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From the notes of Capt. Alfred Jones: "Davie was a bus and the 'Flying Fortress' moniker seemed to pass her by, but it was a ship with a brave crew. The trudge of getting back to England from enemy territory is a story for another day. I miss her and sometimes I miss the boys we lost that day."
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B-17F "Dear Davie": *U.S. Army Model B-17F-65-BO Air Corps Serial No. 42-29670 Delivered Cheyenne 31/1/43; Pueblo 18/2/43; Salina 15/2/43; Brookley 19/3/43; Smoky Hill 23/3/43; Dow Field 18/4/43. Assigned to the 333rd Bomb Squadron/94th Bomb Group [TS-L] "DEAR DAVIE" 22/4/43; Missing in Action near Hamburg 25/7/43 with Alfred "Comet" Jones, **Co-Pilot: Daryl "Speed" Reed, Navigator: Richard Reed, Bombardier: Charlie Marstaller; Radio Operator: Johnathan Graves, Flight Engineer/Top Turret Gunner: Clyde "Pepsi" Ray, Ball Turret Gunner: William Ortlieb, Waist Gunner: Leslie Lipsey, Waist Gunner: Paul Rapoport, Tail Gunner: Thomas Pugh (6 Killed in Action); "DEAR DAVIE" lost to flak/anti-aircraft fire, crashing near Uetersen, 15 miles NW of Hamburg, Germany.
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[nerd things & acknowledgements below cut]
Notes on the B-17F... The B-17F was an upgrade of the previous E model, with several notable changes: A one- or two-piece plexiglas nose cone, as opposed to the ten-paneled cone of previous versions. Reinforced landing gear allowed for a greater maximum payload, from 4,200 lb (1,900 kg) of ordnance to 8,000 lb (3,600 kg). Flight and combat range of the F model was improved by 900 mi (1,400 km) with the addition of nine self-sealing rubber fuel cells in the wing root, aka, "Tokyo tanks". The F model was generally characterized by being tail-heavy - which lead to part failure - and woefully undefended from the front; the early F models had no front-facing armament, leaving a 60° blind spot to the direct front of the aircraft - a flaw which was exploited by German pilots, who held air superiority. Later F models would see a list of possible available modifications (factory and field) such as inserting two .50 caliber machine guns into the nose cone to solve the blind spot. Other modifications to later F models were bulged cheek turrets, as opposed to the window-mounted guns of earlier iterations, and the available addition of the iconic "Bendix" chin turret. The chin turret is far more common on the subsequent G "gunship" variant. ("Dear Davie" is an early F model without the nose mount, bulged cheeks, or chin turret.)
*This model production block, serial no., and fate are borrowed from real-life B-17F #42-29670, "Thundermug." "Thundermug" was an aircraft that originally served in the 333rd Bomb Squadron/94th Bomb Group alongside my great-grandfather and his usual steed, "The Gremlins Hotel." It was transferred to the 544th BS/384th BG, at which point it went Missing in Action over Hamburg from flak/aa-fire; 8 of its crew became POWs while 2 were KIA. I have had the honor to speak to descendants of both of its crews and help them research "Thundermug"; I wish to voice a mere glimpse of their stories in a unique way.
**All names of Alfred's crew are either cobbled-together family names throughout our history here or entirely fictitious - though some were inspired by real people whom I grew up with stories of. All inspirations were individuals that lived good lives post-war.
#alpha romeo tango#gremlin's things with wings#alfred f. jones // daring to fly#hetalia#historical hetalia#hetalia headcanons#aph america#hws america#alfred f jones#hey guys crucify me if you must#i'm really proud of this drawing#but i also understand it's pretty nerdy and the headcanon does deal with something a little tragic#but i'm hurling this to tumblr motherless and fatherless for your judgment#this took a few hours haha#love you guys for real#i really love bombers guys sorry for being autistic on main
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Okay I might be wrong but I'm pretty sure Leo has the most episodes that are mainly focused on him, which is interesting
This was a very interesting question and I wondered if that was the case! So I went and tried to take a look.
What I found going in is that Leo seems to be in the most non-Ensemble episodes, and the episodes that focus on him stand out more since they tend to not have the rest of the cast (as in, Hueso stands in as his other focused character, rather than one of Leo’s family members like most everyone else gets.)
Leo’s focused episodes also tend to have the entire Ensemble as supporting characters, again rather than the one or two other main characters that his bros and April tend to get. What is most notable I think is that while other characters have just about as much focused episodes, Leo’s (and Donnie’s) in particular seem to focus on their personal struggles more rather than just an outside conflict, so they stand out more than others in that way too.
