#this was fun to draw! but also you can SEE me fucking struggling w that design
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#terraria#digital art#artists on tumblr#my character#character: andromeda#fanart#fan character#described in alt text#this was fun to draw! but also you can SEE me fucking struggling w that design#and the crown especially#i just gave up and did. that thing lol#ALSO painting the crystals and stuff was kind of an impulse decision but i like how it turned out!#haven't acc played terraria since january so uh.......#i've kinda been unhealthily obsessed w a different game#but maybe i'll open terraria again who knows#art
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Horse Riding lesson! 🐴
Wrote a short scene for this cause my mind wouldn't stop replaying it over and over while I worked this.
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Struggling against the rag that bound his hands behind his back, he tried to ignore the chuckle from the man who put him in this position. "Stanley! Y'know this was not what I was referring to when I asked for your assistance when learning to ride a horse!"
"Aww, sug'r~" Stan's throaty purr sent a wave of heat up Ford's spine. "This is gonna help ya, you hafta learn to stay on yer mount if ya gonna be ridin' it."
"Then why must I be in your lap, instead of practicing on an actual horse? And why do you insist on chewing on that?"
"Becuz darlin' it's like chewing gum in a way." Stan pinched the wheat between his teeth. "And the last time you tried to ride a horse, you ended up in the horse's trough. Remember?"
"Don't remind me," Ford groaned as another chuckle tumbled from his brother. "But I don't see how your argument counters, the fact that I can't practice on a real horse."
"N' all honesty, I'm all the practice yur gonna need. Y'know I got all the horsepower." He ran his hands up Ford's thighs as he moved to give his butt a squeeze. "I mean, I know yur buns do~"
"St-Stanely," Ford gritted his teeth, as blood rushed across his face.
"Wha? Ain't like I'm lyin', I can still hear yur pretty voice singin' my name as we fucked n' the barn." Caressing his twin's sides as the memory replayed.
"And I still remember all the prude language that left your mouth too," Ford grumbled at the strong hands that danced along his trunk and ushered forth another wave of satisfying warmth.
"N' I still remember how disheveled yur hair was while your face was redder than that time ma got mad at us for playin' in mud after she just washed our clothes."
"I also remember dad chasing us because they were our good clothes too," he smiled as the sound of Stan's laughter rang in the air, like music to his ears. He listened to the tune a little longer before he cleared his throat. "So about my lesson, are you gonna help me or not?"
"Sure am darlin'," Stan spat out the wheat before he leaned up to capture his brother's lips. Stan strummed Ford's cords, drawing out lustful melodic moans as he stuck his tongue into Ford's mouth. Joining in on the song libidinous desires. He bucked his hips to usher out another chorus of bubbling lust between them.
Pausing their record, Stan drew back to get a look at Ford as he panted through closed eyes with a cherry-red bridge stretching across his face. Admiring how the sunset streaming through the widow panted his brother's features.
"I say we take this to the bedroom," Stan purred, tightening his hold on his brother. He stood up from the couch, tossing his brother over his shoulder. "Alrighty cowboy, let's go give ya that lesson~" Smacking his brother's butt as he sauntered to their room.
"St-Stanley, w-wait, this isn't what I was referring to!" He squirmed, as he was carried out of the den, up the stairs, and down the hall toward their room.
"Stanleeeyyy!" Ford shouted as the bedroom door was shut and locked behind them.
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Had a ton of fun writing that, lol. This is my second time drawing ranch life/cowboy 30!stans. (Honestly, I should draw them more often. Because Stan's with that hair is doing something for me🥵.) The first time I drew them was two years ago for another set of Halloween stancest drawings I did. The drawings. I had liked this au idea so much that I wrote a fic about it but never actually finished it😅 So maybe I'll do that sometime soon... Anyway, have some ranch life stancest! 🧡🤎
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hehe, horny dream, hehe
WC: 915
Pairing: James Wilson/Gregory House
Mentions of; Wet dreams
House pants softly, purposely avoiding looking in the mirror so he doesn't have to feel as humiliated as he would if he did look up.
"Uhuh.." Wilsons tuts, pulling at House's hair. Forcing him to see himself in the mirror parallel from the two of them.
"No looking away, House. That would take the fun out of the mirror being there." He said with a head tilt. His gaze traveling over House's body as he looked at him through the mirror.
The two of them observe House's body. Wilson appreciating the hickey's and flushed face. House, on the other hand, simply forced to watch his face contort with pleasure as Wilson dragged his hand down at an agonizingly slow pace.
"Look at yourself. Panting like a bitch in heat.."
House lets out a defiant huff, his breath quickening as Wilson's grip tightened in all the right places. Drawing out grunts from him as Wilson did so. He struggled against the rope bound against his wrists.
"You act all high and mighty. Thinking you're above making human error," He mutters, "thinking you can defeat God. It's pathetic, House." Wilson says credulously.
House inhales sharply, "Don't be a, hypocrite, Wilson-" He started, his hair being tugged harder to stop him from continuing. Eliciting a gasp and some pants from him.
"Did I say you could speak?" Wilson challenges, waiting to see if House would respond. Only earning another defiant huff, "..That's what I thought."
"..Can I at least-"
Wilson let out an annoyed huff, "God, always so defiant. Can't you just do what you're told?"
House let out a quiet chuckle, "I thought that's what you liked about me, Jimmy.."
"..Hm,"
"Well? No comeback? No hair pulling for being 'defiant'?" House challenges with another chuckle, feeling Wilson's grip loosen around his hair. Making him able to turn his head to lock eyes with Wilson, his usual cunning smile adorning his face. The kind of smile that Wilson hated seeing yet somehow adored at the same time.
"We both know you like me being a bit of a bitch when it comes to this. Also, would it kill you to shut up and fuck me already?"
And with that, Wilson's eyes snapped open.
He immediately sat up, his face flush with embarrassment and a disturbing amount of arousal that dream caused.
"...Oh God.." Wilson mumbles, looking down and seeing an unfortunate way to wake up, some would say.
Especially since he didn't have a lot of time to get ready for once.
Later in the day, Wilson is sitting in his office. Ignoring House the majority of the day due the dream he had.
House huffs out a breath of annoyance as he enters Wilson's office through the balcony. Causing Wilson to briefly glance up before looking back down at his paperwork.
House brings his cane up to Wilson's head, tapping it against his forehead.
"You've been ignoring me, why?" He questions, leaning against his cane as he places it down on the floor again.
Wilson sighs, "I have the right to not talk to you, y'know?" He said in a snippy tone.
"Whoa, whoa, whoa! Cool it there bucko..." House said with a raised hand and small smile. Which soon fell when he realized Wilson's demeanor hadn't changed.
"..I'm just wondering, you usually eat with me at lunch. You ate here. In your office. Alone. And, you're quiet. Which means you're thinking about something. But you've also been avoiding me, so, it's not medical."
Wilson stuttered over his words, "You- You're overthinking it.. I just wanted a quiet afternoon," He excused quietly, feeling his face beginning to flush. "Is that so ba-"
"So, it's personal then?" House asked, cutting Wilson off.
"It's, not- You-"
"And it's about me isn't it?" House interrupts again, absolutely cheesing at Wilson stammering over his own words.
"You've been dreaming about me, Jimmy? How naughty.. Was I naked?" He questions crassly.
"How the hell would you know it was a dream out of all things? Maybe, I'm just upset with you in general! Ever think about that!?" Wilson snapped.
House shrugs, "Just an assumption. Easy thing to jump too since you're as red as a bleeding rectum."
"God, alright fine! Yea, I had a dream, and it was about you. Happy now? You were, sitting on my lap and," Wilson trails off, running a hand through his hair before sighing.
"You, were naked, and were enjoying every second of it." He mumbles out, a look of shame and embarrassment on his face.
"..Was that the answer you were hoping for?" He questions in a snappy tone, looking up at House with a peeved expression. House's face showing a minimal amount of shock.
After a painful amount of time had passed, about less than a minute, House tossed his cane to the side as he spoke, "Well! No need for dreams to stay dreams, Wilson!" His tone surprisingly cheery as he sat himself down on Wilson's desk.
"What," Wilson started.
"Uhuh, open your legs, Doctor." House ordered, seeing Wilson's face turn into a more vibrant color of red.
