#idk just seems like the right thing to do ig?
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avo-gal ยท 7 hours ago
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( I love your analysis!!!)
Oh wow I didn't know that Abt Hugo (or maybe I forgot idk I've only read the original idea for him like once almost a year ago) the glasses thing is super cool I'm definitely gonna add that into fics and art in the future!!! And ur totally right about the interesting dynamic/balance it would bring to Varigo and I love that and I cannot express it in words but ohahshshaujxha I LOVE IT! I Always thought Varian being the only magically experienced one would lead to lots of interesting (and funny) situations but considering Don def knows a lot Abt magic it only makes sense Hugo does too (ig you could argue she shelters him from it but knowing Hugo he would still figure it out and Don would prob want him to use magic if it makes him stronger.)
Varian and Hugo pretty much co parenting has always been a sweet idea to me and I feel like nobody rlly does it ๐Ÿ˜ญ Varian's prob the "stricter" one essentially just meaning that he's a lot more worried of their safety (bc I think we kinda forget Varian was traveling alone until these kids wanted to join him. They have a family expecting them to be safe with him they're his responsibility. And Varian kinda just seems like a natural worried person tbh.) ofc he still does fun stuff and helps them learn but he's a bit more cautious (unless it's alchemy then he's prob obsessing too much. Occasionally he'll turn to them and be like "You haven't lost a limb right?"). Hugos a bit more free with everything? Like he's chill with most things probably even encourages a bit of chaos but he can definitely be mad or strict if he needs to. And I think those differences in how they parent the others reflects a lot of their characters and how they reacted to their past.
Varian was always forgotten unless he was doing something bad or dangerous (like over throwing a kingdom afayhshs) he was often left alone in his lab and from what I remember nobody seemed to care what he did as long as no one was in danger (sure he got called a wizard and there were rumors but there was no one being a parent and setting boundaries. Which is why when Quirin told him not to experiment on the rocks he didn't listen.) It's only after he does a bunch of crazy stuff ppl seem to care more and even then it's kinda negative attention. He was also given a lot of responsibility at a young age so a part of him probably expects similar things from Yong and Nuru. He probably gives them a lot of attention because he didn't get it and he craved for love.
With Hugo he was also left alone a lot in his childhood and didn't get attention unless it was from guards for stealing. Eventually he met Donella but she only gave him her attention when he was useful. He learnt to fend for himself and be strong but that means not relying on others. So by being "irresponsible" what he's trying to do is help them be strong. And he's a bit chaotic and fun because his life was so sad and he wants the others to have a good childhood.
As the journey goes on Varian and Hugo learn from each other and find a middle ground. Sure Varian will always worry and Hugo will always be.. set back? Chaotic? Idk what word to use. But that growth in how they treat the kids is rlly important and rlly reflects their growth, how they learn from each other and who they are as ppl.
I was gonna add something else but I've been yapping for so long my dementia has kicked in ๐Ÿ’”
Here's an idea how Abt Varian is the mum of the group instead of Nuru?
First of Varian is ACTUALLY AN ADULT in vat7k whereas Nuru is still 16 (yes ik she's a princess but she's not in line for the throne nor is she in her kingdom for most of vat7k). Varian is also the leader of the group and arguably the most experienced (except for MAYBE Hugo but I bet Hugos never fought a magic demon lady or study a stone sent from the heavens that destroys everything. Plus Hugos only experienced w like stealing and street smarts).
Also Nuru and Yong are more or less the same age Varian was when a bunch of crazy shit and trauma happened to him so it makes sense that he would want to protect them (and he def can he's smarter and stronger than some ppl realize).
In general the idea is just rlly cute and I will also accept mother Hugo as he becomes more acceptant and open (which also allows him to worry more Abt his friends).
Okay that my yap for now :)
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spideysatan ยท 2 years ago
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im so // lucky // my life was such a mess that i confused confort with falling in love
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sunsetsandsunshine ยท 1 year ago
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Alright. Hear Mikey out on this one, okay? Because in all honesty, this was originally aย fireย plan. Aย lit plan. Some might say that the fire from the plan wasย soooooย hot it was practicallyย blazingย due to the fact of how awesome it was.
โ€ฆokay. Well perhaps maybe people donโ€™t say thatย exactย term but they definitely should!
Anyways, it started off as a pretty chill day for the orange banded teen. I mean, it wasย Summerย for crying out loud! These next few months were supposed to be absolutely nothing but pure chillness.
If your Summer isnโ€™t even a bit chill in the slightest, then youโ€™re doing something totally wrong.ย 
Daylight savingsย was over,ย schoolย was over and most importantlyโ€ฆhomeworkย was over! (Besides the fact that Mikey and his brotherโ€™s are forced to doย dumbย reading reports over the break because the school systemย dumb)โ€ฆBut other than that, Michelangelo was basically free! Free as aย bird.ย 
And so, like anyย sane studious kidย that has been in High school for about a yearโ€ฆMikey has been doing something he hasnโ€™t done in a while since school startedโ€ฆ
โ€ฆAbsolutelyย nothing.ย ย 
Heโ€™s been spending the past week or two playing Roblox on his IPad while eating Doritos mixed with Skittles.
Look, donโ€™t even judge until you try, itโ€™s actually pretty good!
