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“She never begs. She never gives any ground. She knows that she's right.”
(this is still a wip, but i’m not sure if i’ll actually get around to properly finishing it—i’m posting this here just in case)
#she deserved so much better. she deserved the world. i hope she DOES come back in some kind of afterlife and kills everyone who hurt her#iwtv s2#amc iwtv#iwtv#iwtv season 2#iwtv spoilers#interview with the vampire#claudia iwtv#iwtv art#iwtv fanart#iwtv claudia#fanart wip#art wip#art#artists on tumblr#my art#vampire chronicles#anne rice
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Funniest thing about Malevolent is how profoundly Arthur does NOT fit the usual manic pixie dream human bill. Ok I have watched COUNTLESS eldritch entities Better Themselves and Embrace Humanity through the Power Of Friendship it's an S tier trope it's one of my favorites. It's just that the human friend in question usually isn't a blood covered PI toggling between suicidal and homicidal so fast the guy in his head gets whiplash. John bettered himself out of sheer desperate necessity when it became apparent that ONE of them had to pump the brakes on charging into danger and solving problems with murder and it was not going to be Arthur
#he also out stubborns john every time#even more so once theyre close and john cares about not hurting him#by the end of season 1 hes like fully in charge#malevolent#john doe malevolent#arthur lester#magpie rambles
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I'm sorry I let down my guard.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#xue yang#xiao xingchen#God DAMN this scene was brutal. Season 2 episode 2 is almost nothing but misery and anguish#Helena by Nickle Creek does not quite fit the comic's vibe but it is absolutely a Xue Yang song so I linked it.#The change from “Helena don't walk away...(gentle)” to “HELENA. DON'T WALK AWAY (threat)” is fantastic.#And “Don't waste your pretty sympathy - I'll always be just fine”. Xue Yang core.#Okay now for the real meat. Disclaimer first: *I really like XY.* I think he's a great character. I think his actions consistently-#come from a place of deep trauma. While his reactions and actions put him in a villainous role he is still human about his hurt#and what I'm about to say is NOT intended to be a statement of causality or villianize a group of misunderstood people.#So with that said...Man oh man does Xue Yang have a lot of BPD traits. More that just 'character who is chronically manipulative'.#The impulsivity and emotional reactions and seeking stability makes him feel like he needs that control. What other choice is there?#The part that really gets me is how he *wants* to be safe and happy. But his past experiences tell him how thats impossible#He's the kind of person who goes 'if you don't like me then you better hate me for something substantial". All (pos) or All (neg)#''Love me entirely or Hate me. But don't you dare leave me or forget about me.''#Not at all comfortable saying 'BPD coded'. Im not a psychiatrist. Just that he has TRAITS. Feel free to disagree or add your thoughts.#ppl with bpd also are not a monolith and everyone has very different experiences. Xue yang is very complex. People more so.
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CASTIEL: Stop. What's the point if you don't mean it? You fear me - not love, not respect, just fear.
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a godstiel pity party. i'd like to thank an anon i got way back in february of 2021.
