#tw adderall

[davycoquette]

🍵 Tell us something juicy about a character.

Thank you so much for the ask! I'm gonna pour several cups of juice for two different characters because I like this one.

!!! CONTENT WARNING !!! pls see tags before clicking through; I don't wanna give anyone the bad feels.

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Shiloh

has a son he doesn't know about (yet) out there!

loves dead poets more than almost anything

has had hepatitis (all good now)

is addicted to hydros

Ruck

has a weird obsession with the size of people's feet and often compares them with his own

is not okay™ with his bisexuality and identifies as a straight

snorts adderall

tried to hang himself in a motel closet; failed

[eoieopda]

my brother is fired, okay? fired.

i was rushing to leave this morning, so i grabbed my emotional support water bottle, gobbled down my adhd meds, and was about to scoot out the door. my brother asked if i had a big day ahead — i had no idea why he asked, so i was just standing there like 👁️👄👁️❓

then, he pointed at my adderall on the kitchen counter and was like, because you doubled-up, dude.

instead of making the educated guess that i’d forgotten about taking them and thought i was taking them for the first time, he just ??? assumed that i wanted too much nyoooom in my brain??? and watched me snork additional, literal amph*tamines without a word ☠️

he should know me better than that by now. i don’t remember anything that has ever 👏🏻happened 👏🏻.

[shrimpfriednuts]

How gay do you have to be to resemble Bert and Ernie ??

EVEN THE GRUMPY EYEBROWS OH MY GAHHHHHH

[blueberry-sleight]

Ok so the thing is Annie's timeline can be practically plot-hole less- if you approach it with the idea that she overdosed not once, but twice. Plotholes: At some point, Troy says that when she overdoses she screams 'Everyone is a robot!' but during the season 4 flashback episode, this never happens. In se2ep2 annie says that she was heavier and had shorter hair while in rehab, but this is not apparent in the Origins ep. (I'm not saying the should have put Alison Brie in a fatsuit, I'm only saying it's another plothole that should have been avoided. OR says that it was the opposite. Adderall causes weight loss, not weight gain. To say she was lying before would make more sense)

I hc she overdoses the first time late December 2008/early January 2009. This would be the on-screen flashback with the glass door.

The second one would be in early spring which would give her sufficient time to somewhat heal but still be wobbly, and time to gain the weight mentioned in se2ep2. This time when she wakes up she tells her mom she's going to rehab, regardless of what her mother thinks. Rehab possibly could end mid-summer.

The troy and Annie age gap makes sense if you allow the general up to about 1.5 year age gap of students within a single grade and the se2ep10 revelation about Troy being held back a year.

Jeff Winger’s age makes no mathematical sense whatsoever? He said he figured out he wanted to be a lawyer as a kid when his parents got divorced and the only person he respected by the end of the trial was a successful divorce attorney. He tells his father he moved out at 18. But he didn’t move out to go to college. Instead, he forged a fake degree from another country and gave the BAR exam. On top of all that, he said he practiced law as a fake lawyer for 7 years. All this time I’ve been under the assumption that he was 25-26 in season 1 and was going through your typical quarter life crisis career change. But in the poorly written season 5, he’s having an identity crisis over turning 40? Wtf!? Was it a typo and he’s freaking out about turning 30 or is this another classic case of writers sucking at math? Like what was he doing those extra ten years? Why wasn’t he rich AF at the start of the show if he was a ruthless and great lawyer for so many years? 

Same with Britta. Like she has the typical personality of a college student in her early 20s. I assumed she was 21-22 at the start of the show. But she was 28??

Same case with Annie. Why is she TWO whole years younger than Troy when it makes far more sense for her to be atleast an year older than him. What with her dropping out of high school, recovering from multiple reconstructive surgeries, and spending time in rehab, only to end up in community college at the same time as him. 

The writers either suck at math and logic, or for some reason, they went out of their way to create unnecessary age gaps. It’s just so dumb.

[owlmylove]

“why is hunger so easy to ignore when it’s so essential to the body’s well-being??” i say, closing the “new system updates available” window for the 374595th time

[scooplery]

trying out this crazy idea i had called "eating lunch"... so far so good, especially when i do it BEFORE i even feel hungry

[chronic-cane]

After reading at least 20 different news articles on the Adderall shortage so far:

ADHD is framed as a child's disorder still. Adults *can* have ADHD, but are usually mentioned along with the increased demand and suspicion of drug misuse or abuse.

Other reasons why the increase in demand happened include things like increased accessibility and decreased stigma/disinformation. The FDA and DEA letter to the public, cited in most news articles, did not mention age or other possible factors in demand increase.

Adults with adhd are rarely cited for information. Parents of adhd kids are cited much more. Doctors are cited a ton as well, but many pediatricians.

Wording that stays away from child/adult stuff uses "patient" and even then there is a huge focus on "students."

Adhd symptoms are usually talked about surrounding productivity and impulsiveness. Relationships are another one, but around how the family functions with their kid. Self-esteem and emotional distress were brought up a few times.