"HOUSE." Wilson protested as House moved his chair back slightly with his good leg.
"Oh, come on. You can't just brush me off now. You had a full on dream about you having me take you up my ass! You cannot not expect me to move on with my day after such a big confession." House's tone only irritated Wilson instead of persuading him.
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Would you like some strangely elaborate specific ass headcanons? Of course you do!!!! Also I'm outsourcing a very specific dilemma. But you have to Learn My Methods first. Okay? Okay!!!!
PIERCINGS. AS STORYTELLING DEVICES. GO!!!!
Okay! So what the hell are we looking at and what exactly am I trying to determine, here? Well!!! There's a few different facets to this.
FIRST OF ALL. REALLY REALLY CUTE AND ALWAYS SO FUN TO ME
One, two, three!!! They're a set of three, and they're marked as such by how many sets of piercings they have in their ears. It's such a small detail that happened more by coincidence than intent, but it makes drawing all three of them together feel coherent and again, fun! I also really like the storytelling/contrast of the Askr siblings having golden jewerly, while Moe's is in silver (it does mix silver and gold more broadly -- but I'm talking just the face/ears here!). You get the sense (... in addition to Moe's more scruffy appearance in general), that one is from a more "common" background.
Okay, but what's all that text? STORYTELLING.... 2
Piercings, as a way to indicate connections to other characters, and to imply background information.
First example, it's noted that Bruno has had his in for a long time (... kind of regretting the specificness of "as a kid". That's supposed to have implications, but tbh it may be more fitting for Bruno as a whole to simply have said, "A Long Time"). He wears something modest, maybe a common stone, but still eye-catching. I like to think Alfonse became enamored with it (guys can also do this???), same way he was completely smitten by all of Zacharias. One extremely questionable piercing job courtesy of Zacharias himself and egged on by Sharena (who made a generous donation and/or sacrifice from her own jewelry box) later, it's a miracle he managed to heal them. Equally impressive is how long he managed to hide them as a teenager.
Meanwhile, you see Sharena's example is pretty straightforward! Assigned ear-stabbing at birth. It worked out well, though! Aside from that one time where her piercings mysteriously closed up and they had to be re-done, when she was little. Which could mean nothing. Alls well that ends well! In fact, she liked the look so much she decided to get another set done! Which may or may not come back later...
I will admit, the saddle plugs on Bruno were an impulse decision I made drawing this out (so not a super strong design headcanon, and maybe I could draw it better w more practice tbh, test run ect ect), BUT. MORE IMPORTANTLY. That idea, AND NEXT UP: STORYTELLING... 3.
On top of noting significant connections and providing background information -- here, you have gaining more and/or doing different Things with your piercings, as a way to indicate the passage of time or a change of taste. Woah, that's a lot of text! That's just my autism showing, I'll do you a favor -- with Moe specifically, the biggest takeaway here is:
One, two, three. There are other iderations of Moe of course, plenty of awkward in-between stages. But as I've developed it, I've found that there's like... three really plot relevant parts of its life. One easy to forget, two OH GOD OH FUCK, three that's the guy who lives here now. AWESOME!!!!
OKAY. OKAY. PEONY she has BEEN HERE THIS WHOLE TIME. What's up with that?
So we have background implications/information, we have connections to other characters, and NOW. WE HAVE. Paths that diverge. Sharena, 2. Peony, 1. Plus, a little bit of shape language with those tear drop earrings... on Sharena specifically...... ohghhghhf........
I've always been really indecisive with my Peony designs (for some reason it has been SUCH A STRUGGLE FOR ME), but I do like the simplicity of this one actually. The "Princess Peach core" note about Sharena is more about her color palette, but after writing that I went You know what. Fuck it *gives Peony Princess Peach earrings*. This does feel subject to change, but the idea they could be like water droplets is so cutes... I have really wanted to give Peony earrings with a blue gem though, BECAUSE...
The blue and silver are a nod to this reoccurring detail on Peony! So not only does it tie back to Sharena (IMPORTANT), it also (theoretically.) ties together nicely overall!!
Okay. So. Where does this leave me. Why did I draw all this out? All these little details that exist in my mind, why did I go out of my way to create this elaborate in-depth demonstration? Remember when I said I was gonna outsource some shit?
PROBLEM: I NEVER. EVER. EVEEEERRRRRR KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH LIF'S EARRINGS‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ AND THE LACK OF DIRECTION IS BECOMING MORE AND MORE GLARING EVERY FUCKING TIME I DRAW HIM‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
And what prompted all of this. What REALLY made me Think About This. I did another "ehhh Fuck It" with Lif's piercings, where he's sharing a panel with Moe, and
Ooughgughfhghhh...... them having the same earring arrangement.
But then. Then. I got autism brained about it. I can see Bruno having fuck all time to stretch his ears while on some gayass journey (... the. Timelines. Time in between Events. Maybe he wouldn't have full big stretched ears in Book 1. HOWEVER). Inconvenient, maybe, but if he's dedicated to the grind. He can do it. And I mean, have you seen his muscles? Dude CARES about his appearance. Meanwhile Moe ABSOLUTELY had fuck all time to stretch its ears before arriving in Askr. Then I'm thinking about Alfonse. NEVERMIND how much time it takes to stretch your ears, I'm thinking about the Number Rules. I'm thinking about how he's One, the first guy of a set of Three. I'm thinking about the Number Rule, to indicate Time. Why WOULD he have Three? The Number Rule, as Paths Diverging. There's Two of him, not Three. ALSO ASKING MYSELF "Would Alfonse get more piercings???" LIKE NO. BECAUSE. THE. THE RULE OF THREE. THE ONE TWO THREE. WERE YOU EVEN LISTENING‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😫😫😫😫😫
Idk am I just insane. Am I a lost cause. Lif's ears are usually covered up by his long shaggy hair anyway. But really that does just make any time any piercings Would be visible, just. I am just so deeply conflicted torn between Goth Alt Men Hot and THE METHODS‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ THE STORYTELLING THE METHODS MY DEEPLY INTRICATE RITUALS‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥
#fire emblem#feh#bro why do i have the intricate piercing hc autism................... of all flavors of autism..........#like even within my special interest. i am on some NICHE bullshit. all of yhe fucking time.#the number rules only go for ear piercings. btw. if that fucking means anything#do you wanna hear more oddly specific piercing hcs.#something i lowkey regret my most recent summer sharena is i think it would have been cute to give her a navel piercing#and it was be soooooo funny. of both askr siblings were like. okay well i want a hidden piercing actually.#again like almost we got the rule of threes here too. if we were to fuse them we would have one fully decked out guy.#* most recent summer shari being the one i did for sharena week! it's like a year tradition for me... to draw a Her..#anyways i spent so long typing yhis up and i haven't even done text transcribs yet. goodbye forever.#fe alfonse#sharena#fe bruno#fe peony#fe lif#moe tag#summoner oc#moe ref#yeah sure actually. i'll file this under that. you get a p good look at its piercing arrangements at least#past and present.#now the real question is do i tag mani... that's... moe isn't it? but the same rings true for mani. aesthetically.#eh.#mani tag#my art
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ok ok one last insanity check for everyone ok this is a lil different. like lemme just say im clearly someone who likes to go to the dark zone but also try and claw my way back out. i do sappy funny shit most of the time. and the writing of this thing has gotten long and insane, timelines have jumped as i try and parse events. as in i started w a scenario where raph nearly got sold out to his father and is rescued by his brothers immediately. we go to a place where he wasnt and is rescued later. theres been inbetweens where hes rescued but bad things happen despite that. all of this has led me to like his inner turmoils (diagnosis) and the other characters inner turmoils more. how they feel about each other how theyve coped. its good to jump around so im glad i havent said too much as if its all set in stone. im glad im not trying to write a fanfiction to SHARE if that makes sense.
my current shit that has gotten the longest was from the worst case scenario of his lack of rescue and i feel like... i dont need to say what that was? but i think i should point out that descent has a second meaning. its not just the spiralling downward, its also the root word of descendant. that was my feeling about the poetry of it.
so ill say i do feel like im in the danger zone of being fucking murdered for this but i wanna say it anyway cuz i think itll be ok. i think you guys will get it cuz ur being nice. im exploring shit and having fun. it gets raw, it gets hard, but its working out.
so i started writing this au as "ok so heres a scene where raph is just hanging out w casey, hes trying to tell her to control her anger, and theyre fighting a bit. and he fucking flashes back and realized hes a csa victim. let the story unravel from there"
and im currently in the. insane writing area of "what if ur presumed aborted kids come back from the future/pocket dimension to take care of u cuz theyre like 30 and have coped w what they are and know you have no adults around who give a shit. and theyre amazing and kind and want to help you."
shits.......... gone off the rails. idk what else to say. i am having fun exploring insanity and seeing if i can reign it in. if i didnt do that i wouldnt have come up w half the shit i have. so like. uh. idk if youll see anything of said thing okay. its weird i know it is. but honestly i feel like the insanity and seeing how real i can make it feel, how i can parse feelings over it is working well. maybe this all sounds spoilery or weird. i was really thinking "ill just draw out things chronologically" but im struggling with that for some reason. but this au is on my mind uh 24/7 and its good to just be like "ok, heres where my head is at, if thats not what you wanna hear about it the unfollow button is right there"
but i also feel like ive been OVERLY POINTING OUT. that this isnt a story for kids. so please try not to judge me too harshly. its just a fucking.... how insane can i go and tell you about it thing. i guess.
