#thoughts and theories

[sorinethemastermind]

As far as I can find, Soren has only cried twice in the entire six seasons of The Dragon Prince.

Once in Seasons Two, after he's paralyzed by the dragon.

"I was confused, and I didn’t want to do it, but I do want Dad to love me, and be proud of me."

And once in Season Six, when Viren is apologizing to him for all the hurt he's caused.

"Somehow you found the right path in spite of everything I've done. I'm so proud of you."

I've been thinking about this since the season dropped, so now you can too. You're welcome.

[nocandnc]

Something interesting I noticed from the Aira + Evil Eye omakes, now that I’ve seen the Japanese text…

In the previous EE omake, he refers to Aira as ‘onushi’ - this is an archaic way of saying ‘you’, as EE speaks in a very old-fashioned way. It’s not rude, but not endearing either - just kind of neutral.

By the next EE + Aira omake, something’s changed. He’s following her around and switched to calling her ‘kisama’ instead of ‘onushi’.

To modern ears, the word ‘kisama’ is very rude. Aira tells him to not say ‘kisama’ - probably because to her, it sounds like he’s using fowl language to address her…

But here’s the interesting thing: ‘kisama’ was originally a very polite form of address!

The ‘ki’ comes from ‘kimi’, a fond way of referring to someone, and ‘sama’ from… well, the highly respectful honorific most are probably familiar with.

As noted above, Evil Eye speaks in a very archaic manner - two centuries have passed since he was alive after all. So given this context, it’s entirely possible that while Aira took it as him being rude, it was actually the opposite—

The Evil Eye could have been trying to act politely instead!

Following her request to not say ‘kisama’, Evil Eye switches his form of address once again, now calling her directly by name. Bluntly calling her ‘Aira’ isn’t exactly polite, but I do think it’s noteworthy that he respected her wishes at all. Rather, I’m a bit surprised he even knows her name lol

He calls Okarun by name as well - his surname Takakura to be exact. That’s another interesting point - the fact that he’ll call Aira by her first name and not Shiratori.

Maybe it’s because Jiji calls her Aira as well…?

Well, just some interesting food for thought in any case ^^;;;

[keyintheeye-blog]

Well, character redesigns for that AU about Victorian fairies

Sorry, I was a little too lazy to paint Timmy(

(Especially for my dear Zephirum~)

[anonymergremlin]

Let me be honest.

Carlo's memories, were in someway the biggest reason for P to deny giving Geppetto the P-Organ.

You see, P has a certain understanding of what a father is. Something I believe comes from Carlo's Ergo, but because of him not having access to his memories at the beginning, he didn't know that a parent doesn't always mean it well with you. In some way P is like a toddler at the begining, having a certain instinct for following his parent... But it's the experience that make us realize that general circumstances are not always the right/good ones.

Also, it can't believe I am saying this, in some way. Geppetto was a good father. He praised P, payed attention to what he did and wanted his well being, yeah in the end he only did it for Carlo... BUT it had the same effect as if he had meant it. Kinda sick, he did the right thing for his 'second' child only to fail once more.

Also another thing, for both neutral and good ending... I love how Geppetto mentions 'P got his personality and not his memories', after he denied giving him the organ. You know old man, that personality is also shaved by experience? And what do you expect from a neglected child who wanted your attention? Who wanted attention from the only parent he still has.

[matcha-chai-latte]

Some predictions about Yona

For me the chances that Yona will become queen are quite low.

I don’t really see Yona ending as the queen of Kouka. The crimson dragon king returning to his rightful place? I don’t think that was the story’s point. As we know from her visions, it was her original destiny. She would be the queen of Kouka and I am sure she would be a good one. However, the original future where she is the queen is rather dark. But that was before she changed the future. Now everything will go in a different way. Hak has already escaped his deathbed. On top of that, as she is quite dedicated to save Soo-won’s life, the chances that he will die have lowered significantly. So if he lives, I don’t see any reasonable motive for her to replace him, as she doesn’t want to become queen herself.

Plus, I doubt she would be happy as a queen. Being confined to the palace, small talking with aristocrats and practicing hypocrisy with foreign ambassadors until the end of her days? Her freedom would be lost. It’s just not her role, it’s not who she is. She is a defender that prefers protecting her people on the front lines, with her own hands. And most importantly, she doesn’t want to defend just her own people, but anyone in need. She is not necessarily on Kouka’s side, but mainly on the side of those who seek protection and help.

