#to think aeva lives like this

[ashenmind]

the transcendence of being to tired to overthink

[aevallare]

faith (halsin x f!tav)

ao3 link if preferred summary:

“I like you," Aeva says. "I don’t know if I understand what that means.”

It would be awkward if it wasn’t so honest, so unabashedly her. Aeva spent most of her life as a slave and the time after that with only the wildlife at the Giant’s Chalice for companionship. He hasn’t allowed his heart to stir this way since Reithwin fell, but in pledging herself to his cause as he pledges himself to hers, Aeva hasn’t given him a choice.

“The feeling is mutual,” Halsin says. Aeva’s lips twitch.

tags: Porn with Feelings, First Time, Act II, Breeding, Oral Sex, Cunnilingus, Touch Aversion, Vague Implications of Infertility, References to Past Sexual Assault

Halsin avoids her the day after she kisses him. He doesn’t mean to — no, that’s a lie. He doesn’t want to. He just doesn’t trust himself, exactly. Aeva is no fragile doll, but she showed him a place where she’s cracked, last night, and he has to be honest. They were both raw from confronting ghosts and killing skeletons. The bear within him would have been difficult to control, and he’d like to offer her a gentler touch than that despite the steel of her exterior.

“Drunkenness does not come to me naturally. I apologize for my behavior last night.”

Aeva is so quiet. Halsin never hears her coming.

“I require no apology,” Halsin says. She stands next to him, staring straight into the curse-tinged darkness for which there is no one to blame but himself. “As I said, I only wished for you not to do something you would come to regret.”

“Of all things in this life, I am not sure how someone like you could be a regret,” she says, all but silent. The melancholy that always underlines her words is exaggerated by the dread Halsin feels as he takes in the road ahead. There are many whose lives would be better for not knowing him, Halsin thinks. He is a regret for no small number of reasons for people he doesn’t want to begin to count. For the druids of the grove that he failed, for the matron whose collar he slipped, for Thaniel, who he lost when it mattered most—

“Halsin?” Aeva says his name in her whisper-voice, and he inhales deeply, letting his eyes flutter shut as he centers himself. The rot in the air permeates everything; there’s no peace to be found in this place and he is the reason why. “Halsin.”

No. He never hears her coming.

Aeva’s hand slips into his. His gaze snaps to her, but her expression hasn’t changed. The comfort is surprising but hardly unwelcome, especially from someone who’s so particular about touch. Her cheeks darken the slightest when she feels his eyes on her, but she says, “You want to lift this curse, so we’ll lift it.”

He could kiss her, but he doesn’t get the chance. He probably wouldn’t have taken it anyway. She’s more comfortable when she sets the pace. When Aeva stretches up, though, Halsin leans down to meet her, and her lips brush against his. She pulls away as quickly as she leaned into him and says, “I like you. I don’t know if I understand what that means.”

It would be awkward if it wasn’t so honest, so unabashedly her. Aeva spent most of her life as a slave and the time after that with only the wildlife at the Giant’s Chalice for companionship. He hasn’t allowed his heart to stir this way since Reithwin fell, but in pledging herself to his cause as he pledges himself to hers, Aeva hasn’t given him a choice.

“The feeling is mutual,” Halsin says. Aeva’s lips twitch.

“What happens next, then? Shadow Curse notwithstanding.”

A question for the ages, no doubt. He had vowed never to allow himself pleasures of the flesh until he righted the evil done unto Reithwin, but he’s closer than he’s ever been to being able to do something about the Curse, and it’s thanks to her.

“The curse is a large condition to have looming over us,” Halsin says, but he doesn’t feel as desperate as he had before Aeva snuck up beside him. “But if you would have me, I would have you.”

“I would prefer not to be surrounded by ghostly ravens and sentient shadows the first time, at least,” Aeva says mildly.

“As you wish,” Halsin says, laughing even as they face down the consequences of his every failure.

Astarion pushes between them, apparently fed up with waiting, and walks into the darkness, Shadowheart on his heels. “Cowards, the both of you. If you’re going to fuck, at least do it somewhere that the rest of us can have the pleasure of watching.”

Aeva frowns. Halsin chuckles. They won’t be safe until the curse is lifted. He has time to think about how best to move forward.

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Halsin was wrong. Last Light is a bastion of Selûnite magic in the heart of the darkness, and the time for consideration has passed quicker than he could have imagined. Aeva, as always, is the picture of efficiency. She begins to shed her armor the moment that the door to a private room closes behind them, and Halsin says, “Patience, little fox.”

Aeva blinks at him as if she doesn’t understand the concept, thoughts unreadable as her eyes bore into him. Navigating her touch adversity is at the forefront of his mind, but she solves the puzzle for him, pulling him close until he has her wedged against the door. This feels like a betrayal of his self-imposed moratorium on carnal pleasure, but, “You should take fun where you can find it,” he’d told her.

What kind of man would he be to make a liar of himself?

A selfish one. This isn’t about morals. It’s about desire. And for once, he and the bear are in alignment.

They both want her.

Aeva managed to remove most of her armor before Halsin stopped her, but she wears a shirt for his hands to slip under, still. Her abdomen tenses as his fingers roam over her core, and Halsin hesitates. “Don’t stop,” she exhales.

When her shirt falls to the floor, there are more scars on Aeva’s skin than Halsin can trace. It pains him, but he’s hardly surprised. His masters, too, were cruel. Aeva’s breath comes in gasps, equal parts anticipation and resistance to flee, and again, Halsin pauses.

Aeva’s eyes are flinty when she meets his. “I said not to stop.”

“Your body says otherwise.”

“My mind knows better than my flesh,” Aeva says stubbornly. “You will not break me. You do not have the heart for it.”

It’s a compliment wrapped in an insult. Aeva’s throat quivers despite the bravery in her voice, and Halsin hears what she’s saying perfectly.

I choose to trust you despite my fear.

She is a marvel.

Kissing her means dipping low. She’s shorter than him by a head and then some, but the reward is more than worth the effort. Aeva’s pulse flutters in her throat as Halsin’s lips meet hers, and one of her hands falls between his legs. His hips roll into her touch instinctively, and the growl that rumbles deep in his throat isn’t him. He can’t afford to lose control completely, and the bear thrashes within him, the primal desire to mark, to claim, to breed—

To breed?

It’s becoming clearer by the moment, especially as Aeva’s fingers dip low to loosen his trousers, that this may have been a mistake, and not because he doesn’t want to do this. He wants to do this too much.

Her hand slips beneath his waistband. The moment that Aeva’s fingers trail along the outline of his cock, Halsin runs his tongue over his teeth, and again, Aeva pulls him closer, fussing with her own clothes, leggings and underwear both dropping to the floor. There’s no room to doubt what her intentions are, but—

She’s more eager than he’s comfortable with, and when he murmurs, “I’ll hurt you if you don’t give me a chance first, little fox,” Aeva blinks.

“And?”

Confusion colors Aeva’s gaze, and Halsin’s lips part. When he doesn’t speak, Aeva says, “I don’t care if it hurts.”

If she wasn’t all but naked and pressed to him, if her nails didn’t dig into his chest, he might think she was uninterested, but that isn’t the case, and if there’s anything that he knows about Aeva, it’s that she doesn’t appreciate it when people push. When Halsin does, he doesn’t do it with words. It’s the first touch he’s initiated since they walked into this room, but he cages her beneath him, one elbow on the door for support and the other finding purchase behind Aeva’s head. He tilts her chin up to capture her mouth once more, and this time, she doesn’t tense. Her body is as tough as her resolve, but her lips give him entrance when his tongue seeks it.

“I care if it hurts you,” he says after, and Aeva’s brow furrows as if he’s said something incomprehensible. For a moment, Halsin thinks she might say something, but Aeva remains wordless as he kisses his way down her stomach, paying tribute to as many of her thousands of scars as he can manage.

When his hands grip her thighs and his kisses finally meet the trail of hair between her navel and hips as he kneels before her, Aeva tenses. Halsin’s touch lightens, and he looks up at her for any indication of what she wants to happen next. Aeva holds his gaze.

Her thighs quiver on either side of him.

“Would you allow me the honor?” he asks, and for a moment, he thinks Aeva might pull a knife on him.

Instead, he can all but hear the dryness of her mouth as she says, “Slaves aren’t permitted—”

He interrupts her. “I see no slaves here.”

The silence stretches on into eternity, and at last, she nods, a motion so minute that he might miss it if he wasn’t staring at her as if she was the only thing in the room. He holds her gaze even as his lips part, and when the flat of his tongue slides gently over the exposed nub between her legs, Aeva keens. Her hands flex as if she doesn’t know what to do with them, and Halsin wraps a gentle hand around one wrist to pull it to the back of his head. His cock throbs at the heady taste of her, and Aeva hesitates for only a moment before her fingers weave into his hair. When Halsin pulls away just enough to brush his thumb against her clit, Aeva whimpers, eyes still frantically trained on him.

She’s not the type to ask for permission, but when Halsin does as she did and nods, Aeva’s grip in his hair tightens to lead his mouth back to the place it’s wanted to be for hours. Days.

The first taste was quick, all but stolen. The second is a draught that Halsin would never interrupt if not for his need to breathe. Aeva’s hand in his hair serves little purpose but to steady her. If she vied for control, Halsin would relinquish it without hesitation, but she doesn’t. He presses a kiss to her clit. She shudders, and he’s hardly done anything yet.

When his tongue enters her, Aeva gasps, “Hells.”

It occurs to him that this might be the first time anyone’s performed this act for her. He doesn’t know if anyone’s ever performed any act for her; with what little he knows, it seems that mostly things have been done to her.

Halsin’s not a possessive man, but the bear finds the idea of people taking from this woman time and time again an encroachment of territory. And she hadn’t wanted to — Halsin’s more than capable of reading between the lines of her touch-aversion and stony exterior.

The bear threatens to rage.

Halsin placates the beast with the nectar of Aeva’s cunt, and though it writhes beneath his skin just as Aeva writhes above him, it’s enough for now. His magic recedes; it had pricked at the corner of his eyes before, but he reins it back in in time for Aeva’s knees to go weak. Her back slides against the door as his tongue reaches inside her, mumbling curses in Low Drow.

