#this piano is also 100+ years old

[kaleidos-copia]

Noodling around on the keys this afternoon, hammering out this blasphemous tune 😈

Ignore any mistakes (including the incorrect tempo); I just came up with this mostly by ear like half an hour ago, so it still needs work and more practice. Also, I don't play super often and I'm self taught so I know it doesn't look or sound very professional shhh 🥴

[idontmindifuforgetme]

In May you will be ok if you

Carry blotting papers on u

Hold urself accountable but not unnecessarily self flagellate

Try to journal a little bit every day

Study for hours

Practice piano for hours

Experiment w new hair styles and also more fun fits

Buy more plushies

Work out even if you don’t feel like it

Follow your therapist’s orders

But also not sedate yourself w therapy speak every minute… let yourself feel it

Just get off social media as much as possible bc it’ll still be here when you come back

Put your 100% into everything

Read before bed

Do it tired do it scared do it imperfect

Embrace the in between phase

Just do it …… think of ur 30 something year old coworker ….. she just does it and u love her for it

Not ask for advice as much and move from a place of self direction

Communicate if something bothers you

its ok to still be alone when you feel like it

This needs to be mentioned AGAIN but stop hyper fixating on doing everything at once bc you have time

🩷

[abelykos]

Head cannon:

Logan would say the most out of pocket thing about him after knowing and remembering his past. He would also do it, just to mess with people; especially to people he doesn't like just to prove a point.

For example:

He talks about his time as a Canadian soldier and the war crimes he made.

" Logan, did you help create the G...?

It wasn't a war crime the first time. "

Or something like...

" Getting your skin burnt off by a nuclear bomb hurts more than a heartburn or a headache.

Logan WTF are you talking about?!"

Maybe even...

" I once played piano with Frank Sinatra and was a back up guitarist for a band in the 80's.

You know how to play the piano? "

He also creates new rumors about himself just by saying something random and no one would be able to fact check him.

" I once fought Teddy Roosevelt in the woods."

"I wouldn't recommend eating people."

" I helped create moonshine."

" Making that drug was an accident. "

" I ate a horse during the Great Depression."

" I helped film that movie."

" I fixed machines for NASA once."

The kids would probably ask Logan the weirdest questions about history or himself, which would also add to the rumors.

He's over 100 years old, imagine the stories, the lives he lived through.

The Wild West was probably his favorite era.

[ih3artreggie]

guys, it's finally happening. annalations is back in session, with today's yap being about...

REGULUS BLACK IN MY DRs

yeah. it's THE regulus post. IM FINALLY DOING IT!!!!!!!!!!!!

so far, reg is in five drs of mine: marauders (duh), f1, asoiaf, twilight (bear with me), and kingsman. today i will be detailing what he's like in those drs because i am lowkey very proud of myself for being creative and fitting him in as well as i can. and also i love him. BLEUUUUGH!!!!

the BASICS about him:

he's a leo. his birthday is august 7, and he's a little less than a year younger than me (COUGAR ALERT!!! 😱). the original reason he's an august baby is cause i refused to have him be more than a year younger than me in my marauders dr... but now it's kind of stuck, and he is like 100% a leo in my head. Well yes!

he is in fact half french and speaks it fluently

in every dr he's in, sirius is his brother. i am not being responsible for separating them (again...)

he is also always bffs with evan. i'm not separating them EITHER!!

i don't have a specific fc for him - no one fits my vision. timothée chalamet is probably the closest you can get, but there are several people who have an element of regulus to them, those being: elijah hewson, alain delon, and (occasionally) mark eydelshteyn.

HUGELY IMPORTANT!!! he has grey eyes and faint freckles on his nose. FIGHT ME IDGAF

and now... drum roll for... the JUICY STUFF!!!

‧₊˚❀ MARAUDERS REALITY ༉‧₊˚.

regulus is like. default regulus in this dr, because – of course! – this is the source material (regrettably)

we are both in seventh year...

he's the slytherin prefect and seeker. Yay.

i am also seeker on the gryffindor team. Bound to be total, utter joy competing against him

MY SPURNED MORTAL ENEMY!!!.............. unless?

we've known each other since we were 6 and 7 years old, and from that point on we were great friends

he was best friends with evan, and i was best friends with sirius, but despite that, him and i were really close, and had a much more... tame? vibe

(sirius and i were/are crazy)

this, however, was until fifth year when he randomly decided to dump me. in front of the whole school. on the quidditch pitch. after i won. Soooo cool!

so now we don't like each other (we are both liars)

i guess you could call us more rivals than enemies but he sure does not do me any favours

although he does have a penchant for staring at me in potions... must be the humidity playing tricks on me

DISCLAIMER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he is not a death eater. won't happen ever. NOT ON MY WATCH!!! #NotMyRegulus

‧₊˚❀ F1 REALITY ༉‧₊˚.

controversially, regulus is Not an f1 driver in this dr. Sorry! i am too weak to date my coworkers 💔 (+ he'd hate it)

rather, he studies classics at oxford (cough... NERD...) and is a piano tutor in his spare time

i've known him since we were 13 or 14 – him and evan met in boarding school, and i would see a LOT of him because of how close they were

we did not get along in the beginning, which was entirely my fault 😞

long story short, we were rivals/frenemies for a while until we eventually grew out of it and didn't see each other as often

we hung out at a party last year, but fell victim to miscommunication (NOOO!!! NOOOOOO!) and now have beef AGAIN!!!!!!

but never fear! everything will work out because he will mysteriously show up at the first race of the season in bahrain, looking to talk to me!

#Pray4Me

#I'mGoingToDie

‧₊˚❀ ASOIAF REALITY ༉‧₊˚.

this dr is very much still in the works (so bear with me me if some of this doesn't make exact sense), but i am quite proud of it...

i made house black an actual house of the north. their land, or territory that they control, is called the blacklands, and it's known for being a freaking horror movie

in this dr, sirius was a (very good but very slutty) knight who suspiciously went missing... (ran away to the free cities), leaving reg as the sole heir...

regulus black, now lord of his family and house after his father was taken ill, finds himself in a living nightmare – aligned with house bolton, complicit in the betrayal of the starks, and surrounded on all sides by stark allies

guess what. motherfucker gets kidnapped

for less than 12 hours though!

somehow the shittiest mormont bannermen are tasked with taking him (they obviously know that regulus has never held a sword in his LIFE)

lucky for him, i stumble upon him in a bit of a pickle, and decide to help him out. you know, being a knight of valour and justice and all that

guys it's nothing! really it's just a day in the life of the best knight in westeros (jaime lannister i'm gonna end u).

this little run-in basically puts us on a tedious road back to getting him to his family

hilarity ensues, and ends with me swearing allegiance to him and ONLY him. NOT his family. romance is in fact not dead and neither is my undying devotion

sirius also comes back from the dead after hearing about regulus being in trouble, which adds MORE drama to everything

"unhand my brother!" (i promptly laugh in his face)

MORE hilarity ensues, because everyone eventually finds out who i actually am (balon greyjoy's daughter). fun for all the family!

if you can't tell, this dr is a bit unserious. i don't really like everyone getting stabbed to death or burnt alive, so i will in fact be working my way around that (somehow). Stay Tuned!

‧₊˚❀ TWILIGHT REALITY ༉‧₊˚.

now, the lore is deep with this one

regulus is a vampire. YAY! but was also a wizard! Oh?

yeah. this is sort of a hp x twilight dr, but i have no interaction with the magic side of it because i dont want to. TAKE THAT!