If the dragon’s soul leaves her body and returns to the heavens, I also see a possibility of her hair changing color to black (like both her parents’), since it’s the crimson dragon’s soul that made it red. It always brought her in trouble, as it attracted unwanted attention and revealed her identity. Were she to be forgotten by everyone, or die and come back to life, a normal hair color would allow her to start a normal human life.

[dreamcatcheresss]

The Gods suffer - Thoughts about Record of Ragnarok and Loki

Thank you @hanaiikiki for uploading this picture. It made me want to share some thoughts.

Looks like he is used to rejection and still can't accept it. He wants to make it work finally, because love has never worked out for him before. It's like he hopes that finding love is the only way for him to feel accepted and wanted. He wants to have someone who he can be himself with. Apparently he is too scared to let his guard down around his friends and it's a general problem for the Gods.

Loki must carry a lot sadness and trauma, that he closed his heart so much. He has friends and still feels lonely, because he can't allow himself to open up to them. He doesn't trust even those who he loves. That's totally unhealthy. Finding love - ONE PERSON - who understands and accepts him must be his only hope to be happy and to heal his heart. He can't count on his friends, because they all have the same problem.

That's how I understand his obsession with Brunhilde. He doesn't want to give up, because it would feel like giving up on love and hope in general.

The Gods suffer. Look at Ares. At least he cried openly. But no one could go to him and simply hug and comfort him. Would it be weakness to do so? Would it put shame on Ares to treat him like someone weak? Maybe both is the case. But the fact is, that Loki really looked like he wanted to hold him tight and show some emotions... and couldn't. He couldn't show some love for his friend. Hermes couldn't comfort his brother. Zeus couldn't. Even after losing two beloved brothers and his adoptive son he couldn't mourn. We didn't see him allowing himself to be sad even in private.

The Gods have some huge problems in their society and we can it compare to toxic masculinity or the facade of aristocrats in our reality. Poor Loki wants to find a way to deal with it. It's no surprise that you can go crazy from that. He is under pressure and there is no escape. No, he has to deal with it by himself, just like the others. And judging from mythology he can do his best and society still doesn't accept him. So playing the role of the clown is the best way to get away with being the outsider. He tries to survive, even if he too proud to admit it to himself.

I remember what Poseidon said about what it means to be a God... I must say that it is a very sad existence. Sasaki was right about that. Sorry, I repeat a lot for sure. This is just my interpretation, also based on my own life experiences.

[korgbelmont]

Just had a reply informing that All Of Us is the LGBT book where the MC and Love Interest will be the same gender. Really glad that there is a book like that being done. Looking forward to seeing what it will be like!

[prismatica-the-strange]

So Royal Prep is teaching royals sorcery. Specifically how to transform mundane things into precious gems...

Yet while this is happening the common folk seem to think only certain people can perform magic, and are taught science instead, something the royals aren't explicitly taught.

Not only that, but it seems the sorcery school has a long running rivalry with Royal Prep.

So like... Are the Fairies and Royals trying to push out the idea of Royal Sorcerers?

Teaching the royal heirs magic to turn rocks into wealth, getting rid of royal sorcerers, and keeping the common folk ignorant of how magic works, would make the the royals and their bloodlines incredibly more powerful.

I the episode where Miss Nettle is "Sasha the sorceress" all the things she conjured and transformed were fake, but even the imagery and implication of all the wealth the transfigured rocks gives would still feed into the power they're projecting.

Look, I know it's incredibly unlikely, and they just wanted to incorporate some fun magical moments into the show, but the way they went about doing it makes the it all a little suspicious.

[wallflowers-in-the-wind]

Pink Diamond/Rose Quartz

An analysis with a bit of theorizing

For those who watched Steven Universe, Rose Quartz and Pink Diamond seemed to be complete opposites in every way. But when we got the reveal of them being the same person it seemed impossible. Learning this from at first admiring Rose to the slowly deconstruction of this perfect being was also very clever yet the shock still never seemed to fade.

Yet the one thing everyone seems to be focused on is if Rose/Pink were right in their actions. So many innocents were harmed, shattered, bubbled, or killed in a war that seemed needless. But what if it was the only option?

From what we are told throughout the show Pink Diamond is trapped in an abusive situation with the other Diamonds. They see her as a child that needs to be placated for shut up entirely. Casting her off to be other gems problems or creating best friends for Pink so she would leave them alone.

