#to my followers. im sorry for being annoying.

[kazucee]

me and koue atm (real)

[mrmeepsmadmind]

bee's protective nature over anyone persists even as a ghost & i think he sometimes forgets or doesn't care that only star can see him (sadly no touch tho) & will start shouting & angrily try standing between people who are mad at starscream even tho he can't be seen, he just wants to try & help anyways bcs STOP IT >:(!! BE NICE !!!! cried the ghost no one can hear or see except for the poor guy getting yelled at & trying to overhear the conversation over bee's frantic rebuttals while trying to discreetly let bee know it's ok while ALSO trying not to look Insane .

continued attempt at a 4am drawn doodle comic below

i might draw detailed later but yeah i just wanted to give yall this headcanon bcs i love starbee so much... the nagging wives finally finding their true loves... another nagging wife.

' you .. do know only i can hear and see you, unfortunately, right? or are you starting to go loopy, because i don't need another insane figure haunting me. I have enough already, as you can try and fail to imagine, little bee . '

' trust me, im Well aware .. of everything you just said . .. but i just. i couldn't just Stand there and do Nothing while someone talked to you like You were Nothing . that's not the autobot way. that's not- my way . '

' . . . '

[sovaharbor]

actually am i the only person who finds it so fucking weird that varric of all people was the one to die for solas. like. varric? varric??? they didn't even get along half the time lmao... like there's an entire part of cole's arc where him and solas are diametrically opposed and whoever "wins", the other is very much not happy about it. what the fuck happened between trespasser - where varric is literally viscount of kirkwall and kinda fucking busy with that!! - and suddenly him giving this much of a shit about solas????

okay, yeah, he's in the comics. okay, yeah, he's working for the inquisition in the comics. but honestly

i'm gonna be so for real, i don't really think i'm going to listen to the comics when this is apparently a plot thread in knight errant lmao. VARRIC got an invitation to SEBASTIAN'S birthday party?? varric, the guy who literally hated sebastian???? who would be hated by sebastian, in turn, especially if hawke saved the mages - which i'm 99% sure is what happens in bioware's canon? so like???

i dont know. it's just so weird. varric being in inquisition makes sense. cassandra forces him into it, there's a lot going on, man he just works here. whatever. but his role in TV just does not to me. him choosing, apparently, Apparently, after this, to continue with the inquisition, when he's busy being viscount (and hates it, yeah, sure, but he's still doing it because kirkwall is his home) and doesn't really care about solas except now he DOES, actually, to the point that when he is confronted with solas actively doing the ritual he's supposed to stop, he thinks he can talk him down. when EVERYTHING he knows about solas points to the opposite. he knows he is stubborn and obstinate and yeah, he cares, but that is why he is doing this. he knows solas cares to a fault. knows he will do anything to fix what is apparently a wrong by his own hands.

so why talk to him? why DIE for him? varric is smart. varric knows people (or so he thinks). that's his entire fucking schtick. you're gonna look me in the eye and tell me he's gonna sacrifice his life for SOLAS?????

it's so weird man. i don't even know if any of this made sense. but it's so weird to me.

[a-scary-lack-of-common-sense]

YOU GUYS REALLY THOUGHT I WAS FINISHED WITH THIS, HUH?? WELL SIKE, HERE'S MORE

[fisherrprince]

my venvani post is getting reblogged again and i stand by what i said if u dont come at them with bare minimum homestuck quadrant level "what is going on here" OR MORE i fundamentally believe it to be reductive to their relationship

[keleravna]

just a vestige little guy and his necromancer girlfriend. who doesn't know he can't die and believes he's dead and is trying to bring back the man she loved. who's not even gone but it never occurred to him to say the truth even once in his life. yknow how it is

done in polish lit class :)

[tinyfantasminha]

👍

[jajanvm-imbi]

Tee hee

[torantuga]

uhhh yknow that mk said she had a brother..,, iii kinda made a design for him at school last week in my alenoah dads au

nnn i might be thinking of doing a continuation of my fic where mk confronts ale n noah abt being on tdi n not telling her

sooooo yeah if ya wanna see that....

[shinraelectricpowercom]

Current Events in Silm fandom rlly reinforce my feeling that, despite claiming an ethos of acceptance/tolerance of anything that doesn't hurt ppl, a lot of ppl in the section of Silm fandom I frequent do follow a set of socially-agreed-upon mores about what concepts are "not acceptable" to discuss or propose (or the ways in which certain topics must be discussed to be acceptable), that you all seem to have agreed on despite the things those mores restrict not being harmful to anyone.

And when someone does say smth that violates those mores, the response is disproportionate to the amount of harm done (which is typically none, imo). I know it's tempting to say "but we just want people to be comfortable and safe", but treating ppl badly for the sin of sharing thoughts you dislike is NOT the same as preventing people from doing things that are harmful. The former is much more of a harmful behavior than the sharing of the thoughts that sets it off. Fannish etiquette, people: you shouldn’t act like someone’s meta makes them morally suspect just because you disagree with it; save the “this is morally bad” for things that are ACTUALLY harmful. We're all stuck on this website together & if you want to have any sort of community, you need to ACT like you're in a community, and that means letting other people say things you dislike. Block them if you need to! I block people all the time because i know it's better for me AND for them if we can both blog in peace.