But anyways, as Mikey was playing Flee the Facility, he randomly came to terms with the fact that he needed to steal some of his brotherโ€™s clothes for todayโ€ฆ
Random thought, I know.ย 
The youngest has (and always will)ย politelyย take his brotherโ€™s clothes during the Summerโ€” preferably hoodies and/or shirts. Itโ€™s basically a forced hand-me-down/Yard sale the youngest turtle always looks forward to. And today marked the 29th of Juneโ€” 8 days from June 22nd.ย 
And if youโ€™re unfamiliar, the 22nd of June marked theย official endย of Spring andย official startย of Summer! So the smallest turtleโ€™s annual raid of his elder brotherโ€™s clothes wasย loooooongย overdue.ย 
Last Summer, Mikey took Raphโ€™sย Detroit Become Humanย t-shirt, his WWEย shirt, one of his polos and one of hisย The Walking Deadย t-shirts (Raph had aย TON).ย 
And the Summer before that, Mikey took Leoโ€™s Squidward hoodie. Andโ€ฆyeah. That was basically itโ€” the eldest was a pretty bland guy and there was really nothing worth taking from his wardrobe.ย 
So if you did your Math correctly, you would realize that this year it was Donnieโ€™s turn. And so thatโ€™s what the youngest of the turtle teens was planningโ€ฆ
How the absolute hell could he take some of his immediate older brotherโ€™s clothes without taking ALL of them?ย 
Because believe it or not, the nerdy turtle of the group had a pretty good fashion taste and sense. His style was simple but not too bland or standout-ish. Donnieโ€™s style was just a simple array of sweatshirtsโ€” a piece of clothing the smallest turtle could never EVER have too much of.ย 
But the tech-y turtle of the family definitely did. Just looking at his side of the shared bedroom, you could see sweatshirts and hoodies galore just scattered everywhere.ย 
The orange banded mutant looked through the sweatshirts and hoodies, trying to figure out which one he should now claim as his own.
A Sailor Moon hoodie? Too bright.ย 
An MHA sweatshirt? Too basic.ย 
An Attack on Titan hoodie? Too edgy.ย 
The youngest sighed in frustration, digging through his brotherโ€™s mountain of clothes before settling on a nice black hoodie with Gojo Satoru on it.
โ€ฆwhat? Gojo Satoru was cool! Even though the orange banded turtle had only seen him in TikTok editsโ€ฆthose editโ€™s were pretty fire.
Just like his plan of taking his brotherโ€™s anime merch because he simply just could.ย 
The orange banded teen looked at himself in the mirror right next to Donnieโ€™s tent, humming the popular yet overused tune that Gojo is associated with to himself, trying (and failing) to do the popular dance.ย 
โ€œUghโ€ฆhow did Donnie do it againโ€ฆ?โ€ The chocolate eyed teen inquired, attempting to do the dance one last time before lightly falling on his shell; the other sweatshirts and hoodies breaking his fall.ย 
โ€œDudeโ€ฆโ€ A voice giggled behind him.
Mikeyโ€™s eyes widened at the sudden but familiar voice, glancing upwards to lock eyes with the one and only Donatello, peering down at him and smirking.ย 
โ€œDONNIE!โ€ Mikey shouted in surprise, getting up and whirling around so that he faced his immediate older brother as he tried to look as casual as possible, โ€œDonatello! Dee! Don-bonโ€ฆwhatโ€™sโ€ฆupโ€ฆ?โ€ The youngest grimaced, sending awkward finger-guns as the hood to the hoodie fell down, completely covering his eyes due to how big it was on him.ย 
The elder snickered, putting a hand over his mouth as he tried to stifle them a little. โ€œOh shut upโ€ฆโ€ Mikey huffed, taking the hood off as the other turtleย chuckled in amusement again, going to his younger brother and standing right next to him.
โ€œMy sweatshirt literallyย engulfsย you.โ€ The turtle that wielded glasses chuckled soflty which only caused the youngest to roll his eyes annoyed at the entire situation. โ€œShut.ย Up.โ€ He pouted, crossing his arms as he glared at his older brother, โ€œIt looks good on me!โ€
โ€œItย swallowsย youโ€ฆโ€ The other said back.ย 
โ€œIโ€™LL SWALLOWย YOU!โ€ Mikey retorted, turning away from his brother angrily.ย 
The purple loving teen sighed fondly and laughed slightly at the automatic retort, raising a teasing brow at his younger brother, โ€œAre you attempting at trying to look like me~?โ€ย 
The orange banded turtle blushed profusely, glaring at the other turtleโ€™s question, โ€œHELL NO.โ€
โ€œThehenย whyย do you hahave the hoodie I wear literallyย everywhere?ย Youย knowย damn well Gojo is my go-to anime character of all time.โ€
Michelangelo grumbled, looking to the side of him as he swayed his arms at his sides. Okayโ€ฆwell, perhaps out of context it did seem like he was trying to look like Donnie. But he wasnโ€™t. He wasnโ€™t.
