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happy happy joy joy!!!
#blue.txt#trying to calm down as usual#its not so bad rn tho... im coping okay... thinkin abt stuff and laying in bed... ill listen to podcasts prob and then fall asleep in a bit#took a cbd gummy 30mins ago....
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Shoutout to Magneto mains 🙏🏽 💜
#hiiii I like how this came out LMAOO#ermmmm yes tags here we go#art#digital art#doodle#fan art#Marvel Rivals#Marvel Rivals Art#Adam Warlock#Magneto#Adam Warlock art#Magneto art#shout out to tank mains we have less of those than support mains LOL#Dr Strange mains.. I see you.. I won’t you…#Magneto mains have yet to let me down I get so excited seeing them bc they usually do so well with timing their shit gawddamn#thanks for the bubble king lemme pocket heal u 😩#Had a Dr Strange and Magneto wish me a happy Valentine’s Day one round and I twirled my hair how charming LMAO#Marvel Rivals is so fun though I thought It would be more scary but even the people that loose it over vs ai or quick match are ridiculous#like calm down king it’s not comp#anyway yes trying to get better at adam wish me luck gang
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#hoof draws#hoofology#drawing to try and calm my nerves as much i can ig. can't sleep but can't keep thinking abt tomorrow or i'm gonna break down#neway spots. faun spots usually fade around age ~12 but dane's persist into his 20's#it's kinda like. being baby-faced so he's shy about taking his shirt off
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An incomplete list of things LXC daydreamed about while holed up somewhere hiding from the Wen in occupied Yunmeng with nothing better to do and it's the most unstable and terrifying experience of his life but at least his rescuer is life-changingly hot
Kissing Meng Yao under the moonlight. Obviously
Calling him a-Yao. Also obviously
Showing Meng Yao around a fine and normal Cloud Recesses
Someone from the Cloud Recesses showing up and LXC introducing them to his wonderful rescuer
Nie Mingjue showing up and LXC introducing him to his wonderful rescuer
Mentally replaying the time Meng Yao held his hand for 37 full seconds and the expression MY was wearing about being allowed to
Meng Yao holding his hand forever maybe?
Meng Yao's lips have been a bit dry with the cold lately and he licked them the other day and LXC has been thinking since about what would happen if he'd been like Hhey can I t;ake care o fthat for yuo
"Meng-gongzi, I... I've never been at someone's mercy like this before..." "Don't worry. I'll be gentle ^_^"
Meng Yao's beautiful dazzling mind means he manages to get some vital information abt the Wen troop movements and this wins them the war and he's legitimized and it's awesome and some idiot says MY would be nothing without LXC's vouch and LXC goes You have it the wrong way around... I would be nothing without him 💗 and then the entire bus claps and cheers for MY yayyyy ☺️
Hearing out Meng Yao's miseries and reassuring him and holding him gently. Meng Yao of course tries to bear it alone and with grace but Lan Xichen is honored to hear out Meng Yao's woes and be of any sort of help he can... 🥺
"Ah... you've... found a conveniently remote and/or insulated space that one could theoretically play a musical instrument in without alerting unwanted attention...? Would Meng-gongzi mind terribly if Xichen played a song for him....? :looks at you with my sopping wet romantic eyes:..."
Seeing Meng Yao's wrists
Seeing Meng Yao's collarbones
Seeing Meng Yao's... well... let's just say...
"[coughs weakly] Please, Meng-gongzi... it isn't your fault... it's only by your kindness I survived as long as I did... Meng-gongzi, the qiankun bags in my effects are the remains of the Cloud Recesses library... you must return them to Gusu when it is safe... tell my didi... tell Wangji I believe in him and I'm sorry..."
Actually saying something abt the Cloud Recesses and how fucked up scared he is right now and having Meng Yao actually comfort him. Which is of course the most shameful daydream of all.
"Meng-gongzi, with such news of the Cloud Recesses... I... I'm afraid I have nothing to repay your kindness with... whatever shall I do... all I can offer you to settle my debt is..... my body.........."
