#tw bad eating habits

[vinxle]

not a vent but sensitive topics involving food below

guys is it normal to be hungry out of your mind but have to force yourself to WANT to eat

[nakanemiya]

TW: Poor eating habits |vent|

god why is it so hard to finish a food, like i haven't even ate anything yet it feels like I might puke if I try to finish something, and the few food that don't make me puke my mom hardly gets. Its just uaghg so hard to try and eat more so I don't starve myself but I feel like its nothing since I don't even have a meal besides school lunch, and most "meals" on the weekends are a fucking fast food sandwich, and we would be lucky if we could get fries with it.

[actualbird]

due to certain circumstances (stress, mental eelness), i did not eat a full meal for over 24+ hours, subsisting on only coffee and cigarettes. which was stupid, because this resulted in me ailed by every agonizing bodily discomfort and negative status effect known to man all at once. but now that im eating a full meal as i type this it is insane how i can noticeably physically feel my HP recovering. my dizziness, fading away. my tummy ache, exiting the building. my headache, saying farewell. my general anguish, slightly diminished.

what is my point with this post? food is magic. i need to stop skipping meals. this shit is banger. how do i forget this. why do i deprive myself of this. im sorry, food. i love you, food.

[citricacidprince]

[Walks in heavily panting and covered in blood] I need to eat something

[gifti3]

Im in such an obey me mood today haha

other than "pls dont tell asmo about that",,,, i have questions about these freaking vegetables (im putting under the cut since im talking about food and bad eating habits/diet related stuff)

im assuming they would have to be mixed with other regular ingredients to prevent the hunger but it sounds like ppl would use them as the main component in a dish or just eat them by themselves

So does all of it get digested? No leftovers (waste) comes out the other end im guessing? is it like a magic type thing?? it has to be right? Cause if not...ur body will take the calories needed to replace the ones burnt, take the nutrients, and the rest will just get tossed out

And since it doesnt make you full, like wouldnt it be way too easy to overeat this type of thing? so you could accidentally end up making urself go to the restroom more often :/

Ig if it gives u the nutrients u need that itll be useful then. So maybe its a 'heres ur macros for the day' type dealo? but u still have to go eat an actual meal or make sure u mix it with other stuff tho

[aropride]

ate 3 normal(ish) meals today 👍 WHILE scared.whos proud

[awakefor48hours]

Eating dinner right now but at least I’m eating.

[drivemysoul]

i’m really proud of myself because i was gonna grab a bar of chocolate for a snack (it’s 9am and i ate breakfast an hour ago) but instead i remembered i had watermelon in the fridge so i’m eating that instead

[reikunrei]

coming to terms w the fact that i’ve been unintentionally cultivating some not-so-great disordered eating habits over the last several years, which have finally come to a head in the last 4 months or so since it’s the only thing i feel like i can “control” in my life, has been. not very fun lol

[irritablepoe]

i'm sorry for what i have already said and what i'm still about to say btw...

[ladyhavilliard]

i just had the sad realization that I probably didn't really "fix" my sleep schedule. I just started eating so little that I have no energy and am always tired, which forces me to sleep earlier

[i-am-a-fucking-nerd]

Went to the doctor the other day and when they asked my weight I was like well idk so they weighed me and I was trying not to look and they usually will like say it out loud but the guy didn’t (he was v nice and could prolly tell I have Issues) and I almost made it without figuring out what my weight was but I looked down at the last second and saw it. And I’ve been. Trying. Not to think abt it. And not to fall into any ✨ spicy ✨ trains of thought.

[boycritter]

oh i stayed awake too late we're going back to the bad thoughts

[witch-without-gender]

Ok uhhh idk what they’re called but the blogs that encourage dieting, eating disorders, and unhealthy weight loss DNI please. I sometimes look at blogs that follow me and like, that shit makes it really difficult to deal with my anorexia and my current self image 😬

[jonny-b-meowborn]

Y'know I expected this to happen but I think my food binging issues are just disappearing pretty much on their own. Like, while I was still at school and living in dorm, I wasn't eating much most of the week. We didn't get good quality food in my dorm so I had to skip meals a lot, I didn't always have the money to buy myself food to school so I didn't eat anything between breakfast and going back from school, and most of the time I didn't eat any snacks for a bunch of reasons. So, when I went back home for the weekends my body kinda needed more food after being low-key hungry all the time, which lead me to binging food almost every weekend for at least two years. And I expected it to get better after I move out of dorm and back to my home, since here I have constant access to food, and an easier access to snacks, so I won't have those times of constant hunger that I need to make up for. And it's been about a month since I moved back home, and it's already better. It got worse for the first week or so, but it's better now. For example, I bought a bag of chips and instant noodles a few days ago, planning to eat them in one sitting. I didn't even open them on the same day, I ate the noodles a day after I bought them, and then today I opened the chip bag and at one point felt full and just. Put them away. Didn't force myself to finish the entire bag as usual. Just decided I'm good and I can eat it later, or maybe even tomorrow. It's a very small thing but I'm really happy about it

[neilphen]

me when i get 4 hours of sleep and only have 1 real meal in a 24 hour time period: why the fuck do i feel so awful.....