#this might be my new hyperfixation fic...
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UTMV FAE AU: Nightmare takes Dust away for his own. Blue is not pleased by this development. He won't lose his friend to the Fae, and no way in hell is he leaving him behind.
He made a promise, once. He makes a deal, now, and seeks to bring him home.
As he journeys through the Fae Realm, he gets the attention of Summer Ruler!Dream, Spring Ruler!Ink, Autumn Ruler!Error… all who seek to take him for their own gain. But Blue plans to bring his friend home.
#shape of you au#utmv#dream sans#ink sans#nightmare sans#error sans#think blueberror for the 'bad ending' of the autumn court#bunch of other ideas for the other courts too#haha#this might be my new hyperfixation fic...
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what up bitches i'm back
#she says to the void#there's no one left here i assume but that's okay#i've got a new hyperfixation so it's probably for the best that none of yall are here to witness my decent into arcane madness#might start up a side blog for it too because i am tragically so obsessed that i've started writing drafts of actual fic for it#who am i#will i ever POST said fic? stay tuned.#mimi talks
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sorry that i keep rbing posts that contradict each other i just agree with both points🙏🏻
#like yes i do think fandom in general keeps that woman relevant but hp is not popular because of its fandom and one less fic does. nothing#when hp is literally the first series librarians suggest when you ask what to gift your 9 year old for christmas#parents who know absolutely nothing about her will keep gifting children hp books even if everyone currently in the fandom stops posting#tomorrow#but also i get the not wanting to be associated with her . i’ve always hated it and it feels way worse right now#but that might also be because of all the ‘if you still Think about these books kill yourself’ posts going around#that said i don’t think everyone who stays is a bad person the same way i don’t think leaving makes you better#because you (we) were still comfortable here before it got ‘real’ when jkr has always been like that#comfortable is a huge word actually i don’t think anyone was completely comfortable i think we were all feeling some type of guilt#anyway#my hyperfixation is mostly gone so i wouldn’t be writing anything new anyway but still. i’m going to finish my wips and move somewhere else#<- if anyone cares
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I'VE STARTED TO TALK AND ACT LIKE MERLIN, ARTHUR AND GWEN
OH NO
ITS STARTING
THE NEW WAVE OF HYPERFIXATIONS
ITS FINALLY HERE
#its like- every year i need to hyperfixate on a new thing#and last year it was the batfandom hence the 33 batfam works in my ao3#now... i fear it might be merlin#or gf#or dp#or ninjago#idk which#but currently right now#its merlin#its just- *the storyline is so compelling*#*i cant stop watching it*#or reading the fics#i am so utterly and completely doomed#quotidian convos#i was only muttering to myself when i realized
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it's kinda funny how some hyperfixations can be sparked because of the most random thing like
what do you mean I was revisiting one of my old Pinterest boards for one of my wip au fic concepts and noticed a guy whose picture I saved because I thought he was a good faceclaim for one of the ocs/characters in that fic concept... and now I'm getting dragged into being interested in a show about Italian Renaissance history?????
#ceri rambles#and right during my dual Homestuck-Arcane hyperfixation as well#might as well be juggling two dual hyperfixations#one being the Homestuck-Arcane one#and this new one being a mix of that show and the media that said fic concept was inspired by#hnnnnmnnnnnmgh#gog stop giving me your hardest battles (getting stuck in multiple hyperfixations at once)#will this be just a brief flicker of interest? who knows!!!!#hyperfixation#hyperfixations#mood
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*looking myself in the mirror* listen, you know yourself. you're going back to school in a few days; you have to be careful about having interests, hobbies, and/or friends during the semester. it will consume you. but also, if u dont? u will get sad. balance everything best you can. good luck
#this reads a bit like a saw trap tape and yknow what? it might as well be#adhd#i am an add-er. if i pick up a new interest during school times its over for me#i am not allowed to start any new longterm fics#i have to dampen the flame on my bratz obsession. i think its dying down. its gonna be ok#i just. i simply canNot be waking up in the middle of the night frantically checking ebay for a nude feetless bratz princess yasmin doll#not when i have class in the morning#that is insane behavior#i recognize i am Quirky™️#but we have to Focus that hyperfix on learning QUANTUM MECHANICS#(if they approve my petition today finally. i hope to find out around 12 PM EDT. WISH ME LUCK!!!!!)#also yes. rbs always ok. if im posting it publicly its for sharing with folks#.txt#maria is literally just rambling. hi#uni#personal#add#saw text posts#To Me.
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🤔🐌 🦖 for the ask game!
🤔 Are there any new characters you want to write about?
