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neallo · 5 months ago

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ohhh you are all going to be so fucking sick of me by the time this summer is over mark my words <3 ^_^

#neallopost #next week is looking sparse but after that? we are on a “posting weekly or multiple times a week” slay #some of those will just be bury us both updates ofc. but.#thru july anyway #august is hmmm well there are things planned. i shan't say more

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lemongogo · 2 years ago

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did anyone post the knives concept art here . w his skirt & choker . i want to rb it so bad

#its literally soo cool.. and w the stake / blade thing thru his chest… HII..twirling my hair #i still have like 15 chapters left but even so i do wish we saw more of him😭#his appearances are so sporadic for the main antag and theres little development outside the seeds & july incidents #idk it wouldve been cute 2 see more of him . i think ^__^#tbf most of the villain encounters are pretty rushed .like each gung ho gun gets like 5 chs of plot and thats it HSJAHA #trigun #knives #im going 2 post it anyways. idc😋#legato

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97tears · 1 month ago

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there’s like a surprising amount of thomas no shinzou academic essays but one thing i don’t agree about is that they all say juli has some form of internalized homophobia. simply not true

#romantic friendships & homosexuality is accepted in schlotterbetz #juli felt shame for other things #it wasn’t because thomas was a boy. it wasn’t because siegfried was a man #he was ashamed for being attracted to siegfried because he knew what type of guy he was #brutish evil etc #and he thought he was tainted from that & the abuse he suffered #and it gets to that point where i understand why people think juli struggles with his own sexuality #i think it’s just a matter of his own ‘purity’ and how he viewed that concept #anyways.#my friend put it nicely: you really have to read thomas thru the lens of the works it was inspired from #those early gay 19th century novels set in boarding schools #and not so much as a modern story #with modern concepts of what it means to be gay #Anyways rant over lul #kazeki is a different story it’s internalized homophobia level 590000 #manuscript

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ryonello · 1 year ago

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valorant catgirls on the brain again .... fade this time :3

#fade #valorant #hazal eyletmez #sorry for no art for a while ! i have been um . going thru it #this month has been the worst for a long time i am having a lot of SHit Happen ALL AT ONCE but i keep trucking #🥺👍#my car kaboomed . and i need to buy a new one . and everything costs so much #+other financial shit happening BUT ITS FINE BC I HAVE A BUNCH OF CONS NEXT MONTH #i am goign to be exhausted but i am going to be okay . staying strong staying positive crying a lot but thats fine it is like that sometimes #hope life is treating yall better than me rn <3 #sorry for spontaneous vent in tags on unrelated art oops #anyway ! :D #i will be at adelaide ozcc next weekend / melbozcc the following weekend / sydnova the weekend after that !#ALSO super lookign forward to smash and avcon in july !!!! will have new merch for them if they arrive in time :]#but yes . back to binging totk to cope :] maybe new link art when i have free time again i love him so fuckign much its insane #mwah #my art

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aikatxt · 6 months ago

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#poetry #spilled ink #inkstay #writerscreed #deadpoetsnet #spilled words #thinking abt time travelers....#inspired by booster gold #bc i recently finished reading booster gold 2007 and man.....#time travel angst huh. always wanting to go back to where ted is. to try to save him. to hear him laugh.#im deeply unwell abt them and ive only read that one series askdfj;aksjd #when i get thru the rest of the blue and gold doc its so over for me #anyways hi lol. havent posted on this blog since like. june or july of last year. whoops.#fandom brainrot will do that to ya!

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mishkakagehishka · 9 months ago

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here's my entry for @enstarsbb !! it's a slowburn shmk in a historical au :3 tho um. unfinished for now ! but won't be abandoned, i promise.*

I worked with @heibon-hiroo (check out the accompanying artwork !!!) and @korwwa (thank you for beta-reading <3)

#*keep in mind i've always been a slow writer and uni is killing me october thru july #anyway this was a lot of fun !! and my teammates were so cool and awesome #please check out the artwork it actually had me kicking my legs and squealing it's so good #is there any way to share a link that brings it to the work page rather than ch1 immediately.................#enstars bigbang 2023 #enstars #ensemble stars #shumika #my writing

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nygleskas · 1 day ago

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actual op making the character green is not helping my case