DISCLAIMER 2!!! he has never taken a human life and point blank refuses to even think about it

basically, similar to canon, regulus died trying to destroy horcruxes, but didn't... actually... die. he was turned into a vampire

AGAIN!!!!!!! HE WAS NOT A DEATH EATER!!!!! just a fucking genius

anyways he went to albania to try and find that fuckass diadem and ended up getting bit by a vampire at the age of 19. good for him (he thinks it's worse than death #EdwardCullenCore)

vampires and wizards have MAJOR arcane ancient beef (like in the hp books) and so regulus was turned almost entirely out of spite. it was a huge FUCK YOU! from his maker

because vampires are technically dead, as soon as he was turned, he lost all his magic, and all connection to the magical world. it was basically as if he never had any in the first place

once he was changed, he had to learn everything from the beginning, because he knew nothing about non-magical society

it also caused an identity crisis because he spent his whole life being told that his family was superior because they were "pureblooded" but none of it mattered in relation to magic because. DEATH IS THE GREAT EQUALIZER!!

anywho

he basically hid out in the scottish highlands for a couple decades, learning how to assimilate with society and act human

he also pretended to be his own descendant and has inherited his own house twice by doing it. (i think edward also does the same thing from memory...)

he finds it very amusing to give his fictional descendants the worst names possible as well. the last name he made up was HERCULES BLACK?????????? putain de merde, as the french say

he also found a way into the magical world and tried to see sirius (did not go well; he hasn't tried again)

he went out looking for other vampires because he realised he knew nothing after 40 something years as one, and eventually ended up at the cullens

which is where i come in!

imagine my surprise when i – friend of the quileutes, sworn enemy of edward cullen, and freshly back from australia – am ambushed on my shift at the hospital by a new freaking vampire! and he's HOT?! I'm COOKED!

anyways! L for jasper as well because reg is younger than him and has way better self control. bulletproof self control actually

also regulus' power is. he can sort of hypnotise people? he can make eye contact with someone and put them in a trance – they won't remember anything for a period of 30 seconds to 5 minutes depending on how long he looks at them for

alice has taken to calling him medusa while i was away LMFAOOOOO

‧₊˚❀ KINGSMAN REALITY ༉‧₊˚.

no header for this one, since it's pretty much just a feeling i have

once again, this is sort of a crossover dr between slow horses and kingsman

before i was part of kingsman, i worked at mi5, alongside river cartwright (before he was put in slough house)

i was one of their top agents, and seriously well respected

at this point, i only knew regulus as evan's best friend, and a pretentious rich kid

that is until, on an assignment, i was following a target, and ran into him doing the exact same thing. we were following the same person, for the same reason. it was essentially that spiderman meme of us pointing at each other (with guns unfortunately)

anyways uhh the run in was not friendly and shots were in fact fired (HE WOULDN'T TELL ME WHY TF HE WAS THERE!!!!!!!)

after this incident, i was put on leave. like Fine but WTF

i was contacted by a man called will green (agent Gawain (DEV PATEL!!!)), who said he'd seen the footage of my run in with regulus, reviewed my record at mi5, and wanted to talk

WHAT FOOTAGE?! i was bewildered, but agreed to meet (i needed a job)

anyways, this was my induction into kingsman. he nominated me as a candidate for the position of agent viviane, and i passed all the trials with flying colours

regulus (agent Tristan) was not pleased

since then (seeing as that was 2 years ago), we have been in constant competition

he wont me fr he's just way too petty to admit it

to be fair, i still spite him for fucking up my career in the service, so. we're even

i lowkey just came up with all that kingsman lore on the spot, but yeah! if there's one thing i'm gonna do, it's make sure that i get my rivals to lovers!

ok. i think that's it. i'm running on 4.5 hours of sleep, but one thing is for certain: I LOVE REGULUS BLACK!!! they don't call me ih3artreggie for nothing!

ok good night, happy new years, and happy shifting everyone! until next time... Xx ❤︎

[theamazingmaddyas]

I dunno what sparked this in my mind, but I was thinking about TV shows like Little Big Shots or Ellen that interview child prodigies at something, and thought "demigods at interviews" and thus this was born. Part 1, including all the Apollo kids (including Octavian, Georgie, and Hal) and the Seven, plus Nico and Reyna. Will probably make a part 2 with just as many characters lol.

Lee

I feel like Lee would end up on a show like that at around five or six doing slam poetry. He feels like a slam poet to me, and an amazing one at that. They put him on stage with a mic and he whips up the most heartwrenching poem known to man that leaves the audience shocked....

Michael

Trick shots in archery. The people who can shoot with their feet while doing a hand stand? That's Michael. He'd be on the older side, probably around 10 to 12, definitely after he started camp, and it started as 100% a joke in the cabin that came to reality. You can see Chiron in the audience as his guardian.

Will

Something medical. He could probably name every bone in the body, all the systems in the body, and has extreme medical knowledge no little kid could have. The audience freaks out when his mother's mentioned though (back on my super famous Naomi kick). He'd probably be like 4 or 5.

Kayla

Canada doesn't have a LBS but according to my research some Canadian kids went on in the US, so she'd be on that version.

Archery obviously. She probably picked up a bow at like 2 with her father (saying this as someone who started at age 4 with a bow so big I needed my father to help me pull it back), and obviously was a prodigy. She'd've been like 5 or 6, and her aim and percision is impeccable.

Austin

This one is also obvious. Saxophone. He was probably like one or two years old (while LBS is 3+ from my research, Austin is an anomoly and should be treated as such. That or he goes on on his third birthday), with his customized saxophone Latricia's school helped fund for when the noticed him gravitating towards the saxes, and absolutely captured the heart of America with his tiny little cornrows and suit that Latricia dressed him up in that his video is still among the most popular, and a lot of his youtube followers come from a repost he did of that ten years later when he started youtube at like 11 or 12 (or 13).

Jerry

According to my research, UK had a season of Little Big Shots with a different host, because I had to make sure this worked before I made it.

He'd definitely be for something musically related. I hc one of his powers is the ability to recall any song he's heard before, so I think that's what he'd be on for. Like a version of Beat Shazam! but with just Jerry and the British LBS host. He'd probably be like seven or eight, I'd say.

Yan

Hong Kong doesn't have it's own version of LBS, but I know the US version had some international kids with child translators, so she'd probably go on with a translator but try to speak a little English at like the age of 5 or 6 on a trip to the US.

As for what? I think they'd go on for something instrumental as well; I was thinking piano or organ. I hc they're good at poetry, but I dunno if they'd take a kid who does poetry not in English for the show. It's not as universal as music.

Gracie

I hc her as competing in biathlon (skiing and shooting), so definitely that. Since, according to my biathlon research (the internet definitely thinks I wanna join biathlon now but I can't even ski) you have to be older to compete (you need to be 22 for the Olympics), she'd probably be around ten or eleven, which from what I gathered is around the youngest you can start learning. As for how she'd be able to show this off at a show? I dunno, maybe a video of her doing it on a ski slope as she explains the basics of biathlon? I dunno, I only watched like 3 episodes of season 1 when it came out before it bruised my really fragile ego too much.

Octavian

Octavian's only talent is sacrificing teddy bears. Imagine turning on LBS only to see a little six year old perfectly replicating ancient roman sacrificial rituals on his toy teddy bear? I'd be actually terrified.

