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clegfly · 5 days ago

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Sorry for not posting much guys I’m working on a BIG project

#FUCKING SEVEN. MINUTES????#this was intended to last like. three #FUHS au fans (me and me only) have your food I guess #even though I’m not really THAT proud of this.#HAHAJSJ

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sethiescope · 10 months ago

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some of my favorite phones for the holiday. HAPPY NATIONAL TELEPHONE DAY!!!

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icantalk710 · 5 months ago

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🎶 Another Saturday, another careless move (sleeping late and waking up at 1pm after bathroom cleaning and laundry 🥱)

Tells the world that you're thinking of what to do (have a lazy Saturday 🥱) 🎶

#ore no kao #set the alarms for 11:45 and didnt leave bed til 1pm--and even that was a struggle 🥲#only activity will likely be my saturday jog in a couple hours lol #also hii it has been quite a week or three--work and junk being a bit busy and also working on some other stuff #so despite intending to post some selfies here/there that i liked i kinda lacked the energy to lol #and hiya any newer peeps/moots following whatever i'm doing here 👋🏽#come back home by tdcc my beloved #...oh it has been nearly a month since my last selfie hasnt it lol oops

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jjcattt · 4 months ago

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IF YOU SEE THIS POST AND YOU DO NOT KNOW WHAT HAPPENS IN THE MAGNUS ARCHIVES AND/OR SIGNALIS THEN GO PLAY SIGNALIS AND LISTEN TO THE MAGNUS ARCHIVES. SIGNALIS AND TMA HAVE LITERALLY CHANGED MY LIFE YOU NEED TO EXPERIENCE THEM.

thinking about the magnus archives and signalis and how similar i feel like their vibes are. heavy lovecraft inspiration. robot x human doomed yuri versus god x human doomed yaoi. horror media that's secretly about the all consuming power of love (and also it's gay). eye motifs. a lot of books for some reason. analog audio recordings. fighting the entire world to save someone who can't be saved. rebirth as simultaneously creation and destruction.

I guess what I'm trying to say is that lesbians are ranged (gun) and gay men are melee (axe, pipe)

#was going to say 'european' but alas... brexit #realised while writing that last bit that the thing jonathan sims does could be considered ranged. is psychic warfare melee combat? discuss.#GOD i need to actually play signalis one of these days.#I've watched the power pak video about 100 times so by no means would I be going in blind or experiencing the game in the intended way #but I only played omori after being in the fandom for like three months and still loved it so who give a fuck #tma #the magnus archives #signalis #tma spoilers #signalis spoilers

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swinging-stars-from-satellites · 4 months ago

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with a few minutes' reflection and a second conversation with my parents I have realized that I may have overblown things and overreacted a bit and also in some ways they're correct even if I think they're also harsh about it

#we talked it out. i don't think they intended to be hurtful they're just trying to make me see how badly my pessimism #can impact others?? I think all three of us were pissed off during the first conversation #there's a lot of other stuff going on behind the scenes too that I don't want to talk about #but like. my parents aren't total jerks. when we aren't all being belligerent to each other we get along quite well #and I really do respect them quite a lot. some days we Do Not do well at Being A Good Family though #my dad did say that he's seen people apparently cringe away from me when I'm acting annoyed though #which... may honestly be true. I have a very readable face and if I'm upset people tend to notice #I just... I talked to them again and realized that I took that one thing to mean ''everyone hates you and is just pretending to be nice''#idk if I agree about what my mom says about me bringing a Vibe that brings the whole room down #I think that one may just be because she's so used to me complaining to her about everything bc I... do actually complain too much #but anyway. we resolved the argument. my initial ''my parents told me everyone dislikes me'' was uh... MY inference #and not actually the words they said #I also think I should stop complaining online so much. it's just letting the complaining spirit grow #re: my last post

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rockium-z · 1 year ago

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the star of the show!

