#sorry for the rant it’s 1am and I’m feeling feelings

[wheredidthe80sgo]

my roman empire is just niche 90s/2000s teen shows no one I know has ever seen

[axychii]

Sometimes it’s really hard to tell if I’m actually a lesbian. Because i don’t really feel anything romantically for anyone, but I feel this yearning for romance or just intimate relationships. But not intimate as in sex but just as humans, and people where we exist together in our rawest, and realest forms. Where I show you the deepest parts of me and you show me yours, but in my mind I never considered it romance. And so when people describe physical attraction and aesthetic attraction I never fully relate because yes objectively this person is gorgeous I’m their own unique way but that does not incite a reaction from me. I think I’ve always labeled myself as a lesbian because I was afraid to admit that romance was never what I truly craved when I spoke about relationships but rather the bond we form and share, the bond we nurture and tend to together in life. Like I don’t want to be your girlfriend or the girl you’re talking to, I want to be such a deep integral part of your life that words cannot begin to describe the emotions we have attached to one another, but at the same time I don’t want the stereotypical things from a romantic relationship. Genuinely what I think I crave is just really strong friendship but we get married and live together domestically, that or I’m aromantic who knows.

[1mlostnow]

A young man stands in his bedroom. It just so happens that today, the 27th of July, is this young man's birthday. Though it was years ago he was given life, it is only today that he will be given a name.

What will the name of this young man be?

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🐸 The Basics :

Name : Evan

Pronouns : He/Him

Age : A minor!!

Gender : Male

Sexuality : Gay

Nationality : American

Star Sign : Leo

MBTI : INTJ-T

I love nicknames, call me whatever.

I’m usually around from 8AM to 1AM CDT.

Music sideblog : @evan-radio

🐛 My Resume :

Loser CEO, the ‘weird kid’ since birth, Professional Ghostbuster, Supervillian, and Midwestern Cowboy (the fun way, not the cop way), Lab Experiment #0727

🪲 My Music :

AJJ, boygenius, Bug Hunter, Cage The Elephant, Car Seat Headrest, Crywank, Lemon Demon, Lord Huron, Los Campesinos!, MCR, Noah Kahan, ODO, Pat The Bunny, Radiohead, Rex Orange County, Seb Lowe, Sleep Token, Tally Hall, Tame Impala, Teen Suicide, TFB, The Smiths, Vundabar, Weezer :/, Will Wood/WWATT, Wingnut Dishwashers Union, and more.

🐢 Tags :

# evan speaks -> I talk. A lot. // # evan rants -> I tend to be very emotional // # evan’s memories -> nostalgia mode // # evan can’t vote -> US politics // # evan draws -> my art // # EvanRadio -> my sideblog for music // # i love my mutuals -> typically multiple mutual appreciation posts per day

🐍 Rules & Boundaries :

I’m a minor!! Don’t be weird!!

Obviously, any form of discrimination is off limits.

Cringe culture is dead, all are welcome, and I’m always open to learning.

Asks and anons are open, notifs are off so feel free to spam, but I can’t promise I’ll see it right away. Absolutely feel free to interact and ask, I will have full convos w/ you through reblogs. I answer DMs on a case-by-case basis. If you are over 18, please do not DM me.

🦎 Fandoms and characters ->

★ Dead Poets Society

★ House MD

★ Supernatural

★ Sherlock

★ Ghostbusters

★ Homestuck

🦖 Incoming fandoms ->

★ Hannibal, Good Omens, Saw

🐊 Backseat Fandoms ->

★ IT, Stranger Things, Over The Garden Wall, Scooby-Doo

🦚 Fandom Graveyard ->

★ Harry Potter, Percy Jackson, Creepypasta

🦜 Kinnies ->

★ Sherlock Holmes (Sherlock)

★ Egon Spengler (Ghostbusters)

★ Castiel (Supernatural)

★ Steven Meeks (Dead Poets Society)

★ Richie Tozier (IT 2017)

★ Rory Keaner (My Babysitter’s A Vampire)

🪛 Other Movies :

The Truman Show, Stand By Me, Velvet Goldmine, Jaws, The Goonies, Breakfast Club

🐉 Other Interests :

Reading, writing, art (drawing, painting, digital and traditional), etymology, science, history, math, forensics, biology, marching band (alto sax), sharks

🔋 Other Facts :

- I love my car like it’s my child #TOMATER SUPREMACY 🦚

- Richard Cameron Defender for life (see here)🐊

- Blog theme changes frequently 🦖

- i LOVE doing little doodles and drawings of my friends 🐢

- I love my mutuals and you guys are my best friends btw 🐍

- More mouse bites!! This vexes me! Medicine drug!! 🦎

- ADHD 🪲

- I’ve got a bad habit of viewing notifications but never responding to them, if this happens please just tag me again 📗

🦠 A Note :

I am very indecisive and this post will be edited very often (see counter below)

🧪 Dead Poets Society :

@pingunaa @ghostboyhood @wordssricochet @meekspeaks @poetsinnyc @wilsons-three-legged-siamese @midwest-quill @apparitiongnostic @de4d-poet-kisser @yourfavvgal @asclexe @lv3buzzz

If I forgot someone/if you want to be added just lmk :)) if I forgot you I’m so so sorry

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[via-l0ve]

Heyy, I saw you wanted some Dean requests and I think I have something in mind.

