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happy happy joy joy!!!
#blue.txt#trying to calm down as usual#its not so bad rn tho... im coping okay... thinkin abt stuff and laying in bed... ill listen to podcasts prob and then fall asleep in a bit#took a cbd gummy 30mins ago....
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#hoof draws#hoofology#drawing to try and calm my nerves as much i can ig. can't sleep but can't keep thinking abt tomorrow or i'm gonna break down#neway spots. faun spots usually fade around age ~12 but dane's persist into his 20's#it's kinda like. being baby-faced so he's shy about taking his shirt off
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Birds of a Feather previous / next tw: anxiety attack
#as a note that bracelet isnt like a magical ooo anxiety attack cureall#it was the bracelet breaking#their usual stim that helps the calm down and focus#right after talking abt losing emelie#that triggered the feeling of intense loss again#so being able to futz with it again helped them calm down#i mean. they didnt get their aunt back#but they at least got their bracelet back#OH ALSO when they get rlly +++vibes they grit their teeth#which can damage their teeth so they try to chew on the collars of their shirts instead#we've only seen it once before when nino mentioned gabe#also their i tried to add a lil shine to explain but#the bracelet they wear on their right hand has crystal beads#the other has plastic#so it doesnt make the right sound or feel right#anway to wrap this up#nothing like the nostalgia of helping a friend recover from a breakdown after u just had on lmao#feralnette au#my art#felix culpa#marinette dupain cheng#birds of a feather#tw anxiety attack#this update took a bit bc i dipped into my own fun attacks for ref
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Can I just say I could not fuckin breathe during this whole scene
#the voice acting was fuckin insane#the deadness in Miles G's voice compared to our usual energetic and sweet Miles#the way our Miles is whispering bc he's desperate and afraid but trying to calm down and by the end#sort of realizes reasoning won't work after Miles G shuts him down so his own expression goes dead#the absolute insane coloring#the way the same shot of Uncle Aaron turning up the volume of his music in the first movie is used so menacingly here#turning up the music this time to drown out Miles bc this Miles is not the one he sees as family#Going nuts over the movie all over again#spiderman across the spiderverse#atsv#spiderman#miles morales#across the spiderverse#sidrabbles
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I was seeing the comic of Emmets self destructing behavior even after he and Ingo reunited and wow… that implication it’s not the first time…
How many times must have this happened? How many times until Ingo knew snapping him out by a gentle hand on his shoulder? What bad habits did Emmet develop while being on his own? With "Ingo" encouraging him to be more healthy? Just so deliciously dark! I love it?
On the other hand how much strain Ingo's body going through when he has his moments he sees "the man in white" his body switches to "life-or-death-mode" receiving a little bruise could cause him to fall into full panic mode and try to treat it like a lethal wound if not for Emmet snapping him out of it and calming him down again.
While both have their moments of seeing their subconscious guardian angel both react differently.
Emmet is apathetic towards "Ingo" dismissing him since he’s not even there. He reacts mentally.
Ingo’s whole body could react to small bruises and injuries like they could kill him and depending on his support to get through it. He reacts with his whole body.
Also when Ingo’s aware he’s probably insecure about all the scars he’s got on him now. How many times he almost died… he doesn’t want the real Emmet to know. It’s bad enough that "the man in white knows"…
YES YES!!! This analysis is so perfect!!! If you'd allow me to ramble a bit...
Emmet's self destructive tendencies have been going on for a while since Ingo's disappearance. He has his Elesa and his depot agents to support him/remind him to not truly forget about himself (Elesa trying to take more time off from her job to check on Emmet/invite him out to lunch to make sure he eats, the veteran depot agents frequently checking up on him during the day/encouraging him take more breaks/interrupting his smoke breaks "accidentally", ect) but it's been hard to say the least. It will take some time for these habits to truly go away even with Ingo back, especially on his bad days.
BUT ALSO YEAH! Ingo! If Emmet appears at the corner of his eye suddenly or he sees him from a distance (any sort of blurred visage - as the man in white always appeared as) he might have a knee jerk response - a sudden urge to run or seek safety - but ultimately it won't be too serious.
