#those shots are so romantic????
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help i'm tearing up over those shots
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#rhett and link#wonderhole#BOYFRIENDS#on the desert island!!!!!#my heart can't take this#i will be thinking about them for the rest of my days#those shots are so romantic????#my post#wonderhole 1
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Does anyone else dont see themselves as the mc orrrr because personally the mc is NOT me. Like im here supporting her wanting to fuck that man as her last dying wish. Im just here to see everything either go downhill or get a happy ending!! The mc is the deranged one not me!!!
#otome#otome game#mystic messenger#lovebrush chronicles#love and deepspace#lnds#lbc#lovebrush alkaid#for example i Care Him#corazon de melon#amour sucre#como chucha le dicen en ingles#my candy love#ayy que feo ese nombre no le pega. como q candy love#byfwm#my horse prince#tot#tears of themis#nu carn *gets shot before she finishes speaking#i played it like. twice#obey me#love unholyc#god i havent played it since 2022#ANYWAYS I do not see those men as my beloveds (romantically)#I see them as my beloveds (my sons. My children. I need to protect them. I care for them)#or my beloveds (I hate this man so much but he looks sexy as hell and honestly I respect that)
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Happy Galentine's Day!
Odette has hard candies in her lil' purse! She'll share with you! If you mime catching the kiss she blows you, she might share two. Prudence was blackmailed into this.
Standalones of the girls because I like them so much!
#Pigeon screens#Prudence Dubois#Odette Hollows#hello i think prudence looks so handsome actually...................#this is one of those kinda OOC kinda IC shots you know??#I don't think Odette is a fan of Valentione's day for a number of reasons but she is a sucker for a romantic tale#but also ooc because galentine's day isn't a thing in game obvi but also these girls.................... they're gals and they're pals#and also.............#their eventual friendship is sooooo important to me now (':#you understand#but AHHHHH#she looks so cute blowing a kiss
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i am a believer in the s3 1941 kiss
#good omens#it just makes Sense.#like the way i shot out of my seat when aziraphale said he did the apology dance in 1941... WE HAVEN'T SEEN THAT YET!!!!#my delusional theory: they kiss on the night of the zombies/blitz after their gay little romantic dinner#they freak out about it and crowley leaves#GOD what if aziraphale initiated it then. and then he shows up later in the year (?) to do the dance#as an olive branch cause at this point he's painfully in love he just wants to see crowley again#so he does the dance as like. “sorry for freaking you out here's our joke it's all okay right?”#and then crowley has to watch as aziraphale apologizes for kissing him. yeah that works! slams my head into the wall#that would explain the weirdness in 1960s#would NOT explain why aziraphale said you go too fast but like maybe more things happened in between them.#oh my god what if like they fully dated then during those years but had a messy breakup#and then crowley wants to keep going he's sad they broke up but aziraphale had issues with heaven or something so he's scared#every day i hurt my own feelings
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Diomedes appreciation ask :3
Ohoho >:3
Let me preface by saying that Diomedes to me is not like how most of the fandom view him
The Boy King who is basically like the TV Trope of "Small child with Propeller hat, lollipop, and tricycle" but instead of that, he's "Young babyfaced man" and replace all those items with a helmet, a spear, and the tricycle with a chariot :D AND THEN COVER HIM WITH BLOOD!
That's Diomedes to me. :3
As idk I kind of imagine him being around 20-21 while most of the other Achaean Kings are late 20s to mid/late-30s
He's young and incredibly experienced in war and that's basically where he feels the most comfortable. He is one of the youngest kings there, who VERY much looks up to his elders and respects them while also wanting to "be a proud king" as well. He's just a child soldier among these actual warlords. As, let's be real, Diomedes would probably suck at Diplomacy. Because he never really got to DO it. Even when he told off that messenger from Troy about how Paris was willing to give back the treasure he stole, that wasn't...very tactful. lol) I love that he has this almost "Notice me, Senpai" energy around the older guys lol
I love that he's basically the embodiment of Athena's "war" side. He follows orders very well (basically too well (Yes he mouths off and that time Zeus had to yell at him. I know. but he was in a battle frenzy)) He's very respectful of Athena despite already being favored by her. There's a lot to unpack for this poor guy with being a child soldier ;~;
AND I FUCKING ADORE HIM AND STHENELUS. THEY ARE SUCH FUCKING BROS. STHENELUS IS BASICALLY HIS LIL CHEERLEADER AND I LOVE IT. They're like a Traumatized bonded pair. Epigoni guys!!!