#spn#vid#spnamvarchive#so fun fact i started making this more than a year ago. got it 90% done. and then was like no this isn't working#i will come back to this later.#it turns out that i needed to make some videos about cas and angels (the love club + help i'm alive amvs)#in order to make this one. anyway this video is about french mistake robert singer voice season six#i really struggled with it because i could NOT find the thread until i realized that it needed to be literally godstiel pov#it's about love and desire and jealousy and hurt and omnidirectional rage <3#it's about the fact that cas is so utterly dependent on dean for his self-image - however dean sees him that's it#it's about having a moment of reflection about lashing out before you do it but doing it anyway#it's about taking cruelty and dishing it out#and crucially. it's about being pregnant#mpregpocalypse#fun fact: i made a post about working on three season six amvs all the way back in nov. 2022#and only now have they come to fruition (this one + love club + metric)#anyway. have you heard that cas is obsessed#the thing is i do kinda want to add some specific director's commentary here. like the first verse is about cas being like.#incredibly deeply emotionally vulnerable to dean. as in: his emotional state and self-image is totally dominated by what dean thinks of him#and if dean is mad at him. and then the second verse is about... dean upsetting him and him responding to that by Killing Everybody lol#like he has a moment of reflection ['certain regrettable things are now required of me' + killing rachel] where he's like i've 1) also done#bad things and 2) i feel bad about it so maybe i will regret Killing Everyone. but then he does it anyway due to everybody keeps turning#on him. i feel like the rest of the amv is self evident. i guess i should note that 'share a paradise' is about how both of them have#a nostalgic view of the early days of their relationship when it wasn't Like This lol. but everything else i think is self evident.#oh and the reason the other angels flash onscreen with their burned wings at the end is i'm EVOKING the image of cas' wings burning. even#though it doesn't happen. i'm evoking it
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my only complaint about 2005 dw is that we didn’t get more episodes with gung-ho mortal baby jack harkness. absolutely smitten by that fucker
#I mean. who isn’t. that’s kinda the point#exactly what he Wants#im saying this because he’s pretty but also because as much as I think the direction he goes in is intetesting and I love torchwood with#all my heart (as much as it Hurts Me) there’s something so novel about chaotic rebellious pre-resurrection jack#that you never truly get after that first season#like it’s always there in the foundation of his character to a degree but he does end up with a lot more self control and people look up to#him and he’s much more orderly and and all-around not really chaotic anymore (torchwood as a group is chaotic in certain ways for sure but#he himself? not often. mostly only in trying situations or when highly highly emotional)#and don’t get me wrong it all makes sense narratively. that he’d end up like that. he’s had literally centuries to gain wisdom and#self discipline and to learn how to be a proper leader and to become jaded and an existential black hole of a man#but. yknow. I just miss that sexy egomaniacal revolution-leader type jack#anyway. at least he gets to fuck around with guys on screen in torchwood though. definitely an upgrade#kibumblabs#dw#doctor who#jack harkness
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the nanami kento who watched his best friend die because the system failed them the nanami kento who swore off the jujutsu world because he didn't want to see more deaths the nanami kento who still helped gojo teach kids because he was asked to the nanami kento who wanted to get married but when he wasn't a sorcerer the nanami kento who always provided constructive criticism with a bit of praise to keep the kids motivated the nanami kento who always looked out for kids the nanami kento who said being child is not a sin the nanami kento who treated yuuji like a normal sorcerer kid even though he was the vessel for king of curses the nanami kento who tried to hide the fact that the ones yuuji killed were transfigured humans because he did not want yuuji to feel guilty the nanami kento who never worked overtime except only when he wanted to finish off mahito so yuuji doesn't have to deal with him the nanami kento who was ino's idol because he did everything right the nanami kento who stopped nobara from joining him further in shibuya because she was a child the nanami kento who asked maki to stay back when daigon appeared because his grade was higher than hers the nanami kento who made sure megumi wasn't throwing away his life in protecting them the nanami kento who sent for shoko as soon as the situation got worse the nanami kento who wished he could visit malaysia for vacation the nanami kento who did not want to die as a curse, as a burden on yuuji even in his last moments the nanami "you've got it from here" kento
#this isn't supposed to hit me like this#it isn't that serious then tell me why am i crying why does it hurt so much#he's just a fictional character wtf is wrong with me#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#nanami kento#kento nanami#jujutsu kaisen 2#jjk spoilers#jjk s2#jjk season 2#jjk anime#jjk nanami#the shibuya incident#jjk season two#jujutsu sorcerer#jujutsu kaisen s2