I'm still going to say his talent has to do with roman culture, probably his extreme knowledge of it being raised by legacies in New Rome. Then he'd bring up sacrifices and Steve Harvey's genuinely terrified of this scrawny pale six year old.

Hal

Obviously Hal's like 60 during The Diary of Luke Castellan and there's nothing like LBS when he was a kid because then modern time wouldn't be modern, you know? But there was definitely a newspaper article when he was a kid that says "Young Boy saves girl from certain death!" or something to that degree. So, his prophesy powers.

Georgina

Her drawings. Everyone's slightly concerned about what she says, but her drawings are oddly good for an eight year old (actually I'd say she'd be like 4 or 5), so everyone lets it slide cause she's cute and pretty articulate when it comes to describing her artwork.

Leo

MATH! Leo canonically does college level calculus at the age of 8. He's one of those super computers where Steve Harvey'll give him an insane math problem and he'd answer in like ten seconds and Steve has a calculator and drops it when he realizes this like six or seven year old's right.

Annabeth

Architecture of course. LBS would show buildings or monuments and Annabeth would say what it was, it's location, the year it was built, and some fun facts about it. Steve Harvey definitely said, "I've never seen this building in my life!" and five or six year old Annabeth giggled so hard.

Percy

Swimming, duh. Like Gracie's they probably just have a video because they are not getting a pool, but little Percy is a speed demon in the water, and it's great. Honestly very impressive to see a four year old do butterfly stroke in an olympic sized pool. I'd probably change the channel.

Hazel

Again, no LBS in 1940s, and the US was ages 3-12, so it doesn't work when she comes back either, so Hazel just gets a news article about her ability to find jewels anywhere. "Louisiana girl has found more jewels than you have in your entire life!" Or something like that.

Frank

(See Kayla's on Canada, and anyway Vancouvers like so much closer to Hollywood than NY is)

Frank's a toss up. I wanted to say spelling because Frank Spelling Bee champ has a special place in my heart (I never made it past the first round in my classroom), but spelling is a pretty common thing and I dunno if he could spell like pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis or something like that (thank you copy and paste) at like 7 or 8.

So I'm going back to basics and he's doing archery like Kayla and Michael (though not trick shots). Little 8 yo Frank talks extremely eloquently and emphazes the importance of practice, and the show surprises him with his mother coming home from active duty in the military and the clip of Frank screaming, "Mommy" while running towards Emily and sobbing is among one of the most watched clips with Austin's.

Jason

Probably fencing (well technically sword fighting, but you can't really have that on TV with a like 3 of 4 year old, can you?). Imagine a baby Jason dueling Steve Harvey after he beats up some dummies. Peak.

Piper

Piper's not going on the show. Her father signed her up, probably for something fashion related, but I'm not sure (she can surf well, but I doubt Tristan would put her down for that) but when they tried to film her she scream and screamed and ended up biting a producer so she was cut from the show. It was on the news for weeks after someone in the audience leaked that Tristan McLean's daughter was supposed to preform on Little Big Shots but ended up being so rowdy they couldn't film. She was probably 5 or 6.

Nico

Mythology specialist, of course.

He actually could go on LBS because he joins modern day at age 10, so that's how old he was. They show him pictures of Greek/Roman gods and he rambles off their Greek and Roman names, as well as their domains.

He also brings up the goddess Bia at the beginning and says she's one of his favorites because his nickname for his big sister is Bia, and the camera pans to Bianca sitting in the audience next to Alecto, and the world eats that up.

Reyna

Reyna would go on at 3 or 4 (and a 10/11 yo Hylla's her translator because I just feel in my bones Hylla learned English really young and I dunno why) with some form of martial arts, I think, not sure which one exactly, but I can see a little 3 yo Reyna in Puerto Rico competing in kids taekwando. But Reyna ends up being more well known by how articulate and intelligent she is. Steve Harvey asks Hylla "Did she really say that?" at least four times because he thought Hylla was embellishing Reyna's words, but nope, that actually is the most accurate translation.

People who speak Spanish absolutely adore her.

Will I make a part 2? Probably. I had too much fun with this.

[tremsing82]

ACOTAR Future Families Headcanons

Ok I have few fun family headcanons for the acotar ships. (Disclaimer: I am not an fanfic author/writer so none of this will ever show up in a fanfic, I just like to create characters for headcanons, if anyone wants to use any of this for a story your more than welcome to do so just tag me so I can read it please 🙏😊😊😊🙏)

Feysand: they obviously have Nyx. I think they will definitely have 1 more and it will be a little girl. I also expect her name to be Stella (Star). (Personally I was expecting Nyx to be named Noctis and that their daughter would get the name Nyx since Nyx is actually the name of the Goddess of Night.)

Nessian: I am 100% committed to Cassian being a girl dad. My headcanon is that they have 4 girls. All with beautiful untouched wings. All who have embraced their Illyrian Valkyrie warrior training but also love fashion and formal events. I have this funny snippet that lives rent free in my head of Cassian proudly yelling at someone saying “My 10yr old daughter can kick your ass while wearing a tutu.” I think all their names will begin with the letter C: Cassandra(Cassie) Nesta surprised him with this name, Corine(Corie), Calista(Callie), Camille (Camie).

I do have this idea that Nesta and Cassian start their family journey off with them adopted an orphan/abandoned Illyrian baby girl that Cassian found and brought home to get her medical help and to just nurse back to health. Nesta sees him holding this crying baby trying to get her to eat from the bottle the healer gave him and she just melts for them both. And this baby is Cassandra.

Gwynriel: they had twins, boy girl twins. The girl was named after Gwyn Sister Catrin. And the boy’s name is Haden with his nickname being Hades (this is a guilty pleasure name for me, I have wanted to name a character this for years it even was a name on my boy baby name list). If though they want to stick closer to his name being similar to his sisters though, the boy version of Catrin is Cayson/Kasen/Cason (let me also add Kasen is my sons name so I am slightly bias in the boys names for this one).

Elucien: my favorite ship by the way. And yet I headcanon that they have 1 child, a son. I know crazy 😜. I have 2 reason for this 1) I like to think they like to keep their life simple. 2) I think they struggled to get pregnant. Their son is one of the youngest of the cousins, and he is highly cherished by his parents and family.

Their son’s name is Renard. Renard is French for Fox and Reinhard is German for Brave/Strong Council, which I think perfectly represents a child of Lucien and Elain. His nickname is Ren, I love it so much 🥰🥰🥰

He comes off as shy and definitely likes to clutch at his mother skirts when they first arrive at places. He is the quietest of ALL the cousins, lol (including Eris’ kids). But he’s observant and inquisitive and can be intrigued/curious. He likes to bake and garden with his mother, plays chess and work with his spell cleaving magic with his father and grandfather, go on hikes with his father and uncle where he learns about tracking and living off the land, he loves to read books, he loves to paint and draw, and he likes the piano. He literally is the little chameleon of the family, he see what interests other people and absorbs all their knowledge and collects it to try for himself. He’s been a little cautious around Uncle Cassian because Uncle Cassian was super excited to have another Nephew and tried to treat him like Nyx and Hades and that’s just not the kind of kid Ren is. Ren is closest to Nesta and Cassian’s youngest daughter Camille though. Camie is usually the bull in a China shop but with Ren she will slow down and let him show her what he is reading or drawing or teach her a new piece on the piano.