The only reason why the youngest โ€œstealsโ€ clothes from his brotherโ€™s is becauseโ€ฆwell, he can and itโ€™s easy. And itโ€™s justโ€ฆsorta comforting in a way.ย Not the stealing partโ€ฆbutโ€ฆ
Lookโ€” itโ€™s dumb and confusing donโ€™t think about it too much.ย 
The elder teen huffed out a small laugh, โ€œWhy did you choose my Gojo Satoru hoodie of all things, though?โ€ย 
โ€œโ€ฆI keep seeing him on TikTok and heโ€™s the only anime character that hasnโ€™t made me cry out of cringe in a way...โ€ย 
โ€œOoookay. Good for you, bud.โ€ Donnie nodded, putting his hand out โ€œNow give it here. Me and the TMLBANOT21stC are meeting later today to have a JJK meeting.โ€
The chocolate eyed turtle blinked, โ€œYour going toโ€ฆwhatโ€ฆ?โ€ย 
โ€œMy club stands for The Most Logical, Big-minded, Anime Nerds of the 21st century. Duh.โ€ The honey brown eyed mutant said sassily, โ€œNow give me back my hoodie or Iโ€™ll be late!โ€ย 
Mikey blinked once more, a small cheeky smile plastering on his face, โ€œAnd what if I donโ€™t want to?โ€ย 
โ€œMichaelangeloโ€”โ€œย 
And with that, the smallest turtle ran out of the shared room, moving his legs as fast as he could that the other in the room just saw an orange and green blur sprint past him.ย 
โ€œMIKEY!!!โ€ Donnie howled angrily, running out of the room to catch up with him. The second youngest bumped in between the two eldest turtles, quickly apologizing to them as he ran after the youngest.
The leader in blue scratched his head confused, โ€œShould weโ€ฆ?โ€
โ€œNah.โ€ Raph commented.ย 
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Donnie was internally groaning. If he couldnโ€™t get his hoodie back from his brother in the next 10 minutes he would be late to his own club.ย 
Imagine that.
โ€ฆExactly! You canโ€™t.ย 
The second youngest looked around the living room, trying to figure out just where his little brother was. In the last couple of years, the honey brown teen didnโ€™t really mind the youngest taking some of his clothes (even if Donnie wouldโ€™ve preferred him just normally asking).
But Donnie needed this hoodie. More than anything and one way or another he would get it.ย 
Suddenlyโ€ฆan idea popped into the geniuses brain, smirking widely as he leaned on the wall. He closed the door without stepping outside of the kitchen, still in the room to make it seem like he left. The youngest peeked from behind the couch, him and his brother making immediate eye contact.ย 
Ha.ย Got em.ย 
The anime loving turtle basically lunged at the smaller turtle, sitting on top of him as the other tried to squirm away. โ€œI GOT YOU, YOU LITTLE TURD!โ€ The purple cladded teen smirked triumphantly, crossing his arms and watching amusedly as his little brother tried to escape.ย 
โ€œJust give me back my hoodie, man. Youโ€™re making it seem like Iโ€™m asking you for your liver.โ€ย 
โ€œYOU DID ONCE!!!โ€ย 
โ€œThat was for a Bio experiment.โ€ The elder corrected almost immediately, โ€œBut thatโ€™s not the point justโ€”ย UGH!ย Give me my dang hoodie!!!โ€ย 
โ€œNO!!!โ€
The purple banded turtle glared, uncrossing his arms as he wiggled his fingers in the air, โ€œWanna do this the hard way? Because we can do the hard way, little brotherโ€ฆโ€
The brown eyed mutant paled, shaking his head back and forth at the question. Wellโ€ฆthis didnโ€™t go exactly as planned.
Donnie just scoffed, his hands immediately going for the otherโ€™s underarms but Mikey put his arms down, sputtery giggles escaping his mouth as he did so. โ€œP-Plehease! Deehee!โ€
โ€œDonโ€™t 'plehease Deehee' me! Give back me back my JJK hoodie!โ€
โ€œBuHUTโ€”โ€œ
The elder turtle lost his patience, effortlessly raising the otherโ€™s arms as he scribbled his free handโ€™s fingers all over his underarms. The smallest turtle squawked, falling into loud giggles. He kicked his legs underneath his older brother, โ€œDOHOHONโ€” NOHO!โ€
โ€œSomeone isย sensitiveย here!โ€ Donnie mused.
โ€œSTAHAPโ€” I AHAM NAHAT!!โ€
โ€œYouโ€™re not? Not what~?ย Ticklish~?โ€ The anime loving turtle asked, his smiled widening as he saw how flustered his baby brother was getting. โ€œSTAHAโ€” STAHA-! DEEHEE!โ€ Mikey shrieked, โ€œNOHO TEEHEEASING!โ€
The glasses wielding teen gasped dramatically, โ€œNo teasing? You take my hoodie and now youโ€™re telling me what to do?โ€ย 
โ€œNONONONO WAHโ€” *squeal* WAHAHAIT!!!โ€
The tech whiz wasted no time prodding his thumbs on the youngest hips. The brown eyed teen squealed loudly, hugging his middles and just not even trying to stop Donnieโ€™s hands at this point.
The last time he attempted to, his immediate older brother spent the next half an hour scribbling the orange banded teenโ€™s palmsโ€ฆ
That was hell in itself and Mikey was not trying to relive that again if he could help it.
