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antlerx-art · 3 months ago

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Maybe he’ll take a bite… ❤️💛

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unknownarmageddon · 25 days ago

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hello kross nation

cross belongs to jael peñaloza killer belongs to rahafwabas

+ individual versions with notes!!!!

#armageddon art #horns and wings #<- that’s what i’m callin this thing. for now #they look like they live in ENTIRELY different eras but like. they kinda do. not literally but you know #these are like their “normie” designs for my own sanity i might or might not make them more creature here and there. as a treat #ALSO i should mention killer’s smoke doesn’t smell Strong or particularly Bad #anywayg #i had more commentary but i’ve forgotten most of it #i think killer calls cross angel. originally as an objective title but over time it grew soft #what if you clawed your way up from hell and i was forcefully cast out of heaven. and we were both boys. or whatever /silly #not fully satisfied with cross’s clothes but i struggled immensely with those so it’s good enough #cross sans #killer sans #cross!sans #killer!sans #cross x killer #killer x cross #kross ship #criller #sanscest #utmv #utmv fanart #ut au #sans au #ut au fanart #sanshipping #there’s several tidbits i could say about their designs and like my inspirations and intentions with certain things but i’ll wait cackles #definitely feel free to ask about it tho

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shadowkira · 5 months ago

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Falin's crush is so cute. 💚

#Farcille #Falin Touden #Marcille Donato #Dungeon Meshi #Chimera Falin would continue to do this but it'd be in the same way a cat does. “I'm not sure you can hunt for yourself so here's a-”#“monster carcass to show you my affection because I don't want you to struggle without fangs and claws.”#Spoilers #Spoiler #Dungeon Meshi Spoilers

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spellboundcities · 2 years ago

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You haven't been having any sort of memory loss, have you?

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gods-perfect-idiots · 25 days ago

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something something blood-soaked hands cradling your face something something

anyway here's the post btw

#what if post dp3 logan struggles to emotionally accept that wade Will Actually For Real Survive Anything #and one time they are fighting some random baddies #and they somehow get in a few shots straight to wade's cranium and he drops like a bag of slutty slutty potatoes #and logan goes full berserker trying to get to him #like he just massacres everyone in his way and wade still isnt getting up ohnoohnoohnonotagainohno #(healing factor or no a few direct shots to the brain stem/t box take a bit to recover from)#(no more than five minutes but it's an eternity to logan)#and his heart sinks to the very core of the earth as he kneels down next to wade's body #and his hands are shaking and soaked in blood and he can't seem to sheathe his claws in his dazed adrenalined state #he tries to peel back wade's mask and fear is just *pounding* through his system because in that moment #all he can see are the xmen dead in massive pools of blood #and that feeling of unreality is rushing over him like thiscantbehappeningthiscantbehappeningnotagainohgodnotagain #wade's still and unresponsive and there is so Much BLOOD (hard to tell how much is Wade's and how much is just on his hands)#and logan doesn't even realize he's crying until suddenly wade's eyes light up like a computer restarting #and he's smiling and gasping and joking immediately #“well howdy there hot stuff what did I miss?”#and then he clocks that logan is Not Okay #“... well gee willikers golly goddamn peanut 'twas only a flesh wound! no need to go all waterworks over lil ol me”#“you know it would take a helluva lot more than that to make me shuffle off this here mortal coil!”#“see all better I'm hunky dory peachy keen right as fucking rain”#“I mean cmon I can't have been out for more than five minutes so let's just go back to you being exasperated with my bullshit antics okay??#“...okay sugarboobs? snookums? babycakes?.... Logan?”#and they just sit there on the floor holding each other for a while #wade babbling and logan crying about everything he's lost and wondering distantly how he has come to care so much #about this blithering jokester in like barely a week #that the thought of losing him brought him crashing back to the worst memory of his extremely rough life #anyway that's enough tag mini fic lolol I'm having feelings about my own drawing I guess 😵#poolverine #deadpool and wolverine #poolverine art

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alackofghosts · 8 months ago

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you're just too good to be true, can't take my eyes off of you ♪