Just straight up unvarnished contextless sex. It's been a minute and he is tired and miserable and scared and horny they can't all have plots
#Xiyao#MDZS#Lan Xichen#Sorry I've been thinking abt this a lot.#A lot of this tracks/is formatted/reads like jokes but I have serious reasonings for pretty much all of these#Repressed and starved for intimacy emotional and physical his whole life. Desperate for news of home terrified of what it will be#Trying not to spiral. In dire ass physical straits and being treated gently beyond all precedent in them#Genuinely the life changing crush was inevitable#And like . Idk I think he isn't usually As Active a daydreamer when he has a job etc#See how a lot of especially the more plot daydreams are abt like materially good outcomes that he would in other circumstances be pursuing#So a lot of this is so prevalent specifically bc he's pretty much unable to do that and he's freaking out and calming himself down
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Can I just say I could not fuckin breathe during this whole scene
#the voice acting was fuckin insane#the deadness in Miles G's voice compared to our usual energetic and sweet Miles#the way our Miles is whispering bc he's desperate and afraid but trying to calm down and by the end#sort of realizes reasoning won't work after Miles G shuts him down so his own expression goes dead#the absolute insane coloring#the way the same shot of Uncle Aaron turning up the volume of his music in the first movie is used so menacingly here#turning up the music this time to drown out Miles bc this Miles is not the one he sees as family#Going nuts over the movie all over again#spiderman across the spiderverse#atsv#spiderman#miles morales#across the spiderverse#sidrabbles
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He wonders who this is.
#forsaken#john doe#jane doe#homicidal porkchops#ghrrggrgrgrgr#my headcanon is that yes john still has little to no memory of jane#but somehow hes still able to faintly instinctually recognize this person in front of him as someone positively significant to him.#he doesnt know why though and it kind of aches at him so just#cue a bunch of moments of john displaying so much curiosity and attempts to not appear threatening toward this person as he follows her.#also yes i headcanon john as very much feral/animalistic and incapable of normal speech when hes in his “corrupted state”.#a state where he regains his senses does exist in my headcanons just currently not sure how or when or why or for how long it happens.#jane meanwhile i like to think#shes a little distrusting of john. she knows its him but she also knows that he isnt himself anymore and can snap any moment.#painfully aware of the fact that whatevers happening isnt his fault but also aware that either way hes been harming people in this realm.#she notices how gentle john is with his curiosity but she isnt going to let her guard down that easily.#i like to think she had once made attempts to help john regain his memories after realizing his passiveness. and it has worked before.#but the corruption and the spectres influence would kick in every time and hed end up lashing out even more violently than he usually did.#even getting aggressive toward jane as if she were just like any other survivor.#john would go back eventually to being calmer with jane after but then hed also go back to not remembering anything about her too.#jane also tries to take advantage of johns passiveness toward her to help other survivors.#if shes around when john is hunting down anyone else shell try to intervene and johns usually able to calm down.#survivors know janes shop has a chance of john lurking but they also know he wont attack or get aggressive if shes there.#i feel like some survivors have made a remark on john being janes guard dog now. jane shut them up quickly though.#she understands the others need to do what it takes to survive but that doesnt mean they can disrespect her husband.
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SecUnit character design sheet!