Eris: Eris is my other girl dad. He has 5 girls, which are nicknamed the Autumn Vixens when they get older. Him and Cassian are in a silent competition about who is the better girl dad, Eris beat Cassian recently by being able to do better girls hair styles. I am leaning towards their names being French inspired: Reine, Sophie & Sylvie (twins), Colette, and Elise.

Vassian: Vassa is an all boys mom. She has 6 boys and on her 7th pregnancy it’s finally girl.

[cloudluvrrr]

Angels.

a/n: hi

It’s been a while 💔i got butt fucked by finals but we dont talk about that, happy new year guys ^.^, im super thankful that i got back into writing (even if it bad) and im glad ppl like my dumb headcannons! I'd like to try to write more this year and hopefully get to 100 followers ^o^

tw: for religous topics, intimacy (implied) sunday being conflicted, bad writing 😜

sunday x g/n reader

-Televangelism - Ethel Cain

Sunday sat in the pews of the church, staring ahead at the podium where earlier he had given the daily prayer over the disciples in the church. He held his bible tightly, as he waited for Father Gopher to finish conversing with one of the ladies. His eyes wondering around the familiar church, the statues of Mother Mary and his savior Jesus Christ. The sight of the statues made his mouth dry, the overwhelming dread that he might mess up and sin and how the Father might find out.

Eventually Father Gopher did exit his office, taking Sunday to his ranch. Sunday hated the orphanage, which why he spend most of the day at the church. Helping set up for the day, help out during bible studies. Anything to get his mind off of where he was left by his parents. So he often wrote Robin letters, describing what he was doing. Learning piano, memorizing bible strictures. He’d try to send them weekly, including small newspaper clippings of his performances at the church and trinkets he’d find that reminded him of her.

Father Gopher was helping him become a pastor, not because he wanted to.. Or did he? He thought to himself as he wrote to Robin. He tried to write weekly to update her on his situation. He missed her, but he hated the orphanage they stayed at. His goal was to earn enough money for them to live together one day. When he was either a pastor or a pianist for them church choir. He forced himself into any activity, with no thought behind it.

His days were mostly mundane, practicing his piano and reading the Bible. Father had told him that when he was old enough, he'd take over the small church. Which soon became Sundays goal, now he followed behind father gopher consuming whatever knowledge he'd spoken.

Till one day there was a new family at church, Father had asked him to show you around. Where youth group was, where everyone would eat after the sermon.

He nervously explained the church and everyone who ran it. Stuttering over his words when he felt eyes staring at the back of his head.

“..what’s so interesting about my head?” He asked in an annoyed tone.

“Your wings, they’re pretty” you smiled at him, “I’ve always thought Halovians were pretty” you say shyly admiring his pale feathers.

His cheeks turned rosey as he looked everywhere, to avoid the embarrassment. “..thanks” he said quietly. He had a small blush on his face. The entire tour and when you left he went home to look at his wings closely, “are they really that pretty?” he asked himself looking at the pale blue feathers.

—

Sunday would see you every.. Sunday at church, little by little getting to know each other more and more.

He’d go out of his way to find you after the service, offering help for any thing. Any little excuse to be around you. Often catching him in town, helping those around the church or him sending a letter every week. He wanted to get closer to you, but one thing held him off. Your stance on religion. He could tell your heart wasn't fully devoted to the church, you were in a way like him. But instead of feeling the dread in your stomach, you were fine.

The father wanted him to have a god loving lover, not someone like you who only attended because they were told too. Yet he couldn’t keep himself away from you, Finding interest in anything you did out of the church.

You learned he loved sweets, but the Father would limit him, he loves music especially piano, it was a marvel watching him play so well. You also learned he was to take over the church once he was of age.

"Is it something you want?" you ask titling your head, at the idea as you swung beside him on the playground.

"Father wan-" before he could finish you interrupt. "No is it something you want Sunday"

For the first time in his life, he really questioned himself.

He never grew out of it, even as a teen. Father Gopher knew of you and Sunday, he didn’t like leaving either of you alone. He didn’t like the idea of letting Sunday fool around with someone he had feelings for. Even less someone who wasn't as close to god as he'd like them to be

So he'd sneak out at night just too see you, you two often met in some field or in front of the gas station.

He’d take you on walks, showing you his favorite places to visit. A small shack behind the barn, a secret diner far from town, a place where he’d gaze into the sky.

“The stars, they remind me of your eyes.” You said looking back him. “Do they?” He asked his gaze never leaving the sky, “they sparkle the same way, yours so when you see me”. At that comment he finally looked over, “it’s because you’re beautiful” he said simply getting up, and leaving.

-

There wasn’t really a line that defined what you two were, many thought you were lovers. But Sunday never really said ‘I love you’, he’d kiss you and give you estranged touches. But it was nothing like the other couples in the town. Was he ashamed of loving you? You never bothered to ask, it didn’t hurt.. much. Since you only saw him at night.

Night spent in abandoned cars, where you'd both talk about everything. He liked listening to other people lives, they were all so different to the one he was given.

Listening to the antics you were up too in school, things you did at home. It was all foreign to him. God how he ached to experience them with you.

"Have you ever been in love?" you asked leaning on his shoulder, your eyes following his. "With god-"

"thats not what I meant, like love with anyone? Romantically" you pushed sitting up to face him directly.

"...I don't know, what it feels like. Only what I've read from the books you let me read. It sounds wonderful" he said thoughtfully, with a small sigh. He didn't want to comment on the feeling he felt when he was around you.

-

Sunday was feeling especially restless, during church he kept stealing glances at you while playing his piano. Looking at the notes, and the lyrics made him ill. He couldn't face them, not with the thoughts he had or actions he took with you.

He'd rented out a room for the night in a shabby motel, it was cheap and inconspicuous. "Isn't your father-" "He's not my father!" he cut you off.. "..No I told him I'm visitin' robin" he added closing the curtains. "..When is she gonna finally come to town?"

"No idea." He said towering over you, his hand softly caressing your plump cheek. "You really wanna do this? Your not gonna regret waiting are you-" "No.. all teens do this no?" "In movies and shit.." you replied quietly as his lips press against yours.

"Sunday, he's watching" you say softly looking at his bag, that held all of his church belongings.

"..I'll repent later"

--

After that fateful encounter, he avoided you. He'd immediately go back to the flat where he lived, where he'd spend nights in bed repeating the words of his bible in his head. Tears staining the words, he didn't know what was right. His heart or the thing he'd devoted his life too. The church choir didn't resonate with his heart anymore, his heart felt heavy at the lyrics. Especially spotting you alone in the back, only made him feel worst.

The guilt gnawed at him so much, he just left the town.

He left the town, he didn't know what he wanted. To love you or to love the church. He couldn't tell you goodbye in person, so he wrote a letter. Leaving it in your mailbox, with a gift tied up neatly with a bow.

Dear, Angel

I really did love you, I never told you. I was scared, to think of what would've come from it. But I adored you, you helped me realized what I wanted. I owe you everything for that, I'm sorry for not facing you.

Just know that I regret nothing, I've moved somewhere quite aways from town. Perhaps I'll see you once more?

I don't know if you hate me or love me, perhaps I'll never know.

I wrote sheet music for you, its not church related. But its how my heart felt when I was around you.

I remember when you asked me if I ever had fallen in love, I lied. I was, I am in love with you.

-Your Sunday

-

You stared at the word angel, in his eye you were his angel. You read over the note with a blank face, his neat handwriting covering the page. The tears came when you saw the sheet music he'd written, it was all handmade. The carefully lined up staff alone the start, the notes perfectly lined up. What few new words it had, chosen to describe his love for you.