His body reacts the most drastically when he is already in a state of injury and Emmet is within eyesight. Elevated heart rate, shortness of breathe, blurred vision, body tremors: his adrenaline levels will spike to an unnatural level causing a ton of stress on the body, since his mind is basically telling his body that he's on the brink of death. The quickest way to calm him down if it were to get this bad would be to have Emmet out of his sight until he can calm down...Not very ideal when the source of one's panic works the same job as you, in a work environment where slight injuries aren't too uncommon
#emmet would try to calm him down if he were to have an episode and it might even work since emmet is pretty good at reorienting him and#helping him focus on where he is and that he is safe but he might also make it worse and cause him to panic harder! :D#and ok this answer is already super long but lastl i think ingo would try to hide his scars once he sees how worried emmet is about him#when he returns like emmet is already worrying about the fact he was sent back in time where pokemon actively try to attack you. he doesnt#want to make him worry about the injuries he's already gotten too#physical or mental#i already hc that out of the two ingo is usually the one to dress more conservatively#like long sleeves and long pants or skirts but after hisui even more so#tho i would think his fashion would also factor in maneuverability and motility now more than ever#BUT YEAH IM RAMBLING NOW LMAO#subconscious guardian angel au#long post#ask#angst
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Do not Disturb, Or ELSE
Inspired by this interestingly humorous post
Danny as the living/unliving embodiment of the "don't wake the sleeper" trope.
While this works with just regular ole Danny, I've decided to throw in both Ghost King Phantom and Constantine and Zatanna as his bio parents.
As Amity's sole major hero, a struggling high-schooler, and last but not least the Fenton's and GIW's biggest sought after prize capture Danny's already dealing with a colossal amount of pressure and rarely has the time to get the proper shut eye.
Throw in his fairly new status as ghost king, and you end up with a massively stressed and cranky sleep deprived teenager that oftentimes reacts rather violently if you dare to wake him prematurely.
Constantine and Zatanna know this all too well, having gotten a front row seat to the mayor getting viciously maimed by this scrawny boy(?) after being abruptly aroused from his nap while looking into the excess death energy surrounding Amity. Which is why after finding out this powerful yet somehow familiar entity was both the usurper of Pariah Dark's throne and their long lost son they agreed to keep it all hush hush. No need to risk a possible bad first impression with the Justice League as well as further hinder their kid's chances of getting more sleep after all.
All is reasonably well until Con and Z fail to stop the newest in a string of cult gatherings attempts to summon the ghost king and have no choice but to get the rest of the JL involved. Suffice to say, their hands are quite full trying to convince the League that the child they just witnessed not only transform into an eldritch abomination then literally maul every last one of the cultists in anger and frustration over being rudely awakened, but also take seemingly forever for them to calm down isn't a ginormous threat that must be closely monitored.
It certainly doesn't help matters when Danny threatens to remove a vital organ from the next person that wakes him up before cuddling up to his mom and dad and going back to sleep.
#danny phantom#dc#justice league#justice league dark#dpxdc#danny fenton/phantom#zatanna#john constantine#zatanna and constantine are danny's biologic parents#ghost king/prince danny#danny is a sleep deprived baby#that will hurt you very badly if you get in the way of his beauty sleep#those that weren't there for the cultist bloodbath usually don't believe con and z when they warn that it's dangerous to wake danny#they quickly learn their lesson after trying their luck#it's gotten to the point some less mature leaguers will either dare each other to disturb his rest or try to use him as a secret weapon#the key to calming him once he's worked up is to throw a blanket over him then talk him down with promises of comfy beds and warm milk
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SecUnit character design sheet!
