#tonight was a lot

[field-of-sungflowers]

the magic sword man took my boy and threw a drumstick at me. he also gave my boy back

[avesseloflanguage]

a general suggestion. if you go out for dinner with your friends, one of whom being the boy who broke your heart exactly a week prior, and you all decide to split into two groups to get dessert because one friend suggests boba while you suggest ice cream, make sure that more than one other person also wants to get ice cream, or else you might end up going alone with the boy who broke your heart a week ago to your favorite ice cream shop, which also happens to be the place you went to on your first date with this boy who broke your heart a week ago.

because then the boy who broke your heart a week ago might mention the fact that the two of you still haven't broken the news to your friends, and you will both suggest making a dumb joke to make sure the others know that you're no longer the two of you but you are still friends, but the boy who broke your heart a week ago will suggest it because he thinks it's fun and you will suggest it because you think it's the only way you can say it without follow-up questions that will make you cry and shatter your desperate façade of being just as okay as he is.

and afterwards you might mention it, not even explaining, just the word irony and the boy who broke your heart a week ago will jump on it, say that he's thinking of it, too. and for a second you will think you hear a hint of sadness or regret or heartbreak in his voice but you know that it's not real. and then the boy who broke your heart a week ago will say how happy he is that this could still happen, that you are still friends who can get ice cream together and not resent not hate not miss each other together. you will notice that you are eating the same flavor of ice cream that you ate two and a half months before on that first date. you will notice that he is not.

and it might hurt a little more when you can't help but think about how you were so excited a week and a few days ago, because you were going to take this boy to this shop to get ice cream on Valentine's Day. you hadn't told him, not yet, because it was still a month away. you will realize that this is good, because if he had known then maybe he would feel just as bad about going to get ice cream with you a week after he broke your heart. except, maybe that would be better, in a selfish kind of way, because then maybe he would feel bad like you do. not heartbroken, because he will never be heartbroken, not over you, but maybe he'd catch a glimpse of your sorrow.

but, hey, maybe it's alright. because maybe you will notice how much you miss the boy who broke your heart a week ago when he's standing right next to you. but you will have a moment to be grateful, too, that the two of you are still friends who can get ice cream together. that he still cares enough to check on you when you're sad and shaking. that he wants to make jokes so that things stay as close to normal as they can. maybe it hurts a little that you don't know exactly what normal is — a week ago normal was holding hands you bumping shoulders and being special, but two and a half months ago normal was not knowing the things we know now or even being all that close — but it will feel nice to know that there is a normal somewhere and that the boy who broke your heart a week ago wants to find one that includes a friendship and happiness, one that includes jokes and being a little bit special to each other and ice cream.

[badolmen]

WARNING 18+

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[beforeiforgetyou]

I don’t know that one

[chalkrub]

dinosaur in a lab coat - would you trust her with operating the centrifuge

[litfeathers]

I'm just thinkin' about how Eda pushed Raine away because of the curse.

She was afraid to let them in. She was afraid to ask them for help, or share how she was feeling...she was scared to show the side of herself that was messy and dangerous and painful and (in her mind) unlovable.

But when she finally let Raine see who she actually was...

...this was their reaction.

...they love all of her. Including those messy and dangerous and painful parts.

[lotussart]

ahh

[hinamie]

itafushi nation how r we Feeling!!!!!!!!!!!

[canisalbus]

✦ Hound mode ✦

[paper-mario-wiki]

*looking at my hands amazed like im spiderman realizing i have powers for the first time*

whoa.... am i based?

[rocketbirdie]

you're still with me, right? you'll be okay?

[galaxy-lilies]

wigglypaint doodle part 2 electric boogaloo

[royalarchivist]

Pac: I'm not going to say anything to you guys [Chat], I'm not going to say anything to you. I'm not saying absolutely anything, I'm not going to comment. Man, you broke me here, you broke me in 3 parts! I'm not going to- no no no no no, I won't fall for your game, I won't fall for your game.*

Pac's chat allows viewers to make music requests, which led to this very well-timed moment today where Careless Whisper started playing as soon as Pac met back up with Fit.

* [Approximate translation. I'm not a native Portuguese speaker, so as always, please feel free to let me know if there's a better way to translate things!]

[lesbianamalvada]

it/its pronouns are degrading and uncomfortable expecting people to be comfortable referring to you that way is selfish. also wanting be seen as a little gremlin creature, object, or thing, has nothing to do with "queerness" and everything to do with low self-esteem.

[satans-knitwear]

Topless outdoor coffee mornings anyone??

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