The piece being called angel.

-

This one took me a fat minute haven’t had any inspiration plus I’m back in school 😔 amphorus is out :3 I’ll add more characters to my roster too! For this I took a lot of inspo from preachers daughter and Ethel’s new album perverts which I personally rlly enjoyed ^^ lmk if you have any requests or want to see me write for more characters! ^3^ I think this year im gonna focus more on requests, and maybe more one shots.

[moss-in-my-shoes]

-Jay Merrick Headcanons-

Bro has a CHRONIC anxiety disorder, it can be so debilitating that he can’t get out of bed, loses everything in his system, or just stands there like- shaking and dissociating.

He’s taken tons of different medications for it, but those become basically obsolete once the events of Marble Hornets happens.

Then it gets even worse! Yippee!

Was friends with Alex first before anyone else in the Marble Hornets group, they met when Jay was an emo thirteen year old and Alex was a scene fourteen year old.

The two were really good and close friends before MH went down, Alex losing his mind due to the operator in the early stages is what initially made Jay distance himself.

Jay has a really, really bad coffee addiction. It doesn’t help his anxiety. No. He doesn’t care.

Insomniac to hell and back, man does not sleep a wink until his body physically forces him to crash for fifteen hours straight.

I can see him really liking the color orange, calls it an “unappreciated color.”

Undiagnosed autism, but he never got a chance to get tested. (Or enough money, that stuff expensive)

Worked at a comic book store before MH happened, which he actually thrived at.

Knows Skully exists. Chooses to ignore that part of himself unlike the others.

While Brian and hoodie are basically intertwined and Tim has a neutral outlook when it comes to Masky, Jay HATES Skully.

That isn’t him! At all! Skully is rude, obnoxious, steals things, loves getting reactions out of people! That’s not him!

Is it?

He doesn’t want to know.

Tim and Jay are very close, having this strange trauma bond due to the operator targeting them 99% of the time.

Jay talks nonstop and Tim listens, a very sweet and Classic dynamic.

Scrawny and skinny, bro could be brushed away by the slightest gust of wind.

It’s mainly due to malnourishment caused by his anxiety, but also the lack of money he and Tim had during MH to buy filling (and protein having) meals.

Dude has had that same jacket and hat for five years and you just know he barely washes either. The only reason they don’t absolutely STANK is because he’s a fairly clean person.

Talks about rats a lot, like all the different breeds, nesting habits, pet store vs wild, rats may be his special interest.

Dungeons and Dragons fan! Loves being the DM, but will play a Dragonborn bard if not.

Alex and Jay have ran many campaigns with different groups of people, even had a small campaign in college with the local DND club.

Jay had asthma as a kid and keeps his inhaler on him in case he suddenly gets an asthma attack again or something.

Meanwhile that shit expired six years ago.

Has a journal full of information he and Tim have found out about the operator/Skully/Masky/Hoodie.

He and Brian are very awkward. Jay had always admired him during filming, but now that Brian is also half Hoodie, he doesn’t see him as the same person anymore.

Will talk your ear off about anything and everything that slightly interests him.

Has a switchblade in his shoe he got from his dad.

Has three older brothers and four younger sisters.

He doesn’t talk to any of them, or any of his family for that matter.

Used to own a pair of heelies.

The wheels broke and he got sent flying, never used them again.

Has the operator mark (the circle with an x through it) on the back of his calf on his left leg. He doesn’t know it’s there.

Draws and writes on himself to remember things.

Knows how to play basic songs on the piano.

Also trumpet for some reason?? (Middle school band class)

If he was a song, I think he’d be “Spring and a Storm” by Tally hall.

Idk why, just strikes a cord with me that it’s Jay.

Also yes, he is a trans man 100%, been on T for three years.

That’s it for now! <3

[valoflunar]

i beg for some emmeline vance hcs 🙏🏻

hiii!! i am SO sorry for the late reply, ive been rly REALLY busy with exam prep 😞

but anyway, here are some of my hcs for her:

she's really ambitious, and she wants her name to be known and her biggest fear is being average and insignificant

the sorting hat put her in ravenclaw because of her unquenchable thirst for knowledge and curiosity

she is a MAJOR fan of caffeine and caffeinated drinks

pioneer of gatekeeping and loves being niche (lowkey has an individuality complex)

very competitive and takes everything seriously and personally, even if she pretends she doesn't

a chronic complainer, she can nitpick everyone and everything from start to finish

tries to be mysterious and nonchalant but is often larger than life and loud

her secret talent is origami, and finds it relaxing

never satisfied with anything and always wants more

biggest defender of plaid, plaid skirts especially

would listen to marina and the diamonds. 100%

Definitely has to wear reading glasses (cat eye frames) and doesn't like to wear them on a daily basis because 'it messes up her curated image'

hair is always all over the place, but always refuses to tie it up

a very old-preppy-academia style, lots of whites, blacks, muted blues and purples

a raging lesbian, dated a lot of men for a while because she thought she just 'hadn't found the one'

half vietnamese from her dad's side, but went to hogwarts because the entirety of her mom's family went to hogwarts. She's also an only child

friend group consists of amelia bones, edgar bones, hestia jones, benjy fenwick, amos diggory

closest with amelia bones, had a crush on her for the entirety of her school years and beyonf (in another universe they ended up together)

knows how to play 3 different instruments- the piano, flute and drums (this was because she wanted to, it was a random choice but she found joy in it) and is very musically talented, even from a young age

jealous of Lily, Lily's basically her lacy and she hates her and loves her and wants to be her and wants to be with her and-

was really excited to prove herself when she got into the order, only to be overlooked and overshadowed, leaving her empty because she tried so hard to be known and it didn't work

then the 2nd wizarding war happens and she's excited again because finally! she has a chance to not be an average, ordinary witch again! but she gets killed trying to make a name for herself and in the end, it was all for nothing

her body couldn't be recovered either, so she never had a proper burial, forever lost to time

[idontmindifuforgetme]

cianna can i ask if u already graduated undergaduate ?? and r now taking a masters/working? im always so confused when u talk abt ur work/study 😭😭

Lmaooo let me clarify — I graduated w a bachelors in biochemistry a while back! And I did it in 3 yrs so I used the extra year to travel + fuck around + just aimlessly do whatever I wanted tbh. Mixed feelings ab that presently, but freshly 21 yr old, very much burned out me seemed to think that was the best idea I could’ve come up w. Then I got my MA job and now I’m locked in studying for my med school entrance exam again :-)

I am considering a masters before med school, but it would be more of a fun endeavor than for med school or anything! So undecided lol but 100% otw to med school! I’m just taking some time off bc Im unwilling to compromise the quality of my app, and also bc I know it’s a pressure cooker that doesn’t stop when it begins tbh so I’m trying to be productive while also savoring the in between periods & pursuing things I’ve always wanted to do like piano / saving up for travel etc!

[plantsjustwannahavefun]

I keep seeing so many people here getting angry that this season is "vilifying Ed", and it's depressingly fascinating to see how others can watch the same show and somehow see something completely different. Is it simply the lack of media literacy? Is it the inability to appreciate and enjoy complex, nuanced, morally grey characters without willfully blocking out anything even slightly unpalatable about them to the point where the character they think they love isn't really that character anymore?