#reposting some things because i found out my posts were getting nerfed by my own privacy settings....#but also i guess im stuck with this face for MB#i kept trying to redraw it and NOTHING was working so this is what we're going with#currently working on another piece but the colors look like shit as usual so im getting frustrated with it#its MB in its Perihelion crew shirt and splattered with blood 💛#not its blood tho the crew can calm down#the murderbot diaries#Murderbot#SecUnit#tmd#murderbot diaries#murderbot designs#fanart
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Sekaiichi hatsukoi is so much fun bc the tyrannical boss who takes their job way too seriously and the new employee who doesn’t know a damn thing is such a relatable concept and you can plop the entire cast into whatever au you want and it would still work just as well
#sekaiichi hatsukoi#I spent my last shift trying to put the characters into a lab work au and it still worked#Ritsu as the son of a hospitals ceo who got a cushy day shift job in microbiology at his dads hospital fresh out of lab school#he loves it and he’s good at it but he overhears the nighshifters talking shit abt how good he has it and that he doesn’t have to work that#hard bc micro is slow-paced and honestly it’s usually the same species of bacteria so it isn’t that hard to identify the species#so he quits and gets a job at a rival hospital but he’s put into a 2nd shift blood bank position despite never having worked in it#takano is the lead tech who comes down hard on anyone who makes mistakes bc this is literal life or death#it’s not just streaking plates and doing fun little biochemistry tests then putting the sample into the crispr to verify#the most advanced technology they have in bb is the cell washer. convenient but not as helpful#his first few days there are just back to back massive transfusion protocols and he genuinely wants to crawl into a hole and die#things calm down after his first week but it’s a huge learning curve and no one has the patience or the time to properly train him#emerald can all be blood bank specialists. Yokozawa is the head of histology.#having trouble finding roles for everyone else#kirishima could be a pathologist and Yukina could be a receptionist at a medical office while he goes to phlebotomy school(?)#or nursing school. something like that
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Hurt/Comfort parallels
inspired by a conversation with @stupidrant
#god of war ragnarok#gowredit#gowedit#gow ragnarok#atreus#angrboda#mine#god of war#I kept trying to figure out which scene the armchair Troll Brigade you told me about was referring to#about Angrboda 'yelling AT Atreus'#clearly in the second gif scene her dejection and pain (resulting in a raised voice) are not directed at him at all#but rather at the prospect of parting with him (which she outright said twice she didn't want to#on top of all the moments when she was saddened about it&Atreus promised to come back after Ragnarok)#and THEN it hit me#the trolls must have - per their usual pattern - twisted the scene after the one in the 1st gif#where it's Atreus who loses his cool and takes it out on her first#then Angrboda responds to HIS outburst and yells back at him about the prophesy#only to immediately regret it and admit it was mean#moreover that comes right after the scene#of her gently calming him down&cupping his face in his formidable wolf form#while he menacingly growled at her but she still wasn't one bit afraid#and helped him regain his human form#then after their mutual backlash Angrboda went out of her way to again soothingly talk him into comfort#telling Atreus not to worry about the future for now and pulling the cloth over the mural which caused him such turmoil#promising to help him get better acquainted with his identity as a giant#(which was what he wanted)#but context is not nor has it ever been trolls' strong suit
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Freaked out the dude that was sitting beside me on the bus by praying the rosary then bursting out in tears. He moved seats as soon as he could
#praying the rosary usually helps to calm me down but i dont think that it is enough#i started crying after praying a full rosary#i want to go to church but i have to go to school#trying so hard to not crash out
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Had a bit of a bad spot today
Doodled a little Greg when I felt better
Here's a little Greg for you if you're feeling down
Please hang in there <3
(program: krita; time: like 15 minutes)
#eggin creatin'#otgw#otgw fanart#otgw greg#vent in the tags#I don't know what set me off#I think I'm tired and did a lot of stuff today#then got frustrated#couldn't find my water bottle and somehow trying to use two screens has mucked up krita's settings#and yknow. dying keyboard issues#then like health anxiety crap and I just#aaagh#really kind of felt like having a meltdown#I think what set it off was the impending low blood sugar though#really capped things off#it's funny I just said to a friend that I don't get like. hypoglycemic super aggression like some people do#I just get tired and kind of cranky and whiny#but like oough I had no patience for myself like. at all#but anyway enough venting#I'm a bit better now thank goodness#ironically this was within a few hours of getting home from church which usually like. calms me way down#so yeah idk#hopefully this won't happen again but who knows#I'll just. pray for peace or something I guess. usually pray for that before bed but y'know maybe it should be an all-day sort of thing#might be. might be good. ough#anyway. yeah#have a good day. lots of love to you all
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Jon Batiste is an amazing artist and I regret not listening to his music sooner 😭
#i usually post my taste in music on my personal blog#but this album is calming down my mind when i need it the most#if you give it i try i hope it works like therapy for you as well
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About to go to the dn exhibition...... I've gone to parties, clubs, concerts and music festivals alone and unmedicated before but istg ive never been this scared
#having tea to try and calm down as if it doesn't contain caffeine#adhd coffeine reverse effect i need you now more than ever#idk if its the adhd tbh but it usually makes me sleepy
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thinking about flustered venti again.
