#thoughts and soul || musings.

[jaggedjawjosh]

You asked for my trust, then marred it with betrayal, wondering why the faith was lost.

[marandsviet]

True strength is not in how hard we fight but in how deeply we believe we are worth the fight.

[smallvesselforalargesoul]

missing someone is like “what is the point of light if i can’t see you?”

[jennycalendar]

hey. xander harris more than ANYONE else in the buffyverse would have been a swiftie and you CANNOT change my mind. man canonically listens to country music and cries. he WOULD have put on like her first album in the car and subsequently followed her career religiously in a semi secret and definitely insane way where whenever anyone says smth derogatory about her near him he launches into an impassioned twitter stan slightly tearful paragraph and then goes HAHA WHAT??? HAHA WHO CARES. BUFFY AND DAWN LISTEN TO HER A LOT I GUESS I PICKED STUFF UP. and then gets really touchy if anyone insinuates he’s a fan even though it’s very clear he is. HE thinks this is normal

[free-grandmaa]

"I saw everyone I knew in him.

A kaleidoscope of love, joy, and sin."

[mad-hunts]

thinking about making a merrymaker that isn't, in fact, a joker fan-boy like they made him in the comics for some damn reason (LOL) and whom appears to he ironically nicknamed that until you really observe him / get close to him because this man tends to celebrate when he kills someone like some SICK and TWISTED menace to society since to him, this is the only way to keep his daughter alive.

this is because he saved her when she was on the verge of death by making a deal with a death god which ended with him basically becoming a zombie BC this would prevent them from getting in trouble for messing with the living as they ALSO have people they answer to... and this was a loophole to do that + he offered himself up to do literally ANYTHING to bring her back, which made this death god go 'HMM. anything, huh?'

and as a result, made him subsequently become this god's champion by bringing them souls that had somehow escaped them over the years, so yeahhh. eventually, his debt to them will be 'paid off,' but there are a SURPRISING amount of souls out there that have cheated death.

now, how are we feeling about this idea, ladies, gentlemen, and enbies? OH + he's also russian and oozes black stuff from his eyes as a result of being a zombie, as well as wears a plague doctor costume while delivering his uhh. Victims to this death god. so, i'm keeping his motif from the comics, but pretty much everything else about him is drastically different 💀 and he's also a pathologist + surgeon / researcher instead of a psychiatrist

[inthelandofv]

thank you for liking and reblogging, thank you for reaching out. I'm sorry most of you share similar pains, I'm sorry you never got an apology from those who hurt you

[incorrectsmashbrosquotes]

One thing I love about the Metal Gear series is that it’s the antithesis to gamer-bro culture saying that games shouldn’t be “political”.

Metal Gear PROUDLY wears its politics on its sleeve! Characters go on long monologues about their political views, they have debates about the nature of humanity and how that applies to politics. Metal Gear doesn’t give a shit about catering to everyone, it has a statement to make and you’re going to fucking listen to it if you want to get to that sweet stealth-action gameplay.

This should not work, it should be cringe, but it does, because Metal Gear also happens to be off the wall fucking insane, and plays it 100% sincere. There’s giant robots. Giant robots fighting other giant robots. People with insane powers who’s only explanation for why they have them is “nanomachines”. The main charcter of the series is a clone of the main antagonist who is also the protagonist himself.

Here, in this world of cyborg ninjas, giant robots, and all other manner of completely sincere sci-fi nonsense, we can be honest about our politics, and I think that’s beautiful.

[theeaesthete]

you ever just want to indulge in silence.

[jaggedjawjosh]

Being mean makes you ugly, no matter how pretty you think you are.

[marandsviet]

The quiet resolve to keep moving forward, even when the path is uncertain, is where true courage is found.

[smallvesselforalargesoul]

the grass may be greener on the other side but one must realise when they are standing in a forest

[wordswithloveee]

The way to get started is to quit talking and begin doing....

[museumofeverythingieverloved]

the whispers of your soul is the strongest voice you will hear, if you choose to listen.

what took me so long to start listening to the sweetest melody to ever exist.

when i was out trying to find ways to quieten down the chaos in my head- the farther i went, the louder grew the voices.

it was when i decided to turn around and come back, that i realised all i had to do all along was to actually go within and listen to what my heart had been whispering.

your soul knows the answer, you just have to be brave enough to listen.

[spacesapling]

love cavity

[inthelandofv]

holding hands with you was my fave hobby I tried to turn into a full time dream