What about an headcanon where the reader is female and she isn't really skinny but not fat, like she hasn't a flat tummy or skinny thighs and she's just insecure, but he reassures her? And maybe it's a bit smutty if you want?

I hope I didn't cross any boundaries! Feel free not to write it, it just crossed my mind because that's how my body is and sometimes I'm insecure because in every fic reader is skinny or plus size, and there isn't much about middle size :/

Wish you a good day 🖤🖤

Insecure {Dean Winchester x f!reader!}

a/n: i love dean sm. i hope you enjoy this!! <33

warnings: swearing, kinda shit ending i’m sorry, smut, unprotected sex, praise, oral (f receiving), fingering, reader talking bad about herself, mid-sized reader!! please ignore the pov changes and the uncapatization LMFAO i’m so sorry. not proofread it’s 1am i cannot

As soon as y/n walked into the small, cramped motel room, Dean knew something was wrong with her. The usual confident and happy aura that followed her was diminished into a bland light. Deans first thought was that it could’ve been from the hunt they had just finished. It was a hard one, too many vampires and not enough bullets to handle the whole nest, leading to some injuries. But, on further inspection, he realized how she sat on the motel bed, barley touching her food and playing with her fingers, picking at her nails. All of which were crystal clear signs that she was not okay. Dean studied her quizzically, not wanting to pry but wanting to make sure his girlfriend was okay.

after a couple moments, he spoke up.

“hey, you good? you haven’t touched the food you bought.” he said in his gruff voice, concern laced through.

y/n looked up at him, her eyes shined and her arms draped over her stomach.

“oh, yeah. i’m fine.” she shrugged, poking at her food with her fork, a soft sigh escaping her lips.

Dean shook his head. Y/n was obviously bothered.

“bullshit. you’re picking at your food. what’s wrong?” he asked, moving to sit closer to her.

Y/n shook her head, looking anywhere but at dean.

“it’s stupid.” she said, fiddling with her clothes.

Dean sighed, grasping one of her hands in his. he enjoyed how her hand slipped around his, their fingers tangling together.

“nothing you’re feeling is ‘stupid’, baby. talk to me.” he said, giving her hand a light squeeze

y/n looked away from him again, getting up from the edge of the bed and letting his hand fall from hers.

“i just..” she took a moment to collect her thoughts. how should she even word this? what if dean thought it was dumb after all?

“i hate the way i look sometimes.” she spoke softly.

“my stomach isn’t flat, but i’m not like… plus-size or whatever. my thighs rub together when i walk and i have flab under my arms and i just… it’s like im i between skinny and fat and i just.. i hate it dean.” y/n ranted, running a hand through her hair in frustration.

Dean was silent for a beat, just staring at y/n with a look on his face. it was crazy to him that she could even say that about herself.

“y/n..” a beat.

“you’re the most gorgeous woman i’ve ever met. i’m not just saying that because i’m your boyfriend. i’m saying it because it’s true. i live for your thighs and i adore your stomach just the way it looks. your face is the cutest thing i’ve ever seen. You’re literally my dream. a goddess.” he said, taking your hand and pulling you into his lap.

“you drive me crazy.” he whispered, burying his face between her shoulder and neck, pressing soft kisses to the sensitive skin. y/n shuddered at the feeling, goosebumps arising on her arms.

“i just think you deserve better than me.” y/n whispered out. deans grip tightened on her slightly, his head raising to meet her eyes.

Dean lifted his hand, gripping her chin gently and turning her face towards his. he moved his hand up further, gently running his thumb over her bottom lip.

“there is no one better than you, y/n.” he whispered gently, pressing his lips to hers in a very gentle, soft kiss. “you’re mine. my girl. i wouldn’t change that for the world.” he breathed the words into her mouth, his breath fanning over her lips.

“dean..” she mumbled softly, not believing him.

“let me show you. let me show you how much i love you.” he whispered again, craning his neck and gently kissing her jawline.

all y/n could do was nod, swallowing the saliva in her mouth and closing her eyes, basking in the moment.

“would you like that?” he asked, his voice a gruff whisper. y/n nodded again, her hands gripping his hair gently.

“use your words, babygirl.” he whispered, running his tongue over the spot on her neck.

“yes, please Dean.” she whispered, nodding softly.

that was all he needed to hear as he moved so she stood, he towered over her. his hands roamed up and down her sides, squeezing her hips. he pushed her so she was sitting on the edge of the bed. he got down to his knees, lifting his hand up and unbuttoning her jeans.