To me I always imagine him being short af because I really love the "Oh, he's so young and small! What's he gonna do?" only to get annihilated stuff. Smol rabid dog energy >:3
Also, bit of a headcanon but you know he thinks that Achilles was fucking pampered and spoiled xD "You think you're hot shit? Try being in wars since you could walk, Centaur boy >:( "
#Mad rambles#my headcanons#shot by odysseus#h0bg0blin-meat#ask#btw. for those who know: Ody and Dio are no longer “Toxic teenage exes” :P I've never seen them as anything romantic/sexual#in the first place but I thought I needed to have them have some sort of romance in order for the rest of the fandom to be nice to me ;~;#but I've realized that's silly and that I shouldn't ever change my own writing just to placate “fandom” :3 I gotta write for me.#ngl I was genuinely fucking confused when I realized fandom shipped them so hard lol. I do NOT vibe with it at all.#they're a crackship to me#so yeah. Diomedes is just all the older kings' fanboy. Odysseus sees him as the sidekick/co-worker that he is.#diomedes#Odysseus still has an “ex” during teenage years (Pre-Penelope) who he has beef with for the “one month heartbreak”#it's just a different Achaean :D#Diomedes is honestly pretty “meh” to me??? I know that will get me shot but ye. He's very “just some guy (neutral)” to me#This post will probably cause me to be blocked by people but :3
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i feel like, years from now maybe even decades, i will still be waking up in a cold sweat thinking about the last line of mdzs.
"and forever after, his eyes could never move away from him again."
#WHEN#IS#IT#MY#TURN#??????????#FUCK#😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#they are so painfully in love#so painfully romantic#and the choice to end the novel not with any one of their grand romantic gestures#but to end with such an inconsequential moment#with wei wuxian being his silly annoying self and lan wangji adoringly and willingly indulging him#because there is love in the grand gestures but grand gestures are hollow if there isn't also just as much love in the little moments#when is it my turn fml#yeah i wasn't even thinking of mdzs that much this morning and then i remembered that line and it was like being shot thru the chest#mdzs#mdzs spoilers#it's literally the last line excluding the extras#which i do those are like fanfic not part of the og narrative#wangxian#lan wangji#wei wuxian#kill me i just now noticed a typo#it's fixed now but hopefully people that saw it took it as evidence of my distraught mental state
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ok yeah, I'm willing to put Young Royals up as one of, if not the best teen drama ever written
and not just writing! cinematography, costumes, music, performances! this show truly is a masterpiece
#young royals#Riverdale wishes it had the thematic consistency#this is the show euphoria thinks it is but its actually competently executed#teenagers who get away with nothing every action has a consequence#its about making mistakes and fucking up and forgiveness where its earned and moving on even if you cant forgive#its about love mattering even when it ends nothing is a waste it matters that the love was there even if its not with you forever#its about the first loves of yout life and that those loves wont always be Romantic and theyll be just as if not more important#its about loving yourself enough to push back against the system that is trying to break you because you dont deserve to be treated that way#its ALSO about wild parties and doing shots with your teachers and celebrating when the end comes cause you might as fucking well#its about first loves second chances three cheers for the end of bad things the coming of the future#because some things can and should end and the pain of it will pass and the love you felt wasnt wasted and you can take the good parts with#but that car is leaving down that forest road and you cant stay here you gotta go so who are going with and how loud can you sing with them#look right down the lens smile at the camera baby you might as well#netflix drama#wille x simon#crown prince wilhelm#simon eriksson#sara eriksson#felice ehrencrona#august of årnäs
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the inner turmoil of "i should just write the smut and romance advancing parts. everyone knows these characters' dynamic already" vs "no I have a very specific vision of how this should look. it was worth thinking about so its worth writing"
#gopher rambles#its so fucking hot and its making me miserable on a mental level as well#its like this. I want to portray an instant attraction that is amorphous and nonspecific.#maybe its sexual. but just as easily it could be romantic platonic or aesthetic#maybe its all of them. no labels only vibes#but it also feels like I'm just doing one of those shot for shot retelling fics that I dislike and its driving me up the wall.#I JUST WANNA HAPPILY WRITE AND BE DONE WITH IT GOD DAMNIT
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long winded rant in the tags coming that’s partly about weight but in a very unfiltered sad way so if that triggers you do Not read on