โ€œAweโ€ฆdoes thisย tiiiickle?ย Is this tickling you~? Maybe thatโ€™s cuz youโ€™reย reeeaallyย ticklish hereโ€ฆโ€ย 
โ€œIHIโ€” *squeal* QUIHIHIET!โ€ Michelangelo demanded loudly.ย 
Donnie smiled at the weak retort, kneading the otherโ€™s hips harder, โ€œWhat happened to all that smugness, hm? Whereโ€™d it all go, little guy~? Do I have you in a giggly puddle because your tickle tickle ticklish and Iโ€™m tickle tickle tickling you~?โ€
โ€œSTAHAHAP *squeal*ย SAHAHAYINGย *squeal* THAHAT, AHAHASHOLE!!!โ€
โ€œStop saying what~? Tickle? Ticklishโ€”?โ€
The orange banded teen squealed loudly once more, accidentally cutting his brother off with his teasing. The glasses wielding teen couldnโ€™t help but laugh softly at it, โ€œAweโ€ฆlook at my baby brotherโ€ฆโ€ Donnie cooed.ย 
โ€œNAHAHAHA!โ€ The youngest threw his head back in loud laughter as Donnie now tickled the sides of his shell. Mikey arched his back, trying to buck his older brother off of him but Donnie held on easily, continuing to tickle him.ย 
โ€œPLEHEASE!ย PLEHEHEASE!!!โ€ย 
โ€œ'Plehease'? Pleaseย what~?โ€
โ€œJUHUST *squeal* NAHAT *hic* THE SHEHELL!โ€ Mikey despretley cried, turning to his side as other small hiccups followed as the end of the hoodie went up a bit, revealing some of his plastron.ย 
The honey brown eyed turtle giggled at the perfectly played out action, โ€œOhโ€ฆwould you look at that~!โ€ He mused, โ€œLast chance to give me back my hoodie, bro.โ€
The smaller turtleโ€™s eyes widened in realization, looking up at his brother from the corner of his eye, โ€œYohou *hic* wohohoudnโ€™tโ€ฆ!โ€
โ€œOho wouldnโ€™t I~?โ€ Donnie grinned, gently holding Mikeyโ€™s waist and blowing multiple upon multiple raspberries on his stomach whilst scribbling his nails on his sides. โ€œDAHAHโ€” *squeal* DAHANNIE!โ€ Mikey cried.ย 
โ€œJeezโ€ฆyour mega ticklish here, huh?โ€
โ€œSHUHUTโ€” GEHETโ€” PLEHEHEASE!!!โ€ The brown eyed teen rambled through his laughs, shaking his head.ย 
โ€œWhyโ€” wouldโ€” I???โ€ The tech whiz mocked playfully, now blowing raspberries on his little brotherโ€™s neck and scribbling his fingers all over his stomach. โ€œNAHAHAT THEHERE!! BROHOHO COHOME OHAHAN!!โ€ The youngest squealed and squeaked.ย 
Donatello smirked, ceasing his 100% justified attack for a second, โ€œYou saying 'nahahat thehere' is genuinely so funny, Mikes. Like, I was going to tickle you here regardless but, hey! Thanks for confirming how badly it tickles for you.โ€
He resumed his tickling onslaught on his younger brother, the younger brother in question basically falling limp due to how hard he was laughing. The only body parts that were really fighting for his life right now were his legs, that still did not cease desperately kicking the floor.ย 
The purple banded turtle now started lightly giving ticklish nibbles on his younger brotherโ€™s neck as his light scribbles on the smaller turtleโ€™s sides became quick and fast squeezes. โ€œOm nom nom! Hmโ€ฆyou taste likeโ€ฆgiggles!ย Andย ticklishness~!ย My favorite food combo!โ€ The elder teased.ย 
โ€œDEEHEE DEEHEEHEE?! WHAT DOHOES THAHAT EHEHEVEN MEEHEEAN?!?!โ€ Mikey cried desperately, his voice sounding like a tea kettle brewing because of how squeaky and high pitched it was.
โ€œAweโ€ฆyou havenโ€™t used that nickname for me in ages~! It must tickle that bad, huh?โ€ The glasses wielding turtle cooed.
โ€œIHI *hic* CAHANโ€™T!โ€
โ€œYou canโ€™t~? Canโ€™t what~?โ€
โ€œIHITโ€” *hic*ย NAHAHAH!โ€ Mikey silently wheezed, throwing his head back as he shut his eyes tight. โ€œIs someone giving me theย silent treatment?โ€ Donnie snickered, โ€œPfftโ€” get it? Cuz youโ€™re laughing silently~?ย Eh? Eh?โ€
Okay, even if Mikey was the comedian of the family, he wouldโ€™ve admitted that was a pretty solid joke if he wasnโ€™t getting slaughtered right now. โ€œFIHINE FIHINE *hic* HAHAVE *hic* IHIHIT BAHACK!!! TAHAKE IHIHIT!! PLEHEASE *hic* JUHUST STAHAHAP *squeal* Iโ€™M GOHONNA *squeal* DIHIHIE!!!โ€
โ€œThat would beย kiiiiiiiindaย funny making your grave honestly.โ€ The tech loving teen smugly said, โ€œMichelangelo Hamato. Reason of death?ย Being too freaking ticklish.โ€
โ€œDEEHEEHEE!!!โ€ The youngest cried. Donnie stopped, getting up and laying next to his brother, wrapping him in a side hug which the smaller turtle immediately melted to. โ€œMay Iย pleheaseย hahave my hoodie back?โ€ย 
โ€œIhi juhust sahaid yehehehes!โ€ The orange banded teen groaned, literally throwing the hoodie at his immediate older brother. The anime loving teen smiled, putting on the hoodie as he grinned in triumph. โ€œFor real real. I feel like new...โ€ He said to himself proudly.ย 
And if the youngest knew his brother (which he did), that was probably a quote that that Gojo fellow has said.ย 
โ€œOh! And by the way, little bro. My club doesnโ€™t have a meet up today. Itโ€™s tomorrow.โ€ Donnie snickered, walking away and leaving Mikey left in complete and utter awe.ย 
That freaking asshole.