#wcs#really just saying all this cuz i cant draw anything rn. ive been staring at the same panels of raph meeting casey for a week. im strugglin#im very open to questions and stuff but like. dont bite my head off cuz im weird#im not trying to sound judgmental i just know people can be sensitive and like! i get it i used to be SO sensitive but im just like#ok lets talk this out lets see if this is ok#i guess im worried it sounds like the whole. you know DNI everyone here has which is totally fine were not doing that#its not like that. its very much abt being the result of something you had no say in#how you parse being the result of something so heinous#how you deal w being forced to do that. theres a reason they need therapy. even if it comes at a cost#maybe the cost wasnt clear to them but can YOU figure out what it was?#k im gonna go try and like. keep writing shit idk if youll ever see again. or kms ahahah
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The rambles for W O R M painting!!!
This one’s a long one so get a snack and enjoy the show!
first order of businesses is all the other photos I have!!!!!
Other nature placements that I got:
Then! The individual worms plus the back of the guys in case anyone is curious about the inerworkings and mechanisms:
The little guy in better lightings aka the floor:
progress photos:
The sketch can be seen here if you want to look at it :D AND THATS ALL THE PHOTOS!!!!!
WIND WORBS:
I forgot his legs had skin tone and fucked it up when I went to add them so that’s why it had to be cut out and turned into a month long project! It wasn’t supposed to tale this longggggggg!!!!!
Anyways I love how he turned out and he got a little wind waker too! The embroidery on his knees is little waves and I really wanted to point it out cause they make me so happy :D
I ALSO LOVE HOW HIS HAIR TURNED OUT it looks so floofy :3 he was also supposed to have earrings but I forgot to paint them… you can probably still see them in the paper drawing tho
Okay, so The Wimdy Boy, yes? We love him and you can probably recognize him, but everyone else is also here! Just in case it’s not clear, which I think it should be, but I also just want to talk about them soooooo
Hyrule: the fully green one with speckled bits. He also has the stab scar from Dink in aol that was revealed in “Scars”(I think that’s what it was called? The page with scars tall) He was probably the easiest to make but was also the last one I did so maybe there’s correlation there?
Legend: PINK!!!! I did him so dirty with this one he’s pink with Christmas colored spots and looks so goofy :D I treated his as a kinda dark world form so he had to be pink cause pinky little guy :D The Christmas colors are from his tunic and under tunic! I probably should’ve done a bit of yellow for the embroidery but ah well. He’s also got one of my favorite shapes of all the wormies C:
Warriors: BLUE BOY SO LONG AND FLOWY HE LOOKS LIKE HIS SCORF he’s also got orange bits in reference to his scarf’s embroidery! I know he’s got a lot of green in his design but if I included all the green they’d all look kinda similar sooooooo blue boy :3
Four: RAINBOW LITTLE GUY they’ve also got the goofy face, looks like a muppet, the idiot (/aff) the blending of the colors there was so annoying >:( how could they do this to me :C
Sky: Okay, I really didn't want to do worms in the chain’s clothes but I feel I need a pass for sky! The big sailcloth is so important to his design!!!! And he’s still got the shirt color and red gem bits put into the design too. ANYWAYS CURLY GUY HE DOIN’ A FLIP!!!
Wild: similarly to Sky, he needed the cloak. Without it he would’ve looked way too similar to Wars and I needed a big difference. ALSO HE’S TINY LITTLE GUY LITTLE LITTLE GUY :3
Time: I struggled with his colors but ended up doing the armour colors plus the face scars I SHOULDVE MADE PNE OF THE EYES WHITE NOOOOOOOO I FORGOT :C
Twilight: BIG FLOOF OF FUR THEN THE GREEN/BROWN OF THE REST OF THE CLOTHES!!! I’m so sorry dude, your placement looked okay on the paper but in a 2.5D area he doesn’t look as floaty as the rest :(((
YOU THOUHT WE WERE DONE? NOPE!!!! IT’S PLOT TIME >:3
You can see this one of 3 ways! (All of them can be correct, but they do have different vibes soooo)
Worms, silly worms doing silly stuff :P
The chain has been magically turned into worms! Oh no! What will we do? Luckily Wind is still Hylian so hopefully he can turn them back! For now though let’s have some fun, with the rest of the chain super light, they can play in the Wind Waker breeze :D
THE EVIL WHUMP OPTION >:3
So Wind is looking kinda magical with his white eyes, pose, and he’s got the Wind Waker out so magic is happening no? And yes, it could totally be a breeze summoning song, but you know what else the boy can do? Something questionably okay on mindless monsters and the good of the people and with consent, but if it were to be maybe used on people without their knowledge… that that wouldn’t be good right? :3
YES THE COMAND MELODY! Wind is evil and turned the whole chain into worms on strings because… uhhhh I don’t know why… emotional turmoil, grew-up-too-fast trauma, just wants to finally have a break and play, and you know what he can play with? BAM WORMS ON STRINGS >:3
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Even after all the time this took me I am so unbelievably happy with it, I love it so much and might change my pfp to something from it someday AIGUDGIDLHSOYCPJFPUG LITTLE GUYS :DDDDDDDD
Anyways, this has been all I’ve spent my weekends and free time on this past month, so I hope you enjoyed it and the rants! If you’re curious about any portions in particular then absolutely shoot me an ask I’d love to talk more about it!!! :D
#Lamp can draw#Director’s cut#Kinda#I just talked about the little guys and showed alternate pictures :D#lu wind#lu time#lu four#lu chain#lu hyrule#lu legend#lu sky#lu warriors#lu twilight#lu wild#worm on a string#that’s a tag apparently
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Yes.
so tired of people not knowing who aki and haru is that I decided to take it in my own hands, oh and also honey <3 but anyways my brain hates me and decided that it’s going to hyperfixated on underrated characters and then captures me and forces me to draw fan art so here’s aki, haru, and honey [also Headcanon for all three, ignore how I completely forgot about trois ❤️]
ignore how it looks bad I’m trying to experiment with my artstyle okay hc
Ages? Aki: 28 [cmon his a teacher] haru is probably like 27 and honey has a confirmed age I think it’s 20!!! how the fuck did haru and Aki steal the uniforms? I feel like haru and aki have known each other ever since they were like 14 so since then they’ve just been stealing??? And when people suspected shit [aka when they were on the verge of graduating] they stopped but then continued when they turned 25/26 and they like started stealing again 💀💀💀 and then they got caught and started escaping and ended up in nanbaka ❤️
also yes I created my own ship and stated shipping aki and haru bc I can’t see ppl as friends ❤️❤️❤️ plus they just look gay 🙁 also what the hell are YOU going to do about it? 💀 anyways I’m trying to come up w a creative ass names and it’s not working
also I’m also just rlly going to be making haru and aki fanart and will share my couple gfs there bc I’m uh not straight 😭 omg aki looks terrifying I swear I will do better in my next art piece
fun fact aki means fall and haru means spring and that jst made me ship them more, i have problems k? Anyways haru has his own restaurant and it’s running very goodly, he first worked for chimney [aka also his master which im pretty sure is canon] but then got his own restaurant 🔥🔥🔥
queer hcs: Aki is queer [he dosent label himself] and he uses any pronouns bro does not gaf
haru is def pansexual and is on the demiromantic spectrum pronouns I feel like he would go with he/them or he/him
honey is for sure bisexual and and I feel like he would be bigender hear me out okay???? He looks bigender, anygays he/her or she/him if his felling goofy they/them but mostly mixed online like she/him!!!!
