#i also had a dream all my student loans were forgiven and waking up was legit

[johndonneswife]

hindu nationalism strikes again…

[annamariaizland]

Cuz why not?

100 BRAVE QUESTIONS 1.What’s the toughest decision you made today? Deciding to get out of bed 2.What’s the toughest decision you made this year? Deciding to continue to go to college 3.What’s the toughest decision you ever made? Deciding not to die 4.What have you forgotten? Nothing 5.What do you want to be when you grow up? Happy 6.What’s it like being you right now? A fucking disaster 7.What makes you nostalgic? The beach 8.If you had two hours left on earth what would you do? Spend it with my grandma and my best friends 9.What’s the most beautiful word in the world? pluviophile 10.Who makes you laugh more than anyone? Kayla 11.What did your father teach you? Hard work pays off 12.What did your mother teach you? That sometimes you can't remain quiet and you have to let the world hear your roar 13.What’s the best gift you’ve ever given? Backstage passes to Warped Tour 14..Best gift you ever received? A trip to the beach 15.How many times a day do you look in the mirror? Once? 16.What do you bring most to a friendship? I'm a good ass listener 17.If 100 people in your age group were selected randomly, how many do you think they’d find leading a happier life than you? All of them 18.What is or was your best subject in school? Psychology 19What activity do you do that makes you feel most like yourself? Listening to the police scanner 20.What makes you feel supported? Therapy and friends 21. Whom do you secretly admire? Anyone who has been at the end of their whits and still continued to live 22.What time of the day do you feel the most energetic and what do you usually do in those moments? The night and I write or do homework 23.What’s something you never leave home without? The dollar bill I as on me when Carl was killed. I'm impulsive and can drop 200 bucks in an hour but I can't spend this dollar 24.What’s a recurring dream you have? I don't remember my dreams 25.What makes you feel safe? The police scanner and my therapists office 26.What’s the best thing that ever happened to you? Getting diagnosed and meeting certain people 27.What do you want people to say about you once you’re gone? That she fought till the very end 28.What’s the coolest thing about science? That there is a explanation behind most of it and explanations are something I crave 29.What’s the best money you ever spent? My tattoos and piercings 30.What’s a bad habit you have? Smoking 31.What are you grateful for? My therapist, my friends and my family 32.Whom are you envious of? I don't know 33.What’s an image you’ll never forget? Finding my mom unconscious 34.Describe a near-death experience. I drowned as a kid, almost got hit my a semi head on, one winter almost had a telephone pole crush my car, almost had a truck going 70 mph hit me while I was at a compete stop 35.If you had a clone, what would you have the clone do? Go home for me at night so I could run wild 36.What’s your idea of Heaven? Happiness. 37.What’s your idea Hell? My life 38.When did you know? When did I know what? 39.What can you do better? Communicating 40.When are you most yourself? At the beach 41.What superpower would you most like to have? The ability to change probability 42.If you were granted three wishes, what would you do with the second wish? Wish for a beach house 43.What is your actual superpower? Pretending to be okay 44.If you won 100 million dollars, what would you buy first? I would pay off student loans 45.What’s the best sound in the world? The sound of the waves hitting the shore 46.What’s perfect about your life? Nothing is ever perfect 47.What song do you sing only when you’re alone and what memory does it bring back? I don't have one 48.Describe a moment you were so embarrassed you wanted to disappear. Hahaha that's all the time 49.How many times a day do you think about money? Too many 50.Who has been the biggest influence on you in your relationship to money? My therapist 51.What’s one thing you’re certain of? That everyday is not guaranteed 52.Describe one of your colossal failures. 53.What makes you cringe? My voice 54.What does your inner voice tell you? Bad things 55.What crime have you considered committing? If I tell you it's premeditated if I ever do it sooo 56.What’s great about your mom? She cares too much 57.What’s great about your dad? He also cares too much 59.Which day would you gladly re-live? The first day I was introduced to Anna Maria Island 60.What are you awesome at? Writing 61.What do you want people you meet for the first time to think about you? That I'm kind 62.When were you most afraid? Failure 63.What are you terrible at but love to do anyway? Singing 64.What weapon would you carry during the Zombie Apocalypse? Fire shooter 65.Which of your five senses would you keep if you could only keep one? Sight 66.What’s something you love to make? Poetry 67.What do you cook better than anyone? I can't even boil water so what is this cooling thing 68.What do you wish you’d invented? Something that has brought in a lot of money 69.What would you like to invent? A will to live 70.Out of 100 random people, where would you rank yourself in terms of your intelligence? I was top 20 in my high school class so 71.Where do you want to be right now? Anna Maria Island 72.If you could be someone else for a day who would it be and why? No one, because the grass isn't always greener on the other side 73.What makes you feel powerful? Getting up everyday 74.What’s the meanest thing you’ve ever said? There's a lot 75.What’s the meanest thing someone has ever said to you? ...... 76.What three words would you have on your grave stone? She's finally free 77.What’s your first thought when you wake up? When can I go back to bed 78.What’s one thing you wake up to in the middle of the night worrying about? Everything 79.If you could tell someone something anonymously, what would it be? If I tell you it's no longer anonymous 80.Whom would you like to forgive and forget? Evan Dorsey 81.If you could get rid of one of your responsibilities today, what would it be? Work 82.What type of person angers you the most? Everyone angers me 😂 83.What is your greatest strength? How I keep fighting 84.What is your worst weakness? I won't open up 85.How do you show your love for others? By being there for them and listening 86.Why are you here in this room right now? It's my bed room and I want to be alone 87.When is a time you forgave someone or were forgiven for something? I don't know 88.What’s the biggest mistake you ever made? ...... again there's a lot 89.What are you hiding? My mental illness from family 90.What’s your unanswerable question–the question you seem to always be asking yourself? Why? 91.What are you ashamed of? A lot 92.What is stopping you? Fear 93.What’s a secret you have? If I tell you is it a secret anymore? 94.How do you secretly manipulate people to get your way? My personality 95.When was the last time you apologized? Tonight 96.What is the biggest lie you tell yourself? That I'm okay 97.What’s the moment you left childhood behind? The morning my mom had her first seizure 98.What’s missing from your life? Love 99.Do you believe in a higher power? Yes 100.What are you ready to let go of? Pain What are you not saying right now? Everything.