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you have to transition. even if youre in your 40s 50s 60s. its your duty to make this world a better place

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i wish the lesbian community on here cared about transfems as they do he/him lesbians lmfao.

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Please be quiet ;)

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Tsuchiya Kōitsu (土屋光逸) , (1870 - 1949).

"Moon at Miyajima "

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“can mutuals dm you?” my mutuals can fire me from a cannon through a brick wall, looney tunes style. as long as we’re all having fun

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ANYWAY i love you trans women you are some of the kindest sweetest smartest people ive ever had the privilege of having in my life. i would not be where i am without you, your mere existence makes the world infinitely better. i am always praying for your safety & happiness

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ANYWAY i love you trans women you are some of the kindest sweetest smartest people ive ever had the privilege of having in my life. i would not be where i am without you, your mere existence makes the world infinitely better. i am always praying for your safety & happiness

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ANYWAY i love you trans women you are some of the kindest sweetest smartest people ive ever had the privilege of having in my life. i would not be where i am without you, your mere existence makes the world infinitely better. i am always praying for your safety & happiness

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An amateur orchid grower works in the window of his greenhouse in Silver Spring, Maryland, April 1971.Photograph by Gordon Gahan, National Geographic

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buying him time

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oh the dreaddddddd the dread everybody the dread? you know the dread?

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Almost exactly one year ago, my Dad made fun of some some cosplayers heading to the annual anime convention. This single mention sent me on the following sequence of thoughts and actions:

Remembering that I always wanted to go to anime conventions back in high school but was scared of my family disapproving.

Realizing that, now that I'm an adult with my own car and money, I can go without even telling anyone.

Realizing that, if I went, I'd want to cosplay.

Realizing that, even though I thought of myself as male at the time, the only cosplay that was appealing to me were female characters, specifically Hitori Gotoh from Bocchi the Rock.

Studying and practicing makeup to see if I could pass as a woman, specifically Hitori.

Despairing that I would never know enough makeup to pass as a woman.

Realizing from the crippling dysphoria I was suddenly feeling (and a bunch of other shit that I'd repressed for years) that I was trans.

Coming out to a bunch of people.

Getting laser hair removal.

Going on HRT.

Buying a $32.99 Hitori Gotoh cosplay set.

Buying a ticket for the local anime convention.

And tomorrow I'll go to the convention wearing the cosplay that sparked my transition. Thank you, Bocchi!

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It should be illegal for third parties to tell you what to do with your corpse when you die. For the record if any of my followers want to turn my skull into a cup? That’s fine. You want to make my femur into a table leg? I’ll accept that. You want to use my skeleton as a tool for education? NO! I hate learning and never support it.

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Still alive, still need help

i'm so so sorry we have to keep doing this. but i'm applying to several jobs each day and getting nothing back, and our food's really low, and we have rent to make again this month ($550 on top of everything else as usual). things remain terrible and i threw out my back and fucked up my wrists carrying groceries to save the delivery fee so i've been in a lot of pain and consistently at least a little hungry and i know it's selfish but it's my birthday this month and i want to feel a little bit less like i'm drowning for it. i dunno. staying alive takes priority

PP / VM / CA

If you'd like to help even a little we really appreciate it. thank you

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idk if it's only me who noticed this, but what's the point of being like "racism bad!! equality for all!!" when you disbelieve people of color when they tell you about microaggressions they experience on a daily basis? like i've truly noticed this trend where it's lucrative to be anti-racist on paper--to reblog token posts that make it seem you're wholeheartedly behind certain issues--only to turn around and act as if poc are an inconvenience / nuisance / too sensitive for pointing out certain behavior you don't deem problematic or hurtful enough. and to me that's nothing if not a full on erasure of that person's lived experience

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can someone recommend some beginner normal behaviors for someone looking to become normal

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taking the porn off tumblr just made us all hornier. it used to be that we’d only sexualize basic things, like human bodies. but now?? you wouldn’t believe the things my mutuals are getting off to