#reposting some things because i found out my posts were getting nerfed by my own privacy settings....#but also i guess im stuck with this face for MB#i kept trying to redraw it and NOTHING was working so this is what we're going with#currently working on another piece but the colors look like shit as usual so im getting frustrated with it#its MB in its Perihelion crew shirt and splattered with blood 💛#not its blood tho the crew can calm down#the murderbot diaries#Murderbot#SecUnit#tmd#murderbot diaries#murderbot designs#fanart
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Just a bit of lore relevant vent art (with terrible proportions bc apparently I mess that up horribly when I'm tired ugh. Watch me regret posting this tomorrow. The head size is already driving me mad bc it's too big, and I can feel myself wanting to abort this mission already) of Mourynn just, lying down on top of one of those large elevated Pale Tree roots far above the Grove (and far away from everyone else), and during the time between the early years and before the Personal story. Caithe is gone (Destiny's Edge), Wynne is gone (bc well, y'know...), even Faolain is gone (bc of Caithe in DE), and she's just feeling miserable, lost, and alone. (Her hair is in between her sapling hair and the Zhaitan hair, so it's grown out a bit bc she's depressed, and she's meant to be in the new outfit she designed, but I'm in the process of redesigning it a bit, so I've made a few tentative changes for now. Her collar is now just an extension of her clavicle leaves which can be put up like a collar, or can be draped down over her shoulders or back)
#gw2#sylvari#artgallery#mourynn#mourynn art#I've just been so tired lately bc of work#also just going a bit stir crazy with the silence (lonely; but alas I unfortunately suck at starting convos bc I have nothing interesting t#talk about and work has been draining my social energy; making it even harder :( (I'd rather burn the social energy with friends yknow?)#it's getting a wee bit better; but I haven't had much time or energy to even game while we're in the midst of our busiest season :(#I miss hanging out and chatting with my buds; but the universe insists on keeping us apart :(#just miss having something to look forward to throughout my day. Been trying to fill it with other things; but the depresso is overriding i#Mostly just been me with my thoughts and that is just bad bc I got so many horrors in there lmao.#I wanna at the very least; draw more or game more to distract from it; but work is sapping all my time and energy from it.#but also it's very quiet on my end and it's kicking my overthinking into overdrive so I#Ive just been fighting with my mind lately lmao#hopefully this will all pass soon so I won't obsessively keep thinking about it loll#lol I'd post this in the servers but it's vent art so it feels a bit weird to do; so it's going straight to home video w/o a theater releas#hopefully once work calms down it'll help#(I have so many long shifts makes me so frustrated bc I hate them and I run out of steam half way through)#other than all that I'm doing fine lol. My brain's always been like this; But I usually only get like this during the winter season#(bc of the holidays making everything quiet and also the SAD) so it feels weird having this exact same feeling happen to me in July lol
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Hurt/Comfort parallels
inspired by a conversation with @stupidrant
#god of war ragnarok#gowredit#gowedit#gow ragnarok#atreus#angrboda#mine#god of war#I kept trying to figure out which scene the armchair Troll Brigade you told me about was referring to#about Angrboda 'yelling AT Atreus'#clearly in the second gif scene her dejection and pain (resulting in a raised voice) are not directed at him at all#but rather at the prospect of parting with him (which she outright said twice she didn't want to#on top of all the moments when she was saddened about it&Atreus promised to come back after Ragnarok)#and THEN it hit me#the trolls must have - per their usual pattern - twisted the scene after the one in the 1st gif#where it's Atreus who loses his cool and takes it out on her first#then Angrboda responds to HIS outburst and yells back at him about the prophesy#only to immediately regret it and admit it was mean#moreover that comes right after the scene#of her gently calming him down&cupping his face in his formidable wolf form#while he menacingly growled at her but she still wasn't one bit afraid#and helped him regain his human form#then after their mutual backlash Angrboda went out of her way to again soothingly talk him into comfort#telling Atreus not to worry about the future for now and pulling the cloth over the mural which caused him such turmoil#promising to help him get better acquainted with his identity as a giant#(which was what he wanted)#but context is not nor has it ever been trolls' strong suit
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Jon Batiste is an amazing artist and I regret not listening to his music sooner 😭
#i usually post my taste in music on my personal blog#but this album is calming down my mind when i need it the most#if you give it i try i hope it works like therapy for you as well
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thinking about flustered venti again.