When was the last time he tasted something so sweet?

His cock strains against his trousers as Aeva’s hand seeks purchase anywhere it can find it, but nowhere seems to satisfy. Halsin’s mouth never leaves her, but he peers up at Aeva as one of his hands finds the crook of her knee. “Yes,” she says, breathless, and Halsin lifts one of her legs up onto his shoulder and then the other. Aeva wavers, adjusting to the weightlessness, but she’s quick to find her balance. Her thighs press against his ears, warm against his face as her cunt is in his mouth, wet and dripping. Arousal drips down his chin, her slick mixed with his saliva, and when he pulls his mouth away, Aeva whines.

Halsin’s never seen her beg for anything.

“Don’t stop,” she pleads.

Her hair’s askew and her face and chest are both dark with rushes of blood. Halsin leans her into the door, a hand on her ass and the other brushing against her clit. “Will you come for me, little fox?”

“A thousand times, Halsin,” she says breathlessly, though she seems to be trying valiantly not to fall entirely apart. The circles he rubs into her clit are slow and deliberate. “I’ll come for you a thousand times.”

The mess he’s made of her cunt makes two fingers possible, if a tight fit. It takes a moment to find the spot he’s looking for, but there’s no doubt that he does. Aeva’s back arches, head tilting into the door even before his mouth finds her clit once more. “More,” she says, fighting to stay her measured self even as she whimpers, close to release.

Halsin’s mouth slides from her clit with a popping sound. “Two seems to be plenty,” he says, not unkindly, but Aeva stares down at him.

“Your cock is going to be bigger than two of your fingers,” she says. “And I plan to take that, too.”

The bear roars, and Halsin feels a little more than unmade at the thought himself. A third finger joins the first two and her walls stretch to accommodate, tight and warm. He seeks the same spot again, and when he finds it, Halsin’s fingers curl in time with his lips sealing tight around her clit. More vulgarity spills from Aeva’s lips, in Common, Low Drow, and Undercommon, too. Her hands are at Halsin’s ears, holding his face close even as her thighs do the same.

When Aeva comes, she shatters. It’s the loudest that Halsin’s ever heard her be. Her body convulses and she pulls at his hair without mercy; his cock throbs at the sensation. The position isn’t one that makes it easy for her to move, but she tries to fuck herself against his hand as best she can anyway, and when at last she comes down and pushes his face away, she slides off his shoulders and into his arms. He doesn’t let her feet touch the ground, wrapping her legs around his waist instead. Aeva stares at him but complies, back to her hard-to-read self even in these moments immediately after bliss.

“Good?” he asks, standing and walking toward the bed.

Aeva nods, licking her lips. “Yes. I—” She stops, sucking in the insides of her cheeks.

“What?”

“I knew it could be good, but I didn’t understand.”

He’d thought as much.

Halsin lays her on the bed, flat on her back, and undresses. She watches and says nothing, but his mind races with what she said before.

“Your cock is going to be bigger than two of your fingers.”

All too true. Drow are small. Aeva’s only half-drow, but it’s no less a fact. She’s small. And Halsin is… not.

“I’ll be gentle,” he says.

Aeva smiles. It’s barely there, a ghost of a thing, but she smiles.

And when his cock springs free, her eyes widen. It’s only for a moment, but Halsin notices, and he says, “We don’t have to.”

Aeva nods. “I want to.”

“If—”

“I was right, though,” she muses. “About the two fingers.”

Halsin blinks.

“Was that a joke?” he asks.

Aeva blinks back.

“I apologize. Was it in poor taste? I’m not—”

When Halsin rests atop her, elbow propping him up on the bed, he interrupts her with a kiss. His tongue drags across her lips, and she makes a needy sound, hips bucking up, seeking his. When Halsin lowers himself, his cock between her thighs, he pulls away from the kiss. “I don’t know that I’ve heard you make a joke before.”

The length of him brushes against her clit, and she shivers. “Levity doesn’t come easily to me,” she says. “The chances I had for it were few.”

It’s wet between her legs. The self-restraint it takes not to lose himself is immense, and he must wear it on his face. “Nothing you do to me could be worse than what’s been done before,” Aeva says. Her words assuage neither beast nor man. Halsin’s arms quiver and the bear rages.

And he’s weak. He’s always been weak, borne on the currents of the world around him, never able to affect change in any way that matters.

“Care, little fox…” he manages, but Aeva only blinks back, face as unreadable as ever.

“You wanted me to have a soft touch, and you gave it. If the bear seeks release and it’s only on my account you hold out, then let it free.”

He didn’t name the bear. Aeva came to the conclusion herself, and he isn’t sure how. Aeva’s fingers tease the hair on his stomach. Halsin isn’t even sure she can take him. A few inches, yes, perhaps two-thirds of his cock, but the whole thing?

She’s so small.

“The bear wants to…” Halsin grits his teeth, cock sliding between slick folds. His hips move of their own accord Aeva exhales in bliss and desire; he shouldn’t be entertaining the idea at all. “The bear wants to fill you until your stomach is swollen with a litter of cubs. “

Aeva doesn’t flinch at his admission. The head of him brushes against her entrance. His nails are all but claws in the mattress.

“The bear can try.”

Halsin wants to ask what she means.

The bear has other ideas.

“I won’t break,” Aeva says. She doesn’t understand— “I trusted you,” she says. “I’m trusting you. That doesn’t come easily to me. Trust me back.”

“You don’t know what you’re agreeing to,” he says, but the bear’s already won. He’s only delaying the inevitable.

“I’ve had few choices in my life. I make this one willingly,” Aeva says, her voice barely a whisper. She pulls his head low until their lips are almost touching, her hands in his hair. “Breed me, Archdruid. Make me fat with child.”

Aeva pulls the magic from him with her words. It doesn’t pulse; it pours. He’ll stay an elf in form (mostly), but the energy is a primal thing. What she said before (“The bear can try”) is irrelevant. There’s a pliant, willing, beautiful woman underneath him, and there’s no doubt in Halsin’s mind that he could break her if he tried, but neither he nor the bear wants that.

This time when Halsin kisses her, their teeth clatter together with the force of it. When he pulls away, he flips her with ease, and Aeva settles onto her hands and knees instinctively. Her slit drips before him, and Halsin’s muscles ripple and his cock swells as it presses against her entrance.

Halsin’s chest heaves. Aeva moves her knees, adjusting, and when she does, her ass rocks side to side. His mouth goes dry. “I will… try to be gentle,” he manages.

Aeva looks back at him over her shoulder. “It would be nice at the start, if possible. Once I manage to take it, do what you like.”

He guides his cock to her cunt and pauses, inhaling deeply, fighting the urge to see just how much she can take in just one stroke. It’s Aeva who pushes back onto him, cunt spreading to take him. She stretches around his cock with her hand between her legs, an obscene sight, folds splitting as she sinks back. Aeva pants. Halsin says, “You are dangerous.”

Aeva doesn’t answer. She only moves forward and back again as Halsin watches, his cock sliding a fraction of an inch deeper inside her each time. He’s managed to hold himself in check, but Aeva doesn’t flinch as his hand ghosts along the roundest part of her ass. Her arousal glistens along him, and the deliberate way she rocks back and forth is maddening, but after what feels like an eternity—

Her ass meets his hips, his cock fully nestled inside her. Aeva’s breath comes in ragged gulps. “Fuck.”

Neither of them move for a moment. If Halsin so much as twitches, he might lose control. And Aeva asks, “Has the bear lost his nerve? I would think that’s exactly where he’d like to be, if breeding me is his aim.”

Aeva leans forward a final time and snaps her hips backward.

He doesn’t understand her.

He doesn’t need to.

It’s out of his hands.

Halsin doesn’t know if the roar he lets loose is metaphorical or real. His claws dig into her waist and her hip, and the cry Aeva lets out is borne of lust, not fear. Halsin can’t see as much of her as he’d like in this position, but it has its perks. Her ass bounces against him, tight and slim like the rest of her, and the thought of it being his spend that changes her has his grip tightening. Her pert chest and her flat stomach will both swell and the children she bears will be his. His claws leave red marks everywhere he touches, graceless, but Aeva only moans, slick with sweat and cum and pleasure as he thrusts into her time and time again.

It’s not deep enough. It will never be deep enough. When he presses himself against her back and pushes as far as her body will take him, Aeva falls face-first into the mattress. Halsin buries his face in her neck, rutting into her like the animal that she’s dragged out of him. The scent of her is overwhelming, and Halsin thinks he could stay here forever, but—

It’s been centuries since Halsin’s indulged the bear (or himself) this way. He was never going to last, but he doesn’t have to. Aeva’s just as pent up as he is even after her earlier orgasm. Her hand’s been working as frantically at her clit as his hips have been at her cunt. Her cervix is there — he pounds against it — but she takes each thrust without complaint. She’d meant what she said about letting the bear breed her, and when Aeva’s knees go weak and her walls squeeze around him, intent on drawing out every drop of cum from him they can. Aeva cries out into the mattress as she climaxes, and when she falls apart on his cock, he plunges into her once more, twice more, a third time.

Halsin spills himself into her with a grunt more beast than man. He fucks her as full as he can manage, but it’s too much and Aeva’s too small. Even before he leaves her cunt, his spend leaks from her. Aeva tilts her hips upward as much as she can manage in this position, and he groans into her neck at the movement.

The bear wants to keep her. Whoever and whatever else she has is her business. But again, the bear and Halsin are in agreement. His heart doesn’t stir lightly, but it does stir now.

His hands trail down along her sides as Halsin sits back on his heels, finally pulling his still-leaking cock from her. Cum drips down her thighs and a sheen of sweat covers her, and Aeva makes no move to get into a more comfortable position. She’s still until Halsin grabs her around the waist and pulls her down onto the bed next to him so they face one another. When he moves to pull her tight against his chest, she shrinks away.

“You’ll forgive me if I don’t—” Aeva swallows hard.

