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sometimes I just forget that everyone isn’t autistic.
#I think it is bc living with tobias#has really given me a space#where I don’t have to fear#rocking if I’m excited#getting over stimulated and having to sit in the dark#talking about my special interest and not being#treated like I’m weird#and then I go#AH#not everyone is accomodating#and not everyone gets it#and it’s like#FLAT MAN TIME#ooc.
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yeah so this was insane
#i feel like too many people reduce this interaction to jason being like ‘lol same’#but idk :/#this chapter is from jason’s pov#and leading up to it he’s like ‘people keep walking on eggshells around me bc of the the michael varus stab wound’#and he hates it so when he goes on deck to help out with the storm#everyone’s like wtf except for percy#and jason states how much he appreciated percy not treating him like a sick kid#and i feel like it’s echoed in this sentiment where jason could say so many things like#‘you should never feel that way’ ‘im here if you need anything’#but he doesn’t make percy feel alone in his desire to just…. end it all#which ik for some people that doesn’t work but you’re not a character in hoo and percy is dealing with so much guilt#and he can’t tell annabeth bc she’s a main aspect of that guilt#and he doesn’t wanna guilt her more and he feels ashamed and when he describes this he feels weird for feeling it#so having jason this tough guy be like ‘yo i understand it bc i felt the same way#that’s gotta mean a lot to percy#also insane how jason who also struggles to display vulnerability#allows it in one of few times in this moment just so percy this guy he’s supposed to be jealous about#feels comforted and not alone in his guilt and shame#and also it’s just insane how jason’s wanting to kay em ess does not get talked about AT ALL#and just seeing his mom and the pressure of new rome getting to him#like this scene is insane and i’ll never shut up about it#also ignore me i’m just finishing my reread of hoo that took all summer#jason grace#percy jackson#pjo#ashla.txt
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Compiled some expression stuff from my sketchbook
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(Please do not use or repost my works anywhere without explicit permission from me first, thank you <3)
#deersart#my art#hermitcraft#impulsesv#bdoubleo100#zombiecleo#hermitcraft fanart#hermitblr#trafficblr#I’ve been in a weird- idk art block I guess#and I’m in that period between hyperfixations#and it’s those tiny ones I wish would last longer#and sometimes when that happens I just don’t feel like sharing the art I did for it AKFJAJFJSJF like i could but just don’t feel like it#it’s my blog so#maybe one day#did a fun style swap the other day that was pretty fun I suppose even though the media don’t have a lot in common#(they do infact have a lot in common)#so maybe I’ll post that idk#but yeah#dont repost my shit.#i saw my art on Pinterest#knock that shit off#haven’t drawn the hermits in awhile so it’s a treat
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okay i’m sorry i don’t have anything against the idea of henbuck conversation i just find it like deeply funny when people act like the writers were obligated to have hen personally throw buck a coming out party or personally nurse buck through his breakup or personally teach buck about how to be a gay person. because she is a lesbian
#like i’m not saying it wouldn’t be nice but there is a certain way people talk about it like the lesbian character should be expected to#give a shit LAMJDKDKDKDJ and it’s always from people who have spent MONTHSSSSSS saying that lesbians could not possibly relate to#bucks Experiences. and also this ties in with the weird way ppl treat hen wrt buck in general but#also let me clarify *BLACK lesbian
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Ok I’m freaking out over the quirk shenanigans going by on in this chapter… but isn’t it something that Overhaul with his disassemble/reassemble quirk didn’t give two shits about his underlings’ health and wellbeing since he could put them back together if he needed them…
…but Tomura with only the modified disassemble part of that quirk treated his team like they were precious and worth fighting for?