Because, uh... Season 1 already "vilified" Ed plenty. Except "vilify" is the wrong word, of course. It wasn't in any way malicious or mean-spirited, quite the contrary, it was often played as comedic (until the end of episode 10 when it was anything but) - Ed was always meant to be a sympathetic character, he's a protagonist after all, and the show's portrayal of him is very compassionate. It merely refused to sugarcoat or shy away from his darker side. He's literally history's most famous pirate, you don't become one by being nice and treating everyone gently. He ambushed and strangled his own father to death when he was like 9 years old (100% deserved and justifiable ofc, but it still bears saying it out loud like this just to comprehend how unhinged this actually was). He loves torturing and maiming people for fun, and sometimes even animals (that scene with forcing a turtle to fight a crab). He didn't give a fuck about his crew members dying to satisfy his whim to meet Stede. He entirely failed in his role as a captain in ep 4. He effectively played a double agent with Izzy and Stede for a while before changing his mind. He attempted to murder Lucius. And while you could try to argue his punishment of Izzy was at least to some degree deserved, not only cutting Izzy's toe off but forcing him to eat went beyond punishment, it was sadistic torture.

So, yeah, please just read all that and take it in. And then remember once again that Ed is also a traumatised, lonely, depressed, sensitive, creative, curious, deeply passionate person yearning for true love and for something different in life... just like Stede. He loves music and can play the piano. He wrote a very vulnerable song and sand his heart out. He likes his tea with seven sugars. He enjoys fashion and dressing up. He has such a limitless sense of wonder for the world. He went on a trek with Stede just to make him happy, even though he hated nature and was in a shit mood that day. He wants to host a talent show. He wants to become free. He's clever and funny and fascinating. I love Ed.

Yes, it's possible to reconcile those two sides of him and accept both sides as the "real" Ed. You have to reconcile the two sides if you want to enjoy him as a character, because if you don't, you're going to either detest him to the core (which would make enjoying the show practically impossible since he's sort of a main character...), or you'll only be able to enjoy a diminished, crippled, cardboard cutout version of his character, which would be such a pity and a massive disservice to the creators of this show who worked hard to create interesting, multidimensional characters.

Not to mention you'd be missing one of the core messages of the show - the idea that people still deserve love and can be loved even if they're imperfect, or not necessarily good people. Because love is a human condition. It's not a sole dominion of "good" people. "Bad" people can fall in love too - even if, just like them, that love isn't exactly "nice" or "pure", and neither are the relationships that stem from it. They can be messy and exasperating. But "bad" people can also grow and change because of it. That's what OFMD is ultimately about - growth and change, learning to accept yourself but also become better. That can't happen if the character is already 100% perfect the way they are.Ed is far from that. So is Izzy. They can both become better, and they both still deserve compassion and understanding, because that's the environment people need to become better.

So, if you're mad that at the start of S2 the crew are sympathetic to Izzy's suffering and want to help him instead of kicking him when he's down, and what Ed did to him is being acknowledged as cruel and wrong... congratulations, you have completely missed what OFMD is all about.

[thislovintime]

Peter Tork in his high school yearbook, 1959 (photos from old auction listings).

“In Germany I had gone to an American school and in Germany you start school at five years old. Even though I didn’t turn five until the middle of the school year (because my birthday is in February) they sent me anyway. When I came back to America they wanted to put me through first grade again, but my parents would not allow that. So from that time on, until I got to college, I was always younger than my classmates. […] In my senior year of high school I changed schools because a new high school went into operation—the University of Connecticut High School. It was much more comfortable and I was totally among kids my own age. […] I was interested in dramatics, but I was always too small and too young to play leading roles. Twice, when I was 13 and 15, I played the paper boy in 'Our Town.' I had also learned to play the French horn and in my senior year I played fourth chair French horn in the University of Connecticut (not the high school) band. One other thing I did was work with my brother, Nick, on the campus humor magazine. Ever since Nick was about six he’s been drawing cartoons and he’s really good.” - Peter Tork, Tiger Beat, January 1967 “[A]t Smith, [Peter] was a reporter for the school humor magazine and was active in the drama club.” - Hartford Courant, September 3, 1966 “Peter was in the first graduation class of the new University High School, with honors in mathematics. He played the French horn with the University Band, and also played the piano, guitar, banjo, recorder and bass.” - Catherine McGuire Straus, NME, November 5, 1967 “Terry LaVoie said she and Tork went to Windham High School together and were, eventually, members of the first graduating class at E.O. Smith High School in 1959. She said she has known him since seventh-grade. ‘He was a lot of fun,’ LaVoie said, referring to him as a ‘class clown’ who loved to do small pranks.” - The Chronicle, February 2019 “[Tork and Shoe Suede Blues] performed in public for the first time since his surgery, as part of the 50th anniversary celebration at E.O. Smith High School in Mansfield. A member of the school’s first graduating class, the 67-year-old Tork today makes his home in town. He was chatty and sported his typical playful wit in conversation outside the room before his show […]. Established as a sort of headliner for the evening despite being called a ‘surprise guest,’ he wandered the school gymnasium among a crowd of a little more than 100 in advance of his own set, and encountered several acquaintances. He laughed to recall that he had run into a girl who in the sixth grade passed him a note suggesting they get together. […] Always more of a musician than Monkees records let on, Tork kept up with the very capable Lauren Ellis as they lined up their electric licks, with him doing the lion’s share of the filling as his brother Nick Thorkelson hammered at keyboards as a guest on ‘Wild About My Lovin’.’ The taste for rebellion that has always been an undercurrent of Tork’s work reared its head again when he closed his 11-song, 50-minute show with what he termed a ‘nasty,’ Sex Pistols-style version of ‘(I’m Not Your) Steppin’ Stone,’ and it was encouraging to see that despite his recent troubles, he still had the vitality needed to offer that edge.” - Hartford Courant, May 31, 2009 (more in an older post) “I’ve always been a clown. I did comedy-variety shows and minstrel shows in high school and college. On the Village stages all you could do is throw out a few one-liners; basically you’re up there to sing and pass the basket. This opened up a whole new area that I hadn’t been able to explore so fully before. I was hoping to base further experience on that and eventually expand, but that didn’t happen, which was disappointing. But my goal was always to wend my way merrily through life, playing my little banjo and my little guitar and singing my songs.” - Peter Tork, When The Music Mattered (1984)

[icycoldninja]

Can you write a pianist reader with the DMC men?

They didn’t know she can play a piano until they came across a sweet melody coming from the attic in her home, just to find out a hidden piano and their dearest playing it

They secretly watch her playing it, sweat trickling down her forehead and arms as she put her heart and soul into the piece she’s playing. Then out of nowhere, they either complimented her or give her a round of applause, asking her why she didn’t become a professional pianist if she’s so good at it and why she chose to become a devil hunter instead (She have always worked as a fellow staff in the shop)

She exclaimed that her dream is to be a pianist but she’s born in a struggling household that could barely cover her education fee so in order to go to her dream university, a.k.a, a prestige music institute, she needs to win the national competition at first place to win the scholarship since that university fee is almost impossible to be covered by her parents.

She tried her best but it’s still not enough and to watch the very thing you’re supposedly good at become something others are not only good at but also excell at it is when her nightmares come to life. The moment in which she’s supposed to have it all; the glory, the fame and her dream…she slipped past a few notes due to the immense anxiety from crowds of people watching plus the fact that the song she chose to play at the time is ridiculously hard as well. Those few notes she slipped is enough to tell the difference between her and her opponents, making her fail the national competition.