#me rwing the first two m/cu movies he's in on june 25th and 28th like 'yeah younger me was right i still like him'#and then july 17th after watching endgame the previous day i go out of my way to watch the 03 h.ulk movie .#vs me rwing the av.enge.rs just for him on sept 14th..............................#i'm sure i could look thru my twitter n see where the turning point was.#p sure i was in denial for a while. much! like me watching [redacted] earlier this year and taking months to f/o [redacted]#anyways. thats enough posting for today. i still feel weird and like everyone ignores me here n doesn't care <3 back to twitter

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ssaemilyhotchner · 23 days ago

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my dogs play-fight every evening but only once my husband and I start watching criminal minds and they’ve heard the theme song

then they go nuts

#a little more context - we started rewatching cm in july (my husband's first time watching) and *just* finished all thru evolution #but watching 2-3 eps each night has literally conditioned the dogs into knowing when it's time to play #except for when we got to evolution and the theme song disappeared and they were like ...#anyway both dogs only have three legs so things get hilarious and topsy turvy real fast with them #criminal minds #cm #nooshin's rambling again

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kuiinncedes · 4 months ago

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#i finally did smth w my bored as fuck want to create state lol #lyric from close to you by gracie a/brams the way i was just looking thru lyrics and saw this #and im like idk what that means but i like the words #the rest of these tags are unrelated af lol #yeo what the fuck do the j/atp boys have canonical birthdays #the way im like going crazy trying to find if it's canon or just a tumblr made up thing LMAO #me planning this j/atp watch party w my freidns for july 7 (which was coincidental)#(and lowkey for my bday but theyre busy on my actual bday)#and i was like wait i'm pretty sure july 7th is literally alex's bday #but i cannot tell if actualy canon from what i have found that says july 7 for alex idk what the SOURCE is lol #it def is on tumblr at least tho lmao #bro why does doing this kind of for my bday make me like embarrassed or smth lmfao 💀#like ughhhh i wanna hang out w my friends for my bday that's so weird and embarrassing euhghhh LMAO #anyway i'm so excited to reignite al my embarrassing j/atp crazy fan things w my other crazy j/atp fan friend LOL #i rewatched to a point where i was reciting the lines back to the screen and doing choreography 💀💀💀 so #i'm so excited tho LMFAO i haven't watched in sooooo long 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#i'm literally gonna be unable to stop smiling and/or crying #if i'm in a crying mood i will def be crying bc i miss them so much #if not i will literally just be uncontrollably smiling the whole fucking time #i'm coming home baybee LMAO #(jk maybe that would be like rewatching gIee for the first time in a long time . which still has to happen ig lol)#jeanne talks

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pepprs · 1 year ago

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ok im home. and to paraphrase one p/hoebe b/ridgers (im just putting slashes thru her name so no one sees it in search lol i feel neutral about her and her music) i am experiencing motion sickness both physically and emotionally. except the emotional part is less motion sickness and more heartsickness 😜✌️

#halfway thru the train ride i got bowled over by a fresh wave of grief because like. what the FUCK. how did what happened last july happen.#am i really living in that universe now? how is anything real? and i started crying but worked soooo hard and managed to just let the tears #come out of the eye facing the window LMFAOOOOOOOO. but seriously. the way i have been newly haunted by the ghost of what could have been.#despair 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 and even more despair actually bc as of today nothing will ever be the same again anyway so. lol. my heart hurts so bad 💖#purrs

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guinevereslancelot · 9 months ago

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why is my friend getting married on a tuesday

#this is the idiot friend w the teenage bf now teenage fiancé #i don't have a job yet but hopefully i will by july and im only applying to regualr mon-fri jobs #so i would need to use a vacation day on their wedding #when im already going to be blowing thru all my vacation time going to doctor appointments to not go blind.....lol #i thought most people got married on saturdays bc its easier for guest to come #maybe they picked a weird day so that less people would come but they wouldn't have to invite less people to keep the catering cheaper #would have been better to do a potluck wedding they're broke af and nobody would mind #anyway ugh #i dont want to be the mean unsupportive friend by skipping the wedding #even tho i am....not very supportive lol #skipping the wedding is a big deal i dont want to do that im not even telling them they're bejng dumb at this point #its too late #im trying to save the friendship so i have to go #but tuesday is really annoying #also there's a very solid chance they'll ask if they can do it at my house bc my yard is really nice #so i really cant skip it 😂#unless i cry abt going blind and make a big fuss but i dont want to do that either #this has been a shitpost #it probably genuinely didn't occur to them that tuesday would be difficult for anyone bc neither of them has ever had a full time job ever #they're 18 and 21 #they're so unprepared to get married its scary lol #grown up jobs are a foreign concept to them #jk they def did it so that they could keep the wedding small without not inviting people #so now i have to be the bad friend and say i can't take off work or i have to give up a vacation day #and hope i wont run out pf vacation days for medical treatment #i cant wait until one of my nice normal friends gets married or has a baby so i can actually be happy for them

