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iâm rewatching tua season 4 because i guess i once again need confirmation that itâs just as bad as i remember âŚ
but ive been told im too negative about the season on more than one occasion so im going to be positive and name a bunch of things i like about each episode of the final season!! <3
warning: this post is decent sized lol
today we are tackling: episode 2
i do love the beginning montage of the siblings all being sick while simultaneously using their powers to improve their own daily agendas if only it featured more than just 3 of the siblings�
i love fiveâs assistant twink and also how heâs called mr. five at the grand old age of 19 years old (i know heâs 64 but shut up)
lilaâs eyeball lasers and the rubber ducky
luther being devastated over the place being âdestroyedâ even when it was a literal shithole to start off with
viktor finding his VOICE. viktor with CONFIDENCE. i love you viktor âill kick your ass right nowâ hargreeves. king, you are 4 feet tall, but eat him tf up
âwhy is it coldâ âthe real question is, why would you touch itâ
five slapping diegoâs hand out of the way and him not even trying to fight it is so them and i love it
viktor actually attempting to kick benâs ass (and as much as he looks like a feral little gremlin, i love it)
lutherâs âDUDE! I LIVE HEREâ heâs such a grumpus
also viktorâs little speech about him building a life for himself and it all being fucked over because of benâs dumb ass
âi couldâve lost my job!â âdid you?â âwh-â and five looking up at him with wide eyes and genuine curiosity. not the time king but thanks for asking
allison eating ben tf up and klaus supporting her
âiâm not going back to that old klaus. i like this klaus! hey, he collects coupons! heâs frugal, respectable, reliable, and most importantly, heâs a klaus that claire likes. and trusts and looks up to.â THIS IS SO SAD I LOVE HIM
diego pulling ben back to the couch by his hair is such brother behavior
i do love the wanda van. sheâs truly iconic
will forever love that five gets the front seat because heâs the old man. if i were his sibling i wouldnât even try to take it. shotgun is for the senior citizen
the gag about baby shark not being able to stop playing for the entire several-hour long road trip is pretty alright comedy-wise i guess although it wouldâve been much funnier if baby shark wasnât the main goddamn song in the entire seasonâs soundtrack
i will never shut up about how much i love the love-hate banter from all of the siblings. the actors did such an amazing job bringing the dysfunctional family back to life.
ben getting humbled in the diner was pretty satisfying. sparrow ben iâve never been your biggest fan but youâve grown on me
lutherâs mention of sloane is so sweet if only sheâd been mentioned more than twice
luther is generally adorable i love that man
viktor saying âphones work both ways, yknowâ when allison said he didnât call. i love how much confidence heâs found in himself this season, quite possibly one of the only characters who wasnât horribly assassinated trait-wise
diego throwing the axes, i love him. also lilaâs unimpressed reaction always gets me
klaus with the TAROT CARDS!!!!!! yes please i wish heâd used them more
i do actually like jenniferâs character. the truman-show town thing was so interesting even if it had relatively no effect on the plot for the rest of the season, it had potential but i love that jen matches benâs freak in the sense that she is absolutely not afraid to call him out on his bullshit
old man five trying to blink :( so sad poor guy
also five immediately pretending to stretch when lila calls him out
once again i love lila and fiveâs reluctant alliance. why couldnât they just continue being frenemies for the love of god
five noticing the singular guy looking at them and mentioning it to diego and lila and she says âmaybe he likes youâ STEVE BLACKMAN YOU COULDâVE PUT FIVE WITH ANYONE ELSE. STEVE BLACKMAN WE COULDâVE HAD A ROMANCE BETWEEN FIVE AND THE ELF STARING AT HIM AND IT WOULDâVE BEEN BETTER THAN FIVE X LILA. STEVE BLACKMAN WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME
ben defending jennifer awwwww
fiveâs subway station to different timelines will go down as being endlessly awesome if only it hadnât been created solely so steve blackman could fulfill his own weird ass ideas
diego and lila once again trying to convince the other to let them save the day is a very often-overlooked sign of love that i refuse to ignore. they do it like 3 times in the show and it gets me every time
âi have laser eyes im more powerful than you!â âtheyâre not even working right now!â âtheyâre gonna work i feel it theyâre gonna work!!!!â lila i love you youâre so cute
âI TOOK OUT THE TRASHâ hey btw diego itâs not the time
ok but diegoâs flip where he redirects all the bullets⌠idk how i completely forgot about that part (probably because i was busy thinking about all of the other things that i hated) but it was SO fucking awesome stfu
diego and lila collecting reindeer stuffies for the kids even while theyâre fighting for their lives is still so adorable
klausâ positive affirmations. klaus I LOVE YOU
klaus accidentally finding a fake jennifer is so on brand for him NVM HOW DID I FORGET THAT SHE LITERALLY SHOOTS KLAUS
i LOVE the part where lutherâs shielding allison and viktor from the bullets. especially when viktor tears out of his grasp like a feral little gremlin and takes out half of the shooters
still donât know what the hell allisonâs power is???? is it the rumor thing except she only has to think it instead of saying it?!!? idk but itâs cool i guess just wish it was explained more!!!!!!
lutherâs âi shouldâve known, those sconces were too perfectâ heâs all upset but i canât help but smile heâs literally a 5 year old
the car flip is so fucking cool. the glass flying around the van around everybody is so good, the âcarol of the bellsâ is so menacing and simple, five absolutely serving while everyone else is screaming and flinging around in the back
ALSO DIEGOâS ARM GOING OUT TO PROTECT FIVE. fuck i love them so much. STEVE BLACKMAN FUCK YOU FOR WHAT YOU DID TO FIVE AND DIEGO
jenniferâs little âhelp me, benâ as she gets carried away is so tragic oh my god. and his little reach out to her as sheâs taken. fuck
iâve said it before and iâll say it again, jean and gene are such phenomenal villains. nick offerman and megan mulally are phenomenal actors. christ on a cracker why couldnât they have been utilized in a plot that was actually written well
and thatâs the end of the episode! only positivity around here folks! :)
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just kidding hereâs some of the tiny little things i caught that i donât like / that make literally zero sense
luther screaming âno! no! noâ when his monkey body is back (for some fucking reason???) is so heartbreaking the poor guy hated himself đ
i love the whole subway station thing but how the hell did five accidentally blink into the station when he was just running but couldnât when he was genuinely trying lmfao
itâs absolutely wild that five deadass blinked accidentally and then just hopped on the subway even though he was just running for his life. if the writers genuinely believed five wouldnât have immediately returned to help his family and checked out the subway later then they need to be fired immediately. thanks
it will never not be funny to me that literally every single person in the town has a huge gun. was that much security really necessary ����
the part where klaus dies and they give him marigold even though he stressed 100% that he didnât want it makes me so sad. i get why they did it (he literally wouldâve died if they hadnât) but the panic in allisonâs voice as she holds her dying brother and tries to figure out if itâs right to give it to him against his will is so heartbreaking
KLAUSâ âwhat did you do?â WHEN HE REALIZES HEâS GOT HIS POWERS BACK IM SOBBING
ok and thatâs the end
the first couple of episodes werenât too terrible in my opinion? so itâs understandable that iâd find plenty more things i liked than i disliked in this episode. also all the things i pointed out that i liked were tiny little details when most of the seasonâs flaws imo were huge arcs / plot points that span multiple episodes so they might not be as relevant in a post of this format !!
might do this when i watch the rest of the seasons to truly identify if i really am too hard on this season (i donât believe i am considering how many much smarter people have also stressed the issues with this season but it was fun so i might do it anyways)
anyways thanks for reading goodbye
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miner dee en eye (kinda nsfw) go do your homework losers /neu same thing for ageless blogs. Cease.
Me when brain suddenly "kokudoma"
Like. It's honestly such a crackship but they're fuck buddies only bc kokushibo is an edgy ass bitch
But doma is like actually fond of him and won't leave him tf alone so koku goes "fuck it" and edges him with like small doses of attention only to fuck him senseless later, and y'all know they can both go for literally forever bc stamina is not an issue for demons at all
Anywhoooo đ¤Ł
Drabble under the cut. Once again, nsfw = get the FUCK out if you're a minor plz thx â¤đšđ
Tags; nsfw (duh doy) kokudou, doma being a bottom bitch, degredation, little to no aftercare tbh koku don't got time for that, impact play, blood play, biting, belt bondage, humiliation, one sided affection, koku being sassy, demons being freaks lmao!
oh yeah, and before I forget to mention uh. my bad if there are like, issues in the writing. I don't rlly write smut like that so it may be like, finnicky or whatever.
His Affection
As the second-in-command, the moments bestowed upon Upper Moon 1 were of the utmost significanceâa privilege beyond measure to partake in even the slightest morsel of his precious time, perhaps more so than the demon king himself.
And it seemed Muzan thought so too.
Doma's relationship with the highest Kizuki was, put simply, a distraction for them both. His lordship already didn't like himâand it was evident that the progenitor fancied the prospect of hearing his cries of pleasure bounce about the sprawling walls of the Infinity Castle even less. Or having the ability to see him unfurl anywhere, for that matter.
Yet he tolerated it all, much as he tolerated the myriad eccentricities that defined Doma's existenceâsolely because Kokushibo didn't bear any particular fondness of the man. If there was any semblance of favor beneath his veneer, it was a masterful deception, concealed with an artistry that left no room for doubt.
âHow exceedingly unbecoming of you... Upper Moon Two,â Kokushibo taunted, his tone laced with derision as he continued to torment Doma. A single thrust of his knee into Doma's perineum reduced him to a huffing, mewling, wanton mess that could do nothing but writhe beneath the relentless assault. âPathetic.â
âFor you, I...â Doma began to croon in response, but his sentiment was summarily disregarded by his superior.
Indeed, the kanji branded into Doma's very being served as a constant reminder of the wrongness that tainted their actions. Yet he grappled with the notion of whether it truly constituted wrongdoing, when he was held captive by someone of superior strength. It could have been worse, but the act itself, while undeniably indulgent, left him yearning for more.
Three pairs of amber eyes encased in bloodshot sclerae bore down upon Doma's kaleidoscope orbs, middle eyelids lifting with a sadistic mirth as the latter struggled to gather his bearings. Yes, if nothing else, he was a rather fine instrumentâa myriad outlet of wanton and eager reactions to every strum, stroke, and tug of Kokushibo's own.
Another forceful thrust, and Doma's fists, ensnared by the constricting uwa-obi, trembled with impatience. His hitherto unrewarding quest for gratification danced in macabre synchrony with Kokushibo's unyielding onslaught of ruthless stringency. Stringency he trusted Doma could handle, just as he had many times before.
Indeed, he bore an unparalleled capacity to endure the most precarious of circumstances. Stripped bare and vulnerable, entangled within Kokushibo's grip that paradoxically bore both pain and pleasure to his bruised wrists, all within the sanctum of his private chambers where the prying eyes of servants loomed over him as a threat to his imageâhis affection for the elder demon had endowed him with a remarkable adaptability. That which Kokushibo quite appreciated, even while he didn't do so typically.
âPlease,â Doma keened, not entirely sure of what he was begging for. His legs flailed above Kokushibo's hips, the capriciousness of his knee now replaced with a rhythmic cadence. In response, Doma's own hips danced to accommodate, all under Kokushibo's unwavering gaze.
