#turkish song of the damned

[guerrilla-operator]

The Pogues // Turkish Song of the Damned

Did you keep a watch for the dead man's wind? Did you see the woman with the comb in her hand? Wailing away on the wall on the strand As you danced to the Turkish song of the damned

[culturevulturette]

I come old friend from hell tonight Across the rotting sea Nor the nails of the Cross Nor the blood of Christ Can bring you help this eve The dead have come to Claim a debt from thee...

Thorvald Niss - The drowned man's ghost tries to claim a new victim for the sea (n.d.)

[nidoole]

Little sirius, despite his parents’s strict music acceptance, somehow heard this song and it became one of those songs you half-remembered, not even sure if it existed in the first place.

When he hugged Remus again after twelve years, he felt at home. Then remembered it, what he had been so desperate for. Notre maison, our home.

(This is me pushing my Barış Manço agenda. I love him. He’s the only Turkish artist I listen to. Normally I hate my country’s music style but damn I love him.)

[sterakraffulz78]

This is hilarious and fateful

I saw the episode, and I never really thought that wasting time like this would be a suffering that lasted too long. I'm going to get good and bad things from what I saw

first for good, okay?

1. The deaf imp

In itself, I was very surprised by this character and to tell the truth I can consider him better than the other deep and sad Pseudos that only serve to make the panties get wet because of the Fujoshits, and it is something that in this program is seen very little or is scarce in Yes, it made me tender that Fizz treated him well.

2. Fizz and Asmodeus' relationship

What can we say, the relationship itself is healthy, and superior to many of both series and when Asmodeus protected Fizz it is something nice on his part, not like a certain owl who is only interested in the red cock who is a tremendous fucking creep unable to defend his """"little""", this relationship is one of the few salvageable things in this series

Now with the bad things

3. The songs

For the love of God... why? All the songs seem forgettable and super stupid to me, it seems that the only thing this chapter does is create time and necessary filler that will never contribute or amount to anything

4. The imp hater by fizarolli

This was expected, it doesn't surprise me much to tell the truth... just imagine that you are so hurt by harmless criticism of your program that you only hope for a good change and to be guided to do a good deed, but you prefer to spend and overexploit the Poor workers who only want some money to encourage your resentment in a lively way, this is ridiculous and makes others feel sorry for Viviana Medrano

5. Mammon

This is the first most annoying, loudest and most obnoxious thing I've ever seen followed by Chaz, the only thing he knows how to say is pure rudeness in every damn sentence, it's a fucking audiovisual blister that seems to never end, apart from the cringe I feel about it, the Deadly sins of this show will never be taken seriously and more that sexist phrase about "Women are not funny" and then you're dead... Damn you Medrano bitch, can't you at least respect a simple woman even if she has a tertiary role in your shitty program? (And ironic why you make penis jokes and swear words to wait for someone to laugh and praise you)

6. I HOPE THEY FUCK YOU BLITZ

Is it really necessary to put Blitz in every episode? For the love of God, am I already sick of listening and seeing that red cringe guy making those embarrassing faces and hearing his voice why can't I listen to Brandon normally anymore without remember this abusive and manipulative guy swearing!? They shoehorned this guy in just to get "laughs" and make him stick to Fizz when he was given the biggest tragedy of his life

7. Good vs bad, hAha ​​tHeY aRe RiGht wHy tHEy aRe nExT To thE bOyS aNd uwu sOfT

As always, our wonderful writing writing the bad characters, like the black ones in this Turkish soap opera and making them caricatures for mockery and portraying them as the soft boys and uwu the good ones. These characters are already predictable, if there is a soft and sore young gay uwu, he will be the good one because he is the soft and sore young gay uwu and we are all forced to take his side, while those who have the potential to be good villains like Striker, you position them as silly, cartoonish and you are the generic antagonist of a series for children under 6 years old, for example Asmodeus against Mammon

It's good that the views are getting lower and lower, so soon we won't be able to stand this series in decline and the next more ridiculous, repulsive, mediocre, cringe and pathetic chapter written by a ridiculous, mediocre, cringe, pathetic, misogyny, sexist, Transphobic , racist, xenophobic writer who only ruined her own work so that her little friends the Fujoshits (I already saw you SatorRojas, TeaTheKook and Dani) get their panties wet and buy more panties again to get them wet because they can't stand two boys together

[koifly]

German crp headcanons

Nina:

Nina the Killer would listen to SXTN. She'd blast 'Von Party zu Party' in her pink, leopard print, maximalist room every day. She knows all of their songs by heart and introduces everyone who doesn't know them (very few) to SXTN.

Had a fat crush on the Kaulitz brothers (Tokio Hotel), Peter Shaw (Die ???), Julien Bam and Taddl (TJ_beastboy) when she was younger.

Watched Rebekah Wing's horror yt vids religiously. Tbh, she watched every German youtuber's horror vlogs.

Was a victim of the "Scheiss Grufti" and "Zieh dich mal vernünftig an" comments in her school.

Since she's Turkish in my AU, she had an accent when she spoke German, especially when she was younger. It's still there but not as noticeable.