I am not particularly comfortable with the young-queer-on-tumblr silm fandom rn due to this tendency to rebuke things that are uncomfortable rather than harmful. Maybe that's fine with you. But if your goal is to make all fans feel comfortable and accepted, you need to actually do that. If your goal is to make people who share your unwritten rules comfortable in your space, you need to admit that, and write those rules down, and curate your space so it follows them.

Edited 8:10am PST to clarify the specifics of the behavior I find concerning.

[violentdevotion]

is it your birthday? happy birthday!! ^_^

it is !!! :D thank youuu !!!!!!!!

[crashed-on-mars]

can all of you shut up for literally five fucking seconds please

[emoticonnie]

i need less kissing and more sobbing and more of him being a freak while pining! its good for his soul! (lying) and definitely wont cause more problems!! (lying again)

[lilsam96]

Towards the end of 1x07, it's Thanksgiving, and Sydney has friends over when she gets a knock on her door.

It's Jack. And he outright tells her Shepard was the one that killed Danny (she already found this out while on her mission). And then this exchange is what follows.

"I'm telling you because I don't want you to think its my mission in life to keep things from you." "Then why do you?" He pulls something from his jacket. "FBI report, signed by the deputy director under Carter, clearing me of having any involvement with KGB. Sydney, you have to understand it was the height of the Cold War. After they caught Boyce and Lee in '77, everybody was under suspicion. So, I suppose in a way… Your mother's… accident was my fault…" Sydney looks at him with tearful eyes. "Since the FBI was after me." He pauses, shakes his head slightly. "If I could give her back to you, I would." They look at each other, Sydney gob smacked. "Take it." "I don't need to," she quietly says. He puts the paper back in his jacket. "You should stay." "Work." His response is abrupt, to the point. She nods her head. "I'm glad your trip went well." Another awkward pause. She knows he's avoiding hanging out with her. "Happy Thanksgiving," he says cordially. "You too," she replies through tears and a smile. He simply turns and leaves.

IT'S ALL KINDS OF COMPLICATED BETWEEN THEM. HE'S TRYING TO GAIN HER TRUST, SO HE CAN HELP PROTECT HER, BUT HE KEEPS LYING THROUGH HIS TEETH AND IT'S PAINFUL. The FBI wasn't after him, they were after his wife. But he can't tell Sydney that because that's a can of worms that has so many complicated issues that will only lead to more questions than answers and he can't deal with that right now. At this point, he's doing everything in his power to keep his daughter safe! 😭 But him admitting fault and wishing he could give Sydney her mother back feels like a half truth-- on one hand, yes, he probably feels responsible just because he fell for her and her deception. And he probably does wish he could give Sydney back her mother-- or at least Sydney's version of her mother. The one who was loving and kind and nurturing. And this half truth (coupled with the proof of his innocence of working with the KGB) alleviates Sydney's suspicions and vitriol of him. And that's good enough for him.

AND THEN HE USES THE EXCUSE OF WORK TO NOT JOIN HIS DAUGHTER FOR THANKSGIVING. 😭 And really, its because he just doesn't know how to be a father. He's out of practice. He's scared he's going to get it wrong and that he won't live up to Sydney's expectations. BUT! He knows how to protect from the shadows. That's where he works best. That's where he's most comfortable. And so, he avoids another opportunity to spend quality time with his daughter and learn how to be an actual father... And it's all very sad and frustrating. 😭

[clovercrafted-txt]

Title: Forwards (To Anywhere and Everywhere)

Fandom: Rain World Rating: Mature

Warnings: Major Character Death, Mild Gore, Canon-Typical Suicide, Mental Health Issues, Toxic Relationships, Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms, Canon-Typical Violence, Implied/Referenced Self-Harm

Characters: No Significant Harassment, Chasing/Grey Wind, Seven Red Suns, The Hunter, The Rivuet

Summary:

There’s a life out there, outside of this box, this birdcage, a life Sig has longed to grasp in his hands, to tear from the cold death grip of those who made him, those who abandoned him, a life he longs to live so utterly joyously that his creators would probably drop dead and pass from the world just with the shock.

It’s a life not meant for him, for any of them. And he’s tried. He’s tried and he’s tired and he’s so over failing again and again, so done with asking endless questions, thundering towards a goal he has no belief in. Is it really so bad to want to leave? Is it really so awful that he wants to live?

~

No Signigicant Harassment finds himself stumbling through life with a very long list of regrets following him. But with a little help, a desire to give his creators a middle finger and a need to fix his mistakes, somehow he finds himself becoming the first of his kind to cast away their can and walk the world. What he does with that new found freedom is yet to be seen but he's sure he'll fuck it up somehow.

[faunandfloraas]

Jeongin having almost no votes on that poll makes sense to me, not because I think he'd do particularly bad but because I'm utterly certain if he ended up stranded with one of us he'd just up and leave and I wouldn't blame him