âPlease?â The elder demon withdrew his knee just as he noticed Doma's thrusts growing more frantic, bringing about a plaintive whine of protest. One that he ignored. âPlease what?â
Cruel, Doma surmised, his furrowed brows betraying a sensation akin to frustrationâthough it was more related to a profound sense of bereftness. The feeling soon gave way to astonishment though, as his superior's calloused, unfettered hand ventured toward his most intimate regions. In a tantalizing journey that brushed past a multitude of erogenous zones, Kokushibo commenced a painstakingly leisurely rhythm of strokes upon the taut, erect shaft. âLord Kokushibo,â Doma moaned, the words escaping his lips in yet another impassioned plea. He couldn't bite back his grin at the pleasure as the ministrations increasingly focused on his tip.
âHmm?â He pressed.
âI...â
âOut with it, now.â With a low, knowing hum, Kokushibo continued his torturous ministrations, the shadow of a wry smile playing upon his lips. He reveled in the unfolding tableau, and were it not for the undeniable evidence concealed beneath his hakama, Doma might have failed to discern Kokushibo's own mounting desire. His digit, now shifting its focus to Doma's taint and then his quivering slit, brought about a gasp and a shuddering buck of his hips from his suboordinate.
âOh, you intoxicate me,â was what Doma wanted nothing more than to convey at that momentâbut he was thinking with the brain in between his legs now, and just choking out the phrase âI want you to fuck meâ was a hassle on its own. So in lieu of those words, his body needily leaned into Kokushibo's tantalizing caress, eliciting a flinch, a fervent yelp, and the shadow of a chuckle as he was duly rewarded with the electrifying sting of a strike to his thigh.
âOut with it,â repeated Upper Moon One, eyes lazily trailing downwards towards Doma's slit. The hand on his thigh never quite ceased its position there, but it did gingerly slide upwards, halting just shy of his hip. âI much prefer hearing you mewl and beg...â Kokushibo leaned back, moving to take the awaiting bottle of oil beside them in his hand with a mumur, â...than I do seeing you throw your hips about without any abandon or shame... like a cheap harlot.â
Or perhaps he preferred a combination of both.
His movements were deft and fluid, and soon enough, Doma found his thighs tensing in ecstasy as his superior slid a slicked finger inside with ease. With a single thrust, followed by the benevolent curl of Kokushibo's digit, he effortlessly conducted a symphony of squirming, whimpering, and shuddering glee from the younger demon.
âOh, god, yesâ more of that,â he finally cried out, his moans now reaching crescendos of reckless abandon, âPlease, I needâ I nee-he-oh...!â
Something between a laugh and a keen leaves his mouth mid plea, and Kokushibo lavishes a hot tongue on his nipple. Simultaneously, the hand that had lingered on his upper thigh ventured upward to cup his pectoralâsoft and sumptuous enough to rival a woman's bosom, and apparently just as sensitive as one, too.
âGo on,â Kokushibo rasped, following his words with a bite that sent his suboordinate gasping for air that he hardly needed to begin with. Doma seemed so caught up in the feeling of wet hotness lapping his erected nipple that he hardly had any reaction to the second and soon, third finger of Kokushibo's adding to the mess of oily slick that was his entrance. A wicked spectacle it was, to witness the unraveling of Doma's customary demeanor. Kokushibo, savoring every moment of it, traced a peppery path of kisses along both pectorals, infusing his actions with a deceptively sweet tenderness before descending upon the other nipple. âWhat do you need?â
âI need... I need your cockâ inside me,â His own cock jumped as the pinching sensation returned at a sharper intensity, one that drew forth his blood. Blood that erupted upon his superior's taste budsâblood that was lapped up hungrily until the wound inevitably fizzled away.
To this, Upper Moon One withdrew his fingers, either deeming Doma loose enough or in an effort to keep him on the edge of release.
âJust inside you?â probed the demon, withdrawing his mouth and cupping hand to do away with his garments.
âMnhhâ with a hitch of his breath, Doma lowered his eyelids, and then his gaze. Seemed the man had a sword in between his legs too, he joked to himself. âI wanâ... I need you to fuck me, Lord Kokushibo.â The latter cupped the back of Doma's left knee in response. âPlease,â he added. There was a period of silence between the two after that.
âTurn around,â Kokushibo finally commanded, to which Doma obliged. A small part of him contemplated praising the man silently, for although he relished the act of instructing him to get on his knees, this time, the younger demon had done so without being expressly toldâa noteworthy first.
Doma's body quivered in anticipation as the sizable tip of Kokushibo's arousal prodded at his entrance. It greedily swallowed up the intrusion alongside the thick shaft that followed, and he could've sworn he saw stars once their hips converged with a wet slap. Another exploratory snap of his superior's hips, and he wails with delightâAll things considered, it quite pleased Kokushibo to know this wanton little orfice remembered him so very well.
Kokushibo maintained an unwavering grasp on Doma's hips, savoring every subtle contour of the younger demon's form and the symphony of beguiling sounds that flowed from his parted lips. There was no respite, no pause in the relentless storm that were his ceaseless thrusts, each one propelling his length to greater depths within Doma's quivering core. The younger demon, overwhelmed by the overstimulation, sought solace by burying his head into the silken sheets, his eyes cast upwards, and his mouth a veritable cascade of desire, saliva pooling in his abandon. His muffled ries and moans, somehow still unbridled and unrestrained, reverberated through the room and likely the halls beyond it. And it was always at that point that Kokushibo knew his conscience had been wholly eclipsed by the arduous affair.
In all sincerity, Doma was at his most endearing in this state. A harsh sentiment, perhaps, but in such moments, there existed no space for artifice or his foolish banter. In such moments, he was malleable, receptive to reminders of his place.. Just as he should be.
As Kokushibo's hand traversed the expanse of Doma's nape and traced an affectionate path along his backâperhaps the sole form of praise Doma would garner from his superior this nightâhe basked in the tender sensation, finding solace in the fleeting respite his dampened pillow couldn't hope to provide on its own.
However, that interlude of affection was destined to be brief. His hand, which had previously caressed Doma's back, now ventured to entwine itself in the younger demon's tousled locks. With a firm tug, akin to that of a leash, Kokushibo elicited a high-pitched squeal from Domaâa sound that he found utterly delicious, a brief indulgence before he shifted his focus.
At the crook of Doma's neck, Kokushibo bared his fangs, and with a savage bite, he drew forth yet another long bead of blood to be lapped up with grace. Kokushibo's lips closed around the wound, savoring the metallic tang of Doma's essence. From there, the rolling of his hips only grew more intense, and Doma's moans only grew louder.
âSuch a piteous mess,â drawled Upper Moon One, muffled by his own painful ministrations. Doma threw his head back with whatever room he was allowed. âMerely a handful of thrusts, and you're wailing and contorting... like a desperate animal in the throes of heat.â
A well-placed blow to his rear incurred a yowl of pleasure from Domaâa response not born of wrongdoing but a delicious opportunity to chastise him in such a manner.
âM'sorry,â He babbled mindlessly, âM' a mess for you, Lord Kokushibo, Iâmhn~!âfeels so good, I'm...â
Kokushibo tore his fangs from the yielding flesh, savoring the yelp that ensued, along with the metallic tang of blood that tantalized his lips. He took a moment to relish the essence, licking it away with a deliberateness that bespoke his hedonistic enjoyment at that moment. As anticipated, the wound healed swiftly. He leaned back, drinking in the sight of Upper Moon Two, stripped of his dignity and forced to his knees within the confines of his own domainâa place where his image held paramount importance.
âYou don't appear to be contrite in the slightest.â Kokushibo crooned, his voice oscillating between panting breaths and lascivious groans as he skillfully coaxed another cascade of mewls from Doma. His free hand deftly moved to stimulate the other's arousal, further heightening his pleasure. âI wonder,â he continued, his tone dripping with malice, âwhat might occur... if one of your devoted followers were to stumble upon this debauched scene... while you're ensnared in such a stupefying state?â
With another resolute thrust, Kokushibo's hand deftly manipulated Doma's frenulum, unleashing a searing tidal wave of pleasure that sent the younger demon reeling, stars dancing before his vision. In that moment of rapturous intensity, his brain grappled to process the words uttered, and when comprehension finally dawned, the thought alone made his cock twitch with fervor.
âHow crassly forthright.â Kokushibo remarked, his grip on Doma's arousal tightening briefly, only to unleash a punitive slap upon the hypersensitive tip. The sharp sting gave rise to an immediate yelp of pleasure-pain, Doma's breath quickening with a sharp hitch as he teetered on the precipice of rapture and torment.
It was a sound judgement to have him face the door then, Kokushibo supposed, basking in the sounds he choked out of his suboordinate. Doma's vocalizations ran the gamut, ranging from rasped vulgarities to squeaky cries, and if there was one facet that Kokushibo genuinely admired about him, it was his voiceâa mellifluous tenor that he might not have deserved but undeniably possessed. In the throes of passion, Doma made the most delectable sounds, each note growing more exquisite, more impassioned, as his inevitable climax approached.
And Kokushibo, true to his intent, was resolute in granting him that release, if not the preservation of his dignity. After all, he was exceptionally well-behaved tonightâand he had put the man through more than enough.
In that chamber, a tumultuous tempest of blurred ecstasy unfurled its rapturous banner. Devoid of ardor's solemn vows, bereft of any whispered oaths, release finally came. As Doma, his frame a symphony of ecstasy, ascended towards the zenith of his sensual reverie, Kokushibo, without much delay, joined him. With one last fervent thrust, Upper moon one stilled his hips, and the demons' release converged in sinewy strings of white amidst their frenzied sounds of pleasure, until there was nothing left to give.
Doma was the first to succumb to a semblance of exhaustion, his body yielding as Kokushibo's length slid out of him, leaving him in a languid sprawl as he finally had a moment to revel in the intoxicating fluids that now clung to himâan unapologetic mess of his superior's warm spent and his own perspiration that existed despite his naturally low body temperature. Kokushibo, his gaze fixated on the visage of Doma in his post-coital haze, contemplated the notion of a potential round two, had he the luxury of time.
With a sigh, he carefully removed the obi that had previously bound Doma's wrists, freeing the younger demon from his constraints. He proceeded to dress himself upon sliding off the bed as if nothing happenedâalthough his apparent discomfort at his own perspired state was palpable.
âIt would be prudent for you to summon your servants to attend to this... aftermath,â he remarked in a hushed tone, his words laced with an air of formality. âIf there is anything you require me to procure for you... now would be the time to inquire. If not.. I'm taking my leave.â
âA kiss would be-â
âNo.â
Doma grumbled, shuffling up to the edge where Kokushibo stood. Like clockwork, his perpetual smile returned, and of course, so did his cheekiness. Kokushibo, who had been facing the door, turned to look at him, utterly unamused.
âWould it kill you to give me just one...?â he pouted. âYou said I could ask for anything I wanted just now... You're always so mean to me.â
âNo,â Kokushibo repeated, adjusting the sash of his kimono. â...I said I'd give you whatever you needed. You don't need what you're asking for.â
Kokushibo reached for his sheathed katana and slid it into his obi with practiced precision. He was preparing for his departure, to which Doma deflated onto his bed in silent resignation.
