#trauma fucking sucks

[urdtarah]

i really hate how hard it is to heal from the past

[tobi-the-minnow]

Mortuus es sine me.

You would be dead without me.

You would be worm food.

You would have starved.

You would have choked on your pills.

Fuck you.

how dare you make me regret being a good person?

How fucking dare you haunt my mind palace with your wreched stinch?

How fucking dare you?

Im done with you, your lies, your false care.

And you

fuck you for warpping me into what i am.

How dare you make me a perfect mirror of your insecurities?

I am nothing like you, i care about people, i pay attention to the ones i love, most important, I can say words you would never dare to say.

Fuck you, both of you.

[stump-not-found]

congrats me on writing 70k words

[shittysawtraps]

when your friend says “i’m becoming the joker,” reply, “well, i’m becoming jigsaw” to one-up them. do not elaborate on what this means

[trying-to-jew]

Constantly torn between my desire to convert and the crushing weight of knowing that I won’t be able to exist in the wider fandom spaces that I love without being constantly reminded that Jews are always guilty until proven innocent post-Oct 7.

[akumeoy]

gamers against weed would probably have some asinine compromise rules like you're allowed to tell people to kill themselves unless they request to be put on a publicly accessible list of people who you're not allowed to suibait. the list has four people on it, two of which have since been banned for telling each other to kill themselves. the list is still part of the "required reading", alongside an exhaustive list of political figures it's okay to express appreciation for ironically, but not unironically.

[cyarskaren52]

[thepeacefulgarden]

[brotherwifesam]

we as a society don't talk about s9 wincest enough anymore

sam feeling "worthy" of deans love again after s8, him and dean getting back into a dynamic that they haven't had in years and feeling more at home in the bunker

then realising dean has violated his autonomy in a way he could never even imagine, how much time did he spend thinking about his lapses in memory, whether there were times him and dean were intimate that gadreel put him to sleep for, how many people his hands have killed

and he doesn't even get the space he needs to process this trauma because he gets sucked back into the overarching plotline and is guilt tripped by dean

[cyarskj1899]

Mind you people say Kanye is acting out to this very day cause he lost his mom years and years ago. Megan hasn’t even gotten a fraction of that grace!

everyone cares about mental health when it comes to Kanye and excuses his antics. You can find articles about his guilt surrounding her death in 2023!!!

but Meg must take full personal responsibility regardless. Megan lost her mom even younger than he did. We don’t see black women as human.

[crumbleclub]

michael: do i really have trauma, though?

jeremy: dude. your dad is literally a serial killer

michael: yeah, but he didn't serial kill me

[spaciebabie]

at first getting diagnosed with cptsd was like, "yay my trauma has been validated (it always was valid)!" and i really thought that was going to be it, but then i started to do research as i do whenever i realize i have something and learned that!! the way i experience socialization is!! quite horrid actually!!

[audreyrose7]

Honestly, if Christians could just fucking MIND THEIR OWN BUSINESS I really wouldn't care that much what they did, or didn't do. If they weren't CONSTANTLY trying to control others under the guise of love, I wouldn't care, everyone should be able to worship or live however they think best. I'm just so fed up 🤷

[transsexula]

"Just ignore how every minority man is treated, because talking about it is basically like saying some women don't experience misogyny"

Never the point of this convo. In fact, you're literally making up a guy to be mad at. Why is it that a different minority talking about their own issues in their own space makes you feel this way? Why is it a minority making their own words to explain something they experience now an attack on you? Is it, perhaps, that you don't understand the experience and therefore project your own understanding of it onto everyone who speaks about it regardless of THEIR actual experiences?

I'll be the first to admit I don't know every fucking experience out there. I gotta trust my trans sisters when they talk about their experiences- same with any other identity I don't understand. Why are trans men not afforded this? We are literally an oppressed minority. Our bodies are constantly regulated and cracked down on and treated as freakshows. I feel like on some level, as trans people, others have to feel it and see it. Right?

Or are we just supposed to stay invisible?

[trans-axolotl]

there's a part of me that gets really scared every time it's this cold out because i remember being 16 years old outside like desperately trying to figure out where i was gonna sleep that night and how the cold just made everything fucking worse

[soysaucevictim]

Enucleation is the removal of the eye that leaves the eye muscles and remaining orbital contents intact.

Cluster headache hell makes me want to tear out my eyeball, sometimes.