One or two brought up other mental disorders that need the drug (narcolepsy and binge eating disorder). None have shown concern for those with addiction that may turn to less safe ways of finding it.

I have yet to see one that talks about withdrawal symptoms that people could have if they miss a dose.

"Advice" includes pill rationing, coffee, and every other adhd trick neurotypicals use but that rarely work (for me at least). Nothing really for binge eating, narcolepsy, or addiction.

I mean, it's not unexpected, but it is frustrating nonetheless.

[slamminslamminmcgill]

cnc tw

obligatory walter white kys but yk what ive already been raped twice at least he'd make me cum

[webgirl27]

"Therapists just uncover and point out the issue, they don't help you solve it." Hey! That's not true! Sometimes they help you get drugs!

[ra1nc0at]

i don’t know how to say this but im on too many drugs to write fanfiction i can barely form a thought im just staring into space and watching sherlock

i’m not getting sober but if I did my motivation would be writing fanfiction and that’s sad

[guiltyidealist]

Body count.

Hidden but insidious little piece of fatphobia:

you cannot find a single fucking page on INCREASING your appetite. On coping, struggling with a LOW appetite. Having a lowered appetite. On managing your health when your appetite is low. On how to get yourself to eat and NOURISH MORE. more efficiently, more FREQUENTLY.

By which I don't mean "how to gain weight" but by which I mean how to MAINTAIN A WEIGHT that's healthy for you. or more specifically, how to nourish SUSTAINABLY. over the LONG-term. How make sure you nourish and KEEP nourishing CONSISTENTLY. How to maintain your health in spite of an appetite that is too low.

Hell. even just what it means for your appetite to be low, how to TELL if your appetite is LOWER than is HEALTHY for you. the consequences and problems people face when they have a low appetite. the RISKS and DANGERS of a low appetite.

Because every fucking search result is

how to gain weight (muscle)

how to eat more foods that don't make you gain weight (fat) as fast as other foods

Tragedy Strikes: the Misfortune of Fat & How to Protect Your Precious Soul from Falling Victim to This Cruel Fate😢

how to lose weight (fat) (new fad diet for starvation and you will have a net loss of 0 lbs or less by the time 5 years elapses)

how not to lose weight (muscle)

how to eat less how to fucking starve how to deprive yourself the little things and be miserable and fucking die

if I eat too fast I'll feel nauseous. As a result, I graze over longer stretches throughout the day (er I did, before meds changes slaughtered my appetite).

People were always fucking like "ah! I hear that's better for you anyway😊"

by which they fucking mean "To my understanding, that eating pattern facilitates weight loss a bit more than normal patterns do, therefore it is superior because weight and supremacy are inverse correlates😊"

Nowadays I don't eat that way because my appetite is really fucking low. Today I managed a bowl of oyster crackers, an applesauce, some carrots, a piece of cornbread, a few pepperonis, and a scoop of cookie bake.

Plus x2 cans of Mountain Dew (my usual daily caffeine intake is maybe 1 glass of Coke), because I have to pass this final semester at the expense of my body.

Fuck I did not even realize how jack shit I ate today until I listed that out. With that combination it's really not a wonder that my whole digestive tract has been fucked for like 3 weeks straight now. On top of that I'm not getting ample nourishment, neither in nutrient nor caloric terms.

Low appetite is a problem.

and nobody cares. Nobody cares! Nobody fucking cares. You know why? Because this problem results in weight loss. See high appetite on the other hand, that causes weight gain, so you understand all energies must be allocated toward solving that problem🙂.

Noooo low appetite is a gift! A blessing!!! A privilege!!!!! God I wish that were me!!!!!!!!

How to lower your appetite!! 3 Vitamins that will lower your appetite!! Lower your appetite with these 15 yummy recipes!

6 easy ways to shame yourself for having wants and needs! How to stave off hunger and ignore your body's signaling of needs! How to replace the sound of your body calling you to action with blaring fad diet commercials. How to convert your body's begging for its life into an incessant and intrusive need to self-sabotage instead.

How to dissociate from your body and fixate upon doing the opposite of what it needs to stay alive. How to fret over whether or not you moved enough in the last 24 hours. How to take the energy out of every day to meticulously COUNT every single piece of material you dArE put in your body. How to count your body. How to develop one or more of the MOST DEADLY mental illnesses. How to wind up having the sole variety of mental illness that fucking kills you whether you wanted to die or not

How to tally the body count

[luna-drinker]

Bro I went thru med withdraw for a week but as soon as I got over it my doc finally had it refilled, now everything is way too HD

[antidotesprout]

Adderall fueled cleaning binge commencing post long term project 😎👍

Seriously I don't think I've been this productive in years it's frankly bizarre

Hopefully I'll be able to indulge more in fandom soon 😭 I miss y'all

[violaroseshade]

××I'm a Barbie girl, in the Barbie world!××

[lunarian-anarchist]

I have no idea how I'm going to sleep tonight. The dread and anxiety is making my chest hurt and I feel a little nauseous too.

Can the emotional dissociation kick in already???

[p1nkisal0ne]

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