â...Nor does it seem like you need anything from me at all,â he remarked stoically, turning his gaze forward. âSo I will take my leave now.â
And with that, he was gone. Doma rolled over unto his back with a dramatic sigh. Maybe it was a need. His affection.
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Wowzer, that was a long one. Sorry for the long wait. I've been meaning to get this out for a whole week, but my perfectionist ass kept editing before the damn piece was actually finished. Anyway.... yeah, I'll probably post more of these two lol. Their banter was fun to write for sure.
#hypothetical#fanfic#kny#kny fanfic#doma kny#kokushibo#doma x kokushibo#eev rambles#kny michikatsu#michikatsu tsugikuni#doma smut#kokushibo smut#his affection#kokudouma
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i hope no one minds if i liveblog this bitch: black panther: wakanda forever
good lord iâm already sobbing this whole funeral scene is touching my heart
whereâs nakia?
the dora are so badass
shuri trying to act like sheâs okay when sheâs clearly still grieving :(
what theâŚ
âif your muscle brains were present they would still be there choking on their fuzzy adornmentsâ âyou bald headed demonâ TEARS STREAMING DOWN MY FACE MâBAKU IS SO FUNNY ?!(&48*%#
âmâbaku, what would you have us do?â âwe should find the fish man and kill himâ THE SILENCE AFTER HE SAID THAT FUCK
âso, when are we leaving so i can see my favorite colonizer?â i love shuri so much đđ
âyou didnât think to call?â ânow why would i have your number?â pls okoyeâs so funny
this isnât at all important to the plot but shuri looks so fucking fine in that purple outfit and those shades leaning up against the car
okoye freaking out about the way she looks đđ
not it only taking me a fucking split second to start shipping shuri and riri fkgjvjdn their chemistry goes crazy
âaw shit, am i being recruited?â âno.â ririâs face pls she looked so embarrassed
THIS SHURI, RIRI AND OKOYE SCENE IS SO CHAOTIC IâM CRYING REAL TEARS
âYOU NEED TO BE CONSCIOUS OF THE WAY THAT YOU LOOK, WALKING AROUND HERE WITH ALL THAT ASH ON YOUR HEADâ ?&876$&*#<?ÂŁ
âyou got this!!!â âmm, with your heaterâ đđ
shuri, riri and okoye is a dangerous team up iâm obsessed with how badass they all are
OH SHIT RIRI????
i never wanna hear okoye scream shuriâs name like that ever again my God
DID THEY JUST KILL OKOYE???? WHAT THE FUCK
oh she isnât dead okay i almost started sobbing
i thought okoye screaming shuriâs name the first time was bad but this time was so. much. worse.
MY GOD I NEVER THOUGHT RAMONDA WAS DIRECTING THAT SPEECH TO OKOYE I FEEL SICK
that scene broke my heart
NAKIA đŤśđť
âitâs been six years since you left usâ does that mean her and tâchalla didnât stay together after the first movie? cause i assumed they had gotten married. also her not going to the funeral explains why shuri kept ignoring her phone calls
âprincess leia, belle from beauty and the beast, that white shitâ đđ
whew that backstory was intense
âor you can wear a suit :Dâ lmao??
aside from the fact that namor literally kidnapped shuri, he���s a grown ass man who looks old enough to be her dad why would anyone ship themâŚ
âhe suffered in silenceâ God, i am not your strongest soldier
iâm sorry but namor is insane like he really thinks killing everyoneâs gonna solve his problem? be calm.
âyou said you wanted to burn the world, let us burn it togetherâ uh i think the fuck not you trick ass bitch
âriri williams is a child prodigy who was running circles around all of her professorsâ tony starkâs daughterđŤ
i donât know who namor thinks heâs talking to like that??? if he donât back tf up from ramonda
âthe spy saves wakanda once again. the queen will reward her with lifetime banishment, iâm sureâ mâbaku is such an asshole skdjgjvjcns
âhe was king and black panther to everyone. but to meâŚhe was everything. my tâchalla.â
WHAT THE SHIT
âyou just hung up the queen.â âi just hung up on my mom. thereâs a difference.â đ
mâbaku lifting up that person and throwing them around like a rag doll shouldnât have been so hot
if mâbaku diesâŚđŞ
wakandaâs the most powerful country in the world and theyâre being taken down by fucking fish?
FUCK NAMOR AND FUCK THE WRITERS THIS IS SO SICK
theyâve taken everything from shuri man what the hell
how can you kill off angela bassettâŚ
âso now you have to hear from a child who scoffs at traditionâ love this callback, hate the circumstance.
âi just buried the last person who truly knew me. my heart was buried with herâ MOTHERFUCKER
seems like the writers decided that for the final part of this movie theyâd just make everybody cry
shuriâs gonna put on that suit and itâs gonna break me for real
âso who taught you how to do all that you know?â âmy big brotherâ GOD
is that motherfucking killmonger?!
not them making me laugh while simultaneously making me cry my eyes out
âcan i get some of that, too?â đđ
shuri in the suit 𼚠tâchalla would be so proud âšď¸
âit is not what she would have wanted for you. it is not what i wantâ what if i cry????
âher dreams. her hopes for meâŚit doesnât exist. it doesnât matter.â my eyes are gonna be swollen by the end of this movie good lord
the way mâbaku was looking at shuri after her outburst âšď¸
âit will consume you.â âit already has.â this is not what i wanted for shuri iâm devastated.
âfor the queenâ
âthatâs canât be good.â you think?
OH MY GOD
they lost so many people âšď¸
shuri fixing ririâs car oh theyâre girlfriends
iâve had enough of namor
��colonizer in chainsâŚnow i have seen everythingâ LMFAOOO I LOVE OKOYE SO MUCH
my God this moment of silence for tâchalla/chadwick with these scenes of himâŚiâm a wreck. heâs so so missed.
HE HAS A SON OH MY GOD IâM SOBBING
no cause in bp 1 king tâchaka said âa man who has not prepared his children for his own death has failed as a father.â and nakia just said âyour father, your baba, prepared us for his death, didnât he?â i am a mess. tâchalla was such a good man.
heâs so precious đĽš
âmy name is prince tâchalla, son of king tâchallaâ
this movie was such a beautiful tribute to chadwick and i absolutely love it đŤśđť
#forgive me if any quotes arenât exact dialogue the stream i used was low quality and it was hard to hear#wakanda forever lb#wakanda forever spoilers#bp:wf spoilers#tâchalla#shuri#queen ramonda#riri williams#nakia black panther#okoye#mâbaku#namor#everett ross#shuriri
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horrifyingly angsty fic idea (!!crooked kingdom spoilers!!)
spoilers under the cut
that line "the way you let my mother live" but he actually does. van eck breaks wylans mind and then sticks him at saint hilde. the plan still works out because kaz always has a backup plan, but van eck tells them he killed wylan after getting the plan out of him and the crows think they lost wylan as well as matthias.
kaz knew from the beginning but doesn't try to get him out because he truly believes that it is the best place for wylan to be bc of the state he's in. he goes to visit him every so often to make sure he's being treated well but also because he feels immensely guilty, the same way he blamed himself for jordie's death. he curses himself for feeling that way because he hates admitting that he felt anything for his crows. the truth is that kaz really liked how wylan's stubbornness bled into his hope and the way he refused to let the world beat the goodness out of him but kaz couldn't save him from it forever bc now wylan is stuck in a room with all the life sucked out of him.
meanwhile jesper thinks wylan is dead and is not only completely stricken with grief, but also loneliness. matthias is dead, nina left for ravka, inej is off at sea and the only crows left are kaz and jesper and jesper obviously can't seek any comfort from kaz because... kaz. the other dregs are still his friends ofc but like they just don't understand. they didn't know wylan. and he's lost friends and even lovers before, but this is different because wylan had made him believe they had a better chance and that people could be good but jesper's hope died with wylan.
of course jesper eventually finds out, and is furious with kaz for not telling him. kaz has kept him in the dark before but never about something like THIS. kaz admits that he didn't tell jesper because he thought he was being merciful and feels like he himself would be better off thinking wylan was dead instead of this empty husk of a boy that haunts him just like jordie does. jesper is angry and confused because ??? since when is kaz brekker merciful??
he doesn't know if he can forgive kaz for this so he goes to visit wylan and ofc he's horrified and wants to stick a bullet in his father but mostly he's just unbelievably happy to see him alive and breathing. slowly they work on getting wylan back. it's not easy or linear but it's worth it, even if he may never fully return back to his old self agian. it takes jesper awhile to repair his friendship with kaz but eventually wylan is the one who convinces him that kaz really didn't mean to hurt him and he's sorry. they get wylan and his mom tf outta there and they live happily ever after. the end.
BONUS: the night before the big auction, nina is thinking about how things are gonna change after this and for a brief moment has an intrusive thought: if one of us had to die, i would rather it be wylan. immediately she's horrified at herself. she loves wylan. he's been nothing but kind to her since the day they met. she can picture his sweet eyes turning sad and dejected if he ever heard her say that. then after he "dies", she's freaked out that maybe this was some kind of manifestation of her new death powers and matthias isn't even there to reassure her. the guilt haunts her for the rest of her life, even after she finds out wylan is alive. thanks for reading ;)
#six of crows#crooked kingdom spoilers#you have been warned#shadow and bone#wylan van eck#kaz brekker#nina zenik#jesper fahey#wesper#bishangzoy#fanfic#sort of#BONUS bonus: inej knew wylan was alive obv because kaz tells her everything and she feels horrible for keeping it from jesper and for#not doing a better job of protecting wylan especially after experiencing van eck's cruelty firsthand#bonus BONUS bonus: wylan can barely think coherently but he wonders where all his friends went and why nobody came for him#what the fuck is wrong with me
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ROASTING REVIEWING KNOCKOFF TRANSFORMERS
Part 1
So it's no secret that I enjoy collecting TF figures. My collection isn't massive but I like to collect my favourite characters! Hasbro figures (at least the first series released at the start of a continuity is. I can't speak to some of the later releases) are usually p decent quality.
Decent faces. Thought out weight distribution so even characters like TfP Starscream can stand. Smooth joints. Basically an all around decent toy.
Of course with any piece of media there are the knockoffs.
Let's get into the first one
DINOSAUR Battle $4
Montoy
I saw these and thought they were cute right? "ooh a bunch of mini transformable dinosaurs"
However, the moment I look a little closer I already found things that bug me.
Review under Readmore
* Please be aware that this entire post is meant to be jokey. I'm not actually angry about any of these things. I'm exaggerating for emphasis and humour. *
The pictures of the dinosaurs to the left of each toy are not the same colours as the actual toys in the packaging. It's possible maybe the colours are random but from what I could see all the packages had the same colours??
Another issue... Maybe it's not as big of a deal to most people but as a paleo-nerd it really bugs me. So they label which dinosaurs they are right?? Well...
CRYPTOCLIOUS IS A PLESIOSAUR (Think long necked swimming dinosaur. Think Loch Ness monster) which if you look at the figure
IT HAS FREAKING FEET
A better name would be diplodocus or brachiosaurus OR Yknow what I'd even accept the outdated term Brontosaurus for this guy. At least it's the long necked land living dinosaur and not the water dwelling sea reptile.