Depends on how 3.0 goes. I haven't felt much of anything for a lot of fictional characters (Sunday, I adore him, but I knew part of it would be fleeting because he was new for my brain).
🐌 What is one of your smallest writing goals?
Finishing Remnants. This thing was literally almost entirely written before I revamped it and I have everything just...needing to be assembled. It's small in comparison to tackling Rumors and Vertigo, where my plot is far lengthier and involved.
🦖 Are there any fandoms you wrote for in the past that you'd like to return to?
Some days, I consider writing for City of Love: Paris again. I even started a reader insert for it (based on the main character, who's a self-insert type anyway). The game left so much up in the air and it's an example of 'cool idea but terrible execution but it's Ub*soft, what should I have expected?' Same goes for Loki, for HP, for Hellsing. The thoughts are there but the motivation isn't. I don't think I ever could, really. In the same way that I wrote so much for Zhongli but don't anymore. It's not that I don't love the thing but that my love has taken a different shape, if that makes sense. Eventually, I'll be in that position with my current obsessions, too.
#juni chats#sometimes the last part makes me sad but that's how adulthood has been for me ever since college#I go through a period where I use fic as a method to keep busy and challenge myself and kind of deal with transitions#and then my brain needs something new and sometimes the new thing isn't about finding the next hyperfixation#I might bounce around especially if what I'm finding is intriguing but lately...I find I can just exist#and enjoy the things I find and share them without feeling obligated to create for them#idk it's less that I don't feel things anymore but that having taken a step back it's that I sacrificed a lot for it#and I became a bitch in a lot of ways I didn't like and I wanted to prioritize my offline life#that step back actually did a lot for me over the last few months even if it had its bumps
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i wish I could focus on one fic at a time and complete it in a decent timeframe 😭

#it’s so real today too 😮💨#i haven’t even logged into l&ds today either and viewed my new cards since i got them 😖#I might go hit my apartment’s lounge and go get myself a latte later and sit there and play#no one comes in there anyway lol#i just wish i could ✨focus✨ man 🫠#spontaneous hyperfixations are terrible#and for those of you that have reached these far into the tags i have two sylus fics vv close to completion#and i can’t focus on finishing them AT ALL— someone yap at me once a day in my inbox to finish them LOL#and yeah one is angst… 👀👀#kass rambles.
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@beannary I FINALLY GOT IT‼️‼️‼️

The sleeve with “RAI?” on it is everything to me
Makes me feel like we’re seeing each other for the first time in 12 years and the comic is asking my name to ensure it’s really me
#gonna go be autistic cause reading this reignited my ROTTMNT brainrot#don’t wait up for me#I have so much I have to get done but like#the rise boys have me trapped in hyperfixation hell again#I say that like I ever left hyperfixation hell#it’s more like I stopped drawing them because I was working on reticent most of the time#but they still consumed my thoughts way more than they should’ve#and I’m still checking AO3 constantly for new fics and fic updates…#and also getting excited whenever there’s anything new related to saving the show#this is your remainder to stream ROTTMNT‼️‼️‼️#save rottmnt#please#it would be pretty cool if you did#might watch some whilst drawing today#sorry 2012 I will finish you soon I promise#I am so sorry for the tag ramble it will happen again
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girl its so embarrassing but i love jonmartin so fucking much i havent cared this much about a ship since like. high school
#NOTHING COMPETES#guys its really bad that i got a new hyperfixation while in a bit of a rough period mental health wise#because MAMA MIA!!! THATS A GOOD ESCAPISM!!#i think i might. i think i might still be manic? its a little hard to tell. it can sometimes last more than just a day for me#sorry im bipolar posting abit#sometimes ur just having a fucking moment#its weird right because like. knowing im manic doesnt stop the manic. like i didnt know but now i do but i cant stop it! i would like to !#but at least i have my escapism lmao#kara stop blogging#ANYWAYS back to jonmartin#yeah theyre literally so romance. for the past several years i havent really been reading romance fics/interacting with any ship fanworks#like art or whatever#not intensely anyway#not out of a dislike? just a general disinterest. not sure why! just havent been in the mood? i guess?#but holyyyyyyyyyy fuck jonmartin is like. you are a 13 year old girl who just discovered shipping on tumblr for the first time again#I KNOW ITS A HORROR PODCAST BUT#LIKE COME ONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN#the characters are just so! FUCKING! GOOD#i also ADORED daisy and basira's dynamic#wough. okay ill shut up now#tma#also these fucking tags are like legit proof that the tags on my personal posts are just full on incomprehensible diary at this point. bye
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the last remaining threads of my sanity are slipping through my fingers rn 🚬 😑