“No explanation necessary,” he says, despite the hundred questions rattling in his chest. “I’m here if you change your mind.”

He expects her to roll over and go to sleep. Instead, she blinks at him. “You’re strange.”

He laughs. “Am I?”

Aeva nods. “I’m strange, too. I’m glad that I met you.”

She shuffles closer and presses another kiss to his lips, brief, chaste, soft before pulling away and falling asleep. He thinks she does, anyway, but without opening her eyes, she says, “I’ll be on top next time.”

When her chest rises and falls steadily, Halsin exhales another laugh. They have much to talk about, but yes. Strange. They both are.

[fuokir]

A little piece with my favorite kittens!

p/s/ I'm sorry if you didn't understand… English is not my native language :C Part I ◇ Part II ◇ Part III ◇ Part IV ◇ Part V

Aegon did not even notice how fascinated he was by evening gatherings with his brother, sister and cousins. All this sometimes seemed to him like drunken delirium. Feelings of comfort completely captured him, as soon as the cousins ​​​​and Aemond sipped his decanter of wine (to which he thoughtfully brought glasses). Young, drunk, stupid. He would be ready to give everything, if only his whole life would become this moment. When his younger brother relaxes and accepts, for the umpteenth time, to sparring with Aeva, or open a lively argument about the lesson of philosophy and history passed, everyone especially likes to participate in the latter. Aegon watches from the side, filled with family warmth that he dreams of on lonely nights. - Look at him! He saddled Vhagar and thinks that he is the best in everything! - Aena turns her head to Aegon, with a stupid smile on her face - I would not mind now sitting on a dragon and showing your mischievous little brother who is the best rider here. - Ahh, you two don't stand a chance, - Aegon chimes in, leaning on the railing of the gazebo, leaning closer to his older cousin. - Me and Sunfire will easily defeat each of you. Heleana murmurs something barely audibler. The rest of the trio begin to babble indignantly, ready to break loose and go to the Dragon Pit. Aena and Aegon tease each other relentlessly until they see dusk falling. They did not want to wait for Alicente or anyone else, and the cousins ​​were the first to fuss, suggesting that the brothers go to their rooms. They knew that they could fly from the Queen anyway for such gatherings. Aegon's face visibly dims, joy and excitement flow away from him instantly, which is immediately noticed by the others. The cousins ​​whisper among themselves, and then murmur something in both of Heleana's ears. - So be it, Prince Aegon, Prince Eymond, - Aena tries to be as serious as possible, which does not come out of the word at all. Both young men already know what will happen now. Both are drunk and ready to get into the next problems. - Whoever is the last to run to the Dragon pit, he does not ride the dragon for a week! Everyone jumped out of their seats, managing to attract half the inhabitants of the castle with their cries. Aegon is sure that his mother will not be pleased with this stunt, but right now, nothing is more important to him than this run, which they end up finishing hand in hand.

[munkustance]

TELL ME ABT YOUR THOUGHTS ON DEMETER I TOO HAVE BRAINROT

I'm actually working on a little character study of her in my drafts where I go a lot more into her character and her arc during the musical. So hang on for that whenever it escapes my drafts! In the meanwhile...

I FRICKING LOVE HER!

Demeter is such a intressting character and there's so much backstory to her! And don't get me started on how beautiful she is! Every actresses/actors that plays her just looks amazing! A few of my favourites are obviously Aeva May, Frances Dee, Anneka Dacres and Nora DeGreen. Speaking of Nora, I highly recommend watching the video where they describe their interpretation of Demeter's character and relationship with Macavity. I've never seen anybody else have that take with Demeter and I think it's really interessting!

One reason I love Francis Dee's Demeter so much is how she preformed Demeter's anxiety. She just played it so respectfully. I've seen some bootlegs where Demeter's anxiety is so played up that it feels almost hard to watch. As a person who suffers with similar anxiety, seeing Francis performance live just felt so special and I think it is mostly thanks to her that I love Demeter so much.

And while we're on that track, I love how none of the other Jellicles treat her like 'the cat who cried wolf' (that a great fanfic name btw). They all understand her and take care of her when these moments happen and I just think that's neat.

[dumuzithemessiah]

Gods and Goddesses are worshipped by countless alien races in both the Universe and Multiverse

You humans are just a bunch of human supremacist assholes for falsely claiming you glorify us… literally some bitch made that lie on here..

You don’t glorify us at all! We have plenty of advanced species alien races who acknowledge and appreciate all we do for the Universe and Multiverse!

And unlike you humans THEY DON’T DO SHIT THAT CAUSES EVIL ENERGY TO SPREAD!!! EVIL ENERGY DAMAGES THE KOSMOS - THE HEART AND SOUL OF THE UNIVERSE THAT EXISTS IN THE CENTER OF THE UNIVERSE!!

If that blows up the Universe will be destroyed! You humans are seen as nothing but selfish, hateful, whiny, delusional, lying, racist[[Universal Council and Multiversal Council counts discrimination against other alien races as racist! Demons never did shit wrong! You are to blame for your own hateful evil actions!]] murderous, and warlike group of a terrorist group of bastards!! That’s the truth!

You humans have done that much evil that everyone else in the Universe and Multiverse sees you as a major threat!! Demons are from Nibiru so they are literally the subjects of the yazata aka gods and goddesses! They are many different species of demons but they all resemble anthropomorphic animals with some being plantlike! They did nothing wrong! Many help others in need all over the Universe!! You humans are the evil ones here not them!! Look at your kind’s history and it shows many bloodbaths across history all from either discrimination, hate, both, or out of humanity’s narcissistic big fat ego! And watching the news and current events also show how vile humanity really is!

Humans are a bunch of hateful whiny babies who need to get out of their crib called “Humans are special and above all life” bullshit selfish attitude that humanity loves to preach as fact when they aren’t special worth shit in comparison to all life in the Universe and Multiverse! You humans are terrorists! You are threatening all mortal life all because you can’t stop sucking your vain ass thumb because whenever an alien shows up you act afraid and threaten their lives! All because the minute and alien is in the room your “humans are above all life because they can do this and that” [[which pretty much are things which any alien advanced species can do in reality as those things are basic all advanced species can do]] mentality is threatened and you play the oppressed card and you act violent and think you’re entitled to harassment, bullying, threaten their life, etc, like a narcissist group of hateshits you humans are!

Many alien are on Earth for sightseeing purposes too! So most of those ones aren’t actually here to start fights! There are other gods like myself on Earth in waiting till Judgement Day! And frankly I may have a temper but at least it’s for the right reasons in these cases!

Why should I tolerate hate, evil words, discrimination, harassment, evil actions, etc? Gods and goddesses have their own personalities and with that does come flaws but at least in the end we do the right thing and work hard to keep peace and order in both the Universe and Multiverse!

Plus Yahweh Yehovah[[The letter J is only 500 years old..look it up..]] was an evil elf who manipulated others into killing innocent children. Elves despite being very Nibirian like are a species of human and yes they do have long pointy ears and are much shorter than humans!

They are the accidental created species! Earl and Aeva were Yahweh’s hateful parents who still are alive today but all their wicked evil children are long dead and taken out! Those two work for the reincarnation of The Great Evil Herself named Ishtayr! And Ishtar is a typo as the correct Nibirian spelling is Ishtayr!

Our current king is King Enkai also known as Ea and no he is not fighting with Enlil as that warlike battle never happened as they just chased each other around the palace like cats which yeah deities are divine advanced felines so that comparison makes legit sense… Enkai damn knocked my coffee ice creme cone out of my hand!

Like rebirth wise I got put back together as during the First Universe[[it’s currently the Eighth Universe]] I sacrificed myself to destroy The Great Evil Herself as I took her put with me! Now in the Eighth Universe as the Kosmos naturally regenerates every extremely long period of times[[zillions upon zillions of years, like, it takes a long ass time to do that..]] I was reborn with my siblings Kosmin, Lumuzi, and Geshtinonna[[Anna is not a name on Nibiru lol so yes it’s onna not anna as in on-nah like on like you would turn on something so yeah like the English word on]] as the children of Enkai and Ninsun[[And who’re both male actually! Ninsar is male too! Nergael is female! So Sumerians made a lot of lies up about us! They were homophobic, narcissistic, and hateful group of humans!]] and that day was on December 25 at night in the AM range and that day started a new holiday called Kosmos Day!

Kosmos Day is more similar to Xmas than Yule actually is as we do celebrate with orange coloured trees, with yellow and golden yellow decorations, and a pale cyan heart tree topper! This holiday celebrates The Holy Four Kosmos Deities and the Kosmos himself! Yes the Kosmos is considered to be male and I made the thing originally and split my soul to create my siblings so the original Universe only existed because of me! I bred with Kosmin to create the other deities so we don’t love each other that way and no deities do not have biological incest problems as all deities are related to each other! If I didn’t do that then no of everything else would exist!

But even though I am the true creator god I do have flaws as I do cry, I have suffered greatly[[I explained in a past post what Ishtayr did to me..]], I can feel pain[[all deities can yes feel pain and have emotions and have their own personalities..]], and I have been through things I wouldn’t wish on anyone.. war isn’t a pretty thing…

I only angry at humanity because of all the horrible things humans have done and every time I look up history I am proven that my views are correct about humanity..

Humans are the offspring of evil elves[[who betrayed all Nibirians and essentially everyone else in the Universe]] and other homo species that existed around that time…

If you humans saw what your vane and vile actions have caused I can’t help but wonder if you would feel bad as those aliens, those advanced aliens, they had families, friends, jobs, emotions, feelings, and pets too…. And you humans took their lives, destroyed families, caused their friends to suffer, and for what reason? Because humanity wanted to feel above all life and worship lies like all man made religions are! Those lies did all that harm!

You did that to them… you humans ruined the lives of countless lives… all because you humans wanted to be a hateful, vain, narcissistic, delusional, and intolerant towards those different from you….