But that wasn’t what she wanted. Pink Diamond didn’t want to be cast aside she wanted to have a purpose for her existence, to do something grand like the others. This anger and frustration caused her to lash out against the gems given to her as a distraction or to serve her. Perhaps this is something the other diamonds have done to her when she goes to far in her demands to be treated equally and she just replicated it against those she could. It is inexcusable and the damage still affects the gems still around that served Pink Diamond like Pink Pearl and Spinel. We probably won’t ever know the full extent of the Diamond’s actions against Pink Diamond and the domino effect agaisnt other gems but from what little we do know it was inexcusably

However, their actions kept Pink Diamond naive. She didn’t realize what the other Diamonds were doing to the other planets until she got one of her own. When she disguised herself as Rose Quartz she got to explore the planet she owned her way with what she thought was her own authority. Seeing the effect the Kindergartens had on the planet and listening to stories from other gems may have been what caused her to change for the better. When the other Diamonds wouldn’t listen and gave her the human zoo to placate her again it must have been the breaking point.

This would lead to the rebellion. Perhaps it was stared to get the others to change their minds at first. If they wouldn’t listen to her then she would force them to listen to someone who fights back. Rose Quartz became a persona where she could act and say what she had been saying for centuries but no one listened. But I don’t think Rose/Pink meant for it to get out of hand to the degree that it did. It started out with just her and Pearl but when they met Garnet and so many other gems who believed in her and trusted her not because she was a Diamond but for what she thought it became much more that just her voicing her thoughts. But by the point she realized how far the other Diamonds would go to stay in the right, it was too late.

Her only option left was to leave as Pink Diamond and allow earth to be destroyed or to stay as Rose Quartz. But she couldn’t live as both without someone becoming suspicious, hence the fake shattering.

But sometimes I wonder if she ever had the intention of righting any of the wrongs she had committed against others. She had proven before she would never reveal her true identity to the other Crystal Gems. However, if she never fell for Greg would the events that take place in the show force her to confront her past or if she would continue to be Rose Quartz until the truth is revealed?

Pink Diamond and Rose Quartz are far from perfect. There are many things they never resolved that was left to Steven. But their reasoning while flawed is understandable to a certain extent.

If the show ever gets the chance I would love for a series to show Pink Diamond’s past and her time as Rose Quartz. While I know this would take away from the way we learned about Rose and her true identity I think it would be fascinating to see how everything happened and Pink Diamond/Rose’s thoughts and feelings so the fandom can understand her better.

[jenuinelycurious]

So, I have a couple of thoughts about the fnaf movie. Theories, if you will. Specifically concerning Vanessa.

This will contain spoilers. Proceed with caution if you haven't seen the movie, yet, or scroll past.

Okay, Vanessa Shelly and my thoughts/theories surrounding her in the movie verse. There are 3 (with some points in between).

1) Her name. I do not think it is an alias, I think that is her actual surname -- specifically from her mom. We don't know anything about her full dynamic family life as a child, except that her dad is William Afton. So, I think it's safe to speculate that, in the movie at least, William and his wife had a divorce. Vanessa's Mom won custody over her and changed her last name from Afton to Shelly, Mom's maiden name. Visitation or shared custody was still a thing that could happen after divorce, especially in the 80s and 90s by court order in some states so kids could have some semblance of having two parents in their lives (maddening, I know), so of course she would still have photos of herself and her dad. But, the main holder of child custody can enforce a name change, if they so choose. And, if the mother went thru a name change after the divorce, so too would have Vanessa.

So, at least for me, Vanessa really is Vanessa Shelly and comes from a broken family. We can see semblance of this when her and and Mike are talking by the water drain/river in his neighborhood. When he mentioned that before Garrett's abduction, his parents were the kind you'd see on television: have family dinner at the table, hold hands, and say grace. Vanessa's expression is one of pain, longing, and jealousy--her family was nothing like that, and she likely never knew what a loving family ever felt like. This is also the moment that she truly sees the outside perspective of the damages that her father had done: she'd *never* met someone from the families that had been affected by his evil. Until she met Mike. Her father *broke* this family, just had he had heartlessly *broken her*, his own daughter. This was the start of her turning point: meeting Abby, talking with Mike, and connecting the dots on what happened. However, she is still a victim of harsh, narcissistic parent manipulation: it is always going to be a long and hard road for her.

