#today was the worst day of my life
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That's Archie.
The best boy I had ever known. We rescued him a year ago (4/9/22). He was old when we got him, but they didn't know exactly how old. We promised to give him the best life.
And we did.
Archie lived with us a year. Today (4/9/23) he has joined the other pets who got their wings and no longer run around with us. It was the best thing for him because he was very poorly. We stayed with him until the end.
I'm sharing this with you because I'm not going to hide my grief. I want you all to know he was a good boy. A gentle soul who deserved everything we gave him. My heart hurts with his loss, but I know I'll be okay. He's still wagging his tail, just not with us.
We didn't just lose a pet. We lost a member of our family. A best friend. A good boy.
Thank you @mrsjaderogers for the moodboard of him. I'll treasure it 💕
Archie can chase those squirrels to his heart's content now.
#Today was the worst day of my life#but I'll heal#I just have to find the strength to go on without him#Archie 💕
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Don’t mind me, just going to stare at this gif until I pass out from exhaustion
#m rambles#good omens#politics#us politics#election 2024#I genuinely think today is the worst day of my life#between this and all the other personal shit#high on laudanum Crowley save me
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Randy Random is really trying to get the Jones' Boys some company...
Mechi knows when he's outnumbered.
Looks like we'll be rushed off our feet making bedrolls for a little while!
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#rimworld#gracie plays#A Mechanitor's Message#art#my art#traditional art#rimworld art#unpolished art#randy random will not win this fight#I refuse to add more people to this colony#we're saving ourselves for androids and our immediate family#but we are far from monsters#so offer aid we must#even if we don't want to#Perhaps Quinn and Flapjack and Skippy can walk Kristy to Arewll?#or start a new outpost alltogether...#Arwell IS getting a bit crowded#we'll see#I have had possibly the worst day of my life ever today#so if you feel like sending me ideas for things to draw to distract me... Please do <3#hope your day is better than mine has been#love you all <3 <3 <3
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been binging tf outa Avatar the last airbender bc ive been puking my EVERLOVIN guts out since yesterday and hear me out
#remy would probably get cool weapons or somethin but honey im so sorry it would be the reality#sk8 squad#ollie#ponti#oscar#abio#kari#vinny#remy#im Just Now feeling like the worst is over but holy fuck talk about misery#and i Have to go to work tomorrow anyway since i had to call bc today was supposed to be the recovery day but nOOO body said fuck u#cause this is like the 3rd time this has happened this year alone like i refuse to believe its just a bunch of food poisoning instances???#i been eating the same for years and i know my immune systems been shot ever since covid but that was 4 years ago now somethin aint right#pray for my downstairs neighbors they had to hear me fighting for my life every 30 minutes PFFFT EEUUUAAGHGG HUFF HUFF HUFF yeah#although i will say all this shit has really toned down my emetophobia now everytime i gotta puke i just let out a long disappointed sigh#but goddamn still brutal tho
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am I failing as a Stan Marsh fan if I can't draw 7 drawings for his birthday because of fucking school
#serious question#i hate school#stan marsh#me core#school kys#please why do i feel so bad when i see other fanarts don't do this to me brain.#i am NOT ALLOWED to sleep today. i have to cook#wish me luck tomorrow is going to be the worst day of my life but at least its stans week
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“I could recognize him by touch alone, by smell; I would know him blind, by the way his breaths came and his feet struck the earth. I would know him in death, at the end of the world.”