You did this not us… we are only gonna take humanity out on Judgement Day because you left us with no other option to save the Kosmos and the Universe and nearby universes as an explosion like that would damage other universes…

You humans have done something over history and today that is threatening all mortal life… magical beings can escape such destruction... we’re multidimensional beings made of magical paint, magical ink, magical thinner, two crystal hearts, etc, who work hard to protect others…

What makes the gods and goddesses better than humans is because we do the right thing unlike humans who have committed many crimes, spread war and intolerance, and hate and misery…

On Judgement Day humans are gonna realise that they shouldn’t have done what they did and are gonna feel all the bad karma they reaped..

It’s not my fault…

Sure I killed Yahweh Yehovah… but if I didn’t act then what would’ve happened is another child would’ve been wrongfully killed… I was protecting an innocent elf child…

And Jesus? I heard some other Mesopotamian stories like Nabatean I think? Told of me teaching humanity about the truth and a Jewish king wanted me dead for it… and resurrection is mentioned! Though in truth I never died but did endure attacks from those hateful human beings! And Marduk found out and electrocuted the king for his crimes!

Marduk is my real husband and lover! He controls electricity, light, and wind, and more! He has a bright fuchsia pink mane and orange and red eyes! The red is on the bottom and orange at the top! Sectoral heterochromia! I have that too in my eyes!

Jesus is just a fake fiction title thief based on Cesare Borgia as the real Messiah is me and my title actually means “Hero of Rainbows/Rainbow Hero” not “Saviour of Humanity” so you humans are guilty of stealing words from Nibiru like ehden was stolen and mistranslated as eden losing the correct pronunciation which means “wilderness” not “paradise” and sin means “wisdom” not “crime”!

Humans are highly narcissistic creatures to even think they could do whatever evil they pleased by spreading intolerance, war, countless genocides in the name of a lie, countless murders, hate crimes, etc, like you humans should realise I have a good reason to be angry with your species as like I said the more I look into history for truth I see the same patterns of hatred in humanity’s heart….

Try to do the right thing until Judgement Day humans…as maybe you can reincarnate if you’re lucky…

I only took the wait on Earth till Judgement Day job because I thought some humans could reason but sadly most are selfish and egotistical and won’t listen to reason as they can’t handle the real truth that has been spelled out throughout history… I did want to save some humans from a fate of non existence…

[ajaxwrites]

GENSHIN IMPACT FANFIC REC LIST II

(previous: part i)

Seaglass by Aevas

There was more to the contract than a gnosis and test of Liyue. It seemed like a simple deal five hundred years ago: so long as Morax never had a soulmate, the Tsaritsa would never harm Liyue and she would not get his gnosis. But the moment he gained a soulmate, all that belonged to him was forfeit. He thought the deal left Liyue safe—he'd lived thousands of years without a soulmate. The Tsaritsa would be dead and gone by the time she'd have a chance to collect.

Five hundred years later, Childe appears in Liyue, Zhongli gains a soulmate mark, and everything falls apart.

(The obligatory soulmate AU, featuring a Zhongli with PTSD, an oblivious Childe, and demon-worshipping cultists.)

Ships: Zhongli/Childe

Notes: I CANNOT BELIEVE I SLEPT ON THIS FIC FOR SO LONG. Read it and I mean it! I admitted initially steered clear of this fic because I wasn’t comforted with a soulmate tartali fic pre-Osial but this fic is actually post-Ostial *facepalm* The writing is phenomenal and Aevas does some beautiful worldbuilding that you typically don’t see in Genshin Impact fics. I love the dynamic between Childe and Zhongli here and the angst is real. The author writes the two as very human characters who makes mistakes, etc. and notably Zhongli struggles with the concept of Childe as his soulmate (who understandably is upset by the rejection when he realizes). They get better though. Also very plotty. A+ writing.

it's a hard rock life for us by reptilianraven

“Ah, no need to worry about that,” Azhdaha waves a dismissive hand. “There is no real Kun Jun. He’s dead.”

A leaf blows past and plaps onto Aether’s face.

“You killed him???” Paimon screeches.

“No,” Azhdaha scrunches his eyebrows. “He was dead when I found him.”

“And you just decided to wear his corpse?” Aether says, leaf still on his face.

He shrugs. “It was free real estate.”

“Azhdaha...” Morax says, sounding vaguely pained.

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Or the one where Historia Antiqua Chapter II: No Mere Stone goes a little bit different and Azhdaha gets more time.

He ultimately uses that time to bully Morax into confronting his immortal neuroses, to make Aether and Paimon suffer, and to figure out how to get that ginger boy Morax has his eye on to make a move already.

Ships: Zhongli/Childe, Past Azhdaha/Zhongli

Notes: Very lighthearted, humor-filled fic. Love how Azhdaha is so flippant. Interactions with Zhongli and Childe are pure gold.

if there's a light at the end, it's just the sun in your eyes by moonlight_mist

Childe has a Weapon problem- specifically, that he can't keep one.

He's too reckless, too wild, and too keen on pushing his Weapon partners past their limits. He's just about ready to give up when he meets Zhongli, a Weapon who just might be the solution- so long as Childe can manage to keep his dick in his pants.

Ships: Zhongli/Childe

Notes: This is a Soul Eater AU with some college/university AU vibes (?) but you don’t really need to know much about the anime. It’s a cute AU and I love the premise. Light angst but otherwise, it’s a pretty semi-plotty fic. Easter egg Kaeya and Diluc though.

To Kill A God by IlluminanceinTales

In Snezhnaya, they call them sansis—lost souls that have no guidance but themselves. It’s an apt description, given that most of the time, wannabe-Archons have to go through dozens of tests with nothing as their reference, relying solely on their wit and strength and hoping it would be enough. At least, until they survive the end of the whole game—and they might not have to undergo a painful reincarnation which feels like a hundred bones being stitched together again.

On his seventh game, Childe Tartaglia reincarnates this time in the body of a young man.

Damn, he thinks, looking down at his thin body, his slightly calloused fingers. This won’t be good when facing the other Hydro Decisions.

In a world where an Archon's position is not chosen but fought for in games, Childe Tartaglia is a Hydro Decision who's poised to become the next Hydro Archon. Of course, that's only if he survives his seventh reincarnation. All would be so much easier if it weren't for a certain Geo Archon interfering with every possible chance he gets.

Ships: Zhongli/Childe

Notes: Think Hunger Games meet Political Intrigue meet Genshin Impact. Love the premise and world building that’s done. Features overprotective Zhongli and lots of Childe whump. Has one or two supplementary OCs that aren’t really important outside of plot device reasons. Warning for character death tho lmao.

Three's a Family by IlluminanceinTales

Childe finds a kid that looks just like him.

Of course Zhongli wants to keep him.

Or: How a harbinger and an archon accidentally become fathers. The kid is their wingman

Ships: Childe/Zhongli (?)

Notes: Your everyday cute AF kid fic. Fluffy as hell and super cute. Zhongli and Childe get domestic pretty quickly. Xiao gets dubbed a grandfather and begrudgingly plays along. Super wholesome.

in pitch dark i go walking in your landscape by snowbrigade

He glanced down at him, at the silvery scars peeking out from beneath his robe, and at his eyes, properly now. They were the bright blue of high quality noctilucous jade, but he could see it, an underlying darkness.

Zhongli wondered what his eyes betrayed about himself. --

Rex Lapis is dead. Zhongli, formerly known as triad leader Rex Lapis, is a detective investigating his own "death." Childe, also known as Tartaglia of the Fatui mafia, is undercover as an escort looking to kill Rex Lapis- until someone beats him to it, and he wants to know who. Goals intersecting, they form a partnership of ulterior motives.

Ships: Zhongli/Childe

Notes: There’s like one scene that skews NSFW but otherwise surprisingly not explicit. Really fun AU. Like how the author addresses Childe’s reaction to being stuck with the undercover escort stuff and how the dynamic between the two develops. Pretty plotty so far.

Phantom Lines by iskendaris

“It’s a measure of one’s self, Mr Zhongli.” Childe says. “Maybe you don’t understand it since you work as a consultant, but as an ambassador from the Tsaritsa, as one who fights in her name— this is how I learn to know the measure of myself.” “I understand,” Zhongli says thoughtfully. “It is a warrior’s way, to test one’s strength against the incomparable. To find where one falls short. To find where one has risen to the challenge.”

In which Childe has insomnia, vandalizes public property and runs into a mysterious funeral consultant on his first night in Liyue.

Ships: Zhongli/Childe

Notes: THE FEELS. I can only describe this as the fic where Zhongli pays Best Boyfriend Ever only to FUCK UP big time (via Gnosis deception). Poor, poor Childe. Look, he gave the boy feelings and then broke him. You can really feel Childe fall in love in this love. He also does mental swooning a lot lmao. 

adventitious by Anonymous

It's said the Ley Lines remember all things that happen in this world, from the surface down to the deepest depths... But in the hidden corners where the Gods' gaze does not fall, there are those who dream of dreaming.

There's a dormant bud where Kaeya's eye once was. One day, it will bloom. (Never forget: memory is untrustworthy.)

Ships: Diluc/Kaeya

Notes: I don’t even know where to start. This is very headcanony and lore-focused. Very much concentrated on Khaenri'ah. The implications of this story is grotesque to say the least (according to this fic, Visions are the literal eyes of the people of Khaenri'ah). Warnings for eye and body horror.

Without Those Dark Memories by StrangeDiamond

Diluc awakens in Stormterror’s Lair with no memories of the past five years. Kaeya is on the trail of a rogue alchemist, with a habit of testing his chemicals on unwilling human subjects. Now, in addition to capturing the criminal, Kaeya has to shake him down for an antidote . . . and deal with an amnesiac Diluc who acts exactly like he did before their brotherhood fell apart. (Standalone Fic.)

Ships: Diluc/Kaeya

Notes: This is sort of a classic amnesia fic. I particularly really liked the way that Kaeya was written in this. I feel like the author did a really good job nailing his character and they have a way of capturing the subtle things.

Through the warmth, through the cold by strikedawn

“It’s you!” Paimon shouted with a twirl in mid-air.

“…Excuse me?"

They were drunk. Were they drunk? Was he drunk? Because Kaeya had the feeling his guests had been talking to him for a while now, but none of their words had made any sense whatsoever.