“your thighs? they drive me crazy, baby.” he whispered, pulling her jeans off and pulling her legs apart gently, pressing soft kisses to her inner thigh. his hands ran up and down the sides of them, his calloused fingers gently caressing her skin. his hands traveled upwards again, tracing the outline of her panties and the area where her stomach spilled over slightly.

“beautiful.” he mumbled softly, kissing just slightly above her panties. his fingers moved back down between her thighs, moving to press his thumb against her clothed clit, moving his fingers around her panties and smiling softly, leaning up to press a kiss to her lips.

“so pretty.” he whispered into her mouth, gently biting her bottom lip as he let his fingers linger, moving up her thighs again. his fingers played with the waistband of her panties, dipping in and back out, teasing her.

“i want to make you feel so good, baby.” he whispered, kissing her clothed pussy. y/n let out a small whimper, moving her hips slightly.

“please dean. yes.” she whispered, holding his hair in her fist.

deans fingers looped around her panties, tugging them off and biting his lip.

“oh, baby.” he said softly, running two fingers over her pussy lips.

“you’re so pretty.” he whispered, looking up at her.

Dean maneuvered her legs to be ontop of his shoulders, using his pointer and middle finger to spread her pussy apart, his eyes shining as they landed on her wet cunt, glistening with arousal. he carefully leaned his head in, pressing his tongue flat against her pussy. she let out an audible moan, the warmth of his tongue in contrast to the cold air of the motel room sent chills down her spine.

His mouth closed around her clit, sucking and licking, filthy sounds flooded the previously quiet room. y/n’s moans bounced off the walls, flooding deans ears and only motivating him to go faster, adding more pressure with his tongue and mouth. he brought his hand up, pushing his middle finger inside of her, easing out a louder moan.

“you like that, y/n?” he said with a smile, the vibrations of his voice only sending more volts of pleasure through her clit. Another moan ripped through her as dean pumped his finger in and out of her hole, flexing his finger while inside and ghosting over her g-spot. she gasped, grinding her hips against him and moaning as he increased the speed. she wanted more, needed more. his mouth sucked, licked around her clit, spitting on it gently and moaning.

“feel good, babygirl?” he asked, increasing the speed of both his finger and mouth. all y/n could do was whimper out a soft “yes..” and her moans increased, hips rocking against her face.

“dean.. please.” she whimpered. she wanted more of him, more pleasure.

“please what?” he teased. “use your words, baby.” he said, slowing down his pace just slightly.

“more.. please.” she moaned out, moving her hips again.

“good girl.” he whispered, adding another finger inside of her and pumping fast, sucking and licking her clit, spitting and toying with it as his free hand reached up and took her clothed breast into his hand, feeling how hard her nipple was under her shirt and giving it a light pinch, rolling it between his fingers. y/n was a moaning mess, her legs shaking and forwarding beading with sweat.

“dean i-i’m so fucking close.” she moaned out, holding his hair in her fist and guiding his face just where she needed.

his fingers sped up the pace, feverishly moving inside of her and pressing against her g-spot. his tongue battled against her clit, sucking and moaning softly.

“cum for me, baby.” he whispered, speeding up his fingers.

y/n’s legs shook, her toes curled and her head flung back, eyes closing tightly as her jaw dropped, moans falling from her lips. dean looked up at her, grazing his tongue over her clit in soft stripes, his hot breath fanning over her swollen, throbbing mound. as she came down from her high, she looked down at Dean, his head still between her thighs. her arousal fluid and cum was shone on his lips, chin and nose. his fingers were glistening as well.

“you did so well, babygirl. so well.” he whispered, leaning up and pressing a kiss to her lips.

“mmh~ dean.” she moaned softly. “i.. i want you to feel good too.” she whispered into the kiss.

he shook his head.

“no, no baby. this is all about you. you needed this. i love doing it. i love you so much.” he whispered back, very gently caressing her thighs.

“but.. but dean..” she whispered softly.

“do you want more?” he asked softly. “only if you want it.” he said, kissing her neck again. she nodded feverishly, feeling his hands sneak below her shirt.

“dean, i want you. wanna feel your dick inside me.” she whimpered softly as he took her shirt off. his hands ran over her braless chest, rolling her nipples inbetween his fingers. her fingers toyed with his shirt, yanking it off and working on the button in his jeans. his mouth connect with her tit, sucking softly. she moaned again, throwing her head back.

“jesus, dean.” she moaned softly, still working on his button. he smiled, helping her and unbuttoning his jeans, sliding them off along with his boxers.

she laid on the bed, dean getting ontop of her.

“look at you.” he whispered, leaning down and kissing her chest again, tongue running over her nipple.

“you’re so pretty, y/n.” he whispered, using a hand to take his dick, gently running it over her sensitive clit, drawing another moan from her lips. her hands reached up, wrapping around his neck.

“i’m yours.” she whispered softly.

he nodded. “mine.” his voice hoarse as his lips met with hers again.

he carefully pushed his cock into her, moaning into her mouth at the contact as she did the same. he pushed further into her, her breath heavy. he let out a low moan, hiding his face on her neck.