— Madeline Miller, The Song of Achilles
#the song of achilles#book quotes#quotes#grief quotes#today marks 8 years since the worst day of my life#and it only gets harder#i want this in tattoo form one day
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#theres nothing quite like your mother saying Well maybe you shouldve been more careful because now your boss might think youve been flirting#with this male coworker (whom i like splendidly as a friend) and now maybe she thinks youre not trustworthy#and maybe she regrets hiring you because you said you feel like youre making a lot of mistakes this week and she might assume thats because#your head is filled with this boy.#so dont make her regret hiring you.#MA'AM I TOLD YOU I WAS ALREADY ANXIOUS BECAUSE I MADE SO MANY MISTAKES TODAY WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME ASHAMED#OF SOMETHING THAT I HONESTLY HAD NO CLUE I OUGHT TO BE ANXIOUS ABOUT AT MY FIRST NEW JOB AFTER IVE GRADUATED????#anyway going to bed i cant take this anymore LOL she said it so lightly and im like. well i never even considered#being afraid of making my boss regret hiring me somehow because of some kind of behaviour that i had no idea was sending some kind of signal#anywaysssss 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#and then she was like why are you crying?? 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀#not to be like this is partly why i didnt want to move home but confound it all why are things like this#can i not simply confide in my mother my anxieties and worriws#worries#and not also have to worry about her potentially being like Well have you considered you ARE right and it IS your fault?#idk man something something firstborn child eldest daughter can i have some room to breathe. please#also not to whine but Not my father walking in on me eating dinner at 10pm because i was holed up#in my room in a semi depressive state after so many gong shows in a work day and straight up having no appetite#but deciding my body needs the food anyway its better late than never.....walking in and then saying#you know if you eat this late you'll gain weight. SIR??????????????????#sorry to complain and rant again i simply cannot in this house and whats more am doing my best to honour my parents#but why is it so hard out here and how can they say stuff like that with a smile!!!!!!!#also i DO have an inner critic who is always like Its your fault you are the worst you should be ashamed always........why do my parents#not understand after knowing me for so long and watching me grow up#that i can make myself so ashamed of the smallest thing so easily and that what they say drives me to shame almost as easily?#ANYWAY LOL WHAT A DAY#you guys!!! i am working so hard i promise i PROMISE I am!!! it is my first full time job ever and i am working so so hard#i am doing my absolute best and no one sees it and that is FINE i just wish my parents would see that i AM trying!!#i come back home so dead every single day because i put in 120%! this is literally my first job after graduation#and my parents KNOW this has been the most exhausting taxing and soul crushing year ive had in my very short life so far
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Hey Sci, it seems like you’re having a rough day. I, too, am having a rough day. I hope it gets better 🥰🫶💖😘
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it seems like everyone is having a rough day today. i just went out with people and i think just about everyone was on the verge of tears for one reason or another... hoy... i really hope tomorrow's better for the both of us...
#today just might've been the worst day of my life.#all things considered i should check my privilege if this is the worst day of my life but. i think it actually truly was. the worst day of#hoouugh. curls into a ball.#sci speaks
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#today im blessing my school with the worst haphazardly thrown together from my closet cosplay it has seen in its days#/hj#place your bets#it is also the year when people have lost whimsy and barely anyone has dressed up#(correction it was just early there are people dressed)#i think ill combust#last minute update ive been googled by a classmate im deceased#why do i do these things knowing ill just be uneasy all day. i mean its fun but#aaaa#camel speaks#for now my mood is better than yesterday though. that is a win#i missed randomly documenting my life on tumblr
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huh what❓is going on here…….
#we’re moving and today was u-haul day. finnegan handled it like a champ honestly#he has had a nice time exploring my room where we are setting up his home base temporarily#then he will get a nicer bigger setup on the first floor once it’s ready :)#y’all i’m so tired. i’m so glad the worst of this is over and so grateful to be in this new space#we aren’t done yet but it’s just little stuff at the only place and we have to clean it and unpack here#life is good :)#scout.txt#finnegan tag#**old place not only place lol
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#i've never had a job in my own field that i've liked as much as i've liked my current one#the semester is ending soon and today i heard my contract will not be renewed bc the person i'm substituting will return to work after all#i've been feeling so tired and a bit poorly after the nokia arena show and i probably should have called in sick today#as i was absolutely useless today#and then after my only class today my students came to me with a gift?? 😭#a pink enamel moomin mug and some chocolate and a paper on which they had written nice things about me + a drawing of a dachshund 😭#and i burst to tears right there in front of them because i was so touched (and also because i'm just really really tired and emotional)#i'm so tired about having to apply for new jobs and having to start all over again#i'm so tired of having to do shitty short-notice substitutions again#i feel like i deserve better than that but on the other hand i fee like life's giving me exactly what i deserve and maybe this is it#i'm dreading the summer because idk if i'll have a job to go to in the autumn#and even if i did find something it won't be like the job i have now#also. it's may day eve and the weather's lovely#and i'm hiding in my apartment with the curtains closed so i won't see all the people going out and having fun with their friends#for me may day eve has never been like that. i've always felt so very excluded from those celebrations#on top of that i got yelled at by a bus driver and i'm the worst friend that ever existed#i'm trying to quit on whining about my sad little life but it gets so lonely#please know i'm not writing this for attention or pity. i know y'all have problems of your own and i'm just being a dramatic crybaby
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spreading love is the best thing you can do when everything feels horrible.
