enjoy fucked up fanfics. Apparently it gets super dark and messed up later on so viewer discretion advised!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/48045421/chapters/121144945

[madmadder]

Lil para presentation again eeee

TW: shitty family, sadness because trans person so body dismorphia, family abuse

This is Wade, named after the best Wade ever (my best friend's para)

He's pre transition so he's pissed cause boobs. Like he's constantly pissed. Grumpy boi

He's Canadian and proud but he recently moved in the US with his dad who is a royal piece of shit. He hates his dad's guts (so do I) because that man is so creepy around his pretty ''daughter'' and 🤮

He works part time in a sports shop and he's very good at school because he's my baby boy. And he smart. My boi. And he likes orange and blue duh. And he cute

Fun fact (no): he hates his body and binds way too tight which causes him to pass out regularly and that sucks. Don't do that.

He's always so grumpy but he's nice and friendly I swear ❤️ okay that's all I think byebyebye

(Don't ask me about his mom. He doesn't have one. I don't know.)

[deesi-academia]

"lets click the picture again, but this time with no teeth in the smile!"

"wow your hips are...big huh"

"you don't wax?? even though you have such hairy arms??"

why? why am I being taught to hide myself?

[sadthiccness]

I feel a little silly for this but I feel proud of myself for not letting my after dinner sweet turn into a binge 😅

Honestly after-holiday sales really get me, so the Easter clearance candy has been on my counter. Specifically this 1 type of gummy candy which is just so satisfying to me, but not truly satisfying. It’s the kind of satisfying that makes me want to have an entire pile of it.

Anyways, I’m good at portioning out candy/sweets to take to work with me, but when I have them sitting around at home it’s just easy for me to eat a lot, and the past few days really got away from me. But after dinner tonight I had the small bowl of cereal that I planned and a portion of candy and then I stopped.

It feels so good to eat foods that would normally trigger a binge and I can just eat within my planned limit and then stop 😇

[thoughtofadumbteenprotagonist]

sometimes I forget the whole religious trauma thing, but then my mum makes a joke about me being “naked” in bed (okay i wasn’t wearing a top but all that was visible was my bear shoulders) and suddenly im sobbing and shaking and feeling the worst shame in my entire life

[sunflowers-n-cyanide]

One of the hardest part of periods for me other than the body issues that come along with it ( hating how I look, the bloating, literally bleeding for almost week, wishing I wasn't born a woman, etc) is the depression I have to pull myself out of everyday of it.

I'm the type that hates asking for help. I just hate it. I don't like feeling needy. But I always make progress the two weeks I'm not PMSing and actually on my period and when I do PMS and get on my period it's almost like I degress. I hate it.

I hate how I feel, I hate the cravings. I hate all of it. It makes my migraines worse. I wish it would stop.

[csbinnie]

how are you gonna stan enhypen then say “dni if you comment on orders bodies”?? as if enhypen hasn’t done that to sunoo a million times already. i’m not saying that’s okay, at all!!!!! but like be fr

bc my morals are independent of the music i listen to??? hello?

also i love & support sunoo and i think it’s fucked up of them to comment on his appearance at all. like i do NOT support that at all. also this is literally a txt account so i’m confused why you would even bring them up

trying to use serious issues like fatphobia and the very real effect it has on people (including engenes) as a “gotcha” moment in some stranger’s asks is weird behavior. YOU be fr.

[paradisecitizens]

can't tell if im being dysmorphic or if it put on weight :/

[hotfudgecherryrosy]

Hard working through body dysmorphia when im not entirely sure what it is bothering me at this point

[inkwellspoems]

I hate this time of the month

Right after fertility

Right before I bleed

I hate what I become

My body shifts

A monster like visage

Stomach bulging too far out

Mini bumps that get picked over

Every flaw looked at with scrutiny

I hate what I become

My mind is worse

Wanting to kill me for existing

The thoughts get so bad

That I cry myself to sleep

I hate what I become

I want so badly to cut

So it all shuts up

I want to starve

So I can look beautiful again

I hate what I become

This time is hell

But it’s temporary

Because when all is said

And all is done

I don’t hate who I was

[deesi-academia]

whenever i'm planning to wear an outfit i absolutely love, its just THAT DAY i feel so so bloated like ughhh

[sadthiccness]

My weight is slowly moving up again, and it’s all my fault. I’ve had no self control lately. I’m eating like I’m working out, but then not working out. My partner used to be a major gym rat, but now they don’t feel like it so much anymore. They worked too hard and got injuries from it (plus their body just stays amazing with workout or without, so there’s less pressure). I didn’t even get injuries because I never lift heavy. I’m just using my partner’s lack of wanting to go to the gym to justify my own laziness. If I was working out, at least I’d be losing fat. At least I’d eat more protein instead of having so many carbs everyday. Instead, if I’m not at work I’m usually sitting on my ass. And as a consequence, my weight has been going up pound by pound 😞 I need to get it together

[shadowzgather]

Rose, how did you manage to stop picking at your feathers and beak?

"The feathers kept regrowing after I plucked them. Picking them out was a painful endeavor, and eventually, the pain became too much. I realized after that that pulling them off, picking at them... these things weren't going to work. That I wasn't going to be rid of these new pieces of my anatomy. I needed an actual cure..." She replied with a pause. "Also, I avoid mirrors. That helps a bit." She added. Was she completely over the whole ordeal? No, not by a long shot, but not seeing herself and the changes to her body did help a bit.

[fabiochampioraro]

My mom cut my hair 10cm, even if i specifically asked her to just cut my tips, and now i feel like I look horrible. My hair were probably the only thing i liked about me physically.

[quirkyenby]

Right?! Something that sticks with me was when he was filling up the water tank, he explained his backstory about being a victim of child exploitation like it's nothing, where he was forced fed for his feces, and then his line is like "that's why I'm so fat" as if he's not the most average-sized dude to ever average. Body dysmorphia is a bitch, even in a post-apocalypse.

i love him a lot