@entityneo

#entity neo #napstablook #mettaton #mettaton neo #undertale #ah yes for today’s art shenanigans: how do i vibrant my colors hard enough to cast light mode #this is. a little off from the vision that hit on the train last friday! but Still Good #did not intend to try painting (sorta) but who needs art style consistency when i can pull this shit (/pos)#+bonus ramblings from me notes:#it’s all about the ✨symbolism✨. it’s all bright and all that fun shit because they’re the star.#except they’re not. except they are in a sense.#wings are vaguely shaped like that of a butterfly. which is extremely funny actually.#symbol of change and life and death. who else has all three as a theme?#they’re the star of the show! they’re not happy about it. all eyes on them and they’d probably hate that so much.#>:D

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dimonds456-art · 9 months ago

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Maladaptive daydreaming.

#daydreaming #maladaptive daydreaming #maladapting daydreaming disorder #maladaptive behaviors #maladaptive coping #dissociation #immersive daydreaming #dimond speaks #yeah so adding this to my list here lol #my therapist helped me realize i dissociate a LOT and the primary way i do it is through vivid daydreams #they usually happen at work but they also pop up if i'm having a bad day or... anytime really.#i've also come to the realization that i have at least one of these a day which is not good fgsjh #my therapist says they're not inherently bad especially since they do have a positive effect on my emotions (if its a good daydream)#but it's gotten to the point that it's affecting the way i work #and they can last for a LONG time too #i haven't timed them but i do know they've been over 30 minutes at work before #this is either due to ADHD autism PTSD or a mixture of the three lmao #weeeee #anyway. this post isn't really intended to be a vent post #it's more like a 'this is my experience' type post #it just kinda comes across as somewhat vent-y #but that was because i wanted to try and immerse the reader into what its like to have these daydreams #like mine look NOTHING like this but making it more generic would help others understand it #the void is the general dissociation from reality #then you emerge in the dream #i can feel things as if i'm there- the sun the wind and sometimes even physical touch #and i'll stay there until something snaps me out #strangely i can get my work done while i'm doing this- i just wont have any memory of doing so. it's like being on autopilot #anyway. I hope this post was helpful to someone out there #if you also maladaptive daydream YOU ARE NOT ALONE! it's valid and you're not 'faking' anything. it's a genuine trauma response.

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alicepao13 · 11 months ago

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The disrespect this show gets on a daily basis, from the production to the network(s) to even the pirates who prefer to rip shows like *checks notes* Big Brother Canada (same group)...

I wouldn't be calling them out if I hadn't done this myself, by the way. People who have never ripped a damn thing can stay in their lane. I have earned my stripes, I'm not someone who wants to talk shit about those who do this, and I understand the process involved. The webrips are a different story, as they are uploaded by Amazon whenever. The HDTV rips should be uploaded on time, shortly after the network airs the show, and it's the same process as it always has been to rip them. Uploading HDTV rips after the webrips has no value whatsoever, unless someone cares that much about the promo, which of course CityTV doesn't care enough to upload themselves, proving once again what a shitty network they are.

Hudson and Rex has an international fanbase, it shouldn't be so difficult to be able to watch it as an international fan in 2024.

#hudson and rex #this is now a whining blog #but what else can it be when nothing about this show is working as intended #I've been torrenting since 2005 #I've never had the misfortune of having to wait as long as I wait for this show through all these years #last season it took them three days to upload the season five premiere hdtv rip #the rip times are unbelievably inconsistent and they have been that way since this saw first caught my eye (season two)#the fact that there is a single group that does the hdtv rips means that if for whatever reason they can't upload it then we don't have it #the webrips are actually being ripped by one of the best groups out there so I can't complain #it's just that the streaming upload by amazon happens whenever they feel like it #once again I'm drawing similarities between canadian and greek programming which is so not in their favor #(I actually thought that by the time I'd finished writing this we'd have something but nope)#(ps I just saw a rip announce of family feud canada and I just... does someone actually hate hudson and rex?)#(pps do not respond to this if you live in a country where your government is actively combating piracy)

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memento-morri-writes · 4 months ago

