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Seeing a lot of themed tumblr simulators but where's talmblr simulator... I guess that's just regular Talmud reformatted actually nevermind post cancelled who wants to hang out and study with me in the ballpit
#tomorrow. it is bedtime now.#sfw#personal#ok to reblog#Jewish things#I love that the ballpit has a secret meaning for some of my mutuals#less of a secret before I changed my pinned post but I'm not changing it back until this one's obsolete
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its funny. to me. and thats what matters
#in stars and time#isat#isat siffrin#isat loop#roxx art#siff face changed from the wip dw about it tho#also… midnight posting again 🎉 happy 1am to me#im discovering i like to scribble around with the pencils… thaaabk you fire alpaca you are my friend now#anyway bedtime 👋 👋 i have a french exam tomorrow
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I SUPPORT WOMENS WRONGS 🗣🗣🗣
#apex legends#apex#alter#apex alter#woman .#sorry no post for a while cons last month beat my ass and now i gotta move house maybe twice in the next few motnhs and im stress!!!!!#charm order deadline tomorrow that i wanna draw two more falin charms for (teehee) but could not bring myself to work on it today#<--- instead of brain there is alter#REALLY liked the trailer art style it was so tasty i am thrilled we got an off the shits hot deranged chinese legend !!!!!!!!#YIPPEE#ok its past my bedtime#goodnight#wait#my art#jus a doodle tho
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Agatha All Along
Familiar By They Side
#Agatha All Along#Agatha Harkness#Kathryn Hahn#Agatha All Along Spoilers#Agatha Spoilers#aaa Spoilers#spoilers#my gifs#tv edits#tv : Marvel#tv : Witches#MCU#Marvel#mcuedits#marveledits#khedits#she knows exactly who her audience is and she knows exactly what she's doing to us#manspreading#and I'm here for it#Sorry you guys This is all I have in my tonight#I am so exhausted#I'll try and make more tomorrow#for now#its an early bedtime for this wicked witch
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i can’t believe that both times etho ran decked out 2 he was either met with bad luck or an actual bug that made the game way harder and he still managed to clear both runs. like it’s genuinely as if the game adjusts to an harder etho-mode whenever he is playing to scale the game to his skill level. i truly wonder what his reaction will be once he finally gets to have a ‘normal’ run lol. either way, happy to see that etho is still the decked out king.
#tango was so worried the last few days that we were putting too much pressure on etho by assuming he’d be effortlessly great#but the ethogirls were Right#no need for worries#really wanna keep watching the stream but it is bedtime now so will watch the rest of the runs tomorrow#ethoslab#tangotek#hermitcraft s9#decked out 2
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Subtop amab sevika please? Making her beg to fuck you and call her a good girl when she makes you cum 🥺
hehehehe gonna combine this with another ask i got too
sevika begs to eat you out ? 😋
i'm gonna continue the amab ceo trend we've got going on, because i've become emotionally attached to her lmaoo. thank u @love-sugarr for the inital prompt that started it all <3
enjoy!
men and minors dni
as much as she likes taking charge, and as good as it she is, sometimes sevika needs to turn her mind off.
she works really fucking hard during the days. you're constantly impressed by her knowledge, her ability to read situations, her quick decision making and her mental math. she's incredible.
and sometimes, she gets burnt out.
sometimes she comes home from work and collapses into a heap on the bed, groaning and wanting nothing more than to fall asleep and turn her brain off.
before you were together, she'd spend these nights drinking and smoking and flipping through shitty tv shows.
but now, she's got a much better way to turn her brain off.
it doesn't happen often, but when it does, you can always tell.
like today.
by lunchtime, sevika's eyes had glazed over with exhaustion..
on the drive home, she was completely silent, not even teasing you when you hit the curb pulling out of the parking lot.
at home, she walked right past her home gym, heading to the bedroom to starfish out on the bed and stare at the ceiling.
and now it's dinner, and sevika hasn't even tried her food.
enough is enough. it's time for you to take care of your girl.
sevika's got her head in her hand, her eyes glazed over and staring off into space. she doesn't even register you getting up from the table.
sevika blinks back to reality when you pull her chair out from the table and sit yourself down in her lap.