#on holiday I was like oHHHHH this is what living in the moment is! What listening to your body is! what not worrying about how you look is#but doing what makes you happy#and then …… I came home and got sent the pictures#+ my friend being. unintentionally fatphobic as fuck#while hurtful as fuck too#and it’s all just been piling up too since I got home because I’ve been having a lot of conversations and seeing a lot of people that#confront me with who I used to be and who I am now and how I’m really not happy with that#and it feels like it’s not gonna get better#like I’m destined to be in a job I like but isn’t what I want because I’m not capable enough and I’ll never know what romantic requited love#feels like. I’ll never cure my vaginismus I’ll never be able to let someone in or they won’t want me this is just it for me#and SOMEHOW the way I look has become the ultimate culmination of all those things?#my face is suddenly a woman in her thirties face#I keep gaining weight despite not even eating all that much because FUCKING PCOS makes it impossible#my hair in my face grew back. my stomach is hairy and that plus the added beer belly just makes it look like I’m a 50 year old man#I am soooooooo tired of the dysphoria#and the way pcos ruins fucking everything because I can restrict calories all I want and move all I want but will it help ? No !#and of the fact that it impacts the way I feel about myself so much because I’m convinced now I’ll never find anyone#should have tried harder when I was 21 because that was the only time in my life I reasonably fit society’s standards like That was my shot#I’ve been taking supplements everyone says will help but I’m not sure I noticed anything in the past six months and I can’t take berberine#because it fucks with my heart medication. which. That too. I have that too#and I’m in pain! All the time now! ALL THE TIME so I can’t even work out to keep the weight stable because guess what ?#just after a normal day at the office I come home and have to lie down because everhthing hurts so much !#today I got an impromptu massage in an attempt to feel better but it didn’t fix shit and I had to buy clothes for kings day after#and I didn’t try them on just quickly grabbed some orange shit to try on at home and at what I saw in the mirror I genuinely got nauseous#I just don’t know who that is in the mirror but it’s not me and I can’t accept it. I’ve been trying so hard but I can’t#it genuinely makes me so sad and I keep telling myself that a reduction will help in feeling more like myself and it will help with the pain#but what if it doesn’t? what if my pain doesn’t go away after af all and my stomach just juts out and I feel like a gremlin all the time#what then. what the fuck do we do then. also I’m so fucking scared of that surgery anyway that I don’t fucking want to do it anymore#I want so many things and all of them feel out of reach and I know my own brain is my worst enemy and it’s not rooted in anything real but.#Isn’t it? really — isn’t it???????
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Xina/Miguel + casual touch has ME screaming crying throwing up actually.
#like. augh. miguel who’s not. used to being overly physically affectionate holding xina#<- also side note the infamous holding her shoulders from behind pose is soooooooo early 20s miguel in his first love not being sure if it#will be accepted TO ME#xina’s bold and unashamed w her affection but also like shdjfj I bet she used to teasingly poke and prod him in the side#she’ll move him if he’s in the way in the kitchen or some shit#just literally casually lift his arm up to grab something behind him or some shit#I bet she’s a casual affectionate kisser considering she’s also a cuddler in canon#like give him a quick kiss on the shoulder as she leaves cause she’s not going to crane her neck all the way up at the crack of dawn#ALSO. I hc that he used to freeze up awkwardly if she did stuff like. casually tuck his hair behind his ears at first#Miguel doesn’t know how to react w affection he deems as like. fussing. imo. it’s not that he doesn’t like it esp from Xina it’s just.#unfamiliar and it’s one of the times he just kind of instinctively freezes#also lmao to kid Miguel clearly shooting his shot and Xina being endeared by those cringe antics (affectionate)#he’ll hand around her waist thing in public at times sure at home they’ll just cuddle up to one another while marathoning Xina’s fave#twencen flicks#I don’t hmmmmmm haven’t come to a consensus on hand holding for them. they do yeah but more so in private and quiet absentminded moments#not a Lot. but just to be near to one another sometimes#tunes talks 2099#ANYWAYS. I want to write silly romantic drabbles abt them 🥰
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my roman empire is just niche 90s/2000s teen shows no one I know has ever seen
#veronica mars and my so-called life etc etc#I’m sure there’s more but those are the main ones#especially mscl I swear no one has seen that show!!#I genuinely think about that shot of angela and brian in the pilot all the time bc I love it so much#yk the one with them on the street#and people said they didn’t want her and brian to be together when THAT shot exists#like the most romantic shot ever istg#anyways#sorry for the rant it’s 1am and I’m feeling feelings
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Someone posted a screenshot of this post on Twitter and it seems that many fans over there seem to be thoroughly ticked off over this take. (And like holy shit, a lot of people have seen it???)
