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denerturee · 7 months ago
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Day 9 - Farmhouse
• Let's go talk about the TMNT 2012 episodes that take place in April O'Neil's farmhouse, These episodes are so special to me and the turtles. After Krang's defeat in the city, the turtles and their friends Casey and April go to the O'Neil farm where they begin to train and recover from this defeat to return soon.
• These episodes are beautiful and fun, we have a dynamic of brothers and friends. Without a doubt, one day they will be the best moments of TMNT and they will always be in my memory.
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up-the-anti · 2 months ago
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the o'neil farmhouse when the cameras arent rolling
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freezercat · 2 months ago
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Mikey giving his brothers heart attacks: challenge impossible.
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Aftermath.
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1nk-ling · 3 months ago
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Sunset duo just hang and I love it.
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You know when his eyes get all round? Yeah, I love that too.
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Okay, the farmhouse ark was awesome, and well done. It was beautiful.
But...
I think something hard to show was just how much pressure was put on Donnie at the time. First off, he blamed himself for Leo's comatose state, because he didn't want to leave the lair. No doubt he was beating himself up over that constantly (also his father "died" and he might have blamed that on himslef too). And he's also the default medic: everyone would have been looking to him for how to treat Leo, even if he had no idea how.
That's a lot to put on a guy who's just lost everything he ever knew, all his tools, two members of his family, his hometown, and probably has no internet connection to boot. Raph was keeping watch over Leo and wrapping his head around being temporarily in charge. Mikey was distracting himself with chores and activities, trying to keep everybody going.
Donnie was alone.
Trying to save a life.
With no recources to speak of and no one who could help.
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sweeneydino · 5 months ago
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I really love your Weapons of the Hamato AU! I think it's such a fascinating idea and I'm very invested. I just have one question about it, no pressure to answer though!
Can the rise!turtles still communicate with each other? I worry about them being lonely :(
Hehe,
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No, They can’t. At least not at the moment :))
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iscdisc · 1 month ago
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The Farmhouse Arc should've been the most significant character growth period for 2012 April as a character, and I kind of wanted to talk about that- Lmao
I apologize for not for recalling the user who's post I saw talking about this (I'll definitely @ them if I end up finding them / their post again-), but I recently came across somebody mentioning how they felt 2012 April should have experienced some self-loathing during The Farmhouse Arc given the whole Irma / Kraang Invasion situation-
I completely agree ! But that made me want to expand on that in my own way, because this is something that I genuinely enjoy getting into since there was so much potential (As most things in 2012 have-) that just didn't used,,
Since we've already established time and time again with this series that the writing is not as good as it could be, it "makes sense" that April barely felt any guilt outside of the initial S2 finale and the mistakes that she made don't even get brought up during the aftermath that is the Farmhouse Arc (If we're really being honest, they don't even really get brought up during the initial Season 2 finale- 💀). But if the show had better writing, April should have and would have felt more guilt / had that guilt be very apparent throughout the Farmhouse Arc in how she moves and talks to the Turtles + Casey during their stay there. Not to say that everything was entirely her fault, such as Irma being Kraang Subprime in disguise (She didn't ask for that nor did she cause that to happen-), but it should be acknowledged that their lack of an upper hand feels attributed to her actions the most in this particular Season finale.
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I mean, honestly what was she even doing-?? I'm not trying to necessarily give a pass to Casey here, since I know that he was also goofing off / not taking things as seriously as he should have been even though he technically was helping Raph search for Karai- But at least he was with Raph, you know what I mean? Raph and Casey (technically) were searching the city for Karai as it means of protecting her and keeping her safe from the imminent Kraang Invasion (They were also looking for her post her mutation in general, but it was especially dire now-), Leo and Donnie (and Mikey technically-) are in the Lair deliberating on courses of action (Both on options to confront the incoming Kraang Invasion but also means of a safety net, something that Leo in particular was stressing they have outside of the city-). What is April doing during this time? What was her big contribution to this incoming threat? Hanging out with Irma. Like what- Lmao
I understand that like a lot of things that this show has 2012 April do or say, it's just used as a plot device or something to push the narrative that they're going for (Which is incredibly irritating, since it basically sacrifices any good character writing for her so that they can just move the plot along- Regardless of whether or not it makes sense for her as a character to do or not do- But I digress.), and this is just another example of that. But I would be lying if I said this particular aspect of the S2 finale has never made a lick of sense to me, even to this day. A second attempt at a Kraang Invasion is literally on the horizon, and instead of being with her team + actively helping / contributing in some way to this inevitable issue, April's hanging out with Irma-? The writers don't even give any context prior either, like the two of them coming from the movie theater or April's home or something. They provide no explanation as to why April's even spending her time with Irma in this moment.
Which, just like most things in this show, I'm not even saying that that had to have been a poor choice? This is why context is important- If they had shown April clearly stewing over the incoming Kraang Invasion as she's on her way to meet up with everybody else to discuss their options and Irma "just so happened" to essentially ambush April with her presence, thus making April feel obligated to entertain her for the time being? That would have made a lot more sense. It also would have been a great way to foreshadow the events to come in relation to Irma, since there would have been a clear atmosphere change and some unspoken reason as to why Irma wants her attention so badly right now- It also wouldn't have taken up a lot of runtime in my opinion, so I don't understand why they didn't do something like that? 💀
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But to not derail from the initial point, (Given the poor writing, I know-) April basically brings a bunch of chaos to the Turtles (and Casey) and quite literally does the bare minimum about it. When she (unintentionally) reveals their home to the enemy, what does she do throughout that entire ambush? Hide. She doesn't even make any attempts to fight off the Kraang that are flooding into the Liar and essentially destroying their home.
