#tryna think about others
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
UH- UM- MY HAND SLIPPED-
Tw// suggestive material
#was reaallllyyy debating if i should post this one here#so im doing so when its hopefully quiet#its just a super quick 20 minute warm up doodle#but like idk how the tumblr would like stuff like this :'>#all my rise friends you didnt see this-#i have no shame-#HEHEHE ANYWAY I LOB THEM :D <3#tw // suggestive#?#just to be safe yk?#tryna think about others#HOPE YOU HAVE A LOVELY EVENING <3#MWAH!#tribbletalks#tribbleart#huskerdust#angel dust#husk#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel fanart#hazbin fanart
2K notes
·
View notes
Text


it was all so simple then
#arcane#jayce talis#viktor#jayvik#ever makes art#divorce era is my favorite but i keep drawing academy jvk lol#it's fun thinking about their everyday lab life during the 7 yr timeskip and all the little ways they spent time together#getting on each others nerves and eating weird snacks and having breakthroughs and building nonsense devices while waiting for results#also i dont think u can spend 7 years in one room with jayce Physical Touch talis and not get a little comfy sharing personal space#edit: yes i get it know 100 people told me they thought i drew viktor throwing ass. im tryna be a good sport about it but pls stop already
18K notes
·
View notes
Text
well. i started thinking about the dynamic between s2 gi-hun and sang-woo (last seen in this post). then i blacked out and all this got drawn
#NOW BEFORE I SAY ANYTHING ELSE. LET ME MAKE ONE THING CLEAR:#s2 gi-hun does not hate sang-woo. he is frustrated with him and theyre constantly butting heads through out the games yes#but thats still. his childhood best friend and a human being. a human being whos being manipulated by the games into a different nature#gi-hun recognizes that#sang-woo is tryna keep face but you best believe that the self loathing is thru the roof rn#his stomach twists for gi-hun every time he presses o#but he cant leave the games. a few hundred million won barely scratches his debt#he would literally rather kill himself than live another day out in the world#he is also never gonna verbalize any of this to gi-hun are you kidding me hes way too repressed for that conversation. nah he and gi-hun >#> are just gonna keep arguing in circles until idk they either kiss or beat each other up or both#btw dont think too hard about the logistics of this. i just wanted to draw sangihun on the brink of divorce#but for the record: the rest of the s2 gang is still there which i may make some more art abt at a later date#sangihun#cho sang woo#seong gi hun#seong gihun#cho sangwoo#cho sang woo x seong gi hun#squid game fanart#squid game#my art#doodle#queueing this for tmrw cuz ill be kinda busy (i have a surgery consult n some other stuff)#and idk if ill have the time or energy to draw
149 notes
·
View notes
Text
a closer look at Price from mer!Nik au, is he a fisherman? or a lighthouse keeper? who knows...
close-ups:
Nik likes pockets because he can stuff things inside (the "sometimes" section of his pockets are from Nik XD)
and a smol mood board too :3

#not too sure what I want Nik to be#like his mer version would relate to what kind of fish#i was thinking killer whale but not really#one line that really struck me when I was just fucking around with my notes is something about white#so i imagined sum about pale whitist belly but the other side is dark blueish/black#pearlescent white with a bit of iridescence - bit of a ghostly pale mixed with flashes of silver green and purple#some kelp - drifting pearls and bits of fishing net clings to his hair and fins#and ofc he's very big#have you guys ever watch videos of tuna zooming in the ocean and its so quiet and quick the water barely moved? me thinks that's Nik coded#tryna keep this au silly and lighthearted bcuz every time I put too much effort in one au for some reason I'll lose motivation to do parts#i think its bcuz of the expectations I put on myself that wears me out lmao#so yeah#anyways#scheduled#gummmyart#doodle#captain john price#john price#captain price#np mer au
79 notes
·
View notes
Text
you can really tell the different audience demographics of Lifesteal vs Hermitcraft by the comment sections because the average spokeishere or whatever comment is like “LIKE THIS if you are a real Spoke fan!!! ❤️👊😎 if this comment gets 100 LIKES ill tell my mom to subscribe 🤪 who else is watching in 2028❓❓😂” whilst the average ethoslab comment is like “my wife is giving birth but this is more important”
#this is no hate to either lifesteal or hermitcraft im a fan of both. i just find the contrast between comment sections funny#its kinda wild being in both communities as an older teenager#like sometimes ill watch a lifesteal video and then glance at the comments and its like. woah. you guys are so young#especially squiddo videos…#like woah you are all children. im glad 12 year olds are watching squiddo though shes so fucking funny they got good taste#watching squiddo videos the same way adults were watching horrible histories because its funnier than any comedy show aimed at adults#<- fun fact for you. they started broadcasting horrible histories in the evenings because it had so many adult fans because its so funny#like sorry but squiddo is consistently the funniest content creator i watch beyond even mcyt like. actually nobody doing it like them#sorry to tommy or any other mcyt tryna get into comedy your bits will never come close to squiddo#also the ethoslab one isnt ironic i very much imagine one of those 30yo software developers in love with etho to have typed that#hermitcraft#lifesteal smp#mcyt#locus fandom time#this one may flop but i cant stop thinking about this
143 notes
·
View notes
Text
wavage...