#BECAUSEES#not only is it a deviation from what he usually is—calm and collected when it comes to the face of such manners of flustering !!#(he is the same guy who literally laughs at the traveler when they tried and went that one won’t work) (<- i think of these lines every day)#btw.#and besides the point of it being cute#just the idea of being able to break down those walls enough for a few seconds#that he is rendered Spechless.#that the bard who is sooo good with his words. whose tongue is silver sharp. who cannot come#up with a good enough comeback and flounders ….#anyways i WILL be making this about bard of ven. as usual#i fear#idk i feel like bard is more easier to get to out of the two#so ven can just come up and wrap his arms around bards waist and softly go good afternoon#and bard is like. swats at his hat. Hi.#(<- not pictured ven giggling)#anyways#ven covering his face and desperately trying to cover his glowing and bard is just sitting there with the biggest >:3#gently holds ventis cheek. doing okay little song?#ven vc (glowing more now) can you Please give me A Minute#lantern says stuff#the important part of that phrasing is “out of the two of them”—good luck if you ARENT ven LMAO
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i feel like reading/watching mbf immediately means knowing who i am as a person and... i cannot allow this
#you all know that i can't stand gatekeeping and how that's why i bring up what i like all the time in various contexts#but the surprising thing with mbf for me is that i can't talk about it as freely to people who don't know me#because i can't find a way to translate it without having to offer some crucial segment of myself#i enjoy sharing ideas and thoughts more than anything else but i don't like sharing me the person behind them#because i really cherish my individuality as something important in spite of where it takes me sometimes#i don't want to tarnish it!!!! i don't want even the smallest piece of it to be missing because i wouldn't know what to do anymore#i'll stick to typing out thoughts here and to my mom and to my med textbooks#but i must say it feels strangely refreshing to have something that is only my own this way because i always have to put myself out there#and this way i am not giving anyone the opportunity to twist it into something terrible about me#my spontaneous outbursts might ruin this for me though#letters from stephanie*#i dislike that i can't step outside of my own experiences with this like i usually do because art should be shared#this is suchhh a crazy person post#i think i finally get what my dad means when we fight about how i shouldn't say everything i think all the time#he doesn't want me to filter myself he wants me to preserve who i am from harm because stepping up sometimes won't help#who i'm trying to help but it will ruin me in some way even if it just makes me upset#i think that's how he manages to be calm without betraying himself?#he isn't lying he's just saying what he thinks when it matters and to those that matter#like most of the time i am right to single myself out but there is a particular shade of grey when i shouldn't do it#idk this is literally donna telling the dr YOU CAN STOP NOW.#realistically i just need someone to calm me down when my passions turn against me#overly personal post once again i am sooo sorryyyy look away
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WOW WHAT. I UPDATED 🎉Ch. 6 of The neighbor from 311 is up!🎉
#very light and calm chapter#there's not a lot going on ngl. idk how to even describe it. it's much shorter than usual too#but next chapter will be longer than usual as well ssssooo aha yeah#this chapter even though simple now. at first I had SO MUCH trouble writing it#There are a total of 5 unused drafts (about 6 or 9 pages long each) sitting in my docs now bc I kept making it too complicated#like nobody needs things to become so convoluted bitch calm down (me to myself)#I wanted to include so many more things but nothing felt right at the end. this last one felt so much better and flowed naturally. yay:)#nothing else to say. have fun and until the next update#the neighbor from 311#trigun#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#vashwood#trigun stampede#wolfwood#vash#nicholas trigun#reincarnation au#Trigun au#lenssi writes#trigun fic#trigun fanfiction#oh I should mention I'm working on writing the uni au. the bare bones of it are there#but I want to try out something new in my structure so we will see how that goes
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Me trying to explain to my dad that being non verbal is not a choice
#hes like I've never seen you non verbal this long :/#meanwhile I'm trying to explain the various reasons why#when im non verbal i tend to isolate so i can calm down and recover faster (and it's annoying trying to communicate so i avoid ppl)#on top of that i usually shut down when i go non verbal#rn im still around people and working so I'm non verbal for longer#and its not exactly helpful when he's telling me shit like “you need to learn how to cope better because this won't fly in the real world”#I KNOW!!!!! I know and I am trying#he says this like i don't know and im not trying. it drives me nuts#hes usually pretty good about this sort of thing but at the end of the day he doesn't really Get It#vent post#non verbal
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How I fall asleep imagining Zander having full on breakdowns and pulling his hair out and digging his nails into his skin over the horrible things he’s been through but just doesn’t know how to cope with
#oc stuff#Zander#I like to imagine that man. in distress#goddd imagining his moms having to comfort him and calm him down#from his more severe breakdowns#he’s just shaking and sobbing hysterically and one of them has to hold his hands so he won’t hurt himself#and they don’t know /why/#they know bad things happened to him#but they can’t even imagine how bad it was to cause this#they don’t know why but they try their best anyway#they usually end up calling Wren for help#even if they can manage to calm zander down. they know that he needs wren. they know wren will understand more than they could#been thinking a lot about Zander in emotional anguish lately
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Jon: buys a project car
Also Jon: is mad his project car needs work
#personal#why is he like this#he came home for lunch RANTING about his latest project#he always does this#he is a walking shocked pikachu meme#he gets involved in something and then is shocked every time it turns out to be less than perfect#its so annoying#and im lying in bed trying to nap and relax#and he comes in madder than hell and angrily ranting#nothing i say calms him down#usually that just makes it worse so i have to just listen#which isnt fair to me
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