Okay, well now Mikeyโ€™s definitely taking that MHA hoodie next year.
ยทฬฉฬฉฬฅอ™๏ผŠ*โ€ขฬฉฬฉอ™โœฉโ€ขฬฉฬฉอ™*หš๐™ต๐™ธ๐™ฝหš*โ€ขฬฉฬฉอ™โœฉโ€ขฬฉฬฉอ™*หš๏ผŠยทฬฉฬฉฬฅอ™ย 
(๐™ฟ.๐š‚.: ๐™ธ๐š ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐šŽ๐š—๐š“๐š˜๐šข๐šŽ๐š ๐š๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐š๐š’๐šŒ, ๐š™๐š•๐šŽ๐šŠ๐šœ๐šŽ ๐š›๐šŽ๐š‹๐š•๐š˜๐š!!!)
#Lee!Mikey#Ler!Donnie#Mutant Mayhem tickle#Mutant Mayhem tickle ficlet#Kinda sorta maaaaybe projected unto Mikey here ๐Ÿซฅโ€ฆjust a TAD#When I was little I would steal my older siblings stuffโ€” not bc likeโ€” I liked STEALING it (not tryna play into the stereotypes yo ๐Ÿคง๐Ÿ™‚โ€โ†”๏ธ๐Ÿ˜“)#But bc it was THEREโ€™S if that makes sense#I wasnโ€™t jealous of it OR them#But just knowing that it was my siblingโ€™s stuff was justโ€ฆcomforting in a way ig???#Also the palm tickle thing is inspired by someoneโ€ฆ#COUGH COUGH YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE ๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿพ#Iโ€™m sorry if it seems as if this fic is choppy or rushedโ€”#I just realized Iโ€™ve had this as a WIP since MARCH#So uhm uh yeahhh#Mutant Mayhem tickle fic#Mutant Mayhem tickle fanfiction#Also with the Gojo stuff I have NOT watched JJK yet ๐Ÿคง๐Ÿ˜ญ#So the quote might jot be right I just looked it up ncbhdndmssk#Also I just created Donโ€™s club name just cuz ๐Ÿ•บ๐Ÿพ#He seems like he would be a club head idk#He seems like club material ๐Ÿ˜Œโœจ๐Ÿ’•#Love themโ€” the sillies ๐Ÿฅนโ˜บ๏ธ#NO MORE PB&J DUO FOR A WHILE THO OMLLLL#Iโ€™ve been doing them non-stop its INSANE#I did give Leo and Raph some cameo tho ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญโ€ฆso thereโ€™s that mcbhhdjksks#I am starting to get better at writing ficletโ€™s tho :3#EEEEE#๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿงก#And lastly you canNOT BLAME ME FOR THE SPIDEY REFRENCE ๐Ÿ•ท๏ธ๐Ÿ•ธ๏ธ#ITS ICONIC
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celbrini ยท 2 months ago
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I dont think ill ever get used to the during the season trades, genuinly crazy to me that it just like, in 5 mins u can b shipped off to the lit other side of the continent n u just gotta b okat w that
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hermitcraftx ยท 6 months ago
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just got a dm abt one of my posts and y'all please don't try and show the hermits (or any minecraft youtuber or content creator for that matter) my posts, i'm uncomfortable with it and don't want any of my posts shown to a cc. if they stumble upon it naturally that's unfortunate but i can live with it since i do maintag a lot (something i REALLY need to stop doing tbh i already know i need to make a tagging system just for my blog that wont clog results) but going out of ur way to show a cc is entirely different and something i am not comfortable with.
no hate to the person at all but even if i wasn't a little silly and weird with it sometimes i wouldn't be comfortable with it, i want my blog to be a purely fandom only space with none of the creators involved <3 please respect this
#which is imo how a fandom space should be#i'm old fashioned and it breaks the fandom etiquette rules i stand by#i ship and stuff and absolutely NO cc needs to be subjected to that please and thank you even if it's a non-ship post#not saying hermits and others cant hang out and interact if they wish hell no but like....#if you as any person with a following willingly go into a fandom space you have to expect to see some things you find weird#doesn't even necessarily mean ship just stuff the cc finds weird :v idk im not phrasing this right but like#the rule with shipping around any sort of media has been to keep it away and not show the creators anything !!! and thats fallen out#of practice the past few years with ppl getting more and more comfortable demanding boundaries and personal info from creators#which isn't right imo bc its like you're trying to see how much you can get away with. u want a guide on how to interact and social skills#which is... huh??? just be polite and keep anything weird away from them like what we were doing#some folks nowadays need โ€œpermissionโ€ to ship stuff even from SHOWS and shit with no real people and its like wow... huh....#u need it to be canon?? u need everything told to u by the show?? wheres the imagination. the spirit.#the making of everything so far removed from what it once was#like that guy that played nick from heartstopper that had to be outed to play a gay guy. like#idk im so sick of the boundary fandom ppl in mcyt 'what if they saw and made it uncomfortable!! im going to show them!!!!'#you are making them MUCH more uncomfortable than i am by GOING INTO THEIR FACE AND DEMANDING THEY LOOK AT IT!!#AND DEMANDING BOUNDARIES N SHIT... CRAZY.... idk the hermits especially its weird to me bc clearly they understand fandom etiquette#and the dynamic im talking about. most of them understand that by going into fandom spaces they will see things they dont like#which is why a lot of them only like fanart and answer questions asked by fans. even on tumblr !!! where the weird ppl are!!!#they also all seem to understand they are playing characters (citing joel cleo and grian as examples) for their audiences#which is. smth the audience itself doesnt understand most of the time anymore. oh my god they all died in real life in hermitcraft season 8#idk hermitblr used to be a lot more okay with hermitshipping n then a bunch of ppl from other fandoms moved in and its all more negative#and makes me sad. idk...#i never meant for this blog to gain almost 500 followers i just wanted to make silly little ship posts and now im scared to#bc ive gotten hate and its.... bwugh.... tempted to remake blogs and make one thats very clearly just for me and a few weirdos#whatever i went off on a tangent in the tags as usual just pls dont show creators my posts even non-ship ones for this reason#jamies bad posts#talking in tags#serious posts#<- ig??? idk