Ik trois ain’t on here but im also just going to slide it in [yes like that.] I feel like he would also be like fuckibg bisexual, asexual spectrum!!! Pronouns he/him
oh I also ship honey and trois they’re adorable!!
As for like their jobs I already explained Harus but I feel like aki have worked with elementary, middle and high school for some reason??? He worked in high school the most tho. I also feel like he had his own like room and office which he decorated, now idk if they have like a semester for health but if they did that’s nice. Haru and aki were def roommates in like college like I said they were friends ever since like they were 14!!! Also aki is just a nickname for him his real name is akifumi but ppl started calling him aki bc he literally looks like the season autumn so yeah, Harus name is just haru idfk 💀 also haru is half French and aki is half Russian and no one can stop me from hc that! Haru knows French and aki barely knows Russian but he thugs it out after all bro is in Japan he dosent need to know Russian for that LMAO. Also I feel like aki was rlly popular in high school bc he played like volleyball and haru was like the weird kid but when they became friends haru also became popular [after some struggle ofc] also chimney took haru in when he was like 13 LMAO so yeah
#nanbaka#Haru nanbaka#aki nanbaka#honey nanbaka#trois nanbaka#nanbaka honey x trois#honey x trois#Art#artwork#artist#nanbaka fanart
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Okay if you don’t mind then I have a request for my birthday you can post it on 19th april or after it’s fine tbh don’t overwork yourself cause I will be angry at you D:<< cause remember there’s another reader but there’s no other you <3 also I’m so horny thinking about this so… yeah this is the slut inside of me telling me to release her
Okay so my request is mean!Bucky where he bullies the reader cause he’s secretly in love w her so he makes her do his homework but she accidentally give him a bad grade and so he’s angry saying something like “you’re going to regret to ever humiliates me with this shit” and he makes fun of her in public like pulling at her skirt and tugging her hair and everyone else will just laugh and stare at her. Then he pulls her up with her undies and give her wedgies and say “aw little slut is using cute underwear for everyone else to see pathetic” but she can’t help being wet over it. Then drags her to his car and goes to his place and he humiliates her. When they get in his room he hangs her by her panties and put her in his closet and like “you can stay over there while I do something else more important” and he sets up a camera and then goes back and drags her by her hair. Then he makes her hump his shoe while telling her to watch her in the mirror being a fucktoy and she blushes. Then he spanks her while trapping her head on his cock and then he finally fucks her saying “wouldn’t it be funny if I cum inside you and getting you pregnant, then you’re really is a slut like everyone is saying” and while she struggles he slaps her to shut her up and pissing inside of her. At the end he’s like “everyone else but me will be horrified looking at how much of a whore you are luckily you have me, don’t you doll”
Happy birthday babe!!!!! I hope this is what you were looking for!!! <;3
Bucky Barnes x Reader; mean/bully!bucky, dub/non con, public humiliation, wedgies, panty hanging?, video recording, shoe riding, facefucking, rough oral sex m receiving, vaginal sex, unprotected sex, creampie, degradation, piss kink- piss in pussy,
ANY HATE WILL BE DELETED THIS IS A JUDGEMENT FREE ZONE DON’T LIKE, DON’T INTERACT; MINORS DO NOT INTERACT 18+
“I got a fucking ‘D’! You said I was guaranteed a ‘B’ you idiot! Now I have to ace the damn test or I’m in shit with the teacher. You’re gonna make sure I pass it or else… You’re gonna fucking regret ever humiliating me with this pathetic shit you call homework. C’mon,” Bucky growled, grabbing your upper arm and forcing you to follow after him, stumbling out of the lecture hall. He brought you to the lower commons, a grassy field out of the main trek, where only the frat guys hung out, drinking beer and smoking cigarettes and weed alike, fucking sorority girls out in the open.
“Heyyy there’s Buck and his little tutor girl, finally comin’ to play?” one of the guy called out, as you and Bucky approached a little cluster of frat bros.
“Maybe, I mean, look at her! Wearin’ a skirt to her knees like a fuckin’ nun,” Bucky laughed as he reached down and tugged on your skirt, lifting it until your underwear was visible. “Aw, look, the little slut is wearing cute underwear for everyone else to see, how pathetic. Oughta be wearing fuckin’ granny panties not these cute things. They are good for one thing though,” he grinned maliciously, reaching behind you and grabbing the panties, yanking them tight against you, making you squeal. His friends laughed, egging Bucky on as he mocked you.
Bucky dropped your skirt and pulled at your ponytail, drawing your head back, another squeak falling from your lips. “Shut up doll, you don’t get to speak after fuckin’ up my assignment. In fact, I have a better idea than fuckin’ here. Sorry boys, you’ll see more later,” he said, turning around and waving at his friends, his other stand still holding your panties tight against your clit and holes, forcing you to walk that way, the fabric rubbing and making you clench emptily, wetting the material.
Bucky walked you to his car, keeping his hand under your skirt, but from the top now, holding your panties high and tight, keeping you on your toes. He pushed you into the passenger seat, buckling you in before you could fix your underwear, then he grabbed your arms and pressed them to the seat.
“Don’t fuckin’ move,” he warned, and you nodded, flinching as he slammed the door shut, walking around the front of the car and climbing into the driver’s side. Bucky kept one hand firmly on your thigh, massaging it light then hard, as he drove back to his off campus apartment.
By the time the two of you got there, Bucky parking in his usual spot, you had bruises developing on your thigh and you couldn’t stop shifting, feeling your panties rub against your clit, making you wetter. You were embarrassed, but Bucky just grinned at you before climbing out and circling around and pulling you out of the car. His hand was tight on your upper arm, dragging you after him as he went into his building, pushing you into an elevator.
Bucky pushed a button then pressed you up against the wall, slotting his knee in between your legs. “Go on doll, know you’re desperate, do it,” he goaded, and you whimpered, hesitantly rocking your hips, dragging your pussy over his thigh. You squirmed, the denim of his jeans rough against your lower lips, but you couldn’t stop, it feeling too good.
Bucky suddenly pulled away, laughing when you stumbled forwards. He caught you, grabbing your pulled up panties again. “Pathetic, can’t even get yourself off,” he taunted, steering you out of the elevator and towards his apartment door. He unlocked it, pushing you through and kicking the door shut behind him.
“Take that ridiculous fuckin’ skirt off. I don’t know why you insist on wearin’ it, you know it drives me crazy,” Bucky ordered and you quickly shed it, letting it fall to the floor. He walked over to you, hands sliding over your ass cheeks, squeezing them before grabbing your panties again.
You squeaked, hands falling to Bucky’s chest as he walked you two over to his bedroom. He pushed you into his closet, grabbing one of his pants hangers, and clipping it to your underwear.
“Bend over doll, hands on the ground. You need to hang out for a bit while I get everything set up.” You did as he said, bending at the waist and placing your hands on the floor, squealing as Bucky lifted you onto your toes and fingertips, putting the hanger on the rod, making you balance most of your weight on your extremities so nothing would break.
Bucky walked away and you watched him, your clit throbbing from the steady pressure, your holes aching and raw, but you were wetter than ever, humiliated and horrified at yourself, but desperate for more.
Bucky set some things up around the room while you mostly hung there, just barely propped up, your muscles screaming with exhaustion from being stretched out for so long. He finally came back over, unhooking the hanger and unclipping it from your panties, so stretched out they were more than halfway up your back.
You looked up, flinching when you saw the camera. Bucky tsked, grabbing your hair in his fist and pulling you forwards, making you stumble against him until he pushed you to the floor, forcing you to crawl towards the chair he had set up in view of the camera.
He sat down, forcing your head down with him, grinding your face into his crotch. You inhaled, mouth watering as he undid his pants, his big, hard cock springing up and slapping you in the face. You gasped, eyes fluttering as you kissed his cock, trying to make him happy.
He just stared at you, before inhaling deeply and forcing your head away from his dick. “You’re gonna hump my shoe and watch yourself do it, until I say to stop, understand?”