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What did she do after they escaped the sewers? Take them to her apartment, which initially was just meant to help Donnie get patched up before revisiting the chaos she (unintentionally) created, but instead April ends up staying in her apartment with her cowardly Father-?? For way longer than she should have. I understand that April does not control Donnie and it's not / shouldn't be her role to influence his decisions, but it was also upsetting to know that she was basically the reason Donnie was so inactive (Since he refused to "leave her side" or whatever-) and this in turn caused Mikey to also be inactive because (Rightfully so??) he's not going to go out there by himself- So April (more or less) was the reason why the three of them did nothing but wait around in her apartment until Raph and Casey arrived. She technically "did something" during the fight (more or less) with Kraang Prime in the Turtle Mech, but that only partially counts to me because that was more of a group effort (Since it's ideal for four people to be working the robot and she pulled like one lever or something like that- Lmao).
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And of course, there was that psychic freakout that she had at the end of the S2 finale, but those never count to me because that's not something that she's consciously making an effort to do- If that makes sense? If April wasn't this special Human + Kraang Mutant Hybrid, she would just be freaking out like a regular person, and that would have done nothing for them- You know what I mean? (I really loathe these psychic freakouts that the writers have April do for this very reason-)
If you really pick apart April's role in the S2 finale, she mostly escalates the situation and does very very little to alleviate any of it or contribute positively in some way. Again, I acknowledge this is a poor writing decision and most likely influenced by their want to move the plot along and make this season finale "really dramatic"- But that doesn't mean that I'm not allowed to acknowledge it for what it is. Lmao
That being said though, I can now circle back to the topic at hand, which is that the Farmhouse Arc should've been a huge growth period or her as a character. ESPECIALLY in regards to her relationships with the Brothers and Casey.
The S2 finale should have been a situation that caused the group to view April differently. Not in the sense that they view her as an enemy or something of that nature, more that they're finally more openly acknowledging that she makes a lot of mistakes. Mistakes that they (More so the Brothers than Casey-) usually suffer the brunt of the consequences of. This is something that I feel is very apparent with her character (S2 the most-), and while that isn't a bad thing since a lot of characters in 2012 make mistakes, it's very obvious that the main group responds incredibly differently to her mistakes than any other character's mistakes. She's never forced to dwell on her wrongdoings or missteps, nor does the group ever harp on them or make her feel guilty for a prolonged duration of time like they do with other characters. We see this constantly throughout the series. The Brothers and Casey are always quick with their reassurance and understanding, always quick to tell her it isn't a big deal or that they got it handled, etc.
While it's not necessarily a bad thing to support her or make efforts to prevent her from developing a lack of self confidence, there's a fine line between giving support and coddling a person. Oftentimes, I feel like this teeters into the coddling side of things rather than genuinely supporting her. They essentially treat her like a child (so to speak), in the sense that they'd rather her believe that she "didn't do anything wrong" and that *everything's okay" instead of being honest when she makes mistakes or acts in ways that genuinely upsets them or off puts them.
THIS?? The S2 finale / Kraang Invasion?? This 1000% should have been the boiling point, and Raph in particular should've been the one to tip over the metaphorical pot. A theory that I have for the S2 finale going into the Farmhouse Arc that I believe holds up very well is Raph and Casey not being privy to the fact that April caused a lot of the chaos that they experienced during that finale. Of course, once they initially left New York City, their priorities were more focused on getting to safety (the O'Neil Farmhouse) and helping Leo in some way / shape / or / form giving his uncertain condition health wise. So it makes sense that this wasn't a topic of conversation immediately. However, it would not surprise me in the slightest if Donnie had made the decision to not tell Raph and Casey about what had transpired in the Lair that day (Or at the very least not the whole story, which would include April's involvement-). Convincing Mikey (And somewhat April-) to do the same. Because why wouldn't he? April's always been his top priority, and if not telling Raph and Casey the truth means protecting her, then he most likely will do that. Because I'm sure he knows Raph would be pissed beyond belief.
AND AS HE SHOULD BE- Hello?? If Raph found out that the reason why the Kraang Invasion began sooner than they planned thus causing them to be incredibly unprepared / their Lair got discovered and destroyed by said Kraang Invasion / Leo got separated from the group (And took on Shredder alone, but I fully acknowledge that that wasn't April's fault, I feel like that was a really stupid call on Leo's part during this finale-) / Splinter got separated from the group and this causing a domino effect that led him to confronting Shredder and being thrown further into the sewers and Raph ( + Donnie / Mikey / and April-) witnessing that horrific event was because of APRIL -?? Regardless of whether or not it was an accident, I think he would have a right to be upset with her. Because like I said before, she's had a lot of accidents that they've had to clean up before.