2) "He really fucked you up, didn't he?"

I think it goes without saying that Vanessa is as much a victim as the children, Mike, and Abby in this movie (as well as the countless security guards that died prior to Mike getting the job). However, a thought struck me that...well, I'll be honest. It's fucked up and broke my heart, but it also came about when I questioned one thing during the moment when Vanessa was telling Mike in further detail on what happened to the children that disappeared during the 3rd act of the movie on the Fifth night.

*how did she know the animatronics still holds the children's bodies, when no one found them to begin with?*

Here's my fucked up theory that I'm starting to believe: William Afton not only manipulated and mentally/emotionally hurt and broke his daughter--he brain washed her into helping him abduct those children.

Yes, he was the one that did the evil deed, however, what better way to have a child that is a stranger to you be trusting and calm and not fight back when you're a 6 ft, adult sized animatronic/rabbit suit?

Have another child close by.

Vanessa was there to either lure the kids away into the back, and/or was there to keep them from screaming or running away. This also means that it's very, highly likely that she saw her father in the spring Bonny suit, kill those kids and hide their bodies. Remember, every time she talked about Freddy's and had that haunting look in her eye, we the audience heard her thoughts: screaming children.

She not only witnessed the events, she was a brainwashed participant to them.

3) "You may have forgotten your loyalties..." -- the way William said this line was filled with years of discontempt. Not just from her holding a gun at him and telling him to stop. Like, he wasn't surprised or this wasn't the first time they've seriously, seriously stood on opposing sides.

Honestly, two things on this bit: 1) Vanessa having chosen to become a police officer after knowing everything her father has done physically shows the amount of guilt she's carried into adulthood. She holds herself partly responsible for what happened, and has chosen a job that will allow her to enforce protection and safety over harm and manipulation. 2) The last thing I'm sure William would have wanted was for Vanessa to become a police officer. It puts him at danger of likely getting caught, after years of careful arrangement to prevent that from happening. When he found out that she joined the force, he was most likely livid. Scared, but livid. However, a narcissistic manipulator will never share that--instead, he most likely either blackmailed her to stay quiet (the whole "if they find out about me, I'll make sure they find out about you" spiel) OR he manipulated her. I'm more willing to believe that it's the latter, considering what she says to Mike: "If I go back and he's there... I will be useless to you. Trust me." And she said that with fear in her eyes and voice--she was aware of the power that he had over her. He's had years to break her down and become his puppet. She didn't want the chance of endangering someone that was already a victim to her father once before.

She wouldn't be able to handle that guilt.

3) "You knew!?"

So, we all know that William abducted Garrett. But like my previous points, it was something that Vanessa said that made me mentally double take:

"I didn't know when we met, but after we talked..."

**What**

After she and Mike talked about his brother, *she knew*. With only a name and some semblance of clues. Reminding here--he never said that Garrett was taken when he and his family were out camping, and he never shared a picture of Garrett to anyone, especially Vanessa. He only shared that when he was twelve, he was supposed to watch his brother and he was taken, and that he was trying to figure out who did it by way of dream theory memory retrievement. She was the one that mentioned the Nebraska pine forest poster during this talk. **Because she knew.**

Vanessa knew because she was there.

Remember when I said that I theorized Vanessa was brainwashed to help her father abduct children? Garrett's abduction would have lined up with the children disappearances at Freddy's. Mike was 12 years old when Garrett disappeared--and he's most likely in his early-to-mid twenties, most likely having been 13-15 when Abby was born (giving a three year gap, cause we don't know how their parents were with each other during that time) and Abby looks like she's somewhere between 7-10 years old, putting her birth year between 1990 and 1993. Meaning, Garrett was abducted the summer of either '87 or '88 (I'm willing to bet '87, because that's a significant year to the franchise).

It is very likely that Garrett was the first victim, to test whether or not the daddy-daughter duo that William had built by manipulating his own daughter could actually work. That she would actually follow his instructions without question and, in a heavily public setting, be able to kidnap a child from their family without struggle. Why didn't we see her in the memory dreams? She could have been sitting in the front passenger seat--Mike would not have seen her.

Again though, these are just my thoughts. These are just my theories. Decided to share them in case anyone else may have had the same thoughts--and also to get them out of my head. They've been burning holes in an already soupy brain (busy season at work--yay).