“god, you feel so good.” he moaned out, dragging his hips back and forth slowly, getting a pace. y/n could do nothing but moan as his cock stretched her out, arousal dripping from her hole.

Dean sped up the pace, the sound of wetness, skin against skin and loud moans from both of the lovers filled the room.

y/n looked at dean through her eyelashes, her eyes meeting with his emerald green ones. he pressed his lips to hers again in a feverish kiss, speeding up his hips. y/n moaned into his mouth again. Dean let out multiple low moans, his eyes squeezing shut.

“dean~” she moaned his name, moving her hips in rhythm with his. he moaned louder, drawing in a gasp, grunting softly.

“goddamn, y/n.” he moaned, gripping her tit in one hand, rolling her nipple between his fingers. she moaned again, gasping as he pounded into her cunt.

he moaned, feeling her pussy instinctively tighten around his cock. his hand moved up and gently wrapped around her neck. not enough to hurt, but enough to make another moan fall from her lips. he groaned again, pounding into her.

“i love you.” he moaned into her neck, hearing her breathing getting heavier and heavier.

“god, i love you dean.” she moaned.

he groaned again, moaning into her neck as he sucked a hickey onto it.

“i-i’m close.” y/n whimpered, her legs shaking again.

“me too, babygirl. cum with me.” he moaned out, speeding up and moving his hand down to rub her clit with his thumb again.

Y/n lost it, loud moans fell from her mouth as the knot in her stomach came undone; her pussy throbbing, clenching around his thick, hard dick. her eyes rolled back as Dean kept pounding into her. she could hear his loud moans, hot spurts of cum shot into her as he moaned loudly, pressing his forehead to hers.

after a moment to calm down, dean spoke up.

“are you okay?” he asked softly, looking at her and carefully holding her face in his hand.

y/n nodded, trying to calm down her breathing.

“i’m okay. more than okay. you’re amazing.” she whispered, moaning again as he gently pulled out of her.

Dean smiled, kissing her forehead.

“i love you, y/n. never talk bad about yourself or your body again you are beautiful. i love you so much more than you know.” he whispered, kissing her again.

“let me clean you up. want to take a bath?” he asked in a whisper. y/n nodded, smiling as he picked her up and led her to the bathroom.

[thebetawolfgirl]

His Chaotic Girl

Pairing: Timmy x Reader

Warnings: None. Just pure fluff.

A/N: Couldn’t sleep last night so wrote this at 1am.

His Chaotic Girl

Timmy woke up at 2am in the morning to find himself alone in bed, and sat up immediately scanning the room for his girlfriend.

‘Y/n?’ He whispered to the empty room heating no reply. He pushed the covers back and got out throwing a sweat top on him and heading towards the living room where he found his girlfriend of 2 years sitting on the large window sill looking out at the sleeping city of New York hugging her bare knees.

‘Baby?’ He walked over to her as she looked up at him.

‘I’m sorry, did I wake you?’ She stood up to stand in front of him as he smiled lovingly and shook his head. ‘No, I woke up because I didn’t feel you beside me. Not because you were making noise, you’re as quiet as a mouse.’

He tucked her hair behind her ear before wrapping his arms around her and rubbing her back.

‘Your thoughts consume you my love. You need to write them down or talk to get it all out.’

She nodded against his shoulder and sighed as he lifted her and wrapped her legs around his waist and sat down. ‘Talk. Rant. Ramble. Whatever helps.’

She sighed and began talking to him and once she started she couldn’t stop, even if she wanted too. Timmy listened patiently and rubbed his fingers over her knuckles when she clenched her fists to keep the tears at bay, and held her tight when she finally did cry. She eventually drifted off in his arms at 3am, and he carried her to bed.

He knew what he was getting into when they met. His friends, her friends even her own family tried to ‘warn him’ that she was broken and her mind went a million miles a minute. He didn’t care about either of their friends, but her family shouldn’t have been the people to warn him or scare him away from her, he found that fact particularly disturbing and a little bit disgusting to be fair.

Her intelligence and her ability to feel empathy made her extremely sensitive so she felt absolutely EVERYTHING.

Timmy absolutely loved that about her, it only proved to him that as much as she could run circles around even the most intellectual people he knew, she also had a huge heart.

And God her mind was incredible, the way it worked and how she saw the world. Timmy thought he would never find anyone in this world that was like him. An old soul, who saw the world differently than others. Someone who could SEE!

On their first date they were at the restaurant until closing time because they were so deep in their conversation. Then they just walked around the city until dusk. He walked her home and left feeling more alive than he had ever felt.

They woke up the next morning and just stayed in bed. They talked, they watched tv he read to her and she showed him some of her paintings she had been working on. They were incredible.

Other people thought she was weird and abnormal, he thought she was an absolute fucking genius. And he told her that one time and she just laughed shoving his shoulder.

Later they went for a walk around Central Park and he bought her a pretzel which she thanked him for and munched on.