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yutamayo ยท 6 months ago
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omg the cute autistic/mutual friend at the party I was talking ab way back just moved into our building!!! I legit ran into him omw in and exchanged instas he is SO adorable and cute and I love him like I just wanna be around him so like tf I am SO HAPPY
#im not sure the post is even still up but me n my friends were just having a casual gettogether and i met him n my post was talking ab how#im glad no annoying autsitics have been introduced to me yet bc ive already met like 3 and theyre all either like#smart autistics or adorable autistics or interesting autistics and i have a crush on two of them including the cute autistic this post is ab#like im so HAPPY omg im gonna bug him so much its weird bc idk what u call the type of crush where its like im not searching for romance#but i will do anything to be in ur prescense bc i know id enjoy being friends or partners or whatever the fuck involves KNOWING YOU#idk lol#yutamayo is starting the day off right (#(its 3:47pm)#at the party we were playing Detroit Become Human anf he seems to also be a hyperfixation/skilled autistic bc he SLAYED at the game i just#enjoyed watching him speedplay at that point#and everyone was ig close enough with him to call him by a semiracist nickname bc hes indigenous n his last name wad apparently too long#so i was like NOPE and made sure to spell it out and resay it so i could say his last name properly instead of his nickname#im noy shading them bc its fine to have a close friend thing where ur able to have a joking nickname ab a characteristic like my bestie#calls me โ€œitโ€ sometimes and thats not something i dislike bc we KNOW each other and its the opposite of malicious intent#but yeah i wad likr nah id prefer to know how to say it#then it was like 3am anf there was only like 4ppl left n he was like yeah i gotta go bavk home to whitby apparently he was just gonna#use the electric scooters they have around town but thats like 30min away in the mf a.m#n he didnt wanna crash on our couch which isfine n everyone else was like mkay bye bc yhey wanted to sleep#n i was like NOPE and hunted down bus fare n waited with him at the bus stop for the night bus n made sure he got on it then never saw him#again#until#today#god fucking bless#*introduced to 3 autistics not 3 annoying autistics the post was ab how im gkad i havent met an annoying autistic in my buikding yet*
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skrunksthatwunk ยท 8 months ago
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household enemy to the yyh watchthrough number one is the olympics. it's taken us a week to get two episodes into the gamemaster fight
#out of three. please the third episode's what makes it okay im fighting for my life out here#it is NOT for lack of trying on my part but theres only a brief window of time when the olympics is not happening#and as it turns out the watchthrough is Not my mom's first priority (how dare she etc)#i do feel slightly bitter that we've gotten through two eps of band o brothers in the same time#we are fighting for the same timeslots yet somehow the hour long show's gotten a leg up??#you don't have time for a 23 min ep but DO for a 60 min one?? explain the math to me please#idk how to explain the vague feeling of betrayal bc it Does Not make sense Nor matter in the slightest#but cmonnnn we were doing so well. and my little bro's starting up school again soon and my dad's gotta go back to work#sometimes eventually (<- hes on medical leave) and my grandparents are coming over next week We're Losing Time Soon#ughhh if i'd known the olympics were happening (<- somehow completely oblivious to this) i'd have accounted for#my mom getting whisked away by the land of synchronized divers and shot putters and whatever the hell#happens in the summer olympics (<- only pays attention to winter olys)#bc that always happens. and *i* have to go back to school in Some Amount Of Time Im Too Scared To Check (p sure it's late aug though) and#when that happens i'll (hopefully) be stuck across town which means we won't be able to do it any time besides the weekends#and i don't wannaaaaa#i know this is the least important problem anyone's ever had like i get that i know but#it's important to me that they sit down and watch this with me. and watching it pull apart and being#the one who's easily the most invested it makes me look all desperate when i ask them for their time and they can't give it#we can only pull this off neatly in the summer and we were so close and now we're losing it right at the finish line#i don't want life to get in the way of this little bubble i've fought so hard to make y'know#and it's childish and embarrassing and whatever but i just want them to have fun with me with this thing i care about a lot#but i can't do that bc my mom needs to watch the judo matches at Every weight class#even though she's recording a lot of them? i don't understand but whatever i know it's her thing im just moping about it ig#i want it to be as perfect an experience for them as possible and it's slipping away from me#and i don't wanna leave this project unfinished when i start school y'know. sighh#i think they might feel like i only want them around when we're watching stuff. whcih is weird bc that's like#The Singular Way we family bonded literally my whole life so idk why they wouldn't get that when reversed#but either way that IS how i wanna spend time with them. i want them to understand this thing that's become a part of me#and i wanna talk With them about it. and so far it's been fun in a way it's never been before. my mom at least seems to really like it#and i want it to Keep going well bc if we lose momentum im worried they'll start finding it tedious. sighh