[caretaker158]

"Good Omens": A Nice and (Probably Not) Accurate Evaluation on an Ineffable Relationship

Season 2 of "Good Omens" has finally been released and while the ending was certainly shocking, it provided some interesting context about the relationship of our ineffable pair.

I imagine many were quite outraged at Aziraphale's decision to go to Heaven, but this is also the same Aziraphale who was concerned about how "[his] side" would react to him staying at Crowley's place (and this was after being punched in the gut by the Archangels). Whenever Crowley called onto him for assistance, he had to emphasize how it wouldn't affect Aziraphale's relationship with his respective head office and while the latter certainly wasn't fond of the idea of Armageddon, his response usually involved trying convince his superiors. I find that he fears Heaven's wrath more than anything and that his desire for validation stems from that fear. Someone once told me that Aziraphale's relationship with Heaven is a reflection of Nina's relationship with her former abusive partner, the difference being she's starting to get out while he's still letting them live rent free in his head. One instance of this was when the Archangels came to his bookshop to discuss the matter of Gabriel's disappearance. When one of them suggested discussing the matter inside, he invited them in an instant, in contrast to Crowley's adamant refusal to let Shax inside when she was harassing him about the same subject. Crowley might be a Demon, but he's always done things his own way while Aziraphale remained the ever obedient Angel. As Crowley stated, Heaven and Hell are both toxic entities, but while Hell tends to express it in a more straightforward manner, Heaven uses its pure and shining example as a means of gaslighting its subjects into submission. I don't doubt that Aziraphale's love for Crowley is genuine, but there are some things that the Angel has to figure out on his own. I did also notice that Aziraphale had a strange reaction to Crowley mentioning Alpha Centauri and when he stated that he was bored of living in his car in the finale. I can't quite place it, but he seemed quite concerned at the idea. I suspect that Aziraphale might be thinking that the Demon might have alternative plans to go off on his own because, despite Crowley's claims about the two relying on each other, Crowley has always given off an air of an independent spirit, and as Aziraphale stated "[he] goes too fast for [him]". That said, I do think the Metatron must have done something to influence his decision because regardless of how he ended things with Crowley, he's far too protective of his bookshop to just leave it to Muriel and he did flash a strange smile during the end credits of the final episode.

Crowley is a different story. He certainly doesn't need Heaven or Hell's validation to thrive, but, as Maggie and Nina stated, there is a serious lack of communication between him and Aziraphale. Many of their discussions on morality tend to be more philosophical than personal, so neither side is aware of the other's emotional investment in the matter such as the idea of body snatching or the flooding that prompted Noah's Ark. In addition, throughout "Hard Times" (Season 1, Episode 3), whenever Crowley has suggested bending the rules to Aziraphale, the latter was often concerned about Hell destroying Crowley if the deception were to be discovered, but never the reverse which suggests that Crowley severely underestimates Heaven's hold on Aziraphale. Crowley also doesn't go into much detail about the trauma he experienced when he fell, granted it's something of a personal matter, but Aziraphale has remained steadfastly loyal to Heaven throughout most of season 1 and old habits can be hard to break. A massive shift in perspective might have done him some good and helped him to understand why Crowley was so disgusted at the Metatron's offer to make him an angel again. Crowley does not even showcase how emotionally affected he was by Gabriel's attitude towards his beloved Angel in the season 1 finale, until he confronts Gabriel/Jim, as opposed to sharing these feelings with his Angel. It is also worth noting that Crowley's "apologies" aren't exactly coming from a place of genuine regret but rather a desperate attempt to keep his Angel at his side: In season 1, he apologizes to Aziraphale because Hell learned that he deceived them about Warlock and wanted to run away with Aziraphale, and in season 2, he returns to apologize about the Gabriel matter not because he thinks he was wrong but because he found out about the "extreme sanctions" (a fact that he never seemed to disclose to Aziraphale), even his kiss could be interpreted as an act of desperation because that's how badly he wants to be with Aziraphale. I do also find that Crowley has a tendency to enable some of his beloved Angel's bad habits. As Aziraphale stated, Crowley seems to find joy in rescuing him, but in doing so he inadvertently stunts the Angel's growth. For instance, when Crowley was about to evacuate the humans, he wouldn't even entertain Aziraphale's attempt at a suggestion. The Angel may overestimate his own capabilities at times, but I think Crowley also severely underestimates them, hence his need to be overprotective. I don't think Crowley views him as completely helpless, however, by trying so hard to shield him from he prevents Aziraphale from fully realizing the situation he's in.