#BECAUSEES#not only is it a deviation from what he usually is—calm and collected when it comes to the face of such manners of flustering !!#(he is the same guy who literally laughs at the traveler when they tried and went that one won’t work) (<- i think of these lines every day)#btw.#and besides the point of it being cute#just the idea of being able to break down those walls enough for a few seconds#that he is rendered Spechless.#that the bard who is sooo good with his words. whose tongue is silver sharp. who cannot come#up with a good enough comeback and flounders ….#anyways i WILL be making this about bard of ven. as usual#i fear#idk i feel like bard is more easier to get to out of the two#so ven can just come up and wrap his arms around bards waist and softly go good afternoon#and bard is like. swats at his hat. Hi.#(<- not pictured ven giggling)#anyways#ven covering his face and desperately trying to cover his glowing and bard is just sitting there with the biggest >:3#gently holds ventis cheek. doing okay little song?#ven vc (glowing more now) can you Please give me A Minute#lantern says stuff#the important part of that phrasing is “out of the two of them”—good luck if you ARENT ven LMAO
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WOW WHAT. I UPDATED 🎉Ch. 6 of The neighbor from 311 is up!🎉
#very light and calm chapter#there's not a lot going on ngl. idk how to even describe it. it's much shorter than usual too#but next chapter will be longer than usual as well ssssooo aha yeah#this chapter even though simple now. at first I had SO MUCH trouble writing it#There are a total of 5 unused drafts (about 6 or 9 pages long each) sitting in my docs now bc I kept making it too complicated#like nobody needs things to become so convoluted bitch calm down (me to myself)#I wanted to include so many more things but nothing felt right at the end. this last one felt so much better and flowed naturally. yay:)#nothing else to say. have fun and until the next update#the neighbor from 311#trigun#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#vashwood#trigun stampede#wolfwood#vash#nicholas trigun#reincarnation au#Trigun au#lenssi writes#trigun fic#trigun fanfiction#oh I should mention I'm working on writing the uni au. the bare bones of it are there#but I want to try out something new in my structure so we will see how that goes
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Something i think is missing in this whole fuckass smoking at concerts conversation is the middle ground which is just that sometimes people are existing in their own ways and it's inconvenient to others and thats ok. Like i voted yes it's rude to smoke at an indoor concert because on an objective level yes it is rude. But like, shit just because youre living your life doing something rude in a shared space doesnt mean i hate you it just means youre a little bit rude and ill deal with it in my own ways. Like why cant we accept the fact that the range of human interaction is incredibly varied and sometimes people do things that are inconsiderate but theyre not evil for it and sometimes people dont like the inconsiderate actions of others and theyre not evil for it either. Youre not an irredeemable asshole and im not a prude for using a public space in different ways it's just something we're experiencing and navigating together and thats a-okay
#idk man like im not trying to negate the existence of manners and morals in public spaces#im just saying like for example if someones really smelly on the train then like that's kinda rude to their fellow passengers yeah but#sometimes that just happens and it's a situation that we can get over#sometimes people are loud and annoying and causing a scene in public#that's pretty rude and i might be mad at them but in the end they've got their own thing going on to sort out#they might be acting extremely rude to the strangers in that public space but maybe it's their birthday and theyre drunk and feeling great#and thats their own journey theyre on or maybe theyre experiencing psychosis and just need some time to let it calm down#again that's their own thing it's inconveniencing me maybe pissing me off but it's not the end of the world for me to be a little pissed off#idk that's just how i feel about when people smoke at a concert#which by the way usually im like cool hell yeah this is a cool crowd let's go#but im also a rule follower and considerate at heart so the back of my mind will always be saying wow thats an asshole move#which yeah it is because asthmatic people deserve to enjoy a show too#but at the end of the day i also know the real world exists and people do people things and these situations are a case by case basis#we can navigate human interaction together yall i believe in us
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