#i'm out of cigarettes i'm incredibly ill and i'm reconsidering my relationship to a certain fandom.#look i'm NOT saying i'm gonna stop the divorce proceedings but uh. fuck. i may have been re reading some of my older works and unfinished#fics and i MAY. i repeat MAY. have some tiny shred of interest posting about st*r w*rs again#motherfucker i'm SO hesitant to speak that into existence and will be absolutley APOPLECTIC if it happens bc i don't fucking WANNA like sw!#i divorced it! i took the kids (my ocs) & filed a restraining order & crossed state lines & broke all contact and yet! and fucking yet!!!!#i find myself in tags i havent visited in over two years on the archive like some beaten dog slinking back home to a shitty master#i honestly hate like. fucking ALL of the shit i've written from then that i reread and some of it was so bad i couldnt even bring myself to#click on it after reading the summary. like. UGH! i have a half baked fic idea i wrote a little for and i think it's more compelling than#any of the literal dogshit i posted back then so i MIGHT work on polishing that up and posting something that isn't actual garbage by my#current standards. all of this is still up in the air tho bc i dont know if the hyperfixation or even the bare minimum lvl of interest has#returned or if it's just fever induced delirium. i've been having INCREDIBLY fucked up bad horrible awful vivid dreams as of late so fever#induced brain fuckery isn't out of the question. sigh. i'm so mad abt this#even if i do regain some interest in the fandom i don't think i'll have any interest in new source material after the mando s2 finale &#tbo.bf sucking ass & the obi show being mid & everything with the ST. i plan on watching ando.r but after that? zero interest in anything#new from sw. so. if anyone still reading this and is getting excited abt me POSSIBLY MAYBE being interested in sw just know i still hate it#a bit and feel like i'm being dragged kicking and screaming back into this mess unwillingly. or it's due to a fever. god i need a smoke#len speaks#that's literally the longest tag rant i've ever gone on. fuck that's a BAD sign
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hello tumblr *flops over and dies*
#today was. smth. ig#after the heart attack i had this morning my recovery exam went horribly bad and i failed my last math exam. yahoooooo#for some reason i don't actually care?? i might fail two subjects and yet i just can't seem to focus on it.......#maybe it's bc i haven't told my parents yet ahahaha...... woops ^^;#ANYWAYS i saw all the other pokemas art and died a bit more and my thoughts totally haven't been rotating over um. yk what#u see it's weird bc at some point of the day i completely forgor himeru had a new 4*..... damn u pokemon hyperfix grrr..........#it's not like my thoughts rotate around hop and marnie 24/7!! t-that's just stupid 😁😁#i just. i recently found this swsh fic and i'm OBSESSED it's the best piece of writing i've seen in my whole life......#AND NOT JUST BC IT HAS BEDEHOP!!!!!! bc it obviously does have bedehop BUT THAT'S NOT THE POINT!!!!!!!!!!!#it's just so...... so............. explodes into a thousand million pieces#ANYWAYS i think i should get going uhhhhh i don't rlly have any more exams so i should be back in the weekend?#if i don't fail maths and language ofc ahahaha BUT I WON'T!!!!!!! SO BYEBYE LIVE LAUGH LOVE BEDEHOP
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Welcome back to tumblr! Hope you enjoyed your break
It was very stressful. Ended up failing the marking period for English, but not by as much as I was failing before. Could still pull up the overall grade by the end of the semester.
#started writing a fic a few days ago. been a while since ive done that.#so far felix is very out of character but he's only gonna be the focus for the first chapter. plus i might go back and rewrite him.#maybe i should wait until the new chapter comes out tho so it's relevant to updated canon#anyway echos started brainrotting about chris in a /pos way so yeah a lot of my break has been rethinking old analysis#started to notice that he's a lot more fun if i get in the mindset that he's not poorly written he's just literally isaac's antagonist#also my siblings have been hyperfixating on DC so i watched a batman series. i think they're very disappointed in me for choosing batwheels.#snowy best vehicle#. what else#oh ive been doodling a nightmare design#been liking the idea of him and dream not being skeletons but dont wanna draw/write them as their canon human designs#because (if i'm correct) they get those designs at some point later in the story. and i don't want to confuse the timeline like that.#so ive been working on concept sketches for a less human design for them. ive also noticed that them being humans in canon actually#makes a lot of sense because the other guardians don't really have any connection between their species and it can be assumed that#whatever they are exists in the universes/multiverse they're from. so it makes sense for the twins to be humans because the utmv has humans.#. but i also like how they couldn't be given the human forms at first because of the lack of holes.#so the design im working on has gill/stripe-looking vents for the energy to come out of.#also gonna try to add little fire wisps into the design because i love their true forms so much#anyway i dont think there's been more that ive done. other than schoolwork. and watching qsmp.#oh i started working on an animatic. but i do that all the time. it'll be a bigger occasion if i finish one lol.#think im gonna still keep interaction on tumblr to a smaller scale because i wanna keep getting stuff done
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I now have four (4) Barry fics I'm planning to try to finish and post by the end of this month, I'm sure this is doable
#i mean one of them might be finished#the other two are almost finished#and the fourth (the longer one i should be focusing on instead of giving into new oneshot ideas but OH WELL)#is getting close but it’s going to take more work#it's possible i don't need to do this in two weeks but#i can't be certain what will happen to my brain when the new Loki season comes out#and i want to make sure these barry fics get posted in case the hyperfixation shifts 😬#barry hbo#barry berkman#fanfiction#em writes#op
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As I'm winding down with my OFMD series (and possibly breaking 300k in two and a half months, HOLY FUCKING SHIT), anyone want to suggest a new show that I can watch that will air live over a few weeks, get me greatly invested in characters while leaving enough holes/questionable writing decisions for me to be inspired to write fanfic, then have an absolutely devastating finale that will necessitate fix-it fic?