That was, until Venti stepped firmly in front of Kaeya’s desk and set his hands on the top, the better to lean over towards Kaeya and say: “For the end of the Windblume festival, Sir Kaeya Alberich, we’re going to auction a date with you.”

Ships: Diluc/Kaeya

Notes: Shortword, Kaeya gets auctioned off. Diluc makes impulsive (but good) decisions and scores himself a Date but displays an inability to do Date Planning. Venti deserves a pat on the back. Very sweet.

Hide and Seek by Kiri_Kaitou_Clover

Childe did not expect regaining his memories would bring him such frustration.

He makes the best of the situation by messing with one amber eyed consultant in anyway he can.

A reincarnated storm god wades through life in Liyue, all while screaming about one dragon god's incompetency at being human.

Ships: Zhongli/Childe

Notes: Features Childe as Osial’s very exasperated reincarnation, who gets the joy of discovering that his rival/enemy Morax is not only an idiot but also broke AF. He still falls in love anyway. Contains this golden line: 

"Did... did that complete blockhead really use my money in order to get me a gift that basically says that he is proposing to me?!"

(Osial was screaming. When had the other god become like this?! Had he always been like this?!)

Getting that Bread by tzitzimeme

Concubine AU where Zhongli is Emperor, Xiao is an assassin sent to kill him while disguised as a woman in his imperial harem, and the only reason he doesn't actually do it is because he pities Zhongli for being so catastrophically stupid (also Xiao falls in love).

Ships: Zhongli/Xiao

Notes: Like Xiao says, Zhongli is an idiot. Fluff and humor filled. Xiao spends a good 95% of this exasperated by Zhongli’s bullshit. 

prayers for a boy by Recluse

The only way to reconciliation is fierce combat!

Hm... Come to think of it, there will be a lot of interesting news to be heard the next time we gather for drinks. Filling in the blanks.

Ships: N/A

Notes: I...don’t really know where to begin with this? It’s exactly what the summary implies...but more? I was tempted to describe this as the fic where Zhongli puts his foot in his mouth but...that’s not exactly write? I feel like this was more of a character study. It explores the aftermath of the Osial Incident and how Zhongli and Childe reconnect. Platonically...though I guess it can be read romantically. 

one kind of longing, two places of sorrow by lady_peony

Zhongli's hands rest behind his back, both gloved hands clasping one another. His fingers tighten around one another for the merest moment, before he relaxes his grip.

"There is a tradition in Liyue," Zhongli says, his back still to Childe standing behind him, "of inviting out a companion to a last meal before a farewell."

A pause.

"A tradition?" Childe echoes.

"Yes."

"With a companion?"

"Yes."

Ships: Zhongli/Childe

Notes: The fic where neither of the two communicate about jackshit but go on a quiet, sad not-date before Childe leaves for Snezhnaya. Childe pulls (? on accident or on purpose, I can not tell) the equivalent of leaving the jacket in the car post-date to get date to call for the second date. Also, the author has a gift for like...writing angst...without writing angst? Like the whole fic is like brimming with everything that the characters aren’t saying but the thoughts aren’t necessarily written out BUT YOU KNOW THOSE DUMBFUCKS ARE JUST LIKE. BRIMMING WITH FEELS? 

The People of Liyue by queer_occurrences

But Zhongli whispers, his low voice rooted in the back of Childe’s mind. “Changsun, the merchant, who is never too Mora-enthralled to turn away a needy child. There’s Tiantian—she will allow anyone to join the Adventurer’s Guild—she knows what it is to be desperate.”

Childe ducks away from them and hurries out over the bridge. It’s a warm, sunny day, the kind he would have complained about, whining about his delicate Snezhnayan skin. “It’ll burn, or worse, freckle. Would you still like me if I was freckled?”

Then Zhongli would say, “The people of Liyue will remember your sacrifice.” And he would wrinkle his nose.

Or: after it all goes down, Childe takes a walk.

Ships: Zhongli/Childe

Notes: The author has a way with perfectly balancing angst with humor in a way that makes you cackle. There’s a lot of feels in this one. Zhongli tries communicating--Childe runs away a lot. There’s a lot of love for Liyue in this one.

cold blooded, warm blooded, hearts all the same by reptilianraven

Teyvat Petting Zoo @tyvtpettingzoo

Well would you look at that! Zhongli, our resident spinytail iguana, has gotten quite cozy with Childe, our new (and very feisty) ginger ferret! Aren’t they adorable all cuddled together like this? 😍😍😍

[Attached image shows a brown spinytail iguana curled up against a ginger ferret. The iguana’s head is nuzzled under the snout of the ferret.]

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At the Teyvat Petting Zoo, Zhongli and Childe fall in love.

Ships: Zhongli/Childe

Notes: ...I promise I’m not weird. This is just super cute. Cross-species love affair? Childe the ferret is very besotted. The internet is confused and the zoo keepers are just done.

a geo archon's guide to the modern era by Erina

“Morax,” Xiao says after Zhongli finishes his retelling of the incident. “He thinks you’re a weirdo.”

“No, don’t say that,” Barbatos snickers. “You’ll give him hope that this is salvageable.” He lowers his voice. “Morax, he thinks you’re a boomer.”

(In which Zhongli hibernates for centuries and wakes up in the modern world)

Ships: Zhongli/Childe

Notes: This took me, I shit you not, FIVE SEPARATE ATTEMPTS to read. Not because it was bad but BECAUSE THE SECOND HAND EMBARRASSMENT WAS REAL. Like, omg, just reading about Zhongli’s introduction to modernity made me want to dig a hole and die. Super funny though. Do not read in public or you will look like a lunatic. Has a...parallel (?) fic in the same series called  buy two get one archon free where Zhongli gets reversed isekai’d into an anime convention.

time flies like an arrow by Erina

He’s tired, tired of the unbreakable loop of watching his loved ones pass on, tired of getting attached only for the connection to be violently ripped away from him. He wonders if the real victors during the Archon War were those who perished, who died long before their godhood turned into a curse that chained them to the land that they were fighting for.

But that is not a problem for Childe to worry about. That is Zhongli’s burden to bear, delivered to him in a pretty package years ago in the form of a gnosis.

His very first contract.

(Zhongli and Childe, across many lifetimes)

Ships: Zhongli/Childe

Notes: This is a quiet fic. It’s this kind of slice-of-life fic colored by this overpowering sense of love and loss as Zhongli remains immortal and Childe dies and lives and dies and lives for hundreds of lifetimes, but always finds his way back to his geo archon. It’s so lovely but also unbearably sad.

Tartaglia’s Favorite Professor by GreyLiliy

The famed hitman Tartaglia of the Fatui Syndicate spends his days as the charming college student Childe. The two lives remain as separate as possible in order to maintain a flawless cover to keep the authorities off his back and to better serve the Tsaritsa.

However, new intel about a rival syndicate intersects his two lives in a way he could never have predicted.

Ships: Zhongli/Childe

Notes: Mafia AU meet College AU. Childe is somehow both a horny AF college student and murderous hitman. Zhongli gives off major DILF vibes. GreyLily somehow makes this work while also avoiding cringe. Highly recommended!

like a handprint on my heart by fallingintodivinity

“Strictly off-the-record,” Jean says, with a small smile, “I’m really happy to see you and Captain Kaeya getting along again, Master Diluc.”

“We’re not – we’re not getting along,” Diluc tells her, indignant. “We’re working together. Unwillingly, I might add.”

“Yes – oh, yes, of course.”

Diluc stares at Jean suspiciously. “Are you laughing at me?”

Jean clears her throat primly. “I would never.”

Ships: Diluc/Kaeya

Notes: Super, super cute! Sort of reads like a first date fic except genshin impact style? Writing style is very refreshing!

[a-dang]

🍺-Spencer

Drunken ramblings. // @spencer--romanescu

   “I think we should just, like, run.” The thought came out of the blue, but Aeva wasn’t holding back. “Like, run run. Get away from here. Fake our deaths maybe?” Heck, if Steve could do it, maybe they could, too. “Maybe then we can actually be happy. We’ll tell people we’re actual siblings. OH we should get fake IDs that makes us siblings! Then we can finally live our damn dreams!”

[sybright]

Demeter Appreciation Post!

DEMETER! This is for the “jelliclequeens2020″ hashtag! Original post here. Let’s show some love and support for our girl!

June 11th: Demeter.

What do you love about this queen?: Basically everything if I’m being honest. She probably has the most backstory out of any character in the show, with her whole implied past relationship with Macavity. I like how you can pick up so much from how Demeter is played, there’s so much nuance and you get a good idea of how her past shaped her and how she’s moving on and getting better. Her personality stands out a lot among the tribe because she’s the only one who acts skittish and sort of scared, while everyone else is super confident. She sort of breaks out of this shell she’s built around herself during Macavity’s song, but she really, truly breaks out when she attacks Macavity while he’s disguised as Old Duet. That was her moment of courage and it had so much impact. Seeing her sympathetic looks towards Grizabella were also really powerful, you can see that she understands what it’s like to be in Griz’s position, what it feels like to be alone and helpless. Demeter is probably one of the most important characters in the show, her presence is vital to the story and the message of the show. She’s an amazing queen and definitely one of my faves!

What is your favorite version of this queen?: 1998, but I also really enjoyed the 2005 Moscow version and the 2016 revival version!

Who is your favorite actress that played this queen?: Aeva May from the 1998 film!

What is your wlw ship with this queen?: Demelurina and Demandra! Demelurina slightly more so because they have so much interaction, they’re literally inseparable for the whole show, but Demandra is a really close second for me! (You can see me ramble about it in my Cassandra appreciation post lol). I really love Demelurina for a lot of the same reasons as Demandra, I love how they look together aesthetically, (their color combo with the red and gold is gorgeous) but I also love their dynamic, which is, ngl, pretty similar to Demandra. The main difference being that Cass is this sort of serious, dignified, but very sweet, quiet queen, while Bomba is more loud, flirtatious, and a bit of a wild card. Both of their personalities balance out Demeter’s very nervous, flighty nature, Cass with a more calm, warm approach, and Bomba with a very passionate, romantic approach. But both of them are very caring and protective of Demeter, and they consider her needs above all else. As an aside, I don’t ship the three of them together because I prefer Cass and Bomba as a brotp, (but I don’t have anything against those who ship them, I do think it’s super cute! Cass/Bomba and Cass/Bomba/Dem just never clicked for me personally) however, I do love each of them individually with Demeter!