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seaofreverie ยท 5 months ago
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The Me who bought tickets to see TMBG in february 2023 and the Me who's going to actually go to the show next month are two completely different people
#slash extremely negative#it's funny to actually live this whole sort of cliche of: the time between buying tickets and going to the show can be so absurdly long#with what was supposed to be my 1st 'real' concert no less#'i bought the tickets as a teenager but i'm going to see them in my 20s etc' and stuff like that#and then when it gets rescheduled too... well. a year and 9 months is in fact a pretty long time!!!#and i'm not even talking about rescheduling due to covid because god at least i didn't have to deal with that i guess#(it IS funny though that by the time the 30th anniversary of flood tour ends#flood will be 2 months away from turning 35. so yeah lmao a lot happened in the meantime huh)#anyways day two of going crazy going insane for no reason other than well i guess that's just my life now!!!!! ๐Ÿ˜ƒ๐Ÿ˜ƒ๐Ÿ˜ƒ#me when i say i'll stop documenting my rapidly progressing mental breakdown online and then keep doing it anyway#but idk maybe this will heal me in some way. my only hope rn no joke#and my mom actually seemed to be unsure if i we should book the hotels and stuff because. ig i'm this obviously unwell even over the phone#but BY GOD this is the only thing i can really look forward to right now i really need this to survive#(trying to forget how i was doing in september of last year when they rescheduled the tour#and i couldn't even be sure if i'd ever get to see them in the end lollllll#and at the heights of my tmbg obsession this was my number 1 dream. i mean it still is)#also i think i'm finally entering my tmbg autumn era now with some more frequent listening after not doing so for a while#how could i let myself pretty much forget that i love tmbg??? and that their music is so good and makes me happy???#they're still my fav band of all time just like they were back then. THAT didn't change at least#it's just that now they share that spot with sparks also lol. can't choose between them and why should i anyway#what else. ig i just hope i get the energy to finally draw tomorrow at least#because if i don't turn the ideas i have into reality then they will never become real! and that would be so sad#so maybe this can be my main reason to continue for now. whatever
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jrueships ยท 1 year ago
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tbh tho i think my art is fugly af LMFAO
#not in a '>w< eeeek! i wish i could drawww ๐Ÿฅบ i can only cobble such measle crap with my lowly peasant paws.. *unveils mona lisa*'#sense but like a my style makes me want to hurl whenever i look at it bcs it's a constant reminder that it can only be what i can make it be#and bcs it looks bad to me then that means i cant make things look good if u get my sense like#idk man ๐Ÿ˜ญ!! im just sick of being scribbly!! and not clean! i wanna ink my art! have crisp lines! dark lines!!#not have to put stupid darkening filters on everything bcs i cant color or shade so my art is just stuck with the blinding white background#well the frustration is more how i CAN color and shade.. i CAN ink my lines with a darker one#lets not excuse my laziness now cmon ted omg dumbass bitch#it's just that doing so makes me . crazy#my attention span like. crumbles when i try to add color or ink over lines bcs thats Such a commitment to me#i HATE leaving things unfinished when it seems so monumental#like unfinished sketches or prompts? fine. those are sketches. little prompts. even if u post it it's shit#but starting big things is a COMMITMENT.. with CONSEQUENCES ! ! i just want to avoid them ig#it's like im stuck between art being a fun lil past time and being a perfectionist actually so no. no it is not#but also i NEED to draw i NEED to write SOMETHING! SOMETHING!! then i realize the weight of things and purposefully hinder myself#then later hate myself for hindering even tho it felt so good and right in the beginning ORGHH or WHATEVER#idk one of my friends told me my style reminded them of the new tmnt movie (which has been praised yeah#for like beautiful ugliness tho) and like. i KNOW it's a compliment... but. why did it make me Feel ๐Ÿ˜ญ like i wanted to rip my art 2 shreds#once i lined my art and my friend (an artist i admire) said smthin like 'omg finally! ted lined art! gorgeous!'#& i KNOW. I KNOW IT'S A COMPLIMENT. BUT WHY AM I THINKING LIKE. SO VIOLENT. NOT ABT THEM. BUT MY SHIT NOW#like UGHHH i just HATE feeling trapped and helpless when actually theres help available but im just DUM!! JUST LINE UR ART TED#art is like playing sport is like making good grades is like working well is like being a good friend is like being a good person#literally. just be GOOD.#it's all a performance to me ARGHARGH! I HATE THE JOKER! I HATE BEING CRINGE@! RAGGHH I HATE THIS SHIT#<- mfs when no basketball#mfw i cannot avoid enlightenment via the meaningless distractions i codepently craveRAGGHG!!!!!!1!
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drifloonz ยท 10 months ago
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one day ill be annoying ab my selfship again . although i enjoy that ppl enjoy my writing most of this is entirely self indulgent, projection, and for me . being so real .