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i think dinostar is such an interesting ship right now even if i've kind of turned away from it after this season. the problem is that it's complicated, and fandoms historically don't like nuanced situations or takes. i don't think it's fair to say darius is putting brooklynn on a pedestal, since from his perspective, she hasn't done anything wrong, and kenji has been framed as this unfair partner to her. it does feel like his feelings are very immature and more of an infatuation right now ("if he loved you half as much.."/"unless?"), especially when you compare them to kenji's own feelings for brooklynn - his girlfriend who he's loved for 6 years - but that isn't a horrible thing, it's just different. i do completely understand if people dislike the ship right now, and even criticize darius' way of handling the accidental confession, but i just think people have been way too harsh on all three of them without being willing to see that all of their perspectives are different
#like darius' whole thing this season was his tendency to say or do the wrong thing and make things awkward by complete accident#he's a very awkward person as it is and considering he's also never dealt with romantic feelings before and he didn't even mean to tell her#about them it makes sense that he once again said and did the wrong things while trying to fix it#i'm not going to judge his characterization just yet until we see how he handles his own feelings vs kenji's next season after finding out#she's alive#he was still respectful of her and i doubt after learning more of kenji's side and realizing this man genuinely does still love and miss he#that he would prioritize pursuing her romantically(especially since she already yk.. rejected him and also literally just left them all)#if anything i think the finale putting his feelings about her survival to the side and focusing on how it hurt kenji to see her alive and#leave him kind of indicates that brooklynn's not really going to be much of a love interest for darius after this#which imo as a dinostar enjoyer and professional darius lover i'm actually okay with#slightly off topic but season 2 has made me really appreciate kenlynn on its own because of how tragic and nuanced it is#so i think focusing on them instead is not only a better decision in terms of consistency and storytelling but it's just the more realistic#and satisfying choice right now#and that's not to say i think they'll be perfectly fine or even together again once they're reunited properly#in fact i very much hope she ends up alone and they all get closure from this#and there's always the possibility that later on the show might actually revisit dinostar again#which would be better than them trying to do so now in my opinion#idk this is probably a mess but i've been trying to think about how i felt about this love triangle for awhile and since s2 handled it#completely differently than i thought they would. i feel like it's not going to be that simple#and i just wish fans of all sides would kind of chill out on the characters lmao#jwct#chaos theory#jwct s2 spoilers#brooklynn jwct#jwct season 2 spoilers#dinostar#kenlynn#kenji kon#darius bowman#jurassic world
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Finally got caught up with Malevolent so here are the silly guys AND HUMAN JOHNNN
Also a small thing featuring Kayne
#yippee yippee!!!#i fukcing hate kayne istg#dude I was HURT when John told kayne to wipe Arthur’s memory#LIKE OMG JOHN WTFFF#but I forgive him#malevolent#malevolent podcast#malevolent spoilers#malevolent 42#malevolent season 5#malevolent fanart#fanart#my art#artists on tumblr#traditional art#jarthur#private eyes#arthur lester malevolent#arthur lester#human john doe#john doe malevolent#john doe#noel malevolent#charlie dowd#the butcher#the butcher malevolent#dennis collins#kayne malevolent#malevolent kayne
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Bridgerton in s1, s2, and the spinoff essentially: LW has done nothing helpful, she only adds harm to society's reputations, especially that of women and young girls who have little means of ways to protect themselves. It's why so many are scared that their every move is being watched. It's very evident that, whoever she is, has nothing better to do and probably wouldn't be accepted or forgiven by the Ton if their identity was revealed.
Bridgerton s3, for some reason: Oh LW is amazing (because it's Penelope) and is a true testament to how someone can overcome such harsh trials and come out on top (because, of course, being "ignored" gives you the right to weaponize your power and privileges to harm others, even those who you've never spoken too, just because you want to be seen, even though you hide behind an anonymous gossip sheet). Some people should even be jealous of the feats she's overcome (because, yes, it perfectly makes sense for a feminist character to be jealous of someone who's only used their power to hurt women and young girls for some cash and entertainment, totally makes sense).
#bridgerton#i was basically summarizing points but you get it#bc the whole 180 from how lw was viewed in early seasons & queen charlotte#vs in s3 reads so much as fan service and fave character of the director behind the scenes or something#like everything about it felt so stupid#and big eye roll behavior to eloise & colin trying win their case with “but being ignored hurts!' which it does but 1.) that's not an excuse#to hurt others especially making a profit over it & 2.) why should cressida care when she's about to be sold!?#and the way so many characters were characterized just so pen could be easily forgiven and have her shine (even pen herself) 🙄#bridgerton criticism#anti penelope featherington
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yor ass hurt.