You nodded as best you could, gasping out, “Yes, Bucky.” You started dragging your pussy over his shoe, the panties and laces of his shoes combining to create a horribly perfect friction against your clit.
“God lookit you, you’re just a little fucktoy,” Bucky muttered, and you blushed, cheeks heating up as looked up at him, his eyes dark and his own cheeks flushed. Bucky groaned, rocking his hips back and forth a few times, rutting his dick back against your lips before he forced you to open, pushing your head down on him until his cock was down your throat. He held you there, listening to choke and gurgle, swallowing reflexively as your throat started to spasm. He reached over you, pressing his chest into your head as he spanked your bare ass hard, making you lurch and spasm around him again.
Bucky finally dragged you off his dick, laughing as you coughed. “Pathetic slut, you can’t even take a cock, well, you’re gonna learn real quick,” he groaned as he pulled you up onto his lap, rubbing the tip of his cock against your raw and soaked pussy.
“See, such a fuckin’ slut, you want me to fuck you don’t you baby, go on, say it doll,” Bucky teased, keeping his dick rubbing your cunt, poking at your clit, his fingers pushing your panties out of the way so he could slide his tip along your folds.
“Please Bucky! F-fuck me!” You cried, and he dropped you on his dick, making you scream as you were impaled. It felt like he was in your stomach, you were fuller than ever, twitching in his arms as he fucked up into you.
“There it fuckin’ is, knew it, knew you wanted me, fuckin’ mine now doll, hope you know that. ‘Magine I actually got you pregnant, cause I am gonna breed you baby, so just imagine, you’re fuckin’ pregnant cos’ a’me, then you’d really be that slut everyone says you are.” Bucky sounded wondrous, and you struggled against him, too full and too confused and too close, his dick hitting all kinds of spots inside you.
“Bucky please, I-” He slapped you, shutting you up quickly as you blinked, getting your bearings.
“I’m gonna get you pregnant, and you’re gonna be mine, for-fuckin’-ever, you understand me? You’re- fuck- mine,” Bucky groaned as he came, filling you with his cum, ropes of it shooting inside you. You sighed, slumping against him, feeling a strange sensation inside you.
Bucky sighed heavily, and you realized he was pissing inside you. You moaned, the feeling so foreign but not unwelcome, making you feel fuller than before, wetter than before.
Bucky kept you sitting on his dick, keeping his piss plugged up inside you, grabbing your chin and forcing you to look at him. “Everyone but would be horrified seeing how much of a whore you are. Lucky you have me, aren’t you doll?”
#bucky barnes#bucky barnes smut#bucky barnes x reader#bucky barnes x you#bucky barnes x y/n#rose writes#smut#no y/n#beluga anon
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I got live‘sies so its time to appreciate‘sies some brackrond‘sies detailies
Not rly bc but i live how it looks like were zooming up, and then back down the lodge before and after santafee prologue
Why tf is crutchie su confused when he wakes up
Jack proceeds to sleep with one of just drawings wtf
He waves his hand infront of crutchie like „ur eyes closed yet??“
Al playing and leaning on the rail ahhhh ahshwksmdnxlxl (in case u didnt know: i love albert)
Race laughing and slapping specs
Everyone just deads in their tracks and teams up when Albert gives his coment that went to far
Finch scratching his head is so real
DID BIRD FLY TWEETY BOY JUST LEAN IN FOR A GOODMORNING KISS
AND DID GINGER MF JUST REFUSE BIRD FLY TWEETY BOY HIS KISS??
The slap on his chest like „not now honey“ 😭swejfcizp
Ike and mike arent in the same thibgy thing. For fucks sake thank god cuz its been bothering me for a while how they only get mentioned in the same context. I hate it when they do that. Wait nvm that looked like mush but it actually was mike.
Naw sniper can be so adorable
Did i mention i fucking love jojo
Smalls snd finch sharing a room ™️
Crutchie is so done w jacks bullshit
LMAO BUTTONS COMBING HIS HAIR
Albert posing infront of the „mirror“ is so me tbh
Ive mever seen anyone struggle this mutch to out on a hat as blink. All those tbh thats smt that could be me prolly
Specs babe what r u doing on the floor
Race shaking his jaket is so overdramatic and its perfect
Mush and henry are a duo I didn’t know I needed.
Why is mush acting like hes in a circus lmfao
Tommy struggling with the pants is everything
Elmer just took his cap off, put it in his pocket, and the magicaly made it apear in his other hand???
Who is tommy saluting at
Naw specs is like a big brother to livesies blink and it breaks my heart in the best way possible
Albert jumps in the middle like when i slide through the kitchen on my socks lmfao
Tbh sniper just wanted to move too
Sky. What was your thought process when you looked at darcy‘s ass instead of Katherine‘s even tho you knew this was gonna be in the proshot?
BUTTONS WTF??
Finch is such a mood istg
Snipe honey ily but you are being a little creepy
HENRY YOU JUST PUT ON THE JACKET HOW DID IT GO OFF U AGAIN?
I demant to know what jojo is doing
Ok smalls just sitting there dangling their feet is everything
BUTTONS ALSO LOOKED AT DARCY INSTEAD OF KATH WTH ?? HER ASS CABT BE THAT BAD /j
Kath awkward queen
Darcy going „alright“ like „okay thats enough, im done— your dONE“
HES SO PROUD 🥹
Specs. Going down backwards are leathers. This are stairs. Please watch where you’re goibg
RACE TOO IS EYEING DARCY INSTEAD OF KATHERINE
Istg romeo and jack r the only ones eyeing kathering wtf is thos?
RACE LOOKS AT CRUTCHES SO KNOWINGLY LIKE AN INSIDE JOKES UNDER BROTHERS LMFAO I LOVE THAT. THEYRE MAKING FUN OF JACK TOGETHER AHSHWKENFN
Ok so elmer actually looked at kath but he honestly just looks angry
Tommy boy save me, youre the only normal person here!
Nvm
Race wtf is your deal??
OKAY SOMEONE HELP ELMER I THINK HES HAVING A SEIZURE
How is blink STILL bot done?!
Jacks just talking to the air
Every single one of finches facial expressions. Like i can’t even count them all.
Hes so done lmfao
Mush? Wtf? Stop? Please?
You wanna share with the class tommy? We wanna laugh too
Buttons just watches like he just gave up like,,, ah whatever you do you
Mush is becoming a poledancer??
WJEN DID SPECS GO BACK UP THERE WTF
Race slapping buttons on the cheek like a grandma💀💀💀
We all agree that albert is that one friend where the whole friendgroup thinks he’s the token straight friends but hes everything but that, its just that he doesn’t talk about it a lot. And there’s that one friend (i wonder who/j) that knows fron experienced how thats just so fucking wrong
Elmer is like „😒😒😒—oh shit thats my cue- IM HAPPY“
So i got aprox two seconds into it and now in tired so see u lmfao
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dav thoughts misc. edition
(if you will)
there's a few other assorted things that fuck me up about having played my canon/first run of veilguard through as tyr that i don't think i have the full ability to word properly atm and i'm not sure when or if i will, so i'll suffice with a shorter(? we'll see how bad i ramble) list.
for one, the recurrent themes of grief and change and regret are just. delicious. and exactly the kind of shit tyr's baked out of or into or however you wanna say it in his ~original media presence (swtor), so it's absolutely incredible to watch it come up so often in veilguard. i figured he'd fit really well and naturally into rook's role and i wasn't disappointed. one day i could probably make a screenshot dialogue collection of it all, but i also know my own motivation for that kinda thing, so that's. a fairly big project i just don't think i'll ever actually complete but it lives in my mind.
the second is that it is massively fucked up after the twist in the end that his dragon age verse tag is a line of varric's from inquisition and i am still crying and sniffling about it intermittently because there's no way i could've known about that. and god it works painfully well. there better be a damn good punchline, varric says. hold my beer and watch this, said veilguard.