Early and uncontrolled internet access kid.

CRO hater in public, secretly loved his songs.

Didn't go outside often when she was younger, she rather played at home or in her backyard.

Was that kid that went to primary school with a princess crown.

Wanted to go to the Longboard tour SO badly but wasn't allowed to.

Listens to Hobbylos. (Nett hier, aber haben Sie schon Hobbylos mit 5 Sternen bewertet?)

Toby:

Probably grew up in a small village on the countryside.

Was an outside kid, he hated being at home. Not only because of the abuse but also because he got bored too quickly.

Parents somehow convinced him to be an altar boy, he quit when he was 14 or something.

LOVED Die Ärzte and Pisse, his dad listened to Rammstein so he didn't listen to them as some form of protest. (I don't support the actions of Till Lindemann in any way btw)

Went everywhere with his bicycle until 13, then he just walked everywhere or took public transport.

Says 'Digga' in every sentence, doesn't even know how he picked it up but he did. (Digga is a German slang word, comparable to bro, dude etc...)

Toggo kid who actively hated on KiKa kids. Mainly because he once fell asleep while watching KiKa in the evening and woke up while Berndt das Brot was on. He got jumpscared basically. (Please google Berndt das Brot, that thing was every German kid's nightmare and biggest fear istg.)

Always got candy too when he went to the bakery. Loved Esspapier and Schlümpfe.

Absolutely despises AfD voters. (Which is good, don't vote right wing parties kids, be like Toby)

When the first Bibi und Tina movie came out, his sister forced him to go to the cinema with him.

Regularly falls into a bush of nettles. (Not that he cares or feels it)

Ate every god damn berry he found in the wild when he was a kid. An absolute miracle that he's still alive.

Has always been a Marvel boy.

Met Nat in primary school. They even lived close to one another. Thought Nat was weird at first but somehow ended up crushing really hard on her in 8th grade or something. Is still crushing.

Natalie:

Was a victim of the "Oui, oui baguette" comments at her school.

Was the weird girl at her school, no one really talked to her, was always drawing something and only wore black.

Absolutely loved Stutenkerle and St. Martins Brezeln.

Always had the prettiest lantern at St. Martin.

LOVED Bibi und Tina. Had everything from them, dvds, cds, posters, friendship bracelets, everything.

Had a big fat crush on Toby in 7th grade. (Nothing really changed about that lol)

Lived on a farm, had her own little pony and named her Sabrina as a reference to Bibi und Tina.

Lived in a small village on the countryside. (Same that Toby lived in obviously)

Ruhrpott dialect despite her French roots. I'm not gonna explain why, she just has it.

Had a crush on Beni from Woozlegoozle when she was a kid.

Even though her parents are french, they loved Schlager music. Nat has a love-hate relationship with it.

Was at EVERY Schützenfest in her village and those around it. Had no particular reason for it, she always went alone anyways. She just found it amusing to see people get drunk and do stupid shit.

Was a Die Ärzte girl.

[kaledya]

I'm will mess the order of our conversations but I need to explain how the things happened !

So I was on Youtube, and i saw your post about you wanting to do some dark fantasy/steampunk story on your own world (and it is also my favorite type of book but with more fantasy politics I'm writing in my langage) and I was so hyped for the idea like putting some pom-pom girl outfit or whatever to encourage you to do it!!

Like let's go ! You have the potential and I will watch it all ! (Well not that my support can really help cause I have no influence on internet whatsoever but ahah) I will love it ! Like slayyyy🌸🌸🌸

And then I thought perhaps you had some concept art already on tumblr so I go here and then... IMMEDIATELY was attacked by your gift  and I was not ready. Kaledya *take my hamster* Like the doodles are so sooo cute !

First, Narrator is smooth. Ah ! My crazy baby. Just by the shape of his smile you know its over ahah

Second, Lolicia's second outfit (thanks bg3 again) and just, I just love how calm she looks.🌸 You did her so well, I need to try to do a profile like that for her!

Third, my favorite, the Human Lolicia. So pretty! First the doodles with the big eyes ! I love when you do that with the characters its very adorable. And her human face and the look is so Lolicia i think like soft and... unhinged a bit scary. Love it.

Fourth, Vittorio aaaah. So mischievous. *take my Astarion hamster back.*

Thank you ! I was not prepared! I know I was suppose to be. But I was not ahah. I will gift you back !🌸

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I'm glad you liked the gift ! I will draw more and hopefully get better and better !

And fore the shape-shifting idea of Constantine for justifying differents type of horns is 🌸clever🌸. All questions of people answered just by that!

Also yes thank you, I just play doll with Lolicia's outfit and I justify it by saying its Velvette who makes it ahah

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Anw I like your OCs too! And yes Narrator steal hearts of everyone I saw, good for him ahah ! Oh yes ! I think even if Constantine had a very strict and extreme education, even princes had time to go out with "friends" even if Constantine never really had friends before Serinity he still had guys of his age to spent time with sometimes and they just had a moment to be free a bit. So teen Constantine and Verdelet/Narrator we will see them in the short story !