She was weird to everyone but to him she was his chaotic girl.

@sufferingstarlight

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[itneverendshere]

as you could’ve guessed I do live in america and i’m not a fully white women so i’m so fucked unfortunately. I cant believe people once again voted for convicted felon and a president who has been impeached twice already before. i’m so scared to lose all of my rights like i’ve checked 3 times at 1am, 3am, and rn at 4:38am. I cant even fall back asleep, there’s literally nothing we can do anymore. i’m so scared for what the next 4yrs or even knowing him, what the rest of my life is going to look and feel like.

he wants a dictatorship, he’s said before at a rally “vote this time and you won’t have to do it again”.. people have got to read between the lines of what this man says but it’s too late. everyone will find out too late and that’s the main issue with america now, wanting to fix things when it’s too fucking late.

i’m so sorry for ranting to you plus cussing, I just don’t have anyone to talk to about this. i’m literally crying so hard right now. I just hate how america is literally going backwards and people are genuinely okay with that like we’ve “hurt” them so now it’s like some sort of revenge to them. anyone who has voted for trump is racist and you can’t say otherwise with the amount of shit he has said.

ugh i’m sorry once again, i’m just spiraling because there’s nothing I can do to fix this and just super scared.

anyways enough with all that I really hope your interview goes well today! I know you’ve got this, believe it yourself and just to answer the questions truthfully but also lie if you have too😭<3333

sweets please never apologize for expressing what you're feeling.

the fact that someone who has repeatedly shown such disregard for marginalized people could still hold such power is INSANE, especially when you don’t fit into the narrow group he "cares" about.

people say time changes everything, but i don't see ANY positive change happening in that country.

you’re absolutely right, it feels like a nightmarish step backward, all the hard-won progress is being stripped away before our eyes. i can only imagine how exhausting it must be to keep checking, to try to reassure yourself in a situation that feels so out of control. 

it's important to refuse to let this "normalization" happen, and support each other through this fucking madness. it’s obviously so hard not to feel powerless, but remember that there’s a community of people who see things just like you do!! 💘

[hopelessdelusional]

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labyrinth

EDIT: i fucked up and forgot to add a pic and it won’t let me so. yeah. also i fixed the out of order mistake i’m so sorry😭

ONCE AGAIN THE OC JORDAN IS NOT MINE‼️‼️‼️ it’s the dearest @kotoprincesa !!

hey…life…am i right?

yeah hopefully you saw the post LMFAO ya boy has had a weird week

i’m sorry this is a short one but like i said shit is crazy

i rlly hope i’ll have time to write tomorrow 😭

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AND SINCE THIS IS LATE IM GONNA FINALLY TELL U HOW EVERYONE GOT THEIR NICKNAMES FROM BKG MWAHAHA YES:

Sero-tape arms/soy sauce:

1. tape arms is from when it was their freshmen year of high school, and sero once got RLLY drunk at some senior’s party….anyways he got tied up by a bunch of girls. with tape. (yes he did cry as the gang ripped off the tape) fun fact!! Jordan was actually at that party (their cousin was the hostess) and was the one who told the bakusquad abt him getting taped up!

2. soy sauce is from the very first prank Kaminari did on the channel where he gave sero a glass of soy sauce but told him it was coke (sero didn’t speak to him for three days afterwards)

Mina-pinky/raccoon eyes:

pinky is like rlly obvious she has pink hair, BUT raccoon eyes is a much more funny story! you see, just like her lover; kirishima, she too had a sort of…alt-y phase. in her case, she experimented with black clothing but more importantly, black eyeshadow. like. a LOT. kirishima thought it was the CUTEST thing ever and was low key upset when she stopped doing it💀

Kirishima-weird hair/shitty hair/spiky:

he just had a rlly bad haircut when they came back to school for their sophomore year, it was legit like how teen guys had it in the early 2000s-gelled up into spikes 🫥

Kaminari-Sparky:

he tried rewiring their broken fan in college. got electrocuted. went to the hospital. yeah.

Hitoshi-eyebags:

he may not get sleep now, but it was RLLY bad their jr year of high school dear GOD. everyone would have to FIGHT him to get him to go to sleep, even putting that powder melatonin in his drinks 😭😭 (it was actually kats’ idea :(( such a sweetie)

Shoto-IcyHot:

shoto had this…phase…half way thru sophomore year of high school where he would over work himself with sports/work that he would literally put on icyhot every. single. day. (it drove EVERYONE crazy but no one dared to say anything)

Jirou-headphones:

ALL throughout high school jirou always had her headphones in. there wasn’t one time where she wasn’t listening to music and bkg being the old man he is thought it was “incredibly rude” and “disrespectful” (karma is a bitch tho bc after this HIS nickname was old man)

Momo-ponytail:

yeah the gang wasn’t kidding when momo went thru an INTENSE ponytail phase like she would gel it and everything😭😭😭the girls would be begging for momo just to keep it down or else she’ll keep getting called jojo siwa by the freshmen