#right back on that 5.3 train #semi follow up to the thing from july but not in an immediate way. more like playing around in the same narrow window of time lol #anyway. time for coffee and fallout. todd is clawing at my windows you see.#speedpaint #Ardbert #warrior of light #fanart #i draw sometimes #Final Fantasy XIV #also oh my god i have not written anything by hand for a hot minute so the struggle was REAL #against my natural state of kindergartner scrawl

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starzzify · 1 month ago

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can people please stop cutting themselves for attention and talking to ME about it and telling ME about it like please stop

#starzz thoughts #angst posting i guess #not targeted i’m just tired of hearing “i cut myself last night 🥺🥺”#and then showing me their cuts (that didn’t even bleed) and stuff and i wanna like RAAAHAHGHHHHGHGHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH #im gonna tweak out #CLAWING MY SKIN OFF #tw sh talk #RAAAHHGHHHHGHHHHH #LOOSING MY MIND #AALSLSLSKDKJDDNNFNFFGGGGNGNGMGNGMGMGKGJSSSSSYTOPPPP #I DONT WANNA SEE THAT PLSESLEPLSPLS #AAÀSAAGHHH #i only added “that didn’t even bleed” because that is SCRATCHING yourself that is so light like im sorry but you didn’t cut yourself #and you’re telling me like that and showing me like you’re doing it for attention and you’re scared of it because it’s so light #i can literally tell #i’m sorry #but like #AAAASDFGHHJKLLLLLL #if you knew what actual cutting yourself was you wouldn’t be acting like this #and talking about it so publicly where anyone can hear #it obviously means nothing to you and it seems like you’re making a joke out of real people who actually have cut themselves #and you’re like mocking people too with the way you say it #that’s not okay at all #and like it’s not funny or silly or a trend it’s a real fucking thing that people struggle with #it’s not cute and it’s not silly #please stop

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third-doctor · 4 months ago

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Sometimes I wonder why I’m fighting so hard to stay alive. Why I haven’t just given up at this point. I’m just one man. In the grand scheme of things I don’t even matter. So why am I fighting tooth and nail to get out and stay safe?

And then I start thinking about Doctor Who and its ethos that all life is important and everyone matters. No one is insignificant. We all matter. I keep thinking of Donna, begging the Doctor to just save someone.

I’m someone. My life is worth saving. I may not be able to save everyone, but I can try and save one person, even if that person is just me. I can get myself out and do my best to help the people around me and carry the ones who didn’t make it in my heart. I can keep going for the ones who couldn’t. If all life matters, that means mine does too.

You’re important. You’re worth saving. You’re worth fighting for. If all you can save is yourself, that still counts. You are so, so worth it.

#dead men do tell tales #doctor who #positivity #hopepunk #I’m trying very hard not to despair and trying to get tf OUT of America #I still have hope for the election because otherwise I’ll go insane #but as I keep struggling to get out I keep this in mind #I am so tired of fighting and clawing my way through shit and barely hanging on #but I am worth it. I am worth the struggle. I have to believe that

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sexynetra · 3 months ago

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Me 🤭

#I need to WRITE #but I CANT #I got wildly depressed earlier this year and decided I hate writing #and it’s been a struggle bus to claw my way back #like I love to write why do I hate it too #anyways I’m rambling lmfao #I’m working on chapter 8 okay! it’s coming!

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empyreansentinel · 21 days ago

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BLOODSHOT OCS! kids first so i dont have to deal with their parents armor lmao

#borderlands #the bloodshots #oc: dice #oc: sickle #oc: mad malady #oc: penelope #dice is so fun. typical apocalypse kid who is never where hes supposed to be.#there are 4 different bandits with the prefix mad isnt that weird. anyways theres another one now #sickle...mamas boy with no mama :(#penelope is staring at ppl at all times just ? she thinks her brothers r a little dumb #sickle n dice are her half brothers and mal is their cousin #bandit rewrite #my art #trying to claw my way out of my art block. still struggling augh

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vitamin-zeeth · 10 months ago

