#tonight was a lot
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the magic sword man took my boy and threw a drumstick at me. he also gave my boy back
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a general suggestion. if you go out for dinner with your friends, one of whom being the boy who broke your heart exactly a week prior, and you all decide to split into two groups to get dessert because one friend suggests boba while you suggest ice cream, make sure that more than one other person also wants to get ice cream, or else you might end up going alone with the boy who broke your heart a week ago to your favorite ice cream shop, which also happens to be the place you went to on your first date with this boy who broke your heart a week ago.
because then the boy who broke your heart a week ago might mention the fact that the two of you still haven't broken the news to your friends, and you will both suggest making a dumb joke to make sure the others know that you're no longer the two of you but you are still friends, but the boy who broke your heart a week ago will suggest it because he thinks it's fun and you will suggest it because you think it's the only way you can say it without follow-up questions that will make you cry and shatter your desperate façade of being just as okay as he is.
and afterwards you might mention it, not even explaining, just the word irony and the boy who broke your heart a week ago will jump on it, say that he's thinking of it, too. and for a second you will think you hear a hint of sadness or regret or heartbreak in his voice but you know that it's not real. and then the boy who broke your heart a week ago will say how happy he is that this could still happen, that you are still friends who can get ice cream together and not resent not hate not miss each other together. you will notice that you are eating the same flavor of ice cream that you ate two and a half months before on that first date. you will notice that he is not.
and it might hurt a little more when you can't help but think about how you were so excited a week and a few days ago, because you were going to take this boy to this shop to get ice cream on Valentine's Day. you hadn't told him, not yet, because it was still a month away. you will realize that this is good, because if he had known then maybe he would feel just as bad about going to get ice cream with you a week after he broke your heart. except, maybe that would be better, in a selfish kind of way, because then maybe he would feel bad like you do. not heartbroken, because he will never be heartbroken, not over you, but maybe he'd catch a glimpse of your sorrow.
but, hey, maybe it's alright. because maybe you will notice how much you miss the boy who broke your heart a week ago when he's standing right next to you. but you will have a moment to be grateful, too, that the two of you are still friends who can get ice cream together. that he still cares enough to check on you when you're sad and shaking. that he wants to make jokes so that things stay as close to normal as they can. maybe it hurts a little that you don't know exactly what normal is — a week ago normal was holding hands you bumping shoulders and being special, but two and a half months ago normal was not knowing the things we know now or even being all that close — but it will feel nice to know that there is a normal somewhere and that the boy who broke your heart a week ago wants to find one that includes a friendship and happiness, one that includes jokes and being a little bit special to each other and ice cream.
#something something#in another life i would have really liked just doing laundry and taxes with you#in another life i would have really liked just eating ice cream and falling in love with you#heartbreak#queer#breakups#nostalgia for last night#yes i process things in a perfectly normal way#why do you ask#tonight was a lot#writing n posting this at 1am when i have a 9am class. fuck me.#prose#my writing#creative nonfiction
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#ra speaks#it’s a silly joke/pun dw#we stay silly :3#edit:#woahg. that’s a lot of notes. hi everybody o/#10k. stop clenching your jaw and drink some water.#15k. eat some fresh fruit this week! I’m having kiwis tonight :]#20k. quit sitting like a shrimp it’s bad for your neck! sit up straight and do a little stretch every now and then#25k. I’m up at 2 AM but I’ll get to see the sunrise today :] if you can’t see that I hope you admire the sunset later today#30k. do something fun you haven’t done in a while. I haven’t drawn in months - I think I’ll paint a cat tomorrow :3#40k. I just slept 9 hours straight for the first time in weeks :] remember to ask for help when you need it! no glory in senseless suffering
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I don’t know that one
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#bitts posts#my pics#nsft#ns/fw#fauxcest#putting the fauxcest tag on it because i filmed this thinking about older siblings#also as a side note. does anyone want to do a sort of fucked up version of the “one only wears pastels and one only wears black” thing?#because im so so primed for it#having a LOT of very specific fantasies tonight gang
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I'm just thinkin' about how Eda pushed Raine away because of the curse.
She was afraid to let them in. She was afraid to ask them for help, or share how she was feeling...she was scared to show the side of herself that was messy and dangerous and painful and (in her mind) unlovable.
But when she finally let Raine see who she actually was...
...this was their reaction.
...they love all of her. Including those messy and dangerous and painful parts.
#it's loving raeda hours in this chilis tonight#raeda#the owl house#also side note she and willow have a lot to talk about in terms of burying emotions ahaha....ha#for the future spoilers
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itafushi nation how r we Feeling!!!!!!!!!!!