I saw Turkish people weaponry in museum too! I don't like guns of our times but old riffles like that ? Yes. And don't mention Berserk like its not a trauma manga 😭 ahah

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I love all of your designs I just don't say it all the time but I do!

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I just love when you give all the comments about the chapters, rating about the songs and the ambiance (thank you again i just can't-) and then you just like :

You : So beautiful, I love it but now THE REAL DEAL, I don't fucking care, I want to know ABOUT LOLICIA...

And that just kill me with laugh. Every. Time.

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Also for your exams (that is a damn important part) glad you made it to your first exam ! And for your boss exam just take an armor, focus on shading and proportion and just go for it. Slay! Everything will be okay *pom pom girl movement* Just slap that ART exam in the face.

The villain career just killed me twice ! Honestly, I can write your villain songs no problem. Let me just kidnapped a musician real quick just in case...

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Thank you ! And you will do a fantastic animator once you are in that university of animation you want to be in. I'm not even worry, you have made a lot of progress since your first and last animatics on youtube for exemple, from the positioning of the characters, the dramatic effect linked to the music lyrics, the differents perspectives and the little details in the poses and camera work. So continue to be what you are !🌸🌸🌸

Now I will write !

OMG!!! Do you like the steampunk/fantasy theme too!!?? I'm so glad to hear that!! I seriously love this theme, both visually and in terms of the factors it adds to the story.

Right now, in my mind, the place where the first part of the story will take place will be a city that relies on technology and does not have much magic. Maybe it could be a region with class distinctions, a bit like the cyberpunk universe.

Or a universe where there is a lot of life difference between the nobles (wealthy people) and the Lower class people. in Red Rising and Mistborn While one side lives a rosy life amidst wealth, the other side is drowned in misery.

And did I understand correctly? Are you writing your own story about this concept in your own language??

SHOW MEEEEEE (in niffty's voice)

And THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! AND YOUR WORDS MEAN A LOT TO ME, THANKS A LOT!!❤️❤️❤️ And it doesn't matter whether you have an influence on the internet or not, you are someone whose work I love very much, it is an honor to be supported by you!)

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YAAAAAAAAAY *gently takes the hamster* I'M SO GLAD YOU LIKED IT!!!! I wish I could draw them more now. I love all of them very much, and I love Verdelet more and more with each passing chapter! Lolicia is great as always and not to mention Abaddon. I want to draw him so bad and I'm so excited for Charlie's meeting with him!

*kindly gives the hamster back*

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And definitely! Constantine was someone who thought that there could be alliances in hell, but even those he thought friendship was impossible, this changed with Serenity, but it was a very sloooooow process. Even then, at first, instead of calling Serenity a friend, Constantine says this "she is tolerable or I find her amusement."So it really was a long process of acceptance for him.

And yes! Although Constantine had no friends when he was young, he spent a lot of time with people at his age: his cousins, or other high nobles like Verdelet!

And I read that short story and loved it!!Constsntine's training sequence, the dialogues between him and Verdelet, everything!! I really loved the dialogues and dynamics of Verdelet and Constantine. It was great to read the little adventure between them!!

And I love brothel story arcs for some reason too.Strangely, very rich story arcs can occur in brothels. I always think of the Yoshiwara arc in Gintama, it was a really great arc.

Also, the scenes where Verdelet takes Constantine to the brothel and they live there were beautiful!

Con: These pants are not coming on tonight. *" You dont have my attention "by looking at the brothel*

Verdelet:HAH! I never said anything like that *rips out someone's heart and shows it to Con* We're just going to do a live anatomy lesson" *"well.. you got my attention now"*

The short story was a seriously fun read!

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Definitely! In general, everything that is old seems more artistic to me, even the rain pipes on buildings.

Yes, it was a trauma (experiences traumatic flashback), but on the other hand, it was a masterpiece manga. It was a perfect manga, both in terms of story and drawings.(funny part is, I'm wearing a Berserk t-shirt while writing this part)

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And (⁠´⁠⊙⁠ω⁠⊙⁠`⁠)⁠→of course I will do this, you always bless me in your writing

And LMAO I love Lolicia and your OCs in general. Sometimes I even say, "Damn the general plot, I want to see these characters."Looking forward to Lolicia and Con meeting *getting ready to draw ship fanart*

And all joking aside, I love the designs you chose for your OCs in general and I also love their personalities. They are so fun to read. On the other hand, if you write a story that is told only POW of your OCs Please send it to me, I'll be happy to read it! 🛐🛐

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And thank you very much for the support!!!! I hope I can win by working hard But just in case *prepares rope for kidnapping*

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL OF YOUR KIND WORDS!!!!❤️❤️❤️

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Now it's time to talk about short stories. The short story between Azrael and Abaddon was simply a masterpiece.I loved the dialogues between them, their protection details were very nice.I really liked Abaddon's personality, you really created a beautiful character.

Michael's idea of giving Charlie and Constantine a blessing to prevent them from going to the dark side was really interesting.At least it clearly worked on Charlie. 2x cinnamon rolls

And Azrael taking care of Lucifer's ducks was so sweet!!

