#tw body dismorphia

[pollyannawog]

Kieranpon doodles.... (Mostly based on my fic)

Original AU by @shima-draws

[i-am-a-living-god]

AAAAAAAAAAAH I'm going absolutely insane about this fic I'm reading! And some of the descriptions from chapter 7 painted such a delicious mental image, I just had to draw it.

Anyway, go read it if you enjoy fucked up fanfics. Apparently it gets super dark and messed up later on so viewer discretion advised!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/48045421/chapters/121144945

[madmadder]

Lil para presentation again eeee

TW: shitty family, sadness because trans person so body dismorphia, family abuse

This is Wade, named after the best Wade ever (my best friend's para)

He's pre transition so he's pissed cause boobs. Like he's constantly pissed. Grumpy boi

He's Canadian and proud but he recently moved in the US with his dad who is a royal piece of shit. He hates his dad's guts (so do I) because that man is so creepy around his pretty ''daughter'' and 🤮

He works part time in a sports shop and he's very good at school because he's my baby boy. And he smart. My boi. And he likes orange and blue duh. And he cute

Fun fact (no): he hates his body and binds way too tight which causes him to pass out regularly and that sucks. Don't do that.

He's always so grumpy but he's nice and friendly I swear ❤️ okay that's all I think byebyebye

(Don't ask me about his mom. He doesn't have one. I don't know.)

[deesi-academia]

"lets click the picture again, but this time with no teeth in the smile!"

"wow your hips are...big huh"

"you don't wax?? even though you have such hairy arms??"

why? why am I being taught to hide myself?

[sadthiccness]

I feel a little silly for this but I feel proud of myself for not letting my after dinner sweet turn into a binge 😅

Honestly after-holiday sales really get me, so the Easter clearance candy has been on my counter. Specifically this 1 type of gummy candy which is just so satisfying to me, but not truly satisfying. It’s the kind of satisfying that makes me want to have an entire pile of it.

Anyways, I’m good at portioning out candy/sweets to take to work with me, but when I have them sitting around at home it’s just easy for me to eat a lot, and the past few days really got away from me. But after dinner tonight I had the small bowl of cereal that I planned and a portion of candy and then I stopped.

It feels so good to eat foods that would normally trigger a binge and I can just eat within my planned limit and then stop ��

[thoughtofadumbteenprotagonist]

sometimes I forget the whole religious trauma thing, but then my mum makes a joke about me being “naked” in bed (okay i wasn’t wearing a top but all that was visible was my bear shoulders) and suddenly im sobbing and shaking and feeling the worst shame in my entire life

[hotfudgecherryrosy]

Hard working through body dysmorphia when im not entirely sure what it is bothering me at this point

[inkwellspoems]

I hate this time of the month

Right after fertility

Right before I bleed

I hate what I become

My body shifts

A monster like visage

Stomach bulging too far out

Mini bumps that get picked over

Every flaw looked at with scrutiny

I hate what I become

My mind is worse

Wanting to kill me for existing

The thoughts get so bad

That I cry myself to sleep

I hate what I become

I want so badly to cut

So it all shuts up

I want to starve

So I can look beautiful again

I hate what I become

This time is hell

But it’s temporary

Because when all is said

And all is done

I don’t hate who I was

[shadowzgather]

Rose, how did you manage to stop picking at your feathers and beak?

"The feathers kept regrowing after I plucked them. Picking them out was a painful endeavor, and eventually, the pain became too much. I realized after that that pulling them off, picking at them... these things weren't going to work. That I wasn't going to be rid of these new pieces of my anatomy. I needed an actual cure..." She replied with a pause. "Also, I avoid mirrors. That helps a bit." She added. Was she completely over the whole ordeal? No, not by a long shot, but not seeing herself and the changes to her body did help a bit.

[quirkyenby]

Right?! Something that sticks with me was when he was filling up the water tank, he explained his backstory about being a victim of child exploitation like it's nothing, where he was forced fed for his feces, and then his line is like "that's why I'm so fat" as if he's not the most average-sized dude to ever average. Body dysmorphia is a bitch, even in a post-apocalypse.

i love him a lot

[fabiochampioraro]

My mom cut my hair 10cm, even if i specifically asked her to just cut my tips, and now i feel like I look horrible. My hair were probably the only thing i liked about me physically.

[sillylittlerock]

so sick of my body. so sick of trying to shop for jeans but not eve petite ranges fit because my legs are so short but my hips and thighs are so wide. things are either too long or too tight. there isn't a gap between my thighs like all my friends have and even when i starved myself for a year that didn't change. my thighs splay out when i sit down so i have to lift my legs slightly to stop this happening. the hair on my arms is darker than everyone else's because it's dark enough to see but not dark enough for my mum to let me shave it. my leg hair grows back so quickly i can't keep up. my skin is dry and flaky and red no matter how much water i drink or what moisturiser and skincare i use. my mascara always looks clumpy and messy, my eyebrows are untidy, my teeth are wonky and sticking out. my chin's too big and always, ALWAYS covered in pimples no matter what i do. but i can't complain. i can't complain because "you don't need to worry about your legs, you're really skinny otherwise!" and "at least you don't have acne" and "no, i promise you're pretty!" and i HATE IT because i feel so stupid and dramatic but i just can't stand it. but most of all i hate how society treats us all. i hate that we have to be skinny and have white teeth and perfect clear skin and be a certain height and weight and look good all the time, every day, all day. and god forbid we age or gain weight or break out. because that's just so unacceptable. and so we are taught that we have to be perfect and that we're ugly if we don't look a certain way, and by the age of eleven we hate ourselves and our bodies and our faces. and we go to school and wish we looked like someone else. we try to buy clothes online and feel insecure because the models look so much better than we do. we watch body positivity influencers and feel worse because their message applies to everyone except us. and when we try to express our anger and frustration and insecurity, people assure us that we're skinny, or pretty, as though that will fix everything, but the problem isn't that we're not skinny or pretty, the problem is society tells us that we're worthless if we're not. and i'm so fucking done with it.

[deesi-academia]

whenever i'm planning to wear an outfit i absolutely love, its just THAT DAY i feel so so bloated like ughhh

[sadthiccness]

My weight is slowly moving up again, and it’s all my fault. I’ve had no self control lately. I’m eating like I’m working out, but then not working out. My partner used to be a major gym rat, but now they don’t feel like it so much anymore. They worked too hard and got injuries from it (plus their body just stays amazing with workout or without, so there’s less pressure). I didn’t even get injuries because I never lift heavy. I’m just using my partner’s lack of wanting to go to the gym to justify my own laziness. If I was working out, at least I’d be losing fat. At least I’d eat more protein instead of having so many carbs everyday. Instead, if I’m not at work I’m usually sitting on my ass. And as a consequence, my weight has been going up pound by pound 😞 I need to get it together

[lill7389]

Body goal ->

[1c3-c0ld-r3x1c]