I FEEL LIKE to have put down Cryptocleus you had to google it. So if you had to google you'd have seen that cryptoclious has FREAKING FLIPPERS.
I don't usually get upset about dinosaur mistakes bc like... I don't want to be that person who yells at people for not knowing dinosaurs / extinct creatures. Lord know I have gaps in my own knowledge. It's more just baffling to me that they picked a species that isn't even a dinosaur like the toy is. And it's such a weirdly weirdly specific and not well known species too.
I haven't even opened them yet and for some reason?? I expected every dinosaur to transform but apparently they are just meant to combine?? Into a wholeass dude? And that's it?
Anyways here they are
Despite my misgivings and the definitely cheap plastic used some of the designs are p cute.
Only the tip of the wings flap apparently đ the rest of the wing is permanently out oof.
Poor T-Rex. This is as high on his body as his head goes. He is doomed to forever fall flat on his face. đ Truly tragic
I appreciate the stegosaurus having constant finger guns đ
The joints are not great. Some are okay while others are kinda tough to move. The pieces come off too easily as well.
Time to make it into a man.
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How the Frick is this a man?!?
This is so goofy looking help đ
Amazing.
Now I'm gonna leave the joking mode and be serious for the conclusion.
These are not great quality but they have cute designs. The designs are fun if a bit odd at some parts. Cheap plastic and not super well thought out toy. Then again I didn't expect much for $4CAD
If you're someone who likes painting toys then these could be fun to use as a base.
I don't have children and haven't worked very much with children so take what I say with a grain of salt. For a child who is delicate with their toys and old enough to not eat everything it's not terrible. Could be cute in a gift bag from a birthday party. Wouldn't recommend for young children. There's a lot of easily removable small parts that could be consumed and be a choking hazard. Not to mention idk how toxic the material is. Also wouldn't recommend for children who play very roughly with their toys. Parts will go missing easily and some of the parts are thin and feel like it wouldn't take very much to break them.
The Combiner mode is kinda pathetic so if you are getting the toy, get it for the cute robot dinosaurs and not for the robot they turn into.
#Tf figures#Transformers#Transformer figures#Transformer toys#Transformers toys#Autothots reviews#knock off#Knock off transformers
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heartstopper vol 5 (review) đâ¨đ
â ď¸ spoilers â ď¸
speaking of the characters!! not specifically just about volume 5 but i need to gush for a second. charlie is just so incredibly relatable for me. his struggles feel so personal and intimate it can be hard to read but i just feel so so so seen by him. the way nick loves and cares about him is almost healing for me, weirdly enough. the entire friend group and how much they truly care so deeply for each person has healed a piece of me that has felt broken for a long time. theyâre not even a real friend group but they really feel like my friends.
tao and elle once again being the most lovely supportive besties and are also so in love!!! tara and elle are such great supports for nick itâs so sweet to watch. and oh my little baby aled!!!!! i missed my boy so much!!! with him not being in the show i feel like iâve neglected my appreciation for him as a character but i truly adore him so much and i was so happy to see him more in this volume!
tori!!!!!!! michael!!!!!!! tori and michael not being straight!!!!! oh my god!!!!!! ok sorry this was the one page i had seen on tumblr when the webtoon came out and everyone was freaking tf out haha this makes me so incredibly happy! tori is my favourite character forever and im so happy to see her and michael progressing and growing in this. also every interaction of tori and charlie makes me cry :)
the teachers are also just so incredibly sweet and really thriving and i love that for them!! i still think charlieâs mom hardcore sucks though sry. his dad is ok but like sir please tell your wife to chill more.
overall, shocker it was a 5 star read for me! alice never misses and i would die for these characters â¨
ps i tried out something new with making the collage and it was soooo fun!! i used to love making collages so that really made me feel nostalgic to make
#heartbreak#heartstopper volume 5#heartstopper v5#book review#heartstopper review#review#queer books#queer book recs#bookblr#fragilelunar
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Omg thank you so much for your posts about rinharu!! :"")) I was one of those people who were like "why are rinharu fighting again?? Did kyoani purposely seperate them /again/ just for the sake of drama ?? (And so that they have more oppurtunities to showcase other ships??)" I was really irked at first cuz i thought the first part of TFS is finally going to be a movie about rinharu being a powercouple, but! After reading your posts i realised that haru never really moved on from rin leaving, even in S3 the reason why hiyori's words affected him was because he thought he caused rin to leave (and by extension ikuya, but lbr haru wasn't as frustrated with ikuya nearly as much as he was with rin right) so i'm just here to say.. thank you so much for opening my eyes!!! Now i'm really looking forward to the second part!!
Awww no problem <3 tbh I've always said that free is one of those that has so many nuances left bts that it's sometimes confusing for those who aren't as invested I think. Like there's so many important things that are left out and are in additional materials, that some has no idea what's going on at times. Like back in the days when some interpreted s2 in the opposite way bc of that one thing. My point is that not everyone is even watches stuff like recaps for example (where there are in fact new easter eggs and so many important things like Rin's dad death aftermath etc), and even less read novels and checked side stories and dramas.
For example, in books this Haru's issue about him thinking he's cursed and hurts everyone with his swimming is a huge thing, when Asahi "lost his ability to swim" after seeing Haru's free. But in SD it wasn't adressed at all tbh.
And what Haru feels for Rin is such tornado of emotions, that surprised even me with all the descriptions, bc like it's real bad. Like that part I posted from the chapter when Rin leaves is at least understandable, since he leaves. But the way he reacts to him in general even when he just appears in his sight is always described as if someone tortures him for real lol. And he's always like "pls someone save me, I don't know how to deal with this, bc I've never felt such emotions before".
So basically, like yeah, he's as it is has this thing, when he thinks of himself as some bad omen, so he's very sensitive about it, but since everything Rin-related feels x100000000 for him, its just... well, it hurt for a very long time and sadly was just overlooked by a certain someone, so here we are.
I think we all at first believed that bc Rin's so shocked and in disbelief that Haru could even think that it was his fault in some way:
that maybe they talked about it bts or smth like after the relay. But it seems like Rin either forgot or most likely I think he maybe thought that Haru understood without words? I'm just real sad still that Haru didn't get to hear this speech:
I mean, they made it look by the end of s1 that it was about relay, which partially yeah, but for Rin it was really about Haru. You see what he said.. he said that that 1x02 race with Haru alone.. what made him want to swim again. This whole speech was not only about the fact that Haru wasn't at fault that he quit swimming in the first place, but about the fact that Haru is his lucky charm, that makes everything better. AND WE DIDN'T EVEN GET TO HEAR THAT. So like for Haru it's to this day like "after I messed him up, Rin was saved with the power of friendship and a relay". But he was saved by Haru really. Bc according to s3 info, it was basically just about Haru being on the relay team. I don't try to demean their friendships or anything, but its just what it is.
And as I've said before in one post it's just fascinating that to this day Rin for example thinks that s1 shananigans were just about him and just his problem:
Haru thought it was about them and their problem:
So like my point here is I also up to the end of s2 thought that maybe Rei or Rin told that to him, bc we seemed to move on to another problems, until in Kizuna we were shown that he still dreams about that scene of Rin leaving. s3 Hiyori just exposed the wound really.
But also once again see what he said there, it's not just about that one time he keeps reliving, aka his first come back, its really just about each time Rin was leaving. Like the very first one already was bad, the second was the worst, bc he thought he hurt him and thought that bc of him he quit swimming, others are just painful bc by then it was already another kind of feeling. I mean, I do think that this first Rin's return to Australia thing needs to be cleared up since it's obviously still haunting him. But again it's just part of this. Haru after the Australian trip and "I've always admired you" and "without you I have nothing to aim for" and after TYM goodbye when Rin told him that he doesn't need a surprise party and that just swimming with Haru before leaving is the greastest surprise for him, he knows already about the way Rin feels about swimming with him... I think the reason why everyone is freaking out here is that bc the way it's executed it's just really about him constantly missing him and "why am I always have to longingly watch you leave, while you seem fine." If he was in a free race, but wasn't on a relay team, he'd get the same reaction. Its just all seasons combined that brought us here. We already in 3x01 without Hiyori knew that he wasn't handling Rin being far away again good. So tbh it's logical even without any explanation really. I mean, Rin does indeed leave and come back as he pleases and does what he wants without holding back or sometimes thinking about consequences. There's no lie here.
It's like since the beginning for Rin it was like "I found the gorgeous guy I adore and I want to swim with, I'll transfer schools just to nag him into swimming with me, it's not like he's gonna care if I leave after that." (he literally in the book didn't think it was a big deal)
For Haru it was like "I lived just fine, but this guy stormed into my life, made me want things I didn't think I'd ever want, got me addicted to him and then dropped me like a hot potato".
Rin's just very passionate about life and things he wants, like Haru for example, but he's really also very unobservant and very clueless at times.
But like just bc he doesn't know about Haru's existential crisis and all the pain he's truly in when he's leaving, doesn't change the fact that he at times didn't even treat him as a simple friend (because they can't be just friends I KNOW), but still things like "you could've called" "well sorry, I guess I'm just not good at it" are probably hurtful, considering the fact that you are good at it with everyone else tho, Rin sweetie. Like thanks for avoiding us the most and holding back and visiting us the last each time, we feel real special. Haru is like the opposite, he doesn't call anyone for example, but he can call Rin in the middle of the night if needed, he always does for Rin smth that's completely out of his comfort zone.
It's like some say "Rin didn't know he wanted him to call" or "he didn't know Haru felt guilty". He did know he wanted him to call and he didn't know Haru felt guilty and stopped swimming competitively when he stopped swimming, but then Rei told him and Natsuya in 3x03 reminded him about this too. Its just the fact that he doesn't want to add 1+1 and thinks "well, there's no way I can affect Haru like that right?", "he can't be that upset about Rin Matsuoka, right?". While facts are he IS literally the only one who affects Haru in such huge way. It's like everyone else can just pass him by and it's nothing, but he walks by and it's a whole "asdfghgfdsa why my body is on fire, its just Rin who's just standing there".
And I'm also buffled by this thing that some people really say stuff like "where did this come from, they were perfectly fine" etc, as if they ever had normal "friendship" relationship. I'm like when did they ever behave themselves okay? In 3x03 Rin is dying to call Haru, but can't do it, while he's constantly texting everyone including Nagisa. First thing he says in the airport when he comes back is "I'm home, Haru" to air, but then goes to hang out with Makoto and Sousuke, desperately looking for an excuse to see the one whom he from the beginning, as it was shown wanted to see the most, but in his opinion canât without a reason. It's only when Makoto tells him that Haru was upset about Albert he quickly rans off out of there bc "hooray, I have an excuse to see my baeâ. Like we know from the airport scene that he wanted to see Haru the most. If they're so as people say were doing great, than how do you exlain all of their s2 and s3 behavior for real? It's like as if in TYM Haru didn't lose his shit from some gossip about persimmons. I mean, they never settled anything really. And Haru is constantly scared of Rin leaving again since forever.
So it's complicated, but yes, we're super excited for p2, bc asdfghjhgfds.
