#today was a very emotional day.
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We have finally eaten and got some water. Tomorrow I’ll have to make a new intro for this account…. I hope 💜 can help me with care of the body in the morning… for now.. I’m helping 💙 maintain being calm….
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Sorry Karkat looks like you totally misunderstood the situation 😔
Day 6 of @davekatweek: Sadstuck
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#sorry its dark looks like today is thunderstorm day and the lighting at home sucks u_u#fits the mood tho#homestuck#dave strider#karkat vantas#davekat#hsfanart#my art#davekatweek2024#i think karkat is very quick not just when it comes to expressing his emotions but also processing his feelings too#dave seems like he needs a lil push but also maybe a lil bit more ~time~
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oh my god today was so comically garbage and I decided to end it by trying to make waffles for myself which I have been doing multiple times a week for the last month and I know the proportions by heart and yet I got them incredibly wrong and then I was like "no worries I will simply make a double batch and freeze some of them" and then I got the proportions even wronger and now I have like five very dense very dry waffles instead of eight regular waffles that would have had the right amount of milk in them and I am going to bed and tomorrow the gremlins had better cast their eyes on someone who isn't me or I cannot make any promises about what I will do
#GREMLINS AVERT THY GAZE FROM MY PERSON#some days you just can't get rid of a bomb!!!!!#the part that I really don't like is that I seem to be noticeably stupider on days when I'm feeling particularly ill in a specific way#which makes me think that it's got to be a thing where I legitimately am not getting enough oxygen to my brain.#so that is fun. oh well!#sick#dysfunction junction#glimmer is very concerned because I am speaking loudly and animatedly to myself about how much this sucks#baby girl it's okay I'm just trying to regulate my emotions. by doing an impromptu stand-up act about how much everything sucks today.#do not worry about it.
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#feeling like a shit stirrer today#so look away if you're not into it#but jesus#the number of takes i've seen in the last couple days that essentially amount to#'it's so good they put buck with someone physically bigger than him because that way he can be all soft and protected#and emotionally vulnerable because he has a big strong man to protect him'#is actively gross#and just feels like sanitized uwu top/bottom discourse#like a person's body type does not dictate whether they are allowed to express emotions or be vulnerable#please#like the weird gendered implications of that particular reading are so very not it for me#anyway#i don't know y'all#911 discourse#anti bucktommy#just in case#like i AM anti bucktommy in general at this point#but this post is only actually anti this particular take#and like the way it feels like it assumes tommy shouldn't need to be protected / taken care of / emotionally vulnerable / etc#is just kind of very gross to me#people in a relationship are meant to be partners their ability to care for one another is not dictated by their physical attributes#i can't believe that requires saying like goddamn y'all#anyway ignore me#might delete later
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i actually have no words for how much it means to me to hear rook explicitly describe their gender the way i would describe my own and to have them also be voiced by someone who is Like Me (erika ishii, who is genderfluid), and to have a non-binary romance option in the game who is ALSO voiced by someone who is Like Me (jin maley, who is non-binary)... it honestly feels like a dream
#representation matters and it matters so much more TO ME than i thought it would#crying in the club#especially today of all days i'm just. very emotional about it#i had already had the scene with lucanis where you can talk about your gender#but the one with taash and neve hit me ten times harder oh my god#whatever flaws the game has it will always be special to me now#because it's the first time i've actually seen myself in a game#fucking wild#i'm just so ajfhakdkjsld#datv spoilers#rj plays da#rj.txt
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i never thought anyone noticed
#felt really emotional seeing a mom and daughter enjoy my stupid doodles at work#i didn't tell them i drew them but#it was just really nice.#doodle#crappy art#comic#cat gurl#emeraldotter's deer obsession continues#often feel very mitski's 'working for the knife' in my day-to-day but i felt a real connection to other people through my art today
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Sparkstember day 23: Two Hands One Mouth✨
#based on Metaphor <3#I was very close to giving up because I couldn't get this to where I needed it but where-did-the-groove-go really saved me today :)#i've written a very long essay on my instagram post#i won't be repeating it here but THOM is my entire everything. this is where my journey started. I've seen THOM twice and ROTHOM once#and I still get emotional over those shows and how they changed my life <3#(ps: I may or may not be able to be on tumblr this last week of sparkstember - I am away from home and don't have a laptop there)#sparkstember#sparkstember 2024#sparkstember day 23#ron mael#russell mael#sparks art#sparks (band)#sparks#my art
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otis 🤝 guildford choosing olympia and jane respectively for their smarts - odd squad (2014) // my lady jane (2024)