Asking for a friend!
#ofmd#my fics#fanfic#ao3#pls i desperately need a new fandom to hyperfixate on by next week#i have the need to write but lack inspiration rn#I'll have to crack open my tbr & the books i literally bought the day I started writing for OFMD & it proceeded to take over my life#might be silly and get back into doctor who#or finish one of my dozen unfinished fics#sorry to my power rangers or old guard fans
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W h a t
This is because I selected "slow burn romance" for my favorite genre, isn't it. Is it my fault if I am just weak in the knees for a slow burn romance with two people who have amazing chemistry and care about each other with all of their hearts-
First off. N o.
Guys. You don't understand. Patience, maybe with the exception of bravery, was the ONE SOUL TRAIT THAT I WAS SURE THAT I WOULDN'T HAVE.
I do n o t have patience, okay. I promise you, I am the type of person who will rock back and forth, barely keeping it together, making audible sounds of frustration, if my toast takes too long in the toaster. I am the person who seriously contemplates and worries that my life is just forever waiting for my laptop to update, solely because it's been on the same loading screen for 5 minutes. I need to physically have something else for me to do if I know I need to update a game. Otherwise, I w i l l feel my soul leave my body unless I can luck out and fast travel by dissociating with vivid daydreams.
Y e s. I have an over 300k word epic that I have been working on for what will be four years now. However, I am 95% sure that it is less that I'm "patient" and more "I have a crippling need to write in chronological order and have a borderline obsessive hyperfixation with my own story that won't leave my head."
So, no. No offense to the test maker, but I don't accept my test results. Cast in your votes now! Pastel's hidden soul trait is still up for debate! :D

Okay, um. @honeybubbletea33 I think your soul trait is. U m. This is harder than I thought. JUSTICE. Why??? Idk, to me, you seem to be very angy if injustice occurs-
@develation I think you're determination. I have no idea why. You are just a "keep going at it no matter the cost" type of mad lad to me
@paintedkinzy-88 I think... integrity??? You got your own set of morals that you follow and rarely deviate from :D
@inkclover Kindness. No question. If there was a "nicest smol cinnamonroll" contest, you'd have won already. Now, if you get something other than kindness, then WE KNOW SOMETHING IS UP WITH THIS TEST, OKAY-
Also, to any of my other mutuals who wanna try this. Please go ahead. If you got results you don't agree with, then you have m e-
Take this quiz, then tag a friend (or many) and say what you think they’ll get.

@b-r-a-i-n-v-o-m-i-t (Justice) @artyboidoesstuff (Kindness) @qhostpi22 (Bravery) @maurmondz38 (Perseverance) @klutzytomb (Perseverance) @moldieecheese (Kindness)
#Thank ya to Moldiee for the tag#But I d o n ' t a g r e e w i t h m y r e s u l t s#No offense to the test maker of course#I just do not have patience man#My long ass fic is not a sign of me having patience#It is completely a sign that I have a crippling hyperfixation on my own freaking au#and I'm physically incapable of writing out of chronological order#Why??#Because I k n o w if I write out of chronological order#I will never go back and just continue from this new starting point#It's just my own brain man#Sign of patience?? Or m e n t a l i l l n e s s#Probably the latter tbh#Sometimes I can be patient#But it's when I dissociate and sink into my own fantasy world#Then I might l o o k outwardly patient#But it's only 'cus I checked out of reality#That and getting yelled at for displaying any outward sign of impatience unless it happens to be funny
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