Honestly, I'm taking this as a win. Those folks clearly don't know how to have fun with the media they consume and do not posses the ability to read the narrative in different and interesting ways. Whether that be shipping or not. I use shipping to analyze dynamics. It makes it more fun to engage with media when you look at it from different angels.
Like "I need to bleach my eyes," or "People like this need to get off the internet" or "Incorrect buzzer!" or whatever else people have said, like, who called the fun police, what the hell are you doing in fandom spaces if you can't have fun with it???
But as I have never truly experience hate on this scale before (and honestly, I am a little overwhelmed) it kind of just reinforces all my beliefs that some people refuse to let people who engage with stuff in a different way to them be, without having to loudly declare either their negative opinions or having to make sure they fit in with the masses or else the holy gospel that is Twitter will come to deliver justice.
Anyway, I might just write a follow up to this post out of spite explaining my thought process to each of the parings and how it relates to the canon material in the books along with what went unexplored.
Heroes of Olympus is just Leo being in love with Jason, who is in love with Nico, who is in love with Percy, who is in love with Annabeth, who is in love with Piper, who is in love with Reyna, who is in love with Hazel, who is in love with Frank, who is in love with Leo.
#The amount of people who are mad is insane#Bless Tumblr I am so glad I'm not on Twitter#All I've seen just indicates that being on that website is a strictly negative experience#Anyway I'm gonna keep narratively analyzing these characters from different perspectives#occasionally in the form of shipping while those folks bitch about it :)#Like I never said you had to ship this??? Or that this was canon???#Heck I don't ship this not really#I just find the dynamics of the paired up characters fascinating and want to go into them more specifically because of the way they#weren't in the books#Oh and I've read the books many times and am not all that interested in the actual romantic aspects I just find narrative parallels and#dynamics fascinating to explore#I even agree that the Reyna once are a long shot I just wanted her to be included#I'm honestly a bit concerned that some people want to expel those who thing differently than them off the internet when the way of thinkin#is completely harmless???#Like. I genuinely think that's something people might have to introspect about.
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The way akishinji and ashbella both have dramatic coma scenes and dramatic shot through the heart scenes like we’ve gotta stop meeting like this 😩
#the klock keeps ticking#theres actually so many similarities between these two pairings which is. probably why theyre my favorite pairings ever#like theres shinji and ashton they are guys with long hair/crabby/trying to be cool but theyre lame/emo/fingerless gloves/repressed#care so so deeply about their friends and break their fucking backs trying to protect them but are terrible with expressing their affection#with words so they come off as uncaring and rude/associates with shady people/buried beneath lies they tell to their friends/hate themselves#plans to die alone because they think they dont matter/bad at sincerity/has it bad like really bad for aki/bella#they love aki/bella for their kindness and sincerity and they feel theyre unworthy of it and that theyre a burden#gets [REDACTED] and held by aki/bella#then the aki isabella similarities are like older sibling who works too hard/stubborn/bad at reading social cues#too good for this world/will punch their friends if needed/bad at self care/emotionally repressed/kinda clumsy and silly#when they find out about shinji/ash trying to get themselves killed they get very angry and emotional and have a big confrontation#lose an important family member despite all their efforts to keep them safe/have trouble understanding their own feelings#especially if those feelings are romantic#and like both couples love to argue and bicker but care for each other so deeply its annoying lol and theres lots of miscommunication#cuz god theyre bad at having feelings and expressing them to each other and theyre long term friends#the coma scenes and the shot through the heart scenes are waaaaay better on the ashbella end though thats a given#since the letter has significantly better writing good god lol#like the emotions are very real and they fuck me up so bad then p3 its like. aki cries for 3 seconds and thats all you get cuz god forbid#a character in this series get to like. be written in a satisfying way lol#the letter just works so much better like akishinji would benefit from those scenes but ashbella needs like no work aksjks#plus ‘this is how it should be’ is a line that i fucking hate cuz of how its treated afterwards meanwhile fucking#‘you are going to die ashton frey. and you are going to die alone’ ‘she got one thing wrong though. i did not die alone’#that shit gets me so bad every single time ITS SO GOOD and such a slap to the face#realizing that youve made a grave error and youre actually loved deeply and matter a lot right as youre dying and feeling relieved#cuz you may be dying. BUT YOU DIDNT DIE ALONE YOU DIED BEING LOVED AND CARED FOR#like idk at least his death is able to mean something for him as a character its still a moment of growth#shinji doesnt learn anything he fully dies believing he deserves it and that everyone will benefit from it#god awful writing right there boooo
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"mama!"