#rnn.img#transformers#ravage#transformers ravage#tf ravage#kept thinking about Ravage as a tekno kitty so I had to draw a tekno-inspired Ravage#looks nothing like tekno kitty but hopefully it still looks kinda like Ravage :'D#zero consideration was put into transformation here but shshhshshh#...I refuse to simplify the Decepticon symbol despite my inability to draw it#tf fan continuity#<- is that a tag people actually use? O.o#it's not really a detailed thing. mostly just me tryna draw how I imagine these guys looking in my fic#and uh. make designs I can actually draw bc I have hyperspecialized myself whoops#I have rough concepts for a handful of other chars so if I have time/energy I might draw them in a similar manner to this
38 notes
·
View notes
Text
Varadha's goofy ass boyfriend.
.
.
(Also it's so funny the way I didn't realize in the first watch the reason that Deva was wearing long sleeve on his left hand the entire time was in fact to cover Varadha's demon seal tattoo and not just to cover his electrocution scars or fashion statement only lmao his goofy ass made that tattoo by himself and then later used it as a brand for Varadha 😭 if this wasn't the kind of devotion at the highest order. He literally offered Varadha his demon persona for him to use as some kind of guardian devil watching over Khansaar bringing fear to all his enemies. Also that's why you shouldn't be tattooing anything on your skin that's related to your lovers when you're drunk in love with someone because when you two became ex-lovers it's too freaking embarrassing to see or show those tattoos to the public eyes lmao)
#salaar#varadeva#prabhas#devaratha raisaar#honestly he was so goofy during all those scenes who he tryna impress by acting cute? us?#for me this doesn't look like a man who resented what ever happened between him and Varadha#perhaps he was just tryna mask his sadness#but nah my theory is that Deva wasn't burdened that much about whatever happened 7 years ago he didn't carry it around like guilt#in other hand it looked like Varadha was the one who became even more distant with himself and his humanity hmmm#also who says Prabhas as Deva didn't have much personality? come here we need to talk#Prabhas' Deva is perfect and also he is acting according to Neel's vision and he delivered#yes I know he covered it because he didn’t want people know about his association to khansaar#but it’s more funny to think he covered it because he didn’t want to remember his ex
81 notes
·
View notes
Text
need to stop being like "shut upppppp" to myself and treating this like my space (which it is) so! My thoughts behind my 2BD design + how it's changed in the ~3 months since I first did it.
Firstly I reevaluated how I see 2BD as a character. Obviously very grouchy and grumpy in this particular, sort of emotional sometimes subdued way. He's been alive for a while, has seen and endured many things, and has been tempered in the fires of this world. Older than Sanmos, not as old as Hank (although I attribute Hank's existence to a different kind entirely). This contributed to the shape language I decided: primarily stocky, rectangular shapes with the occasional rounded feature.
Edit: oh Ratchet from Transformers also helped/guided a lot of these thoughts and choices as well. Some overlap between the two in my mind.