neve and him still drive me up a wall (positive). i want to chew on electric cables or something about it. she's incredible and i love her. and it's incredible the kind of... parallels if you will that are in her and tyr's relationship and to some of the relationships he's had elsewhere (shara jenn, anyone? yeah. i'm still not over my watcher two feelies and neither is tyr). the only explanation i can think of for why i didn't predict how down bad i'd (and... tyr, tbh) be for her is because i didn't dig a whole lot into the material immediately before release bc i just wanted to have fun when i got my hands on the game. they have similarities to each other, and neve's own struggle draws out a really interesting Thing tyr does about... where his love and beliefs sorta come together. honestly, part of why he falls so fucking hard for her is because she's on the edge of letting him jump off the i love you cliff, uncertain if she should let either of them take the risk of actually saying it. i think a lot of it is exactly that neve gallus knows the kind of loyalty that's in that man. she wants to believe him when he says they'll figure it out, but they're up against impossible odds, and he is trouble, for her, because she knows the kind of lengths someone like him is willing to go to. he'll see this through to the end, whatever it takes, because that was a promise. and he'll apply that same level of dedication to whatever it is he feels for her. [inhales] god they're so fucking good, brent.
i'm probably forgetting other things but. again. short rambly list just to kind of get it out of my skull and remember to share it because i want to even if all the words won't word completely how i kinda know they are in my head, lol.
i also have developing feelings about rook #2 (welcome back theo, the man the myth the legend most of you probably haven't met but i love him) and it's doing really interesting things about family and performance pressure and fitting in with him that, again, brain refuses to fully articulate atm. but they're in there. gnawing on what it's doing to the crow background for me w/him.
bites the keyboard etc etc.
#dot talk#dav#datv#dav spoilers#datv spoilers#vs: there better be a damn good punchline | da!tyr#sh: shine a little light | nevetyr#hm. did i make theo a tag for da verse.... blue spinny circle#i can be corny about it. why not.#vs: as the crooked crow flies | da!theo
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Okay, so let me ramble abt making the last comic, cause that was an absolute behemoth to work on, and I have a lot of thoughts in my head. Man, I don't know how those webtoon artists do it every week. They scare me now.
This is super long btw, so get cozy if you want to read :]
Starting off, I actually got this idea from my lil 'ol diary I keep by my tableside :] I like writing down what I feel so I can see it in a more concrete(?) manner, helps me cope i think. One time, I really did cry for someone because I guess I just really liked them a lot. Having crushes is fun, but catching feelings isn't.
I always get this giddy feeling of being head over heels for someone. Every interaction is so exciting. Intoxicating even. And I couldn't get enough of it, but after that few seconds of bliss I immediately think to myself that all these scenarios in my head will never happen, not in a million fucking years. I just preemptively reject myself without ever telling the person what I feel. I know what the outcome will be anyway, and I'm afraid of what will happen if I did say anything. It's just too risky.
The second half is completely made up tho, I will never ever kidnap someone... unless? (For legal reasons, I will have to clarify that this is a joke, Thank you.)
Now onto the comic itself!
The composition is probably the easiest and the most fun part. I love, love, love, how versatile you can be in the webtoon format. Figuring out how to transition the panels is super fun, and it sucks that most of the webcomics I see on tapas or webtoon, etc. are just sticking to those boring box formulas over and over again when it has so much potential, although there are exceptions like, for example, Lore Olympus. While it has it's fair share of flaws when in comes to other aspects, you can't deny the artist's talent esp when it comes to knowing how to place the character in an illustration, (again) the compositioning etc etc. (ep. 8 is p good. They stick to the box stuff during dialogue but gets more experimental in some parts. I haven't been keeping up with it, so idk any other good eps)
One of my only big regrets is that I wish I had made the space between the '...but I love it." and "And soon..." parts longer. I think it changed scenarios way too fast and your eye immediately moves onto the next piece of text,, but eh, it is what it is, and I can't be bothered to edit it so ig I gotta learn to live with it.
It's still messy in,, a lot of parts actually, and I still can't do lineart to save my life, but i kinda tried just cleaning up the sketches instead???? I mean, it kinda works, but it isn't really smooth so,, And there are small mistakes here and there that I could've fixed or colored stuff in properly or whatever. But at that point, I'm just done with it. No more. Am tired and want to draw other shit now. Maybe boobs n dicks n pussy-
Oh actually i have another comic in my wip folder that I started before the sad Kylar crying one. Here's some of the thumbnails for it:
the fucking lisa simpson looking ass face just cracks me up every time I see it LMAOQJSJQJ I just wanted to show it to u but stay tuned for that ig
I eventually want to make little comics like this for other characters as well! Like Sydney, who is also one of my favorites cause of the whole religion aspect to them, and I would like to tackle that topic with yet another super personal experience of mine that for some reason I'm comfortable with sharing with a bunch of ppl lmao
I also really want to make a full on nsfw one, like gut rearranging, carnal fucking, hardcore banging,, ok ill stop. But I do need to do more,, uh, "research" on that,, i swear it's research, i have no clue how im gonna draw it. Hell, I already struggle with drawing people fucking and imagine adding cool transitions to that. Guess even my masochistic tendencies extend to this shit too.
And I think that's pretty much it? I'll probably just stick to b and w or monotone with a few accent colors because i just know that it would break me if i did a fully colored one.
Okay, thank you for reading this ramble, I'll go ahead and answer some asks now,, Here's your prize though!
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forward rolls into your inbox :3
good evening.....morning.....teehee....(i am assuming you are seeing this at 9am, which in case....hope you are enjoying your breakfast! and also. wow, that is a healthy sleep schedule for an SG student newly lavishing in the freedom of the holidays.) im rewlly happy you dont mind me rolling into your inbox every day. i love doing it. seriously. like you said, it feels like using Singpost and writing letters. its part of why i love tumblr and its askboxes.
saying that youre struggling with MOE past year papers/different school papers is so damn relatable. i'm just grateful im not in pri sch anymore where teachers woukd be dispensing that shit like water at the water cooler. LMAO
youre a kazuha liker huh? my friend is too. so as a birthday present, i drew kazuha with weed on the class whiteboard once for their birthday. i knew next to nothing about his lore but their expression of utter despair was worth it.
YOU MADE YOUR PLD LOCKSCREEN TALKINGMIME?!?!?!?!? thats kinda genius too. i woukd scream and panic if i saw this in public btw. and flounder in panic and joy like a pathetic fish. blub
Im still pretty new to mcsr in general, but i actually followed an unusual pipeline into it: unlike most people being introduced via couri or feinberg, i actually entered via 21mustard.... more specufically the vid about his online friend trying to find him again. i like 21mustard and zylenox :3 and emerald (ithink), fein, mr lewis fulham, poundcake, fyroah and ofc mr mime. im still exploring though. im charmed by k4's mic peaks. it took me ages to strart putting names to faces and then voices...
as for my own speedrunning, i unfortunately do not play any noteworthy speedrunning games. however, i am currently trying to speedrun Minesweeper! its going pretty well.
as always, i hope youre doing well, whenever youre reading this. - sgmcsr anon
GOOD MORNING.. I'm replying to this a little too late (it's 12pm), but IDGAF LETS ROLL!!
I love opening inbox and answering asks, it's like. you get a silly letter every single day to answer and. i get why the people in the past really fucked w this... it's really awesome. anyway.
about MOE and exams, ohh thank god I'm not in primary school anymore, that PSLE grind was HORRIBLE. having to do like. what, 20 page papers for math (paper 1 or 2 alone!!) and all of them being really difficult questions really fucked w my brain... at least papers now are semi tolerable and I can do them 🤷 I remember in primary school my science teacher handed us like.. 5 past year papers to do over June holidays, and I was COOKED. anyway
about genshin, LMAOOOO FUCK THATS HILARIOUS... I'd be terrified too if I saw kazuha smoking a blunt for my birthday like. the aura that exudes. holy schmoly
about talkingmime, YEAH.. my PLD lock screen is actually that one silly art piece of everyone who played pico park, and on my home screen is a small talkingmime doodle... I am normal, totally! I must be normal! fun fact, my phone lock screen is silverrruns. Hehe. this photo specifically
yeah. Hehe. and my home screen is a really pretty nEmerald drawing... :3
about speedrunners THOSE ARE A BUNCHA GOOD PICKS... k4's mic peaks are legendary.. yay. NEMERALD AND FYROAH.. ohh. I love them very muchie. I even drew them. they're so skibidi to me.
about speedrunning, minesweeper speedrunning is verg cool. I've always wanted to learn how to play minesweeper... but it's always so scarrryyy... I should learn how to play it one day, on skibidi..