#bnha 419#bnha spoilers#shigaraki tomura#overhaul#kai chisaki#like oh my god what a beautiful little thing going on here#the guy who knows how fragile life is treats his friends with care vs the guy who can repair anything sees others as expendable#I’m losing my mind over much of this chapter but this really stuck out to me#smol likes#smol’s weird ass shit
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Artemy, with literally every other child in the game
Artemy, with Clara
#it’s so wild to me that he has like seven foster kids but he is So Mean to this one child#and i’m not taking clara being weird and sassy and snarky as an excuse#he is SO rude to her#idc what anyone says he has no right to treat her that way#i’m her lawyer and she is INNOCENT#it’s still kinda funny though#but fr why is he always threatening to kill her#this is about p2 btw#dude was vile to this middle schooler#pathologic 2#pathologic#pathologic memes#artemy burakh#artemy pathologic#the haruspex#clara pathologic#clara the changeling#clara saburova
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The thing about fem! Yuu, is that I do genuinely think she’d be treated a bit differently than her male and gn counterparts, not in a weird way though ofc, just that some characters would treat her differently. Like, Leona is obviously going to be a bit more respectful to her, or maybe Deuce wouldn’t know how to talk to her at first. After a couple of weeks or maybe a month I think they’d just. Forget that she was a girl and start treating her the same regardless. Idk, there would be slight differences but nothing that’s like. Weird or anything. Because NRC is an all boys school so fem! Yuu would be even more of an “outcast” for lack of a better word, but that’d be gone in a month
#Deuce at the beginning: fuck how do I talk to girls?? isn’t this an all boys school???#Deuce after a little while: Huh? There aren’t any girls here this is an all boys school. Yuu? What does she- OH SHIT WHOOPS I FORGOT#Or like Leona thinking: Shit a woman goes here now? Guess I gotta be nice to her. Or at least nicer#Leona after a little while: You’re just as much as a little shit as everyone else in this godforsaken school so fuck off and leave me alone#those two are the first ones off the top of my head but yall get what I’m going for right?#she’d be treated differently at first cause it’s an all boys school but once they get to know her and stuff they just wouldn’t care anymore#and they wouldn’t be weird about it either just like. a little awkward#but more respectful#until they don’t care anymore and forget about it#twisted wonderland#twst#fem yuu#twst yuu
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love seeing your takes on mouthwashing and how sane they are. everything's so black or white. I like how you acknowledge curlys abuse under jimmy (which I honestly didn't quite notice when I first watched a playthrough. should rewatch w this in mind) and how that very much doesn't "forgive" his inaction towards Anya and Her abuse under jimmy. I think what happens to him despite all his issues (bc he clearly wasn't OK 😊✌🏼) is very much karmic. I really did hurt huh
I hate the take that what happened to him is karmic as becoming disabled and being tortured is like not in any way an equal consequence for not taking more action against Jimmy. It is a consequence as is the whole game for everyone but it’s one that is very much established as being undeserved and extreme as everyone else’s but Jimmy’s fate.
Thank you for liking my takes but I also try to point out that this exact sort of framing of the events and what happened to Curly is bad especially if you are gonna factor in his own abuse into the equation of his inaction/ineffective acts. It’s like “saying yeah he deserved the abuse he was already going through to escalate because he didn’t do enough” which is like not a message the game tries to deliver at all. It’s like the game shows that abusers escalate
Karma and punishment are not concepts that I think should be directly tied to Curly’s fate especially since during the game and even in discussion he takes on too many consequences of someone else’s actions. Like this framing is the direct thing I describe taking the discussion away from Jimmy, P.E and the factors that created the environment in the first place.
#Maybe I’m just a bleeding heart for fictional characters that suffer but the fandom has a weird attachment to retribution#as if retribution is not a damning desire in the game like the game is about what happens when you#lack the capability to try and do better or go back on it and that is about all of them but mainly Jimmy and how it intensifies#the suffering of those around him like not saying Curly is excused but the think pieces about Curly make on whether he deserved it make it#sound like he was some empty headed dolt that didn’t know women faced oppression or had any issues of his own#and that he needed to be humbled to understand as if his toxic relationship with Jimmy is not an aspect in the forefront and his apathy in#life like becoming disabled isn’t karma yes his condition parallel Anya’s feeling but it’s also reveals all the way Jimmy was already#treating him poorly and how it got worse now that he had more power over him like again he harasses Anya still but noticed he takes out most#of his frustration on Curly now like idk what more I can say#I hate the idea someone deserves to be disabled and go through such a brutal experience comments like that are weird#like this is not an argument of Curly suffered too with Anya it is they are both suffering at all points with Jimmy#and it is not at all helpful to any conversation to try to scale and compare both their experiences against each other#but rather how they both reacted to Jimmy and how it affected how they handled/viewed everything pre and post crash#like I hope this hurts is likely a comment on the whole system that allowed it all to happen not specifically about any character or what#they did like it never did not hurt that’s the point none of the choices made felt good for anyone like sorry this is not about you anon#just the general sentiment of post crash curly and deserving cause by the logic people use then Swansea deserved to watch Daisuke suffer and#have to kill him because he didn’t kill Jimmy or support Anya better like it’s crazy to me#like yes represents him not being able to do more anymore but it is again pointed out to be unfair because of what resources they had#like he suffers due to P.Es restriction even when it comes to his care because they under supply them despite how long and dangerous#and isolating and short staffed their jobs are.#got a little heated sorry anon I just think the idea someone needs to suffer for what Jimmy did outside of Jimmy makes me mad#mainly because it’s never like realistic or just or acknowledges the facets of abuse#mouthwashing#ask#anon#mouthwashing game#curly mouthwashing
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everyone always thinks cas would be into bees but not super lame romantic poetry?