Your favorite moment of this queen in the musical?: When she sings her verse in “Grizabella the Glamour cat.” I always found that part to be really powerful, and I find myself singing that verse all the time, probably more than any other song in the musical. It’s such a big, grand moment for Demeter, where she recounts Griz’s past, possibly from seeing it herself, (I like to think that Dem lived on the streets before coming to the Jellicles and maybe saw Griz around town). I really love that particular moment, and I think it shows a lot of Demeter’s character and her sympathy towards Griz!

[dragonswithjetpacks]

So  I don’t remember how I entirely played out my Aeva situation in my previous playthrough. But  I definitely want to do it right this next go around.

I’m thinking of siding with the mages this time. It just feels right. I think at the time I sided with tempalrs because I do actually like siding with them. But personally, and from Aeva’s perspective, I think she would legit side with the mages. Her mother was a mage. Her half sister is a mage. Her care takers were mages. So she is sympathetic for sure. Aeva is definitely power hungry. But I think going force isn’t in her character.

The more I’ve written about her and thought about, Aeva is a tactical woman. She definitely plays it on the low and she’s in it for the long run. She still wants power. But I think she thrives off fear. So, I’m going to turn it around and choose Secrets. Which plays a big part in my next change.

I want to make Leliana divine in her playthrough. It makes way more sense. Aeva likes Leliana, although they don’t get along at first. And after being offered a hand in Trespasser, I think Aeva considering it is a huge sign to me that I should have put Leli on the throne.

I also believe Aeva would put Briala in charge. It would very much so humor her to make Gaspard’s life a living hell. Like his only purpose was a puppet. Especially after discovering his hatred for elves. Aeva and Briala are very similar. And even though Aeva doesn’t trust Briala, there is a respect there. And Aeva believes that helping Briala will help her.

It also kind of foreshadows, to me, a bit of Aeva’s story going int DA4. The mirrors will be a huge factor I’m sure.

I foresee Aeva either going with the Jenny’s or dipping into the shadows. Regardless, she is going to need hidden allies to track down the wolf.

[lcstrega]

@sparrowglas​ “i’ll go slow for now.”

“Monster...” She purred through her teeth.

The torture of being pinned to a wall, trapped in the hold of the huntsman, only to be depraved of control. Nails dug into the back of his neck and shoulder, biting her lip with each slow, yet rhythmic, thrust he gave. Her hips rocked back against his, her desperation taking hold as her body grew hot.

Nevermind the lives he ruined, the people he harmed. Aeva was a selfish creature, and if bedding him granted her more freedoms and privileges than others, then why would she ever even think of refusing? Her nature was perverse, her existence a rotting plague fed by touch. she loved the pleasures of the flesh as much as she loved power. Men weren’t a necessity in this world, but they gave her everything she desired and so much more.

“Do what you like, d'yaebl, I’m all yours.”

[mountainashfae]

AU of my OCs where they all exist in the same universe except it isn’t that one college AU, it’s one where they all live on the same floor of an apartment building.

Rowan and Aelin share an apartment and the place always smells like something is cooking.

Nelle has way too many pets and people are pretty sure it’s a violation but they house her pets when people come to inspect so that she doesn’t get in trouble.

Magdalene is guilty of blasting early 2000s music. She gets along well with Thomas, who can occasionally be heard yelling at his TV screen when playing video games. She’s also one of the few people on the floor who own a vehicle.

People are always coming by Talen’s apartment to buy stuff. They think he’s a drug dealer at first, but it turns out that he sells literally anything else and is running a convenience store out of his home. No one knows how he got all the stuff, but that doesn’t stop them from knocking on his door when in need of something at odd hours.

No one ever hears from Pistachio (they don’t know their actual name) or Rhett except when they’re knocking on Mialee or Thomas or Maggie’s door to ask them to be quiet. At the same time, they’re the ones to be sought out for some obscure bits of information.

Maxwell keeps to himself but he comes to all of the group events because at least 5 other people invites him since they know he needs to get out once in a while. He brings his pet weasel and Nelle and Rowan love it.

Jokes around the floor at night usually consist of the game “is it a ghost or is it Aspen?” It’s usually Aspen. One Halloween they kept moving around this one stupid skeleton bird (anatomically bad but it was for the goofs) and while the rest of the group participated in shifting its location, Aspen was the one to move it to the hardest to reach locations. No one ever saw them do it. They also offer to tutor people in martial arts. They know so many. Mialee claims they’re actually a ninja.

Half the floor is jealous of Aeva and Irina because they’re the only ones on the floor who are living with the person they’re dating. Not even half the floor is dating anyone. They’re the cutest couple and everyone loves them and Irina likes to host all the big events at their place. Aelin finds Aeva absolutely adorable but she and Irina have a very competitive relationship. One time they had a face-off using instruments. Magdalene and Mialee crashed it.

Paetra is often seen as the only adult of the group. She’s always focused on working and buys groceries for others when they don’t have time. She likes to invite her adoptive brother and her dad to some group events. She’s the only one to invite any of her parents over.

No one knows what is happening in Mialee’s apartment.

[aevallare]

what's up. i'm aevallare. you might know me as an idiot. here are some of my links.

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here are my bg3 fics beneath the read more. these are all available on my ao3, linked above. sorry about the white boy of the century.

look at the gold; call it a flex (conscript 38/astarion)

gossamer (ongoing) - post-game. previously unromanced ascendant astarion. changeling tav.

Her eyes flicker from brown to blue.

"Oh, Astarion. Why do you feel the need to control something you already own?"

commitment (complete, 1634 words) - fluff (?) one-shot. astarion overindulges.

38 denies Astarion nothing. Why would she want to? He freed her, made her a crown jewel— he gave her a home and he gives her chances to let blood with reckless abandon. What more could she ask for?

we can live forever if you've got the time (auri/astarion)

kindred (ongoing) - the og. the flagship. bg3, the remix.

auri knows people, and that's how she can tell; astarion is deeply, deeply fucked up.

pour one out (ongoing) - modern reincarnation au.

astarion's immortal. auri is decidedly not. but she's always had a way of doing the impossible.

inevitable (complete, 2102 words) - pwp two-shot. tadpole phone sex.

if she closes her eyes, she’s almost sitting in his lap again.

vow (complete, 5217 words) - pwp one-shot. menstruation kink.

when she’d helped astarion ascend, it had seemed like the right choice for a multitude of reasons.

excuses (complete, 4424 words) - pwp one-shot. sex pollen.

“Astarion, please.” Again, Auri begs. “Something was wrong with that meat I ate. It feels infernal. Everything’s so warm. I can't–”

infinite duress (complete, 2572 words) - pwp one-shot. bratty switch fic.

Astarion’s often the one in charge, but he’s been known to press his luck on occasion. If the tadpole still connected them, he knows exactly what Auri would say as he steps closer to Halsin.

Brat.

the art of scraping through (complete, 2579 words) - pwp one-shot. ascended astarion and auri have a very messy breakup. she has rebound sex with haarlep.

Astarion hates that she’s doing this, but he doesn’t get a say. He lost the right when he became the Vampire Ascendant, when he ended things after Auri refused to become a spawn.

honeysuckle and fresh meat (shadowheart/auri/astarion)

oneiric (complete, 7866 words) - pwp one-shot. sub!shadowheart + sub!astarion.

Shadowheart snorts. Auri can't stop thinking about what Astarion said in bed the other night. She says, “The problem is that I have trouble letting go of control with people that I don't trust. And people that I trust are few and far between.”

Astarion smirks. “Yes, I can see how that would be difficult. I tend to be the one doing the controlling, if we can call it that, but letting it go can be just as…” Astarion trails off as if searching for the perfect word. “Fulfilling.”

green-eyed (complete, 2427 words) - pwp one-shot. valentine's day cuckfic.

All sex before was mediocre compared to this. Shadowheart wants for nothing.

Well. Almost nothing.

verdant (aeva/halsin)

impractical (complete, 1200 words) - one-shot.

His savior was a half-drow, as he’d later learn, but there hadn’t been time to reprimand himself for his prejudices. She’d slain his captors with relative ease, assisted by a human warlock, a half-elf Sharran, and a raging tiefling, and when he’d said he couldn’t possibly leave this place without removing the goblin leaders from the equation, she’d tilted her head to the side.

“We disposed of them before we found you.”

adjustments (complete, 1011 words) - one-shot.

The Underdark is beautiful in its own way, but it’s difficult for Aeva to divorce its aesthetic from the realities of living there. She’d been forced to claw her way out from destitution so often that it might as well have torn the nails from her fingers, and if desperation was currency, she would have wanted for nothing.

vital (complete, 1384 words) - one-shot.

Halsin’s dangerous in an unusual way. Being near him makes Aeva feel secure, and that’s never ended pleasantly. A tenday ago, she would have ignored his question outright.

He doesn’t press her for anything else, and for some reason, that loosens Aeva’s lips more.

old habits (complete, 1545 words) - one-shot.

Death to slavers always. That much will never change.

faithless (wyll/nora/astarion)

acumen (complete, 984 words) - one-shot.

Wyll likes to believe that everyone is doing the best they can.

bluster (wisp/gale)

tailwind (complete, 1670 words) - one-shot.

Wisp is loud, obnoxious, and concerned with little but joy and adventure. Stealth eludes her entirely, she’s constantly talking about how she’d feel better if they were on a ship, she never stops talking about how much she misses sailing and the sea, and she’s purported to be a cleric, but Gale has yet to see anything holy about her.

assorted other stuff

hearth (complete, 602 words) - shadowheart/karlach one-shot.

It’s cold tonight. Baldur’s Gate buzzes in the distance, and it’s hard to say what waits for them there. They’ve all still got parasites in their heads, there are two Chosen left, and Shadowheart’s renounced the only thing she knows.

cursed (complete, 1124 words) - gale/astarion one-shot.