Crowley tends keep to his true feelings hidden beneath those dark tinted sunglasses while Aziraphale has spent too much time wearing rose colored glasses. Should season 3 come to fruition, I would imagine that the show will delve a little more into their personal history as individuals instead of a pair and maybe they'll finally be able to talk about how they really feel. We can only wait and see.

What do you think?

Let me know your thoughts and feel free to offer any suggestions for future posts.

Best wishes to Neil Gaiman and the rest of the "Good Omens" production team.

[nocandnc]

I really like the implication that despite her reluctance on the matter,

Aira is the one who can best match Evil Eye in a fight

at least prior to Okarun’s training arc.

While Aira is lacking in raw strength and spiritual energy, she makes up for it with exceptional technique. Close combat fighting is like dancing, and that’s where she excels. She’s already capable of following EE’s 4-beat rhythm from the start.

We can see this demonstrated even before the music room training. During one of his transformations at Momo’s house, Aira's shown to be the most effective in holding EE back ‘till the hot water is ready.

I think that’s partly why she’s so cavalier about letting EE out in later arcs. I don’t think it’s just her being selfish or rash - some part of her must be thinking ‘I can take him!'

But, I also think there’s a level of trust to it as well.

Trust in herself to keep him in check, trust in Jiji’s ability to restrain him, and trust in the Evil Eye himself to be more than a just vengeful embodiment of human rage and suffering. She's gotten comfortable with him by this point in the story after all - enough to scold and kick him just as she would Jiji and the others.

Speaking of matching, there's also thematic connections to consider.

Aira’s abilities come from Acrobatic Silky, a poor ballet dancer turned urban legend after meeting a tragic fate. AcroSilky's fondest memories are of when she would dance and play with her child, whom she yearned to see even after death.

When the Evil Eye was a living child, his greatest wish was to dance and play with someone as well. That got twisted up after centuries of watching other children suffer like he did - but just as AcroSilky sought out Aira in want of her child, Evil Eye's core desire is still there.

So I think it would be very nice if these two shared a one-on-one dance at some point... even if it's under the guise of play-fighting ^^;;

[keyintheeye-blog]

Victorian era AU

So, we can't delay any more! I have accumulated concepts and sketches on Victorian AU and I am ready to share them with you!!! YAY!!! FANFARE!!!

Let's start with the fairy flower crowns.

So, I thought it would be fun if there were flowers with meaning in the flower crown, and not just beautiful ones. And of course, there is more than one type of flower in the flower crown. To determine which flowers can be in the flower crown of Cosmo and Wanda, I used the "Language of flowers". The picture is signed with flowers and their meaning so that everything is clear.

I must say right away, yes, it's not that important, it's just a small detail, so if you are a person who wants to draw on the topic of this au, don't worry, it's not necessary to understand colors. Draw flower crowns as your heart desires.

Oh and hey! Look, I drew Jorgen in this Au

Of course, since he is also a fairy, he is just as sparkling shiny and with wings. And of course he cannot be left without a flower crown, but it is woven into his helmet. It seemed like a good idea to give him a Roman helmet. It suits him, because he is all so military, belligerent and definitely has some kind of dominant and protective role in this au. It's still in development, but I'll definitely think through this part more. Well, his wings are the wings of a large beetle, these wings suit him, it would be strange if he had butterfly wings like in the designs of Cosmo and Wanda, so yes, all fairies have insect wings suitable for them.

A little bit about Vicki

So, let's take it in order, otherwise I'm afraid that I'll get confused in my thoughts lol.

There is a manufactory/factory that is definitely owned by Doug Dimmadom (who else?). Child labor is used in this factory, because, well, have you seen children? Have you seen their little nimble hands? They are excellent workers to work with small details! So, Vicky, who is in charge of these poor children, also works there. She probably rose to this position, but it would be funny if her little one was noticed initially as a commander over the children lol.

What else about the Dimmadom family is there in AU? Well, actually not much. Doug is still a tycoon who owns a bunch of businesses, and Dale is probably also kidnapped by Vicky here. Why would she kidnap children for the sake of child labor if she is already in charge of children at work? Well, obviously, more money and power for a woman in this difficult era. We have not considered this in more detail yet

Other things

My dear co-author (@usagifuyusummer) also has good ideas for the storyline of this au! I think I can't reveal all these ideas, because well, work on them is still underway, but I can tell you a little about them.

