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Y’all would HATE to be my journal rn…he laughed at TWO of my jokes today. So like…

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So desperate. Was sick today, ending up on FaceTime with my friend and talked to my art teacher. Friend wrote out his first name and then my art teacher guessed the initial 😭😭 she gave her approval and said if it was a bad choice she would’ve told me. So like…at least she likes him. I have too many essays to write to be this obsessed

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Whoever guesses how many days of school I’ve missed this year gets a prize

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Crushing on someone I’m not friends with is weird. Hi you only know my name let’s date pls:)

ALSO tell me why in the background of a photo on my school’s theater’s ig page, you can SEE ME STARING AT HIM

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Crush so bad it’s got me learning everything I can about his interests. If anyone needs me I’ll be on legend of zelda wiki

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I’ve been on this site too long

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The entire Midwest is coming for him. So glad he lost (even though he tried to but the election?) because if I’d seen that cybertruck anywhere NEAR a Culver’s I would be committing heinous crimes.

pissing me the fuck off. you can see in his eyes that the cheesehat is performative and not indicative of his true spirit. i can excuse election interference but i draw the line at stolen wisconsin valor

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OUGHHHHHHUUHHH green eyes and a super soft voice n band and choir and theater and tin man and silver and like very green eyes and legend of zelda and $1 pingpong his headphones n the blue hoodie and the only one to laugh at my joke and his laugh and OUGHHHHHH I don’t have time for this. But I want to make him gifts and things. But i don’t talk to him that much. UGHHHHHHHH WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME

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No, mom! I can’t like boys right now! I have three essays to do at once!

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“Raw, next question” how about RAHHHHHH!!! 🦖 next question!

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Idk how to feel that my English teacher who I love dearly used ChatGPT to come up with potential essay topics to choose from…for now I’m going with “Tybalt: Villain or Victim” but if anyone has any other good ideas for an R&J essay…I really don’t wanna use the AI ones, but I can’t think of anything I like, either. :( lmk in my ask box if you have ideas

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He’s so funny and goofy

We’ve had one ☝️ conversation. Want

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Just realized I have to be his friend before there’s even a possibility of anything else. Ugh

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Ouuuuh I like a boy this is agonizing…

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Shoutout to B2 today :)

We had a marching comp and I was very lightheaded because it was super hot inside. And I mentioned that to him

He’s like super jokey and stuff but anyway. We laid out the tarp and I grabbed his instrument for him and he like grabbed my shoulder and whispered asking me if I was gonna be okay and telling me I was doing great and the show was almost over. All that stuff

Anyway super sweet he’s so cool for that and I DIDNT faint

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Bathrooms smell like vapes but at least they don’t stink anymore 😞

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I LOVE MY FRIENDS SO MUCH I'M JUST STUPID AND FORGET THAT FEELINGS NEED TO BE EXPRESSED IN ORDER FOR THEM TO BE FELT