I'm seriously excited to see abaddon in the future.

And I LOVED ABADDON'S DESIGN AND AZRAEL LOOKS AMAZING !!!

In short, thank you again for blessing my eyes!!

Have a good day❤️❤️

[haveyoulistenedtothisalbum-poll]

Tracklist:

If I Should Fall from Grace with God • Turkish Song of the Damned • Bottle of Smoke • Fairytale of New York • Metropolis • Thousands Are Sailing • Fiesta • Medley: The Recruiting Sergeant / The Rocky Road to Dublin / Galway Races • Streets of Sorrow / Birmingham Six • Lullaby of London • Sit Down by the Fire • The Broad Majestic Shannon • Worms

Spotify ♪ Youtube

[ijustreallylikepirates]

Alrighty, here's my next fanfic !!! I think this one was requested by @littleh0esaccountnumber2 Alec and Nick will be celebrating their one-year anniversary together since they started dating !!! (the lovelies omg) so yeah, I hope you guys enjoy this one, I love you all <33333

Disclaimer: swearing, arguing

My eyes fling open as my alarm blares. I slap my palm down on my phone screen, and the rhythmic beeping stops.

I groan and sit up in bed. I feel around on my nightstand, then grab a hold of my glasses and prop them up on my nose. I stretch before flinging my blanket off my legs.

I walk over to my bedroom door and grab a hair tie from around the knob. I tie my hair into a ponytail, then turn the knob and open the door.

I walk out into the kitchen and open the fridge. I grab an egg, a carton of buttermilk, and a stick of butter. I set the items on the island and walk over to the pantry.

I grab a couple things: flour, white sugar, brown sugar, salt, vanilla extract, baking soda, cocoa powder, and chocolate chips.

I place all my ingredients on the island as I take them out of the pantry.

I open up a cabinet above the stove and grab two bowls, my electric mixer, and a heart shaped cookie cutter.

If I’m going to make cookies for me and Nick’s one year anniversary since we’ve been together, I’m going to make them in theme.

I place the two bowls next to my ingredients.

I rub my hands together. “Alright. Let’s get to work.”

I start by mixing the dry ingredients together, and then the wet. I plug in the mixer and slowly mix the two bowls together. I open the bag of chocolate chips and pour them in the dough, then continued mixing.

I’m surprised Nick didn’t wake up from the noise of the mixer. Honestly, he would still be sleeping if a train ran through his bedroom in the middle of the night.

I finish mixing the dough, then grab a sheet of Saran Wrap and tie it over the top of the bowl with an elastic band. I open the fridge and put the bowl inside.

I start to sort my ingredients back into their original spots. As I was putting the bag of flour back into the pantry, I hear my phone ringing from my bedroom.

I quickly shut the pantry door and rush to my room. I unplug my phone off its charger and look at the caller ID. It was a group call from my band!

I quickly pick up the call and am greeted by Rooney’s ginormous forehead in the camera.

I stifle a laugh and say, “Rooney, what the fuck?” I snapped a FaceTime photo of him. “That’s mine now.”

“Hey!” he screamed at me. He pulled his phone away from his face, showing his long black hair flowing behind his back. He must’ve just gotten out of bed; he always keeps it in a bun.

I just laughed again. “I mean, do you seriously expect me not to take a picture of that. That’s comedy gold! I can use this as serious blackmail!”

“I swear to God, Alec-”

“Dude, chill. I’m not actually going to do anything with it.”

"You better not."

"I mean, I don't really have to send it to anybody. All your fans can clearly see that big of a fucking forehead you possess."

"Alec, I am going to come down to England and beat your ass."

I shook my head. "Nuh-uh, Russia boy."

Rooney sighed. "Turkish."

"Emo."

"I'm not emo!"

"Then why are your songs so damn sad!?"

"It's a music style!"

"What are you two fighting about now?" Luke says, raising an eyebrow, his daughter wrapped around his neck.

I didn't even realize Luke had joined the call. "Luke? When did you join the call?"

"The first thing I heard was "Russia boy."' He makes air quotes on the last two words.

Juan joins the call, barely awake. "Guys, Mason is snoring so fucking loud right now and I can't sleep."

I laugh. "That's Nick. He can snore pretty fucking loud sometimes too."

Our call drags on slowly.

~

I check the time on my phone. Damn, it's already been 30 minutes?

I rush over to the kitchen and place my phone against the roll of paper towels on the counter. I preheat the oven and then run over to the fridge and grab my bowl of red velvet cookie dough.

I grab a baking tray out of the cabinet and place it as quietly as I can on the counter.

I start to scoop the cookie dough onto the tray. The call had gotten awfully silent.

Then Juan started singing one of our old songs "Blister on my Heart." He was singing it really awful too.

Rooney laughs. "Shut the fuck up, man."

Juan stops singing and raises an eyebrow, then wags his finger very slowly back and forth across the camera.

Rooney opens his mouth to say something but is interrupted by very loud typing coming from Luke.

I raise an eyebrow and ask, "Luke, why are you typing so aggressively?"

