#throws myself down a well

[sawtrapx]

I have to be the most fuckable person in this saw bathroom

[yukipri]

feelin kinda sad so eating an obscene amount of pasta

[cynical-crypt]

reminder to writers/self

its ok to write shitty poems its ok to write shitty song lyrics its ok to write shitty stories its ok to be unoriginal its ok to reuse a line from something else you wrote its ok to reference other works its ok to be proud of shitty writing its ok to be proud of great writing its ok to be proud in general its ok to not use overcomplicated intricate wording in writing its ok to write about dumb shit its ok to write about fictional events its ok to write something awesome but have one weak line you cant really fix its ok to write something terrible but have one amazing line that doesn't fit its ok to write about emotions you don't really grasp its ok to write

[skrunksthatwunk]

this could be kuwameshi if you guys would like. take my hand and trust me

[ivoryratdoggerythethird]

reading dazai, chuuya, age fifteen for the finally and now i'm just mad i didn't read it earlier like

first of all why does this have the best first chapter of all time ever like this french waiter lookin ass nameless grunt looks like he smakes cigars and shotguns with hiroutsu tell me i'm wrong you can't

and chuuya chuuya chuuya chuuya chUUYA OH MY BELOVED i am suddenly personally connected with dazai on a spiritual level because i too would become obsessed with this dude if he stomped on my face. i'm already obsessed without him stomping on my face.

ALSO WHY DOES NO ONE TALK ABOUT THIS WHY IS THE ENTIRE FANDOM SLEEPING ON THESE PANELS

"what's wrong? i'm just on my tippy toes" chuuya sweetie i am going to go fucking FERAL

ballerina chuuya agenda real

also

everyone else go home like i'm sorry i really am. kunikida babe i love you with a gun dazai you look good with one too tachihara you're my baby but like none of you ever use bullets again please your fully grown asses are embarrassing once i've met fifteen year old chuuya catching bullets in his mouth and blowing back a literal kiss of death back at you like look at his hand at the end there, i'm losing my mind

[snivmoon]

the servers are closing???

[pollen]

i've been diving a lot deeper into adhd symptoms and comorbidities and misdiagnoses and whenever i tell my boyfriend something i learned that sounds like me he responds with something like

[just-a-carrot]

ahem…your genzy drabble, my good carrot :3

(direct copy-paste from what I dumped in my friend’s DM’s lol)

hear me out on this: iggy working on a rlly important project for work or doing a rlly hard boss fight in his game that makes him do this to the point it’s late

Genzou leans on the arm of Iggy’s gaming chair “Damn, you’re really still on this, huh? Been hearin’ ya type all day. It’s a wonder how your fingers aren’t crampin’.” he comments.

Iggy just nods. “Yeah. This shit is taking me way longer than it should. And trust me, they are.” Iggy frowns and furrows his brows as he utters that last sentence.

Genzou yawns and blinks tired, lazy eyes. “Well, I’m heading up to bed. Today knocked me flat on my ass and I need my beauty sleep so I don’t drive myself up the fuckin’ wall tomorrow.”

“M’kay. I’ll head up too when I’m done.” Iggy replies, eyes still glued to the screen.

Genzou kisses his cheek. “Night, Iggs. Please don’t work yourself to the bone. I expect to see my adorable stick figure-shaped boyfriend in my arms when I wake up tomorrow, okay? Love you so much.”

“Stick figure???” Iggy cocks a brow and turns his head, but Genzou has already started walking down the hall and moving his cane around to try to find their bedroom door.

Later that night, Genzou wakes up, blearily blinking his eyes and sitting up a bit in he and Iggy’s bed. He doesn’t need to see to know that it’s still late as fuck from the way he can hear the cicadas still screaming from outside due to the open window kept open to keep air circulation through the apartment. God, he has to piss. Drinking before bed is always a fucking mistake.

Genzou pads down the hall down to the bathroom, feeling against the wall for that familiar handle, and does his business. After flushing, he begins to walk back towards the bedroom, where he hears soft breathing coming from his left. Genzou blinks, then remembers. Oh right, Iggy was working on something, wasn’t he? He must’ve passed out midway.

Genzou may have been exhausted and ready to crash as soon as he hit the soft sheets of their bed again, but he can’t help but smile to himself a little imagining Iggy asleep as his computer, laying forward on his arms and drooling a little like he did when they were kids.

Genzou walks quietly over until the breathing sounds as close as it can get. Genzou feels for the computer desk a tad, confirming that Iggy is right in front of him.

He reaches his arms out, carefully finding Iggy’s legs and back, scooping him gently into his arms, feeling his boyfriend’s warmth against his chest as Iggy instictively cuddles against his chest, nuzzling his face against Genzou’s neck. Genzou’s heart flutters a bit. He swears that there has never been a time that Iggy doesn’t make his chest want to explode, in anxiety or in adoration. He loves this boy so goddamn much.