Honestly going through the episodes it’s pretty amazing to see how overall even things are? Like even if some got more focus than others, the range is under 8 points for the four bros, which is nice to see.
Below is a messy and hard to read culmination of my research which undoubtedly contains mistakes here and there. Fair warning that this is based on my own memory and of episode synopsis and the like, and I didn’t include the movie but that one is pretty obvious. It’s also fairly subjective what one may consider to be a “focus” or not. I tried to take into account what happens within the episodes, so hopefully this is fairly accurate? Beware it’s long so I’ll put it under a read more-
Notes to take into account before the scores-
Full Focus means that a lot of time is spent with the character and they’re one of the “focuses” of the episode outside of an ensemble way. Example of this is Minotaur Maze which is both a Leo and Ensemble episode, but Leo gets the Full Focus while Ensemble in this instance gets-
Partial Focus just means that the characters are present in the episode and have enough focus put on them to differentiate them from the Ensemble. They have a notable part in the episode but it is not about them, and this can even include when they are directly involved in the conflict. And example of this is Donnie’s Gifts which is an Ensemble and Donnie episode where despite Donnie being the driving force, Ensemble gets the Full Focus and Donnie gets Partial Focus but-
Main Character is the scoring which takes into account whether the episode centers around a specific character or characters. Note than even if a character has Full Focus, it’s possible that they’re not the Main Character, and even if the character has Partial Focus, they can still be the Main Character. Main Character scoring does not add into how I calculated the-
Overall Score - aka the culmination of both the Full and Partial Focuses. Full Focus gets 3 points, and Partial Focus gets 2s.
Here is the scoring-
April - 3 2 3 2 3 3 3 2 3
Full Focus: 6
Partial Focus: 3
Main Character: 5-6
Overall Score: 24 (range 23-25)
Raph - 3 2* 3 2* 3 3 3* 3 3 3 3*
Full Focus: 9*
Partial Focus: 2
Main Character: 9-10*
Overall Score: 31 (range 30-32)
Donnie - 2 2* 2 2 3 3 3 3 2 3 3 3 3 3
Full Focus: 9
Partial Focus: 5
Main Character: 8-10
Overall Score: 37 (range 33-37)
Leo - 2 3 2 2 3 2 3 3 3 3* 3 2* 3
Full Focus: 8*
Partial Focus: 5
Main Character: 8-9
Overall Score: 34 (range 33-37)
Mikey - 2 3 2 3 3 3* 3 2* 3* 3 3
Full Focus: 8*
Partial Focus: 3*
Main Character: 6-8*
Overall Score: 30 (range 29-30)
Splinter - 1 3 3 3 3 3* 3 3 3 3
Full Focus: 8
Partial Focus: 1
Main Character: 9*
Overall Score: 28 (range 27-28)
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Draxum - 2 2 3 3 3* 3 2
Full Focus: 4
Partial Focus: 3
Main Character: 4-5
Overall Score: 18 (range 17-19)
Casey (Sr) - 3 2 3 2 3
Full Focus: 2
Partial Focus: 2
Main Character: 3
Overall Score: 13 (range 12-13)
Ensemble - 3 2 2 3 2 3 3 3 2* 3 1 3 3* 3 3 3 2 1* 3 3 1 2 2 2 3 2 2 2 3 3 3 3 2 3 3 3 2 3 2 2 2 2 3 3 3
Full Focus: 25
Partial Focus: 17
Minimal Focus: 3
Overall Score: 112
*’s (it’s not very easy to decipher what asterisk leads to what, sorry):
*1: Mascot Melee is pretty ensemble, but Raph does quite a bit in it
*2: Stuck on You is majorly ensemble but Raph is still focused on quite a bit
*3: Hot Soup: The Game has ensemble qualities, but is mainly Mikey and Casey Sr
*4: You Got Served can arguably be a 2 as well since major focus is also on Hueso
*5: Turtle-dega Nights: The Ballad of the Rat Man can arguably be considered more of a Donnie and Splinter episode so Mikey will get a 2 here
*6: Repairin’ the Baron - same as above sorta. All three of Mikey Raph and Baron have big roles to play in this episode but as they share them with each other, it’s arguable whether these 3s should be 2 1/2s.