So just picturing Raph chewing her out at The Farmhouse and finally addressing how upset he's been with her in the past but bit his tongue so many times because she's supposed to be their friend?? That's "Chef's Kiss" tier conflict in my opinion. I genuinely feel like something of this nature was meant to happen and should have happened. A mistake of this caliber should have affected her relationships with them. Of course, Raph is the only one that I truly see being so unapologetically upset with April over this. Casey and Mikey would probably fall under some kind of murky mix of emotions, where they understand why they should be upset with her and to a degree they are, but they don't necessarily want to isolate her or cut her out of their lives- You know? I feel like their body language around her would be the biggest tell though, especially Mikey's, which I think would hurt April a lot (But it's not like she's really in a position to argue against it,,). I also think it would hurt Mikey a lot too, since being in this kind of position would make him incredibly uncomfortable for sure and I'd imagine he wouldn't like the way he's instinctively reacting to her presence nowadays,,
Donnie, of course, would be the only one "acting the same" towards April / around April. But deep down I think even he knows that something has changed between them, something that he would be in denial about for a majority of their stay there. I think this would have been a really great way to progress their relationship though- Both in the context of pushing for their romantic relationship (Which again, I personally am not a huge fan of 2012 Apritello, but I also don't want to exclude these things-) but also dismantling it entirely. On one hand, I think this would have been a really unique way to finally get Donnie to view April as an individual rather than simply the "object of his affections". Fully allowing those rose-colored glasses to be put aside for a second, you know? This should have been an event that tested his (so called) love for April in my eyes. Because if he doesn't love her and value her as a person, especially when she's at her lowest or has made some of her biggest mistakes (Ones that directly affect him-), then can he really say he loved her at all? I also think this should have been a great arc for Donnie as far as not making excuses for April anymore, since this is a bad habit he's (seemingly) nurtured. Learning that it's okay to be critical of her and these criticisms not drastically influencing their relationship or his affections towards her. But I can also see this skewing the complete opposite direction, and this finally being the event that ends the crush saga all together-
I personally felt like this was a very realistic possibility, since Donnie's crush on April is very surface level (He only "fell" for April because she was the first girl he witnessed upon leaving his home for the first time + he thought she was very pretty. He never makes any genuine attempts to get to know her as a person, and this feels very apparent given his behaviors and actions towards her. When he made his chart to "successfully get April to hang out with him" back in S1, everything that he listed had everything to do with himself and nothing to do with her or her interests. He didn't even try to guess or do any kind of process of elimination for her interests through his conversations / interactions with her. Also during S1, Donnie makes the bold assumption that April will like him simply because her Father is also a scientist- Which has absolutely nothing to do with April as an individual and there's no real correlation as to why she would "like him more" simply because he's similar to her Father / Father's profession? During this exact Season, when we see him gift her the music box that he made for her in, "A Foot Too Big" / S3 EP 2 /, April clearly looks uncomfortable for very obvious reasons but another thing that comes to mind is whether or not she even likes music boxes-?? There's no real explanation as to why he thought this would be a good gift for her- 💀). So to me, it makes sense that having his Rose colored glasses shattered / having a situation that practically forces Donnie to truly see her as an individual who's flawed and makes mistakes like this one would cause his crush on her to essentially evaporate instantly. Because what was his crush / infatuation founded on in the first place-? You know what I mean? I can also see his crush dissipating because of April and how she's handling this entire situation. I can see her handling it poorly in two different senses, the first being that she becomes very overly sensitive and defensive (Since Raph blowing up on her would be a massive hit to her pride, and as we've seen throughout the series, she's built up a pretty big ego just as much as the other characters have-) or she becomes very detached and blunt. Something that would cause her to become more openly honest with Donnie about how she views him and their relationship, that being that they just don't really have one- Finally being able to speak on how his advances make her feel and how they aren't necessarily wanted a majority of the time. :/
But now that I've established how I feel the other main characters should've responded towards April post the S2 finale / entering the S3 Farmhouse Arc (Minus Leo whose in a coma-), it's finally time to talk about how I feel April should have carried herself during this arc. Which would be BUILDING / REBUILDING HER RELATIONSHIPS WITH THE OTHER MEMBERS OF THIS TEAM (Minus Leo, but also technically him to just after he wakes up from his coma-). One of my biggest gripes with 2012 April in relation to the group as a whole is her lack of proper dynamic with most of her teammates. Casey is honestly the only exception to this, since we do see her get more significant bonding moments with Casey / she does get a lot of one on one screentime with him on particular- But even that could use some work too. April doesn't feel like an actual friend to any of them, and that's always been something that bothers me considering how highly they regard her as a person and how much they trust her / how much they put their faith in her. It would make sense to properly establish where that trust and praise even stems from, you know what I mean? But since the writers suck ass, you can essentially just chalk this up to her being the titular girl character and therefore she "deserves this treatment" canonically. I hate that reasoning and think it's really dumb. :) Lmao
I'm not saying the entire Farmhouse Arc needed to be so April centric (Since 2012 already feels like the Leonardo and April O'Neil show a majority of the time- 💀), but I don't think it could have hurt to have a majority of those episodes have significant moments between April and a particular Brother / Casey. With Mikey and April, I think it would have been really great for April to validate his feelings and reinforce the fact that it's okay for him to be upset with people. That doesn't mean that he has to hate them forever or hold grudges like a lot of people in his life do (I can also imagine that's the biggest reason why he's so uncomfortable with the possibility that he's holding a grudge against April, since his entire life revolves around this stupid grudge between his Father and his Uncle- Because Shredder basically is their uncle and I hate that that isn't acknowledged more?? That's like top tier family drama angst right there- Lmao). But it's also not healthy for him to essentially pretend as though he doesn't feel emotions like anger and frustration and disappointment. I think it would have been really cool for April to validate his thoughts and opinions, with this being used to build a better relationship between them and result in Mikey learning to trust April once again (Not that he necessarily lost his trust in her but it felt complicated for a while-). We can also get more screentime of April loosening up and doing fun / silly things, since I'm sure Mikey would bring out that side of her ! I also think Mikey should have been the one to help her with her psychic abilities instead of Donnie, I don't know if that's a hot take but- LMAO
Like I said earlier, I don't think April didn't have a relationship with Casey but I think this situation would help strengthen it for sure. To be honest though, I don't see April necessarily needing to make a lot of amends with Casey (Aside from his Father and younger Sister getting abducted as well, and maybe this could be a good way for Casey to be able to actually talk about his family with someone onscreen-). But I do like the idea of April going to Casey a lot during the situation for advice- To have an outside looking in perspective, you know what I mean? Especially with Raph and how to fix that mess,, But this would be a great way to show how much April values Casey as a friend and respects his opinion / appreciates the fact that he's always been a shoulder for her to cry on or vent to. I also want Casey to reinforce this idea that she doesn't need to be this "perfect person". This whole character development period for her should be about that in general, but I feel like Casey / her interactions with Casey should highlight this theme the most. I think April should be able to express how difficult it's been to come to terms with the fact that she's not where she wants to be or who she thought she was, with Casey throwing out the idea that maybe that was never who she was meant to be. That it's never too late to reinvent yourself or be a different person, one that you better reflects who you are. I basically just want Casey to reinforce her individualism the most !
