#Me shortly after: Oh No
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You ever think about a specific scenario for a crack ship for funsies and then you just start to legitimately ship them?
#thylacines can talk#Me: Haha what if PK also made a baby about his alliance with the Mantis Tribe. That's his brand#Me shortly after: Oh No#It took like. Just a few hours for this. This is like a record for what it took for me to ship something
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I get so giddy and grateful and embarrassed everytime i think about the amount of people who have been so kind to me about a creepypasta au. Like creeped is very important to me cuz it KEPT ME PUSHINGGGG during kinda rough times and gave me an artistic outlet dedicated to childhood joys + grief + hope + just having Fun and I met a ton of really cool people because of it and I’ve had a lot of lovely people leave me nice messages and asks and make art and whatnot and it’s like guys. I’ll die for you.
#like i started it shortly after moving back in with my mom and it was ROUGHHHH#and I kept up with it even after getting kicked out of my moms BAHAHAHA#amongst other things happening in life#so it’s like oh hell yeah this stupid dumbass passion project (?) if you can even call it that#ITS ALWAYS THERE#idk something about that whole universe always being there makes me happy#this is soooo stupid and goofy and annoying and it’s literally just a dumbass fandom creepypasta au but#escapism has always been my favorite thing anytime I’m stressed#and god knows I’m always stressed LOL#chatterbox#brah I STARTED THIS BLOG WHEN I WAS 18#FNKSJSOANDIWNSISNSIDNAMDMFDON
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#I've had the cutest interaction today#So like yesterday? There was this post I saw on my dash that was like “you want to know extra info about museums? Just befriend a–#guide! That way you can also unlock the Secret Backscene” and I was like. Lmao. Who could ever befriend a museum guide I've never–#even personally met anyone who works at museums?#... Well. Guess what happened today#I was following this guided museum tour with a friend and when the tour came to an end I was happily chatting with her when the guide.#Shyly chimed in and was like “is that an Atsushi keychain?” And I was like !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#And I was like‚‚ omg‚‚‚ Do you happen to know‚‚‚ This one series‚‚‚‚‚‚#And they unsheathed their phone like a fbi distinctive in American movies to show me their fyo/zai background amjdsgawsjda it was SO cute.#They were adorable. And I got so embarassed but trying to keep my cool while internally I was like‚‚‚#Omg the Cool Museum Guide™ is talking with me about my hyperfixation‚‚‚‚‚‚ What is happening#We talked a bit about the manga it was such a nice and sweet exchange. They said they like Dostoyevsky and I was like yeah he's so cool!!!#They said they're sorry about Bram it was REALLY cute (´;ω;`)#I didn't want to hamper them too much so I took my leave shortly after but I'd actually really like to pay visit again–#when the new chapter is out??#Hhhhhhh I don't want to look stalkery and like go look for them on their job. But also like‚ they looked genuinely happy and as excited as–#I was when we were chatting and I believe in the power of human connections through shared hyperfixations#The possibly funnier part is that then my friend went “Wait you're into b/ungo stray dogs??” and like alright. This is less surprising.#I already knew she likes manga.#What actually left me quite baffled was that... She really didn't know I was into b/sd. When it's literally what I think about 24/7#Something very similar happened just a week ago. My friend gifted me a manga volume of a series she really likes for my birthday#But when she was giving it to me she awkwardly went “oh‚ just‚ it features romance between two guys. I hope that's okay with you...”#And I internally had to pause and realize that no.#In fact most of the people I hang out with don't know I spend half my time curating a bl focused blog.#It's just funny in a way? I got so used to concealing my hyperfixations I didn't even realize I actually got quite good at passing–#for someone who is normal about stuff.#random rambles
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Closure has come to me myself
You will never belong to me
#wolfwrenweek2023#wolfwrenweek#wolfwren#shin hati#sabine wren#ahsoka show#star wars#digital art#cass' gay ass art#Day 4: Howl of Affection#yeah im still doing the lyric text stuff what're you gonna do fight me??#get dunked nerd Closure by Chevelle#this had so many layers oh my goodness#we will return shortly after these Scheduled messages
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I. Did not achieve a lot today (understandable considering the circumstances), but. You need to See.
The SADDEST. SOGGIEST. Sharena I have EVER drawn.
Also maybe a little snippet as a treat...