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Can someone make a video clip..maybe side by side of Kevin whenever he found out Sophie got engaged. (what season was that?) He got them tickets to a concert or something right?! Vs when he found out about Madison getting engaged. He freaked out!!! I canât đ¤Śđźââď¸đ¤Śđźââď¸đ¤Śđźââď¸ The writers are literally insane
Aren't we sharing one brain right now, anon! I literally was just thinking about this particular moment because I've seen some posts from the antis using sad!Kevin in The Cabin ep in season 4 as their reasoning that Kevin actually was sad about the engagement. However, as per usual with this nonsensical ship, the antis didn't look at the context like umm, Kevin literally only mentioned that he was sad about it BECAUSE he himself doesnât have his life together at that fudging point and heâs all lonely and alone and desperate for love that he literally just John Legend-ed a complete rando like hours before! Whereas when he ACTUALLY found out about Sophieâs engagement in s3, he sent Billy Joel tickets because he was happy for her and he was in a happy and stable relationship with Zoe apart from the kids thing.
Anyway, with the whole Madison and Elijah thing, Kevin was doing really well. He's focused on his kids and his work and Big Three Homes and everything's going well with his relationship with Madison and he's perfectly content with everything. He wasn't pursuing any romantic relationship with anyone whatsoever! Nada!
But as soon as he hears about the upcoming engagement? He absolutely FREAKS TF OUT. Desperation mixed with sadness and a little bit of madness because we all know what happened pretty much straight after the engagement and probably even before thatâ Kevin goes psycho and starts his dating bimbos phase yet again.
Like literally immediately after. He already had that condom girl during the twins' 2nd birthday and I'd wager that's like a couple of months give or take since finding out about the upcoming engagement or at least straight after the engagement.
Kevin actually went insane when he lost Madison forever. And of course, as we know, Sophie comes into play again (even though it makes absoflippin no sense) and we find Kevin sad and pining again because oh, there's my toxic idealised first love all happy with her husband. And there's a pregnant Madison happy with her own husband too, another blow to him and his desire for his own fam :(((
Seriously, the more we dissect everything, the worse it truly gets.
#kevin freaking tf out when finding out about the proposal will always have me cackling#Kevin being jealous of Elijah for like 6-9 months ish and still harping on him years later?#just iconic#but yes anon#someone most definitely needs to do a comparison of the two because HIL.A.RIOUS!#also thanks for dropping by and sorry for this essay again!#I literally had to cut down so much because I was writing like cray! LOL#anon#ask#kevison
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Forever heartbroken as Dipper, with my irl twin sister being my canon Mabel, but we had a HUGE, awful, fallout (irl) and don't speak to each other anymore. Haven't in years, actually, regardless of our parents and grandparents trying to get us to talk again, but I truly don't miss her and I never want to speak to her again. I think that's what bothers me the most, but my real life twin is unimaginably cruel, and I envy everyone else who has a kin-twin (though kin-twins absolutely freak me TF out because it feels gross as a real twin) or an irl twin that they get along with and love. Everyone expects twins to be besties because 'we almost have the exact same life experiences and grew up constantly together' but that is the farthest thing from the truth, and it's reasons like that, and others: like the fact we were forced to dress alike (until we were way into our late teenage years because 'its cute that you two look so much alike and it's easier to just buy two pairs of everything!!') and had so many people ask us the stupid stereotypical twin questions like 'if I punch your sister would you feel it?' and punching without waiting for an answer and staring at us like some magical thing was about to happen, or being asked 'whose the evil twin and whose the good twin' and deciding on their own and declaring it to us as if it was some grand discovery, or being asked if we can read each others minds or any of that moronic shit. Being constantly compared and grouped together, erasing our individual identities entirely by being referred to constantly as just 'the twins' (not to mention people getting us one present to 'share' for our birthday, but only one of us actually likes that gift, because "you're twins and should be used to sharing absolutely everything by now") by absolutely everyone for so many years are all things that probably started the rift and hatred between us in the first place. At least for her, I know for a fact that's what caused her burning hatred in me. She felt like she was always in my shadow, and I always felt like I was in hers. We're identical twins, but we genuinely are complete polar opposites (surprising, I know /j) that clash violently.. I just didn't expect us to fall apart like (or worse than) our grunkles, but here we are... I know many kin-twins (ew) would kill to have an irl twin, as if it's some kind of novelty to match their kin and feel validated (I HATE you people), but I can promise you that its not that great or ANY different from having a regular ass sibling, if anything it's worse because of people believing dumb stereotypes, and I hope y'all aren't romanticizing what it's like to have a twin, or believe in those stupid stereotypes, or think they're funny. People that say 'oh my god I would LOVE to have a twin, you're so lucky, I bet its like having a clone of yourself to be best friends with!' can absolutely catch these hands because I will mull you to de//a/th personally, and enjoy every fucking second of it. People like you are the reason I don't have my twin in my life anymore and I absolutely loathe all of you for it.
#fictionkinfessions#fictionkin#dipperpineskin#gravityfallskin#ableist language cw#multikin issue#violence cw#abuse cw#bullying cw#ask to tag?#child abuse cw#death threats cw#mod party cat!
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the rules: tag five or more people that you are thankful for in your 2020, that you're thankful exists in a world that's hard to live in. whether that be through random reblogs on your posts, or people you have had full blown conversations with. whether it's just seeing them in your dash, or interacting with them.
here to be gross again & catch up on another tag game *:シďžâ§*:シďžâ§
tagged by the angel that is kate @leahclearwaterdefensesquad
i love talking to u all everyday hehehe yâall saved my 2020
@inthemiddleofmymidnight i love u sm kimmie. my first friend on here. 𼺠i am giggling thinking of how shy we were... can u believe weâve been bffs for like ten months... how is that possible?? iâve literally already poured my heart out to u like 5 times this month so imma just keep it as ilysm. u literally bring me joy
@bellaskhakis neighana đ ilysm!! i love having u in my life. itâs like weâve been friends forever. iâm lucky to have u to always keep me humble đŠ hehe iâm kidding but also to give me advice or just to listen or be there. ur wonderful & i canât imagine this year without u
@the-golden-onion mads... ew iâm laughing at myself... the way literally every speech iâm making sounds like the most basic speech made at a wedding... iâm being SINCERE here itâs not my fault i love all of u đ ok but mads i ADORE u. u keep saying how weâre a light in ur life but ur for real a light in our lives. i love having someone i have so much in common w that i can freak out abt acnh or pll or harry potter or twilight or mythical creatures or cute animals or writing fanfics or WHATEVER. my life is sooo much better w u in it. iâm obsessed w u
@howlonghaveyoubeenseventeen emma EWWW not me TEARING up ew make it STOP! emma thank u sm for the absolutely like relentless positivity and love and support u give all of us. the way u choose kindness and optimism is literally inspiring. ur the most caring, sincere, sweetest person in the world & all of our lives are severely improved having u around. ur like our sister
@bellasredchevy kae i admire u SO much. i eat up anything u post or anything u say... ik iâve said it before and i think it sounds like mega cheesy but i think u just carry urself w such grace & wisdom (im embarrassed to say this when like our relationship is founded on a mutual love of TWILIGHT like tf sdhfdjfhfj) but i rlly just think ur so smart and compassionate and so u have the BEST takes & it really reflects on how u view the world and i just appreciate the expectations u have for how people treat each other (again this sounds SOO weird LMAO) i love u ur literally a part of the reason i joined the renaissance
@teamjacobthot dij i love the energy u bring into my life. ur always honest and blunt and hilarious and understanding and i feel like u just see things for what they are which is refreshing considering iâm someone who overcomplicates things. ur so beautiful & talented & just the coolest. i just thought abt u saying ���is this let it goâ like 2 minutes into frozen and iâm dead đ ilysm and also keep forgetting to tell u but jesy leaving has plunged me right back into another little mix lewis and i am sooooo sad
@cullen-collective ok i just had a moment of panic bc thinking abt u singing reminded me that the ratatouille musical is STREAMING RN LIVE AND I FORGOT but anyways. kaity i keep saying it but ur voice has BLESSED our lives. grateful for all the beautiful singing snaps & also the snaps where ur just telling stories bc i love listening to u talk hehehe. ur the sweetest and so funny & i love ur passion
@paulxlahotee i LOOOOVE u iâm so obsessed w ur TALENT & i admire u soooo much. ur literal JOY and i am so happy that the four l*ko did not make u d word... at least i hope so... has anybody heard from michele today??? she still w us? đŠ ur beautiful and hilarious iâm so lucky to know u!!!
@kaquiche taryn ILYSM ur literally the first person i remember interacting w my blog... itâs been u & me from the beginning baby đŠ u make me laugh so much and i love that ur always down to clown. ur just so supportive and silly and cute and i love u ok all of my messages are sounding like i am dr*nk i just love yâall ok leave me alone. also i didn't even see ur message abt zoom last night and now i feel sad that we all abandoned u. i spent my near year w u in spirit
@phil-dwyer-stan-account addison my dream in life is literally to hang out w u and go to the hello kitty cafe and disneyland and to skip in a big field of wildflowers in cute dresses. i love u!!! ur a cute sweet hardworking angel who deserves soooo much!!
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It's implied that Kagome took life too seriously before she met Inuyasha, like how she's crazy about her tests, doesn't believe what her grandpa told her as she always tries to be rational, she didn't do much with her life except study before Inuyasha came. When Inuyasha came into her life, she dares to speak her mind, think about more things than her studies, the way Kagome speaks to Inuyasha, she wouldn't talk like that to anyone unless she trusted him. I think it was to parody that Japanese parents want their kids to be too independent too, so she's a little too into it. But it's her first time seeing Kagome speaking up like that in forever.
Maybe when Kagome was a kid, 5 or so, she was like Yuki in Wolf Children. Free, curious, clever, etc. So one day a kid falls and scrapes her knee and starts screaming. Kagome starts collecting herbs and pushes them against the wound and says they'll stop it from stinging. But an adult pushes her away, saying the child needs proper treatment, but when Mrs Higurashi looks at the herbs in an encyclopedia, she realizes that Kagome was right. So she tries encouraging her to keep her gift, but the trauma made her want to be "normal".
And when she grew up, maybe having a boring office job like Aggretsuko, with no goals of her own, maybe marrying Hojo but having a childless marriage where both just work and aren't really happy. Maybe her parents were planning to travel the world when the kids moved out, and now Inuyasha can give Kagome that. So since Kagome is so often away, she never truly knows the dangers she's in, but she gets to travel and enjoy life with the one she loves, doing what she loves. And if that means Kagome is happy, her mother is happy too.
