#trauma fucking sucks
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congrats me on writing 70k words
#gravity falls#billford#bill cipher#stanford pines#gf theseus’ guide#based on my posting you'd think it was just about bill and ford sucking tongue but no#there's no tongue sucking . i'm a fucking liar and a charlatan .#its just a story about how the trauma your parents gives you profoundly impacts your capacity to form secure and lasting relationships#and that's bullshit . i'm a big enough man to admit this#stump art
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when your friend says “i’m becoming the joker,” reply, “well, i’m becoming jigsaw” to one-up them. do not elaborate on what this means
#shitty saw traps#saw franchise#mod amanda#oh you’re gonna do fucked up shit because society has driven you crazy?#well I’M gonna do fucked up shit because I’m tired and done#your violence is rooted in a desire to shock while mine is rooted in a desire for connection#(even if that connection is through trauma)#you may have lost control. but I just gained it. and that’s scarier#anyway im sorry to hear that your shift sucked#(sorry if this post is too edgy)
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Constantly torn between my desire to convert and the crushing weight of knowing that I won’t be able to exist in the wider fandom spaces that I love without being constantly reminded that Jews are always guilty until proven innocent post-Oct 7.
#Jk the bleak realization has already set in!#I just. God I just know I’m gonna have to process a whole new cultural trauma and it’s gonna suck because post October 7 it’s inescapable#Like I’ll see a popular creator I look up to for T/ADC stuff suddenly post that fucking chant out of nowhere & I have to choose between#Leaving bc that person obviously doesn’t look for Jewish perspectives bc of bias or staying and marinating in my disillusionment#I mean I’m already feeling the disillusionment no point not going through with it#Sorry I’m not trying to be a nihilist I’m just venting bc I’m really done#Jewish Convert#Prospective Convert#Jumblr#Vent#My Post#Leftist Antisemitism#Okay to reblog#I mean not sure why you would but you can if you want
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#you are enough#you are worthy#you matter#you don't suck#finding yourself#you are not a failure#you are not your past#you are not your mistakes#you are not what happened to you#healing#trauma#recovery#self compassion#self care#self love#self respect#self forgiveness#body image#fuck diet culture#mental health#generational trauma#religious trauma#exvangelical#ex catholic#lgbtq+#doing the work#doing the hard stuff
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we as a society don't talk about s9 wincest enough anymore
sam feeling "worthy" of deans love again after s8, him and dean getting back into a dynamic that they haven't had in years and feeling more at home in the bunker
then realising dean has violated his autonomy in a way he could never even imagine, how much time did he spend thinking about his lapses in memory, whether there were times him and dean were intimate that gadreel put him to sleep for, how many people his hands have killed
and he doesn't even get the space he needs to process this trauma because he gets sucked back into the overarching plotline and is guilt tripped by dean
#i remember at the time of airing all the samgirls were so betrayed because#wtf! even we couldnt think up dean something this fucked up#late seasons suck a lot but its crazy what the writers came up with to show how insane dean is lmao#wincest#weirdcest#trauma#autonomy
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michael: do i really have trauma, though?
jeremy: dude. your dad is literally a serial killer
michael: yeah, but he didn't serial kill me
#fnaf#michael afton#jeremy fitzgerald#this is me projecting. aside from the serial killer relative bit#i want to do more denial and minimizing his own trauma michael#it's interesting#plus i think he does repress a lot#there might be periods of time where he doesn't remember that william ever hit him#and he's like 'well. at least he wasn't PHYSICALLY abusive'#and someone who knew him as a kid has to literally fucking remind him that he WAS#also saffron mike just bc of how severe evan's trauma is#might have periods where he's like. my childhood was basically fine. right?#until something comes up that he endured and even evan is like 'that must've sucked'#and mike is like???? YOU WERE BASICALLY NATASHA ROMANOFF'D WTF DO YOU M E A N
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Honestly, if Christians could just fucking MIND THEIR OWN BUSINESS I really wouldn't care that much what they did, or didn't do. If they weren't CONSTANTLY trying to control others under the guise of love, I wouldn't care, everyone should be able to worship or live however they think best. I'm just so fed up 🤷
#healing#ex christian#deconstruction#atheist#thoughts#vent post#athiest#frustrating#frustrated#religious deconstruction#ex religious#not religious#religious trauma#anti christianity#christanity#love is love#love is everything#fed up with this shit#fuck religion#fucking insane#you fucking suck
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Enucleation is the removal of the eye that leaves the eye muscles and remaining orbital contents intact.