"wha?" she asks. you grin.
"hey, baby." you say. sevika blinks and gulps.
"hi." she whispers. you lean forward and press a kiss to her forehead. sevika's eyelashes flutter.
"you okay?" you ask. she hums.
"'m fine." she says. you smirk, reaching up to scratch against her scalp. she sighs.
"you're spacey." you say. "and tired." you add on.
sevika huffs. "i'm okay, really." she says, always hesitant to admit her weaknesses. you glare at her and she sighs, rolling her eyes. "fuckin' hate it when you do that." she says. you laugh.
"do what?" you ask.
"see right through me." she grumbles. you lean forward to press a kiss to her cheek.
"you like it." you say. sevika's lips twitch up at the sides. "plus, you're not hard to read. 's just that everyone else's too scared to call you out on it."
sevika chuckles. "and you're fucking insane and have no sense of self preservation." she says. you laugh.
"or i'm smarter than all those stupid fuckers and i know a catch when i see one." you say, winking. sevika snorts and winds her hands around your waist.
"something like that." she says, nuzzling her head against your chest.
for a few minutes, you just hold her against you, letting her nuzzle against your tits and breathe in your scent. you scratch at her scalp, kissing her hair every other minute.
when the tension in her shoulders disappears, and she's putty in your hands, you know you can start the next phase of your plan.
winding your hand through her hair, you gently tug sevika's head back so you can look in her eyes.
"wanna turn your brain off for a bit?" you ask. sevika blinks up at you.
"it's too early for bed." she says, confused. you laugh and swoop down to kiss her lips, swiping your tongue over her bottom lip before nipping it, pulling away when she gasps.
"i was thinkin' about something else. the bed'll be involved, but we won't be sleeping." you say.
you watch as sevika's mind slowly catches up to you, her eyes growing wide, her lips parting. she gulps, then speaks.
"yes, please." she whispers. you grin, and kiss her again.
dinner grows cold on the table, forgotten as you and sevika make out on your bed.
she's always so sensitive when she's like this. right now, she's shivering beneath you as you suck on her tongue and gently scratch your nails down her sides.
it takes a while for her to melt into her subbier head-space, but you know she's there when she starts whimpering beneath you, unable to take her eyes off you each time you pull away, her hands clawing into your hips and her thighs squeezing together beneath you.
"you okay?" you tease her. she whines.
"i-- i--"
you kiss her nose, and sevika's eyes cross as she tries to keep her gaze focused on you. when you pull away, sevika gulps.
"i'm okay." she whispers, her voice shaky.
you giggle. "you seem a little flustered, babe." you tease her. she blinks, too far gone to defend herself.
"want you." she admits. you smile.
"yeah?"
"so bad." she says, nodding.
"how do you want me?" you ask, starting to grind little circles against her bulge from where you're straddling her lap. she takes a shaky breath.
"however you'll have me." she whispers. you laugh.
"gonna have to be more specific than that, baby. i got about a million things i wanna do to you at any given moment."
sevika doesn't answer, she's too busy squirming beneath you. you laugh and flick her forehead.
"i asked you a question." you say.
"i, uh, what was it?" she asks, a blush blooming on her cheeks. you smile.
"what do you want from me?" you ask. sevika gulps.
"your cunt." she says honestly. you grin.
"i know that, honey, you gotta tell me how you want it." you say as you slowly begin to unbutton her shirt.
she's distracted again, panting like she's run a marathon as she watches your fingers slowly free her chest of her button up. you pull it over her shoulders, then unclasp her bra, freeing her tits. when she still doesn't answer, you flick her nipples. she squeaks and jumps.
"answer my question." you demand. sevika takes a shaky breath and shakes her head to clear it.
"on my mouth." she says. you smile.
"there you go honey, there's my good girl."
the nickname does something to sevika, and suddenly the distracted cloudy look in her eyes vanishes, replaced by pure desperation and lust. you laugh at her.