I'm biased, so I prefer the situation dissipating Donnie's crush on April, and for that to build a new foundation for a relationship. A platonic relationship. Donnie never truly interacted with April as a friend, always interacting with her as his crush or infatuation, you know what I mean? He read into every interaction they had, everything he did felt as though it had some romantic strings attached or implications. He needs to let that go, for sure. I think they could have had a really cool dynamic if this had happened. The writers also could have better explored April's intelligent side, the one that they constantly like to associate with her character but I feel doesn't always hold up (Not only because a lot of her "character traits" feel reliant on the plot of an episode, making them incredibly inconsistent, but I've always compared April's intelligence level to Leo's rather than Donnie's. You know what I mean?). If April actually has an interest in S.T.E.M. the way the writers like to imply that she does, then this would have been a really good thing for her too ! I honestly don't have much to say aside from this though, because I don't necessarily see a lot of friendship scenarios for April and Donnie-? I know that's kind of sad, but I've personally never envisioned them being super close-? 😭
Raph is my favorite aspect of this entire hypothetical concept though. Not only does it include the satisfaction (For me, yes-) of a character rightfully telling April off for once and April actually having to face the repercussions of something that she's done for an indefinite amount of time, but this also simultaneously feeds into my take that April and Raph should have been a lot closer than they actually were- To talk about this a little better, I'm including some old WIPs of a comic I made exploring this idea (I guess technically I'm still making it-? I haven't worked on it in a while,, 😔) !
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I'll do my best to not infodump about the entire story that I envisioned for this comic (Cause it's a lot and this post is already lengthy enough- Lmao), but to provide some context for these specific panels: After Raph explodes on April after finding out what actually transpired during the S2 finale / takes the time to throw in the fact that she's pretty incompetent a majority of the time and it's upsetting the constantly have to clean up after her, April (somewhat understandably) gets in her feelings and it's pretty upset about the situation overall. She ends up running into a conflict with some people by herself in the woods while taking a walk to get some fresh air (It was over a missing mutagen canister and I kind of envisioned these people being similar to "The Finger" from the Bigfoot episode- Like, just weirdos- Lmao), and as you can tell from the comic she pretty much gets her ass handed to her. This is when Raph's words really started to set in for her and she felt honestly disappointed with herself. But instead of kicking her while she's down or fanning the flames, Raph opens up to her instead-
With that little bit of context out of the way, I really love this idea that seeing April like this would result in Raph wanting to open up to her. Why? Because he sees himself in her. Especially right now. Seeing her so frustrated with herself, April wanting to do more than she's physically capable of doing as she is now, feeling weak and helpless ,, He's been there. Many many times. So he starts to empathize with her and his anger simmers a bit.
He opens up about his role in this team, and how a majority of the time he only feels good for punching and hitting people. Like that's all he's capable of. He talks about how he feels so insignificant when the solution isn't hitting people, or even if there is someone to hit that doesn't change anything or resolve the issue. He's not smart like Donnie, he's not warm and compassionate like Mikey, he's not a symbol for people to follow like Leo. In these ways, he understands wanting to do more and being so angry when facing the reality that you can't. Or rather, as you are right now, you can't.
This is more of a personal headcanon for me, but I'd imagine that it took rough a lot of effort and dedication to get the build that he currently has / maintains. I wouldn't be surprised if it took him quite some time to build up that body mass, you know what I mean? So I was also going to reference that at some point in relation to Raph talking about not being where you want to be yet- How for years, he felt so weak compared to Splinter and that upset him,, But it also motivated him to be the person that he currently is + why he takes training more seriously than everybody else. Because he was tired of feeling weak.
This basically segways into Raph helping April with her training during the Farmhouse Arc and this being the most significant way in which they build their new relationship with each other ! He's a little impressed with April's dedication to improving too, which also helps him view April differently / give them something in common. When they return to New York City, I'm sure April would want to feel confident in herself and capable of fixing this mess- Raph getting her there feels like a no brainer to me. I'd also include moments where they're not training and just hanging out regularly during their stay at the Farmhouse ! Something that admittedly would've taken some convincing on April's part, since even though I said Raph's anger simmered, that doesn't mean that it completely vanished right away. But eventually he'd agree to it and slowly let April in again. Maybe not even again though, since they didn't really have a relationship prior to this in my eyes (Nor do they interact a lot canonically as it is-). So this would honestly feel like Raph letting April in for the very first time-! 😭
Also, of course I'm going to be throwing in some hints of 2012 Raphril here and there within this comic- This is me we're talking about- LMAO 💛❤️
I also totally address Donnie's behaviors towards April / his (Most likely unintentional?) misogynistic tendencies. How his coddling of her harms her rather than helps her. His lack of respect for her choices and her autonomy (Specifically referencing, "Within the Woods" where he blatantly acknowledges that April is interested in Casey but instead of respecting that, he feels the need to "prove to her" that she's wrong-?? For not choosing him, basically- 💀). His unhealthy possessives over her as a person. Etc. ! 😔👍
Sorry this was another lengthy yap post-! Basically I agree that April should've had more focus in relation to the S2 finale aftermath like that person was talking about, but I also think the Farmhouse Arc should've better established April's relationships within the group- Idk- ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯ Lmao
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tae-rhymeswithslay · 7 months ago
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wassup 🤘🦅 (disappears again for like another week)
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and he’s proud of it too lmao
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seagull-scribbles · 1 year ago
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Happy valentines! what says ‘love’ like two smelly, unwashed teen boys?