"I know I type very loud, but I just can't help it!"

"What are you even typing?" Juan asks, pulling his blanket up over his mouth.

"Just an email to my producer. I just finished writing a new single and I'm sending him the music documents."

The silence continues on.

As I scoop the last bit of cookie dough out of the bowl, I pick up the tray and hold it in front of my phone, then drop the dough onto the tray so it falls down in front of the camera.

"Bro, what are you even making cookies for?" Rooney asks.

I slide oven mitts on my hands and slip the tray in the oven. "One year ago today, me and Nick started dating. I just thought I'd make him... an anniversary gift!" I wink. "He really adores my baking too."

Juan gasped and shouted, "Rizz!?"

I rolled my eyes and washed my hands in the kitchen sink.

"It is true though," Luke says. "The way to get to a man's heart is through his stomach. Trust me, when my wife cooks or bakes it makes me so happy. It's like she spikes the food with love potion or something."

"Or you just like to eat food," Rooney says.

Luke just rolls his eyes and continues typing.

I pick my phone up off the counter and say, "Alright guys, I'm going to hang up. I need to make sure Nick doesn't wake up before these cookies are done."

Juan yawns and says, "Okie dokie."

Rooney flashes me a thumbs up.

Luke just continues typing.

"Bye," I say, and before any of them can say anything, I hang up.

I go into my bedroom and grab A Tale of Two Cities off my bookshelf. I walk back out into the living room, sit on the sofa, cross one leg over the other, and start reading.

~

3 chapters into the classic, and the oven beeps. The sweet smell of chocolate fills the room. My cookies are done!

I place my book face down on the sofa cushion and rush into the kitchen. I slip the oven mitts back onto my hands and open the oven, then pull the tray of cookies out and place them on top of the stove. I slip the oven mitts off and place them on the island. Then, I go back into the living room and pick my book back up to give the cookies some time to cool.

~

Once the cookies have cooled off, I walk back into the kitchen and grab a cookie rack. I transfer the cookies into neat rows on the rack, then go into the fridge and grab the piping bag of white icing I had prepared the night before.

I start piping "A+N" on all the cookies. After I finish, there's still a little icing left in the bag so squeeze it into my mouth and throw the piping bag away.

I look at my work, then rush into my bedroom and grab the bouquet of roses and card I bought for Nick last night when I went "grocery shopping".

I place the bouquet on its side above the cookie rack, then place the envelope on top of the bouquet. I had bought one of those cards that shoot heart shaped glitter at you when you open the card. That'll surprise him. I also bought two Billy Joel concert tickets: one for me, one for him, so we can go together. On the inside of the card I wrote, "Me? You? Billy Joel at 8PM tonight? P.S. Happy 1 year anniversary, Nicky xoxo - Alec."

He has a nickname for me, so I decided I'd give him one back. I don't know if Nicky is going to live up to Sexyback though.

Now, to wait until Nick wakes up. Hi ho, hi ho, back to my book I go.

~

My reading is disturbed when two warm arms wrap around my neck from behind.

I smile and lean my head back against the top of the couch.

"Hey baby," I say, closing my eyes.

I feel Nick's warm lips encompass mine. Once his lips leave mine, I open my eyes to see him smiling down at me, a warm blush on his face.

He ruffles my hair and walks around the side of the sofa to sit next to me. He kisses my cheek and says, "Happy anniversary, sexyback."

I get to my feet and grab his hand, pulling him off the sofa. I walk behind him and place my hands over his eyes.

He chuckles softly and says, "Alec? What are you doing?"

I smile and say, "Just walk."

I direct him into the kitchen, standing right in front of the island where his surprise was.

"Ready?" I ask him.

He giggles and says, "I guess."

"Okay," I say, smiling and removing my hands from his eyes.

He blinks a couple times, then looks down at the island and gasps. He turns around to face me and hugs me.

"Oh, you do too much," Nick says, rubbing my back.

I let go of the hug and kiss his cheek. "Oh, come on! You literally spent so much money on me on my birthday!"

He snatches a cookie off the tray and says, "Money can't buy your baking." He takes a bite of the cookie and his face practically melted.

I take a cookie off the tray and take a bite as well. "It can, if I start a business."

"Why don't you?" he asks as he takes another bite.

"I don't have the money."

He pulls his wallet out of his back pocket and holds it up. "I do."

I knock his wallet out of his hand and shove my body against his. "I don't need to start a business when I have you. You'll eat my baking for free without even thinking about it, and even having you in my life is more than money could ever give me."

He wraps his arms around me and kisses the top of my head. "I love you so much, Alec."

I shake my head and say, "I love you more."

I let go of Nick and say as I eat the last bite of my cookie, "Open the card."

He finishes his cookie as well and picks the envelope up off the bouquet of roses. He flips open the envelope and pulls the card out. He slowly reads the front, then opens up the card.

I have to stifle my laugh as red heart-shaped glitter explodes in Nick's face. He stares at me in shock. Then he laughs out loud.

"What the hell, Alec?" He picks up some of the glitter that had fallen onto the island and threw it at me.