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experiencing fhjy while currently being in the equivalent of junior year is so. Yeah that's what it's like that's how school treats you that's how I'm feeling RIGHT NOW. I love how perfectly accurate it is and I also hate it so much because they don't deserve to go through this shit

#like fuck man #im currently fucking struggling through school clawing my way to exams so i can stop dealing with all this bullshit and have a life #and i cannot WAIT until its over cause next years gonna be the chillest #but fuckin hell man some of these moments #adaine struggling cause the school just won't provide the resources she needs. fabian dealing with a 150% workload + ecs.#kristen being genuinely gifted but finding the paperwork so awful that her grades are plummeting.#gorgug being told he cant do what he wants to do because they want to keep him focusing on the path he chose when he was 14.#riz trying to keep his friends together because if they separate he doesnt know what hed do #ough #kristen especially is resonating with me HARD her entire energy is so fucking relatable rn #its giving burnout its giving tired undiagnosed teenager its giving doesnt know wtf theyre doing #shes strongly considering dropping out but then looking back and going FUUUCK I KNOW I GOTTA JUST PUSH THROUGH #shes hating the work its making enjoying the subject harder shes needing a break and nobodys willing to give her one #shes so me this year actually. realest ever I'll defend her til i DIE #d20 #fhjy

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anabetel35 · 5 months ago

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My heart goes out to all the girls to whom girlhood doesn't or didn't come easily. To trans girls, to neurodivergent girls, to girls of color, to girls who decided to hang on to their girlhood far later than all the girls around them did, to girls who aren't skinny, to girls whose bodies made people percieve them as women rather than girls, to disabled girls, to queer girls, to people who may not be just girls but experience girlhood too. To everyone who ever had to carve out a version of girlhood that fit them becasue no one else would've given it to them. To everyone who bled for their girlhood. To everyone who keeps redefining girlhood to suit them. The girlhood that you made for yourself is precious becasue it's yours and I cannot even begin to imagine all the work and tears and love that you put into it. I love you and I hope that you love yourself, too, for being yourself. You deserve the world <3

#I love you girls who don't fit into the neat box that society has labeled girl I love you girls who have clawed their way through life I lov #e you girls who have struggled just to be a girl I love you girls--#text post #text #queer #girlhood #uhm. I have no idea how to tag this :(#it breaks my heart to see so many of my girls (especially trans girls) get so much hate like you're all some of the best people ever and yo #don't deserve any of the bullshit that people give you >:(#neurodivergent #transgender #transfem

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age-of-moonknight · 1 year ago

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“Journey to the Center of the Mind,” Moon Knight (Vol. 9/2021), #27.

Writer: Jed MacKay; Penciler and Inker: Federico Sabbatini; Colorist: Rachelle Rosenberg; Letterer: Cory Petit

#Marvel #Marvel comics #Marvel 616 #Moon Knight vol. 9 #Moon Knight 2021 #Moon Knight comics #latest release #Moon Knight #Marc Spector #Steven Grant #Jake Lockley #Hunter’s Moon #Yehya Badr #first things first getting powers based off of nuclear material + falling into the San Andreas Fault of all places is so delightfully #silver age comic book I love it #and next…this is so wonderfully simply bittersweet #because you can feel that parallel that it could have just as easily been Marc resurrected by something even more #sinister than Khonshu and turned to villainy #but I appreciate so much Marc’s very literal reaching out to the spark of good in someone who is presented as an #archetypal comic book villain and helping him to stand up for himself #Marc wasn’t just dragging someone to justice he offered the encouragement that allowed Alton to make his own choice to do the right thing #it’s about the quintessential struggle of man versus himself and grappling with the good and bad that is within all of us #and if anyone has gone 10 rounds with himself being his own worst enemy and still chooses to claw his way to doing good it’s Marc #anyway it’s late by my biological clock so please don’t mind me waxing near-philosophical in the tags hahaah

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freezerprince · 5 months ago

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shocking! this universe's forty-seventh deeply unwell betty grof kinnie has lived to die another day! (not shocking) (it's the eighth day this has happened in this week alone) (if you are the dog and I am the dog then who is driving the sled)