He's muscled but not overtly, it's more out of necessity to defend himself and enact his goals. He prefers to do things from a distance and ends up a little more sedentary from extensive computer work, whether hacking or researching. Plus I think it's endearing in this gruff old man way. There is a softness (a roundness) that is particularly notable when he is vulnerable (dressed down, without the jacket and gloves in particular, wearing lazy clothes and especially with his mask off) so many don't get to see it.
The choice to give him a jacket that's rather ornate and cropped was partly self indulgence, but it was a conscious choice to make him look a bit... cooler? A bit of a crude way to say it but it's like "casual swag." The casual part is primarily in his pants, which are just plain and baggy with simple boots. Additionally I think I would lean more into this casualness when he's not working. When working, his mindset is different. Focused, in control. On his own, he cares a little less, and is a little more open.
As I described in the tags of a previous post, I think he has a lot of sentiment for personal details and enjoys mending and personalising clothes, albeit it has waned nowadays cus there's not much downtime. The jacket is something he's had for a long time. It's been beaten, cut, ripped, and each time he's filled it in with a new patch. Much like his own body.
The armband was subconsciously inspired by Persona 3, but it more explicitly came from the real world. Armbands usually signify some kind of occupation and rank, and I think it's a fun, cute detail. 2BD considers this operation important and I think he would take it seriously in that way, whereas everyone else kiiind of doesn't. Least I can't imagine Sanford or Deimos willingly putting on an armband to represent their allegiance. I don't know why they're working with 2BD tbf (I mean so the world doesn't . Die is a fair reason), but I guess its a messy and perhaps partially personal reason.
The cane is relatively self-explanatory in the original post, but I was quite happy with my idea that it has practical and multi-tool applications. 2BD is resourceful and proactive, almost to a bit of a pedantic degree. Plus I imagine it's 2BD supplying all those gadgets and implements when retrieving Deimos and Sanford, aside from the shit he probably steals as well.
The gloves were complete self-indulgence. I like claws. BUT I think it conveys his weird "doctor" occupation quite succinctly and gives him another cool point. Albeit I imagine I will switch to bare forearms and fingerless gloves whenever he's handling his VSS Vintorez, because they wouldn't really work well with a gun.
His colour palette ended up leaning into warmer tones sort of "accidentally", but I think it works well. Red in Nevada is a prominent, reoccurring colour that I think symbolises life (and death), and the Other Place. Zero, Hank and 2BD all have very strong ties to these concepts, so reds are prominently featured in their designs in different ways. 2BD, in my interpretation at least, is the most "human" in contrast to ZeroHank specifically. Those two are beings "beyond this world", and 2BD is the "mortal" between them.
The key on his neck is practical and symbolic, with a hint of being cute. It's just his house key, but it "represents" the idea that he is the key to open all secrets in this world. He's the one in control, the one in power, the one with answers. Plus I wanted a little piece of him that Zero or Hank could tug on.
I still think the monoeye goggles are cute, but they end up being a bit too cute for the intent of my "main" design. I will absolutely still draw him with them (especially for simplifications) but it ends up losing the intimidating quality a bit.
Also I saw that comment abt 2BD having burn scars and yeah I think I will experiment with adding those, I like the idea of them being on his face and forearms and that's why he has such prominent coverings on them. I'm not as experienced with depicting/stylising scars like that though so I might need a lot of practice.
I am pretty content with giving his scars more "story", in that a lot of them originate from being tortured during or shortly after his dissension (which is a circulating headcanon I personally liked).
Oh and here's his height difference with Zero.
Guy gets perfect eye level with Zero's chest like okay man. I'm also quite pleased with their contrasts because Zero is imposing and huge in this detached, almost cold way (additionally supplemented by her monochrome palette), whereas 2BD is imposing in this stout, grouchy way. Straight lines and curves and angular points.
Zero is still warm inside, but it doesn't reflect outwards. They're not human, they're not an existence that belongs here. Conversely, 2BD is warm, and full of "life" in this specific way. They don't quite covet 2BD's humanity, but they certainly feel something for it, like cradling a flame in a lantern.
I may revisit Zero's palette but I think I like this strict monochrome but who knows. I've always ascribed the windblown Nevadean desert to her, the desert wanderer, hellbound ghost, buuuut who knows. Maybe that could be reflected more strongly in her Magiturge form. The true self. I imagine I'll revisit it someday + perhaps create a version where her temporary "ascension" is contained in her physical form, letting it last longer at the cost of power.