"gotta tell you though, baby," you continue, "that's a pretty big ask." you tease.
in reality, you're soaked. your clit's throbbing at the prospect of getting sevika's mouth on you, and you'd never deny an opportunity to get head from your girl. sevika knows this, too, or at least, she usually does.
right now, though, she's all subby and sweet and stupid, licking her lips as her big puppy eyes look up at you, waiting for your next command.
"you might have to beg for it." you say.
sevika whimpers, and in her pants, her cock twitches.
you slide off her lap and she pouts at the loss. you take your time laying against the pillows, seductively spreading your still clothed legs, and beckoning sevika forward with a crooked finger.
she scrambles to get between your legs, desperate to be near you again. you laugh and sling your hands over her shoulders, pulling her down for a kiss.
she moans against your mouth, sinking her hips against yours to grind her clothed cock against your cunt. you tug her hair and she whines.
"who said you could do that?" you ask, glaring up at her. she gulps and looks away.
"'m sorry." she whispers. you smirk and press a kiss to her cheek, then shove her away from you.
"get naked." you command. sevika nods and almost falls on her ass with how quickly she scrambles off the bed to pull her pants off. you have to reach out to grab her elbow and steady her as she trips over the legs of her pants, eager to get back to you on the bed.
when she's back between your legs, you can practically see her tail wagging in excitement as she awaits your next command. you smile and lean forward to peck her lips, then pull away to take in her naked form.
her cock's hard and twitching, bumping against her abs each time it pulses. there's a very tempting little bead of pre forming on the tip, and you have to bite your lip to remind yourself that you're the one who's in charge tonight.
"now strip me. but no touching." you say, pointing at her. she nods, then shoots forward to tear at your clothes.
you hear a few seams rip in her hurry, but decide not to chastise her. at this point, you're way too fucking horny to care about your clothes.
in a flash, your naked beneath her, and sevika's licking her lips as her eyes trail up and down your body. you laugh.
"see somethin' you like?" you ask. sevika nods, not taking her eyes off your tits. "wanna touch?" you ask. sevika nods again.
"yes, yes, please." she whispers. you smile.
"where?"
"anywhere." she replies. you laugh.
"gimmie your hands." you demand, reaching out to take her hands into yours. you slowly trail her hands down your sides, until they're on your hips. "keep 'em there." you say. sevika nods so hard a piece of her hair escapes her tiny ponytail, falling into her face. you smile and reach up to tuck it behind her ear.
"there's my baby. my pretty girl." you praise her. you watch in fascination as sevika's hips hump the air and her chest trembles with the shaky breath the words bring out of her. "you like that?" you ask. sevika nods.
"yes." she whispers. her hands are clawing at your hips, her lip between her teeth.
"you still wanna taste me?" you ask.
"yes." sevika says desperately, her eyes snapping back up to yours. you smile.
"beg for it." you say. sevika blinks, then her mouth falls open and the dam breaks.
"please please please lemme taste you. want it so fuckin' bad you look so fuckin' good i need it baby, fuck i need it. please, i promise i'll be good-- i've been good, haven't i?" she asks, her voice wobbly. you smile and cup her cheek.
"you've been so good." you say, nodding. "but i'm gonna need a little more than that."
sevika whines and trembles, and you reach down to play with her tits. "i don't-- what do you-- please!" she whines.
there are tears forming in her eyes, and you decide to take mercy on her.
"go ahead." you say.
sevika doesn't even wait until you finish your sentence to flop down on her stomach between your legs and get her mouth on your cunt.
fuck does she have a good mouth. it's wicked-- she's been touching you for approximately twenty seconds and you're already on the brink of orgasm.
she's messy, especially when she's like this, not caring about the drool leaking from her lips or the cum covering her face, just absolutely devouring your pussy and moaning into it like she's the one getting head.
you tangle your hands in her hair and tug. "slower!" you demand.
sevika whines, but complies, her harsh fast sucks easing, becoming long, languid licks up and down your cunt.
