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💙Idia Shroud 1/8 Scale Figure💙
Specifications: Pre-painted finished product. Including stand.
Size: Approx. 235mm (9.25in)
Supervision • Illustration: Toboso Yana
Sculptor: Futaro Takahashi (ToToY), Ron
Production Cooperation: 千値練
Coloring: Sakura (fukufuku)
Publisher: Aniplex
Release: June 2025
Pre-Order: May 2nd, 2024 - August 18th, 2024
Price: 29,800 yen ($207.24 usd)
#twisted wonderland#disney twst#twst merch#official merchandise#idia shroud#twst idia#1/8 scale figure#aniplex#trust me i am screaming#but im also planning carefully how to save up for him#as an fyi: most sites allow you to order now and pay later#also dont forget paypal’s pay-in-4 option#i will keep my eyes out and see which sites have him at a decent price#grab him before he hits after market bc idia is popular af
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[ cw: death mention / strangulation mention / stabbing mention / blood mention / self-sacrifice / codependency mention in tags / ]
I think a lot about how common it is for Raph to be the one to have direct focus put on him when Leo gets into all his near death experiences.
Like, when Leo is thrown off a building, it’s Raph who’s right there jumping after him, not even thinking about the consequences to himself when he does. When Leo almost gets skewered by the Krang, Raph’s right there to take the blow and send Leo to safety without a second thought. When Leo’s being strangled to near death, it’s a Krangified Raph doing the job, doing exactly what Raph would never, ever want to do. When Leo is telling Casey Jr to close the portal, it’s Raph who tries desperately to convince Leo otherwise.
Likewise, Leo is consistently very single minded when Raph gets forcibly separated from them. Both when in the sewers and by the Krang, Leo is dead set on finding Raph first and foremost.
I also think it’s interesting that during each of Leo’s near death experiences, the lightheartedness of his words during them goes directly hand in hand with both how close Raph is to him physically and how much danger Raph is also in in that moment. From a literal “I told you so” as Leo’s falling away from Raph to a soft joke about how “hero moves” are Raph’s style - both of these are on the more morbidly carefree side and both of these notably take Leo farther away from Raph and, in turn, have Raph not in immediate danger.
On the other side of things is the apology from Leo, heedless of the danger he himself is in as he seriously and genuinely speaks to a Krangified Raph face to face. Then there’s Leo’s freezing and desperation as Raph takes a hit meant for him and sends just Leo to safety, leaving Raph himself behind. Both of these involve much closer proximity and Raph being directly harmed - these together make Leo much more vulnerable in his words and actions, something not even the threat of death can make him.
These two care about each other so much, and they’re way too much alike for their own good.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt raph#rise raph#rottmnt leo#rise leo#honorable mention to the time Leo desperately tried throwing himself into harm’s way to get to Karai#and Raph is the one who has to pull him back#I also think that it’s interesting how both of them go about self sacrifice#because wow they both have problems with it#Raph’s tends to be immediate reactions not even thinking as he throws himself over his bros#Leo’s are often shown to be ‘for the greater good’ (said greater good often being his family)#once again I am saying that post movie these two would likely have codependency issues#considering Raph’s already present acute seperation anxiety and Leo’s immediate memory of Raph standing over him bleeding#another thing to mention is how Future Leo’s actual death still falls into the whole ‘morbidly lighthearted words’ category#I also wanna point out that in Many Unhappy Returns the trust that Leo wants so much does NOT come from Splinter but from RAPH#side note but in regard to the fighting that Raph and Leo were up to during the time between the shredder and the krang#I think it’s interesting that it’s NOT depicted as screaming matches - very blatantly not this actually#also also! I totally love how the movie parallels Oroku Saki and Karai with Raph and Leo respectively#there are so many parallels in general in this show+movie it makes me froth at the mouth#and because it breaks my heart - the beginning of the movie had Raph getting angry at Leo and lashing out at him#the end of the movie has the Krang very very angry at Leo and lashing out at him#both of these times has Leo ‘ruining’ a mission so…bad parallels#in the movie as well there’s a Krangified Raph who beats Leo senseless#so I have to wonder if Raph and Leo just…can’t roughhouse anymore#else Leo would flinch or Raph would be so scared to accidentally hurt Leo like he was already used to do before#then suddenly their usual dynamic of Raph never having to be softer with Leo is thrown on its head#worse is if they’re so terrified of this dynamic leaving that they power through their own sufferings to maintain it
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zosan... zosan is so good for my health. Two equally powerful guys in the middle of the sea. THEY ARE EQUALLY STRONG AND EQUALLY GOOD PEOPLE!!!!!! they're kind hearted and care for their crew's safety more than anything. THE WINGS OF THE FUTURE PIRATE KING.