Oh and I do still like 2BD's with long, soft mohawks but since I draw his fur collar in a particular way, doing the mohawk in that way felt like doubling up. Plus I love how it looks like a scratchy rough broom, it adds to his grouchiness. Pick him up and sweep with him
#_text#idk tryna mentally navigate having a publicly perceived space and i'm being stupie !!!!#i think i just need to stop overanalysing and observing others and just do what i always tell others: do shit for myself#also#oc: zero#cus she's talked about a bit here alongside 2bd
52 notes
·
View notes
Text
👁️🦎🎯
(crops under cut)
#natsume yuujinchou#matoba seiji#natori shuuichi#horrible exorcists#sorry i couldnt think of a caption i literally sat here for like 2 minutes lol#usually i use a quote from the scene or a lyric from a song but in this scene they're just Looking#anyway FUCK architecture#really though this is csp's perspective ruler's fault. i shoulda just done this by hand#but i made it work. since it wasnt super super complicated lol#ummm i feel like natori looks like a baby ceo but that is what he was wearing at least in the anime version of this scene#and midorikawa's kind of vague about clothes so i made it easy on myself#but why are you rolling up to the exorcist meeting in a navy blazer and tan chinos?#his uniform color is tan so ig the pants could be from that but the blazer......#tryna represent the natori clan in front of the other exorcists ig idk#meanwhile matobas just in his gakuran lol#hes not the clan head yet so he can just be there as a kid#he even gets told off by takuma and called seiji-kun.....could you imagine like.#it's weird for him to not be matoba#anyway. um i completely kind of fudged the architecture because its hard to tell where exactly in the building this scene is and#i had a specific composition in mind#i only realized i messed up how the windows work like 3/4 of the way into lineart soooo#but thats the kind of thing only i would notice probably#btw i was originally drawing a different scene of them but i was faced with the reality of foliage.#and i remembered this romeo and juliet ass scene existed so#i chose architecture LOL#okay last thing. i feel like natoris haircut is too polished and nice but fr wtf is his canon hair#im doing my best LOL.........but boy#OKAY im done
83 notes
·
View notes
Text
credit: nfl_szn.prodz on tiktok
EY, there's a jjmarr version
(i did think they were the same height but i have Googled and apparently justin is one (1) inch taller)
#jjmarr is MY SHIT#i get joemarr i get joejj(?) i especially get joemarrjj#but smtg about jjmarr hits DIFFERENT for me#the shorter and younger/taller and older slide yet again#ughhhh#both of them talk shit tho#you could make a argument for either one of them being goofy tbh#“tryna dance” “BET” that is jjmarr's whole vibe#dancing is their whole thing sorry#do you think they're reminded of each other everytime they do the griddy#the “i love you” “i know” in their lsu unifroms...#oh my goshhh#jjmarr#ja'marr chase#justin jefferson#edits
15 notes
·
View notes
Text
04/20/2025 Progress Update:
TLDR: About 1.5K written, we're at 26K drafted for chapter 6. Done with third section, now it's just fleshing out completed drafts of sections 4 and 5.
Sweeeet we got section 3 done. Now it's time to flesh out 4 and 5 and draft will be done. I have no eta on this because this is the last week of finals and I'll be pretty busy, but I'm hoping to get it done asap. YES SO HAPPY!!
Very sorry I didn't do a progress update yesterday. I wrote like a tiny bit (mostly just went over pre-written sections and moved around some things, small edits, that sorta thing) but then I started playing poker and got distracted lmaooo. I would call it fic research if I was not already done with the poker section. Just wanted to unwind and LORD I had so much fun. Won four tournament rounds and got second in two more. It's just Xbox poker so it's not that impressive but I still always love playing it, even in online form.
I fucking love poker. Have I said that enough lol? I don't think I'm the best at it, but I have a Texas Hold'em obsession and I am not ashamed lol. I would play it all the time if I had the option.
Anyway, I'm sleepy and getting the Sunday blues so we're gonna relax the rest of the night and get more writing done tomorrow. Looking forward to this chapter being done, we're getting there!! Sending all the good vibes your way for a lovely sleep and a better Monday.