Idt she took life too seriously given the circumstances sheâs more of a product of her environment getting into high school and uni is HUGE in japan so most students were like that idk how it was in the 90s but the pressure of going to school and getting a good job is insane idt she anticipated staying in the past long term which is why she didnât drop out and wanting an education isnât being too hard on yourself imo itâs what she wanted to do I worked two jobs and went to school to make enough money to see exo in SK before they went on hiatus it was crazy and hard af but it was smth I really wanted I think her determination to get into school while dealing with naraku was one of her better traits and an indication of how smart she really was đ and the grandpa thing I took it more as âIâm young and this is stupidâ kind of a rebellious thing not like loudly but just âitâs grandpa telling his stories againâ she probably got tired of his hard sales and never saw proof (until she went to the past) ďżźso he lost his credibity tied with youthful immaturity that you know more than the next person or have everything figured out so maybe that could be her being more based in reason but not objectively but her definition of objective I found her to be an average likable 15 year old (pretty had âfriendsâ was smart well off support system hottest guy in school wanted her etc.) probably so the âchosen oneâ cliche wasnât as cliche she just happened to share a soul with kikyo (now the well being outside of her house... convenience)ďżź
The speaking her mind thing idk how she really was beforehand since we didnât see much I always assumed she was always very outspoken she didnât take Inuyashaâs sht at first which is why they butted heads a lot (then she caught feelings and...she still stood her ground but not as often as I would have liked but manga inukag and anime inukag function on different levels inuyasha wasnât cheating on kagome like he was in the anime if I remember correctly)
If Iâm wrong Iâm sorry ! đ itâs 5am I just got off from work but this is the only time Iâll have to answer stuff since I have work again then I have to prepare for an interview then work some more (plus Iâm having an allergic reaction so Iâm just đđđ not available) if this is in defense of my kagomeâs mom hates her thing idt she hates her hates her but I feel the unknown would scare her and the lack of concern is very weird and felt too much of a convenience like in anime the mcâs parents are either dead or overseas ďżźso the story doesnât have to deal with concerned/scared parents maybe my parents are overprotective but if they donât know what to expect theyâre freaking outâoksy not freaking out but uncomfortable they make it seem when you have a child their your 24/7 when I went to SK my parents confessed they were going to talk me out of going b/c they thought I was going to get victimized (I was 22 I was gonna go anyways but still) in uni they said I couldnât study aboard alone b/c of me getting victimized my mom told me she was afraid and worried abt me when I went away to uni even though I had friends and wasnât alone so Iâm probably projecting a bit here Ik inuyasha had her and kagome knew inuyasha had her but her mom at first didnât know inuyasha had her she just believed inuyasha despite just meeting him which is crazy as hell to me Iâm not saying she needed to strongly object but showing some inkling that she was worried abt her well being and not just being âoop well anyways letâs finish dinnerâ it could be read her mom trusted kagome which is good but sheâs also 15 teenagers arenât the most rational people also when kagome came back the first time the first thing she did was cry to her grandpa about how she was scared I hope she did the same with her mom or grandpa told her mom so your daughter being terrified abt what happened then being forced back the same day (inuyasha interrupted dinner and tried to pull her away) and your only response is to play with his ears is...Ik it was done in comedy but it also shows a disregard for her daughters safety I feel most ppl would take offense if someone broke into your house then took your daughter away to place that scared tf out of her
Iâm sure this came off as me picking your argument apart but your interpretation is still valid! Iâm not always right! Feel free to disagree!! This is just my thoughts and reaction to it!!
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#169: âWhat If They Needed To Be Saved From Me?â (10x13)
Question number four of these âsavedâ questions is, âWhat if TF needed to be saved from me?â. And it is illustrated in the trippiest of ways.
Starting with a callback to 6.12. And yâall we get Glenn back on our screen for the first time since 7.01. đ Even with these being old clips, it literally felt so nice and moving to see these beloved characters back on our screens.
Weâre taken back to the day TF made their most controversial decision; to kill saviors in their sleep. And, even more significant, weâre taken back to the moment of Glennâs first human kill.
However, it doesnât last long cuz Michonne wakes up as a savior , and shoots Glenn and Heath. đł This psychedelic trip was already crazy to me but this is when I realized oh we bout to get crazy-crazy up in these dark dimensions lol.
It was insane thinking about Michonne being on the other end of that fateful night. It also again added some perspective to the idea that these Saviors were in fact people and there could have been some âMichonnesâ that TF killed that night. Something I wouldnât be surprised that Michonne thinks about because sheâs mentioned often the way in which people can change and be brought back.
We see Michonne dodging the gunfire in that outpost. Particularly, her hiding from shots being fired by Rick Grimes himself. đ¤
The visual of R&M in the same scene low key made me so happy cuz we hadnât seen them both in a scene in a long while. I know we were supposed to be like dang thatâs crazy Rick and Michonne are on opposing sides of the fight. And that was definitely wild. But my first thought was definitely âlook at my babies together againâ lol. #CanâtHelpIt đ
@spacecarols
And then the craziest of it all in this trauma trip...Weâre taken back to the freaking line-up.
To date, 7.01 is Walking Deadâs most profoundly intense and brutal hour of television if you ask me. And itâs so surreal to see it play out again, starting it off with Rick on his knees looking dazed as it sinks in that there is no way around the major loss theyâre in for.
Seeing just that initial clip of Andyâs stellar acting just pulls me right back into that moment all these seasons later.
And then Neganâs doing the eenie meanie miney moe torture and weâre seeing all our beloved characterâs faces. Many for the first time in a long time. Itâs interesting this episode definitely had the most non-cameo cameos. And even though our line-up family wasnât really there Iâm glad we got to see them show up in Michonneâs final episode because all of them loved Michonne and she loved them too.
But when Negan canât decide who to bludgeon, he instead looks to his right hand woman, Michonne to make the choice. Again, I know this is all a hypothetical scenario, but itâs low key fitting that Michonne would be Neganâs confidant and go-to person cuz thatâs who she was to Rick. And whichever side has Michonne has the advantage. Period. đŻ
@hughxjackman
Then Michonne lurks around TF letting them know they made a mistake by killing their people in their sleep.
So far each scene in this trip has spoke to a very significant part of Michonneâs life. The day she saved Andrea, the day she became forever bonded with her Grimes boys, the day they took the lives of sleeping Saviors, and now of course the day (will come when you wonât be) Neganâs reign of terror began.
As she scolds TF for what they did to the Saviors, and how they didnât know anything about them but still took their lives, it again speaks to the way Michonne can carry the weight of the lives theyâve taken over the years. When you feel called to save, it makes sense to feel heavy over those you couldnât or didnât save.
Especially since they did eventually take Saviors in and try to coexist with them so there is perhaps the added guilt of thinking âcould some of these sleeping Saviors we killed have changed or been redeemed?â. My vote is probably not for a lot of them, but Iâm sure Michonne canât help but wonder.
Michonne has always been so aware of who she was and the dark space she couldâve stayed in and that has fueled this certain empathy sheâs able to have with others when theyâre falling down the rabbit hole.
Itâs why she understood Rick in his haze in âThe Distanceâ and at Alexandria. Itâs why she made an effort to be kind to Father Gabriel and Spencer and King Ezekiel in their low moments. Cuz when people are going through trauma she gets it and tries to help. But during that season six moment there wasnât exactly time to think like that with the saviors they killed at that outpost.
âWildâ is my word of the day for these posts cuz it really is such a wild sight to see Michonne standing above everyone else on their knees. Thereâs a moment where she gets directly in Rickâs face and intensely stares at him. I hate to keep using the word âcrazyâ too but itâs legitimately crazy to see the two of them like that. A husband and wife so at odds in this hellish dimension.
@spacecarols
And of course my Richonne brain was like âthey still look cute togetherâ. đđ¤ˇđ˝ââď¸ But thatâs besides the point. And then it breaks my heart when they cut to Carl âlookingâ at Michonne. The Michonne and Carl bond was always so special, so itâs painful to think of those two never having that connection and even being at odds.
Whatâs so trippy about this trip is that we know just how deep rooted Michonne, Rick, and Carlâs bond was. How much love they shared and how they were tried and true family. So to see them like this is just otherworldly and heartbreaking.
Plus, I felt itâs interesting to see sort of the parallel positioning of Michonne facing Rick in her hallucination as opposed to when Michonne faces Rick in Rickâs hallucination.
@michonnegrimes
Like the one in this episode is just cold and opposing while the other in s9 is so loving and warm. And for me, it emphasized how nice it is that Michonne got to live out the warm and loving reality with her man, instead of this dark and depressing one.
Michonne may have feared what horrors she could be capable of had things gone differently, but in the mind of her husband she is a complete symbol of love and hope and happiness. Cuz good is what she truly is at her core.
As Michonne waves the bat around to decide who to take out, I was super curious who it would be and I felt it was a really significant thing for her to have chosen herself.
Again, I think it ties into this idea of blaming herself for things, as though sheâs the one that deserves the punishment cuz of the âblood on her handsâ.
It also made me think about how everyone said Negan probably chose Abraham first because he could tell Abe would pose the biggest threat to him. And Iâd say Michonne chose Michonne for the same reason.
So thereâs layers to this decision to choose herself cuz by saying to herself âI see you as the threatâ it also says âI see you as someone who can be game-changing in saving your peopleâ.
And Michonne most certainly was game-changing in fighting back against the Saviors. I liked the reveal that she too was in the line-up cuz, even in this distorted drugged state, there is still apart of her that would be with her family. #always đđđ˝
@michonnegrimes
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January Angel Fish Awards
Every month all of you fantastic writers work your asses off to post some truly incredible stories. Our Angel Fish Awards are the way for all of us, as a community of writers and readers, to lift each other up and give praise to those who have captured our attention and deserve a few kind words.
The monthly Angel Fish Awards are peer-nominated, meaning ANYONE IN THE POND CAN NOMINATE ANY POND MEMBERâS FIC. While the Pond was founded to support the Guppies, everyone in this community deserves to be showered with love and feedback, and we hope that by opening this up as a Pond wide system, weâll be able to share the love as far as it can go.
NOTE: WEâVE BEEN HAVING OCCASIONAL PROBLEMS WITH ASKS GOING MISSING. Please use the Submit button when submitting your nominations and make sure youâre signed into Tumblr or your URL wonât show. (If the form asks for your name and email address, then youâre not signed in.) If you like, you can also send a message to Michelle or Mana to check and make sure we got your submission.
WITHOUT FURTHER ADO, HERE ARE THE FIRST ANGEL FISH AWARDS OF 2020!
Cabin Fever (a long oneshot) by @slytherkinsâ was nominated three times!
I said all of this in my reblog, but this is FUCKING GOLD. It depicts life with chronic pain so beautifully, I read most of this with my heart in my throat. Have tissues, heed the warnings, but definitely read this! - @mrswhozeewhatsisââ
Tara is the Queen of Angst. She never fails to break my heart but this fic was something else entirely. I always feel like her stories could be canon and this is no exception!! Dean was exactly how I imagine he would be, Sam too. Without giving any spoilers: the scene setting - I was there, I could see them preparing dinner, sat around the table eating, I felt the coldness of the snow.