There is already a pretty detailed idea of how Timmy got to know the fairies, and then got to know Cosmo and Wanda specifically (the first sketch). I don't want to reveal how it all happened yet, but after one situation Cosmo and Wanda followed Timmy everywhere in an attempt to help him (well, or have fun, we already know what kind of fairies they are) and after a long time when unexplained phenomena occurred, Timmy accidentally discovers these two fairies (yes, unsuccessfully falling into the bushes, with who does not happen)

Well, the second sketch as a reference to the work of the Urusami, lol. This art is gorgeous, if you haven't seen it, take a look. Personally, I was delighted with this picture!

And if you have any questions, do not hesitate to ask them, I will be happy to answer!

Thank you all for your attention!!!

[misty-caligula]

A short post about DRUGS

The Doomcoming as a reference to It Chooses is such a specific choice, I think, because it was never resolved. I feel like some folk think it was like a non-sequitor, a sign of things to come but otherwise disconnected from the events that followed. But here’s a thought I’ve been having:

Here’s how a weird trip could have occurred if they were on, like, a camping trip. They go out, have some drugs, it goes places they didn’t expect, they go a bit wild, they come down, they wake up the next morning, feeling embarrassed, maybe a bit of pain and anger, maybe apologise to each other, pack up and go home. The whole thing is a ... blip on the radar of their lives, and tomorrow they’re back in Walmart, gossiping about celebrities.

But that’s not the situation here. There is no solid ground here, there’s nowhere to return to, and the Doomcoming is a fundamentally destabilizing episode.

When they hit the shrooms they have this transcendental experience. The core cult lay around and connected to each other, and with The Wilderness. Travis, Jackie, Misty, Ben and Natalie are all absent, and Javi doesn’t get into it, but the rest of them spend a lot of time in this ... space. Lottie has her premonition that Something Is Coming and that they’ll be fed soon, and then ... well you saw it.

But the day AFTER, when they wake up sober, they do not forget the experience. Mushrooms do not wipe your memory, you don’t get blacked out like alcohol. If you tried you could recall with a lot of specificity what happened, and what you were thinking. And the connections that people make while tripping are often ... lasting. People wake up the next day and change their entire fucking lives around, it happens.

So they wake up, and they’re a bit embarrassed, a bit overwhelmed, but NOBODY apologises. Nobody says “Man that was ridiculous and dumb.” There’s a moment, a tiny sliver of a moment, when Ben tells them what’s up, and they turn on Misty that they might have all decided that it was just a huge silly waste of time but then... the bear turns up.

That timing, that specific series of events, just completely vindicates not only Lottie as divine, but also the entire night of the Doomcoming as being... legitimate. Like, the part of them that’s still attached to the outside world (the part that’s getting weaker every day) knows what drugs are, knows how they work... and they know, in theory, to distrust it. But simultaneously... We’re also primed to look at drugs as a spiritual tool. For many thousands of years people have been using drugs to get attached to the supernatural. And in the Doomcoming they felt the connection. They felt what Lottie feels. And then, completely stone cold sober, they saw the proof.

So, when It Chooses comes around, they don’t NEED the drugs. They KNOW what to do, they’ve had the dress rehearsal. It’s harder sober, but the memory of the connection is there, is personal, and once the adrenaline hits, it’s familiar, and it’s Real.

It makes me think of the bacchanal. The way that their hunger, their grief, the weird spiritual randomness of the moment, culminated in an event they’d never have planned, and the way that they approached it as a manic banquet. Like they barely realised what they were even doing once they broke the taboo. It makes me think how vast the gulf is between that and what happened to Pit Girl, how calm they are, how Aware they are. The bacchanal got them through it the first time, as the drugs got them through the Doomcoming. In S2E9 I’m expecting... something much colder, much more ... deliberate. Aware.

[dailyhinako]

Today's Hinako of the day is: School Sucks (source: dude trust me)

I wonder if Hinako ever actually got the chance to go to a normal school at any point, or if she was even educated at all. If we assume that she was born into ASUNARO, then I doubt that she'd be allowed any sense of normalcy. From birth, she was born to be an asset to the Death Game... I mean, compared to that, homework seems pretty trivial, right?