*7: The Hidden City Job - despite Leo being the only main character really present, the main focus is more on Hueso and his brother
*8: Finale can be considered high for both Raph (he had a lot of great focus) Casey Sr. (she was a major part of the finale AND we learn her name) and especially Splinter (literally everything he did tbh)
Main findings for this are than Raph and ESPECIALLY Mikey deserve more episodes tbh. I hope I didn’t miss any episodes, but it was a bit difficult to keep track of everything haha.
#non au ask#this took a few hours haha#I’m still mostly taking a break from things right now but I wanted to look into this because it seemed interesting#there would be an entirely different outcome if the scoring was about personal struggles#totally get if others get a different scoring here#this is just what worked for me#it Made Sense#to me and probably only me haha#again though the fact that all the bros are under 10 points of each other is really good to see
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Tea Party For Two.
Quick drawing based on this headcanon from @cedricthegreatlybeloved.
#yes cedric has buck teeth#sofia the first#cedric the sorcerer#princess sofia#sofia the fandom#um i lied this was not quick this took a couple of hours#also this is a REDRAW of the original unfinished drawing which i had spent a few hours on...#...haha...#stf fanart#artists on tumblr#digital artist#fanart#disney fanart#cedfia shippers dni#nox draws
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UPDATE: NO LONGER 'SHADOWBANNED' WOO YES
(Apparently the blog was wrongly flagged for spam, but Staff fixed it so woo yea)
My (new, everything until now doesn't seem to) stuff will actually appear in the carefully curated tags, and reblogs, and stuff just woo yeah I'm no longer invisible
(Also I can answer comments normally instead of in the tags woo yeah again!!)
Also I just realised I have no link from here to my fic's Main Series proper lol
Full title: "SIkuna's guide to not fucking up perfectly good children (look at them, they could get anxiety!)"
Ao3 whole series summary:
(alternative title: "SIkuna's guide to catching a cyclops cat by the throat in the KFC parking lot at 3am")
'Holy shit someone needs to hug those kids. Some adults too, to be honest', once thinks a fan of Jujutsu Kaisen, the definitely and absolutely only fictional franchise
Then, he abruptly finds himself at the beginning of the story as Sukuna, mister Basically The Devil, of all things
Completely blindsided by the weird cards given, he tries his best to prevent some things from affecting the characters-turned-people he already cared about even before they turned real
To better or worse results.
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(It's an ongoing (there's still a LOT to go through lol) fix-it fic for the Canon Series so I feel like I'm contributing a little bit to the prevention of Lobotomy Kaisen getting even worse rn lmao)
I'm gonna leave the old Pinned Post for archival purposes/context of what's up with the tag-answers though
[Old pinned post under the cut]
I made up a way to answer comments here
(though it's annoyingly limited and inefficient and doesn't give notifications)
whilst I can't do it normally
(hey Tumblr staff I've been waiting on that email back for like three months now! :D)
- IN THE TAGS!
yeah it's kinda oof but modern (hellsite shadowban for no reason) problems require modern (hellsite shadowban for no reason) solutions!
*perishes*
#this is a kinda sad Pinned Post but I don't want this to get lost amongst (AMOGU-!? *gets obliterated*) the other ones 😂#Answer to Yuelime: Oh yeah absolutely! I'm actually on my way home rn and gonna be working on the finishing touches on the next Part#(tags + notes etc)#so it'll be a little later than I thought (yesterday wasn't AS free as I expected it to be) but will be out in a few hours :DDD#Answer to Imapalalover69: Yep! It took a bit longer than expected but it's posted now haha :DDD
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im sorry i made her non-osha compliant :(
atleast she gets to ponder her orb (that was a banger joke hermitcraft recap)
og background + image id under cut. BACKGROUND NOT MINE> SCREENSHOT FROM PEARLS VIDEO PUT THROUGH FILTER
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[pearlescentmoon, in her trash lady outfit, sans hat, soars upwards, flying above her base, which looks vaguely like the worms that you might see in your eyes, but more colourful. her mint and purple wings are spread high, and her entire self is tinged pink. the badge pinned to her shirt has her minecraft skin’s face on it]
#tried to do. a little depth!#hope it got. communicated well#anyway for my new enjoeyer fans (haha joe guys better name)#dw! im working on something!!#i got a little brain stuck for a few days dwdw#anyway!!!! i loVE this piece#i remember picturing it when i was at the orthodontist#b/c i was there for HOURS and her video had a really cool shot#but it took me a bit to actuallly. get to it#ok now time to actually tag#moth pearlescentmoon#moth!pearlescentmoon#pearlescentmoon#pearl fanart#pearlescentmoon fanart#pearlecentmoon fanart#pearl hermitcraft#hermitcraft#hermitcraft fanart#digital art#kae doodles
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From @positivityjediprince‘s genius group chat ideas 😘
ID and blank version under the cut; color your own!