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I've been thinking a lot about how Rook's reunion with his former mentor, Zara, is going to go, and since I can't predict what the DM is going to have her do or say, I can only dwell on what I know is going to happen. Which happens to include taking off the illusion ring that's been hiding his injuries from her. So have a snippet of the description I have planned for that moment:

tw for description of (mostly healed) injuries

He hesitates, twisting a ring on his finger. Looking at it more closely, she can tell it’s very finely crafted, and must have been very expensive. A large emerald is set into the band. Rook sighs, and pulls the ring off his finger in one quick motion. Immediately she’s struck by the difference in his appearance as the illusion melts away. He looks awful. His warm, healthy skin fades to a dull and sickly grey. There’s huge bags under his deeply sunken eyes, and his cheeks are hollowed, as though they have been carved out by an overeager sculptor. He looks like he’s recently risen from the grave. While he was thin before, now she can see his ribs under the skin, and his collarbones are exaggeratedly pronounce. Thin white lines left by dozens upon dozens of recently healed cuts are scattered across his body. On top of that, faded bruises cover most of his visible skin, a mottled mosaic of purple and yellow. They’re clearly days, maybe weeks old, and she can only begin to imagine what they must have looked like when fresh. Bandages are barely visible under his shirt, wrapping around his back, hinting at even more injuries.

#morrigan.text #my writing #dnd writing #oc: Rook #oc: Zara #Poor Zara.#she's gonna feel so fucking guilty about everything that's happened to him in the last 3 years even though it's not her fault.#yes she pissed off Wolf but she had no way of knowing Wolf would go after Rook instead of her.#(I don't even know what she did to piss off Wolf. That's the Big Reveal that's going to happen when Rook sees her again.)#but yeah. Seeing him like this and knowing/thinking that it's because of her actions... it's going to destroy her and that kills me.#I don't know what she did but I *do* know that she never intended for Rook to get hurt. She loves him too much for that.#but Rook could never blame her for anything. He'd forgive her just about anything. And that will probably only make her feel worse.#Rook and his mentors will never ever fail to fuck me up big time.#his undying devotion and naive faith in them which is such a stark contrast to his usual distrust of people.#and it gets him hurt every time even though the don't *mean* to hurt him. But Sigmar's case was definitely much more malicious than Zara's.#this reunion is going to be such a huge turning point for Rook's character and his personal development as a character.#well really it's a combination of things all happening at once that are going to be the turning point.#1) the fact that the party rescued him from Wolf which has literally no other explanation than that they love him and care about him.#2) seeing Zara again and finally getting that closure that he never got three years ago plus being to reestablish the most important #relationship in his entire life. Plus she's just a good influence on him all-around a much-needed source of support after Sigmar's betrayal #3) getting gifted the Tide Breaker (Zara's old ship) and having to learn some responsibility for once in his life will be very good for him #and I guess you could also say that 4) my temporary character Val talking some sense into him has something to do with it lmao.#but we'll see how this all plays out bc while I know these things are going to happen they technically haven't happened yet.#I'm not gonna RP the conversation between Rook and Val bc it would just be me talking to myself for a long time but I am gonna write it up #when we get to that point so I can show it to the DM so he knows what they talked about. Plus it will be a very fun exercise bc Val was #literally designed to be Rook's opposite in just about every way. They're very wise and responsible and Rook is a reckless idiot.#(but I love him anyways.)#So it's gonna be fun to balance writing both of them in the same conversation.#anyways. these tags are SO FUCKING LONG already. If you read this far I'm giving you your favorite dessert and a hug if you want it.#and also pledging you my undying allegiance for life. <3

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lbhslefttiddie · 2 years ago

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Update: I read the fic instead of sleeping and got juked into around 40k words of YQY and SY father-son relationship feels and then maybe 9k more of actual Qijiu starting to happen (?). I'm fucking dying. I'm also crying as I type this because the entire sequence of the past few chapters is just :^)

eh... you mean mouse on the thorn? its not actually that long is i

what the fUCK

#asks #we ARE getting close to the actual 79s #not next chapter but maybe in like. three chapters #in maybe three chapters 79 will have An Actual Conversation (this time with zero stabbing involved)#it will be so fun and grand #13 is about 65% done so hopefully that is a promising forecast for that speed at which Things Will Happen #the last couple chapters (or really any chapter with sqq being Like That) have been trickier than is normal for me i think #bc im trying to balance some very conflicting facets of sqq's personality while he is also actively getting worse!!#but stabbing yqy was intended as like. the truly worst thing (for him) that he could have done #so he's more or less hit rock bottom. which is also to say that The Improving will slowly be creeping its way in #against sqq's will #mottau

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musicrunsthroughmysoul · 5 months ago

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When will the cruel mental illness be over...