Done
#art#traditional art#pencil#fanart#spy x family#yor briar#yor forger#new season started off with a bang. should i tag this spoilers.#does the concept of spoilers even apply to a comedy story about a person with a bullet in their ass#im caught up with the manga so i might be biased LOL although lemme tell ya#i wasnt sure how they'd start off the new season but i definitely wasnt expecting the your ass hurt done chapter#awesome#the new op is also awesome i care a normal amount (lying) about both spy x family and utaite so the ado song is fantastic#love how much she's gotten to do both in her original songs and the anime music shes been doing. her voice is great#also the ending song is also fantastic and the animation is so so cute
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reminder that amanda overton doesn't know what in the god damn hell she's talking about, as she has proven repeatedly this season
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#zaundads#vanco#silco#vander#arcane#arcane spoilers#fortiche carried this season and so what fortiche says goes#and fortiche said: these bitches gay#i don't make the rules#congratulations fellow zaundads enjoyers how does it feel to keep winning#my face hurts from smiling#set the timer for the christian linke twitter crashout#spin the wheel to decide what identity he will retroactively assign silco and vander to make sure we understand that they weren't..........#(whispers)#............................homos#just to make sure we don't water down the beauty of male friendship of course#a thing that is never depicted in any media anywhere. like definitely not the most acclaimed movie of all time or anything.
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I need someone who's smarter than me to be real with me right now. Are there any chances that this is just temporary and they're going to work this out? If yes, are they fair chances?
I'm just entirely unable to wrap my head around this right now and I'm honestly still in shock. This came out of nowhere and I thought Tim loved Tommy and this relationship? Wasn't that what everyone was saying?
Idk I am just absolutely devastated right now. Bucktommy was what got me through my days and now it just doesn't feel joyous anymore, even the fics can't fill this gaping hole because this gigantic cloud of sadness is hanging over it.
This is just the culmination of a truly terrible week and I don't even have any friends who are also in the fandom.
And on top of it some of the buddie fans are so incredibly cruel about it. How can you find so much joy in someone's genuine pain?
#911 abc#evan buckley#tommy kinard#bucktommy#911 spoilers#911 season 8#this hurts so much right now#and i feel so stupid for letting it affect me so much#it's just fiction#why does it hurt so much#why can't i be a fucking adult about this i'm 32 dammit
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Arcane season 2 act 2 spoilers
So uh
Anyone notice that vander gave powder her mother’s cup? And that jinx still uses it?
I’m gonna go play in traffic now 😁
#AUGHHHJJ#THIS HAUNTS ME#DOES SHE KNOW? DOES SHE KNOW SHE HAS HER MOTHERS FACE?#god this hurts so bad#this actually reteroactively made me more at silco#how do you attempt to kill the child of a dear friend like that?#not just a street orphan that vander took in#silco was THERE when her mother named her#he and vander swore to protect those kids#I almost wonder if vander being the one to give violet her name is what made silco so mad#she was a reflection of vander and his betrayal before she took her first breath#fate is a carved path indeed#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane season two#arcane season 2 spoilers#arcane season 2 act 2#arcane spoilers#jinx#jinx arcane
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Late to the game as I’ve kinda been kinda non-here for a minute but I scrolled through the Dot and Bubble tag, and thought I wanted to write this post into existence.
There's this part in Doctor Who Unleashed where RTD says this:
“What we can’t tell is how many people will have worked that out before the ending. Because they’ve seen white person after white person after white person, and television these days is very diverse. I wonder, will you be ten minutes into it, will you be fifteen, will you be twenty, before you start to think, everyone in this community is white. And if you don’t think that — why didn’t you? So, that’s gonna be interesting. I hope it’s one of those pieces of television you see, and always remember.”
And I'm like. Yeah. But the reason this works even as well as it does is largely thanks to the work of the previous showrunner with the previous creative team, which was notably the first era to have any writers of color (amongst other firsts in terms of inclusivity in directors, composer, actors). While Chibnall fumbled whenever he tried to write about race himself, he did have the self-awareness to have Black and South Asian writers writing the episodes where race is the focus (and a female writer for the episode where sexism is a focus; my point is, he seemed to know his shortcomings).
I wonder what the current creative team looks like? (not really, but I wasn't 100% sure for all of them)
To quote RTD:
“...before you start to think, everyone in this community is white.”