The raw emotions were sublime, I cried with Dean. I felt I could feel his pain, I was with him every step of the way, I felt his desperation. Love. Love. Love. Love. Love. Love. Love. - @princessmisery666ââ
O. M. G. I donât expect anything less than incredible when I read Taraâs stuff, but this is on another level. The angst is painful (literally, sometimes), the detail is exquisite. She put heart and soul into this, and it shows. And as always, her Dean is spot-tf-on. Taraâs a brilliant writer, and this fic is amazing. â¤â¤â¤ - @risingphoenix761ââÂ
Nominated by @manawhaatâ
Satin (oneshot) by @wingedcatninjaâ
This fic has some out of the box, vulnerable, sexy, surprising Dean feels! I went into it expecting one thing and what I got was so different from what I could have imagined, but it was so wonderful and refreshing to read!Â
Next Year (series) by @wingedcatninjaâ
Holy crap, the intensity and control in this fic is astounding. Itâs so palpable from start to end and this is only the first fucking part. Seriously stellar and surprisingly reverential.Â
Nominated by @mrswhozeewhatsisâ
For Better or Worst (ongoing series) by @stunudoââÂ
Thereâs so much mystery and intrigue in this series and I just canât stop wondering how itâs all going to work out! Sam made some kind of deal to save the world and the deal involved marrying this woman and getting out of hunting. But what was the deal, exactly? And whereâs Dean? And who is this woman? What about Cas and Jack? Iâm so freaking hooked and I canât wait to find out!!
Nominated by @princessmisery666â
Love You To Death (series) by @negans-lucille-tblrâ
Iâll be the first to admit Iâm not into AUâs but this had me hooked from the beginning. I hate Y/N, I hope she gets whats coming to her, but I also so desperately want to be her, which is a testament to the wonderful writing of both Lisa and Bee. I canât wait to see how this one unfolds.
These two together are a force to be reckoned with.
Nominated by @deanwinchesterswitchâ
One And One Make Three (series) by @supernatural-jacklesâÂ
 This series was absolutely stunning, beautifully written, and an amazing rollercoaster of emotion. Jen handled some very sensitive subject matters with grace and wit. It has ALL the feels; I cried, laughed, and loved right along with the characters.
Nominated by @flamencodivaÂ
Skeptics and True Believers (series) by @d-s-winchesterâÂ
I love this story! It had me on the edge of my seat when I read through the master list. the way she wove the story together made me happy for the ending to the story!
Good Things (series) by @crashdevlinââ
This is Part one to four parts of writing GOLD! Cassie knows how to completely put you in the story and envision what is happening.Â
How Do You Spell Forever? (series) by @kittenofdoomageââÂ
This is part one of a four parter and OMG! Can I say that this is sweet and cute and full of A/B/O goodness? because this is! and it should be read and shared!
Nominated by @girl-with-a-fandom-fettishâ
Heathens (series) by @pink1031âÂ
Why: I have been 1000000% hooked on this story since the first chapter was published. Itâs a little bit twisted, a little bit wrong, a whole lot dirty, and a whole lot of amazing writing! At the time of this submission, the last chapter is in progress (donât get me started on the fact that itâs ending D:). It is without a doubt, one of the few stories I stop what I am doing (life permitting) and read the new chapter when I get notified. READ THE WARNINGS CAREFULLY THOUGH, this is not a story for the faint of heart or those that get squicked out (is that even a term?). But if you like dark and dirty, this fic will absolutely be your jam.
Nominated by @risingphoenix761â
My Home (oneshot) by @kittenofdoomageâ
Short and sweet, but it got me all choked up. To repeat what I said in tags, bless this fic and the hands that typed it.
Feels Like The First Time (oneshot) by @stusbunkerâÂ
This gets better every time I reread it. Sweet and sexy and kinda touching. Any time I need a Samwitch fix, I come back to this one. â¤
Nominated by @lovetuskâ ( @fictionalabyssââ )
Turning Into Butter (oneshot) by @thing-you-do-with-that-thing
Lets be honest with this one, shall we? Weâd ALL get that distracted by a half naked Dean.Â
Please Donât Go (oneshot) by @sorenmarie87â
Dawn tested out her Angsting abilities in this Adam x Reader fic, and Iâm hoping we get to see more of it. Like why is Dean so angry? I NEED TO KNOW!
Someone You Loved (oneshot) by @ne-gansâ
So glad ne-gans is now part of the pond because now I can nominate this beautiful thing that made me cry.Â
Nominated by @impala-dreamer
Stupor (oneshot) by @dontshootmespenceâ
The hottest hot to ever hot in the hottest way possible - SOULLESS!DOM!SAM!! I ded. Very hot. Much smut. Very good.
Hurt So Good (oneshot) by @alleiradayneâ
This was tasty. Pun intended. I have such a biting thing and Sam would be so amazing. Yes. Devour me, Winchester!! Loved it.
Nominated by @thegirlwhorunswithwinchestersâ
Isnât That My Line (oneshot) by @princessmisery666â
I went into this one intrigued by the concept and I got even more than I was hoping for. A little twist I didnât expect here, a perfect ending there. Amazing.
Control And Release (series) by @thecleverdameâ
I just needed to bring this one back. Started rereading the entire series and itâs still as amazing as the first time I read this masterpiece.
Photographs and Gasoline (oneshot) by @ne-gansâ
Always gotta check the new pond member list when Iâm making my rounds. Found this fic and fell in love. Itâs absolutely heartbreaking but I loved every second of it. Guess if I have to torture myself, I prefer to do it with beautiful writing like this.Â
Nominated by @thoughtslikeaminefieldâââ
Smokes and Sex Toys (oneshot) by @wayward-and-wornâÂ
This is delightfully fucking filthy. But thatâs not all; Deanâs characterization is SO DEAN - flirty yet straightforward - it reminded me of the scene with the bartender in Defending Your Life, I love the simple yet creative premise, and I adore that itâs left open-ended.Â
Sick Day - @fangirlxwritesx67ââÂ
Viv wrote this for me - itâs true - but that isnât the reason Iâm nominating this; itâs because this is so warm and comfortable and just feels like Dean. Like I actually felt like I was in his lap while I feel asleep reading this. (Also, check out my girlâs other works. Sheâs fairly new but balls to the wall and bursting with ideas and words for just about anyone.)Â
Nominated by @slytherkinsâ
Isnât That My Line (oneshot) by @princessmisery666â
Short. Sinful. Sexy. Itâs like a smutty snack that hits the spot. (And so does Dean.)Â
Nominated by @kittenofdoomageââ
What Goes Bump In The Night (series) by @saxxxologyââ
A phenomenal series, historic and dark, with all the fantastic detail youâd expect from Saxxy and more! Please heed the warnings though!
The World Doesnât Know (oneshot) by @negans-lucille-tblrââ
A wonderful little smutty J2 fic, for those who enjoy that fantasy.
Marked (series) by @there-must-be-a-lockâ
Iâve only read the first chapter so far, but hot damn! This is a spectacular start to a promisingly dark series. AND The Right Spot - a smutty smutty follow up to another oneshot that literally made me sweat.
Just Like A Pill by @princessmisery666ââ
The angsty sequel to In Spite Of What My Heart Says and you should totally read both parts, just keep tissues by you in case of heartbreak!
Nominated by @focusonspnââ
House Of The Rising Sun (series) by @kittenofdoomageââ
Iâve never liked BDSM themes too much but, OH MY GOOD!! This series is AMAZING!! It even has a sequel: The Ones You Love. Go and read it, you wonât regret it.
Yes, Sir (series) by @evansrogerskittenââ
Ash must be tired of me praising this fic but I canât help myself, itâs one of my favorite series ever and deserves this recognition. This is a series that every John girl out there should be reading RIGHT NOW. It has everything! Smut, fluff and a tiny bit of angst and drama.
Good Vibrations (series) by @impala-dreamerââ
At first I wasnât sure if I should bring this fic here because all the drama I heard it existed about it but, then I thought it twice, and I came to the conclusion that this fic definitely deserve to be part of these awards. This piece of writing was the first (after Dear John, I have to admit) that actually made me cry. Itâs dark, itâs sad as fuck, itâs damn well written, and makes you easily get inside the characters and feel what theyâre feeling. That being said, if youâre thinking of reading it, please HEED THE WARNINGS.
Take a Drunk Girl Home (oneshot) by @amanda-teachesââ
This fic is so beautiful and so well written that I promise you even can end up tearing up a little, but itâs so worth it that you wonât care a bit.
Nominated by @emilyshurleyââ
His Property (series) by @negans-lucille-tblrââ
I freaking love this series to the point that i binged the series (and itâs sequel, Yours) in a single day. Â
Just Me & My Baby (oneshot) by @deanwinchesterswitchââ
Canât get over how adorable it is.
Guns and Ribbons (series) by @myinconnelly1ââ
What can I say Dean Winchester deserves all the love in this world and so does this series.
I Can See Clearly Now (oneshot) by @katehuntingtonââ
I canât. I donât have words. This is perfection.
In the Heat of the Night (series) by @evansrogerskittenââ
Nominated by @impalaimaginingââ
Goals (oneshot) by @atc74ââ
Okay. It's been a long time since I've found Sam smut that really gets me into it. This though - it's a whole different level of wonderful. I love the way it explores a woman finding and embracing her own sexuality, and the frustration that can come along with it. It's obvious how much effort and research and actual planning went into this. My favorite kinds of fics are those that draw from real life experiences, which I think it what makes this one so special. And the end? Yes please!
Nominated by @fangirlxwritesx67ââÂ
Everything (series) by @there-must-be-a-lockâÂ
I canât even talk about how great this J2 x reader series is without incoherent fangirl flailing. Itâs wildly creative, sharply well written, and absolutely panty-melting filthy! And then just when youâre so hot and bothered that you canât see straight, *boom*, itâs sweet and intimate and loving. I donât think thereâs a series out there Iâve read this many times!
Hark and Hush by @thoughtslikeaminefieldââ
This is a luscious, dark and twisted fairy tale about Dean and the spirit of the Big Bad Wolf. Itâs written so vividly that you can see and smell and taste the whole story. Sexy af, of course, and so intense- take the warnings seriously!
The Kind of Girl You Like (series) by @thoughtslikeaminefieldââÂ
To me, MJ will always be the Queen of the Winchester threesome and this series shows exactly why. Smoking hot story about the brothers sharing a sub that quickly unfolds into something complex and beautiful. The last chapter especially is written with so much emotional depth- the first time I read it, I was swearing and crying and smiling all at once because it was so well done! Just the best!
Nominated by @supersassyprobablysadââÂ
How You & I Will Be (series) by @katehuntingtonââÂ
Hey so I wanted to do an angel fish award nom for Kate for her How You & I Will Be fic. In 5 parts she not only developed believable characters but by the end I was ugly crying (and I donât cry a lot so thatâs saying something). The ending feels totally necessary too, not like it was just done for shock value. Anyway I love it, itâs the best Iâve read in a long time.
Thank you all for the awesome work and great feedback!
As with the BFAs, these are not actual awards! This system is set up so everyone in the pond has a chance to share the love and promote a fic/author that has grabbed your attention. The more people that participate, and the more everyone remembers to submit their own fics after posting, the better this will be :D
THANK YOU ALL AGAIN, KEEP UP THE AMAZING WORK, AND AS ALWAYS, HAPPY WRITING!
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kenhina / kagehina au i guess?