"there you go, baby." you whisper. "good girl."
sevika moans against your cunt, her eyes snapping up to look at your face, begging for more praise. you smile down at her and scratch at her scalp, admiring the way her eyes roll to the back of her head.
"so good sev, so good. 's is all you need, huh? just need some pussy? need me to take charge, let you turn your brain to mush?" you ask. sevika's trying her best to nod against you, her nose bumping your clit with every bob of her head. "you're so perfect. such a hard worker-- fuck like that-- so fuckin' hot in your suits 'n ties... oh god, your mouth, baby. perfect fuckin' mouth."
below you, sevika starts humping against the sheets. you tug her hair harshly.
"cut it out. that cum's mine, you understand?" you ask.
sevika pulls away from your cunt to let out the most delicious, pathetic little whine you've ever heard from her. you grin, then push her face back against your pussy.
"you're so fuckin' cute. 'n you're all mine, aren't you?" you ask. sevika nods again, her nose bumping your clit repeatedly, making you gasp. "fuck, 'm close. 'f you make me cum, i might let you fuck me." you say.
sevika buries her face even further against you at your words, her eyes looking up at you, big and wet and watery, reverent and desperate.
"my perfect girl. my baby. fuckin' love you baby. love you so much. you're mine." you grunt out as your orgasm draws closer. "mine, mine, mine." you continue.
between your legs, sevika's nodding fervently and moaning against your cunt.
she pulls away for just a moment to suck in a gasp and whisper, "yours," before diving back down and sucking your clit into her mouth.
that's all it takes for you, and you cum with a loud gasp. "oh, sevika!" you groan as your orgasm washes over you.
she growls against your cunt, her fingers digging into your hips so hard you're sure she's drawn blood, her hips starting to hump against the bed again.
when you catch your breath and realize what she's doing, you tug her hair harshly and pull her up your body until she's hovering over you.
her face is soaked. there's even some drool or cum in her eyebrows, which makes you chuckle. you reach up to wipe her clean, and she keeps her big, eager eyes on yours the whole time.
"such a good girl." you whisper. sevika lets out a happy little sound and nuzzles against your hand.
"thank you." she says. you smile and pull her down for a kiss, moaning at the taste of your cum on her lips. she hums against you.
between your legs, sevika's cock is poking your thigh, swollen and wet and angry. your stomach clenches.
sevika's seemed to completely forget her own arousal, happy to just cuddle against you, but you haven't. you reach down to grab her ass and laugh at the little squeak it pulls out of her.
"now be a doll and fuck me. 'f you make me cum, i might let you try 'n knock me up. but only if you're good."
sevika's eyes nearly cross in excitement and lust, and she lets out a small whimper as she remembers the lower half of her body.
"really?" she asks, disbelieving, like you've ever denied her an orgasm before. you haven't, you don't have the heart, but it's cute the way she seems to completely forget everything else when she gets like this.
"maybe." you lie.
she nods eagerly and then pries her eyes away from your face to line her cock up with your hole, looking back up at you the second she's got herself situated.
when she pushes in you sigh and sevika whines, collapsing on top of you and burying her face against your shoulder.
"f-fuck!" she whimpers.
you reach up to wrap a hand in her hair, the other wrapping around her back, holding her in a half hug and rubbing in small circles against her as she collects herself on top of you.
"you okay?" you ask, clenching your cunt around her.
"ah!" she squeaks. you laugh evilly.
"i asked you a question." you remind her.
sevika takes a shaky breath. "'m tryin' not to cum." she whispers. you laugh again, wrapping your legs around her hips and squeezing them, pulling her impossibly closer to you.
"now fuck me." you command.
sevika whines against you. "but--"
"fuck. me." you demand.
sevika lets out a shaky whimper against your shoulder as she starts slowly thrusting in and out of your cunt. she starts with shallow little thrusts, teasing you while she tries to collect herself.
eventually, she gets herself under control, and her thrusts get harder, quicker, deeper. you sigh.
"there you go, that's a good girl." you say. sevika grunts against you. "y' always know how to fuck me just right, don't you baby?" you ask. "such a good fuckin' girl for me, so perfect."
sevika sinks her teeth into your shoulder at the praise, trying to keep from cumming at your words. you giggle.