She recalled the time she fainted on stage from shock after knowing the results which leads to her being carried to the ER immediately ;the amount of times she cried so much to the point in which her voice were hoarse, her eyes and nose were puffy, her head was banging wildly from huge waves of headaches and there are even times where she vomited from crying too much. After that, she no longer pursue her dream of being a pianist anymore since her parents couldn’t afford to pay for her education fees so she dropped out, going from 100 to 0 as she works multiple different jobs she doesn’t like to pay the bills and try to survive. Consequently, she fell into severe depression and it would take a lot of energy for her to be even mildly interested in other aspects of life ( which could explain why she always seems to have a deadpan expression and emotionless eyes like looking straight into a dead man’s eyes ) sometimes her parents had to break down the door to drag her outside because she’d almost always lock herself up in her room for days on end without eating/ drinking/ washing up

All that leads to where she is now, a fellow devil hunter in the shop, she does not like her job a lot but the boss is cool, the wage is…acceptable and the ladies are quite nice to hang out with

Now, It takes a lot for her to even look at her old piano again, the sight of it pains her yet comforted her. It isn’t until years of feeling scornful at the sight of seeing people happily play piano does she gain courage to find her companion again after years of dust collecting and many attempts to either sell it or keep it for…future purposes

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P/S: This request is rather long because i’ve just had a weird dream where most of the lore is being written in here so I hope you don’t mind. Also, the song the reader played is this one right here

Yes, of course! Don't worry about it, and please enjoy.

Sparda boys + V x Pianist!Reader headcannons

¤ Dante ¤

-Dante happened to be heading up to the attic when he heard music. Thinking there might be a ghost in the house, he ran up to look, and happened to see you playing the piano.

-You were marvelous! Pouring your heart and soul into your music, you were so focused, you didn't see him running up the stairs and continued to play, sweat actually pouring down your arms.

-When you finished, Dante surprised you by loudly applauding your performance before asking why you didn't become a musician instead of wasting your talents hunting devils.

-You were a bit reluctant to admit that you flunked a competition due to anxiety and from that point on simply couldn't handle the pressure of playing on stage, before basically becoming a shell of your former self who struggled to stay afloat until you became a devil hunter.

-He was sympathetic to your fears and promised you he'd never look down on you for your shortcomings. He also encouraged you to keep playing, perhaps putting on a show for the others, all because you're very good at it.

-Of course, if you only want to play privately up in your attic, he won't disturb you.

■ Vergil ■

-Vergil was reading quietly in his room when he heard music coming from the attic. Despite his nonchalant attitude, he decided to investigate, only to find you aggressively playing the piano.

-You were surprisingly skilled; watching you made Vergil's chest swell with pride he hadn't felt in years. When you had finished, he gave you a short round of applause, frightening you with his sudden appearance.

-He asked why you weren't a professional musician, because with those skills, you could easily become one of the best.

-You sheepishly informed him of how you needed to win a national competition to get into a good school, but screwed up and failed. This sent you into somewhat of a depression, and you didn't play again for a long time.

-Vergil was glad that you'd finally found your MOTIVATION to play again and left you to your own devices.

-He sometimes sneaks up to the attic or cuts a portal into the wall so he can watch you play, making sure to never get caught.

□ Nero □

-Nero was awakened from his sleep by piano music that made him wonder if his attic was haunted.

-When he went up there, he found out that it wasn't a vengeful ghost, it was just you, playing the piano so furiously there was sweat dripping down your arms.

-He stood there watching you for some time, internally debating whether or not he should interrupt and make a nice comment or something.

-You eventually saw him and asked what he was doing there, to which he replied that he heard your cool playing and decided to come up and see it. He then asked why you didn't go pro--you'd be world famous if you did.

-You informed him that way back in the day, you had to compete in a competition for a university scholarship, but you screwed up a few notes and didn't get first place, so you stopped playing for a whole and generally decided to not play publicly ever again.

-Nero just shrugged at that and figured if you didn't want to play in front of others, he wouldn't make you, but he was sure to leave the door open a little so he could watch you, even when you thought he left already.

● V ●

-V headed up to the attic to get something and heard you playing.

-He was shocked by how well you played, and wondered why you never tried playing professionally.

-You told him all how you failed that competition and became overwhelmed with stage fright, as well as how failing sent you into a depression, recounting these tales a bit too cheerfully.

- He was sorry to hear what that had done to you, but at least now you were doing better and willing to play again.

-He thought that if he played an instrument alongside you, you might feel a little less embarrassed or frightened, so he channeled his inner Vergil, grabbed his violin, and began playing.

-You guys regularly play together up in the attic now, and when people walk by your house, they wonder where that enchanting music is coming from.

[bonovox91]

★·.·´★Bucky Barnes Vibing songs ★·.·´★

No Time To Die by Billie Eilish - Okay, this song is sad, angsty and mysterious, which reminds me 100% of Bucky, it's originally from Agent 007: No Time To Die, or James Bond.

Skyfall by Adele - Okay this is also 007, and it gives off the same vibes as the previous, and I'm very satisfied with the slight orchestra in the background, DrAmaTiC!

Panic Room by Au/Ra - This song just catches a panic attack perfectly, the monsters from his trauma. Gives me chills.

Soldier by Tommee Profitt and Fleurie - Soldier, well you got it, the Winter Soldier, and that he was in the 107th.

Way Down We Go by KALEO - As Au/Ra and Tommee Profitt and Fleurie they're kind sub, not very famous but often it's this kind of music used. Way Down We Go has some kind of sound that just makes me think about Bucky. I dunno but there's some sort of aesthetic I quite can't place the name on, guess I'm gonna call it "Bucky Barnes" aesthetic.

Lost On You by LP - Same vibes as always, this kind of melancholy and sad comfy in it, I can recall vibing to this song as a 8 year old little girl.

lovely (With Khalid) by Billie Eilish - It makes me cry, quite literally, beautiful piano, beautiful everything.

Still Don't Know My Name by Labrinth - Due to that he's being brainwashed every split second the name kinda give it away, but definitely a Bucky song!

Where Is My Mind? by Pixies - Yupp, the song is kinda creepy and faces some kind of confusion, he must've been confused in the time between Cap the Winter Soldier and Civil War?

Somebody I Used To Know by Elliott Smith - I could imagine this being played in the background where Bucky is being thrown back by Steve and the mask goes off, Bucky looks back and the two best lines in the movie is being uttered: "Bucky?" "Who The Hell Is Bucky?" *Murder strutt*.

Washing Machine Heart by Mitski - Something with it just fits so well when you think about him as The Winter Soldier and his metal arm.

I Follow Rivers by Lykke Li - Swedish yayy!!! (proud swede over here), However it feels like the song is a Winter Soldier mission, so-

A Rush Of Blood To The Head by Coldplay - This song makes me think of how Bucky never wanted to fight - he fought because he had to, but he never wanted to be a Super Soldier, never wanted to be the Winter Soldier, never wanted to kill all these people, he just wanted peace, live in his time and live it as it was supposed to be.

Elastic Heart by Sia - The lyrics about being strong and persistent fit, both the things like what he lost and what he'd gone through.

My Love Mine All Mine by Mitski - After listing all these sad songs I'm feeling too guilty to quit without some calm song. As it seems he found some sort of safety at the end of TFATWS, finishing his amends, being happy with Sam and getting things off his mind.

We love you Bucky carry on!