IM FINISHING THIS AT 1 34 PM. IM STUCK IN MATH TUITION RN. I love your singposts , thank u sg anon have a skibidi day
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Oh also I've figured out why I jive w calling myself a neckbeard so much n I think its bcos of the reclamation of it all. Like 'neckbeards' r mocked and belittled as unmanly, repulsive, and perverted, and while I certainly understand the archetype and the reason why the men it targets (violent gamergaters and so on) need to be scrutinised, I keep getting hung up on the fact that they are near unanimously represented by an image of a fat man with a neckbeard and struggling hygiene. Many of the traits that I see in my myself are used as visual shorthand for bigotry, and are used to inspire disgust in those watching. The reality of the matter is that men of all appearances are guilty of perpetuating bigotry, harassment, and violence, and by pinning our imagery on those we deem ugly, we only reinforce older ideas of what a man should and should not be (ugly, fat, nerdy). Even in liberal spaces, this imagery is proliferated near and far (cough cough ironic soyjak), and whenever I see it, it is a reminder that in a lot of people's views, appearance does reflect morality. I will defend neckbeards to the grave, certainly not because of their politics or character, but because I hate to see people falling into the same traps of appearance-based evil which can be used to draw a line to bigotry.
Like, I'm a fat slob of a girlboy, and my beard hasn't yet graduated to my cheeks, but still I adore it. Despite my adoration of it, however, when I look long and hard at myself in the mirror, I see soyjak and people making fun of the amish for not shaving and every stereotype of the gross fat nerd. My facial hair will one day be more typically attractive, and I'll have that coveted gentleman-lady appeal, but until then, it sets me apart even in genderfuck spaces when I see people laughing at Emperor Nero not for his atrocities but for his chinstrap.
I don't know where I'm going for this. Fuck it, I am dirty and gross and perverted, and the fuck are you going to to about it? When I buy an oppai mousepad, it'll be a lesbian win operating on so many levels of subverted norms that it'll make someone's brain explode and it'll make me very happy.
#some clarifying notes:#i am also hot as hell. dont get this wrong. i may be gross but im also smokin hot#i do not support 'neckbeard ideals' or whatever the fuck. i just think it would be funny to have sexy anime girl mousepad#this does ambiguously mean that my transition goal is 'redditor'. none of u can stop me#i did not reread this before posting and i made it over the course of 20 minutes so god knows whether its legible#also for my own ease of mind this was partially prompted by a comic i saw w like Diverse Podcast Designs#where the gag was that the worst thing in the world that could have happened to the fat character was him getting a neckbeard#so i just sat there like lol um everyone who puts this on my dash instablock!#anyway i should probably study for my latin test
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Wake up! It's 'da first 'a the month year!
Hello, everyone! If this is your first time stopping by, then welcome! Please leave your shoes at the door If you're already following or have been a long-time follower, then Happy new year!
Anyways, to all the newbies, hi! My name is Toxic, or you can call me Z if you want. Welcome to my Tumblr! I will leave this pinned for the rest of January, so everyone can read this if they want
Please read the entire thing if you weren't able to read my blog description (Any & all headers seen in this post ALL go to their respective creators, I just wanna jazz up this post a little)
A few things about the person behind the blog!
I am 21 years of age, who's currently building a resistance to alcohol. Don't ask me what my favorite has been so far, that has yet to be determined ^^"
I'm Lesbian, who might also be Demisexual. It would make sense if I was, but Lesbian is the most concrete one for my sexuality
To those that don't wanna assume my gender & also don't know what I identify as, feel free to use They/Them! I don't mind But, my pronouns are, in fact, She/Her. I just don't mind They's as a grey area. As long as you don't use He/Him, then I honestly don't care what you wanna address me as
I mostly dress in darker colors since that's more my style, & I also wear pants alot, as well as long sleeve shirts or t-shirts, & baggy clothes like oversized hoodies & such. No, I'm not insecure of my body, or myself as a whole, I just love wearing clothes like that since they're super comfortable & are just very me (& I'm also just too lazy to shave my legs LMFAO)
Despite that, my taste in everything is all over the place. I listen to a cluster of different genres, dress in alot of different styles (Except for skirts, cuz gross), so I'm a bit inconsistent with it. But, you will see me in pants, sneakers, boots, & just overall darker colors the most
I got a pretty bad potty mouth, so sorry in advance for how much I swear in these posts =w='
My favorite colors are Purple, Black, & Red (In that order), & OGs will know my Teal phase. Ohh, boy........
I have a big appetite (My nickname in my house is "The bottomless pit", to anyone that cares), so I'll eat basically anything. Potatoes, Hot dogs, burgers, onion rings, you name it. But, my FAVORITE of all time is a good old plate of spaghetti & meatballs. I tear it up every single time, & it always slaps 😩👌 However, I have major beef with cauliflower. I fucking hate cauliflower so much My preference is all three things (Sweet, spicy, savory, things like that), but I love spicy food the most
I was born & raised in Monroe, Michigan, but I'm of Irish, Scottish (& a little Dutch & Polish) ethnicity. I wanna go there so badlyyyyyyyy TwT I can only understand & speak English, so sorry to any foreigners that wanna follow me. I tried to learn a second language before, but I gave up after struggling with Norwegian for years. Not my best moment. I DO know a tiny bit of Irish, but that's only greetings, so IDK if that counts
I draw, I play games sometimes, & I do Gacha stuff when I'm way too lazy to draw. The mod I use the most is Gacha Nebula, but I do test out other ones occasionally just for the fun of it. If anyone has Gacha mods you think I would like, hit me up I'm old-school, so the drawing program I use for my art is MS paint. I also edit them with Pixlr E & FireAlpaca when the file is too big I miiiiiight post an occasional cover, but I wouldn't get excited over that. I'm not much of a singer, & I sound pretty shitty, so that will be very rarely you hear me sing. I'm pretty sure I'm a little tone deaf, anyway, so there's that. Sorry ^^"
I have alot of favorite movies, some animated some not. Like Aladdin (The animated one), Hunchback of Notre Dame, The Nightmare before Christmas, things like that. But, my absolute favorite one is Sleepy Hollow (1999). I've rewatched that movie, like, ten times by now
& last but not least, I was born on October 26, 2003 (so a Sunday to anyone that was keeping track). Which makes me a proud Scorpio ♏
What is this blog about, you ask?
Well, it's basically just a clusterfuck of anything I like. Demon slayer, Hazbin hotel, Homicipher, Helluva boss, Undertale, TADC, BATIM, Sally Face, literally anything I think is cool But, this blog mostly centers around Demon slayer, as well as my oc's from both the anime & just ones out in the open for the fun of it. Like, the incubi boys, for example! Go check out the #the incubi boys tag to see three of my favorite oc's I've created
I do have a few au's of different media, like my revamped Undertale au "ElementTale", & my KNY au "Sun breathing prodigy", but other than that, it's mostly my oc's in the mostly canon world Somethings in said stories deal with some pretty dark topics, so please be warned if you're sensitive to that
Fair warning, my blog is very 18+, as well as all of my other blogs, so have your actual age in your description or else you will be blocked. I check every single blog that follows me, so don't lie about your age just to follow me. That applies to the rest of my blogs I've made before. I also don't allow homophobia, racism, TERFs, pedophiles, pornbots, negativity, self promotion, scams, hate blogs, MAPs, politics, or anything else I might've missed. This blog is to get away from that, not to consume more of it You will also never know my views on things like presidency or anything involving the Government since it's not my place to share it online to strangers. However, my advice to give would be to simply do your own research on it instead of believing anything you see. I've said that before & I'll say it forever
My posts might include some of those for backstories & such, but that's the only time you'll see them. & I know minors are gonna follow me, anyway, but if they do, don't interact with any of my content with any of the mature labels on them
However, don't follow me if you're not going to interact with me. I want followers that like my posts & not just stick around just to follow me. That's been a bit of an issue, so please keep that in mind. Massive props to the ones that do, you guys rock
For some honorable mentions:
I'm doing alot of things with my mutuals/friends here on Tumblr, so please go check out their blogs, as well! These two are the goats 🙏🏻
@dorkycreature-89 I'm helping him with their little story on AO3 involving some old characters from our old FNW39 timelines (Who remembers that era?), so go check him out & tell him I sent you!