"awe, 're you close?" you tease. sevika whimpers.
"n-no." she lies. you laugh.
"you're a bad liar, babe. can feel your dick throbbin' inside me." you say. sevika whimpers again.
"y' just feel so good." she whines.
"awe, i know. 's like this cunt was made for you, huh?" you ask. sevika whines and nods. "like your cock was made for me." you whisper. sevika nods again. you press a kiss to her hair. "'s all yours, baby. all for you." you say. "and who are you?" you ask.
she pulls away from your neck to stare down at you.
"yours." she whispers. you smile and nod up at her.
"say it again." you say, reaching down to fiddle with your clit.
"yours!" she says, gasping as your cunt starts twitching and clenching around you. "y-yours, momma, all yours. 'm yours." she says.
"oh, baby, i love you." you say.
suddenly, sevika tenses up, her face scrunching and a pathetic little "no!" escaping her lips as she cums inside of you.
you gasp at the sensation, then let out a full belly laugh as sevika buries her head against you, her hips still grinding against you as she fills you with her cum.
"'m sorry." she mumbles. "'m sorry, felt so good, 'm sorry." she says.
you kiss her hair. "keep going." you say.
"wha?" she asks. you tug her hair.
"keep. going." you say. "still gotta make me cum."
"but i--"
"better hurry before you go soft." you say.
sevika's eyes go wide, and she gulps, before she starts fucking you again.
she's whimpering with each thrust, her dick sensitive and overwhelmed, her arms shaky where they hold her up. each time she humps into you, she lets out a sweet little, 'ah!' she's adorable.
you start toying with your clit again, you've been close since she got inside you, but now, with her cum leaking out of you with each thrust and her sweet little over-stimulated whines in your ear, you're on the brink.
"that's it, baby, keep goin'." you encourage her. sevika bites her lip, her brows furrowed as she nods. "you're so perfect. such a good fuckin' girl. so fuckin' cute-- can't even control yourself. cummin' the second you get inside me, you're pathetic. fuck i love you." you ramble as you get closer. above you, sevika's gasping at your words.
"'m sorry." she whimpers, tears gathering in the corners of her eyes from her overstimulated cock.
"don't be sorry. say 'thank you' for letting you fuck me." you demand. sevika nods.
"thank you, thank you, thank you so fuckin' much. feels so good. so warm so wet, fuck, thank you." she grunts.
you cum from her words, your clenching cunt pulling a pathetic, pained wince out of sevika as she collapses on top of you while you fall apart beneath her.
for a few minutes, the two of you just lay together, catching your breath. then, when the stars in your eyes fade and sevika's shuddering breaths even out, you reach down to smack her ass. she jolts against you and giggles.
"you're so perfect." you say. "i love you so fuckin' much, baby."
"lub y' too." sevika mumbles against you, already half asleep. you laugh and push at her shoulders and she groans as she flops onto her back. you crawl on top of her, her cum dripping out of your cunt and onto her abs, and pepper kisses across her face.
sevika giggles like she's high, her whole face scrunched up as you assault her with smooches.
"i love you i love you i love you i love you!" you say between kisses. sevika's giddy beneath you, the cute little gap in her teeth on full display with her grin.
"i love you too." she says. you smile down at her. "thank you." she adds on. your smile turns into a smirk.
"y' don't have to thank me anymore, baby. i should be thanking you." you say. she chuckles.
"i mean thank you for lettin' me turn my brain off. 's nice. you're the only one i can be stupid around, 'n you still take care of me."
you melt, leaning down to press your lips against hers, sighing against her as she wraps her arms around your back.
"i'll always take care of you, y'know?" you ask. sevika nods, sincerely.
"i know."
"i love you." you say. she smiles and reaches up to tug you back down for another kiss.
"i love you too." she mumbles against your lips.