#was feeling absolutely wretched last night after I showered so I decided to watch a Big Country concert from 1995 #and not only was it ROUGH but I was also spoiled of some of BC's 'Why the Long Face?' songs and I was like #'oh no...this is what that album sounds like? so gratingly and unmistakeably '90s that they could've been by Alanis Morrisette #and I wouldn't have known the difference? ah. well...great. now I know how I'll feel about that album.' :| lol #(I actually do not intend shade toward Alanis btw. but surely anyone understands that by listening to even Jagged Little Pill it sounds #like there is no way those songs could've come from literally any other decade but the '90s. and that's what that BC album sounds like too #I'm betting. :/ which is disappointing tbh. although I liked ''I'm Not Ashamed''! but it too ended very '90s-ish and I was like 'dammit'...#well! now I know what order I'll listen to BC's last three albums in; saving WTLF for last...lol #also no watching the concert did not make me feel better and I didn't even finish it (but I was too tired to anyway)

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synonymroll648 · 2 years ago

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practice transmasc sophie drawing :)

#sophie deserves top surgery because i deserve top surgery #in this au sophie is nonbinary and i am a trans guy but we can still both have top surgery #they've saved the world multiple times. i haven't killed anyone. i think we deserve a treat y'know?#also they get board shorts because they get put in fem wear too much and they canonically don't like the super fem stuff #(i also want hawaiian pattern board shorts. i am not projecting w/ this piece at ALL what are you talking about)#irl the color contrast is much higher and brighter #but the lighting was mid when i took this photo #uhhhh hmmm what else do i want to say #ok so 1) i swear i didn't intend to make sophie's shorts look reminiscent of the american flag it just Happened #2) doing colored pencil over marker when you know you're gonna be blending said colored pencil is a shit idea because you have to redo the #marker lines. speaking from experience w/ this drawing :/ so in the future the plan is do sketch then colors then lineart #hmmm yeah ig that's it for now. nvm one last thing - this is one out of at least three practice drawings leading up to a big sokeefitz piece #:)#alright actual tags now #kotlc #keeper of the lost cities #kotlc fanart #sophie foster fanart #transmasc!sophie foster #transmasc!sophie #trans!sophie foster #trans!sophie #nonbinary!sophie #nonbinary!sophie foster #oh fun fact the white on the shorts is paint pen. it kinda fucks with the shading in some areas but it looks good enough that i'm leaving it

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wizardlyghost · 4 months ago

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i can't keep my silence anymore so i'm gonna say it: i do not get the gale-is-hot hype. like i'm happy for all of y'all but that man loves the sound of his own voice so much. i enjoy him as the annoying talking animal friend but i cannot see the sexual icon that has inspired so much of the fanart i'm sorry.

#it might also partially be that wizards in bg3 are kind of meh tbh #like i love wizards in dnd but a big part of the fun is in the versatility of convincing the dm to let you cast spells in creative ways #whereas in a video game there's a very definite list of things that a spell has been coded to do which is more limiting #so bringing gale is like ok let me fill up one of my three companion slots with the guy who will be knocked out before he gets a turn #and also his whole personal arc is like the friend who cheated on his ex and is having a complicated time about it #like alright dude come on pick yourself back up. no i'm not gonna kiss you i saw what happened to your last relationship.#no don't do the stupid thing to try and stick it to your ex you were the asshole in that situation just let it go man cmon #idk when this turned into a gale hate post that's not what i intended #i don't hate him i just see way too many red flags for him to parse as remotely fuckable #bg3

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maraschinotopped · 8 months ago

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