I laugh and dodge his hit. "Did you see what was inside the card?"

He raises an eyebrow and asks, "There was something other than glitter in the card?"

I gesture to the two tickets that had fallen out of the card onto the island. Nick picks them up and wipes the glitter of them. He looks at them for a while, then smiles and reads the inside of the card.

He looks over at me, his eyes glittering, his smile wide. "Really!?"

I nod and smile. He drops the tickets and the card onto the pile of glitter on the island, then threw his arms around my neck and pulled me close.

"You're actually the best."

I pat his back. "I try my best."

He pulls away from the hug and says, still smiling, "I can't wait to see your reaction to my gift."

I smirk. "What'd you get me?"

"I can't tell you."

"Why?"

"You know how gifts work, Alec."

"Please?"

"You'll see when you get it later tonight."

My jaw drops. "Tonight!? Come on, you know I can't wait that long!"

"The wait will be worth it."

I groan. "Fine. But just because I love you."

He chuckles and boops my nose. "That's what I thought."

Suddenly, his phone rings. He untangles himself from me and pulls his phone out of his back pocket. He looks at the screen, then says to me, "Hold on a second."

I nod as he picks up the phone and puts it to his ear. "Hello?"

I hear warbled talking come from his phone.

Whatever that person said to Nick was very shocking because his eyes widen and his eyes start filling with tears.

A tear rolls silently down his cheek and falls onto the floor. I can hear the person on the other end hang up the phone.

His hand drops to his side and more tears drop from his eyes. His phone falls out of his hand and he closes his eyes, then drops to the ground on his knees.

I kneel down next to him and put my hand on his shoulder. “Nick?”

He slaps my hand away.

I take my hand back and stand back up. “Are you okay?”

“Leave me alone,” he whispers.

“I’m just trying to help you.”

“I said leave me alone!” he screams at me.

My brow furrows. “Well, can you at least tell me what happened?”

He wipes tears from his eyes and stands back up. “No, I can’t!”

“Well, I can’t help you if you don’t tell me what’s wrong!”

“I don’t want your help! I want to be left alone!” Another tear rolls down his cheek. “Can you please just go away?” he whispers into his hands.

For some reason, all I can feel right now is anger. I throw my hands up in the air and scream at him, “Fine!” I storm off to my bedroom.

I slam the door shut behind me and sit my ass down angrily on the side of my bed.

For a second, I sat there, staring at my feet, fuming with anger. Then a tear fell down my cheek. Then came another. And another.

Soon I was sobbing. Guttural cries came from my throat, and tears poured out of my eyes like two rivers.

Then I calmed down. A quick breakdown was all I needed.

God, I hate arguing so bad.

I had there, my head resting in my wet tear-stained hands.

Suddenly, I hear my bedroom door open.

I know exactly who enters the room, but I keep my face in my hands. I hear my bed creak as Nick sits down next to me.

Nothing happens.

Then, I feel him lay his head on my shoulder. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you cry." His voice still sounds gravelly.

I don't reply.

He picks his head up off my shoulder, then rubs my arm with his hand. He pulls my arm away from my face and holds my hand in both of his, rubbing my palm with his thumbs.

I look over at him, my face still in my other palm. He genuinely looks guilty. Now I feel bad for crying.

I take my face out of my other hand and wipe the tears off on my pajama pants. Then I take my glasses off my face and wipe the tears off the lenses on my pants as well.

I sniff and wipe away my tears, then prop my glasses back up on my nose. Nick takes my other hand and hold them tightly in his.

He looks down at our hands and says, "I'm sorry I lashed out at you like that. My mom called and told me my dad... had a heart attack and died last night. She was going to call me as soon as she got the news, but she didn't want to disturb my sleep, so she decided to call me this morning. She didn't know it was our anniversary today, so I don't blame her for dropping that on me but... I just get angry when I'm sad so I'm sorry for making you cry. You didn't deserve that; you did absolutely nothing wrong."

I sniff and say, "I'm sorry about your dad. I can just cancel the dinner reservations I made us tonight if you just want to stay home."

He wraps his arms around my neck and presses his body against mine. "No, keep the reservations. Just because my dad died last night, that doesn't mean we can't celebrate our anniversary. This is so special to the both of us, and I can't just let this bug me all day."

I raise an eyebrow at him. "But aren't you sad?"

"Yeah, I'm sad. But you know what would really help? Spending the day with the guy I love."

I blush and he kisses me on the cheek, then hoists himself onto my lap, his arms still around my neck. He rests his head in the space in between my neck and shoulder.

I wrap my arms around his back and hold him on my lap tightly. He presses his body closer to mine, which adds a lot of pressure on me and knocks me backwards, taking Nick with me.

I roll onto my side, Nick still wrapped around me, and we curl up on the bed next to each other. He's really warm and soft. I never truly noticed.

God, I love him so much.

I feel him place a soft kiss on my neck. I tighten my grip on him and rub his back.

“I’m sorry,” he says into my neck.

I kiss the top of his head and ask, “What are you apologizing for?”

“I still feel bad for snapping at you. I know how you get when you’re arguing and I… didn’t want to make you feel that way.”