#thwwichphantomthief#lots of kokichi self-hatred in this third section holy hell#yeah i'm talking about self-hatred again shhhh#one of the things I like to write in thwwich is parallels between shuichi and kokichi's self-hatred#like the fact that they both despise themselves so carnally but think of the other in a way they could never think of themselves#like they're each a sun that's graced their lives and pulled them out of the darkness of their own destructive galaxies#I think there's some “being put on a pedestal” here too at least a little bit#the acknowledgement that they are both human and certainly will not be perfect will come slowly but surely#i like the idea of them initially seeing all the greatness of each other and then coming to also love the bad inside each other too#or at least accept it#accept and willing to help the other grow and change#an acknowledgement of “i see you and all the bad parts of you and I love you anyway”#i love saiou btw have I told you that lol?#i'm tryna dive really deep into this relationship with thwwich#and I do really really like the fics that just make them happy like that's one of my favorite things when it's just joy and good vibes#but I think in my writing I prefer to peel apart their dynamic and look for the darkness underneath#maybe that sounds bad I just mean that I like when a good relationship is established on a foundation of work#working on each other and themselves individually and being GOOD for each other while they do it despite the flaws#because hell no relationship is perfect right off the bat#so the idea that they have to put in the effort to MAKE it perfect speaks to me#perhaps just the realist in me lol#anyway that's a lot of words#have a goodnight all!!
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
What do we think Kabru's kill count is. Do we think he killed people outside of the dungeon as well. I mean he dumped the bodies of those corpse retrievers in the lake right after being told that if Laios' party hadn't pulled him out, he wouldn't have been revivable. So he perma-killed those guys on purpose (good for him).
#and that was like. his introductory scene.#hyperfixating on laios and then murdering guys to establish that he's a threat#like do we think it was JUST laios that he was reluctant to kill. he seemed pretty ready and willing to off those other guys#I like to think that he has killed people above-ground and that he would continue to do it post-canon#advisor/political assassin and the king doesn't even tell him to he just does it on his own#or maybe not because his whole arc is sort of about giving up control and that probably includes control over life. but he does immediately#backslide after Melini and start tryna control it again so maybe he would keep killing for a while before it gets better#kabru#kabru of utaya#dunmeshi#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon
42 notes
·
View notes
Note
Do you mind tagging your Diego stuff properly because I associate Diego with scary-monsters more and their ship :/ and I don’t want to have more people with the same ship as another
No and I will beat your kneecaps in with a bat
#rambles#if I get another stupid ass person tryna pit me and other Diego fans against one another im actually gonna scream#this is I think the 6th one like guys. I don’t fucking care#I literally talk to Kat we giggle about the guy why the fuck are you tryna put two baddies against one another#if your mind can’t handle that (gasp!) someone doesn’t own a fictional person and that TWO people can like them#then why are you online or here. bro. you know my shtick.
11 notes
·
View notes
Text

im a bit too embarrassed to post these on my ig story for some reason, so ill post it here for now;;
#bkdgart#toji#sukuna#tjkn#runaway tjkn au#tojikuna#when i wrote the blurbs for the au i was playing around with their ages but i still have no clue how old theyd be#cus i wanted toji to be younger than 16 for max angst (cant legally do shit for megs or himself)#hes also younger than sukuna who has choso and yuuji as brothers#choso is tojis age whatever that is#yuuji is megs age. originally he was gonna be 5 but i might bump them up to 7??? idfk#Sukuna's like 2+ yrs older than toji and works at a small froed food stall wasuke owns on the pier#he also has a main restaurant but he has actual employees there. suks has worked at the poer location for like 5 yrs or smth#kuna p much raises cho n yuuji cus gramps is sick n stubborn. yk the usual.#im thinking of making stsg regukars at sukunas stall maybe?? and toji keeps FAR away from them bc hes p sure he recognizes gojo from#a family get together. Toji has Issues ofc bc im an asshole that puts my blorbos through hell. he took megs n ran from the zenins abuse#was planning on leaving by himself but he rly couldnt do that to megs. megs wasnt treated like shit#but toji was afraid they would after he left. megumi was kinda just neglected for the most part. so toji took him and is tryna wait out#the system so he can work without the zenins coming after him/them.#he meets newbie cop shiu a few days in and thats how he finds out about the boardwalk n he fixes up a lil spot with driftwood n other shit#hes doing his best not to steal shit and sukuna who works at the pier and is bored out of his fucking mind notices the pair disappear under#the boardwalk every day. recognizes the bags they carry as some hed thrown out n hes like hm. he starts leaving more stuff in the dumpsters#blankets n notebooks n stuff. he hopes they find em. no sign of it. one day they're late enough coming back that he's just finished closing#shop when they're headed back so sukuna approaches them. AND THE REST IS HISTORY LOL nah the rest is in my docs n stewing for when i edit it#phew
15 notes
·
View notes
Text
when I was around 20ish, idk when exactly, I was having monthly gender crises where I would be like "fuck, am I a boy? am I just a trans guy??" and I couldn't figure it out and it was stressing me out. I was going by he/him already at this point and binding when I could. and then one day I was visiting my sibling and talking to them about it and they went "okay why don't you just. trial being a trans guy. start id-ing as a trans man and see how it goes?"