#I can’t believe I only realized this parallel today#my favorite platonic ship and my current favorite romantic ship#he CHOSE her to be his partner#he chose her to be his partner bc he knew that she was smart#and on top of that they both have animal related secrets#and the reveal of each of their secret is WILD#and it became important for them to embrace their animal side in order to save the day in the finale#AND ON TOP OF THAT THEY FELT/WERE MOMENTARILY BETRAYED BY THEIR PARTNER#but all is okay bc they reconciled (very differently but both reunions were very emotional)#AND WHAT IF I CRIED#I love them all so much 😭#olympia and otis#perfect partners#olympia#otis#anna cathcart#isaac kragten#odd squad#odd squad pbs kids#odd squad season 2#jane x guildford#janeford#jane grey#guildford dudley#edward bluemel#emily bader#my lady jane#cinematic parallels#rambles in the palace
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I don’t mean to be cheesy but. I think this is a beautiful life. 😭😭😭😭
#today was so hard and long and gross for many reasons#but it still is. and I’m going to cry 😭#sorry I’m just in Full Emotions Season#it’s a beautiful life UNDERNEATH the ugliness#and the tiredness#like at the end of the day. At the very end of the day underneath the stress and the fear and the worry and the annoyances it’s beautiful#the beauty outlasts all the rest#but in such a quiet way#I’m just babbling and belaboring my point.#but yeah 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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if you told me in high school that in 2023 mcr would be back after a massive reunion tour slated to make new music AND fall out boy is releasing a new album which emulates their old sound more than anything they’ve made since they went on hiatus AND paramore’s back making new music as well AND brendon urie killed panic at the disco and all this would happen by like the end of january i would hit you for lying to me. and yet.
#this is so funnyyyyy guys we won#text#my post#mobi#music:patd#like this isn’t even november fifth emotions this is just very so today’s gonna be a GREAT day huh emotions
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five stages of grief but it’s five stages of social anxiety
#walk with me#this morning i got a bouquet delivered to me at work randomly out of nowhere#the note basically said that i could count of the person even if for just some words of advice or a gesture that could make me laugh or mad#count on the person**#i immediately knew it’s from one of my coworkers and ngl i have a very charged?? relationship with them#in the sense that it’s very intense and we can be laughing joking and teasing or we can be really angry and pissed with each other#it can have very extreme emotions even if we just chill most of the time#idk why i think this whole year i’ve been leaning on them more?? and we started texting more often too#so we’ve been more properly friends lately#and for one i was SO EMBARRASSED for getting flowers bc my coworkers tease the shit out of everyone myself included and i’m not used to#gestures like that so obviously they were on my ass all day about it#and everyone asked about them and it’s EMBARRASSING to get that much attention#(me: i wanna be a singer / also me: can’t stand to be the center of attention)#anyway the person that sent them avoided me yesterday out of nowhere??? idk if they thought i was mad bc i didn’t reply to their texts all#weekend but i literally never reply to anyone and pms was a bitch and i just wanted to be alone#so they didn’t talk to me on monday i was mostly just working listening to music bc i was still emotional whatever#and today i did talk to my other coworkers bc it’s the day when my favorite coworker comes in and i talk to them a lot so i engaged more#and they were still ignoring me and then the flowers came in and we didn’t say a single word to each other today we just texted#they told me they sent them and that ‘they forgot’ what they sent and that it was just meant to be a nice gesture#and that bc they wanted to ‘surprise’ me and make me feel better bc i said i was sad at one point?? idek#i literally just want to tell them I HAD PMS ITS FINE I FEEL SUICIDAL ALL THE TIME and move on#bc now i’m second guessing everything they’re saying bc i thought we were friends and there’s no reason why friends can’t send each other#flowers or whatever but they’ve been avoiding me and then they keep answering my texts really weirdly and i always misinterpret flirting bc#i’m never outright romantic with anyone?? plus we’re FRIENDS i should have no reason to think that’s changed#but they’re being so weird and why get me FLOWERS??? idk get me a chocolate or a coffee i don’t NEED flowers#and then i said it was random to give me flowers out of nowhere and they’re like no it’s serious bro what’s serious??????#your feelings towards me?? or just your will to cheer me up???#if they don’t reply straight up in their next texts i’m gonna flat out say but it was a platonic gesture right???#so yeah i’m overthink getting flowers bc what’s the social code for that and what is one supposed to do when they get flowers from a friend#delivered to their joint workplace where everyone can see them and think they’re from a partner or something
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but can you IMAGINE what it would have been like ONSCREEN before our EYES to get to watch GERRI KELLMAN being TENDER AND KIND to ROMAN ROY in the face of a HUGE ROOM OF PEOPLE SHUNNING HIM after EVERY SEASON FOUR SCENE THAT HAD COME BEFORE???