Iida-four eyes/glasses:

….uh it’s kinda obvious LMFAO

Ochako-pink cheeks:

so bkg and ochako were actually #besties after they put their differences aside (after bkg apologized to izuku) and she would ALWAYS go to him and rant abt her crush on Iida. so, as “revenge” he would call her pink cheeks whenever she was talking to Iida. HOWEVER that so backfired on him bc the nickname made iida think bkg liked ochako (he also noticed their newest infatuation w/each other) and iida one day went to bkg to tell him HE liked ochako and was like “i see that you and ochako have made a new relationship, but i just need to tell you i have feelings for ochako.” anyways. bkg was going thru new anger management stuff and he had to take VERY deep breaths in order not to lose his shit LMFAO

Izuku-Nerd:

….do i really need to say anything? 🤨🤨

hope you enjoyed that! thank you for the wait i love u guys 🫶🫶🫶

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fun facts! ˏˋ°•*⁀➷

- you know it’s bad when kats is up at 1AM

- ain’t i a genius for that thomas the train gossip account? huh? hm?

- Jordan keeps their man in CHECK (they love each other) and Sero is half scared, and the other half find it very sexy

- also when i wrote that part all i could think of is that one song “walk him like a dog sis” because toshi and Jordan got that covered

- do u like mina and kiri’s users😇😇 idk if i do but whatever

- that gc has…some stuff in it. mainly just all the things of bakugou’s the gang has taken, broken, or lost LMFAO

- toshi and kam are just so cute i’m throwing up sobbing rn

- kiri always scowls at “unnecessary” language but then cusses too… double standards (he has never once called out mina tho HA)

- i feel like i’ve said this before but i need to say it again; i just KNOW in my SOUL kiri uses the laughing emoji

- sero and kam are mina’s ultimate hype men

- kacchan and deku-bed friends forever!

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[rewllim]

my love for whump and angst (but specifically whump) has always been present in my life for as long as i can remember, before i even knew what it was, and i had and still have sooo many questions surrounding it. i’ll never understand why something that revolves around pain and sick and twisted stuff overall makes me feel so much, and i genuinely used to feel like such a FREAK. like genuinely if i go as far as i can back to like, the first hyperfixation i’ve had on a tv show character (i probably was like 11 or 12), i remember getting so ?£}>38(&?€ when they’d get hurt or something and kinda logically knew that wasn’t « normal » per say, cuz, well, none of my friends would think like that. like fuck daydreaming about a crush my ass would and admittedly still does go to sleep coming up w the most fucked up and worst possible situations my blorbos could get into. i remember confiding in a friend abt this and them just looking at me and unironically telling me i was fucking weird for that LMFAO anyways i guess this is me ranting slash venting. i do have to say tho coming on tumblr has been such a therapeutic experience in the sense that i discovered that there were actually ppl that felt like me and even tho i’m not at all apart of the whump community it does make me feel like less of a deranged person i guess.

now that im a little older im also very aware that this without a doubt stems from trauma but yeah there are still days i feel really bad over it idk man.

sorry for the rant but it’s almost 1am and i’m thinking and tumblr feels like such a safe place and i would love for u guys to tell me if you relate in any way. or not. that’s cool too.

[sednonamoris]

everytime I think about how ghost spent YEARS pining over john and wishing they were abigail, to the point where even their lovers had black hair with blue eyes, my heart hurts for them. like as someone who's also experienced unrequited love/romantic pining it's a devastating experience all around. it wouldn't be a shock to me if ghost held some sort of resentment towards john for it, but i think they're way too enamored for that.

(sorry for ranting it's 1am and I miss these two losers)

omg i’m so sorry to hear about your heartache - hopefully life has lent you some lasting loves since then ❤️‍🩹

ghost definitely doesn’t resent john (for the ‘unrequited’ love part, anyway) partly bc they’re enamored but also partly bc they know and respect that he’s ‘not interested’ and there’s nothing they can do to change his feelings about abigail. maybe if they’d made their feelings overt earlier they’d be angry with him a little, but it’s not his fault they never said anything and they know that

on my end, john is soooooo pathetic in a lot of ways - especially at this age - so i wanted ghost to mirror that in their own way. pathetic 4 pathetic relationship. loser x loser

[thelyingjoke]

Ooh! I wanna hear about the Kokichi/Kaede parallels!

