#i literally had to shortly deprived my brain of oxygen to convince it to let me sleep help | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

otter-pop-supreme · 3 months ago

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"we got 2 hrs of sleep, let's start the day 🥰✨"

No, brain, we went to sleep at 12 and work up at 2, why do I have to keep informing you 2AM is not a "good time to wake up", not is 3 or 4. Let me go back to sleep, the sun won't be up for another 2-3 hrs u ass-

I don't know how it manages to actually FUNCTION on said 2 hrs, and seemingly prefers it.

Tho it does result in more of me humanizing my brain and sometimes a little bit of extra delulu-ness so it's certified not 100% function

#i am tired but i will not sleep no matter the amount of hrs i lay after i wake back up #there is no 'going back to sleep' and it is ridiculous #i literally had to shortly deprived my brain of oxygen to convince it to let me sleep help #by that i mean holding my breath not like suffocation #might have to do it again bc it actually worked the first time but also #that is not smth i WANT to make a habit of man-#“oh how do you deal w sleep issues” i hold my breath like a toddler throwing a tantrum until my brain gives in and lets me sleep #i can remember the last time my brain let me have more than 6 hr at once #and not a single hr was willing #maladaptive daydreaming until i tucker put the fuck bc it never seems to shut #the scenarios role until thw position r hasy and the characters r acting out of script #once i was moments from falling asleep and was screamed awake by my brain like fuck man u rlly gotta be like that?#i could feel it would have been a good sleep toooooo 😔

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