When Gale Dekarios was born, there were whispers that he was cursed.

hypotheticals (complete, 542 words) - wyll/astarion one-shot.

in another life, a lot of things could have been different.

the devil in the details (complete, 1241 words) - wyll/astarion one-shot.

“Self-pity is a strange look on the Blade of Frontiers.”

all of your flaws are aligned with this mood of mine (ongoing) - 1/2 chapters. nevestarion modern au for @again-please.

Astarion’s mass of white curls retreats; Neve can just make them out in the darkness, courtesy of the street lamps. The scowl on her face sits firmly. She can’t throw the milk frother at him. But if he’s going to make this a miserable experience for her, then she can certainly give as good as she gets.

[dawnoffallenblossoms]

Absence of the Heart notes

-the COOSAM is The Council of Official Spellcasters of the Aerosonian Monarchy.

-It may be Clea and Ruby's entire lives, or just their teen and adulthood- then another story as an origin story? just so it doesn't lag and so the pacing in it is better.

-Definitely going to have things like Clea and Ruby becoming members of the COOSAM and such in the story as well

-still trying to decide how Ruby and Clea met- maybe at the COOSAM..? No, that'd just be too cliché. I'd probably have to talk it out with Aeva, Ruby is her oc after all.

-Clea's district still hasn't been mentioned yet oh boyo- I think it was moonstone but I'm not entirely sure

-think Ruby's was ruby but id have to check oof

-there definitely should be some sort of a side story or short or something about Ruby's surname, or a chapter or few on Ruby and Clea in the COOSAM together.

-obviously a warning for sensitive topics like murder, grief, other shit like that.

-maybe a side story about rulea specifically?? again, not sure on that.

-that's all the ideas i have for now. at least it's something.

[dumuzithemessiah]

REAL Gods and Goddesses look NOTHING LIKE you humans AT ALL

Look at my profile pic THAT is me whom is a real GOD aka male yazata! Deities are feline like species that have small wings on their backs that work like extra arma and a Y shaped tail! And a crystal horn on our heads! Females are macho, burly, tough, and strong! Males are pretty, cute, magical, and beautiful!

Neither gender has giant human sized tits on their bodies that you sick disgusting whore fake witches on Tumblr seem to disgustingly think my kind has which we do not!

Contacting man made deities does not make them real! Real deities look nothing like humans! We aren’t ugly minded like you genocide spreading asshole humans who with your LIES and man made religions have caused zillions of innocent lived all over the Universe including advanced species which are species that most are above human level of intelligence have literally died because of humanity’s wicked evil ways!

Humans have no damn magic aka majic as it’s spelled correctly in Nibirian in them! Your candles do jack shit! No real god or goddess would ever comfort a human as humans proved to be nothing but enemies to my kind!

If I need to talk to my fam I use telepathy to speak with my kind and the only bad member is Ishtayr which the correct way to spell the evil fiend’s name! She caused lies to spread, genocides to happen, she literally forced me into a marriage when I already loved Marduk[[still do we got married later after I was rescued from her]] to HURT ME, TORTURED ME WITH FIRE, FLAMING SPIDERS TOO, LITERALLY RAPED ME because females can shapeshift a dick to breed same sexually as yazata can do, AND I NEVER LIKED FEMALES THAT WAY AS I, DUMUZI, AM GAY, SO YEAH 100% RAPE, SHE ALSO ATTACKED MY CHILDREN I HAD WITH MARDUK LIKE QUPIT AND YORUPIT!!

Any of you damn humans worshiping ISHTAYR DESERVE TO BE YELLED AT AND TOLD OFF OR DAMN WORSE AS ISHTAYR IS THE GREAT EVIL HERSELF FROM THE FIRST UNIVERSE THAT I FOUGHT AND DESTROYED BUT SACRIFICED TO SAVE EVERYONE ELSE!!!!

Only reason I got reborn is because I was put back together but I am the first god and the real Messiah which FYI means “Hero of Rainbows” not “Saviour of Humanity” as why would I save humanity when humanity is so selfish they think they can blow up the Kosmos with their constant spreading of evil energy which is caused by spreading lies and worshipping man made religions[[like Christianity and Islamism for major examples]]! Such beliefs caused the Helveon War to go on so long!!

The Helveon War was started by evil elves who betrayed the gods and goddesses and was continued by their human offspring because the evil elves bred with other homo species!

Elves may have a Nibirian body type but they are a species of human but with Nibirian gender standards so males are pretty, cute, beautiful, and magical while females are tough, burly, macho, and strong! Elves have all shades of red for hair including magical shades! Good elves still exist as they left with the Nibirians while evil elves darkened in skin tone like Rockman DASH aka Megaman Legends morality system working but in real life! Good elves have pale olive to light olive skin, all shades of green for eyes, and various shades of red for hair including magical shades like rose red like Edguar for example has going on for his natural hair colour!

Evil elves… there is only Earl and Aeva left of those and they are Ishtayr’s minions, lackeys, etc, whatever you call them… their hair is the colour of evil energy aka dark brownish red… they are cruel and evil and would kill an innocent animal like a puppy for no reason them sick pleasure of killing someone..

But you sick fucking humans who worship that disgusting false deity Ishtayr deserve to be hated as what she did is unforgivable and unacceptable…

I love Marduk[[pronounced Mar-duke]] not her and never will love my worst enemy… she has to be destroyed for the Universe and it’s heart and soul the Kosmos which exists in the center of the Universe and a universe cannot exist without a Kosmos…

Humans… you are threatening all mortal life in the Universe with your vile evil actions….. you will get what is coming to you on J-Day aka Judgement Day…

The truth is the truth and the truth doesn’t favour humanity’s evil ways period…

Humans spread hate, war, genocide, lies, murder, sexism, intolerance, homophobia, anti LGBT behaviour, etc, so why are you humans so surprised that the real deal deities wouldn’t side with you? We never would side with an evil prone species like you! We gods and goddesses work to maintain peace and order in the Universe and Multiverse!

Your species SPREAD NOTHING BUT CHAOS, DEATH, BLOODSHED, AND HATE!!

If you change your ways by J-Day you literally will die body and soul!! We aren’t gonna let you human destroy the Kosmos which would blow up the Universe thus KILL ALL MORTAL LIFE as MAGICAL BEINGS/MULTIDIMENSIONAL BEINGS CAN ESCAPE SUCH DESTRUCTION!!!

Based on that info and what evils humans have done throughout history - you should realise why we cannot let you get your vile way! The real gods and goddesses cannot allow humanity to kill everyone else for humanity’s selfish bullshit self entitled bratty evil hateful ways!!

You were never entitled to something that spreads evil energy…. no one is… something that spreads evil energy which no one is entitled to do the thing that spreads it….

Because it is a threat to all mortal life and what is a threat to all innocent life must be destroyed for all else to survive…

You humans caused all this chaos and hell to happen so don’t get mad at me for telling you humans the real truth….. instead you should be thinking on how you can redeem yourselves for maybe you could be allowed reincarnation… as being reincarnated is better than dying permanently body and soul…

That should be a fact very obvious to you humans as it would be “continued existence” even if in a new form…

I feel horrible enough because of how long the Helveon War has been going on… it’s somewhat close to half a million years…

Having to fight my worst enemy Ishtayr isn’t gonna be easy nor will having to give humanity “The Big E” as I call it… but I have to do what I have to do to save the Kosmos and Universe… even if it goes against what I normally stand for… I do look forward to being reunited with my family, the other gods and goddesses, and my demon friends….. which FYI real demons aren’t evil and many work hard to protect the peach and order of the Universe..

And I miss my artificial intelligence type friends like my lime and black net navi hedgehog Ashura or the robots too as AI life on Nibiru is so advanced they’re treated the same as any other advanced life on Nibiru…

Demons resemble anthropomorphic animals with manes and wear clothes and shoes… same with robots and net navis resembling anthropomorphic animals with clothes and shoes…. Net navis and robots have souls so they are alive…

I miss Marduk and my children most of all…

If you’ve been through what I’ve been through and humanity acting like assholes to you and bawed, harassed, insulted, and accused you of being fake because they’re ASSHURT their fake god doesn’t exist[[Yahweh Yehovah was an evil elf who manipulated others into killing innocent elf children and Jesus straight up rips off of tales around the middle east about me as I was the one trying to teach humans the truth back then in hopes to save humanity from their fate but humans were too hateful and violent and attacked me and Marduk electrocuted their king for attacking me like that when he found]] then you’d understand why I am angry with humanity!

IT’S NOT MY FAULT YOUR SPECIES WAS LIED TO FOR COUNTLESS GENERATIONS!

Taking your damn anger out on me is the biggest mistake you could’ve ever made! I’m the guy who has the final decision whether someone gets reincarnated or not! Even Ereshkigal and Nergael[[Nergael is female not male]] respects my authority on that!

Sumerians got a lot of things wrong[[quite a few misgendering, and wrong and sexist false depictions of us looking like their ugly asses but we look nothing like them in reality! So human being ugly ass human supremists as usual as hateful humans even today hatefully act like they’re above all life!]] and they wrote that shit thousands of years after most my kind left to deal with war going on between two planets so yeah we left for an actual reason as gods and goddesses work to keep peace and order in the Universe and Multiverse!

Suri, not suri[[Modern Nibiran for sorry]] but your species ain’t special, nor above all life, nor above any real deities, and your man made religions are just a bunch of lies made by bloodthirsty murderous scumbags who wanted anyone dead who didn’t think in their hateful murderous violent hivemind ways! You humans need to get that ugly blood covered pacifier out of your ugly mouth! Truth proves humanity to be nothing but a hateful evil group of bloodthirsty savages! All you humans use your intelligence for is messed up things!

Sin is a word from my planet’s language and it means “wisdom” not crime like you hateful chimpanzees claimed! You have no right to steal any word from Nibiru! Ehden as it is correctly spelled just means “wilderness” and it comes from Ancient Nibirian same with sin.