Drew this after a lovely convo with @less-depresso-more-espresso, who also gave me this song to listen to 💕 so this one’s for you bestie aha
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alwerakoo · 6 months ago
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'Keep the car running'
TMNT 2012 Leonardo & Raphael & Donatello & Michelangelo Written for @tmnt-secret-santa-2024 PROMPT: Rainstorm
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It's April who first finds the box.
The attic of the Farm House is a dusty place - full of sheet-covered furniture, old lamps, and cobwebs.
The winter air brushes past the small window - unfinished and bordered with yellow foam and insulation.
Leo has never been in an attic before. He wishes it wasn't so cold.
The chill settles in his bones like needles, digging into his muscles and making his knee buckle.
He knows April and Raph saw him limp up the ladder, but she didn't say anything.
He's not really sure why they brought him along.
Maybe to just get him out of bed.
The thought that he's now the type of person that needs to be tricked into getting out of bed makes him want to close in on himself until there's nothing left.
April looks back at him and smiles. It looks genuine. He's not sure what she's smiling about; he has done and accomplished exactly nothing besides staring out the window and turning an old toy car in his hands.
(He's still holding it. Mikey might like it.)
But she looks kind and pretty in the blue winter sun, so he forces a smile back.
It's not like Raph has been any help either.
He's currently sitting on the edge of an old drawer, and he almost has to bend in half to not hit his head on the slope of the roof.
He somehow makes it look almost casual, and if Leo were anyone else, maybe he wouldn't notice his sai, tucked away behind his wrist, carefully carving away at the wood.
“It must be somewhere in here,” April says, maybe more to herself than to Leo.
She reaches for another box, tucked deeper into the corner, pushing a stack of books over in the process.
That makes Raph look up, briefly.
They're looking for an old camera her family used to own, that probably doesn't work anymore but it's still worth a try.
The boredom really is rotting them from the inside out.
April cuts the tape holding the carton box together using a pocketknife - with the precision of a skilled fighter and the carelessness of a teenager.
She cuts her finger, but only a little.
Raph walks to stand behind her, maybe to make sure she doesn't take out a whole hand next - or maybe just to peek inside the box.
“Woah,” he says suddenly, which is an unexpected reaction. Then he laughs, which is more his style. “Is this yours?”
April scoffs, looking behind her shoulder to glare at him.
“What are you laughing at? You're a dick,” she says, without any real vigor, which means she's not really upset.
Probably. Leo doesn't pretend like he always understands his friend. Or girls, for that matter.
He walks up to them, and when his knee swells with pain, he doesn't let it show. If he did, they would start asking why he never uses the cane Donnie made for him, and he'd rather deal with hundreds of needles tearing his flesh apart, than to answer that particular question.
At first, he's not quite sure what he's looking at.
It's maps and books, handmade drawings, journals, something like suspenders, and strangest of all - a dusty pair of binoculars.
“It's my dad's,” April explains. “I think he used to be really into bird-watching when we still lived in the countryside.”
That makes a bit more sense. Leo was wondering why there were so many birds sketched onto the covers.
He goes to kneel down. It hurts, but if he doesn't sit right now, he might just fall over.
He's not really sure why he reaches into the box.
Maybe for something to do with his hands. Maybe he's just bored. Maybe it's already sitting right in front of him, and he'll die if he doesn't stop thinking about the pain.
He takes the first book in his hand.
It's small and heavy, and dusty; with a watercolor-ed bird looking right back at him from the cover.
He doesn't recognize it, which is not surprising because he doesn't know anything about birds.
The small text below the title lets him know it's a mockingbird, which might be a joke. He's not really sure.
“Wow,” Raph grins. “Didn't know your dad was an elite member of the Big Nerd Club.”
“Come up with something original for once, I'm begging you,” April says.
Leo knows he's been a little too silent for a little too long, but he can't bring himself to put the book down.
It's stupid and he shouldn't care, because he's sixteen, the city he left behind is being devoured from inside out, his father might be dead, and this is the last thing that should be on his mind.
And yet.
On days where he wakes early, right before dawn, like he's still being pulled along by old habits, like trying on clothes that don't quite fit him anymore – he likes to sit on the porch.
He likes the cold sharp air, how it fills in his lungs, how it shakes up his mind from the fog he so often finds himself in nowadays.
And when he sits there, he hears birds.
He always liked it, in an off-handed, natural way; the way he likes to hear wood splintering in the fireplace or the rain knocking on a window. Something he and many others have filed away as ''nice'' and simply never thought any more about it.
He looks at the mockingbird on the cover.
But maybe, he thinks. Maybe it would be nice to see them for once.
All of a sudden, Raph quiets.
And then there it is, that small moment where Leo can almost feel him think, his brain too fast to turn back now.
“You know,” Raph says, very quietly.
Leo puts the book down.
“No,” he answers without even hearing the question.
Raph raises his hands in a defensive gesture. Or at least Leo thinks it is; with his sai still held between his fingers it really could go either way.
“I didn't even say anything.”
“You did,” April says for Leo.
She sounds a little more upset now, and Raph looks slightly apologetic.
It makes something in Leo's stomach twist, because it used to be so hard to make Raph look visibly guilty about anything.