Cluster headache hell makes me want to tear out my eyeball, sometimes.
#pixel spill#vent art#gore/#blood/#eye trauma/#remus sanders#(ps crashing fucking sucked too... hhhh...)#(too vigorous eye-rubbing aint good for the retina)#(but man does massaging the orbit feel more tempting than the temples - soothe some pain)
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Me over here still Not Happy with Laszlo’s people for being so dismissive of his trauma with regards to his POS “father”
Putting it under a cut because I have a Lot Of Thoughts (Clemmy projects because Clemmy aka me had a POS “mother”)
Okay so like… Laszlo’s mentioned things his father did over the seasons that made me think his father absolutely sucked… and I was so right
So Roderdouche shows up all “hey yeah about that let’s just move on right? We good?” And… the others were pushing Laszlo to reconcile with him. Just- no. No no no no no no no. Abusive people are not entitled to reconciliation no matter who they are and their victims are not required to re-traumatize themselves to ease their abusers’ guilt
Plus the gross old fart comes in, calls Nadja a hooker (I was kind of surprised she thought that was charming like ewww), tries to kiss Memo (again ewwwww stop that you dirty old man) and wants to use his son’s hands to- no nononono fuck off and die you nasty old MFer
Just about the only ones who didn’t/wouldn’t have fully get sucked into Rodershit’s slimy little scheme were Guillermo (who has Bad Parent issues of his own from a different angle) and had he been around, Seany (my guy Seanaaaayy would’ve been throwing hands, feet and everything else had he been there). Disappointing… and yes I am overanalyzing a fictional character’s trauma because I relate to it all too well.
#wwdits spoilers#what we do in the shadows#laszlo cravensworth#Poor Laszlo#tw child abuse#tw childhood trauma#clemmy vents#dw Laszlo id fucking kill your dad for you if I could#Sean rinaldi#aka one ride or die guy#wwdits season 6#roderick cravensworth#die again roderick you suck
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The interesting experience of being pro Sasuke, anti konoha, pro tobirama, anti Naruto ending, pro Sasusaku, anti Itachi, pro Sakura, anti SasuNaru, pro Tobirama×Izuna, anti Madara, pro karin, anti Orochimaru, pro Uchiha and anti Hashirama. And also as much as I hate the guy danzo was kind of hot when he was younger...
#I FEEL ITS VERY IMPORTANT TO SAY THAT I COMPLETELY RESPECT SNS TO THE ULTIMATE DEGREE AND I AGREE WITH THEIR SHIPPERS ON MOST THINGS#BUT THE SHIP STILL KINDA PISSES ME OFF IDK WHY IM SORRY IT JUST RUBS ME THE WRONG WAY I HAVE TRIED TO LOVE IT I REALLY HAVE BUT I CANT#AND MADARA HAD SOME GOOD POINTS BUT I THINK ITS SHITTY THAT HE ABANDONED HIS CLAN AND THEN PLOTTED THE END OF THE FUCKING WORLD#ALSO ITACHI HAD LIKE OTHER OPTIONS!???? WHY THE FUCK DID HE TORTURE SASUKE TWICE LIKE 😭😭😭#WHAT WAS THE POINT MY G WHY ARE YOU TORTURING HIM I THINK THE MENTAL IMAGE OF THEM DYING WAS ENOUGH DIDNT NEED TO GIVE HIM 500000 EXAMPLES#WE AS A SOCIETY DO NOT TALK ENOUGH ABOUT THE FACT THAT WHEN MADARA ASKED HASHIRAMA TO EITHER KHS OR KILL TOBIRAMA#TOBIRAMA GENUINELY THOUGHT FOR A MOMENT THAT HASHIRAMA WOULD GO AFTER HIS THROAT FOR LIKE- THIS GUY WHO HE USED TO THROW STONES WITH!???