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ok, well. if last time i talked about parallels between near & light, i guess it’s only fair that this time i talk about parallels between mello & misa. yap central on this blog lately.
the main thing that stands out the most about mello & misa, and the reason why i will forever Defend them and their place in the story, is that in my mind they both function in a similar way on a narrative level: namely, both of them are incredibly active wild-card characters that keep the action going and the story moving forward when the other main characters like light, L, & near start getting too passive.
notably, while i often see this trait praised in mello, usually in the context of a comparative criticism of near for his overly-abundant passivity, i have also seen it used as a criticism of misa's character, that she breaks up the status quo of DN too significantly and thereby makes the story feel less realistic. this last point in particular is an odd argument to make imo, as if anything misa's presence only increases the realism of DN by adding some extra luck/random chance into the story in a way that is ultimately still character-motivated and thus easier for the audience to go along with-- something DN in general is very good at, often introducing elements through pure chance but keeping them grounded in characters enough that you almost don't even notice.
take light meeting naomi misora, for example: the only reason he runs across her at all is because he offers to run an errand for his mom on a bored laundry day, literally stumbling across her right at the exact moment she is divulging important insights she is literally the only person capable of making about kira. yet this moment does not stand out as particularly aggravating or out of place in the story, as ultimately the only reason why light is able to get out of that situation is his own quick thinking and ability to calm himself while under immense pressure, squeezing his way out of a potentially run-ending situation he didn't even know existed moments prior.
(not a fan of that big joel video, if you couldn't tell. lmao.)
point is, mello & misa both fulfill about the same narrative function in the story by being so aggressive in their actions, catching the others off guard even if their plans aren't as well thought out or careful as they could otherwise be. they're both incredibly passionate, dedicated characters as well, tough enough to take the hit when it inevitably comes, and in my opinion neither of them are nearly as stupid as the other MCs like to make them out to be. to some degree, i think both of them are aware of the fact that they can't win at the Mind Game Cold War Bullshit the others are inclined to get involved in, so they instead choose to carve out their own place in the story through sheer perseverance alone.
which, speaking of passion: one of the most interesting parallels i think you can make between mello & misa is the ways in which they idolize their respective heroes, misa's obviously being light while mello's is L. allow me to elaborate.
as this post points out, DN has some very interesting use of its religious imagery & theming, and in particular its use of christian/catholic gothic imagery in its story and especially its art. however, as op notes, a lot of this is quite superficial, ascribing to an aesthetic of "kitschy Catholicism," that was characteristic of a lot of early 2000s japanese goth style. yet, while i admit that a more serious consideration of religious elements in the art & story could add some interesting flavor to the story, i also think that, regardless of intention, the superficiality of DN's religious elements works really well in the context of this particular story. as i stated in my tags on that post: light is a superficial god. he is a fake, a scam, some idiot human that stumbled across the powers of a real shinigami and got his head up his ass about it. and a lot of the arcs of other characters in DN is about their reaction to light's claims-- whether they choose to follow him (e.g. misa, mikami), follow somebody else (e.g. mello), or follow nobody at all (e.g. near, also kinda soichiro?), and the implications that has for their lives and personalities.
this is all to say that while you can, on a surface level, connect misa & mello pretty easily as the two aggressive, fashionable blondes of the series, i also think that these somewhat superficial traits betray a greater connection between the two of them. if we understand the christian/catholic elements of misa & mello's fashion as a demonstration of their connection to not just a higher power but a lie, a superficial deity simply reflecting the sunlight of powers greater than himself, then i think we have great insight into another key element of both their characters.
do not forget: in the world of DN, heaven & hell do not exist. at least in the context of death itself, the realm & lore of the shinigami reign supreme, a point which the DN musical makes even more overt: "Isn't it a laugh? / Isn't it a shame? / Thinking there is someone in heaven to blame?" and "Going through the motions / as if there will be a reward / Oh, while we stay eternally bored!" (BEST SONGGG.) everyone is destined for the same fate of MU, the same void of nothingness awaits all. no reward, no punishment, no greater deity looking down upon us than the bored, slothful shinigami, lazing about in their realm and picking people off only when necessary (for the most part).