#i cant get into my discord rn cause im still struggling to get my phone number transferred to my new service carrier and ummmm #yea well uhhhhh hiiii i have. art to share soon my phone got stolen and my laptop has veen dead since saturday. also our apartment flooded #from sprinkler runoff wheb the unit above us caught fire which is cool its cool its cool.#yay :) im clawing my way slowly and desperately into the safe boughs of my petrigrof comfort zone and all the veautiful people within #i do think ill enact the one shot idea i had as a kind of dogsled continuation regardless of trendiness. also i started a little comic....#....well wish me luck and stay tuned ?

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jupiter--dream · 22 days ago

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(cw vent, sorry it's just been A Couple Of Days)

Not really having many irl friends comes at the price of feeling so terribly lonely, I feel like I have no one to talk to because I'm not close to enough people, or maybe I am and I just haven't talked to them in a while and I don't want this to be our first conversation qwq

I'm honestly just. Tired, tbh qwq

#I mostly talk to my partner #But they've been more absent lately and like they have their own life #But the second they're gone I realize I don't talk to anyone that much #I used to have someone else I spoke to daily; it was an awful friendship though and it took a lot of struggle to end it #But god; just qwq; I'm so tired of everything qwq #Honestly I'm disappointed in how upset it makes me that my partner is more absent because I know it's bc they've found a game they're into #And have been playing non-stop #They'll come telling me that they've done this and that and I'll be struggling HARD and will try to mention it at some point but #But like I wanna leave them their space to be excited but I just #Look. Look the NPD is getting to me; and I know these are not kind or fair feelings but #But I hate it here; I don't care about their game; I don't care about what they've done;#All my brain focuses on is that I've had a shitty fucking day and everything's gone wrong and they weren't here #Because they were fucking playing #And I know that's not fair for MANY reasons and that voicing all that would make me a massive asshole #And that at its core; it's more of a matter of never going anywhere; not having people to hang out with;#Not leaving my house nor talking to that many people #I feel so lonely and so fucking hollow qwq #My bag got taken away and I feel like I've lost an intrinsic part of myself #And to top it all off; I had today's exam and the project I'm doing #And my dad screaming and my period coming and all the things I have to do and how much I yearn for friends #Yet when I'm with my friends I can't wait to be alone #Man; just #I didn't wanna go this far; and I only say it here because no one's really gonna read it;#But I genuinely just wanna kill myself at this point #There's no point nor reason #I'm trying hard to enjoy life but nothing goes my way #I have so many things I want to do and nothing fucking goes my way #I'm so tired; I just want to go to sleep and not wake up; it's gnawing and clawing and it's such an ugly feeling qwq #I feel like if I cut myself I'd be even more pathetic; I wouldn't even be met with sympathy; just. Disappointment #It's been a while since I last self-harmed in a way that was visible

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jestroer · 1 year ago

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Being incredibly social and thriving in a company of literally anyone pleasant enough to talk to and also having an extreme social anxiety is not an easy work but somebody has to fucking do it

#don't you love feeling physically sick when you just embarrassed a bit. or your message in a group chat hasnt been noticed by anyone #i sure do #i just love company and having dialogue so so much #i love talking #when im having a chat with my mate i just put aside everything and i just spend like 40 minutes just talking to them and nothing else #and i love hanging out #but having social anxiety makes it extremely fucking hard to ask anyone to hang out #but nobody fucking asks me to hang out and i know like that people are busy #but when i force myself to finally ask someone its so easy to arrange a meeting and we have such a nice time and then it repeats #fucking clawing and biting my way out of my extreme anxiety every other week to just like go to a museum. on a walk #love hanging out too much for my own good #shitpost #anxiety #social anxiety #also like. discord servers my beloathed. im trying so hard. but there are always so much going on i just cant #honestly im just trying so hard lately to be more social #but god forgive its so fucking hard holy shit 🙏 Literally sweating crying throwing up trying to write a message first #or like join some social event and then actually be social in it #fucking. struggle on earth man. what the fuck for real

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