sorry it’s taken me a while to answer this!!! school has made me Busy. but thank you for enabling me to rant about this

this isn’t gonna be Super coherent since it’s 1am and i’m kinda just writing everything on a whim sorry!!! i’ll try my best to get everything down though

i think one interesting similarity between the two of them is their lack of faith in the others! in kokichi this is obvious, but it also can be seen in kaede too. as much as she wants everyone to stick together and cooperate, and she likes believing in them, there is still that level of Distrust she has towards them. rantaro’s warnings do get to her, and i mean if she did have 100% faith in everyone else, she probably wouldn’t have resorted to a murder plan so quickly. they both take it upon themselves and themselves alone to stop the killing game, not letting anyone else in on their plans, because they in ways believe only they could do it—they believe that their whole plans would fall apart if others knew (this leads both of them to their own deaths) (they also share this with rantaro). also they can also both be mean as hell in their teasing sometimes, that one’s not too important i just think they’re so silly and i love them

there’s also the fact that they orchestrated murders with one of the intentions being to stop death—kaede with the time limit, and kokichi with the fact miu was planning to kill him. two good-intentioned people who are actively trying to stop the killing game in ways that are Not So Moral. (i may be getting ahead of myself here but one extra parallel i noticed and think is kinda nest is between shuichi/kokichi and kaede/miu—shuichi and kokichi both form their own plans to defeat the mastermind and end the killing game, coming to kaede and miu respectively as their sole help in this, to which the girls help them at first but then the idea of murder enters their brains and changes everything BUT that is not the focus!!! i will get back to kokichi/kaede now)

another thing is the way they contrast with each other. kokichi has high empathy and low sympathy levels, while kaede has low empathy and high sympathy levels. the way that kokichi has a leadership talent, but ends up outcasting himself from the group—while kaede outside of the killing game is implied to be a bit of an outcast, what with being Piano Freak and all, but she fits right at home with the other eccentric teenagers and ends up in a leader position! aaaaand i know there was more i had in mind but i can’t remember😭i hope this satisfies you though!!! if anyone else knows anything they wanna add on please feel free :)

[holdinbacksecrets]

fuck i should be sleeping it's 1am and my exams are in 8hrs but i need to get this out of my system.

these days I'm realizing how much i miss bts, like really, their older stuff just hit so hard, everything up till mots7, and I'm just feeling so much nostalgia? I was 15 when i first discovered them, I'm turning 22 in a few days and it's insane to me how they've been in the most broken part of my life and just idk, bts man.

I wish I could express more about it but I just can't put it into words, looking at their discography and how it perfectly aligns with my heart and my experience, how I just UNDERSTAND IT, not just vibe, it just makes me wanna cry. And to think that SVT are slowly becoming that for me but more with their personalities than their music? I mean yeah definitely, SVT's discography is flawless but it's just so different than BTS's and they both cater to my taste in different ways. I just love them.

I know you'd get it since they're your faves too, sorry for the long rant. gn 🖤

hello friend. i hope your exams went well!!

i definitely get what you’re saying. for me, it’s slightly different because i didn’t get into kpop until 2020. in another way it’s hard: bts’ older music is what made me a fan, and i struggle with missing so many eras in real time. luckily, there are tracks off be i really like, but the feelings they create are not comparable to what tear (for example) does for me. although, i do really fucking love stay and blue & grey

i’m glad you were able to witness past eras as they were happening and hold those memories. it’s fascinating how music intertwines with our lives and ends up serving as reminders for experiences. at the same time, it also helps us get through absolute shit.

personality wise, i definitely feel much more connected to seventeen. however, i can’t say i prefer one group over the other in terms of music. i feel like their discographies impact me in different ways. i feel the same way about monsta x and nct. each group has songs that are literally heaven to me.

i have so many thoughts on this subject, but i’m not sure if i’m successfully putting them into words. what i will say is that i can imagine how hard it is for you to miss bts’ older music. tracks that join you during times of darkness end up being deeply cherished, imo. i truly hope future releases from bts will feel the same way debut-mots7 tracks do.

what were your thoughts on indigo and jitb? did any of those songs feel right to you? my expectations for indigo were high, but none of the tracks hit me like mono tracks did and still do. i only listened to the album once. it might be worth circling back around to, but usually if they don’t get me right off the bat, they never will. luckily, there are songs off jitb i really love (equal sign and safety zone). there’s something about hoseok’s music… maybe it’s the aquarius energy we share lol— i see him

[websterss]

hi julie! how are you? i’ve noticed you’ve seen avatar the way of water and lemme tell you, yesterday i came across an edit that broke me with that scene and a song from jatp (i’ll let you guess which one) and i just needed to rant about it cause i was crying at 1am in my bed 😭😭 and you’re the only friend i know to have watched avatar and to whom i can rant about it (and i’m sorry if it comes as a bother to you, but the edit’s been nagging me since i saw it and i needed to get it off my chest and i know you like jatp as well so i kinda figured you’d understand)

anyway, i hope you’re doing alright and if you wanna rant about avatar, feel free to hit me up 😊💙

x

emy

Hi emy! 😊🙃 EMY YOU ARE NEVER A BOTHER STOP IT. My blog is so quiet, I jump at the first chance of social interaction. Like no, please come bother me some more😂 I wanna guess Unsaid Emily cause if it made you cry that’s like the only sad song 👀👀 omg please rant I wanna hear what you have to say. I need more people to scream over Avatar with 😭 I have a few fic ideas I wanna get off my chest.