And like... I like the enemies trope just as much as the next person but my god if their rivalry isn't a 100 times more wholesome than if they simply just Hated each other's guts and called it a day + sanji's fucked up past and over +1000ch worth of canon story fills the angsty quota more than enough, allowing creators to come up with the craziest yet in-character fan content you could ever imagine
#zosan#one piece#having enjoyed a plethora of other ships in the past i am still so amazed by the pull they had on me since day one.#silly pirates that spend their days screaming and sparring together but won't miss a beat when it comes to their friends' safety#the selflessness. the trust they have in each other... all of these is 100% canon#there's so much room to explore with these two. So many open doors and you have such a well established canon foundation for their dynamic#god i love them!!!!! the fics fanarts comics etc i've read or seen with these two have to be the very best i have ever encountered in fanon#text
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[ the way he looks at him ]
#is like a gorgeous but dangarous big cat looking at his interesting prey#oh dear how i love the way he acts with his eyes#for real#he can take over this world with his eyes#i have a million ways of ending your life with just a snap of my fingers#but i am not doing it#instead i will make you trust me depend on me and fall for me#and then when you think the happiest moment is coming#i will break everything with my own hands#including you#yet you wouldn't even notice it was me#oh and i will let you live#i will make you suffer and scream and blame yourself for the rest of your life but i will let you live#jeeeeeeeeez the tension#in ho x gi hun#hwang in ho#seong gi hun#lee byunghun#lee byung-hun#lee jung jae#lee jung-jae#squid game#squid game season 2
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my first riso print :D
in celebration of angy, the artist of the semantic error manhwa, coming to nyc, i will be handing these out at the Love Bug? Semantic Error Fan Event hosted by a friend of mine! stop by if you can!
#i am SO psyched about angy coming to nyc you have no idea how i've been waiting and shaking since may#i think the manhwa is the superior form to experience this story in#it is one of my favorite manhwas OF ALL TIME so this is SO IMPORTANT i am SCREAMING!!#anyway#semantic error#semantic error manhwa#시맨틱에러#bl manhwa#guys go read it PLEASE#just trust me#caro.jpg
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dear horror franchise creators,
please stop making such awesome characters in your first movies that die at the end because now i have no motivation to watch the rest of the movies
thank you dearly
#and dont take this post personally because i know all stories have tjeir great parts besides certsin characters#its just i get latched on. i find one character to stick with thru the whole thing#but if ur gonna keep KILLING THEM then what......#also dont take it personally because i am gonna watch the other movies i just gotta strive harder😞. Trust#scream#scream 1996#saw#saw 2004#jett talks (me)#adam faulkner stanheight#stu macher
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Mo Ran literally took Chu Wanning on a magic carpet sword ride.
#i am screaming like a pterodactyl#aladdin is my favourite disney film of all time#if he'd said do you trust me before they started i would proclaim 2ha the greatest danmei of all time#i mean i might still do that#im only half way through the wanning chapter#mo ran you are being as smooth as a dolphin right now#2ha#erha he ta de bai mao shizun#2ha spoilers#erha spoilers#erha#dumb husky and his white cat shizun#the husky and his white cat shizun#meatbun doesn't eat meat#meatbun
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Every week I go “Jiji in the anime this week? 🥺👉👈”. And every week I’m disappointed
#NEXT WEEK THO FOR SURE. TRUST#I need anime Jiji so bad he has crippled me these past couple weeks since reading the manga#I need him in the anime to cope <- lying. It would make me worse#I am that stock image of that guy on his knees head in hands every time I think about him#he’s so incredibly everything to me he was made for me#breaking down in the tags my old friend hello#I’m screaming I’m sobbing I’m gripping the sink so hard it breaks#his stupid face is all that’s in my mind#I am not normal about him I will never be normal about him#Dandadan is great guys highly recommend#gonna get even better next week when Jiji’s there because he will be there next week HE WILL BE#manifesting SO HARD 😭😭🙏🙏#Maddiepost
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oh the executive producer of From said that people don't watch tv to get answers to the mysteries that are set up in said tv? yeah that tracks things are starting to make sense
#IDK MAN I WOULD KIND OF LIKE TO GET SOME ANSWERS#from mgm#from show#i'm so mad#i'm on the season 2 finale and it's pissing me off#the invisible cicada comas weren't scary enough so the victims had to wake up and scream for 5 minutes to make it extra scary#uh yeah ok whatever man listen you do'nt have to up the ante you can just stick with a plot point and deal with that plot point#you don't have to make it scarier every time#and sometimes y'know the coma is scarier than random screaming that goes nowhere#yes i am going to keep watching this show but i'm not going to be happy until they can show that they trust their own ideas#enough to see them through
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i don’t think you guys get it sometimes but jason. didn’t. hesitate.
