#today has been awful

[peachdues]

my one goal this afternoon was not to burst into tears and I’m proud to say I have failed that mission!!

[mimleaf]

Gojo 💙

[arkeusruin]

Just got some awful news :[

[wanderingmind867]

Great. Just f***ing great. Just what I needed today. Normally I go and sit in the library during the second half of the school day. Since I have no classes in period 3 and 4, and I refuse to sit anywhere kids are eating during lunch. But today the library is closed on me! It's fing closed! So I now have two options: go to the SST classroom, run by a teacher I know, or sit in the f***ing hallway!

But here's the thing: kids might be eating in SST. If they are, I'll be uncomfortable and stuck in a space with disgusting food smells. And since the teacher knows me, she probably won't let me leave the room (she'd probably do it because she's trying to be nice, but still). On the other hand, I know for a fact that these disgusting brats are eating in the hallway with their disgusting intermingling scents and smells. But at least I know it's happening in the halls. Awareness is there.

So I'm taking my chances and sitting in the f***ing hallway! I might not be able to focus on reading out here, but oh well! Apparently the school doesn't care about kids like me, for whom the library is a safe space! Screw kids like me, I guess! So I'm now stuck here in the fing hallways! If someone like the SST teacher accidentally bumps into me and drags me to SST I'll comply. But until then I'm stuck here, sad and bitterly angry in a f***ing hallway!

And you know: the school did this to me in grade 9 too! Everytime I began to find my happy place at lunch in the library, the school would close the library and leave me to suffer out here in the halls. I knew the school was capable of this level of cruelty, but to feel it myself again… it's not making me feel great about going to school, I'll be honest. And if my back and posture was bad before this, this isn't helping. Hunching over in a hallway to peer at my phone.

[joanofexys]

i should quit my job

[mvndrvke]

the only thing getting me through this day is the fact that i'm getting my second tattoo in a couple hours

[soupbabe]

Not trusting anyone who says that they like the holidays you're lying

[lewmagoo]

only thing getting me through this day is the iced latte i’m getting after work

[girlbob-boypants]

Its 50/50 whether I go radio silent or insane on tumblr when I get home

[hero-in-high-tops]

WHY ARE YOU CLOSED ON THE SECOND?! THAT'S NOT NEW YEARS DAY!

[bitter-blooded-demon]

I needed to see a message like this today

[kiwiwisdeathday]

oo the horrors oooo

[rinnysmuses]

I'm going to get my shower]

[the-old-man-has-the-phonebox]

I’m not going to get my homework done in time.

I don’t want to go to class tomorrow.

I just want to go to bed and cry.

[wanderingmind867]

Great. Just f***ing great. Just what I needed today. Normally I go and sit in the library during the second half of the school day. Since I have no classes in period 3 and 4, and I refuse to sit anywhere kids are eating during lunch. But today the library is closed on me! It's fing closed! So I now have two options: go to the SST classroom, run by a teacher I know, or sit in the f***ing hallway!

But here's the thing: kids might be eating in SST. If they are, I'll be uncomfortable and stuck in a space with disgusting food smells. And since the teacher knows me, she probably won't let me leave the room (she'd probably do it because she's trying to be nice, but still). On the other hand, I know for a fact that these disgusting brats are eating in the hallway with their disgusting intermingling scents and smells. But at least I know it's happening in the halls. Awareness is there.

So I'm taking my chances and sitting in the f***ing hallway! I might not be able to focus on reading out here, but oh well! Apparently the school doesn't care about kids like me, for whom the library is a safe space! Screw kids like me, I guess! So I'm now stuck here in the fing hallways! If someone like the SST teacher accidentally bumps into me and drags me to SST I'll comply. But until then I'm stuck here, sad and bitterly angry in a f***ing hallway!

And you know: the school did this to me in grade 9 too! Everytime I began to find my happy place at lunch in the library, the school would close the library and leave me to suffer out here in the halls. I knew the school was capable of this level of cruelty, but to feel it myself again… it's not making me feel great about going to school, I'll be honest. And if my back and posture was bad before this, this isn't helping. Hunching over in a hallway to peer at my phone.

[all-love-now]

Unfinished business has me stuck.

Bad luck.