the intricate facial expressions we will never get to know ............ gerri deliberately touching roman for the second time ever (!!! agony!) and we did not get to see it ............ i thought i had pre-grieved but i hadn't pre-grieved y'all .........
#the footage is out there somewhere ........ and we just have to LIVE WITH THAT?#oh i'm grumpy today. i'm gonna be grumpy about it!#dollsome's deep thoughts#roman x gerri#romangerri#this was always gonna be a very emo and melodramatic day for me lololol#(i'm not really laughing. i'm crying inside.)#you messed up j. armstrong. thx for the lasting issues.#i'm just so pressed because it was the emotional payoff that was always supposed to exist in this arc and then it didn't happen#something about that is just so .............. frustrating#i can see the argument that on this particular show and in this particular situation having no payoff is its own payoff#but also. AGONY!
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have yourself a night gadjo!!!
#gadjo posted on cats socials everywhere today like wow 😭😭😭😭#happy gadjo day 😭😭😭😭😭#poster boy of today 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#oh the gadjillac 😭😭😭😭😭😭#weve lost a lomberghini but we do have a gadjillac 😭😭😭😭😭😭#im sorry im very emotional to get spammed by this mans face all on the same day 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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#i've never had a job in my own field that i've liked as much as i've liked my current one#the semester is ending soon and today i heard my contract will not be renewed bc the person i'm substituting will return to work after all#i've been feeling so tired and a bit poorly after the nokia arena show and i probably should have called in sick today#as i was absolutely useless today#and then after my only class today my students came to me with a gift?? 😭#a pink enamel moomin mug and some chocolate and a paper on which they had written nice things about me + a drawing of a dachshund 😭#and i burst to tears right there in front of them because i was so touched (and also because i'm just really really tired and emotional)#i'm so tired about having to apply for new jobs and having to start all over again#i'm so tired of having to do shitty short-notice substitutions again#i feel like i deserve better than that but on the other hand i fee like life's giving me exactly what i deserve and maybe this is it#i'm dreading the summer because idk if i'll have a job to go to in the autumn#and even if i did find something it won't be like the job i have now#also. it's may day eve and the weather's lovely#and i'm hiding in my apartment with the curtains closed so i won't see all the people going out and having fun with their friends#for me may day eve has never been like that. i've always felt so very excluded from those celebrations#on top of that i got yelled at by a bus driver and i'm the worst friend that ever existed#i'm trying to quit on whining about my sad little life but it gets so lonely#please know i'm not writing this for attention or pity. i know y'all have problems of your own and i'm just being a dramatic crybaby
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No thoughts, head empty c:
#my art#meka art#astroneer#doodle#art#comic art#this was fun to do. got me out of the depression hole for five minutes#it's been a really bad day today#sad kinda bad day where a pet is sick and things are looking very low#and the associated emotional upheaval that causes#so here. little guys#I'm sure you can guess what little spaceguy is me
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*through tears* 2025 is gonna be better
#this isn’t an f1 post this is an eve post. so don’t take this as mclaren doomerism i am still papaya pilled#well i guess it’s an f1 post in that my emotional regulation regarding f1 simply Has to be better by then#but mostly it’s. please let taking care of myself be less hard.#please let the people i love have good times. please let me have good times.#please let things be better. please.#most days i am very . grits teeth i will make it better#but today i am . please just let life be a little easier
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