@happilylazycreator She's been around since the Amino days, & now that we've both left that platform, she's honestly been a personal rock to me. She doesn't post alot that isn't reblogs, so if you could go boost her posts & give her some encouragement for me, that would be great <3
Where else on Tumblr & my other Social medias can you find me?
I have a bunch of other blogs as well as other Social medias that you can find, but here's my blogs first:
You're already on my main!
@scribbles-i-call-art It started off as an art reblog thing, but now it's basically a place to organize my art & help people find them easier
@luxurious-anger This is an Obey me OC RP blog that I made out of impulse since I thought it was fun. I don't know much about Obey me, but I'm enjoying the blog so far, so that counts as something, I think
& any other social medias I have can all be found on my Linktree ↓
& that's it! Personal note here, I wanna thank you all for sticking around as long as you did despite how inconsistent this blog is. Anything you mention me in, like fanart or whatever, it always makes me happy to see what you guys can do. Thank you very much for your support, & thank you to anyone who stopped by & followed me. Happy 2025!
#Talks with Toxic#New years 2025!#Tumblr buddies#valid mutuals#the incubi boys#sun breathing prodigy au
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hi omg ive never seen anyone do matchups w postal b4… :D can i have a dude matchup please?
i’m 20, non-binary, and afro-latina!! i have short curly hair, glasses, and a few moles (one under my eye and one on my cheek :3) i’m kinda chubby and i always have a really tired expression. i have sh scars pretty much all over 😭 as for personality, i think i’m fairly easy going but it’s easy for me to be really obsessive about people i love. i can be really anxious sometimes, but i usually try to hide that side of me. i kind of like to gossip specifically about my coworkers. i think my strengths are how devoted i can be, my work ethic, and how easy it is for me to connect with other people. my weaknesses are how bad i am at expressing my negative emotions, how stubborn i am, and how i romanticize my own negative traits (ie: self harm). i’m also big into 2010s Internet humor. my fashion sense is kind of all over the place but i think it’s called kinderwhore? it’s a mix of a lot of punk and traditional feminine clothing. my fave thing to wear is my big oversized dark green utility jacket w a bunch of patches and pins on it :D i’m looking for a fucked up mentally ill person to balance me out (MAKE ME WORSE. PLEASE.) andddd my hobbies are hiking, making my own wildlife field guides, drawing, andd writing :3 and im super into vidya games, anime, and vintage cartoons. fun fact about me is that i am studying to become a wildlife biologist!!
You’re into so many super cool things!!! However, are you SURE you want to be worse? Because I already have the answer for that, mein freund…
I match you with:
Postal 3 Dude
Behold. If the 2010s had a corporeal form. Around the 2010-2013 era to be exact. The two of you can meme it up. You asked to be the sweetheart for a fucked up individual, but at least he’ll keep it fun!
You are an angel of light to him. He clings to you like an affectionate orange tabby. Absolutely obsessed with you. If you ever have an insecurity, he will do his best to butter you up about how beautiful you are to him.
I can see you guys snuggling up together on his armchair, watching an anime/vintage cartoon binge together. If he isn’t riffing whatever you’re watching in attempt to make you laugh, he’s chatting to you about gossip or anything you know about with wildlife biology.
Also, maybe do a couple’s let’s play channel together bc he would so be into it.
Dude is the kinda guy to smile through his surroundings spontaneously combusting. He’s pretty much accepted it with grace. So when anxiety strikes, he’ll soothe you with that slight southern drawl of his that he’s got everything under control. He doesn’t. He’s not so pure of heart, dumb of ass. But at least you know you have him as your rock.
He isn’t the best role model though. He’s the devil on your shoulder tempting you to act on your desires. Kick that bitch’s ass! Steal that thing you’re not supposed to! The Dude embraces hedonism to the fullest and he wants you to come on the joy ride.
All those hobbies of yours add so much to admire about you. He might struggle a little trying new things, but he wants you to show him all the things you like to do. You help him realize just how much more fun life can be without being an adrenaline junkie.
The kinderwhore aesthetic is totally hot to him. He’s all for the bold expression. Do you think you could sew him a patch on his trench coat?
You’re his soulmate no doubt. He’s gonna sweet you off your feet and do his damned best to keep you happy because by God you’re the best damn thing to ever bless his life
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I mean, y'know what the legends say what happens to untruthful and greedy kingdoms in Unova... Luckily he left before the fire though am I right guys?
Also yeah, I can imagine UD Alder and Drayden's relationship with each other is incredibly strained. Alder neglected his duties and completely ignored Drayden's concerns, it came to a point that after a kid won his badge he'd tell them not to go to the league, it's just not worth it.
But after he became the new champion you better bet your ass the elites got whipped into shape real quick. There was an incident where one of them tried to take the Pokemon off a trainer who lost, but the look he gave them made them drop the stolen mons. Iris also inherited the gym, she's having a whale of a time, Drayden walked into his old gym only to see it yassified. Yes he was proud but good lord did his blood pressure rise to new heights that day.
A thing I didn't really mention is the fact that N genuinely struggles after being freed during bw2. Imagine UD Ghetsis' distraught finding N drinking coffee at 3 AM, he hates coffee, why would she be drinking it? Turns out they hadn't slept in days, paranoid that if he falls asleep she'll wake up still strapped to that steel table. Paranoid that everything around them is still a dream and they're still out there harvesting all he's worth, she doesn't want to sleep nor wake up. It was a rough point in time for them...
... On a brighter note though, the Triad have names now! The steel type one is Hephaestus (He/They), the fighting type one is Ares (He/They), and the fairy type one is Hebe (She/They). Their aces all have one thing in common however, they're all steel type to match with the fact that they originally had simply Bisharps. Hephaestus' still has a Bisharp, Ares' has a Lucario, and Hebe has a Mawile.
Also N has braces, she deserves them. It's funny because everything he wears is particularly monochrome or dull, but the moment they open her mouth you're blasted with the sight of rainbow braces. Actually his coming out story was actually kind of awkward, it went along the lines of;
"Dad." "Yes, my dear?" "I wanna be referred to by she/her and they/them pronouns too." "If that's what you wish for, then alright." "... You're not upset?" "Should I be?" "Well... No, but I just didn't think you'd-" "Natural, dear, I've been out for over thirty years. If I judged you over who you are then I'd be a hypocrite."
UD Ghetsis actually wears a white eye patch over his injured eye, he no longer has that eye and uses a glass eye to fill the space. However when the kids were small they drew a crude eye on one of his white patches with permanent marker to make him feel better. He cried, he wears it like a fucking trophy of honour, yes my kids made this for me so yes I'm going to wear it.
- 💌
honestly love that for drayden. minus the misery . imagine how much it'd suck if iris wanted to become champ like she goes on to do in canon bw2 but drayden is actively trying to stop her because he does Not want to see his granddaughter lose her pkm. if that happened i think he'd storm the league himself and start throwing hands.
also
PLEAAASR JUST LET N KNOW PEACE IM CRYING... glad to see an n hates coffee truther (not like it's a particularly major hc but it's fun to see someone else shares the hc) BUT AUGH. the derealization must go crazy
also i like the names!! and their pokemon :) mawile underrated
BRACES N!! that's so cute i should draw that. connie on rh could use braces lowkey cuz she's got a bit of a tooth gap. or maybe she'll just grow out of it. i gave it to her cuz i thought it was cute, i used to have a bigass tooth gap as a kid (big enough that used to be able to drink through straws between my teeth like a freak) but grew out of it
common peepaw W. also glad he lets his kids use dad instead of father. i wanted to make my ghetsis let his kids use dad but i feel like even as Decent (not good) as he is he's too image focused to really allow something as simple as dad or daddy. you're gonna use father sorry idc how hard that is for a 7 y/o who is barely learning english to say (actually why n calls concordia "connie" in some in person scenes even though ghetsis would probably prefer he use her full name. concordia is just too hard for the little baby to say)
also hello gaycis. is he bi
THE SILLY EYE i love that. it's like kids giving their dad a shitty paper tie for father's day. i love it
#long post#unova upside down#💌 anon#calling ghetsis peepaw will never not be hilarious to me#only for tje ones that arent super evil though#raising harmony#didn't mean to ramble about my own blog for a min there sorry
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