You'll have to fight my messy roughs and handwriting for it though 😤😤😤
#wip#i think. maybe i can just allow myself to relax. ease up on the intense paranoia that plagues me.#mostly because i want to make things painful. actually.#not just bittersweet. so sweet it fucking hurts. it aches and aches and aches and aches. ect.#i actually don't have a lot of faith in my ability to finish this one. firstly i wanted to just do one page#but after all my practice i've gotten a p good feel for pacing. and this feels like it's a two-pager#and i Know. i know. the fucking. lvl 40 convo comic.... i KNOW.#but also. just in general. some things are just so agonizing. to try and yank out of me.#so L + ratio + more work than i bargained for + owuch. ouugh. ow. ouch. owie. owww....#last bit of context is this takes place shortly after zacharias' disappearance.#although i'm actually not sure how i want to go about that. if i wanna see if i can show it in the comic itself#like all i'd need really is one flashback panel just showing the immediate aftermath of 'where is zacharias?' after battle#or if i'd imply it through the text or if straight up. i just say it in the caption. honestly entirely depends#well i was gonna joke depends on how lazy i feel but more like. i think it's more parsing out where my focus Should be.#all of this is granting that i can. fucking. even get to a proper rough draft. i'm not hopeful.#but do you see my visions...... maybe....#esp them falling back on each other HARD. doing something that maybe both swore to 'grow out of'#in the wake of an extremely disorienting and traumatic event. that hits each of them uniquely hard.#and through the growing pains you see. oh. this is how they grew up. this is how they've always been.#when. they could be.#my art
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i don't wanna spend the next time i have three days off work rotting in bed binge-rewatching merlin, but the parasites in me want to spend the next time i have three days off work rotting in bed binge-rewatching merlin.
i don't wanna watch two of my favourite characters of all time die for a fifth time, but the parasites - the demon - in me want to watch two of my favourite characters of all time die for a fifth time.
#someone tell me that this is not a good idea#i have three days off in exactly a week#i know what i must do#me 11 days later crying bc someone thanked me:#well if it isn't the consequences of my own actions#i move out shortly after that so maybe it's not the wisest decision#oh well what can you do#autism goes brrr#part infinity#bbc merlin#merlin#bbc#bbcm#bbc's merlin
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the internet: yeah to practise harm reduction you go for areas that have more flesh to avoid going too deep and needing medical attention
me, an idiot: let's pick this spot anyway, how bad can it be. ...how did i get that deep that quickly
#tw sh#im fine although there was definitely a moment where i worried i wouldn't be#when you grab a rag and put pressure on it and a few minutes later move your hand and discover it was completely soaked and your hand#is all bloody now too. anyway it stopped shortly after that#someone told me recently that the width they'll start considering sutures is like 5mm which seems??? so odd to me??? like that's tiny??#anyway i didn't go as deep as the last two times yet so it's fine#(i also have a horrible habit of repeatedly going over the same place for several days afterwards so that will probably change)#but eh im fine#i was just surprised by how deep it got how quickly#also something i find funny: the way nurse brain doesn't shut off#'will i pick here - no wait that's near an artery/vein/nerve'#'or here - no wait that's too close to a good cannulation site'#'here - no too close to deltoid'#personal#puddleglum hours#but yeah i really am fine#although i have thoroughly discovered the allure of arm cutting so. we'll see#in my usual scintillating cleverness i literally thought about visibility this time bc it's nearly short sleeve weather and nobody knows im#going this deep. except my mentor and my sister. but they both only know about the first time#however i did not consider. that most of my clothing does not have as long a short sleeve as my placement uniform. so im gonna either#have to be real careful about what clothing i pick for the next. oh month or two. since the first one was end of august and it's a month an#a bit later and it's still got a while of healing to go before i can wear short sleevs and pretend the scar was from months an months ago i#asked. anyway!#play stupid games you win stupid prizes
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every time i discover another queer woman character being fucked over by the writer(s) i start biting rocks and breaking things and making bombs to explode big time
#im watching the mikes mic vid on scream queens pilot#i definitely watched an ep or two when it premiered but dropped off quickly#super super super cool that one of the characters was a butch woman nicknamed predatory lez#and she dies shortly after kissing a girl for the first time onscreen#like i get it the characters aren’t supposed to be good people#but someone on the writing team made the decision to give the one butch woman the name predatory lez#and (judging by the wiki) didn’t bother giving her much of a personality#and you just KNOW they were like wow we’re sooo groundbreaking having a lesbian character#but now that she’s kissed a girl idk what her purpose is anymore let’s just kill her#tbh it was probably this character that made me stop watching#like oh ok so a portion of this show will be dedicated to popular girls calling me slurs#im gonna check out here thanks#macaroni chats#lgbtq#sapphism#media analysis
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Would you ask him out if you were to see him on the streets now?