and I was like "okay yeah thats a good idea. okay so I think I'm a guy, I'm a guy now" and immediately felt SO bad and??? dysphoric?? and my sibling has a photo of me standing there with the most uncomfortable look on my face and I think its really funny, I walked that shit back IMMEDIATELY. amd my sibling was like "okay so no he/him for you?" and I had to go "no, he/him for me still I'm just not a guy about it apparently lmao"
#im not tryna make a point or anything. ive just been thinking about it bc i saw the picture the other day and i do find it funny#trialling genders does work. a couple of years later when i was like ohh am i genderfluid? lets try that. and was immediately so happy ahdj#egg talks
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
.
#okay random story time i don't know why im narrating this or how i even stumbled upon this memory rn#but i generally do sad vents in the tags and for a change this is a funny one#so back in highschool (i say highschool but i mean junior college) i used to visit this park near my house a lot#i was an sg kid back then and the thing about parks there is that they're kinda beach-parks and they have the best cycling/running tracks#they're also really massive parks so i used to go often. sometimes bicycling. other times walking. yeah. the park was like my sanctuary#anyway. there are quite a few bike rental areas in the park and there was a cute lil shop next to this one particular rental place#and they sold like biscuits and water and icecreams and stuff and i went there a lot#and on one particular day i went there and there was this guy around my age part timing at that shop#now again this might be culture specific bc i dont see it in india but part timing in uni/pre-uni is pretty common is sg#a lot of shops and restaurants employ teenagers to twenty something ppl for part time jobs... anyway im just adding context#point is that i had walked to the park with my mum that day and she told me to go buy a couple icecreams so i went to the shop#and i saw this guy around my age and like. not to be a simp but this dude was so pretty?#like he saw someone had come to the counter so he looked up and shot a smile and i thought i got slapped by sunlight#i could spend the next several lines going on about his pretty tan skin and his glowing raven eyes but this is pathetic enough so ill stop#anyway he saw me and smiled really wide (customer service smile- i thought to myself) and i smiled back and asked for icecreams or whatever#and then this guy started getting chatty right. so he was all 'you come here (to the park) often right? ive seen you with your bike a lot'#see now. the problem with me is that i always think im bothering people. this poor dude was attempting to make conversation#and i was replying with one word answers#and i wasn't even realizing that he didnt want that. bc he kept asking more questions and i. kept. shutting them down.#then when he gave me the icecream he was all 'are you here alone? icecream alone is no fun... i could keep you company if you want..?'#which. he was being really cute about right. but because im so fucking dense i was all 'oh no i came with my mom actually'#and he went 'aw man' in this really cute but faux sad way which i didnt understand at the time and i left and then#after three full fucking days. i realized this man was tryna hit on me?#and then i went to the park like a week later and he was gone. poof. i even thought of asking the uncle in charge of that place#then i got too embarrassed and chickened out#yeah so turns out my neurodivergence neutralizes any sort of rizz that comes my way#i could've been chilling with a cute boyf rn but no😩 this is my destiny#megumi in the tags
26 notes
·
View notes