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jinmukangwrites · 1 year ago

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I can't be obnoxious about this to people I know irl so I just want to say I've finally successfully lost 10 pounds :3

I just want to tell someone

#ive been struggling with weight since i was in elementary #like nearly 15 years maybe #now im 23 and ive finally found out what works for me and weight loss #and now i have 20 more pounds until im at my goal #idk im proud of myself #and i did it all without fad diets or starving myself or whatever #just calary counting and making more conscious decisions on portion control #anyways #tw eating issues #eating disoder trigger warning #weight tw #weight loss #jin rambles #delete later

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blooberry-pie · 1 year ago

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Does anyone else get unreasonably pissy when fasting or doing strict restriction? Like damn my brain needs to not lash out it's getting plenty of nutrients when I do eat. Dramatic af

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bigothteddies · 1 month ago

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#unimportant thoughts #my Dad bluntly asked if I was gaining weight in an accusing tone tonight #and even though my stomach hurts with hunger and theres a box of my favorite seasonal doughnuts in the house #i csnt look at them without my stomach turning over with disgust and revulsion at myself and my body #I wish he’d stop fucking monitoring his kids bodies like that #he does it to my sisters too #but he’s done it to me ever since I stopped competing and training #and i feel keenly his disappoint that his ‘athlete’ ‘fit’ son he was so proud of is just another average guy with a little belly now #and i struggle with that enough myself without him constantly on my ass #anyways #im fine #im sure ill feel better in the morning #but tonight just kinda sucks #ed tw #food mention #starving tw #I don’t know the fucking tags dude #ana tw #tw ana #i dont have an ed but i dont wanna trigger anyone who does

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yagalcriesoften · 6 months ago

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HELP HOW DO I GET OUT OF MY BF MAKING ME EAT DINNER????????? I ate way too much today and I can’t afford to eat anything else. He always makes me eat with him. He knows I used to be Ana and recovered but doesn’t know I’m back down the rabbit hole. HELP!

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sexynetra · 6 months ago

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Tw: ED mention (not explicit)

I’m not gonna post screenshots bc I don’t want that shit on my page but I need drag queens on Twitter to stop posting wildly triggering ED content!!! This is the second time this week that that shit had found its way onto my dash and that’s just not okay!!!

#this is so serious to me like #I’ve got 10 years of work under my belt to help keep myself from being triggered into relapse but not everyone is so lucky #and also sometimes that’s not enough to stop me and then my mental space gets totally fucked up for a bit and I have to claw myself out #like fucking come on!#don’t make starving jokes! don’t link to pages that are basically recreations of proana tumblr in 2012 #I don’t need to see body checks and extreme calorie counts #eating disorders #tw eating disorders #ed #tw ed #also if I missed a trigger tag for this please lmk I tried to remember them #anyways I’m mad at Kerri and Eve rn and if I see another one I’m gonna fucking lose it

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keekscokezero · 9 months ago

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99 lbs🤭

#annaa #ana trigger #ed vent #pro for myself #skinnni #thinspø #i am starved #tw ana diary #pr0 ana diary #ana bllog #ana rant #ana e mia #anatumblr #ana tricks

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fujouppy · 2 months ago

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ordered yummy fries and onion rings from a local fast food place cause i wanted to get something to munch on while i watch fight club (wind breaker obsession 😔) & the website told me that theyll arrive in OVER AN HOUR........ girl this is just like the car seat headrest ep living while starving featuring incredible songs like its only sex and reuse the cels

#^ im allowed to say this i starved myself on and off to distract myself from how shitty my relationship made me feel #EXTREMELY funny im watching fight club for winbre reasons btw. like those are two Very different stories #i saw someone joke about takiishi really liking that movie for all the wrong reasons & had to put it on my watchlist #voidcore.txt #ed tw #<- NOT REALLY but i Really dont want people to get jumpscared and/or triggered by my food issues

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forgotten-daydreamer · 2 months ago

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i really have shitty friends because why did i receive an unsolicited "to be honest you're not as pretty as (other friend)" like... i know... why did you feel the need to point it out

#i need to isolate myself #and also ofc my brain triggered the “i'd be prettier if i weighted less” reflex #congrats to my friend for contributing to me starving myself for the ??? day hope you're happy #also i know my other friends noticed im not eating as much/at all and i know they mean good but them telling me to eat is not helping at al #one of them told me more than once “why are you not eating? you're acting like a 12 yr old school girl. you gotta eat.”#and ok i get he means well too but... idk... please just let me do my shit

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talesofwhimsy · 2 months ago

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WHY?, “Sin Imperial" // Car Sear Headrest, “I Can Play the Piano”