#ITS SO DIFFICULT TO FIND PEOPLE WHO UNDERSTAND SASUKES TRAUMA AND WHO LIKES SASUSAKU 😭😭#COS LIKE ILL 100% ADMIT THAT THE RELATIONSHIP WAS WRITTEN SHITILY AND SUCKED AND DESPITE THE FACT THAT THEYRE SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE BROTHERS#SNS HAS BETTER WRITING THAN SSK OR NRHN SOMEHOW???? ITS WRITTEN SO WELL PEOPLE GENUINELY BELIEVE THE ORIGINAL PLOT HAD SNS PLANNED#BUT ALSO SAKURA IS SO SILLY AND STRONG AND DID ANY OF YOU READ SASUKE RETSUDEN “Trapped by a body he knew perfectly”#OKAY SASUKE YOURE ON A MISSION??? CALM THE FUCK DOWN 😭😭#NO AND IN LIKE SSK FICS SASUKE IS SOME BAD BOY WHO JUST SMIRKS AND IS EMOTIONLESS AND SAKURA IS SOOOOO EMOTIONAL FUCK OFF YOU TWATS!!!!#SASUKE IS THE KITTEN!! SAKURA SO OBVIOUSLY RADIATES DADDY ENERGY YALL ARE FUCKING INSANE!!!#WHY DO WE GET KITTEN SASUKE IN EVERY OTHER SHIP BUT THE FUCKING CANON ONE!! AT MY FUCKING!!!! LIMIT!!!#FIND SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS THE COMPLEXITYS OF SASUKES CHARACTER AND UNDERSTANDS WHAT TRAUMA DOES TO A PERSON YET DOESNT HATE SSK CHALLENG#Uh oh I went a bit mad there hahaha#I REGRET NOTHING SASUKE DID NOTHING WRONG SAKURA IS GIRL BOSS AND THE NARUTO WORLD IS EITHER UNEXPLAINABLY VIOLENT OR FAR TOO FORGIVING#naruto#naruto shippuden#itachi uchiha#pro sasuke#haruno sakura#Pro Sakura#Sasuke Uchiha#sasuke did nothing wrong#It looks awkward to just go from all those long tags to the iddy bitty ones#Moldy-flowers#Kitten and daddy? Tf am i on about I've been watching too much game grumps shi 😭😭
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suck it up
suck. it. up.
#siu#suck it up#maretu#vocaloid#lyric posting#lyrics#lyric quotes#988blr#988twt#$h tumblr#self h@rm#$elf harm#sh cvt#$hblr#$elf h4rm#actually mentally ill#trauma#tw truama#mental illness#emotional abuse#mentally fucked#mental abuse
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Crazy how despite Mikan's love for gory movies and blood, she doesn't do an over the top murder. She doesn't even do a medical themed murder despite it being the main focus of the chapter. (Only one of her victims was a patient and she just strangled her)
Crazy how, when she wants to commit a murder for Junko, she does neck trauma.
That's Yasuke's M.O.
#If I had a nickel for everytime a medical professional killed their classmates via strangulation and neck trauma#For their fucked up girlfriend#I'd have two nickels blah blah you know how the rest goes#Feel like we are getting a look into Junko's 'interests' and I don't know if I like that information#I wonder if they did have a different murder for mikan and scrapped it#Because she has a line in the afterschool mode (that's DEFINITELY not its name but I'm too lazy)#Where she mentions she loves parasites while pulling her crazy in love face#And later in KK we have a nurse that kills people by growing parasites in them#Could be unrelated or it could be a reuse of a early concept of chp3#Mentioned bc it's the only murder that connects like that but again it could be Kodaka using nurse tropes#Also slightly unrelated but does the medical profession just not inspire Junko or what#Bc we all know how weird Mikans execution is but also Yasuke has one in a artbook and????#He gets strapped to a table operated on and then just explodes#That's it no explanation for why he explodes#Junko I thought this was your thing???? Why does it suck so much???#scarposts
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