#did he have his doubts before ? Yes I don’t blame him#but he did a 180 immediately#like this is THE SCENE im sorry but it is THE NICO SCENE#this boy has been SCREAMING for someone to trust him for so many books but they don’t#and golden boy son of Jupiter said GIVE ME A CHANCE I TRUST YOU GIVE ME A CHANCE TO PROVE IT#i trust you#HE TRUSTS HIm#the epitome of roman and the heroes he’s always admired. he TRUSTS nico.#no one is beating them I am so very sorry#pjo
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when i say that this was my 9/11 i fully mean it. i would pull out my computer and write it myself if it weren’t so personal to dan. i will go into debt to make this happen. @danielhowell if there is anything i can personally to get dan is not okay out into the world i will do it i don’t care if i’m a freshman in college i would die for this.
#DINOK MY BELOVED#i’m getting way too fucking emo about this#actually idc#this is everything i could ever want#not only is this concept so fucking interesting and cool#but i love dan and everything he does so much#i have full trust in everything he creates#idc if it’s parasocial#i went to wad it was the best thing ever#i’ve watched every dd episode five times as they came out#daniel howell is a true creative visionary who should get to run wild#but also i need to go back to the plot#not only is it a reflection of dan’s life#but so many people are actually going through this same thing#and will continue to#i go to class every day and see the guys who are business majors or whatever#and i just want to scream in their face that there is more to life than d3 sports#also as somebody who’s interested in dan this is everything to me plotwise#like yes queen i am also incredibly grateful that you dropped out of law#i am so happy that you have become comfortable not just with your sexuality#but with who you are in general#you don’t know me but you raised me#and i am so proud of you#AKDHAKDHSK SORRY IM DONE NOW#BUT I COULD GO ON FOR HOURS#daniel howell#dan is not okay#dinok#why i quit youtube#dan howell
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m!ik truly has the power to make me tear up at any form of found familliness
#idk if that's a word but that's them. the misfit class. the families of the foundness if you wish#yall wish i was kidding but i am in tears rn this manga has an effect on me#the bond and mutual trust and understanding and friendships of the misfit class is actually SO personal and targeted. y'all dont get it#insane. screaming crying and throwing up all at once.#m!ik#mairimashita! iruma kun#welcome to demon school iruma kun#iruma
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Thinking about s4 jonelias again. Do you ever think about Jon completely without guidance, drowning and confused and completely alone. Ok I cannot find the post for the life of me but. Yk that one post about what if Elias talked to Jon through statements before. This is partially inspired by all of that. Because I uh cannot stop.
Thinks about Jon knowing for a fact that Elias knows everything he needs to, and if he actually wanted to help he could! Easily! And he still has no idea what his actual intentions here are. It's driving him up the wall and back. He's still just giving him little tidbits of information. Things that'll just make his curiosity all that worse, because he has to encourage his development somehow. Maybe having Basira deliver them to sow more distrust. Thinks about Jon having this frustrated nervous obsession with him because he knows he's doing something and he doesn't know what. He needs to know. Not romantic not professional but a secret third thing (I need to study this man under a microscope. I want to bash his face in. I want him to know exactly what it's like to be so completely helpless and alone and have not a single speck of agency. I want to shatter that control and confidence so he can't keep acting like I'm the one being whiny for wanting to know why the world keeps trying to end. I want to know. I need to know why someone would do this to me, why anyone would do this to me, why any of this is happening, none of this makes sense and none of this is fair, so why is he so damn happy about it?) Do you get it. It's about the "you made me into this, you turned me into something I can't even recognize anymore, and then you left me alone." Do you get it. He hates him and he's supposed to be here. He was just gone. He turned him into something that nobody can even handle looking at, and then he just left him alone and afraid.