I just run my fingers through his hair and say, “I love you.”

“Are you sure?” he murmurs.

I sigh and smile. “I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love-”

He laughs and shoves his hand over my mouth. “Oh my God, shut up! I love you too, asshole!”

I laugh and I kiss him. “What do we do all day? My dinner reservations aren’t until 4:00 o’clock and it’s only 11:00 AM.”

He nudges his head into my chest and says, “We could just… lay here and take a nap together.”

I smile and kiss the top of his head. “Alright. Let’s actually get comfortable though.”

He laughs and we shimmy up towards my pillows, still intertwined with each other.

I guess teamwork really does make the dream work because our heads were quickly upon my pillow. We share a pillow because how else are we going to cuddle if we’re really separate from each other?

~

I don't ever remember falling asleep, but I wake up in Nick's arms, his head lying on top of mine, our legs tangled together.

He's already awake because I feel him running his fingers through my hair lightly, humming under his breath.

I smile and slowly lift my head to look at him. He stops humming and looks down at me, smiling.

"Good morning, sunshine," he says.

I blush and lean up to kiss him. He quickly kisses me back.

I let go of the kiss, then smile and ask him, "What time is it?"

He peeks at his watch and says, "3:30."

"Ah, shit! We got to get ready!" I untangle from his arms and get up off the bed, then rush over to my bureau and start rummaging through my clothes. "Why didn't you wake me up?"

He laughs and says, "Relax, will you? We still have 30 minutes." He sits up on the edge of the bed. "I didn't want to wake you up because you just looked so comfortable and calm. I couldn't do it. Plus, I really enjoyed cuddling with you like that."

I blush but keep my face towards my bureau.

He just laughs and gets up from my bed. "I'll go get dressed, to save you the heart attack."

I roll my eyes as he kisses me on the cheek and leaves my bedroom.

~

This whole night has been amazing. Dinner was great.

Me and Nick took a walk in the park next to our house and we met this other gay couple who recognized us from Disventure Camp! We talked to them for a while, and they were really nice.

One guy, named Mack, said he thought we hated each other and is surprised that we are together. I told him we are over our differences. The other guy, Jamie, said he shipped us ever since season 1 ended but he never thought we'd actually end up being together.

After our walk, we went back home to retrieve the concert tickets, and I drove us over to the venue.

That's where we are now. We are standing in the middle of the crowd, side hugging, a drink in our hands, watching and listening as Billy Joel sings Piano Man.

We are singing along with the song, swaying back in forth in each other's arms.

Nick lays his head on my shoulder and closes his eyes, feeling the music. I kiss the top of his head and whisper, "I love you so much." I close my eyes and lay my head ono top of his.

~

After the concert, Nick blindfolds me and drives the car. I guess it's time for my present.

The car stops and he says to me, "I'll be back." He kisses me on the cheek and leaves the car.

I wait in silence, whistling My Life by Billy Joel. The song has been stuck in my head since he played it at the concert.

After a long while, Nick comes back and opens the back door of the car. He places something heavy in the backseat, then shuts the back door and gets back in front of the steering wheel.

I smile and say, "Nick, I'm starting to get suspicious."

I feel him press his lips to mine. When he pulls back, he says, "I promise you're going to love this gift."

I just shake my head and say, "Still suspicious though."

He just laughs and starts the car back up.

~

When we get home, he loads the present into the house, then comes back to the car to lead me into the house.

"Am I still not allowed to take the blindfold off?" I ask, holding my arms out in front of me to make sure I don't bump into anything.

"Nope."

"Not even while opening the present?"

"Nope."

"Then how am I supposed to know what it is?"

"Oh, trust me. You'll know what it is when you feel it."

I raise an eyebrow and say, "That sounds really wrong out of context."

"Alec!"

I laugh. "I'm joking!"

Nick stops walking. "Alright, just sit on the floor."

"On the floor?"

"Yes. There's more space on the floor for this particular present."

I just roll my eyes under the blindfold and shrug.

He pushes something in front of me. "Open the box."

I don't say a word. I just feel around in front of me, then open the box.

I reach inside and feel around the inside. My hand lands on something small and furry. I pick it up and feel it more thouroughly.

Very long, four long bits sticking out of the bottom, another long bit at the end, two floppy bits at the top... Then, it squirms.

Then I realize what he got me.

I gasp and remove one hand from the present to pull the blindfold off my eyes. In my hands was a brown dachshund puppy. It looks up at me and wags it's tail.

"Awww!" I hug the puppy tight to my chest. "Boy or girl?"

"Girl."

"What's her name?"

"She doesn't have one yet. That's up to you to decide."

"You mean I can name her?"

Nick nods.

I smile and take a good look at the puppy. She squirms around in my hands, trying to lick my face. I lift her up so she can lick me.

I laugh, then look at Nick. "She seems like a Poppy, don't you think?"

Nick smiles and says, "Poppy sounds like a perfect name."

I just laugh as Poppy licks my face.

~

Later on, I'm sitting on the couch watching Sleeping Beauty. Well, my eyes are completely focused on Poppy.