#i know which interest EYE want to cherry pick from cas’s nihilistic era#what i’m saying is…#there is so much weird poetry on crumpled up sticky notes#most of it is inscrutable#archaic even#and certainly more often than not illegible#or in a diff language all together#sam finds one and proceeds to treat it like a Mystery that needs Translating#and cas accidentally spills an entire pot of coffee on it#sam: cas why did you bring the entire coffee pot into the library in the first place????#this goes on for years but it’s actually jack who translates them successfully#jack: it’s wordplay about beauty i think 🤔#sam: that’s kind of silly#cas: *dying in the background as sam makes photocopies for the mol bunker archives*#cas and love letters#cas lives in fear of them finding the one that me about green eyes#or the one about freckles#or the one about dean’s backsi—
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im adding a new thing to my new carrd im making and i know not everyone reads it when following me so im just gonna post this here in advance before I finish the carrd 😭😭😭
#I love sharing my f/os and you can think the guys I like are attractive all you want!!!#but I just don’t like treated like im a blank character where other people can insert themselves in place of me 😭😭😭#like . it’s just very much me….. yknow … like thats now I portray myself 😭😭😭#my sonas aren’t really separated from me. they’re indeed me 😭😭😭#i had art I’ve drawn of my sona blow up and people going me coded!!! Or misgendering me bc they don’t think it’s me 😭😭#like no that’s me . hope that helps 😭#I’m also gonna add a couple characters I am uncomfortable with people shipping with to my cards bc um…. side eyes… uhhh#like there’s a handful of characters im gonna look at you a bit weird over#but trust me almost all of people I interact with are all good I promise 🫶🏽#txt
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lannicest is such a top tier ship though because they are the absolute originators of weird incest. no one does circular family trees quite like these two weirdos. all other incest ships are like “oh god, we shouldn’t do this, i can’t, oh god, you’re my brother!” and then they slip up and feel horrible about it or they don’t even know they’re related and find out later and are subsequently completely horrified and that’s all fine and dandy, to each their own, but you just gotta respect how nonchalant cersaime are about the inbreeding they’ve got going on. like yes, i’ll call you brother during sex and i’m gonna waterboard a nun while telling her how good it feels to have your genetically familiar dick inside of me. the fact that we’re twins makes it even better. we’re so fucked up that it’s rubbing off on pur younger brother who wants to fuck both of us. when you’re not around i’ll make do and sleep with our cousin because i can’t handle dick that isn’t at least on the adjacent branch of the family tree. you ask the woman you’re attracted to if she’s a lannister during one of your less unromantic interactions and while she interprets it as an insult, we both know what you mean. we’re what would have happened to the ashford twins if capcom had walked the mile and committed to making code veronica even more uncomfortable. they’re absolutely fucking unmatched in just how weird they are. no one does it like them. absolute hats off to grrm for committing to making them capital h horrible. i’d kill for both of them.
#cersei lannister#jaime lannister#cersei x jaime#lannicest#they’re so gross it’s actually iconic#brienne baby i’m so sorry you’re getting caught up in this shit#jaime and his weird i can fix her thing too#absolutely hilarious#cersei babe this isn’t you!!!🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭#like stop it you desperate manwhore that woman treats possible committable felonies like a grocery list#and we wouldn’t have it any other way
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I still don’t understand the romanticization (?)of peeling fruits for someone 😭
#😭 it literally just feels like a basic kindness thing to me 💔#like I’m not romantically attracted to you if I peel a tangerine for you#and you’re not. like. necessarily more important just bc I peeled it for you#like I’m just a kind person 😭#and I get it as like a way to tell if someone is kind or if they’re an asshole and a red flag and if you should leave them#I get that!!!!#but to make it this whole ass thing and glorify it more than it should be is weird to me#but maybe I’m just too much of a kind person#whatever 💔#also to treat it like someone is inherently good for doing it is strange#okay bye I’m leaving#I just wanted to complain#💛!me talking💀
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Okay I’m too lazy to check the actual timeline of things but wasn’t Falin like 9 when Laios left???? Am I making that number up???
Anyways Laios and Falin are the same flavor of weird but they do it differently- Laios doesn’t know when to shut up and Falin is generally more quiet, right?
Well when Laios talks about leaving he words it very “oh I abandoned my sister because people were treating her badly” which makes no sense right??? Why would he leave her behind if this is because of how people were treating her??? Well later with the Lion it shows little flashback things of Laios getting beat up- like my man was also being treated poorly which is probably why he left
Anyways my point is Laios didn’t get the same lesson beaten into him but Falin did
#im tired#but in having thoughts#this is totally me projecting tho#except I’m Laios#my autistic ass was treated badly and it changed nothing#but like#my point is#both of them were being treated poorly by everyone#esp Falin#so when Laios leaves#he leaves Falin alone to deal with the abuse#she’s just as weird as Laios is but she’s quiet about it#cause she spent more time dealing with nastiness than Laios did#she was left alone to deal with it where as Laios always had Falin#in probably making no sense#and all of this gets disproved by canon#but I don’t care!!!!!!!#IM BEING ANGSTY#laios touden#laios#laios dungeon meshi#dunmeshi laios#delicious in dungeon laios#falin touden#falin#falin dungeon meshi#dunmeshi falin#delicious in dungeon falin#delicious in dungeon#delicious in dungeon spoilers
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Main character lineup for a western AU of me and @gxdcomplex’s fantasy ocs! Celestine is a rancher, Atticus is his stablehand (who may or may not have a past he doesn’t want to talk about or why he’s run away from it) and Meadowlark is under their care.