Anyways what I'm saying is can you imagine their reunion in this context. Personally I want to eat my own hands.
#ITS ABOUT THE BETRAYAL#THAT “I DONT EVEN TRUST YOU. I DONT EVEN LIKE YOU. WHY DO I FEEL LIKE YOU ABANDONED ME.”#“I HATE YOU. SO WHY AM I MAD YOURE NOT HERE. WHY AM I MAD YOU WONT LOOK AT ME.”#ITS ABOUT THE!!!#can you tell ive been playing slay the princess#because this post may be screaming SKYE IS PLAYING SLAY THE PRINCESS.#akdgdkdgbd#tma spoilers#jonelias#its like. i dont even like you anymore. i havent for so long. why do i still feel like youre supposed to be here.#ARGH
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Am is probably the type to be like: "I don't know how to date or marry. I only know how to kill"
#i have no mouth and i must scream#ihnmaims#ihnmaims am#allied mastercomputer#am#aro#ace#aroace#Yeah he did it#trust me guys he told me-#art
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Day 223 | id in alt
Maki thinking some very unsorcererly things over a piece of damn cheesecake.
(Read from right to left💥)
#dailykugisaki#jjk#kugisaki nobara#itadori yuji#zenin maki#inumaki toge#its always the cheesecake tbh#cheese cake isn't bad i think it depends on the type for me tbh sometimes it takes too....cakey....???#fuck i dont even know#ive had some very good cheesecake in my life and man im trying to rob a relative of her recipe#anyway. Maki had a strict diet because of the clan but because Kugisaki showed up and found out her love of junkfood....#it all came crashing down VERY quickly#Kugisaki indulges Maki and vice versa. its kinda funny how they're both violent enablers of eachother#Not pointing fingers but if you're gonna be vauge in the comments then get out or post up in the asks#tell me what ails you#for the other people#these two are fucking deranged idk what their issue is but im sure ill figure it out sometime#im getting there nobamaki enjoyers im getting there TRUST TRUST#time to get hysterically distracted while i write the description of the images#suddenly everything turns into cocomelon#i fucked up the placement but yknow my ass#Kugisaki and Maki are just too silly they're trying to exist but they're so fucked up#my silliest silly#Maki has only the faintest idea of fucked up connections and nobody talks about how shes absolutely abysmal at it#my brain is envisioning Kugisaki with a brick and that's it rn#Beyonce songs are playing#am i hallucinating#the fucked up spoon....lordt#thought about those wack bitches with those wide ass necks and cried#i hope you all imagine everytime i type shit in the tags that its of those stressed ass evangelion screams
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Fears that I've been repressing and not addressing, telling myself to stand tall and "not show weakness", started to slip into my nightmares.
I just want to crawl under my blanket and cry, cry, cry until I've cried myself to sleep... and wake up in a better parallel world, where my paranoia is not eating me alive, where I can feel trust and comfort.
#personal#/vent#I am getting compulsive thoughts of cutting out like 95% of people who are nice to me and interact with me semi-consistently#because.. well it is all trap right? it is all pretend right?#any positive words and feelings are just to lull me into false sense of safety and then abruptly abandon me#without even me knowing why.#I already have my reservations and feel reluctant to open up to someone who expresses truly liking me#because I just know it won't last long enough.#either I'll push them away in some way or they'll find out something about me and instead of discussing it with me-#-just will discard me right?#so sometimes just being lukewarm under assumption that this niceness and love is temporary is not enough#I want to just... scream. scream to stop mocking me. to stop trying to deceive me.#to cut everyone away except for like 6 trusted friends#and then live in fear knowing that if even one of these friends vanishes or dies.. I'll die too. internally.#I won't survive the loss of even one person whom I can TRULY trust. at least my heart won't.#as for nightmares? the recent nightmare was about a certain group that hates me turning ARTORIAS against me lol#I know it SOUNDS humorous from aside but within the dream it was *harrowing*. to just watch them 'warn' him about me#and him subtly agreeing to be on guard.. and wishing to protect them or anyone from me#and me knowing my chances to be friends with him got preemptively ruined#I've been thinking back on it all day and every time I did I actually cried. why I am such a child?#I am like reverse miquella: my body grows but my brain is forever that scared vulnerable traumatized kid. forever.#/paranoia
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