#wispy chatters#i will never write inbox requests ever again ( /j... but only maybe executive dysfunction hits. )#( i dont know what to rlly write or hc w steven anymore and im in that weird kind of clingy to my interp era where like.#nobody seems to characterize steven right and i feel like im the only one but i dont wanna be a dick but most of its self indulgent so#ill keep it to myself. )#also bc i think i like. already put out all of the imporant steven hcs anyways LOL#ALSO also because ive been busy writing and rping selfship stuff w my friend involving steven instead of writing proper. which#preferable. this was mostly a side hobby to explode all of my hcs onto while i was struggling mentally#and had jack shit else to do.#sorry that i ramble a lot. no im not. this is my fucking blog . But yea#ive also been kind of negative or like. able to be interpreted as negative recently. which. yea kind of#lot of things and interpretations i do not fucking like in this fandom esp ab steven i just keep it to myself.#i just dont like fandom in general esp fanon and steven is such a fanonized character. which. yea he doesnt have much to work with#but hes got enough. idk#life goes on and all . maybe ill make a selfship blog... ill probably snag the url and then never use it.#im talking like im quitting the blog . i do that a lot. im not i just always do whatever i like even if i have 500 unanswered asks.#was easier to focus on writing any char i could in my depression era#its a little sad to see writing and hc posts and im like... i could get in on that. people totally think im a dead blog.#but idk what to add all of the main steven stuff has been squoze outta me.#not entirely but i put my full 100% steven into my self indulgent embarassing thoughts.#buuut yea thats kinda whats been. going on w me ig? Not really? fuck if i know
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ccorinthian ยท 10 months ago
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i just want to talk about concepts...........
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bingobongobonko ยท 2 years ago
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methinks i should make a ramble jar and start putting money in it bc. i lost like two hours of time rambling about something and now im in the aftermath like. dude..
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kingcervix ยท 2 years ago
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It's 3 am and I'm nauseous and I don't have a date tomorrow but I also don't NOT have a date tomorrow. It's platonic..but it might not be by the end of.it. if I have anything to say about it
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atsu-i ยท 2 years ago
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#i feel weird and confused lol#like....why cant just ppl..do smth out of their good will instead...of...like...ending up kinda wanting or expecting smth in return?#i mean you do someone a favor sure#you agreed to it#and she gives you a bit of what you need in return#it might not be enough for all the effort you put but there is smth#also the other person doesnt have the right to be an ass just coz she is giving smth too ya know#but my point is that.......why does it seem like...you are expected to give smth back? like a big one#and the thing is...they expect you to know that? that you have to give more besides what you are already giving because am doing it kinda#thing#and if it doesnt happen...you end up talking behind that someones back? why not just tell them then?#when I said that to someone they said 'it should be obvious and it shouldnt be said' its like automatic ya know?#and in my head am like is it supposed to be that way? also why cant they just say it then instead of talking shit?#sometimes a lot of this shit happens if only ppl could talk...maturely though#idk...am just...so...i get ther point but am also thinking is it supposed to be that way all the time?#lololololol am just rambling tbh#and thinking#personal#like..i feel weird of that you have to automatically give someone in return thing...i get it...but to expect smth that is equivalent your-#effort? yeah ig but how do you even repay that in cash though or material things? is it supposed to be that way all the time when you do#someone a favor??????????#ugh whatevr#its early for this kind of shit girl
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guinevereslancelot ยท 3 months ago
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currently hating and killing myself for leaving work early even tho i literally threw up within a minute of walking in the door when i got home
#it was like an hour early i almost made it all the way through my shift ๐Ÿ˜ญ#but i felt soooo awful i had a migraine that was getting worse and worse since 11am#and my coworker kept telling me to go home but im incapable of doing that unless i physically cant go on bc i dont want people to be mad#so i was determined to tough it out#but at like 2:15 the lead teacher noticed me w my head in my hands for a minute and she was like are you sick#and i said yeah and she immediately was like go home no go home for real goodbye i dont need you goodbye#bc she doesn't reallyyyy need me at the end of the day anyway which is why my other coworker was trying to get me to go#but i hateeee it bc it makes me look so flaky and unreliable ๐Ÿ˜ญ#and my health is generally not good so i know that even if i only call out or go home if i genuinely physically cant tough it every time#i will still end up calling out or going home more often than normal ๐Ÿ˜ญ#which makes me look dramatic and whiny and/or flaky :(#however this is the first time i have had to go home or call out and i've worked here since october which is good#but i've only been full time since november so like barely a month#AND i asked for next friday off for a doctor's appointment already#and this would be normal i think but i have chronic everybody is mad at me disease and get so anxious#and it seems justified bc it rlly does feel like everybody eventually gets mad at me at every job#even tho im the worlds most desperate people pleaser and i will do ANYTHING to be helpful and nice and make people not be mad at me#but i am just so oblivious and dumb i miss things and forget things ig and then i get sick too often#maybe its not even abt the times i mess up or get sick maybe its just the fact that im apologizing so much#which gives the impression that im incompetent and/or lazy idk#but anyway#all my coworkers were nice about it but i hateddd it#also my brother drove me to work today bc he needed the car so i had to wait over half an hour for my ride#which was my mommy#which made me seem really childish and unprofessional ๐Ÿ˜ญ#at first i was in the great room (cafeteria/gathering space in the front of the school)#and tons of people saw me there w my head on the table and all my stuff waiting to go home like a student right before pickup#and then all yhr students came flooding in to wait for pickup and one of the teachers literally gathered up my stuff for me#and made me wait in the nurses office which was even more embarrassing#except less people saw me there
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snekdood ยท 9 months ago
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wish i didnt hafta cut off my conservative family members but they were all so abusive that I can hardly tolerate being around them
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