#Whywithaquestionmark #Car Seat Headrest #trigger warning for eating disorders I'm sorry I don't know the best way to tag them I never had to before #I was having a conversation earlier about how I have a very specific relationship with fasting #in that for me specifically I feel like it’s just slow-burn starvation #because it gave me an eating disorder #this idea that if I just stop eating then I'll lose weight and if I lose weight I'll be better #that eating was a moral failure on my part because if I just held out a little longer then I'd be beautiful #so when I'd eventually break fast because it had been days and my vision was fading #I'd make myself throw up afterwards because I had failed #that morphed into all the different little toxic relationships I have with food #I still consider myself a monster for eating #I still lie about how much or how often I eat #and after I stopped forcing myself to throw up after every meal all the consequences hit #my hair started falling out my teeth started falling out all the weight I lost came back #and there was this voice in the back of my head that said that if I had kept going none of that would have happened #and that's kind of true because either those delayed consequences wouldn't have hit #Or I would have actually succeeded in starving myself to death #anyway I relapsed after dinner tonight and purged again and the why? song came on shuffle on the drive home #and I thought it was a little ironic haha #and I ate some more when I got home and I'm really struggling with this one right now haha #because I told myself I wouldn't have anything else to eat tonight but I did and now I feel like I have to pay for it #I think people forgot I was bulimic a few years ago or I just thought I told them and didn't #because it seemed like news at the dinner table lmao #I don't talk about it a lot because it's really upsetting to people I care about #But I haven't made myself throw up in a long time so this is kind of scary I think #Or maybe I shouldn't be scared and instead I should just force of will this #back myself into a lose-lose situation where I either hate myself for eating or hate myself for starving/purging #that's the only way my brain knows how to function I guess #whoever wins we lose haha whatever

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randomositycat · 3 months ago

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i fucking hate the pre-period episode of straight up misery because i have 0 clue if it actually is because of hormones or if my brain is having a fucky wucky time wirh me because i went 4 minutes too long without a meal

#“you need to eat more”#i just need everyone to understand that im not choosing not to eat #i get hungry and then my brain immediately tells me i will suffer if i eat #how am i supposed to work with that #“eat something” hey id sooner jump into traffic #i knoe why my brain does it but there is literally nothing to save me #needing to eat to survive is a curse #i can eat good meals for 3 days in a row and feel fine but then boom 1 food has a weird!@#now im starving myself unwillingly for a week and a half #living off cereal and plain pasta bc theyre the only things that dont Trigger a Response #hate it all i hate it #misery sucks why cant i just feel better already

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blooberry-pie · 3 months ago

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Fast break meal: 628 cal

Currently working up to longer fasts. Did a 16hr and 19hr back to back and feeling good. Might try for a 24hr very soon 🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻

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anawkwardlady · 3 months ago

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A lot of people trick themselves into thinking they have an overeating disorder when they actually have a restrictive disorder so they can justify "curing" their overeating by dieting and starving in this essay I will-

#tw ed #if you know you know #you know how some people will be like 'i havent eaten for a week and I over ate the next day i cant control myself around food'#'but now im doing so good I literally lost weight and im not overeating so im doing well'#yeah sound like we're forgetting the starving part... and how starving triggers overeating eventually...#and people buy that shit thats the worst 'omg congrats on curing your ed by losing weight and obsessing over healthy content!'#nana is posting #cupbreak

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giraffeexx · 1 year ago

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YOU GUYS as much as starving helps so much when it comes to losing weight, I've realized it's getting more and more difficult to lose actual FAT.

Calorie deficit = lose weight

Calorie deficit + increased protein intake = lose body fat %

So to lose more body fat AND weight, we eat very very little, but in the scarce moments that we find ourselves having to, we eat protein!

However, also keep in mind to have your fruits and vegetables for healthy skin and hair 💕

all photos from pinterest

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blublock404 · 4 months ago

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how the hell do i start starving myself.. even when i eat a little i gain weight like 1-2 kilos, im considering starving myself now atp.. lol..

#starving myself #tw eating issues #gaining fat #gaining weight #starvation #eating disoder trigger warning

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internalriot · 1 year ago

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cannot stand how hard it is to block ed tags on here oh my god !!! theres like hundreds of fucking tags they use and most of them have weird spelling or accents or emojis so its impossible to catch them all and it feels like every time u block a few tags, tumblr shows u ed posts that have Different tags that u missed. and if u block ana or ed from posts , non ed blogs/posts that happen to have those letters together anywhere in the post or url get flagged too so u dont know if its an actual ed post or just some person who happened to use a word that contains ed , like a Lot of words in this post it is Frustrating!!!!

#im at a place where they dont trigger me much if at all but a lot of people Arent there yet #and its still pretty distressing to see 20 consecutive posts telling me to starve myself #ed recovery

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iwannabethinasfvk · 1 year ago

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4 miesiace waga w miejscu, bez binge bez niczego

to jest po prostu żałosne bo glodze się na nic xd to sprawia że chce się zabić

#anorex14 #ana trigger #ed disorder #ed bllog #ed not sheeren #ed vent #tw ana shit #tw ana diary #blogi motylkowe #tw ed diet #ana struggles #ana #ana shit #ana meal #proana #starving myself to death #starving

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