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP FOUGHT MY DYING PEN PRESSURE FR THIS#TH MEGUMI DROUGHT. OVER. CROPS WATERED with yuuji's tears#im a wreck im a gd WRECK#megumi nation itfs nation whatever happens from now on know tht tonight was a Victory#god there r more redraws i want 2 do . i need to like. calm down tho#im so emotional im shaking and my pen is on its last legs i dont think more is good for it#or for my hand#i feel her protesting GHGSD i did paint a lot of leaves today#YA SPEAKING OF . WENT FROM LA DI DA RELAXING SUMMER LIGHT ITFS IN2 THE MOST DEVASTATING/pos CH OF MY LIFE#what a day what a time to be alive#times like this make me so grateful i can draw what wld i do except scream otherwise#i have no words and i must Draw#anyway i dont have anything valuable or coherent to add just know that i am the human embodiment of a whole bunch of exclamation points#my brain is like bzzzzt my heart is like wowwww
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✦ Hound mode ✦
#meat! food for the pack! we're eating well tonight!#for context I mentioned earlier that in their setting normal four-legged dogs don't exist#which is a bummer since in canon timeline Vasco likes to hunt and in that era hunting usually involved a lot of hounds#and they just have to do without#own art#own characters#CanisAlbus#art#artists on tumblr#Machete#Vasco#anthro#sighthound#dogs#canine#animals#modern au#comics#typically sighthounds are also known for their high prey drive but I think Machete's reaction time and fitness leave a lot to be desired
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dinosaur in a lab coat - would you trust her with operating the centrifuge
#my art#oc#mockley#anthro#furry#dinosaur#i like the headshot especially so i'm including it too#unintentional redraw of the mockley ref from back in may. this is the natural mockley pose i guess - this is her official render#so i included the symbolism thing again with some slight edits#grhaggh i love her i'm ripping her to pieces with my mind.....my doddery old bint#okay i've got a lot to do tonight. why i did this today of all days i don't know but for people who want art from me#keep yer eyes peeled#also i'm gonna also use this for oc-tober. lol#for the monster prompt. mockley's a monster...literally to us and more metaphorically in her universe#also for ages i was trying to make mockley's species a dinosaur but like evolved. different and weirder#now i'm like embracing full dinosaur i'm too tired to make up a new species i can't....i surrender
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apocalypse doodlings aka We Couldve Had Grey Hair Erik And Charles Is There Too I Guess
#mcu#xmen#xmen movies#xmen apocalypse#erik lehnsherr#magneto#charles xavier#professor x#cherik#not really but sssshh theyre in the same post#snap sketches#anyway Be Surprised If You Will i just intended to do practice drawings of charles tonight#charles doodle is a vague redraw of the first charles doodle i made so thats fun i GUESS#its been a hot minute and james' face still eludes me but we're getting somewhere Probably. i hope.#but then i remembered micheal said originally they were going to make erik's hair go white in apocalypse and i crumbled#and i was JUST gonna leave it at the first erik drawing but then i was like 'can i draw him chilling for once' so. pseudo screencap redraw#it was so funny drawing the first two back-to-back on the same canvas cause i had Charming Charles in one folder#and i open the second one and its. Rage. Anger. and then to round it off He Got Better :) vjealkeajvLK#sorry i made the charles drawing look like a dating sim screenshot i was gonna leave the bg blank but i got mad at it being blank#so i cobbled that together. i cobble a dating sim appropriate bg together vjelkjea#its so funny a lot of times ill be like 'i wont draw a bg' and then ill make a quick one anyway i cant resist i apologize#ok im so sleepy so goodnight team my head hurt
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*looking at my hands amazed like im spiderman realizing i have powers for the first time*
whoa.... am i based?
#text#random thought#i dont know if this is anything ive smoked a lot of weed tonight#but this is funny to me right now so it's going on the blog baby
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you're still with me, right? you'll be okay?
#i think zack checked for a pulse a lot.#ffvii#zack fair#cloud strife#zakkura#my art <3#tonight's vibe: traumatizing death in hot pink 💕#with a side of teal pining
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wigglypaint doodle part 2 electric boogaloo
#mumbo jumbo#mumbo jumbo fanart#hermitcraft#indiedraws#doodle#wigglypaint#i dont know how man of these i'll do tonight but i'm definitely having a lot of fun#gif
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Pac: I'm not going to say anything to you guys [Chat], I'm not going to say anything to you. I'm not saying absolutely anything, I'm not going to comment. Man, you broke me here, you broke me in 3 parts! I'm not going to- no no no no no, I won't fall for your game, I won't fall for your game.*
Pac's chat allows viewers to make music requests, which led to this very well-timed moment today where Careless Whisper started playing as soon as Pac met back up with Fit.
* [Approximate translation. I'm not a native Portuguese speaker, so as always, please feel free to let me know if there's a better way to translate things!]
#Pactw#Hideduo#FitMC#FitPac#QSMP#December 6 2023#Edited#in the sense that I had to edit the music back in because Pac's VOD mutes all music#Luckily another fan shared a screen-recording of it so I was able to tell when the music kicked in in the original#so TLDR: I just put music back into this clip since it was muted#I'm so glad I finally have context for wtf that was about because I was watching from Fit's POV#and all of us were like ''??? What's wrong with Pac rn?''#also I realize that a lot of the recent clips have been Fit or Pac-centered#I've got a little bit of time to add stuff to the queue tonight so I'll mix some more variety in#it's funny because I started posting Fit and Pac stuff more to ADD variety and then over-corrected#lol#Pac#Fit#I can't stop laughing over Pac's POV because he genuinely looked so insane in Fit's POV#I need to go back and pull up that moment now
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it/its pronouns are degrading and uncomfortable expecting people to be comfortable referring to you that way is selfish. also wanting be seen as a little gremlin creature, object, or thing, has nothing to do with "queerness" and everything to do with low self-esteem.
#come and chew my ear off anon i'm waiting come on let's go#me n you in the denny's parking lot tonight
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Topless outdoor coffee mornings anyone??
Treat me ~ Tip Me ~ More of me
#I'm not mad I promise. I just dyed my eyebrows before I dyed my hair so I look rly pissed off abt everything 😂#Also i am freshly showered so I decided to dry off in the sunshine instead of the normal boring way#Trying to decide if tonights look will need clothes over the top (pop to pub version) or 😻 out kinda vibes (wine at home)#I'm leaning towards the later fr#satans knitwear#girls with piercings#alt pinup#pinup girl#Does my face give masc vibes just bc im wearing no makeup??? Kinda yeah. Very sexy of me.#Maybe it's the tired/dead eyes lmao#cheeky#Happy Friday my loves! Lots to do today but thinking about fun things for us this evening 👀✨#Spotify
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