Happy Pride!
[ID: Luke Skywalker sits on a blank background. He is in the process of tugging on one of his boots, which is causing his legs to kick out somewhat. He is wearing his ROTJ outfit, except with short shorts and thigh-high socks. The socks are striped in the colors of the pride flag. He is squinting and has his tongue poking out in concentration. The rest of the images are the same picture, but with different pride flag colors on the socks. In order: gay, lesbian, bisexual, pansexual, aromantic, asexual, transgender, and nonbinary. The final picture has white striped socks so that the viewer can color their own if they so wish]
#my art#star wars#luke skywalker#pride 2023#pride flags#thigh highs#socks#blue-and-multiply shading is so tempting because it is so easy#most of the time I do proper color picking but#this was supposed to be just for funzies#still took a few hours because I work slow haha#but anyway yeah if you're my friend#you run the risk of getting art based off of one-off comments#beware#lol
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today i'm going home so i can get my flu shot and vote with my family... hopefully both go well
#melonposting#the last time i went home was for my covid booster and to spend rosh hashanah with my family#...neither really went well honestly haha#i won't go into detail on the family stuff#but i half-fainted half-dissociated after getting the covid booster#i had gone to the cvs with my dad and i was already feeling bad cuz of the family stuff#and then we got there and i got the shot. eeeugh terrible#i sat down in one of the chairs nearby to rest a moment#like i am after any vaccination i was nonverbal and mentally disturbed#my dad tried to give me water but i didn't move to take it#after a bit he said we should head home sooner rather than later so i could rest#then i suddenly got up and walked in a random direction without him for some reason#i bumped into a shelf and fell over#weirdly i had no emotional reaction to it at the time#i just felt pain in my face where i hit the shelf and could hear voices asking if i was okay#then i got up and my dad took my hand and led me out of the cvs#he asked me why i'd gone off by myself. of course i wasn't in a position to answer verbally anyway but i genuinely didn't know#my memory of the event was fuzzy immediately after it happened...#so we went home and i went upstairs to my parents' room so i could have time alone to rest#needless to say i cried :') i was uncomfortable and in pain and confused and distressed#i recovered over the next few days at home for rosh hashanah but i felt weird the entire time#physically... feeling feverish and woozy...#and also mentally... staying cooped up on the couch in the living room for hours#playing with blocks... in a strange childish and detached sort of mood...#like i was a terminally ill child in a hospital bed#it was very strange#i'd been well aware at that point that i react badly to covid boosters but this whole experience was just bizarre#i'm able to cope with flu shots better. they're still disturbing but my physical/mental reaction is less severe
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Personal, initial ranking of the Ateez Golden Hour Pt.1 tracklist (not including "Golden Hour", which is more of a random monologue fit for a music video than an interlude I probably won't get the significance of unless I was into the confusing Ateez music video lore):
Blind I'm trying to figure out if the instrumental break has a harmonica or accordion playing*, but it's the best part of the song *(85% leaning towards the accordion because the notes and the flow don't sound very 'sharp' and 'harsh' + Golden Hour Pt.1 takes heavy inspiration from Latin music, and what little Google searches I could do tell me the accordion is apparently prominent there (please forgive me if I'm wrong about this))
Shaboom The moment I saw this on the tracklist, my nonsensical English in a 2nd gen Kpop song, fantastic elastic loveaholic robotronic rizzness loving bones knew I would love this song. I stood corrected <3 I mean, the song that got me into Ateez was "Bouncy" and I still don't understand what "slow it down make it bouncy jigeum buteo fly" is supposed to mean lol
Work / Siren "Work" took some time to grow on me and I can't get over how they put clarinet music over a flute in the music video...my poor former flautist eyes xD But the pre-chorus lines are so smooth and catchy
Empty Box
#14shyx#14shyx: personal#overall it's a nice album! far better than what i expected bc two-thirds of the member concept teaser pics were kinda plain and boring#it's reminding me that i often get taken by latin-inspired kpop (mamamoo's 'aya' up until the final chorus is wonderful)#now to watch some of the 'work' live stages#and waiting and seeing what the album photocards look like#there's 22 cards per member (horrendous)#i'm pretty sure this will be an 'outlaw' situation where you can tell they stood in front of one wall and took selfies for two hours#which makes it easier to pick and choose what i like#tbh photocards are basically a way to sell an idol's entire camera roll and all 234 attempts to take the perfect selfie#i miss the few occasions where i saw album inclusions ten years ago and thought 'wow two photocards? that's so many!' haha
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Maybe being a clone doesn't scare me because I had to recreate myself at one point in my life. When I was going through major depression (not like lol depression, but it was very bad), I reached a point where I could not differentiate myself from the depression. Depression seeped into every fiber of my being that I essentially lost everything that made me me. Changing for the better meant scrapping everything I knew. I had to start from scratch and build myself back up piece by piece. It was terrifying. Depression, as bad as it was, became a crutch I could always rely on. It was steady and consistent. It was everything I knew. To let it go meant venturing out into a world that I had no clue what was what anymore. I had to go on blind faith that I would make it through.
