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Xmas 1/5 is complete! I have a big family 🫶 is this a safe space for a haul ??

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Thought this was about me at first until I got to the very last bit. Going through withdrawal and I think I’m genuinely a little insane

going off your antidepressants doesnt make you cry all the time going off your antidepressants means you think its a good idea to publicly admit to physician assisted suicide at risk of a felony charge and your entire career

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Guys if I could edit yk what I would make

An icp/hannibal edit. That one “three little piggies” song, combined with that one episode in season two with Mason Verger and where his men get fed to his pigs, and then Hannibal drugs him??

So like…if you’re an editor….that would be fire 🥺🙏🫶😨🤞😍

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And this is just the beginning 😞 every blade of grass is wrapped in its own layer of ice

Update : ice storm apparently means that it rains, then stops and gets super cold so the rain freezes, and then rains again. My porch is a slip n slide. I just wiped out on my front step. 🥲

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Update : ice storm apparently means that it rains, then stops and gets super cold so the rain freezes, and then rains again. My porch is a slip n slide. I just wiped out on my front step. 🥲

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wtf is an ice storm anyway ???

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Why why why does he do this

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Sometimes I wonder if they’ve given up on me but then I open a dm that fills the entire screen asking if I’m okay bc they’ve noticed I’ve been alone a lot and haven’t been at school in a WHILE, and saying that when they see me in the halls I genuinely just look sick and they’re super worried… I love my friends 🫂

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I’m so HUNGRY

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Sometimes I panic when I hear tornado sirens and then i remember that it’s Wednesday

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Poor baby is empty… sure. Look at this.

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Get this heart monitor OFF 💜

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My head hurts so bad

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Ykw really makes me mad? The fact that I don’t know what’s wrong with me. And the stuff I DO know, I have no clue how to fix.

My meds don’t seem to be helping, I’ve got this weird heart monitor on my chest that’s just gonna say “all good! 😊” which takes us right back to why do I get so dizzy all the time? And why aren’t my meds working? And why do I feel like I’ve forgotten how to have fun with my hobbies? Why is everything for a fucking grade now?? Are any of my medical issues actually that bad or does the anxiety make it worse??? Why is the anxiety so bad? Why don’t I see my own face in the mirror because nothing looks right and nothing feels right..? I just need confirmation that SOMEONE gets it because what the fuck is happening to me

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How does one go about opening a book store? I just think it’d be neat.

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sleep within the next hour ik it’s early but just go to sleep even if you have work to do who gives a crap just go to sleep it will be beneficial to everything just take a little snooze a rooze k? luv u gn 😇

It’s only 8:30 😭😭 I will go to bed at 10, only 30 extra minutes <3333

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Metatron making a ton of angels disguised as homeless people fight is crazy