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orcelito · 1 year ago

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I rly do love when ppl talk about the angst I've written in ITNL and Sentido & I'm just sitting here like. Man I'm glad it hit u. But holy shit u got a storm comin

#speculation nation #itnl shit #iiiin approximately uh. 3 chapters? if it all goes according to what i have planned.#that's gonna be the first time i truly tear him down.#yea sure he had a huge panic attack in itnl chapter 2 but it was mostly just misery #most of the angst in itnl has been the quiet kind. taking it at his own pace. so much time to just sit and process.#but an angst where it's a suckerpunch... where he has no time to even recover before it's on to the next thing...#i have some brutal plans for itnl lol. one of which is slowly approaching.#gonna have to see what readers say to that. probably mostly 'What The Fuck Man'#like SORRY it was either This or the bird dies! no one wanted the bird to die so this is what we're getting instead!#anyways im home from the hospital and thinking about itnl. i need to press thru these next few chapters PRONTO #bc if i dont get to wolfwood by the end of july i'll cry. i will. full tears. i want him in my fic so bad.#i just need to not fall into another huge pit of despair. we'll see!

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girlthativealwaysbeen · 24 days ago

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#i have this diary like thing well not diary but notebook but well essentially it's a diary but that's embarrassing to say but ANYWAY #i was marking something on it like kitne lectures ho gaye etc and i saw this page #where i had written the entire lyrics of icdiwabh in caps locks letters with broken heart underlined aggressively #and it's dated like 17th july something #and i was like WOAH i don't have a broken heart anymore somehow impossibly it healed and is whole again #took almost all of 2024 and feeling so miserable that i thought i would die but miraculously #im here and it's fine there's fond memories and gratefulness but a firm resolution to never go back #like i was looking thru my blog yesterday to find a post and #so many of um old posts showed up which obviously they did but i was searching very happily and then suddenly i was #like oh right yeah this happened and i reread all of them like in the for me hashtag #and it was sad but like it was okay i didn't get that uncontrollable urge to like go back because i NEED that kind of love adoration #giddy feeling again #i was like okay this is sweet good experience we were cute and wow i was really loved but that's it #it took way too long much longer than i thought it would but i think i bounced back faster than i did the first time #the first one easily took 1.5 to 2 years #ANYWAY saumya if you're reading this ho jayega apne aap hi don't you worry time heals everything okay?

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dykegonzo · 5 months ago

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i fear im gonna have to start fucking killing people

#finally scheduled a doctors appointment like a week ago which is at the beginning of july and ive been trying to get a refill on my T #cause if you have an appt theyre supposed to give me my fucking meds so i can make it to the appt without going off T #but ive already not been taking T for the past 2 weeks cause im out of doses and theyre being confusing as fuck and not giving me my t #and im just fucking wondering whether theyre gonna give me it before my appointment or not but they keep beating around the fucking bush #telling me (simultaneously) that its pended/denied/accepted/filled/expired/etc LIKE HELLO???? ARE YOU FUCKING GIVING IT TO ME OR NOT???#JUST GIVE ME ONE CLEAR PIECE OF INFORMATION PLEASE GOD JUST ONE FUCKING DIRECT COMMUNICATION I JUST WANT TO KNOW WHERE IM AT #like if you guys keep dicking around im gonna miss it for another week! and if you guys are fucking cunts like i think you might be #then im gonna be off t for another 4 fucking weeks. on top of the 2 weeks ive already been off it.halting my transition for no fucking poin #forcing me to go thru mood swings and shit for no fucking reason. if my period comes back im actually gonna start killing.#6 weeks off t it easily could come back! and then how long will it take for me to kill my period again? how many months?#this is just making me fucking pissed like theyre being so obtuse and fucking idiotic frankly. either reject my refill or dont.#stop making me fucking guess. like cause if i have to wait 4 weeks then whatever. it is what it is ill still be pissed #but im more pissed rn that theyre jerking my ass around giving me conflicting information getting my hopes up and shit when im pretty sure #theyre just gonna reject it in the end.#AND DURING PRIDE MONTH...#anyways guess im gonna try to rummage up an injection out of my old vials cause thats my only fucking hope rn... healthcare industry kys

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