misa & mello are thus dedicating themselves to false idols, and we can see the negative effects this has on them in almost every facet of their character-- particularly for mello, who is perhaps more self-aware and has more of a mixed emotional outlook on his idol, but maybe even to a more extreme degree for misa. i keep going back to this idea of equating boredom with depression in DN, but where light/L/near are all "bored" in a very quiet, passive, stewing-in-bed late at night kinda way, misa & mello are characteristically a lot more aggressive and intense about it-- while neither of them are super overtly suicidal, necessarily, their actions still betray a distinct lack of care for their own safety or lives, expressing the same thematic sentiment as the others. even if they still don't straight up say it, through their actions they're a lot louder about not liking themselves, and seem to take the problems they see in the world more personally, shouldering the blame as a failure within themselves instead of projecting it outward like the others: e.g. light taking his unhappiness at the emptiness of his life at the start of the story & placing the blame on the world for "going to shit" & humanity's moral failings, versus misa being willing to literally & figuratively give up her life for KIRA the second he demands it, whether that be in the form of shinigami eyes or killing her own friends w/o second thought-- all because he was the only thing to bring justice to her own parents' deaths, an almost undoubtedly traumatizing/horrible experience for her considering how much value she places on KIRA/light afterwards.
to clarify, this is not to say that all of these characters are actually and literally depressed and/or suicidal, though you could certainly make that argument for some/all of them-- this is just one way that i think you could interpret their roles in the plot, and their thematic attachment to the story. even if DN isn't all that interested in considering the True Moral Answer to ethics/the justice system/human society/etc, it definitely takes at least some interest in the emotional viewpoints of characters in relation to those concepts, so i think this is a fair enough approach to take. or to say this another way, it's less about justifying the claim that "the world is shit," and more about trying to understand the emotional motivation & experience of feeling like the world is shit, if that makes sense.
that being said...speaking more on the whole "not liking themselves," thing: even if she doesn't say it aloud often, if ever, i think that misa is deeply aware of the fact that she was not supposed to live this long, that her existence at all is a pure stroke of luck that let her live on past her destined date. she dedicates herself to light so fully, not even necessarily expecting reciprocation (though she at least reserves herself the possibility of such), because being a disciple to her god at least gives her life some kind of purpose. similarly, i think mello is also aware of just how out of reach the one thing he wants is, how his desperation in and of itself is ironically the one thing keeping him from surpassing near and truly being #1. it's important to note that pre-time skip misa & post-skip mello are almost exactly the same age, around 20 years old at the time of their main arcs. they're immature, and in the case of mello especially, are lashing out at the world in whatever way they can because they know they don't quite fit into it in the way that they want to or should. regardless of the intent behind it, mello & misa both still make the conscious decision to kill with the DN-- perhaps in a way that still keeps their humanity, at least following near's logic, but it's a decision to end a human life either way.
anyways, going back to my previous point, this "worshiping of false idols," idea has some interesting implications-- for misa & mello yes, but also for L and the ways in which he contrasts again light, as under this logic mello's treatment kind of inherently gives L a similar status as a sort of false god/idol. which-- actually makes a lot of sense? or at the very least, viewing wammy's house as a kind of mystery cult a la the eleusinian mysteries is a neat approach to take. L & light's mutual alienation from humanity fits them both filling a false god status, anyway. also there's another thread of analysis you could follow here where near is instead fit into the role of the person mello is fixated on which AAAAAAAAA has interesting implications but jesus fucking christ, this post is long. some thoughts for another time, i suppose.
#death note#astronaut rambles#misa amane#mello#mihael keehl#mihael when he keehls you.........#damn u choc#the whole 'certified yapper' thing was kind of a joke a few posts ago fucking christ what happened to me#this ended up being about a lot more than just mello & misa oopsie#long post#had to pause in the middle of writing this cuz that ryuk/rem song is way too fucking good goddamn#...which also accidentally ended up being a couple days break. whoops#hope this one is still coherent i fear i got a bit repetitive even as the main points were quite simple =3=''#i should talk about the shinigami at some point... rem desperately needs some good meta around here aklsdfjk#sighh. all in due time#gotta post this now though so i can stop staring at it#ig it's bedtime for apples now. gotta go eepy so i can go grocery shopping tomorrow. :/#it's okay gotta feed yourself somehow#love you guys take care!!
