#this was very random im dying

[pinkwinesupernovas]

have u ever been cheated on?

HI ANON NICE TO MEET YOU TOO!!!

yes

[rynli]

me: I should write the one-shot that lives in my head about Harry applying for a job

brain: you will write a whole casefic about Harry realizing being a cop already killed him once, acab applies even to Kim, and he needs to quit if he wants to get better

[sarka-stically]

wow so ofmd finale is terrible? not just because of THAT thing at the end but genuinely bad tv?

[sskk-manifesto]

(*・ω・*)b♪

[sovonight]

thinking abt post tob

sometime after tob radri follows xan's suggestion to stay at an elven settlement for a while. xan's like great now you can reconnect with our culture and form friendships etc, and radri's like wait aren't you coming with me to socialize, and xan's like no i have this magic theory book i was going to--(radri drags him out with her)

of course, even here people have heard of the one bhaalspawn who triumphed in the pursuit (or rejection) of bhaal's throne, so radri is soon recognized. she expects xan to be recognized soon after but people just ask about the moonblade wielder (who was also rumored to be her lover). radri's about to point out that he's right here, but xan interrupts like "he died. tragically"

radri gives him a look like "what are you doing" but quickly recognizes that it's not like they want to get into the whole abandoned duty/vision from corellon thing and is like "he did," and she unintentionally gets teary-eyed and emotional just thinking about if xan really had died all those times his life was in danger, "it was the worst day of my life"

anyway the next day the story going around is that the moonblade wielder was radri's true love and she had to be pulled away from his lifeless body and wept over his death for 3 nights and 3 days. xan is the rebound

[narutomaki]

puppy daddy's gonna be honest you have got to wear a fucking mask on public transit

[vigilskeep]

delighted by the possibilities of what justice is in a sci-fi au

[the-valiant-valkyrie]

i think dst needs to get Scary sometimes

[sparkledbun-random]

The moment ur crush likes ur story first>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

[the-starry-raven]

I have my interview tomorrow, I'm fucking nervous-

[skitskatdacat63]

2005 Belgian Grand Prix - Kimi Räikkönen, Fernando Alonso & Jenson Button(my personal post-race highlights)

[toytulini]

Disclaimer im just processing some thoughts im not cancelling the show

have almost thoughts about how i find the like....narrative on here that if you have chronic "zebra" conditions youd want a doctor like House and wouldnt sue for malpractice bc at least youd have a doctor that cares about whats wrong with you but lets take it one step further. so often he does NOT give a shit about the patient and actively endangers them frequently with his god damn heoric era of medicine approach? non zero amount of times he gets a diagnosis but it comes too late, or he gets a diagnosis after their first wrong 3 guesses of the episode shut down the patients kidneys and they either have to get a transplant or they are just, doomed due to other preexisting conditions etc? idk. i know ppl are almost certainly exaggerating and just letting off steam about the very real failures of our current medical systems and the ableism baked in and All That Shit. i just think its weird how ppl romanticize House who STILL, FREQUENTLY, MULTIPLE EPISODES will actively dismiss shit in the exact way that is a problem in our current system, especially when hes being Forced Against His Will To See Clinic Parients, he loves to be dismissive as fuck of symptoms and if he was a real doctor i think he'd be fucking 50/50 on cases he Notices Something To Dig Into vs cases he dismisses as an Anxious Hysterical Woman Who Wants Attention, the only reason he's Right so frequently in his snap judgements is cos it reinforces the narrative. its like a crime drama that has the mastermind serial killer masterfully using "loopholes" and lawyering up all sneaky and dodging Justice and if only our poor little cop protags were allowed to do A TEENY BIT of Justified Police Brutality, they could Save Lives!

and like sometimes in the show they will have a patient die despite his efforts to narratively punish him. not to mention, i think its been at least mildly brought up and glossed over how much they absolutely do not think about insurance costs for these ppl for the insane amount of tests that find nothing and Wrong Medications To Force A Diagnosis they use? i think it was brought up once in the episode following a day in the life of cuddy where she had to fight a lawsuit bc a guys insurance like didnt cover his thumb being reattached but chase reattached it anyway while in surgery cos it was The Right Thing To Do and the guy didnt have the money to cover it and the insurance wouldnt pay unless he sued the hospital or whatever. thats like the only time its come up. whereas like frequently the doctor I go to for osteopathic manipulation tries to check in with me and make sure im covered by insurance etc and that im not going to go broke or get buried in medical debt seeing her.

idk. just some Thoughts. not a defense of our current system and all the flaws it enables and enforces etc. his approach to medicine is really reminiscent to me of what I know of the Heroic Era Of Medicine which i dont...love? and hes framed on here as being an asshole but would kill for his patients to get them a diagnosis etc. but hes definitely extremely paternalistic to patients ? and despite some good clippable lines about ableism and being against eugenics, it honestly feels like his stance on that is kind of a toss up.

[bmpmp3]

every day my youtube recommendations are inundated with 40 minute videos titled "the rise and fall of ____" where ____ is something that is very much still alive and thriving 😔

[wowshiny]

if i had a nickel for every time a hair stylist recently

1. thought i was a high schooler

2. after realizing i am in fact older, asked what i study(/studied) in college, AND then

3. fell completely silent after i said materials science & engineering

i would have two nickels :,(

(maybe three if i count the last yr or so but definitely two in the past couple weeks sigh)

[kreepja]

I was sitting peacefully yesterday night and suddenly i remembered in 9th grade (last year of middle school) when our art teacher made us listen to a piece of classical music and do like our thing with by painting and stuff. Anyway when i asked her who's the composer she said it's Tchaikovsky and then i paid it no mind. Now years later i remembered this incident and want to know what's the piece she made us listen to and I'm kind of losing my mind over here.

[arcadiandeath]

it feels like i am reliving it everyday