#is it a coincidence that i had one of the worst mornings of my life today? the day i decided i would write the love notes?#maybe#but it has helped me immensely
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going to the dentist again tomorrow. scared ! scared !!
#camera talks#literally going to bury myself in a hole#i hate the dentist... i know i said this five days ago but its true and i hate it#and now im going back bc they fucked up my teeth or something#the pain has been so so bad#i have gotten some of the worst sleep in my life and ive only been able to sleep because im knocking myself out with meds#and i hate it !!!!#woke up at 5 in the morning today and couldnt sleep bc of my teeth#cant eat on that side of my mouth and i can barely drink cold water#ughhhhhh#i feel like im over-exaggerating but like. its fucking painful..#and it wasn't like this last time i got anything done but WHATEVER.#i cant not go so i suppose i have to just do it and i hate it so im allowed to be an upset child over this#vent#tbh it feels like it is so. might delete later too who knows
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MY INTERNET IS BACK (KISSES THE GROUND)
#today was definitely top 10 worst days of my life Even without the whole no internet thing but. atleast i have this#it may be 20 minutes to midnight but#Hi my friends. i missed you all dearly#ticky rambles
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Another way to look at it is that we've all been living a nightmare for the past 4 years and just fooled to believe otherwise for the longest time. Nothing has changed, and nothing will unless the collective finally decides we've had enough. However, most people aren't ready nor willing to believe that. Not to mention our money has been going towards the slaughtering of people in other countries for years and years, without a cent given back to us. Broken country, but the system is working as intended to. For the complex, NOT for the people. Many of us really don't know how lucky we are to have the problems we do. You'll wake up tomorrow, just as you did today, no threat of imminent life-ending danger looming, while citizens of other nations die, funded by OUR TAX MONEY. We all need to assess our privileges, even at the smallest level.
Thank you for the privilege check and perspective. It is outrageous that regardless of who won, our taxes would continue to fund wars and genocide. The Democratic party brought this on themselves by continuing to support genocide, refusing to listen to the people, and moving the party further right with every election, but of course the blame will be put on third party voters (despite the math not mathing). The USA is a fucking joke and I’m ashamed to be part of it.
#I’m just feeling disheartened on a selfish personal level at how fucked up of a country we are living in#scared for my child and the children around the world#I look at my kid and imagine how fucking helpless parents in palestine must feel knowing they can’t protect them#it’s the worst feeling in the world knowing that you can only protect them to a point#and that the world at large is a dangerous place with terrible people in charge#and we are just tiny insignificant people who don’t stand a fucking chance#I’m just so scared for my kid to go out into this world with two moms and have her sweet pure heart crushed by cruelty#I’m grateful that she is physically safe and I am fortunate that I don’t have to worry about her getting blown up today#but jfc it’s still awful to think about what her life will be like#it’s still awful to be called a groomer simply for being a lesbian with a kid#not as bad as death ofc but I think I’m still allowed to feel a certain type of way#at the end of the day none of this would be different if a D or R was in office#hate and violence will always exist because humanity sucks ass
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