He's been walking on eggshells.
***
They find the camera in one of the boxes, virtually indistinguishable from the rest. It's old and smells of rust, but April says Donnie might get it to work.
He probably will.
Leo's muscles tighten when he walks back to the ladder.
That same evening, there's a box left on his bed.
***
He doesn't touch it for the first week.
Mostly out of some sense of pride. And because the thought of walking up a ladder again makes the skin in the back of his knees crawl.
But a week passes and then he's laying wide awake in the middle of the night – mind uneasily blank and the taste of blood in his mouth.
He was granted the privilege of having a whole room to himself – a small guest bedroom with a pullout sofa.
(April wanted to let him have her bed, which just felt wrong in a hundred different ways.)
He and his brothers haven't shared a room since they were little. He never realized this was something he was going to miss.
He sits in his bed, and it’s the first thing he sees.
Leo watches the box for a moment, like he's waiting for something that never happens. He's been doing that a lot lately.
He scoots to the edge of the bed to pull it closer, his fingers shaky and face numb, reaching one hand behind to turn on the lamp.
The mockingbird stares back.
He might get the joke now. It's not very funny.
The paper feels thin in his fingers.
His eyes glaze over the text, too hazy to catch anything. But they stay on the drawings.
Leo sits on his bed and watches those watercolor birds until it's morning again.
***
When he first wanders into the forest, he's not really sure what he's looking for.
Bird, preferably.
There's fresh snow on the ground, and his breath turns into white steam.
He's quiet and soft on his feet after years and years of practice, even when his bones grind against each other in a limp.
When he first sees them, he doesn't really know what to do with himself.
He stands there, his face cold and wet against his itchy scarf, and watches them from afar.
It's just birds: perfectly ordinary; stark against the white of the trees.
It's the first time in his life that he has ever considered mistaking a crow for a raven as anything remotely important, or even of any particular interest.
And yet – here he is.
He can't make up his mind; the vague images from the book too far away in his mind to be of any real use.
He fails. In a soft, gentle way.
He's still there, they're here, and next time: he'll know.
They don't sing so much as they scream, and it's all perfectly familiar and predictable.
He doesn't notice the time pass until his knee buckles.
***
He spots the bird after a few days.
It's not all that surprising; judging by the fact that he's the one stumbling upon what is presumably already a perfectly established routine.
The bird lands on a branch, like it's been doing it its whole life – which is probably true. It ruffles its feathers, all pale blues and grays; wings patterned like stained-glass.
He brought a chair this time. He tells himself that this is the sort of hobby that allows a kind of glamorized laziness, which is true enough.
He watches it sit, thrill quietly like an old wind-up toy waiting to be picked up.
It always made him think a little – how much animals seem to just idle. But they don't, not really.
They're doing exactly what they're supposed to.
He comes back the next day, and there are binoculars hung from his neck.
***
He forgets this is something he should be embarrassed about.
He's always been like this; maybe a little too enthusiastic and explosive about everything that made him the way he is. He wears his love on his sleeve, seemingly much to everyone’s annoyance.
They must've noticed, but it's only after a few weeks that someone asks.
“So, like.” Mikey interrupts himself, stuffing a thick sandwich that is mostly unevenly cut bread into his mouth. “Are you, like, an optician now?”
Leo frowns.
“What?”
He picks up more eggs on his fork. He's going to the forest right after breakfast, and he already learned the hard way how hunger makes the cold stick to his bones.
He didn't even realize how little he's been eating until now.
Donnie puts down his fork, running a hand over his forehead.
“Ornithologist,” he says, a little tired. “Is that what you mean?”
“Hey, give him some credit,” Raph huffs. “I'm surprised he even knows what that word means.”
Leo sits on their words for a moment, absentmindedly watching Casey trying to slip more of his eggs into Donnie's glass.
“I just like going outside,” he says, finally. Then, just to be a little mean: “You should try it sometime, Don.”
***
The next time he leaves, he leaves behind a handful of seeds, shamelessly stolen from April's coop. He's sure she wouldn't mind.
When he comes back, they're gone.
He can't know, but he likes to think the blue bird was at least a bit grateful.
***
“It's a bluejay,” he says during dinner. He knows this now, and it fills him with unreasonable pride. “The bird I keep seeing.”
Raph raises his head, and almost imperceptibly – looks at Donnie. They share a glance, the sort they seem to exchange a lot of lately.
They must know Leo can see it, and that makes something angry and bitter spark up inside his chest. But it doesn't catch tonight.
“Cool,” Raph says.
“Is it a boy or a girl?” Mikey asks, mouthful of Donnie's half-raw chicken.
Leo pokes at his empty plate.
“... I don't know. They're hard to tell apart.”
But that makes his brain tick.
***
It's a girl.
He spends hours poring over his books to figure it out, and it makes him wish he could call April's dad.
(That thought makes his stomach hurt until he lays down for the night.)
He tells Mikey over a game of monopoly, where half the pieces are long missing, and most of the rules are made up and change every time.
“That's so cool,” he says. “Can I name her? I'm great at naming things.”
Leo doesn't offer to let him see her, and Mikey doesn't ask.
***
The bluejay they named 'Clunk' likes to ruffle her feathers when she lands.
That's mostly how he tells her apart from the others.
There's a sort of foolish, egotistical part of him that likes to think he'd know Clunk even without it; that he'd be able to point her out in a crowd of others with his eyes closed. It's probably not true.
But he's able to point Clunk out when she sits on her branch and ruffles her feathers, and that's good enough for now.
He started to call her 'his'.
His Clunk.
She's not a pet. He's not sure she knows he's anything more than part of the everchanging background.