ďťżok this is gonna be funny i think
So our story begins with Hinata Shouyou, the little peanut butter-ray of sunshine from Karasuno High. He's the sweet guy everybody knows and loves but he's super chill so doesn't act like heâs the king of the world or something like that. He doesn't even have the height for it. Ok, and we also have Kageyama Tobio, the new kid at school that kinda looks like is always about to curse someone, but he's a sweet guy and just doesn't know how to deal with new people. He sees Shouyou in the hallways every day and ugh he's so small and beautiful! Kageyama is definitely into him. Last but not less important, we have Kenma Kozume. He's super shy and doesn't care so much about what others could think of him. He loves video games and nerdy stuff and only hangs out with his bestie Kuroo. He's known Shouyou since they were kids and has adored the orange guy since then. But he's never had the guts to tell his feelings and honestly he doesn't want to, that's fine. So far so good.
Hinata asks Kenma one day if they could talk privately. Imagine the poor's guy heart! He got so nervous thinking how the conversation would go that he wrote a letter about his feelings for Shouyou. He could never have the courage to say it but writing is fine he thinks? So they went to a nice place to chat. Hinata tells him he's in love with someone and thinks this someone loves him back. Kenma is like on fire and asks if he knew the person and Shouyou say yes. âHe's from your class I think. He's the new kid, Kageyama, you know?â Ooh, he sighed and felt stupid thinking that Hinata could have feelings for him. Anyway, Shouyou asks if he could help him to get Kageyama's attention and like a good whore he says yes.
The next day Kageyama decides to talk to him about Hinata as well. He asks for Kenmaâs help to have Shouyou since they are friends and Tobio is terrible at flirting. Kenma is a smart and nice guy, and also he is in love. And what do we do when we love someone that doesnât love us back? We suffer, damn it! And he was already in his emo and overdramatic mood, so he thought about his love letter to Shouyou, which still was on his backpack. And then, gave it to Kageyama. The letter had no name and signature so it would fit for anyone, because it was just some romantic shit. Tobio was confused, who tf just has random love letters by chance? âI just.... like to write, guess Iâm a poet guy. Nevermind, just take it and give it to him.â
So things went how they were supposed to go in this case. Shouyou loved the letter and Kageyama was all he could think of. So they started to hang out and etc but sometimes it would get weird because Tobio didnât know how to express his feelings and theyâd have this awkward silence, but their eyes would say âI really like you and like when we spend some time together.â They were really cute lovebirds. Some weeks later, Kenma is at Kageyamaâs house doing some school shit and he actually thinks Tobioâs a nice guy and deserves to be with Shouyou. Anyways, Hinata wants to facecall Kageyama and soon his phone started to ring. It was funny to watch how the guy would freak out everytime he had to speak, and he just says things like âHinata-bokeâ and makes fun of Shouyouâs height calling him chibi. Hinata loves it but this day he wants to hear some beautiful words from his almost-boyfriend. Tobio turns to Kenma with a desperate face and receives a disgusted look from the blonde one. âUgh, youâre terrible at this. Itâs torturing to watch, let me help you.â So he stays away from the camera but whispers lovely and fancy words about Hinata to his friend. As expected, the orange guy gets super emotional and praises Kageyamaâs talent. They end up that day oficially dating.
Time goes by for almost a year and since the lovebirds are dating, Kenmaâs service is not required anymore. Until one day Hinata opens his heart to Kageyama about his true feelings. âLook, since the first time I saw you, I knew you were going to be mine. You looked like an angel and you always do it. But now I know that I love you more every day, and I love your soul. I get chills thinking that weâve been together for almost one year and you still write and put these love letters on my locker every day. I love you, Tobio.â Kageyama takes a few minutes to absorve the information and feels so angry he could pass out. After saying goodbye to his boyfriend, he looks for Kenma all over the place and eventually finds him. Kageyamaâs a good guy and the walk made his nerves get calm so he asks Kenma about the boyâs feelings for Hinata. He already knew the answer but needed to hear it, and the blonde had no choice than nodding with his head affirmatively. Tobio gives a long sigh and looks at him. âYou need to tell him. I donât want this anymore, I donât wanna pretend that I can write love letters and recite poems. Just talk to him and weâll see who he prefers.â
Kenma didnât want to, but he feels like he owes Kageyama this since heâs been kinda catfishing his boyfriend for one year. He finds Hinata and approaches him saying they need to talk, but soon as he looks directly into Shouyouâs eyes, he feels sooo weak! He feels weak because Hinata is too much for him to handle, because him and Kageyama are a happy couple and he doesnât want to ruin things for nobody. Also, Kageyama is at 3rd year, about to graduate and move away for university, so why not just let everything the way it is? Heâs okay and so are the lovebirds. âNevermind, Shouyou. I forgot what I had to say, sorry.â He looks for Tobio too after this. âYou won, prince charming. He chose you.â
So nothing changed at all. They stayed together more happily than ever, enjoying every minute they had together before Kageyamaâs moving, but it eventually happened. They managed to stay together for some years despite the distance but Tobio has his own life now and so does Hinata, and they decided to go to different paths. Shouyou and Kenma are still friends and as always, Kozume would get his back for anything. They see each other almost every weekend and in one of these days, Hinata reminds the school times and everything that happened. Now heâs not that chibi anymore and has some muscles that makes Kenma sweat, and Kozume by the way looks the same as high school, just his hair changed a bit and got longer. âWow, remember when I dated Tobio? It was fun. Hope heâs doing great.â Kenma doesnât say anything and just takes a sip of his tea.
âHe wrote me so many letters by that time, I wonder why he didnât follow this career. He was truly something else.â
âIâm sure his writing sucks.â
âShut up! It doesnât.â
âYeah, right....â
âKen-chan, you are so mean sometimes! Iâve even memorized some of his verses, you know? Thereâs one thatâs like... âMy heart follows you every instant... And it will always be, even in the most distant worldsâ... Ugh I donât remember the end.â
â...the same heart that loves you so passionately.â
Hinata chokes on his tea. âKenma, how do you know that?â
Kenma looks away, waiting for his orange braincells to start working.
âIt was you this whole time?â Silence. âLook at me, please.â
Kenma did it. And he sees the guy heâs always been in love with giving him the brightest smile.
âIâm sorry, Shouyou.â
They discuted a bit about reasons, emotions and this kind of shit. The important part is that Kenma was still a living being, since he always thought heâd pass away if Hinata knew his feelings one day. But it didnât happen and he was holding hands with Shouyou now (thought they are a bit sweaty) and feeling happier than ever.
âKen-chan, can you recite to me some words?â Shouyou closed his eyes, putting his head on the blondeâs shoulder.
âYes, Shou. I could do this forever.â
âOh then, please do it.âÂ
Kenma smiled and closed his eyes too.
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little disclaimer! you might be thinking âbut why didnât kageyama check with hinata if his conversation about kenmaâs feelings actually happened?â well, thatâs because this au is inspired in a theater play and kageyamaâs character was supposed to die right after kenma told him shouyouâs choice, but god i wasnât going to kill the poor guy right?? and donât worry about him, heâs living a cool life in paris.
oook so i had a great time writing this!!! it is inspired from my ultimate-favorite-play of all time, âcyrano de bergeracâ by edmond rostand. hope u enjoyed reading :)
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This post wasnât formatting right so I deleted it then I lost the ask. But I have a screenshot so...letâs try this again
oh...oh okay wait hold on because I am just now having a Realization⢠...
You...youâre right? Those ARE Dennisâs words. holy shit. Mr. âWith the Crashing of a Thousand Waves!â and âWith the Gusts of a Thousand Winds!âÂ
âWith the fury of a thousands sunsâ I mean????Â
Youâve truly opened my eyes, friend.Â
Ahhh shit buddy. Yâall mind if I spiral real quick??Â
How does it happen? Well...
Alright so the book came out basically at the same time as s10. Right before it, actually. So we can assume all events in the book happened before all those episodes. Logic, Spock.Â
It happened post-burning their apartment down. Theyâre at Deeâs and theyâre Miserable. Theyâre constantly on top of one another, sleeping on a tiny couch or a tiny hammock--it sucks. Â
Dennis is lowkey angry all. the. time. And Macâs highkey annoying AF. Itâs like a puppy living with a cat. The cat never knows peace and the puppy doesnât know how to shut tf up.Â
Mac has started to notice Dennis becoming more prickly towards him. He doesnât know why. It starts to freak him out, which only leads to him clinging to Dennis more.Â
Itâs Tuesday night. Mac and Dennis movie night. The first one theyâve had to themselves in a few weeks because Dee is always fucking home because she doesnât have a life. But tonight sheâs managed to con some sucker into taking her on a date.Â
Macâs excited and Dennis is relieved because she just...she doesnât get movie night okay? She sits in between them and hogs the popcorn. She gets annoyed when they pause the movie to do their own commentary. She doesnât laugh at Macâs jokes. And all of her movie suggestions are garbage chick flick movies.Â
Anyway so this movie night is a big deal and Mac just wants everything to be like old times again. Which means heâs stressing Dennis out by trying to make everything perfect.Â
Dee doesnât have any good movies and all of theirâs went up in smoke. So they have to go to the store to get buy one. A new store in a totally different part of town because fuck the McPoyles.Â
Macâs just...annoying Dennis the entire time. Trying to decide between Predator and Terminator even though theyâve seen both 800 times before. Then he takes forever trying to pick out a popcorn flavor and oh, they need a bowl because they never gave Deeâs back so now that ones just a melted blob in one of their cupboards.Â
Dennis barely talks to him when they finally check out. He dodges all of Macâs questions with noncommittal grunts and one word answers. The drive home is the same. Mac can obviously sense the shift in energy and, well, they canât have this. Dennis canât be in a bad mood on Movie Night!Â
Macâs efforts to cheer Dennis up only make things worse. To the point where every word that comes out of Macâs mouth visibly grates at Dennisâs nerves.Â
It all comes to a head about halfway through the movie (Mac ended up going with The Departed since âThey hadnât seen it in a whileâ and âItâs a classicâ and so he can yell âIâM NOT A COAPâ in a terrible Boston Accent with mouthfuls of popcorn).Â
Dennis clearly isnât as into it as Mac. Heâs not even mouthing along to any of Leoâs lines.Â
Still Mac keeps pressing. He keeps poking the bear. He keeps asking if Dennis is okay. If heâs having fun. And Dennis answers like he wants nothing to do with him.Â
Mac doesnât know when Dennis started hating him.Â
Dennis of course denies it. Tells him heâs being ridiculous. But Mac keeps going. Demanding now.Â
And Dennis is just so over it. Heâs done okay.Â
He starts yelling in that voice Macâs not used to being on the receiving end of. He doesnât even really know what heâs saying. The words are just spewing from his mouth without at thought. Heâs just sick of Mac being so needy. How he needs reassurance from him all. the. time. He cares about him. Of course he cares about him. He just canât show it all the time. Itâs exhausting. But itâs not that he hates Mac--he doesnât hate Mac. He...
The next thing that spews out of him though...he regrets it the second the final word passes his lips.Â
Deeâs living room falls silent.Â
Itâs probably exactly what Mac wanted to hear but not at all what Dennis shouldâve said.Â
Mac asks if he means it. Dennis doesnât say yes. (He doesnât say no either).Â
They donât finish the movie.Â
#sunny asks#did i just write a mini fic for this ask yes i did#macdennis#long post#this is hours late but i just had to noodle on this for a little while#honestly the revelation that dennis probably told mac he loves him with the fury of a thousands suns fucked me up#like how did i not see it before#i've connected the dots#well anon did#ty for ur service
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