i am now very much devoted to another <3 an endlessly kind & patient & whimsical person i never could have imagined back in the era of my tragically unrequited love. someone around whom i can be wholly & unreservedly myself, who makes even the most mundane or difficult of tasks seem worth doing if i can do them with him <3
#ask#anon#he is a very steady & gentle person. like faramir <3#he also won me over with his piano playing... oh my god i have a type. but also v shortly after we met he told me that he now#understood why ulysses had to be tied to the mast after hearing the sirens sing. like ?!?! i am not Immune to such a Declaration#anyway i would live every impossible moment of my life again if it meant the events of the universe would converge just so.#so that we'd always meet despite all the odds. i would search for him in every universe in every lifetime <333
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they found Eida's zombieslayer
#interloper arg#hello?? what?? huh??#due to me using a mac i cant really do shit with the files but like. oh my god#ALSO the thread was closed shortly after this reply so. oh my god i think this might be legit
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Road Trip 2/4 🏜️
Absolutely no smoking allowed in the car (cause it's Vince's baby... coffee and fastfood to go are already pushing the limit), but it's important to take breaks anyway when you're on the road for a while, crammed into a tiny, hot space together!
... to enjoy the new sceneries, stretch your legs, and give big hugs to make up for being stupid a little while earlier about something that doesn't even matter in the grand scheme of things.
#cyberpunk 2077#cyberpunk vp#cp2077 vp#cyberpunk photomode#kerry eurodyne x v#kerry eurodyne#vincent ezaki#otp: to bad decisions#my vp#did I accidentally scratch up the car completely on my search for a scenic location? no why#did I try my best to photoshop away all the damage? yes xD would no one have noticed if I hadn't pointed it out? oh well...#anyway there's something about that second pic that just made me go absolutely feral ;___;#they've probably been bickering about something stupid shortly beforehand#not downright arguing but bitching around#cause yeh... they both have a temper and big egos it just happens over silly things sometimes XD#and then kerry gets out and has a smoke break and vince follows after a minute to take some pics and then just silently hugs kerry#and it's all forgiven without many words - cause they both know whatever it was is no point being mad about any longer than necessary#I do feel like a lot of their communication goes without words cause they're both bad about expressing feelings openly#without getting sarcastic at least#and for vince it's a big deal to have someone he is so comfortable around to make that possible cause he's very iffy about touch#and physical closeness in general#and I think Kerry having someone that just gets him and understands him without words is also super cathartic#öljadjsfhadsf getting fucking emotional about pixel men again DONT MIND ME
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have i ever talked about here how this alfonse is the reason i got back into fire emblem. like full stop. i would not be here without this alt i love you alfonse fire emblem
#i played fates when it came out!! had no idea how video games worked and did a terrible job#it was charming tho and i downloaded feh and then deleted it shortly after#bc i didn't summon any takumis when he was released :')#and then i got into p5 and ffxv and other things and 3h just didn't hit the spot for me when it came out#FAST FORWARD i saw this alt and was like oh my god?#you can actually. find the post i reblogged. of me freaking out over this alt and reconsidering downloading feh in the tags#it's in my heroes tag i think#ghsngshfnshfbsdb#but anyway that's what i did and he was my first +10#and playing feh again made me miss fates and fe in general#and then. well. history i guess#you can thank alfonse for all the xnlw fics I've written now gjsjgjsjfj#dots on the soapbox
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"we got 2 hrs of sleep, let's start the day 🥰✨"
No, brain, we went to sleep at 12 and work up at 2, why do I have to keep informing you 2AM is not a "good time to wake up", not is 3 or 4. Let me go back to sleep, the sun won't be up for another 2-3 hrs u ass-
I don't know how it manages to actually FUNCTION on said 2 hrs, and seemingly prefers it.
Tho it does result in more of me humanizing my brain and sometimes a little bit of extra delulu-ness so it's certified not 100% function
#i am tired but i will not sleep no matter the amount of hrs i lay after i wake back up#there is no 'going back to sleep' and it is ridiculous#i literally had to shortly deprived my brain of oxygen to convince it to let me sleep help#by that i mean holding my breath not like suffocation#might have to do it again bc it actually worked the first time but also#that is not smth i WANT to make a habit of man-#“oh how do you deal w sleep issues” i hold my breath like a toddler throwing a tantrum until my brain gives in and lets me sleep#i can remember the last time my brain let me have more than 6 hr at once#and not a single hr was willing#maladaptive daydreaming until i tucker put the fuck bc it never seems to shut#the scenarios role until thw position r hasy and the characters r acting out of script#once i was moments from falling asleep and was screamed awake by my brain like fuck man u rlly gotta be like that?#i could feel it would have been a good sleep toooooo 😔
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im not even done my current kuwameshi fic and im already getting ideas about new ones...
