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trying-to-jew · 5 months ago

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Constantly torn between my desire to convert and the crushing weight of knowing that I won’t be able to exist in the wider fandom spaces that I love without being constantly reminded that Jews are always guilty until proven innocent post-Oct 7.

#Jk the bleak realization has already set in!#I just. God I just know I’m gonna have to process a whole new cultural trauma and it’s gonna suck because post October 7 it’s inescapable #Like I’ll see a popular creator I look up to for T/ADC stuff suddenly post that fucking chant out of nowhere & I have to choose between #Leaving bc that person obviously doesn’t look for Jewish perspectives bc of bias or staying and marinating in my disillusionment #I mean I’m already feeling the disillusionment no point not going through with it #Sorry I’m not trying to be a nihilist I’m just venting bc I’m really done #Jewish Convert #Prospective Convert #Jumblr #Vent #My Post #Leftist Antisemitism #Okay to reblog #I mean not sure why you would but you can if you want

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