[Marrowsnap and Sienna are she/her, Carrion is they/she] And here are the Coyote Sisters’ leaders, the og coyote sisters! They lead a pack of werecoyotes (and all other people willing to travel with them who need a place to belong) and while they try to avoid conflict, they have some mischievous packmates who wind up out of line and go after a rancher’s herd or get into scuffles in town which is a headache for the Sisters to deal with. Because of this they often go head to head with Celestine and Atticus.
Little unfinished comic I made about Sienna and Carrion finding a wanted poster about them. (Gristle was one of their packmates that tried to attack one of Celestine’s cows)
#I love… western au#my art#art#sketch#furry#idk what to call this AU like idk how to tag this#western au#cowboy oc#cow boy#unicorn oc#werewolf#werewolf oc#werecoyote#oc: marrowsnap#Oc: sienna#Oc: carrion#oc: celestine#oc: meadowlark#Oc: atticus#cowboy art#Im still not entirely sure the logistics of Meadowlark being technically Celestine’s cow boy (half cow half boy yeehaw)#Because this was originally just a one off little sexy idea like Woag what if my prince oc was a cowboy. What then#but now I am Too Invested and I’m giving it PLOT and BACKSTORY#and now outside of the kink setting it’s like well. It’s kind of weird. Is he like a cow? Or like a person? Do I commit to him being like a#cow? Or do I just make him like a person (who happens to be half cow) who does the farm cow thing for money as his job??#Yeah the last one seems best. Also easiest#bc I was looking at it. And on paper it’s weird that my poc character would be quote unquote “owned” by a very.. white oc#Taken quite literally bc Celestine has white fur all over ANYWAYS not the point the point is that it was getting kinda dangerously close to#the whole “POC character is treated more like an animal even though he’s basically the same amount of animal as everyone else and this#is normalized and also he is “owned” quote unquote by a very white character” trope and I Did Not Like That
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#first time being home alone without my dog. feels very….. weird#whenever I was home alone I never felt alone because he was always there. and now. I really AM alone#sigh#:(#I hope hes barking as much as he wants in doggie heaven#barking and sitting outside and suntanning and eating all the treats he can possibly eat#<3#if he sees me now hes probably just giving me the biggest side eye bc he always would when I cried ahdksjaldk#I still feel like hes here just like sleeping somewhere ahfkdja and then I’m reminded that hes not#I feel like I should be playing with him and taking him outside and feeding him#its so strange
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interesting to me how when i turned 19 i was kinda terrified bc i was like “oh shit this is my last year as a teenager….. i won’t be a teenager after that… i wanted to be a teenager for all of my childhood and now that part’s almost Over. aaaaugh” and now approx. 9 months later i cannot fucking WAIT to stop being a teenager oh my god i am ready to move on. 20s please i would like to be in them. i am done being 19 thank you !!!
#marzi speaks#it’s . probably bc of the vasculitis thing#which like. while it is a traumatic thing that i need to work through and plan on going to therapy about#it also put a LOT of things into perspective for me#and like actually i do not think i am afraid of growing up anymore !#i mean i still have like. the imposter syndrome and the fear of getting overwhelmed and falling behind#that’s not gonna go away overnight that’s been there for as long as i can remember#BUT!! i know deep down that i can figure it out now.#bc i figured out a lot. i figured out how to gauge my physical well being#i figured out how to be someone who can regularly make phone calls without crying#i figured out pharmacies. and i’m figuring out how insurance works#and appointments and withdrawing from school and reapplying to school#and all of the lifestyle changes that come with having an autoimmune disease#i’m learning self advocacy. i’m learning how to respond when people treat me poorly (always accidentally so far)#yeah getting my license has been hard and slow just bc i have all the anxiety shit about it. but i AM putting that effort in#i dunno it’s just. adult responsibilities are horrifying and the prospect of existing independently in our current society#is horrifying. and i think i’ll always be scared.#but i used to think i might not be able to handle it. that i would fall apart#i know now that i won’t. i will find a way to move forward and be happy. because that’s what i’ve always done#if i can take the scariest couple of months in stride the way that i have. then i think i can handle it#anyways. 19 was eventful enough can i be 20 now. i think being 20 would be good for me#still a Weird thing to think about. two whole decades. but like i can do it methinks
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