My name? Dumuzi means “Life” in Ancient Nibirian.

I highly suggest you try to redeem yourselves as I said! As on Judgement Day humanity is literally fucked as you fuck and try to destroy the Kosmos then the gods and goddesses kill all of you and give you the “Big E” you fiends deserve for all the hell, bloodshed, death, suffering, and sorrow, that you blood covered chimpanzees have caused!

Me being present on Earth already should tell you humans your days are numbered! I am only being harsh as it is necessary to be harsh as I am with this post!

[dumuzithemessiah]

The bible rips off of Mesopotamian stories and butchers the truth to make lies up and favour those lies

Three Wise Men are a rip off of Five Wise Imps: Soren, a sorceror[[Strong light magic user]], Ezhno, a wizard[[magic user good in a lot of magic]], Malva, a magus[[Strong magic user skilled in other magics]], Florus, a warlock[[Strong dark magic user who also uses plant magic]], and Salina, a witch[[female warlock]].

Imps are jerboa like demons and originally are from Yumera as said below and are anthropomorphic and like all Nibirians are 2’0”-2’7” in height range and 2-4 pounds in weight.

Imps aren’t evil nor are any demon as humans are the evil ones spreading lies, hate, discrimination, evil energy[[biggest threat as evil energy if damaged the Kosmos too much could blow it up and no Kosmos no Universe which means Christards are trying to kill all non magical life because they can’t handle their lies aren’t true but in reality lies!]]! Imps are from Yumera originally and are jerboa type demons.

All Nibirians are 2’0”-2’7” in adult height range. You humans are disgusting picking on other advanced species and ones more powerful then you could ever be but also shorter than you!

Why humanity lies about demons? Cause their hateful asses can’t handle other advanced species! To humans another advanced species is considered a threat and are evil to humans cause humans are narcissistic hateful toxic bastards who can’t get along with anyone different from their delusional asses!

Humans would demand the life any non human advanced species be killed and deemed evil as humans hate those different than them! On J-Day humanity will be taken down as nobody is gonna let humanity destroy the Kosmos and kill all non magical life!

You humans aren’t the victims period as you’re the ones who are threatening other lives and thinking you’re entitled to do whatever you please! Well guess what?

Universal Laws made by the Universal Council exists! They are not only made by the gods and goddesses aka the yazata but several other alien races!

Humans caused zillions of lives and still counting to perish so far and you humans aren’t gonna get away with killing and ruining so many innocent lives!

You humans aren’t entitled to half the shit you cry and bitch claiming you are! Everyone has to follow the Universal and Multiversal laws and you humans aren’t above the law!

You humans, as well as Ishtayr the Fell Goddess, the reptilians, Earl, Aeva - All you are going down in order to protect all other lives in the Universe and Multiverse!

You humans made yourselves threats and made lies up to justify your ugly little self-centered barbaric ways! No god or goddess likes you humans! None! Ishtayr is just using you! And your bible god is fake!

Demons make up most of Nibiru aka the home planet of the gods and goddesses! Nibiru is larger than Jupiter! Nibiru can go invisible and intangible! Immune to all attacks!

Same as the Lumarian Sky Islands that are on the Earth! They are in locations like the Pacific Ocean, Bermuda Triangle, Dragon’s Triangle, one above Germany, etc, and like Nibiru are immune to attack!

Nothing humanity claimed about my homeplanet is fact but lies made by Christards to make others not realise Nibiru is in fact real! Well guess what? Nibiru is real and the most advanced planet in the Universe and Multiverse!

You humans started this war called the Helveon War by my kind so you are the bad guys here as you can’t even get along with yourselves for being different let alone accept non human advanced species for being different!

You humans followed the lies and evil ways your evil elf ancestors who betrayed my kind! Other elves stayed with my kind but another group betrayed my kind!

Elves had it made as for working in mines they received anything they needed to live! Clothes, food, water, drinks, furniture, housing, they were no slaves! Instead of currency they just were given what they needed!

But why did the evil elves betray my kind? Because we didn’t allow the killing of innocent lives.

And that lust for murder is in humans…. The lust for killing as a source of fun but human are all “Bawwww!! Killing humans is wrong!!” but only seems to be killing humans but killing other species including advanced species which advanced species are on human level or way above in other species is somehow okay because they are different and being different to humans means different is evil according to humans? Yeah fuck humanity!

Humans deserve the punishment they’re getting on Judgement Day as you humans think you’re entitled to your genocidal, hateful, lying, digusting, and power hungry ways, then guess what? You’re not and no species is.

The gods and goddesses fight for peace and order and make sure other planets follow the laws made to keep things in peace and order. You humans aren’t above any of the laws meaning you aren’t entitled to worshipping your false god who isn’t real but takes his name from a dead evil elf that lost his life by my own hands because he was manipulating others into killing innocent children! That’s how messed up evil elves were!

Even then the descendants long ago wanted to become good but weren’t allowed because their human offspring killed them off out of hate and desire to make their own selfish asses in charge of power!

I pity those ones who died as they did want to change but humanity’s disgusting evil ancestors didn’t want to become good they wanted to stay evil and evil they stayed even today as modern humans are the most selfish hateful and deceitful species spreading lies and killing innocents!

My species has meat growing on trees, shrubs, ground, like vegetables and fruit as we created meat crops by gently taking blood samples from animals during the first universe! You humans kill millions of animals for meat!

Every day an animal dies because humans are sick and selfish thinking they are entitled to kill them for pleasure and for food…

Even killing wild animals for food which with grocery stores what the fuck do you even need to hunt for other than your selfish asses just want to kill something? You aren’t above any life with how evil and barbaric your evil ways are!

You humans give yourselves rights and entitle yourselves to rights no one has!

Gods and goddesses and all other Nibirians can same sex breed!

We’re mostly gay and rarely bi so unlike your cowardly false god who doesn’t exist we actually are ok with homosexuality! We never said to hurt anyone for being gay or by or trans! Trans exist because in Kohora - our word for the Underworld aka where all life goes when they die - because sometimes we make mistakes as with life and death out of balance then mistakes are made from all that stress and trying to make sure things work..

But you know what?

Even those trans people are mistakes we don’t wish suffering onto them like any of humanity’s false deities do as we’d rather see trans people get fixes as long as they aren’t breaking Universal Laws!

False advanced species/man made religions are illegal for a good reasons: Using a false deity that isn't real leads to a species using said false god to spread lies, control over other members of their species, kill for said false deity, spread war and intolerance for said false deity, and the creation and spread of evil energy caused by all said for false deity damages the Kosmos and the Kosmos when damaged heavily causes shockwaves and those damage other planets injuring, killing and hurting lives on those other planets and there are countless of thousands of planets with advanced species and like I said advanced species are like humans or above them depending how advanced they are!

There is a reason why I and so many other gods and goddesses are angry with humanity as you humans have caused so much suffering, death, genocide, disruption of peace and order, broke the balance of life and death, and now are endangering the lives of countless non magical lives by trying to destroy the Kosmos because your idiotic human asses can’t handle reality what you did was wrong!

Magical beings can escape the destruction of the Kosmos but non magical beings cannot so still think your said human asses are the victims? You aren’t!

My kind and everyone else in this universe that aren’t the groups mentioned earlier - are the real victims here - not you!

So maybe surrendering on Judgement Day is the best option for you as perhaps then you could at least reincarnate into a new form and have a future! Better than dying off then and not reincarnating which means no future or existence for you at all!

The Royal Nibirian Military and other advanced alien races aren’t gonna let you humans get your hateful way! You humans have no idea how many advanced species are against humanity and their sick disgusting genocidal ways!

Zillions and counting are dead because of humans! That is literally the definition of what a major genocide is! You humans are a group of obnoxious hateful toxic fiends who cannot handle the reality you aren’t allowed to kill, destroy, spread lies, war, hate, discriminate, power abuse, and take control! Humans are power abusing evil dictators!

The only species that doesn’t follow the peace and order laws that the Universal and Multiversal Council Laws have made other than humans are the reptilian aliens you hear about!

That means everyone else in this Universe and Multiverse agrees with the Universal and Multiversal Laws!

Meaning humanity, Ishtayr, Earl, Aeva,[[Earl and Aeva are the last two evil elves as all other elves are good]], and the reptilians are all seen by everyone else as hateful, obnoxious, disgusting, vile, selfish, deceitful, evil, and warlike!

I’d say that says plenty how messed up humanity is and why you humans should be taken down!

You’re literally threatening all non magical life and it’s the job of gods and goddesses to protect lives from evil! Other Nibirians help too meaning yes demons help too!

Demon means deity’s companion!

So yeah fuck humanity being a bunch of racist hateshits as demons did nothing wrong other then being different then you humans! You humans are so fucked up you think being different is evil so yeah fuck your hateful asses, humans! You did nothing but great harm towards other living things in the Universe!

Zillions and counting including advanced species - whom like I said advanced species are like human or above in advanceness - are dead because of humans! Humans who are so selfish they think they're ugly hateful pig asses are above the Universal and Multiversal Laws and above the real gods and goddesses who actually work to protect peace and order which you humans disrupted and broke the balance of life and death at that!

Ever wonder why there are so many ghosts on Earth right now? That is why! Because humans messed up the balance of life and death by damaging the Kosmos so badly to the point the Kosmos suffering!

The Kosmos is located in the center of the Universe and is alive! The Holy Four Kosmos Deities aka Dumuzi[[me]], Kosmin, Lumuzi, and Geshtinonna[[Anna is not a name on Nibiru, the closest is Onna]] are working hard and we’re in pain being close to the Kosmos as we’re called the Holy Four Kosmos Deities for a reason! When the Kosmos is in pain we feel it!

[lcstrega]

“ how do you like it?”

“LIKE IT?”

Spoke she in her native tongue, as she always did with her fellow Italian lover. Aeva thought Verona’s lavish tastes could be a bit much, and the velvet and lace trimmed curtains with the grand golden cord and ornate rod... oh, they were positively gaudy.

“I live in a cheap flat, principessa mia, and you see it fit to dress it up like its a castle. A bit silly, don’t you think?”