He thinks he likes it this way.
The thing is – he's not really sure why birds grab him in the way they do.
He thinks them pretty, sure. But there's also that itch he hasn't been able to scratch for so long; doing something new and doing it right.
Failing makes him want to come back over and over again, just to finally get it right.
There are no stakes. If he fails, there are no broken bones, no failed missions, no disappointed gazes. Her life doesn't weigh down on his shoulders with the force of an entire world.
He cares for her, of course. Maybe unreasonably so. But he could disappear, and her life would go on like always.
She'd ruffle her feathers, aim her gaze where his chair used to be, and maybe, for just a moment – linger.
And that's enough.
***
He measures time in pain.
Or more carefully – the lack thereof.
It's still rare, more of a sudden gasp than a deep breath, but his bones ache just a little less, his shell smooths just a little bit.
He started using Donnie's cane.
It's blue and fits into his grasp like a perfect mold, and he knows they're looking at him.
He knows the worry in their eyes looks deceptively close to pity; he knows they talk about him when he's not there.
But he lays it out for himself one night.
Or rather – Donnie does, rather incessantly, probably resisting the urge to hit him over the head with that cane.
It's this, or it's no cane, no walks, and no birds.
He hates that this is something they can hold over his head so easily now.
(Or at least, for the most part. It feels good to be known.)
April tells him he looks 'distinguished', which makes Raph laugh so hard he almost falls over.
Leo still takes that to heart. His chest is warm.
***
Months pass with winter, and the snow falls and melts.
There are more birds in the forest now. He notes them down, compares pictures in books and sketches, listens to so many new voices.
Clunk keeps coming back.
His heart feels full.
***
The rain starts out soft at first. He feels it coming in his knee.
He falls asleep to its rhythm, and it's still there in the morning, falling down the dusty windows they still hadn't come around to cleaning.
He only starts to worry in the evening.
The wind picks up, and April tells them it might be a storm.
It is.
Leo sits on the couch, rubbing his hands together.
He hasn't gone outside today, and his body itches.
“You good?” Casey asks when he starts to chew on his nail.
“... I'm worried about Clunk.”
Honesty is hard and it passes through his throat like he might choke on it.
His brothers quiet.
They're all sitting in the living room, and he can see their worry lines in the faint light of candles.
“... She's a bird,” Casey says.
April jabs him with her boney elbow for it, and he winces in pain, grabbing at his ribs.
“Yeah,” Mikey adds. “She's, like, built for this.”
Leo twitches.
His leg aches like a pile of old bones.
“She's gonna be okay. She's a tough lady, right?” Raph looks to Donnie, like he would know.
And Donnie nods, like he does.
Bluejays can mimic hawks. It's a defense mechanism. They open their beaks and make a sound that makes every small animal turn its head, fur stand straight on their collars, feathers ruffle.
But they're not hawks. They can bend their wings, break their bones, strain their voice all they want to, and still – they never will be.
Leo looks outside.
They forgot about the chairs on the front porch. The wind pushes them back against the railing, cold and loud.
The wood splinters.
Leo stands.
And then he runs.
***
The ground is wet and soft under his feet, and it's hard to imagine it was ever solid.
It's slippery and uneven, and he falls over himself over and over again.
His knee burns though his flesh.
He must've hit it somewhere. There's mud layering a patch of raw skin, pinkish and ugly.
He used to be the fastest out of his brothers.
Now, they catch up to him before he even gets past the tree line.
It's Mikey who grabs his arm first, pulling him to a harsh stop.
His hold hurts and Leo wants to scream. He wants to shred his throat raw, and he wants to dig into his own skin until he finds the part that betrays him again and again.
He thinks he might be angry.
Just maybe, because when Mikey turns him around to pull him into a hug, he falls limp.
“Dude,” Mikey breathes. Leo barely hears him over the wind. “What the fuck?”
“I'm”
He wants to say something, anything, but his face falls numb, stuck on his own thoughts.
Mikey shouts something over his shoulder. Suddenly, there's something wet and miserable that might've once been a blanket thrown over his shoulders.
“Fearless” Raph says, now in his line of sight. “She's not there, she's gonna be alright.”
“You don't know that,” Leo whispers.
He doesn't think Raph hears him over the wind. He's squinting at the harsh rain, leading Leo back to the house.
He supposes he'll have to trust Raph on his one.
Leo's cold.
He's cold, he's in pain, he's a useless son, he's a bad leader, he's a bluejay and he's so very afraid.
***
In the morning, the sky is clear.
He wakes up on the touch, feeling every muscle and joint in his body simmer like a burned-out cigarette.
Raph sits by the couch and doesn't say anything for a long while. Until he finally does:
“Do you want to see her?”
Raph takes him by the arm, which makes Leo feel like crying for a whole number of reasons.
But they don't get to leave before Mikey runs into them in the hallway, and subsequently – puts the entire house back on their feet.
April hands him tea in a pink thermos, before she even thinks to brush out her hair, and he takes it without a word, but a lot sitting on the edge of his tongue.
He never brought anyone else with him, and he realizes there's only one chair a little too late.
Raph doesn't seem to mind.
He crosses his legs on the ground, picking at his nails with his sai.
They sit and wait for hours.
This part of the forest doesn't seem all that changed, besides a few branches in places where they shouldn't be.
But it's unusually quiet, and Leo doesn't think to drink any of his tea before it grows cold.
Raph puts a hand on his good knee, opens his mouth, but doesn't say anything.
There are things Raph wants to say, want to ask – Leo knows. Maybe he'll let him, eventually.
But now, he feels like his lungs have run dry. He feels like he's been holding his breath for years.
“I'm sorry I didn't take you here before,” he says.