She's sleeping on a pillow on the couch in a little bagel shape.

Nick sits down on the couch next to me and says, "What you watching?"

I avert my gaze from the puppy to lay my head on Nick's shoulder. "Sleeping Beauty."

"Again?"

"You know it's one of my favorite Disney movies."

"Probably because you're a sleeping beauty."

I blush and lightly slap him on the arm, laughing.

The movie just got to the part where Aurora and Phillip are dancing together in the forest.

Nick elbows me and points to the TV. "Us?"

I look at him and say, "You want that to be us?"

He just looks and me and nods, blushing.

I get up off the couch and grab his arm, pulling him off the couch with me. "Well, come on then!"

He laughs. Once he's securely in my arms, we start dancing with Once Upon A Dream playing in the background. Our relationship is just like this. So unreal, so... so... once upon a dream!

That's a terrible metaphor but I don't know how else to describe it. God, I just love him so much.

What a happy anniversary this has been after all.

Sorry I got kinda lazy with this one lolll

I love them so muchhhhh

AAAAAAAHHHH

GAY PEOPLE

anyways I really hoped you guys enjoyed this I really liked writing this one but it also hurt to make them argue

Ily all guys bye see you next fanfic <3333

[things-arent-what-they-seem66]

Okay so I have no idea why I’m sending this and please punch me but I think it’s cause I Iove the cover.

Hell is Forever but Turkish

Sorry. But his voice actor is so damn good lmao.

I would never punch you lmao

That song sounds so cool in Turkish! And yeah his VA does sound really good 😊

[decoy-sammy]

I'm seeing people talk about how the songs in Moana 2 weren't good..? Uhh... Probably because I watched it in Turkish Dub but I actually really REALLY enjoyed them tbh. The one between Maui and Moana was actually so good! Was like, "Canımsın"(dunno what it's in english)s reflection kinda~ And I don't remember if it was the 2nd or 3rd..but I REALLY loved that one too.

AND THE WAY THE BAT WOMAN SANG IN "KAYBOL"/" GET LOST" DAMN THOSE VOCALS- OMGGGGGG. FEELING BAD FOR Y'ALL NON-TÜRK FOLK RN TBH. MANNNN ARE THOSE GOOD!!! SELEN SEVERCAN, EZGİ EROL, MERİH ERMAKASTAR DİD SO WELLLLL. SO DID EVERYONE. I'VE HAD MY DOUBTS AT FIRST TBH.

Need to animate Starscream as Moana btw. So if I ever do something like that you'd know to expect it...🤭

"KİM OLDUN- KİM OLDUN- KİM OLACAKSIN KİM- YAZACAK- YAZACAK- YAZACAKSIN TARİHHHH! HADİ YAA, MOANAA, KADERİN BU SENİİİNNNNN~~"

[twofoursixohjuan]

@absolutely-existing the Ellemer Jann playlist in its current nascent form:

At The Wind's Will / Poor Man's Poison

Passenger / Powderfinger

Ship In A Bottle / Fin

The Phoenix / Fall Out Boy

Mollymauk / Kimber's Men

Capable Of Anything / Ben Folds

Sometimes / Nick Lutsko

Turkish Song Of The Damned / The Pogues

The Horror And The Wild / The Amazing Devil

Little Lion Man / Mumford & Sons

Black Wings / Tom Waits

[nastassyafilippovna]

thanks for da tag @charlott2n grinnn

favorite color - green or blue

last song - brand new city mitski

currently reading -

wives & daughters by elizabeth gaskell - fun 1830s female centered family drama

hadji murad by leo tolstoy - literally a page in bc i got distracted by something else a week ago. a turkish fellow

(just finished) adolphe by benjamin constant - worlds most toxic codependent milf4loser love affair

currently watching - whatever opera i damn well please and two fathers and sons series at once

currently craving - takis

coffee or tea- both:-(

tagging anyone. you know who you are

[doyourememberrocknrollradio]

The Pogues - The Turkish Song of the Damned

[focsle]

I feel you absolutely must know the song, but every time I hear Turkish Song of the Damned by the Pogues, I think about your art :)

Oh good, solid, I can definitely get behind that haha!

[epitomereally]

tysm @mallstars and @thehoneybeet for tagging me 💕 would love to know about what @wolfpants @sweet-s0rr0w @nv-md and @lettersbyelise if any of you want!

current time: 14:19

current activity: folding & punching my next bookbinding project

currently thinking about: wtf to do with these unruly subplots in my current wip; a wireless week 1 rec list; why my garden hasn't made any flowers and it's already july (!!!)

current favourite song: listening to this 70s brazilian jazz playlist and this turkish psychedelic folk playlist on repeat recently

currently reading: title & possession from @hd-wireless yesterday, cut from the sky by @mallstars, a book on the history of the cold war, & struggling my way through don quixote

currently watching: SILVERSTONE baby. incredible as always.

current favourite character: dean winchester ;_; the definition of a blorbo 100%

current WIPs: getting back to/struggling with my 'tis the damn season wip after finishing an anon fest fic