your seven year old daughter climbed onto your bed, bouncing on the mattress before settling into your warm embrace under the blankets. running a hand through her pink hair, you answered softly, "yes, sweetheart?"
it was almost like your genes didn't put up a fight at all. your child, chikara, was the spitting image of her father, your husband, ryomen sukuna. same hair, same face shape, same facial features, the only thing that seemed to be your contribution was her personality, and even then, sometimes you'll see your husband's characteristic scowl on her little face
"how did you and daddy meet?" "well, it was–"
"what's goin' on in here? conspiring against me?" sukuna's voice filled the room as he leaned against the door frame, a cheeky smirk on his face. you saw your daughter's face brighten up as she jumped down to run to her father, "daddy! daddy! mommy's gonna tell the story of when you first met!" sukuna immediately looked at you, his index finger barely being fully wrapped by his daughter's hand
"she asked me to. guess watching all those romantic dramas with her rubbed off on her." you giggled, earning a scowl from him. "shut it woman. you know i hate them." "yeah..., that's definitely why we watch 90 day fiance every sunday together." "you got a problem with— stop tryna move me brat!"
"but daddyyyyy," she whined, still pushing against sukuna's body, "i don't wanna miss mommy's story!" "we're literally seven feet away from her."
your daughter pouted and stopped trying to get her dad to move. letting go of his finger, and leaving him at the doorway, chikara plopped herself down at your side with wide, eager eyes, "go on, mommy, tell me! i wanna know everything."
you smiled, looking at sukuna, who rolled his eyes but gave a small nod. "alright, sweetheart. it all started one day in the park when i was watching over megumi, and your dad was taking care of his younger brother, yuuji…"
"yuuji?" chikara interrupted, her face lighting up. "uncle yuuji was there too?"
"yep, yuuji was just a little kid back then," you said with a soft laugh. "he was running around, being his usual energetic self, when he tripped and scraped his knee. your dad, being the great caretaker he is—"
"—i was plenty good at it," sukuna muttered
you shot him a look and continued, "—didn't seem too worried. he told yuuji to stop crying."
"i did not say it like that," sukuna cut in, pushing off the doorframe and coming closer to the bed. "i told him to toughen up. gotta learn how to handle a few scrapes."
your daughter giggled, clearly entertained by the back-and-forth. "but mommy's a nurse, so she went over to help, right?"
"exactly. i couldn't just sit there watching, so i went over, knelt down, and started cleaning yuuji's knee. and i told your father—" you paused, giving sukuna a mischievous smile, "—that he should care more about his son instead of telling him to stop crying."
your daughter gasped dramatically, eyes wide with anticipation. sukuna groaned, running a hand over his face. "i knew you'd bring that up."
"and what did daddy say?" she asked, leaning in as if she could hardly wait
"he looked at me and said, 'that's not my son, that's my brother,'" you mimicked sukuna’s low, irritated tone. "i was so embarrassed!" sukuna chuckled at the memory, shaking his head. "you should've seen your mom’s face. all high and mighty, like she was about to call child protection services on me or something."
you couldn't help but laugh, too. "anyway, i patched yuuji up, and to make up for the misunderstanding, your dad suggested we set up a playdate for yuuji and megumi."