I've done it once I probably can do it again.
#rambles#i think that a lot of people that have had depressive episodes don't know how much worse major depression is#it's one thing to struggle with depression and another to be caught in the storm with no way out#i remember crying so much believing i was the worst person alive and didn't deserve to be loved#i remember wishing i was never born or hoping something would kill me in my sleep#i remember being absolutely starving barely having eaten in days but still being completely unable to eat#i remember crying forcing myself to stomach a few bites from an apple haha... took me more than an hour#it's so odd that it can make you feel so terrible yet you'll become codependent upon it#it's sticky like natto#can't get the slime off of you no matter how hard you try#until it becomes you#and it will *become* you#recreating yourself from that is such a task#in depression you'll lose what you're likes are... your dislikes... your hobbies... your beliefs... your values...#you lose essentially everything#you have to discover all of these things all over again#and then there's the fear that what if you come out of this as someone you can't even recognize?#this is why i'm so pushy when it comes to ppl with depression symptoms#pls just go to a doctor and get medicated#the more you leave it alone the greater the chance you'll end up like me#okay i shall finally sleep
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You ever think about a specific scenario for a crack ship for funsies and then you just start to legitimately ship them?
#thylacines can talk#Me: Haha what if PK also made a baby about his alliance with the Mantis Tribe. That's his brand#Me shortly after: Oh No#It took like. Just a few hours for this. This is like a record for what it took for me to ship something
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Trying to tell mom "hey maybe don't call j ewish people rats even unintentionally" event leaves 10 dead thousands injured
#INCREDIBLE how any time i address mom's casual antis emitism she goes into a tirade like 'oh THEY get to be treated special' like#literally me n the 19 yr old give receipts and she always flies off the handle lol lmao haha#she was referring to the tunnel thing in new york and said 'an orthodox j ewish man climbed out the sewer like a rat'#and me n 19 yr old both 😬😬 and casually lightheartedly say 'hey you probably shouldn't say that abt j ewish ppl' and she took it personal#like we said she said it w/ malice and not the same tone as 'hey don't call a black person a monkey even if you didn't mean it offensively'#and 2 hours later she STILL is on her 'well i think it's an agenda some ppl just try and SAY things are offensive and they're not' mom.#u r LITERALLY black. WHY is this hard for u to understand#she did the same when i said a o t was fascist anti semitic nationalist but she's like 'i read it and i didn't see any of that so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#'if you didn't read it you can't say anything's wrong with it'#same w/ that Witches remake a few years ago and i pointed out the witches were coded as j ewish caricatures in the book#and hopefully it wouldn't happen in the new movie#and she thought it was an agenda to cancel it because the main characters were black now#somehow transferred into talkin abt cops and th3 m ilitary and me saying both should be abolished and now she's like#and how i think it's kinda unnecessary to include blatant mil itary propaganda in a show for 6 yr olds lol#and she's like 'are you saying every cop and military person is bad and evil? should kids w/ parents in those forces never be represented?'#no i literally didn't say every individual is but the organizations need to end at least 90% in my lifetime <33 and no i also don't think#a kid w a soldier dad is the same as a kid with a black dad so no mili tary n cop rep is not the same as poc rep lol she literally said that#and mad that i didn't have THEE solution to replace them like i need to know the exact plan to fix it to point out that they shouldn't exist#anywhooooooo she raises my blood pressure lol <33333#sentext
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This should be me manifesting my energy into making things when I don't actually have the Energy to make them rn
#i woke up at 3 thus afternoon because i took my sleeping meds and it was A BAD IDEA#so I'm waiting out for a few hours to go back to sleep and fix my schedule but GODDDD being awake rn knowing i could be drawing is hell#not art but art related#literally the amount of plot I've thought about while going to bed too is so cruel 😭 worst time to think about writing like BITCH !!!!!!!#tomorrow I'm gonna be out most of the day but hopefully i can get the rest of the blocked colors down for the drawing stuff haha
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why am I always talking myself out of writing when I get a new idea?????
