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I’ve already ranted so life update I guess:

Started college in September - I love my program but I forgot how terrible of a student I am. I procrastinate too much and I’m behind in one of my courses. I haven’t made any new friends yet cause I’m so shy and antisocial, I try to speak but I haven’t made any connections with anyone so I guess I’m just gonna be a loner.

New boy - I started talking to this guy I met at work and it was such a rollercoaster. He would take wayyyy to long to respond to me and he was super hot and cold which pissed me off cause if anyone is gonna be manipulated it’s YOU not ME… long story short I cut that off and now I’m lonely and bored again

Family - I still hate them

Friends - I have 2 left… not even

19th birthday - I did absolutely nothing. I stayed in my room the whole day just tired and depressed. I did however gift myself something I wanted for a long time… lip filler lol. My lips are already a decent size but my goal is to look like a bratz doll so I want them bigger. I’m also getting filler in my chin to balance my profile and slim my face more. My appointment is in 2 weeks so I’ll come back here to update you all on that.

My job - absolutely hate it. The only thing keeping me there is the money and my coworkers who I get along with. I had a interview for somewhere else today but I couldn’t go (shout out to my toxic family) so I’m going to try and reschedule.

That’s basically it… and I’m writing this while procrastinating my overdue assignment

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I’ve been so busy with school and work I don’t have time for myself, my blog or literally anything!!!!

I feel so stressed and overwhelmed ALL THE TIME

My body and mind has been so drained, I want to quit my job so bad but 1. I like making my own money because my parents barely support me and 2. Without my job I would have to be home with my family who I absolutely despise and that would just make my mental health  deteriorate EVEN MORE

I’m so lost idk what to do 

[888princesse]

The dream girl I'm trying to be

reads one book per week

is ahead of her college assignments and readings

is top of her class

is hyper feminine

has manners, grace, poise and elegance

is always put together: nails, hair and outfit always on point

listens to jazz and classical music

is extremely cultured

seeks validation within, not on other people

has flawless skin

cooks healthy meals for herself and is not a sweet tooth or impulsive about food

attracts masculine, high caliber men that wants to provide for her and apprecieates her feminine presence

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Living life on survival mode is so hard and tiring. I want just one day that I can just feel happy, safe and secure

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trust in the universe

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TIME TO BOSS UP

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"Haters you can kill yourself 😀😍🥺"

Will always be funny to me

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Anyone know where I can sell my self as a virgin bride to some billionaire 🤔

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Self sabotage is so real DONT GIVE IN

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I’ve decided from now on that I am going to have an unwavering sense of self-confidence. I’m tired of being insecure. I am now entering my hot, confident girl era

[888princesse]

𝐈 𝐀𝐌 *𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓* 𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋

i am a one of a kind girl, no one compares to me in the slightest, i am literal perfection and everything i do, i do flawlessly. i always strive for the best in my academics and in my hobbies. i accomplish the goals that people deem “unrealistic”, nothing is unrealistic to me. i can DO anything i set my mind too. i am so happy that i can genuinely look at myself in the mirror and feel confident and blessed to be me and no one can ever take that feeling away from me

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There is nothing more I care about than being extremely rich and extremely sexy

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Luxurious - Gwen Stefani

[888princesse]

This is literally so accurate omg