"a playdate?"
"yup," you nodded. "though i think your dad might've had other reasons for giving me his number." sukuna scoffed, folding his arms. "that didn’t happen."
you raised an eyebrow at him. "oh? so your eyes didn’t sparkle when i smiled and told you goodbye?" sukuna groaned again, this time louder. "my eyes did not do that."
chikara giggled harder, clearly enjoying the banter. "i think daddy liked you right away!" you smiled softly. "maybe he did. i mean, why else would he take me to a skate park for our first date?" sukuna rolled his eyes. "you said you wanted to learn how to skate. i was just being nice."
"uh-huh. sure," you teased. "and he was so good at it, zooming around, showing off. i'll admit..., he did look kinda cool! i, on the other hand, spent most of the time falling."
"which is why i had to keep catching you," sukuna added, sliding into the empty space next to you on the bed. "mommy fell? did daddy save you?" chikara asked, her face lighting up at the idea
sukuna ruffled her pink hair. "more like i had to stop her from breaking every bone in her body." you rolled your eyes at him. "i wasn't that bad."
"yes, you were," sukuna said, smirking. "you almost took me down with you half the time." smiling at the memory, you leaned in to kiss your daughter's forehead. "but it was fun. and after that, we went out for ice cream, and your dad actually smiled for real that time."
"daddy smiled? really?"
sukuna shot you a half-hearted glare. "i smile."
"not back then you didn't," you teased, poking his arm. chikara turned to her dad, beaming. "i wanna learn to skate, too, just like you and mommy!" sukuna chuckled, wrapping an arm around her
"maybe one day, brat. but you’re probably gonna fall as much as your mom did."
"hey!"
gulp... sorry if sukuna is ooc, im tired and im on my period but i really liked this request so...
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The urge to learn script writing exclusively to write the script to a hospital show that'll never happen
#i was kidding when i had the thought#but then i accidentally pictured the romantic tension between Remus and Rainey on screen#namely like Remus just going to her locker and Rainey actively looking at her and getting distracted in her conversation with Matthew#like the little things that only gays would pick up#Rainey talking to her for the first time#getting visibly disappointed when Remus says shes engaged- viewers did she have that expression because lesbians or because crush?#and then you skip to the end of the season#theyve been friends this whole time but now there was a big big accident and Remus oh god Remus#the season would end with Remus's seziure and the next would start with a shot of Remus comatose and intubated with Rainey sitting by her#god greys anatomy end give me my moment#the poetry of season one ending with Rainey's hand stuck in Remus's and season two starting with Rainey holding her hand when Remus can't#god guys it would just be so good. medicine would go on.#remus wouldn't be in a coma the whole season#just a few episodes#but in those episodes youd see Rainey sitting with her holding Lillys hand all night#matthew sitting there#youd see how much linden loves her#i should learn how to write scripts#and get to Hollywood#jamie shut the fuck up#personal blog#just vibing#rambling
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anyway sometimes I feel like I need to get into a fistfight to feel like a human again but then I just went to a pub and screamed lyrics at someone I haven't really hung out with since middle school, and god did he scream them back.
he grabbed my hands like he knew that was exactly what I needed and we jumped and yelled and my face hurt from smiling. we were close in middle school. I want to be that close again. I'm starting to feel human again. maybe I don't need to get punched but maybe I just need to be hugged the way he hugged me and my other friend, pulling us close on the dance floor and swaying. maybe I just crave something viscerally human. maybe it's all about love
#okay I'm also so drunk I can't see straight but whatever#getting vulnerable on main#i might delete this in the morning but im floating#idk if thats all the shots he kept buying me and my other friend or just the high of the night#i missed screaming along to songs with friends who match your energy#someone called me selfish recently last time i went to one of those themed pub nights so it was so nice to go to one with people who cared#i wish i could live in that headspace forever#my face still hurts from smiling#do i tag this as poetry#sure#poetry#echo rambles#also it was taylor swift night and the song was new romantics#if anyone is interested lmao
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