#kuwameshi#give me a sec i'll reblog later with the actual idea but like#WHAT IF UM KUWAMESHI BUT UM. PRINCESS BRIDE AU...#i also have another song fic idea but it's way sillier than the one i have on ao3#based off you me and steve by garfunkel and oates#i got the idea cos i just remembered when yusuke got back from training with genkai the 1st time and instead of a 1 on 1 date with keiko#kuwabara is also? there? and it's just so funny to me like what. and then they're supposed to all 3 go to the movies together?#AND WHEN THEY GET THERE THE 2 BOYS DITCH KEIKO?? for a mission yeah but she doesn't know that!!#and then yusuke and keiko actually go on a date alone and it gets interrupted cos of younger toguro#and shortly after kuwabara shows up so it looks like he was bound to come across them??#as far as a i remember the next time yu and keiko get together alone is the day he tells her to just wait and she's like im literally#not gonna wait for you <3 and it was so funny she just walked off lmaoo#anyway im trying to say i wanna make a silly little fic addressing the fact that keiko is like. pursuing her crush on yusuke#but kuwabara is kinda just. always there and it's fun she does like him but it's just awkward#planning on having her ask kuwa to maybe give her and yusuke some time alone like maybe just avoid their next outing#and kuwa is like oh damn :( ok good luck and yusuke shows up to the date and he's like woah wait. where tf is kuwabara?#keiko is like bruh. and she makes up some shit about him mentioning that he felt sick or wtv and yusuke is like ''then y are we here?#i should check on him. i dont think that guy has even been put outta commission by anything but my fist!'' and keiko just follows him#cos what else can she do. and kuwa is fine ofc and yusuke is like bro what gives i thought you were sick and kuwa is dense sometimes but he#catches on from keiko's desperate look and he's like well i got better *flexes his arm* and yu is like i knew you were too dumb to catch#a cold. and he's stupid happy that kuwa is fine and can come with them after all ''hey he's fine ya hear that keiko''#and then keiko is watching this whole exchange eyes blown wide open and she's like actually i just remembered i have plans#you two should totally go without me tho and yu agrees so easily that it just solidifies that she made the right call#kuwa is looking back at her all confused and she gives HIM the good luck thumbs up. he gets as red as his hair and#yusuke is worried he really is coming down with something
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Little couple's event yesterday - Volena welcomed the Duchess of Edinburgh together 😊❤️
#aaaaaaawwwwww#so shortly after the other event they could spend some time together again 🥰❤️#they saw each other again ❤️❤️❤️#“oh another date that shortly after?! mrs zelenska...people might get the impression you fancy me 😏😏😏”#“i guess they figured that out with 30 years together 😄”#“in the end you'll get used to seeing me so often and putting up with me 😏”#“oh nooooo getting kissed and cuddled all the time how hoooorrible 😄”#and you can see olenas big smile in the second pic 😍
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Hey Hey hey hgey hey guys. have you heard that sheezy.art is coming back
#HONEST TO GOD I REALLY REAAALLAY WOULD BE STOKED TO BE ON SHEEZY WITH ALL OF YOU!!#idk how many people who follow me know what sheezy art is#but its a website that was an homage to the original sheezyart that i was never on bc it was before my time#but its an art sharing platform that ran from 2020 to 2022 (when it started popping off as a bunch of artists began to share it and also#when i joined the website)#but shortly after the devs decided to close it bc they were all college students and the website was exploding faster than they could keep#p#but after some time. they have graduated#and they missed sheezy so much#that theyre bringing it back and wanting to dedicate their careers to it#Sheezy was legitimately the first website i ever truly felt excited to post my work to#You would get people liking your work and you could see other people's work and it was so friendly and beautiful and customizable#like an art sharing website would be#and i was sooo heartbroken to have it shut down but ofc i was happy for the devs for setting that boundary and leaving when they had to!!#but im SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO EXCITED FOR IT TO BE BACK#legitimately i promise you the community is better than any art site ive ever been on since then#the discord for it has opened again and in late November the website will open again#first in beta for the people who already had accounts when it closed but then itll open for new folks#oh im so fucking excited#and i want you guys to be excited too!!!!!#im so stoked#i love you guys ok#mwah ah
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