Genzou carries Iggy back to their bed, careful not to wake his sleepy boy up, and places him tenderly onto the bed, tucking him underneath the sheets which Iggy quickly curls into. Genzou climbs in next to him, wordlessly pulling him into his chest and closing his eyes, kissing Iggy’s forehead and listening to his soft snores before sleep finally takes him as well.

(okay drabble over aaaaaaaaaaaa they make me so ill. all I ever do is write about iggy maxwell being cute with boys >/////<)

actual photographic evidence of me reading this:

this is SOOOOOOO CUUUUUUUUTE ARGJGGJKJDKJFASLKDJFASD

LOSING MY MIND

i could not stop smiling and flailing 😭💕

this was too precious and sweet thank you so much for sharing. it really made my day!!!!!!!

"all I ever do is write about iggy maxwell being cute with boys" -> LKDLKFJASDLKFASD I CHOKED WITH LAUGHTER real tho

[phagodyke]

they need to make a killing myself I can do every weekend but only on the weekends so I can get up fine on monday and go to work again

[backpackingspace]

Hey this just in? Ptsd sucks balls

[pilonciillo]

on another note

[supersymmetries]

i've finally reached the part in the semester where we're covering the second law of thermodynamics. matt bellamy we're in it together now

[bugeyedfreaks]

Sometimes I feel like I should just bite the bullet and join Twitter because sometimes I end up lurking on there and find news about PPG related things I otherwise didn’t know about… despite the fact that I do have a network of amazing people who follow my blog who alert me of Big Events from time to time. I feel like I might end up being a little more in the loop if I just made an account.

…but it’s Twitter… 🤢

[stormyoceans]

it hasn't been that long but as I said vv brainrot will never let you go. I didn't catch it in ep 1 but ep 2, I was just crazy about puentalay dynamics that mork and day radiated.

you can't understand me (day to mork, puen to talay)

why are you shirtless (poor talay asked about it more than once)

get out of my room (tess-talay expelling puen)

how old are you (not again, guys)

you don't want to know what I look like (I'm already dreaming of vice versa, sure)

watching a movie and wasted food that ended up on the floor (poor staff who have to clean it up again)

scary huh (puentalay are here and no one will convince me, even the way day pushed mork gives puentalay)

calling day (calling talay in the ambulance)

after an argument, someone tells the character sea where to look for the character jimmy (neo; namtan)

a ride on a moped (thank god for the absence of yamaha)

mork talks at the aquarium in a soft voice (as if jigsaw is standing nearby)

we have to give the fish a name (let's call the palette by your name - rawi palette)

the way day got nervous after mork's words about loneliness reminded me of puen and talay's date at a jazz restaurant, where puen said he remembered all the lines of the "mascot of friends credits", talay was so nervous at that moment

IT MAY NOT HAVE BEEN THAT LONG BUT VICE VERSA BRAINROT ANON MY BELOVED I'VE MISSED YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!

i agree with you that during episode 1 there weren't that many moments that reminded me of vice versa, tho i have to admit i did not quite realized just how many things puen and mork have in common. jimmy really sees a bisexual character with dead parents who gets arrested at least once throughout the show and looks at sea's character with a love so deep and encompassing it strikes you almost like a physical blow to the gut and he's like THAT'S MY TRUE CALLING (also fun fact for anyone who doesn't know it: in the vice versa novel puen has a sister too)

EPISODE 2 THO!!!!!!!!!!! YOU ARE SOOOO RIGHT PUENTALAY'S SPIRITS WERE THERE I FELT THEM IN THE EARTH I FELT THEM IN THE AIR AND THEY GOT ME SOBBING ON MY KNEES!!!!!!! THE MOVIE SCENE WAS SO INSANE LIKE THAT PLAYFULNESS?????? THAT'S JUST PUENTALAY IN A NUTSHELL!!!!!!!!! you honestly got so many parallels, some of which i didn't even think about (THE 'MORK YELLING FOR DAY AND PUEN YELLING FOR TALAY' ONE HAD ME CRAWLING THROUGH SHARDS OF GLASSES THANKS FOR REMINDING ME), but may i also submit to your consideration:

mork looking around day's room vs talay looking around puen's (well, tun's) room (and interesting enough, both contain a sort of aquarium) [WATER MOTIF MY BEST FRIEND WATER MOTIF]

mork giving day a jasmine flower vs puen giving talay lotus flowers (in multiple occasions)

MEANINGFUL GIFTS!!!!!!!!!

shirts with meanings!!!!!!!!!

ALSO LISTEN. GMMTV can pry 'mork' from my cold dead hands but if there's one reason im willing to allow the 'mhok' transliteration is because of THIS

AND THEN THEY WENT AND ALSO MADE JIMMY PLAY MEK IN PLOY'S YEARBOOK LIKE AT THIS POINT THEY'RE DOING IT ON PURPOSE FR ✋😭

[blupengu]

Y’all is Hollow Knight hard or do I just suck because oh my god??

[todayisafridaynight]

Since you mentioned it, what did you think of Speak No Evil? I was thinking of watching it myself :0

i really liked it ............ my friend scoffed at me when i told her i was watchin it so take my opinion with a grain of salt tho </3