[lillyspeakz]

I've indeed taken bougie online tests to know if I've got OCD. Most of them say I do because OCD includes unwanted but obsessive thoughts (can be sexual, which can be a nightmare in public or when you're trying to focus on something at hand, or non-sexual), ritualistic behavior (repeatedly checking if you left any lights on, if all the windows are closed etc etc), superstition [which can be avoiding some unlucky or evil, according to their religion, numbers (Im not that superstitious so I dont really have this)], boredom (where their OCD spikes when there's not too much stimulation going on in their lives), inability to concentrate, etcetera.. But I believe I havent got to a horrendous stage of it yet, because I try to ignore the urge, and sometimes do, to simply get up at 1am and go check if I locked every door.

I'd say most of OCD applies to me as guilt. I live with my mom and I'd be scared as fuck for her safety and check every inch of the house or the feeling of me being a horrible daughter just like spikes in. And Im scared to leave the house after an argument or without giving her multiple 'i love you's. Anyhow, I apologize in advance for the rant about OCD, I hope you're having a great day and are doing well.

-🦐

It’s ok love! Rant all you want!

Also I’m sorry that it derives from that, but I don’t necessarily see it as a bad thing either! No mental health situation is.

I think personally you should definitely talk to a profession to see what they think and what will help you if you want help with anything. But I totally understand where you come from.

I hope you had an amazing day and are doing well too sweets

[ih8jimmypag3]

Im lost and don’t know what 2 do

(This will include topics about sh and suicide so if you get uncomfortable I won’t recommend reading this)

Basically me and my girlfriend are both suicidal and self harm. We were both clean for a while, me about 4 months and her about 2-3 months. On Tuesday, I took my band photos and everything seemed all right when D went home. (D is my gf) we were all messaging in the band groupchat, exchanging band photos and talking about ep or album cover ideas. After maybe an hour she messaged me in private saying “I fucked up” I was confused and asked if she was alright and D responded by saying that she called 988 (suicide hotline for those who don’t know) and they called the cops to her house. I freaked out and started crying. We kept messaging on and off, her asking me what to do and me asking if she had done anything. She called me, telling me that there were 5 cop cars outside her house, she also showed me what she did “it” with. She suddenly hung up and later told me she was talking to the cops. I sat for about 40 minutes, waiting for a response when she told me they were taking her to the hospital. I started having a panic attack and contemplated cutting. About 20 minutes later, I relapsed. All my hard work gone to waste. It was horrible and was bleeding, so I wrapped it w gauze and told my mom. (it was 1am and I had to wake her up) my mom didn’t think it was bad enough to take me to the hospital so she made me sleep on the couch to avoid me from cutting again. I messaged D but had no response. I messaged her in the morning. No response. The last I had heard from her was on Tuesday. Her mom called me yesterday to tell me that the hospital had admitted her and she wouldn’t be out for a few days. This Saturday, me and D were supposed to be going to a limp bizkit concert. I don’t think she’ll be out in time and I’ve been crying all day. I still want to go but don’t want to go without her. I may go with the drummer for our band but I’ll feel horrible. If D can’t make it to the concert I’m gonna go out and buy her flowers, I also have a rob zombie poster to give her. I love her so much and just don’t want to lose her. Sorry for ranting I just had to get it out. I don’t have therapy for a while so I’m listening to my relapse playlist and typing this. If you have a moment you should listen to “theres this girl” by sign crushes motorist. It has really helped me cope with my depressive and suicidal thoughts. Thank you.

[haru-dipthong]

This is garbage learning content and I’m gonna rant about why.

In my time speaking Japanese with my Japanese family and my Japanese girlfriend, and my hundreds of hours watching Japanese YouTube and tv, I’ve never once heard anyone ever use one of these counters. In fact the 合 one is misleading, and refers to cups of uncooked rice only (I think). You usually count non-measurement cups with 杯（はい）.

Who is making this crap and why do they think that beginner Japanese students need to learn this, rather than something actually useful like when to omit particles in speech. It’s not just this blog. Beginner Japanese courses seem to have an obsession with overemphasising counters when you should be able to have a very strong grasp of every counter that people actually use regularly in about a week of study (which btw are つ、個、人、回、本、杯、枚、匹、階、歳、and 体 at a stretch. I may have missed one or two sorry, im writing this quickly at 1am)

I have a guess as to why these shitty counter infographics are so common: 1. it’s because this shit is easy to teach. Its the lowest possible effort educational content. Counters are a very simple grammatical construct that does not change based on context, so all the relevant info can fit on a little image without needing to explain grammatical edge cases. 2. Counters are foreign (I.e. not present in English), but simple to understand, which makes it interesting to beginners.

Not only is it essentially incorrect and low effort, it is also extremely ineffective. If raw language input is the best way to acquire language, then you would need to consume the equivalent of like 200 of these little infographics every day to see any kind of progress. It’s the smallest possible amount of language content you can consume that makes you feel like you’re doing anything.

[maenadmorelikemaerad]

oh my friends