It means a lot of different things.
Raph turns to look at him, and with that – there's a soft whistle.
Clunk lands on her branch, her wings shiny and vibrantly blue from the rain.
She ruffles her feathers.
Her eyes fall to Leo's chair, dark and full of sun. She tilts her head, and it's almost like a nod.
Leo breathes.
***
Donnie does get the camera working, eventually.
Not that any of them had any doubts about it, not really.
He lays it on the dinner table, folding his arms over his chest.
“There,” he says.
April's face lights up, and he just shrugs, like it was nothing.
Mikey is the one to pick it up first, turning it over in his hands.
“What do we wanna do first?” He asks.
He holds up the camera backwards, like his own selfie is the most logical answer. But then he hesitates, and his face turns into something a little more thoughtful but not unkind.
He turns back to Leo and hands him the camera.
“You pick,” he says.
Leo smiles.
And he already knows the answer.
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claaaaaaaaaar · 7 months ago
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Day 8 : Farmhouse
Has anyone ever been chased by chicken? I can't possibly be the only one to think they're scary and untrustworthy 😅
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terrazooid · 10 months ago
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I’m back and I humbly offer art for my friends farmhouse rewrite fic which you should totally drop everything and read right now 🫵
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thatsmygirl6612 · 2 months ago
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FEBUWHUMP DAY ONE: VOCAL CHORDS
TRIGGER WARNING: SELF HARM
@febuwhump
Leo could ignore the feeling of foreboding that hovered over his shoulder.
He could even ignore the sparks of pain that shot up his leg every time he took a step, or the throbbing of his shell.
But he couldn’t ignore the way his brothers flinched every time he talked.
He didn’t even recognise his own voice anymore.
It was as if someone had torn out his vocal cords and replaced them with someone else’s.
He couldn’t raise his voice, and if he did, he had a sore throat for days. He found that out the hard way.
He couldn’t talk too much.
He couldn’t walk too much.
He couldn’t stay awake too long.
Fuss, fuss, fuss.
He couldn’t stand it anymore.
If his injuries were the problem, then he would just have to get rid of them.
Starting with his voice.
His fingers traced the edges of the scar that trailed down his shoulder and down his plastron, skin pulling with his every move.
Was it really worth it, getting rid of his voice?
He could live without it, the hand signals he and his brothers used on their missions would suffice.
What would his brothers think?
They’d probably tell him to rest.
Or maybe… they’d like it better that way.
Yes. They would.
A small smile tugging at the corners of his lips, Leonardo raised his hand to meet the defined muscle of his neck, digging his fingers in. He barely registered the pain-
“LEO! WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU-!”
He stopped, face falling. Did they not appreciate what he was doing?
“…Leo, -ease sto- Leo?” He tilted his head upwards. His brothers were gathered in a circle around him.
“Hmm?” He asked.
“Leo, let go.” Donnie said, firmly.
He looked down. Clasped around his hand, which had dug through his flesh, Donnatello tugged gingerly, trying to remove his fingers from the wound. Blood flowed freely down his plastron, pooling beneath his feet.
Reluctantly, he released his grip.
Didn’t they understand that he was doing this for them?
“Leo…” Mikey breathed, his eyes fixated on the glistening red liquid dripping of his brother’s fingers onto the floor. “…Why?”
Leo tilted his head. “Hm?” He asked again.
“…Why are you doing this?” Mikey trembled.
Leonardo stared at him, startled by the question.
“I-I-” He stuttered. “I thought- I thought you’d like it better this way…?”
Raphael’s eyes were swimming with tears, a rare occurrence. A tear slid down his cheek.
“Leo… you’re fine the way you are.”
This was way too fun to write, and it took me way too long. I changed the context like three times before I actually finished writing it😅
And I have no idea where the sh came from, it just appeared.
Hope y’all enjoy
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fabuloustrash05 · 7 months ago
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Personally I like the space arc of TMNT 2012 more than the farmhouse arc and while not everyone will agree I think space arc’s strongest attribute is how they have a more prominent cast of recurring characters for the series.
Space arc introduced Fugitoid, Mona Lisa, Sal Commander, Chompy, Bishop and the Utroms, the Triceratons, Lord Dregg, Armaggon, etc. All recurring characters in the arc and/or came back after the space arc was over.
Farmhouse arc gave us the Punk Frogs, Bigfoot, The Creep, Dream Beavers, Speed Demon, April's "Mom", Dr Cluckingsworth MD, etc. All great characters but sadly only two of these characters ever came back/appeared in more than one ep, the rest were cursed with being a one ep only character sadly.
I think this is one of the reasons I personal prefer the space arc more than the farmhouse arc. I still adore the farmhouse arc, I just got more of a soft spot for the space arc mainly cause they had more lovable and notable characters.
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indieyuugure · 2 years ago
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Okay, does anyone have or know where I could get a 3D model/floor plan of the 2012 O’Neil Farmhouse?
I am seriously scratching my head on this one and cannot figure it out. Links, photos, files, anything’s fine, I just got thinking about this and can’t let it go 😭
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tending-the-hearth · 8 months ago
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the first time the other leos ask 2012 leo how he's feeling about splinter abandoning them, he just shrugs his shoulders and says that he's used to it.
and they ask him what he means, and he says that splinter's died in front of him at least twice, so him just leaving the turtles behind isn't a new thing, and he doesn't process what he's said until the other three are staring at him in abject horror because what the fuck does he mean he had to watch his father die twice and not be able to grieve or do anything about it?
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freezercat · 3 months ago
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This is legit a color crash drawing ;-; anyways, it was supposed to be Mikey during the farmhouse arc (2012) chilling on the porch :3
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