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Do you love the color of the Fuuta?
(Yuno / Mahiru)
#milgram#fuuta kajiyama#i needed something simple to keep my hands busy while doing something else#and these came out way nicer than i expected??#i really want to do yuno and mahiru too -- its just too late rn ;-;#which one is your favorite#i think he looks funny and emo with kazui and kotokos palette#but im partial to the pink and purple looks from muu/yuno#blonde fuuta is... interesting...#oughghh my brain stopped being a human so now its bedtime!!! ill be back tomorrow :3#rose posts
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Me sleeping peacefully knowing I’ll do so much theory crafting
Cause I have THOUGHTS about the new update
And theories! Don’t forget those!!
#welcome home#theory?#theories a plenty#got lots of thoughts#lots of em#especially on Wally and Home#theory#theory time is tomorrow time!#now it’s bedtime
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Rewatched TMP and got so emotional about it that I wrote a 2.6k word spirk fanfic in one sitting. It's 2AM. I have a huge pile of dirty dishes in my kitchen that I was going to do. Before this I hadn't finished a fanfic in nearly 2 years. I'm going insane and frankly it feels great
#thank gd i dont have to work until 11am tomorrow#star trek#tos#ill post it tomorrow btw i need to like edit it and stuff first but right now it's long past bedtime
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🐛💗🐛!!
#yakuza 7#like a dragon#ryu ga gotoku#rgg#ichiban kasuga#yu nanba#ichinan#graffart#rgg7#I know nanba probs wouldnt want to touch bugs.... but its for the bit <3#bedtime now. may post elsewhere tomorrow <3
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Filled out @t6fs's OC meme for Mina! This took forever but it's got some fun details in it.
#repost because i . accidentally put riaan's height instead of mina's height#theyre both short but mina is even shorter#ill do this for riaan tomorrow#but right now. it is past my bedtime#ace posting#mina azoulai
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No one:
Wesper Kid, at bedtime: What’s lava’s weakness?
#wesper kid#jesper: ask your pa tomorrow#jesper was not prepared for this question#wylan also is not prepared for this question but now has 24 hours to figure it out#wylan: lamps? we trap it in there#If you want to turn your or any child into a parched starving philosopher just utter the phrase OK it's bedtime!#soc#six of crows#soc incorrect quotes#six of crows incorrect quotes
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Just finished taking my new "stoned in my underwear building a lego set" photoset for OnlyFans, so stay tuned for that soon 😂
#stoner geek chic#stoned in my underwear building a lego set#it was fun!#I'd kinda like to do one that's a timelapse of an entire project from start to finish#as it was I just tried to remember to stop and take cute pictures as I went#probably will post stuff from it starting tomorrow or the next day#right now is bedtime
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Kyoko as Yuma! For my Raincode x Dr AU.
Very easy design since it's a uniform and Yuma already looks like Kyoko's long lost son.
#danganronpa#fanart#kyoko kirigiri#danganronpa kyoko#So sleepy#Hoping to post the first chapter tomorrow#Idk#It's like 90% there#But for now#BEDTIME#code-lav#master detective archives: rain code#scardraws
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Having listened to all the Hi Nay recaps, if I'm following this correctly, Mari died as an infant and came back (we are told only gods can revive the dead) and ever since then she's worn a protective charm she's not supposed to remove and prays to different gods than her mother. She's not supposed to be around too much death with the implication that too much exposure will have Consequences. When her other soul (sleeping soul? I forget the exact term) starts narrating, she mentions there's a third entity in there with them. I have not connected the dots but I am looking at them thoughtfully.
#is she hosting a god? just beholden to one?#feel like I should start looking up Tagalog deities but the results of a casual google did not look reliable#maybe I will hunt through better sources tomorrow. for now? bedtime#kat listens to hi nay
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