This is pretty non-self-aware, right? It's pretty “It is said, and I understand this, there was a history of racism with the original Toymaker, the Celestial Toymaker, who had ‘celestial,’ and I did not know this, but ‘celestial’ can mean of Chinese origin, but in a derogatory way,” right? (from The Giggle Unleashed) It's pretty “and I had problems with that, and a lot of us on the production team had problems with that: associating disability with evil,” right? (from Destination Skaro Unleashed)
—none of which are issues that should be overlooked, but think how much exponentially better they might’ve been addressed if he’d consulted with Chinese writers and wheelchair-using writers before going straight to giving the Toymaker weird fake accents and making Davros walk?
How many Black or non-white people do we think saw the Dot and Bubble script before it landed in Ncuti’s hands?
And this just keeps happening.
And like, from some of the shocked responses I've seen from white viewers to the ending of Dot and Bubble, maybe the episode's unsubtlety was needed? From the way RTD talks about it in Unleashed, the episode was written with a white audience in mind, Baby's First Microaggressions (where of course the microaggressions come from people who are pretty self-admittedly white supremacists). Ricky September, a more seemingly normal depiction of someone in the racist bubble of Finetime, seemed like an interesting element, up until the way he died.
The ending worked for me, because I do think the Doctor's reaction is true to how the Doctor would react. I just keep thinking of how much better the core themes could've been handled by someone with actual lived experience on the subject matter.
#dot and bubble#fifteenth doctor#rtd critical#anti rtd#ricky september#lindy pepper bean#dw negativity#racism#antiblackness#words by seaweed#not to be anti rtd. im just very critical. Anti RTD is just a tag which people use or block#every showrunner has their flaws but RTD is the only one self-righteously virtu signling over NOTHING. which is why im more critical.#plus the on-set sxual hrassment and what happened with Chris Eccleston etc. it vindicates me. idk. not tryna be a hater#ALSO dot and bubble is leaps and bounds better than any racism commentary I expected from Russell T Davies. so theres that.#can you tell I'm shy abt making long posts that someone is likely gonna be not happy about-#I usually search tumblr for posts to rb and talk in tags. but I couldnt find any posts about this this morning! tho I think ppl have since#etc its fine to critically appreciate imperfect media etc I do it all the time (as a Black fan) (who also thinks Rosa has Flaws) etc#I did see someone on twitter pointing out the hypocrisy of all white writers but twitter does not have space to talk about things#also love that The Church on Ruby Road has Mark Tonderai who became the first black director w The Ghost Monument. I love his directing#but that's the Christmas special. it is not part of this season. and honestly fr it's not close to enough#love the inclusivity in front of the camera. lets get some of that in the writing team NOW. it's hurting for it.#bring back Charlene James. can you hear me? was the best episode of Season 12.#the ep felt like a commentary on the “RIP Doctor Who” ppl under every official Doctor Who post? hence social media?#it does work best that way!! it just felt a little off of that way in rtd talking#idk im rambling. I did enjoy it tho. I just wish. but well.
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One of Charles's roommates was in a fraternity and he damn well knows it
#i love every time we are reminded that beej is the most mischief prone one if not just that touch sadistic please excuse me#he has a good heart and a joy in the majority of his pranks and especially in his early seasons#but also he DOES know how to hit you where it hurts and he WILL follow through#hawkeye pierce#charles winchester#charles emerson winchester iii#bj hunnicutt#swamp rats#m*a*s*h#mashposting#mashblogging#s6e11#the m*a*s*h olympics
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The Gwayne and Alicent conversation was easily one of my favorite parts of the whole episode. Them discussing Daeron (and more or less explaining why he wasn’t mentioned in Season 1), probably having the first emotionally honest conversation that anyone has ever had in that entire family, and just their dynamic…I loved it so much.
#yeah his death is gonna hurt after this#also otto coming back! we’ve got the hightowers back together!#also if daeron does manage to show up this season i can only commend the set for keeping that a secret#gwayne hightower#alicent hightower#house of the dragon#house of the dragon season 2#house of the dragon season 2 spoilers#hotd s2 spoilers#gameofthronesdaily
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