#I was so into this fic idea last night like it came outta nowhere and took OVER my brain for a few hours there til I passed out#I could incorporate a lot of stuff I really write for them. no dargerville interlude but. like. pretty much everything else#like all the little scenarios and scenes and themes I could work into this idea#but now. sitting here tonight I'm like wellllll idk. how believable is the premise *really* tho?#it's a dumb idea do not write it it's not like anyone is clamoring to read fic for a 14 year old rarepair anyhow#why does this happen? why do I convince myself my ideas are shit to the point I walk away entirely#I mean I've always felt a bit of trepidation when I write like haha is this any good actually??#but I usually can overcome it and be like fuck it write for YOU! but lately... man... shit's not clicking#erin explains it all
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I wanna say Garry's mod is what got me really into 3D games design and such but no that's not true. I used to make whole ass universes with branching stories i can no longer conceive in Spore galactic edition.
#i used to spend hours and hours on it#but i was still very young and it was my parents computer#by the time i got my own computer i wasn't very interested in it anymore and moved on to other games#but i remember my lil elementary school self sitting at the MacBook looking like a frustrated office man trying to build these worlds#it was one of the few times my mom took note of my interests and talents and helped me get into summer college courses in highschool#because she remembered how passionate i was about building these worlds amd stories and how i would ramble about how excited i was#when i made something work#i think i still have my spore poster i tacked onto the ceiling when i had a bunkbed somewhere#i know its an outdated game at this point and a lot of people laugh at it but it was probably my first major interest#i had the really cool box edition with the art book and everything haha too bad the disk doesn't work anymore#not that my laptop has a cd port lol#anyways just a ramble because i was thinking about it#i have the game on steam but i don't have the galactic edition so i haven't booted it up in a while
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#hfffffff okay i spent fucking hours rambling in that ao3 comment lmao i wanted to apologize for that but#i dont wanna give the author a reason to reply or guilt them into reading the whole thing lol#i hate having anxiety#bc it means sometimes i cant be like 'haha that was hot' without feeling like im not doin my job as a reader#but then when i start writing a longer comment i gotta give reasons why i liked something#and before u know it im typing my whole lifes story and thats a book no one wants to read. least of all in the comments on their 50k fic#i took out so many paragraphs and revised it no less than 20 times but probably more i wasnt counting#i dont think ive ever put a comment that long but it required backstory to explain something and also how i was surprised at#...being sold in the first chapter when i was already predisposed to not wanna read the fic in the first place#god its fucking 130am ive been typing for hours#sleep has not occurred to me bc ive been in 'middle of a task' mode since like 8pm#anxiety really is a motherfucker lmao ughhhhhhh#fuckin verbose as hell lmao hate that abt myself no one wants to read my essays lol#shouldve spent at least 3 of those hours workin on my fics but alas i have time blindess and only saw 2 time jumps#anyway gonna hope my sleeping pills kick in fast#lol its probably pain. the reason why im so on edge for the past few days and especially today since i couldnt really relax#i hate being so anxious all the time but what can i do lol nothing has helped me long term#oh here we fucking go lmao im writing another essay in the tags yeah i gotta hit the pen or something to chill or the pills aint gonna help#delete later / /#i swear i dont mean to but i blink and ive written an essay it happens without doing it consciously
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hindu nationalism strikes again…
#this is about naatu naatu from RRR being replaced with the hindi version on spotify…#no matter the soundtrack…they’ve all been replaced to fucking naacho naacho#it’s literally a worse fucking song!!!#i’ve been mourning this for weeks i’m so fucking upset over here#i went to play it a few weeks ago and clicked where i had added it to a playlist#and naacho naacho started playing#and i was like wow i can’t believe i accidentally added the wrong version of this song haha im soooo dumb#but then. every version. was suddenly naacho naacho ahhhh#anyway i slept 2 hours and took a sick day bc i am so fucking exhausted from not being able to sleep#i also had a dream all my student loans were forgiven and waking up was legit#the saddest thing hahahaa#IM PISSSSSED#fuck you biden
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