(Manifesting that he survives Thunderbolts)

[dreamin-gacha]

DJ X/DJ Phantom HCs

DJ X

-He’s like 48

-This man is not a DJ, the only thing he listens to is classical rock music and anything else a divorced dad in his 40s listens to even know he’s not divorced.

-He’s a lead scientist at the place he works at, a geneticist to be more specific.

-The place he works at is a facility called “The Vinyl City Center for Scientific Research and Studies” and hosts all types of scientist and Engineers (Clover being one of them as she is a cyber engineer.)

-He’s kinda sad…looks to Phantom for comfort a lot. Which usually involves Phantom playing the cello or piano while Xavier just listens.

-Has a lot of medical issues due to the events that took place in game, so he has to book lots of appointments and has medical leave at work.

-I’m not entirely sure if I want Eve to like be there but I think she’s allowed to ascend back to Vinyl City as much as she likes, but she has to go back at the end. Doesn’t stop Xavier from tucking her in every night she visits.

-He’ll take her shopping for new clothes so she’ doesn’t have to wear the same outfit all the time. Buy her anything she wants but she never wants much.

-He’s a good cook and finds joy in cooking for others. Phantom especially.

DJ Phantom

-He’s incredibly old. 1000s of years. But looks forever in his early 30s.

-Phantom doesn’t care much for his gender, as he’s presented as both a man and a woman and everything in between throughout the years. You kinda stop caring about your gender after the first 100 years.

-He’ll call X old but say shit like “Oh? The Raven by Edgar Allen Poe? I remember when this first came out.”

-He’s a conductor. Mostly makes pieces for ballets and orchestras that have elaborate stories. He’s like pretty well known too.

-He does DJ occasionally but it’s mostly in goth clubs and plays goth music as it’s the one modern gene of music he can enjoy. It’s also like super rare for him to do.

-Phantom’s view of mortality is quite strange. Like he never has an intention to hurt anyone but he finds his goals (whatever those are) important. And he’ll do anything to reach them until he stops caring about them.

-He’s genuinely trying to be a better person. Therapy is something new to him and he’s trying to make connections with other people that aren’t just Xavier and Eve.

-Speaking of Eve, I think Phantom does actually try his best to connect with her. He’s his husband’s daughter, so that’s also his daughter. He’ll teach her to play any instrument she’d like, she choose the violin. He’ll read her old fairytales or all 3 of them will go out for ice cream or something.

-Sometimes they talk about the fact that they’re both immortal now and how X isn’t. Phantom changes the topic quickly because he doesn’t want to talk about that, let alone to a child.

Both of Them

-I think they probably met when X was in his late 30s. Got married a few years after they started their relationship and got married during the ultimate record project or whatever I decide to rename it.

-They didn’t have a wedding. Phantom doesn’t like weddings and X thinks it’d be a waste of time. But they did have a honeymoon. Not sure where though.

-X will sometimes mentions him being a mortal and asks what Phantom will do

-“I told you to not ask that. Let’s just enjoy our food.”

-Their dates aren’t extravagant. They’re a down to earth couple so they’ll go to cafes or the library or antiquing.

-Both do over work themselves but X has started to do it less and less as he’s gotten older. Phantom on the other hand…not so much. So Xavier will normally try and get him to take breaks. Take him lunch or making him take a tea break.

-If go out for lunch, they take Eve with them if she’s there.

-Phantom knits and does embroidery. So he’ll knit sweaters for X and do some cute embroidery on the dresses X buys for Eve.

-Xavier likes to cook Phantom’s favorite meals. He likes Pizza but he finds any pasta X makes to be better.

-They intend on staying with each other as long as they can.

[mandoriana]

Just some headcanon I have about Edwin Payne.

Edwin had two younger sisters, one called Elvira Payne and the other called Edith Payne, both were twins and were six years old when Edwin died.

(Elvira and Edith Payne)

He also had an older brother named Enrique Foster Payne, who no longer lived with the family.

(Enrique Payne)

Edwin was not close to his older brother, the two were only a few years apart, but Enrique disliked Edwin for being "too fem" or "too beautiful".

Enrique studied at the same boarding school as Edwin and, a year before finishing school, he told the older boys that his brother was a mary ann and that he loved playing with dolls with his sisters.

Neither of Edwin's parents really showed interest in what he did, but his father always praised his intelligence and his mother always praised his politeness, both of which are things that Edwin strived to maintain even after years in hell.

Edwin didn't like people or animals, but there was an orange cat that roamed his house and appeared every night at his window, Edwin fed and looked after the feline, the name he gave the cat was Tom, unfortunately he never saw the animal after he was sent to boarding school.

(Cat Tom)

His mother was called Arabella and his father was called Edgar.

(Arabella and Edgar Payne)

Edwin is autistic, but as he is already dead, some more physical aspects no longer affect him, for example, being sensitive to bright lights or loud noises, feeling discomfort with certain textures…

Edwin admired his mother and sisters' clothes, and always felt embarrassed about it.

Before his sisters were born, Edwin and his mother were closer, they painted pictures together, practiced the piano, went shopping together, even gardened, she treated him as if he were a daughter, as she always wanted to have girls.

Edwin is gay and gender fluid.

His favorite flowers are Forget-Me-Nots, they were his sisters' favorites too.

The only people who suffered from Edwin's death were Elvira and Edith, twins did not understand why his disappearance was an "act of god".

Edwin said terrible things before learning to live in a society completely different from his own. Really bad things that sometimes made Charles stop and look at his friend in horror before explaining how bad what Edwin said was.

Once Edwin understood how evil and prejudiced he to be, he would spend the next few days ashamed of himself and apologizing to any minority he offended with his words.

All the slang he knows is thanks to Charles.

"Handjob", "Manage" and any other current word that refers to sex or libidinous acts are always strange to Edwin, not because he is innocent, just because his only companion for 30 years was Charles and Charles is a defender of the honor of his friend, so he would never say such vulgar obscenities in front of Edwin, mainly because he knows he will be questioned and will have to explain it to him.

Edwin was considered rare and valuable in hell, many demons wanted his soul because he didn't belong there, and this led to Edwin being used as a bargaining chip several times before ending up in the "Doll house".

His notebook was something he took from one of the rooms in the "Doll house" so the pages never run out, and he can always use the notebook even after almost 100 years with it.

His soul is very strong thanks to the amount of pain he suffered in hell, things that would hurt normal ghosts have done nothing to Edwin unless it is a much greater amount.

He is one of the few ghosts capable of using magic, as spells cause a lot of pain since they require excess spiritual energy.

In 1990 Charles got a record player, Edwin taught Charles dance moves and Charles taught him some. When they weren't playing board games for fun, they were dancing.

Explaining to Edwin how Michael Jackson turned white was the hardest thing Charles did in all his afterlife years.

Edwin allowed himself to wear a dress once, then Niko offered to wear a suit, they didn't most it to anyone, but they had fun together in a small parade.

Although they didn't get along well at first, Edwin and Crystal are friends, whenever she has a female problem, like menstrual cramps, he offers to get her cocaine. (She loves it!)

Only Crystal can speak ill of Edwin, she will destroy heaven and earth if anyone says anything about him.

Crystal, Edwin and Niko always have an all-girls party, sometimes Edwin uses his "Niko's Aunt" disguise to pretend to be the mother of one of the girls when they need it, for example, he once used this disguise to talk to a Crystal's teacher who claimed that she was cheating (she was), although he himself didn't approve of Crystal's cheating he made a big show of stating that he would bring down the whole school if the teacher didn't apologize to Crystal and admit that she deserved the A+.